fire confrence was alright.
worship in the begining was somehow weird for me. ya mayb also caz i coughed n had super blocked nose for half of it. message was pretty good for me. the bad one was offertry ITS SOO BAD. like its so want us to give out money lahh. wat is offertry? to give God back a little of wat u have for the EXTENTION OF HIS KINGDOM. or mayb since this rely thing is in the national stadium we could help to contribute n help them pay a little. cant stand it when the pastor said IF U WANT TO SAVE A SOUL JUZ GIVE A DOLLER. A DOLLER FOR A SAVED SOUL. like wat the hack lahh its like saying only 3 PEOPLE will b saved if u give $3! PLEASE LAH I WANT EVERYONE TO B SAVED N EVEN IF I TAKE OUT ALL THE MONEY I HAVE I WONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SAVE EVERYONE.! i'm sure the bill gates cant affort it too. how great will it b then if money can really save a soul, but it CANT, wats the use of us when money can do the great commanment. wat crap is tat. anyways i gave $2.50. SO TWO AND A HALF SOULS WILL B SAVED. right........
cant he juz say give wateva u want to give to God. SIMPLE AS TAT. ughh.
ok anyways didnt go for the night one. so me jun n cynthia left the stadium first to raffles city. n guess wat WE MET ANDREA IN THE BUS!!! AHHHHHHH REALLY REALLY HAVEN SEEN HER FOR A SUPER LONG TIME. LIKE 2 YEARS OR SO??? SOO COOL=) andrea says i look so FUNKY now!! HAHA. ok anyways went to raffles city with jun n cyn went home. went to mos burger to eat=) n DAPH ELENA N TESSA WENT THERE TOO!! aye like we should have juz left the stadium together lahh. we talked abt soccer n all. hahah n save daph from her soccer noobness! after dinner we all went to act bookshop with jun to get arise dvd. daph bought jun a card tat has a pig on it SO SWEET RIGHT. wooh like daph is so nice to buy a small thing for jun n kim only takes money from ME. how nice of kim but aiya she'll owe me food lah.=) ok then we went robinsons to check out wallets. ok so i'm suppose to cut hair at far east n i was suppose to b a LONER n go alone n cut alone. BUT daph said she have time to spend till 9plus. so she'll tag along n tessa's tagging along too. elena said she wanted to go home at first but when i said its only abt $12 or 14 she thinks its cheep so SHE WENT TO CUT WITH ME!! YAY from a alone suddenly i have 3 more ppl coming with me! WHEEE loner no more=)
ya so i cut my hair with elena. while daph n tessa went walking around. OH WE SAW KIM!! =). ok so after cutting hair elena n i went to find daph n tessa n left far east. send tessa to the mrt. then i send daph n elena to the bus stop to gt back to stadium. n finally went home.
OHOH there was a fight in far east. ok we didnt see the fight at all but when we reached far east, ok me n daph was walking infront so we saw this dust bin toppled on the floor with a container with liquid inside. ya so i told daph WOAH a fallen dustbin can attract police. ya so then elena said it was BLOOD. EWW anyways i didnt belief her lah. untill we saw this guy, head bandaged BLOOD COVERED LIKE 1/2 OF HIS SHIRT, going down the esclator with a few aid ppl behind him. EWWW SOOOO SICK LAHHH LIKE REALLY REALLY ALOT OF BLOOD. EWW EWW EWW. i think seeing the fight can b interesting but i'll freek out for sure especially when the blood comes flowing out of his head covering half of his shirt ermm the amount of blood seen in the container. EWW SICK. grrrrr.
oh 16mins late for soccer!!! ENGLAND!!!!!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Thursday, June 29, 2006
CHANGED SKIN!
YAY CHANGED SKIN.
well change quite alot from the orginal skin to mine. HMM NICE????
combination of the Cross n fourandahalf=) cross representing God n fourandhalf is obviously me=) yay i like this fourandahalf thing. i think it will b my trademark=)
oh was thinking of a new skin for like dunno how many weeks. was finding a nice skin from blogskins but cant fine one i like. anyways last tuesday i tried doing abit. ya b4 i thoat went dry. so anyways i wanted the cross up only but couldnt resize it to a perfect size. so didnt put it up. then i decided to put 4½ up since i got the size. but like few days later the picture some how shrank. so i took it off. n went back to the old branches one with some colour changes in the blog.
k so today i decided to go into blogskin. take a background n change it ok well i've change almsot everything, the only thing left from the orginal skin is the border but its resized now. yupp so i decided to put up 4½ tats all. wanted cross to b in but still cant get a perfect size. n also i dun like having to many pictures in the background 1 is enough. ok so i did my QT n after that i tot of combining both of them n WOAH LA there it is.
but somehow i'm finding it a a little odd. like something should b add or dunno lahhh oh wells. shall leave it like this till i think of greater ideas=)
oh ya i'm still sick. RUN AWAY FLU. blew my nose in sch like nuts today. finished 2 pack of tissue in 4 subjects. then sheng wei gave me his n si hao too! soo nice k. hahah n then during recess queeing up for food n nose dripping out so i shout accross the stall for si hao for tissue but he didnt have it with him ahhh. sooo stupid mucus is almost flowing out. n then DAVID comes
David: LINETTTTEEEE!! say i love u!!
lin: huh? I DUN LOVE U
david: oh fine lor then i dun give u tissue already.
lin: AHHHHH NOOOOOO
david: say i love u
lin: i love u..
HAHAHA love NOT. anyways i got the tissue n i think its from shengwei. i think they heard me shouting over to si hao for tissue so they came to my rescue. OH MEN HOW NICE PEOPLE.=)
WHEEE ok i currently not doing any hw n not studying caz i'm really really sick. no mood to do k. n i'm sleeping ALOT caz i'm on medication. yuppp
tats all folks hope u like this new skin!=)
well change quite alot from the orginal skin to mine. HMM NICE????
combination of the Cross n fourandahalf=) cross representing God n fourandhalf is obviously me=) yay i like this fourandahalf thing. i think it will b my trademark=)
oh was thinking of a new skin for like dunno how many weeks. was finding a nice skin from blogskins but cant fine one i like. anyways last tuesday i tried doing abit. ya b4 i thoat went dry. so anyways i wanted the cross up only but couldnt resize it to a perfect size. so didnt put it up. then i decided to put 4½ up since i got the size. but like few days later the picture some how shrank. so i took it off. n went back to the old branches one with some colour changes in the blog.
k so today i decided to go into blogskin. take a background n change it ok well i've change almsot everything, the only thing left from the orginal skin is the border but its resized now. yupp so i decided to put up 4½ tats all. wanted cross to b in but still cant get a perfect size. n also i dun like having to many pictures in the background 1 is enough. ok so i did my QT n after that i tot of combining both of them n WOAH LA there it is.
but somehow i'm finding it a a little odd. like something should b add or dunno lahhh oh wells. shall leave it like this till i think of greater ideas=)
oh ya i'm still sick. RUN AWAY FLU. blew my nose in sch like nuts today. finished 2 pack of tissue in 4 subjects. then sheng wei gave me his n si hao too! soo nice k. hahah n then during recess queeing up for food n nose dripping out so i shout accross the stall for si hao for tissue but he didnt have it with him ahhh. sooo stupid mucus is almost flowing out. n then DAVID comes
David: LINETTTTEEEE!! say i love u!!
lin: huh? I DUN LOVE U
david: oh fine lor then i dun give u tissue already.
lin: AHHHHH NOOOOOO
david: say i love u
lin: i love u..
HAHAHA love NOT. anyways i got the tissue n i think its from shengwei. i think they heard me shouting over to si hao for tissue so they came to my rescue. OH MEN HOW NICE PEOPLE.=)
WHEEE ok i currently not doing any hw n not studying caz i'm really really sick. no mood to do k. n i'm sleeping ALOT caz i'm on medication. yuppp
tats all folks hope u like this new skin!=)
count the 'F'
hahah my friend send me something i think its cool haha=)
try it=)
ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST
Count every " F" in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...
(SEE BELOW)
HOW MANY ? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.
highlight this part:
The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process "OF".
Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!
Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.
Three is normal, four is quite rare.
HAHA COOL RIGHT I GOT 3 means i'm normal.
try it=)
ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST
Count every " F" in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...
(SEE BELOW)
HOW MANY ? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.
highlight this part:
The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process "OF".
Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!
Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.
Three is normal, four is quite rare.
HAHA COOL RIGHT I GOT 3 means i'm normal.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
not a very good day
rather a unlucky day but my mood issnt spoilt lahh.
sch was pretty alright. except for my rusty sick voice. erm its much better already phlegm has turn from green, yesterday to yellow n now its close to white.=) STREPSILS CHOUGH natural herbal cough syrup makes sore throat go go away. BUT i think the gems left the throat n went up to the nose. YA I'M HAVING FLU NOW. bad one. stupid run away nose.
ok so tats kind more then enough lah.
its 730pm dinner. linette goes to the kitchen asked maid to help me warm up ikan bilis soup with tou fu while i get my ovened chicken with rice. so tempting too bad i cant smell it. anyways the soup boil n plate oh rice with chicken is ready to b bought to the room linette tries to carry both the soup n plate happily she tot she have trained well to b able to carry stable-ly BUT on the smooth journey to the room she knocks a chair, popped out of nowhere n WA LA the 95 degees soup covered her right hand. ITS SOOOOO PAIN LAHHH stupid soup. argh STUPID CHAIR.
anyways my right hand was numbed for quite long.
ok tats not the end ok the not very good day.
happily watching tv. n BOOM the whole house blacked out. FREEKED ME OUT LAH. n 3 girls in the house sadly dunno wat to do. ok mayb i do. was finding for the circuit breaker thing ya n my maid smartly told me it was downstairs. walked 2 levels down n tat thing issnt the one i'm finding. called dad. n he says its beside the fridge. reluctantly climb 2 levels up n found it. solve the problem n there was LIGHT again.
oh i'm too sick to continue arghh AHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sch was pretty alright. except for my rusty sick voice. erm its much better already phlegm has turn from green, yesterday to yellow n now its close to white.=) STREPSILS CHOUGH natural herbal cough syrup makes sore throat go go away. BUT i think the gems left the throat n went up to the nose. YA I'M HAVING FLU NOW. bad one. stupid run away nose.
ok so tats kind more then enough lah.
its 730pm dinner. linette goes to the kitchen asked maid to help me warm up ikan bilis soup with tou fu while i get my ovened chicken with rice. so tempting too bad i cant smell it. anyways the soup boil n plate oh rice with chicken is ready to b bought to the room linette tries to carry both the soup n plate happily she tot she have trained well to b able to carry stable-ly BUT on the smooth journey to the room she knocks a chair, popped out of nowhere n WA LA the 95 degees soup covered her right hand. ITS SOOOOO PAIN LAHHH stupid soup. argh STUPID CHAIR.
anyways my right hand was numbed for quite long.
ok tats not the end ok the not very good day.
happily watching tv. n BOOM the whole house blacked out. FREEKED ME OUT LAH. n 3 girls in the house sadly dunno wat to do. ok mayb i do. was finding for the circuit breaker thing ya n my maid smartly told me it was downstairs. walked 2 levels down n tat thing issnt the one i'm finding. called dad. n he says its beside the fridge. reluctantly climb 2 levels up n found it. solve the problem n there was LIGHT again.
oh i'm too sick to continue arghh AHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
SICK
ughh i'm sick. down with super bad sore throat. n i sound super funny.
didnt go sch today. caz i couldnt sleep last night n plus got this sore throat. so i started thinking since i was suffering in insomnia again. i might juz go to sch n sleep my way thru n since i'm sick shalnt go to sch. i'll juz feel demoralised again caz i sleep in class again.
woke up abt 2pm. went to look for cough syrup but all finish. found a lozenges which i dun like but juz took it lah. had porridge. n dad n bro came home. asked bro for cough syrup he didnt have but he gave a 6 lozenges prescribed from a doctor. i like the lozenges from doctors=). then dad asked me to take cough drop from his car. hah i tot it was the syrup kind but its lozenges again. went to the car n went back into the house n found a gudian plastic bag with 3 different kind of lozenges bought by mum. BUT NO COUGH SYRUP. haha YA so i have 5 different kind of lozenges to choose.=)
1) MAC (bluecurrent flavour) -from bro
2) VapoDrop (mentol)- from dad
3) Dequadin (orange)- form mum. i dun like this lozenges i think its useless but bro likes it.
4) Robitussin (mentol_- from mum. i use to take it as a sweet.
5) Strepsils (blackcurrent)- from mum. i heard strepsils is lousy.
i dun like all the flavours ones.
anyways called mum to buy cough syrup for me.=)
hope the germs wont spread or i'll b sick for weeks.
-misunderstandings r cleared WHOO HOOO. talked to her juz now despite of being sick. well its worth it lah. at least i dun feel guilty anymore. =) ughh going to find tat person who made everything big. soon after i'm well n have voice to tok to him on the phone. =)
WHOO HOO=)
ar needs rest already.
didnt go sch today. caz i couldnt sleep last night n plus got this sore throat. so i started thinking since i was suffering in insomnia again. i might juz go to sch n sleep my way thru n since i'm sick shalnt go to sch. i'll juz feel demoralised again caz i sleep in class again.
woke up abt 2pm. went to look for cough syrup but all finish. found a lozenges which i dun like but juz took it lah. had porridge. n dad n bro came home. asked bro for cough syrup he didnt have but he gave a 6 lozenges prescribed from a doctor. i like the lozenges from doctors=). then dad asked me to take cough drop from his car. hah i tot it was the syrup kind but its lozenges again. went to the car n went back into the house n found a gudian plastic bag with 3 different kind of lozenges bought by mum. BUT NO COUGH SYRUP. haha YA so i have 5 different kind of lozenges to choose.=)
1) MAC (bluecurrent flavour) -from bro
2) VapoDrop (mentol)- from dad
3) Dequadin (orange)- form mum. i dun like this lozenges i think its useless but bro likes it.
4) Robitussin (mentol_- from mum. i use to take it as a sweet.
5) Strepsils (blackcurrent)- from mum. i heard strepsils is lousy.
i dun like all the flavours ones.
anyways called mum to buy cough syrup for me.=)
hope the germs wont spread or i'll b sick for weeks.
-misunderstandings r cleared WHOO HOOO. talked to her juz now despite of being sick. well its worth it lah. at least i dun feel guilty anymore. =) ughh going to find tat person who made everything big. soon after i'm well n have voice to tok to him on the phone. =)
WHOO HOO=)
ar needs rest already.
Monday, June 26, 2006
SSSSSSCCCCCCHHHHHHOOOOOOOLLL
sch wasnt great as wat i think it would b. its rather boring. i dunno but i think somehow i felt a little stangeness. mayb caz i have seen them or tok to them for a mth or something. but it will get better lah. =)
Emaths sucked crap. juz when i really really want to learn it properly i juz couldnt take the boredness. ya so i slept in class again. argh this happens when i'm not with my whole class n sitted right at the back of the class having no one to tok to u. blame it tat i'm doing this Emaths with 3 guys. aaron has trumen from tat class. n bryan n siew toks to each other n starts to ignore me like like i'm not around at all. ya boredem will caz me to sleep in class. n the new chap ms tay is teaching i feel clueless. ughh i really really dun want to do badly for my Emaths. i mean maths is my fav sub n i juz dun want to get a f9 caz i'm too bored in class n tend to sleep n thus not listening to the teacher. really irritating. i think i better go find ms tay to teach me wat i've missed caz she's a much better 1 to 1 teacher. ya sitting right at the back of the class aimlessly cant get me anywhere.
ya. n not getting into the sun during the hols makes me whiter n thus making me look sick. especially when i juz wake up i like even sicker. better get more into the sun or something. but haha i cant get tan. stupid white skin juz have to run in the family. but having white skin is pretty cool too caz u cant juz act sick anytime u want n ppl will believe.=)
-ok anyways i think being the person who started everything who made the misconception bigger should apologise. ya its the taking of responsibility of wat u've done wrong. yupp. waiting for her to come online.=)
n i want Daddy God up there to give me a big smile=)
Emaths sucked crap. juz when i really really want to learn it properly i juz couldnt take the boredness. ya so i slept in class again. argh this happens when i'm not with my whole class n sitted right at the back of the class having no one to tok to u. blame it tat i'm doing this Emaths with 3 guys. aaron has trumen from tat class. n bryan n siew toks to each other n starts to ignore me like like i'm not around at all. ya boredem will caz me to sleep in class. n the new chap ms tay is teaching i feel clueless. ughh i really really dun want to do badly for my Emaths. i mean maths is my fav sub n i juz dun want to get a f9 caz i'm too bored in class n tend to sleep n thus not listening to the teacher. really irritating. i think i better go find ms tay to teach me wat i've missed caz she's a much better 1 to 1 teacher. ya sitting right at the back of the class aimlessly cant get me anywhere.
ya. n not getting into the sun during the hols makes me whiter n thus making me look sick. especially when i juz wake up i like even sicker. better get more into the sun or something. but haha i cant get tan. stupid white skin juz have to run in the family. but having white skin is pretty cool too caz u cant juz act sick anytime u want n ppl will believe.=)
-ok anyways i think being the person who started everything who made the misconception bigger should apologise. ya its the taking of responsibility of wat u've done wrong. yupp. waiting for her to come online.=)
n i want Daddy God up there to give me a big smile=)
Sunday, June 25, 2006
I. HATE. MILK.
oh actually i have tat stained glass masquerade song from piggy jun but haha angelfire juz have to ban her. I THINK ITS THE MP3 FORMAT JUN!!!
i think i seriously cant take milk! had pasta those milk kind i my stomach hurts till now!! ahhh oh wells.
anyways i've been wanting to do my hw. ok i did do some k. but ya i juz feel so lazy rather no mood to do hw. was suppose to do some yesterday but somehow i did physics tys which isnt really important to b passed up. ya so i wanted to do those hw today. but had dinner n stomach hurt crap after eating it so now i have to mood to do the hws now.
sch starting tml. erm i always like sch. hmm i think so. juz dun like the waking up early part. must spend wonderful time in mhss b4 it closes. n hopefully i'll start being serious with my work n STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS. n its not tat i dun want to sleep early or wat but its tat i juz cant sleep early. n toss n turn till my usual sleeping time n then i'll sleep.
ughh. stomach hurts. but its better than juz now already lah. n now is so not the time i want to tok to ppl i'm not very interested.
i think i seriously cant take milk! had pasta those milk kind i my stomach hurts till now!! ahhh oh wells.
anyways i've been wanting to do my hw. ok i did do some k. but ya i juz feel so lazy rather no mood to do hw. was suppose to do some yesterday but somehow i did physics tys which isnt really important to b passed up. ya so i wanted to do those hw today. but had dinner n stomach hurt crap after eating it so now i have to mood to do the hws now.
sch starting tml. erm i always like sch. hmm i think so. juz dun like the waking up early part. must spend wonderful time in mhss b4 it closes. n hopefully i'll start being serious with my work n STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS. n its not tat i dun want to sleep early or wat but its tat i juz cant sleep early. n toss n turn till my usual sleeping time n then i'll sleep.
ughh. stomach hurts. but its better than juz now already lah. n now is so not the time i want to tok to ppl i'm not very interested.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
stained glass masquerade
when all things kept falling upon me.
when i start blaming myself of wat i've done.
when i'm being wat i hate.
when i'm being plastic.
when linette's not being linette.
when her attutide appears again.
when the lower primary n kindergarden linette starts to appear again.
when everything around her seems to defy her.
when her temper rises n starts being mean.
when even her family have to give in to her.
when she doesnt think for ppl's feelings.
when ppl around her are hurt by her.
arrogants.
and then she is finally woken up.
i dun think this is the linette i'm finding. infact i think i want to go back to the act innocent girl. who is eva happy. who doesnt care abt the number or friends she has. but cares abt the number of caring friends she has friends who always stand behind her back. yupp i want tat linette back. the hack care bad peer preasures and follow the way God pathed for her. n my motto came upon my mind. "my journey You way" its my journey in life but i want God to lead me whereva he wants me to go.
anyways i better already lahh. got my wake up call already. yesterday was bad really really bad. its these time when i've neglacted n go for wat i want only. even when i hurt ppl's feelings i'm proud of it. n somehow my wake up call yesterday reminded me of who i've hurt. the family n other ppl out there. i might have hurt so many ppl out there when i dun even realise. but the guilt heart came back. to all this ppl i apologise. i was juz trying to find a different me tat the pass me came back.
Stained Glass Masquerade
by Casting Crowns
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
CHORUS
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
CHORUS
courtesy of ong weijun for the song.
this song brought me to tears. it reflected of wat i was during tat period. sometimes i juz want to cry it all out but i juz dun understand y cant my tears flow down my cheeks to the chin down to the ground. the tears juz wet my eyes n stops. sometimes crying heals. i haven been crying like tat infront of God for a real long time. n i wonder y. no matter how weak i felt how lost those tears juz cant flow when i'm in God presence.
ANYWAYS.
its really a meaningful song lahh. how many ppl out there r being plastics being like a masquerade.
anyways i've thought abt it already lah. i dun think being someone who is not happy is wat i really want lah. so ya. i'll b changing back living a joyful God's way life. yupp=)
oh and thanks alot to buddy. i tot buddy have lost touch with me n dun understand me anymore. but buddy have always been there. always there to take my problems away. thanks budd! =)
when i start blaming myself of wat i've done.
when i'm being wat i hate.
when i'm being plastic.
when linette's not being linette.
when her attutide appears again.
when the lower primary n kindergarden linette starts to appear again.
when everything around her seems to defy her.
when her temper rises n starts being mean.
when even her family have to give in to her.
when she doesnt think for ppl's feelings.
when ppl around her are hurt by her.
arrogants.
and then she is finally woken up.
i dun think this is the linette i'm finding. infact i think i want to go back to the act innocent girl. who is eva happy. who doesnt care abt the number or friends she has. but cares abt the number of caring friends she has friends who always stand behind her back. yupp i want tat linette back. the hack care bad peer preasures and follow the way God pathed for her. n my motto came upon my mind. "my journey You way" its my journey in life but i want God to lead me whereva he wants me to go.
anyways i better already lahh. got my wake up call already. yesterday was bad really really bad. its these time when i've neglacted n go for wat i want only. even when i hurt ppl's feelings i'm proud of it. n somehow my wake up call yesterday reminded me of who i've hurt. the family n other ppl out there. i might have hurt so many ppl out there when i dun even realise. but the guilt heart came back. to all this ppl i apologise. i was juz trying to find a different me tat the pass me came back.
Stained Glass Masquerade
by Casting Crowns
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
CHORUS
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
CHORUS
courtesy of ong weijun for the song.
this song brought me to tears. it reflected of wat i was during tat period. sometimes i juz want to cry it all out but i juz dun understand y cant my tears flow down my cheeks to the chin down to the ground. the tears juz wet my eyes n stops. sometimes crying heals. i haven been crying like tat infront of God for a real long time. n i wonder y. no matter how weak i felt how lost those tears juz cant flow when i'm in God presence.
ANYWAYS.
its really a meaningful song lahh. how many ppl out there r being plastics being like a masquerade.
anyways i've thought abt it already lah. i dun think being someone who is not happy is wat i really want lah. so ya. i'll b changing back living a joyful God's way life. yupp=)
oh and thanks alot to buddy. i tot buddy have lost touch with me n dun understand me anymore. but buddy have always been there. always there to take my problems away. thanks budd! =)
Friday, June 23, 2006
BAND.
argh this suck i think my attutide problem is coming back slowly. suck suck suck suck. anyways today's practise with bh was pretty alright. ermm the band's tunning is better. YA CAZ THEY DECIDED TO TUNE. sight reading of page 2 n 3 of river song is better but i'm still super super lost in page 3. ERM YA i didnt practise pg 2 n 3 of the song during sectionals well at least pg 1 went well I THINK. my sight reading sucks. xueling was saying tat i seem like i'm anyhow pressing the vulve BUT somehow i sounded correct. YA. erm i WAS anyhow pressing the vulves. n i also dunno y it sounded correctly. for bh band? ermm not till next year lah. oh man ya now i'll only go band caz i'll miss my dearly cornet!!
i'm so irritated so irritated so irritated. ROAR. anyways justin's solo improved as in theres more feeling to it when he played it today then on wed. ya the rest said its good but not as good as BOO WEI YI's one. ermm i dunno i forgot how weiyi played last time. i only noe its suppperrrr.
tat cynthia girl said my sound was good. hmm i guess so. WELL MR YEO TRAIN MHMB TO HAVE THIS KIND OF SOUND WAT. ya actually i never realise tat mhmb have a good sound at all. i only noe ppl always say we have a good sound. ya. WELL now i noe lah after combine prac with bhss. SERIOUSLY I MISS MHMB'S BAND SOUND. N I ALSO MISS PRACTISES WITH MR YEO. i still cant get it y do bh's conductors use drum stick to conduct instead of a baton yupp issnt baton's much much lighter also. ermm n i cant see the conductor well actually i also dun look at him lahh caz i'm trying to get my notes right. but still i think he should stand on the board thing to b erm taller. he's not short lah.
ohh ya met a few nice ppl. hmm mind me caz i have super super bad memory over names n this r the only few ppl i've talked to so far. ya i'm antisocial when i start to noe pl=)
so shall start.
janice seem nice thou i've never talk much to her she's really really tall. hmph.
ermm i dunno wats he's name plays cornet 2 river song with me. seem weird. he's always talking unknowingly.
ermm cynthia seems rather nice. i think she's the one i've talk most too. which is rather little.
justin. ermm pro trumpeter but plays super loudly. SUPER NICE TALKABLE GUY. erm but still i didnt tok to him.
ohoh n there's this girl ermm xin yi if i'm not wrong. i think she's sec4 or soemthing. anyways we were suppose to interact with each other. so it went like tat.
xin yi: HI! this is xinyi
lin: wat?
xin yi: this is xinyi
lin: WAT?
xin yi: this is xinyi
lin: WHAT??????
xin yi: THIS IS XIN YI
lin: WHAT? LEE XIN YI?????
xin yi: nononono i said THIS. IS. XIN. YI
lin: OHHHHHHHHHHHH HI XIN YI!
HAHAH ERM YA SERIOUSLY I DO HAVE LISTENING PROBLEM. I ALWAYS MIX UP WORDS WHICH IS OUT OF POINT.
oh then later on she continue.
xinyi: aye ur english very pro leh.
erm ya english pro??? NAH NOT TO TAT STANDARD. I HOPE I CAN B LAH. well i think she's super on the chinese side n i'm super on the english side. ya dun try to hear me speaking chinese when i'm not serious. which mean i'll only speak good chinese during oral or when i'm not in a hyper mood. other then tat ppl say i speak chinese like an ah moh. yeap. somehow my nerve system juz makes me confused when chiense words have to b spoken n i speak chinese weirdly. ya.
SO I SHALL ROUND THIS UP N START EATING MY DINNER. oh wait talking abt food. met xueling charmaine fadzil wani b4 band. erm suppose to meet at SEVEN AM but i woke up at 715am hahaha i think i off my alarm lah.=P anyways had milo which ruin my day. had stomach ache like after tat. super jia lat lah. n also bladder problem. i seriously think there's something wrong with me caz i'm always having weird sickness n all. n noe i start to think tat mayb last sch ppl always say i'm weak. but i always deny. NOW I'M STARTING TO SEE IT IN ME. YUCK THIS SUCKS. if bladder problem keeps going on. i'll ask mum to bring me for a check up or something. this sucks seriously going to the toliet every hour sucks.
ok ya gotta eat. a long long post again.
i'm so irritated so irritated so irritated. ROAR. anyways justin's solo improved as in theres more feeling to it when he played it today then on wed. ya the rest said its good but not as good as BOO WEI YI's one. ermm i dunno i forgot how weiyi played last time. i only noe its suppperrrr.
tat cynthia girl said my sound was good. hmm i guess so. WELL MR YEO TRAIN MHMB TO HAVE THIS KIND OF SOUND WAT. ya actually i never realise tat mhmb have a good sound at all. i only noe ppl always say we have a good sound. ya. WELL now i noe lah after combine prac with bhss. SERIOUSLY I MISS MHMB'S BAND SOUND. N I ALSO MISS PRACTISES WITH MR YEO. i still cant get it y do bh's conductors use drum stick to conduct instead of a baton yupp issnt baton's much much lighter also. ermm n i cant see the conductor well actually i also dun look at him lahh caz i'm trying to get my notes right. but still i think he should stand on the board thing to b erm taller. he's not short lah.
ohh ya met a few nice ppl. hmm mind me caz i have super super bad memory over names n this r the only few ppl i've talked to so far. ya i'm antisocial when i start to noe pl=)
so shall start.
janice seem nice thou i've never talk much to her she's really really tall. hmph.
ermm i dunno wats he's name plays cornet 2 river song with me. seem weird. he's always talking unknowingly.
ermm cynthia seems rather nice. i think she's the one i've talk most too. which is rather little.
justin. ermm pro trumpeter but plays super loudly. SUPER NICE TALKABLE GUY. erm but still i didnt tok to him.
ohoh n there's this girl ermm xin yi if i'm not wrong. i think she's sec4 or soemthing. anyways we were suppose to interact with each other. so it went like tat.
xin yi: HI! this is xinyi
lin: wat?
xin yi: this is xinyi
lin: WAT?
xin yi: this is xinyi
lin: WHAT??????
xin yi: THIS IS XIN YI
lin: WHAT? LEE XIN YI?????
xin yi: nononono i said THIS. IS. XIN. YI
lin: OHHHHHHHHHHHH HI XIN YI!
HAHAH ERM YA SERIOUSLY I DO HAVE LISTENING PROBLEM. I ALWAYS MIX UP WORDS WHICH IS OUT OF POINT.
oh then later on she continue.
xinyi: aye ur english very pro leh.
erm ya english pro??? NAH NOT TO TAT STANDARD. I HOPE I CAN B LAH. well i think she's super on the chinese side n i'm super on the english side. ya dun try to hear me speaking chinese when i'm not serious. which mean i'll only speak good chinese during oral or when i'm not in a hyper mood. other then tat ppl say i speak chinese like an ah moh. yeap. somehow my nerve system juz makes me confused when chiense words have to b spoken n i speak chinese weirdly. ya.
SO I SHALL ROUND THIS UP N START EATING MY DINNER. oh wait talking abt food. met xueling charmaine fadzil wani b4 band. erm suppose to meet at SEVEN AM but i woke up at 715am hahaha i think i off my alarm lah.=P anyways had milo which ruin my day. had stomach ache like after tat. super jia lat lah. n also bladder problem. i seriously think there's something wrong with me caz i'm always having weird sickness n all. n noe i start to think tat mayb last sch ppl always say i'm weak. but i always deny. NOW I'M STARTING TO SEE IT IN ME. YUCK THIS SUCKS. if bladder problem keeps going on. i'll ask mum to bring me for a check up or something. this sucks seriously going to the toliet every hour sucks.
ok ya gotta eat. a long long post again.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
WHEEEE.
SO TIRED.
couldnt sleep last night caz the air con wasnt cold. yes stupid skin problem juz needs me to b cooled. *yeah tats y i'm cool* anyways couldnt sleep till i found out the problem with the air con.
woke up at 815am to get to sch n then to bhss. was late. but lucky the bus did leave yet. hahahaha wilfred ee went to get water n the bus left him there. i saw him!! so i'm like "AYE WILFRED IS STILL IN SCH." everyone juz ingored me. ya lah ingore me lah. so since they didnt care. i juz orh ok lor bye bye waves at him. HAHA so mean right but nobody listened to me. oh well poor him. anyways he met wilfred seah n ben keoh n they went to bhss together.
HAHA oh man oh man. caz u noe ben koeh is quiet good looking! n he's sec 2 but actually he's 16 years old! haha so anyways we were introducing ourself AGAIN. then when it was ben keoh turn he was like. erm i'm ben. (i think those girls infront expected it to be benjamine or something.) i'm sec 2 (the girls gave that super disappointed n shock faces caz he has the face tat he is older then them.). hahaha but he's 16 years old older then all of those girl standing infront. HAHAHA oh wells. i'm so sure they will b happy if they noe he's 16years old but in sec 2 bcaz he is a foreginer n made PR last year.
band at bh was rather ok. ppl were friendly n tat guy justin from my section toks ALOT! at least there's xueling too. but i gave my as usual sian sleepy cant b bothered face again caz i'm SUPER DIGUSTED WITH THE TUNNING OF THE BAND. argh. n charmaine they all wernt there. oh n i was sleepy too. k i'm always sleepy but i slept abt 5am yesterday again. all the air con fault! but i really really do need to sleep earlier too lah. i hope. also hope insonmia is gone not very sure if its still there.
no more sleeping in bro's room already. shall get back to my room to sleep.
anyways after band. i waited for xueling outside bhss. then we went to far east for lunch. walk n tok n tok n tok n tok from far east to taka to heeren to ceni. yupp its been really really really a long time since i've tok to her this much. for 3 hrs i guess? was rather tried too. but was great too=) hahah we saw derrick!! in slippers hahah then we started thinking of the same thing! his smelly feet during melbourne!! so funny so funny so funny. oh saw xin hui too.! (see its in orange! caz xueling like orange!!=))
ok so i have to see professor. doc. at 330pm. professor doc well i think he kinda forgot me already caz i haven been seeing him for 6 mths. yeahh n my condition have worsen. he's quiet shock in a way. yeah its suppose to b better anyways but somehow its worse. anyways he gave me n new cream like 2 times stronger then the previous one erm but to use it for 2 weeks only. (anyways i hear tat brand of the cream can thin ur skin n dunno wat lahh) but its good lah. oh then he gave me antibiotics to b take for 5 days. n theres face cream too. yah like today i got 4 different creams, 2 different kind of pills n bodysoap. yupp the stupid casher was like "woah y so heavy" well i tot it wasnt tat heavy as the way she reacted.
dad gave me $50. n some how i knew it would b more caz i noe my condition have worsen. yeap. asked dad for $100 but he juz didnt want to give me.
so the total amount was some where around
$58.90 for professor doc.
$49.90 for medicines.
total- i round it up to $110 lah.
SO EX LAH. n i only brough $50 extra so i only have $100. n i have to use my nets to pay for my medicines. dad was quite shock when i went home n told him. well i was too k. my medicines were usually $20 plus. oh wells. well at least he paid me back=)
there seems to b alot of church stuff lately. i dun even noe if this sat its cell or lesson or going somewhere. aiya so messy. oh there's the sonicfest conference today. didnt sign up thou.
kim told me FOP is in august. n like august is my prelims mth i think. oh wells. a day of prasing God is certainly alright! wheee cant wait for it=) anyways its always God's first then any other thing yup? ya but i also have to study hard lah. thinking abt it its 2 mths to prelims 3 mths to ss n chinese paper 4 mths to the rest of the paper n 5 mths to O emaths paper. ya i'll b a mugger till O emaths ends. ahhhh well i'll study hard lah=) wheeeee=) really really need to motivate myself to study. wells caz i'm the only one who can motivate myself. i'll get piss off if ppl bugs me to study.=)
couldnt sleep last night caz the air con wasnt cold. yes stupid skin problem juz needs me to b cooled. *yeah tats y i'm cool* anyways couldnt sleep till i found out the problem with the air con.
woke up at 815am to get to sch n then to bhss. was late. but lucky the bus did leave yet. hahahaha wilfred ee went to get water n the bus left him there. i saw him!! so i'm like "AYE WILFRED IS STILL IN SCH." everyone juz ingored me. ya lah ingore me lah. so since they didnt care. i juz orh ok lor bye bye waves at him. HAHA so mean right but nobody listened to me. oh well poor him. anyways he met wilfred seah n ben keoh n they went to bhss together.
HAHA oh man oh man. caz u noe ben koeh is quiet good looking! n he's sec 2 but actually he's 16 years old! haha so anyways we were introducing ourself AGAIN. then when it was ben keoh turn he was like. erm i'm ben. (i think those girls infront expected it to be benjamine or something.) i'm sec 2 (the girls gave that super disappointed n shock faces caz he has the face tat he is older then them.). hahaha but he's 16 years old older then all of those girl standing infront. HAHAHA oh wells. i'm so sure they will b happy if they noe he's 16years old but in sec 2 bcaz he is a foreginer n made PR last year.
band at bh was rather ok. ppl were friendly n tat guy justin from my section toks ALOT! at least there's xueling too. but i gave my as usual sian sleepy cant b bothered face again caz i'm SUPER DIGUSTED WITH THE TUNNING OF THE BAND. argh. n charmaine they all wernt there. oh n i was sleepy too. k i'm always sleepy but i slept abt 5am yesterday again. all the air con fault! but i really really do need to sleep earlier too lah. i hope. also hope insonmia is gone not very sure if its still there.
no more sleeping in bro's room already. shall get back to my room to sleep.
anyways after band. i waited for xueling outside bhss. then we went to far east for lunch. walk n tok n tok n tok n tok from far east to taka to heeren to ceni. yupp its been really really really a long time since i've tok to her this much. for 3 hrs i guess? was rather tried too. but was great too=) hahah we saw derrick!! in slippers hahah then we started thinking of the same thing! his smelly feet during melbourne!! so funny so funny so funny. oh saw xin hui too.! (see its in orange! caz xueling like orange!!=))
ok so i have to see professor. doc. at 330pm. professor doc well i think he kinda forgot me already caz i haven been seeing him for 6 mths. yeahh n my condition have worsen. he's quiet shock in a way. yeah its suppose to b better anyways but somehow its worse. anyways he gave me n new cream like 2 times stronger then the previous one erm but to use it for 2 weeks only. (anyways i hear tat brand of the cream can thin ur skin n dunno wat lahh) but its good lah. oh then he gave me antibiotics to b take for 5 days. n theres face cream too. yah like today i got 4 different creams, 2 different kind of pills n bodysoap. yupp the stupid casher was like "woah y so heavy" well i tot it wasnt tat heavy as the way she reacted.
dad gave me $50. n some how i knew it would b more caz i noe my condition have worsen. yeap. asked dad for $100 but he juz didnt want to give me.
so the total amount was some where around
$58.90 for professor doc.
$49.90 for medicines.
total- i round it up to $110 lah.
SO EX LAH. n i only brough $50 extra so i only have $100. n i have to use my nets to pay for my medicines. dad was quite shock when i went home n told him. well i was too k. my medicines were usually $20 plus. oh wells. well at least he paid me back=)
there seems to b alot of church stuff lately. i dun even noe if this sat its cell or lesson or going somewhere. aiya so messy. oh there's the sonicfest conference today. didnt sign up thou.
kim told me FOP is in august. n like august is my prelims mth i think. oh wells. a day of prasing God is certainly alright! wheee cant wait for it=) anyways its always God's first then any other thing yup? ya but i also have to study hard lah. thinking abt it its 2 mths to prelims 3 mths to ss n chinese paper 4 mths to the rest of the paper n 5 mths to O emaths paper. ya i'll b a mugger till O emaths ends. ahhhh well i'll study hard lah=) wheeeee=) really really need to motivate myself to study. wells caz i'm the only one who can motivate myself. i'll get piss off if ppl bugs me to study.=)
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
bonegraphy?
bonegraphy sounds weird. its bonegraphy for the mean time=) shall think of better names while learning.
its pretty cool. caz doing all these stuff really really get me interested. yupp benn wanting to do stuffs like these since sec 2?? ermm should b. ahh so fun. n i didnt noe dad n mum actually noe how to do it. well they helped me with the basic n all. n then i click here n there n did it! yay! its pretty cool! but i think this issnt very nice. well its my FIRST TIME using tat program k!! will improve ahh so fun so fun. oh yes no to forget. mum n dad used to have a photocopy shop like they said they were like the first few to open a photocopy shop. n today mum tolda me. last time a A3 printing can cost abt $16 SIXTEEN DOLLARS!! NUTS LAH. oh well its closed down already caz there's ALOT of competition. like now i think A3 printing can cost abt 2-3 bucks the most? oh wells.
hahha i'm proud of my bonegraphy yeah proud caz at least i did it thot its not perfect yet.=) shall keep up the work
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
overnight at kim's place
fun filled 24 hrs
KENNETH IS SOO CUTE but sometimes he's quite irritating.
ANYWAYS went over to kim's house at 9pm ermm on sunday. yup its pass 12. bought PIZZA! watched soccer played with kenneth so cute so cute so cute! talking abt kenneth. we watched soccer the brazil vs aust one then he started disturbing us n we got distracted N THERE WAS SO GOAL!! LIKE SO SWAY LAH. then he decided to sit down. N THEN HE'S SOO SOO CUTE. like u noe sometimes they will replay the goals right. so like after quiet long like 20mins later during injury time they replay tat goal again right that goal which he pulled our eyes away from. n so he saw tat n then he said "YAY BRAZIL GOT 2 GOALS ALREADY!!" hahah so cute rigght!! ahhh i want a younger brother too!! played games like uno, blackjack, charades cant remember wat eles. soo cute k especially when he did charades SO CUTE K!
ok ermm kenneth went back to his room at 5am. n then kim n i chat till 6plus then we slept. ermm woke up at 245pm? i think. yah shermen woke us up. had macdonal breakfast. erm ya kinda early for breakfast huh. ok anwyays after eating we sat on the couch n then fell back to sleep=) woke up at 5pm. kim went to cut her hair. kenneth want to SWIM. i waited for kim. after her hair cut. i went home to get swimming costume. oversized one. its sis's one u see. ok then went back to her house to SWIM. ermm swan for 1 hr plus. play MARCO POLO, LIFE GUARD, MONKEY. YA OUR CHILDHOODS SWIMING GAMES!! kenneth knocked his head on the wall while playing marco polo. GOT ORH CHEA LAH. soo poor thing. stopped swimming close to 7 kim left the pool earlier then me. like 10 mins earlier. n i finish bathing much earlier then her. SEE HOW SLOW SHE BATHES!! ok left the house abt 8? went to far east for dinner. wanted to find my cheepo slippers but dunno where is it. (shall ask charmaine) erm HAD TURKISH ICE CREAM. haha quiet funn but the guy did most of the fooling on kenneth.=) then finally went home. ERM abt 9 plus. yupp went to bathe again caz i smell of chlorine.
OHOH KENNETH IS SOO SWEET. caz we were leaving far east crossing the bridge n theres this guy begging for money. soo kenneth stopped n then he said. i want to give him 20 cents. SOO SWEET RIGHT. ok lah thou its only 20 cents but its the thought that counts right. SOO SWEET.
SO SO TIRED. went to sleep for 1 plus hour.
going back to sleep soon=)
-sometimes i juz want my own quiet place where no one disturbs me. listen to christian music, juz stone, tok to God, reflect over my life mayb play my guitar too. i need my own room. i need to be alone. i need peace.
KENNETH IS SOO CUTE but sometimes he's quite irritating.
ANYWAYS went over to kim's house at 9pm ermm on sunday. yup its pass 12. bought PIZZA! watched soccer played with kenneth so cute so cute so cute! talking abt kenneth. we watched soccer the brazil vs aust one then he started disturbing us n we got distracted N THERE WAS SO GOAL!! LIKE SO SWAY LAH. then he decided to sit down. N THEN HE'S SOO SOO CUTE. like u noe sometimes they will replay the goals right. so like after quiet long like 20mins later during injury time they replay tat goal again right that goal which he pulled our eyes away from. n so he saw tat n then he said "YAY BRAZIL GOT 2 GOALS ALREADY!!" hahah so cute rigght!! ahhh i want a younger brother too!! played games like uno, blackjack, charades cant remember wat eles. soo cute k especially when he did charades SO CUTE K!
ok ermm kenneth went back to his room at 5am. n then kim n i chat till 6plus then we slept. ermm woke up at 245pm? i think. yah shermen woke us up. had macdonal breakfast. erm ya kinda early for breakfast huh. ok anwyays after eating we sat on the couch n then fell back to sleep=) woke up at 5pm. kim went to cut her hair. kenneth want to SWIM. i waited for kim. after her hair cut. i went home to get swimming costume. oversized one. its sis's one u see. ok then went back to her house to SWIM. ermm swan for 1 hr plus. play MARCO POLO, LIFE GUARD, MONKEY. YA OUR CHILDHOODS SWIMING GAMES!! kenneth knocked his head on the wall while playing marco polo. GOT ORH CHEA LAH. soo poor thing. stopped swimming close to 7 kim left the pool earlier then me. like 10 mins earlier. n i finish bathing much earlier then her. SEE HOW SLOW SHE BATHES!! ok left the house abt 8? went to far east for dinner. wanted to find my cheepo slippers but dunno where is it. (shall ask charmaine) erm HAD TURKISH ICE CREAM. haha quiet funn but the guy did most of the fooling on kenneth.=) then finally went home. ERM abt 9 plus. yupp went to bathe again caz i smell of chlorine.
OHOH KENNETH IS SOO SWEET. caz we were leaving far east crossing the bridge n theres this guy begging for money. soo kenneth stopped n then he said. i want to give him 20 cents. SOO SWEET RIGHT. ok lah thou its only 20 cents but its the thought that counts right. SOO SWEET.
SO SO TIRED. went to sleep for 1 plus hour.
going back to sleep soon=)
-sometimes i juz want my own quiet place where no one disturbs me. listen to christian music, juz stone, tok to God, reflect over my life mayb play my guitar too. i need my own room. i need to be alone. i need peace.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
insomnia
insomnia's killing my nerves. it sucks lah. slept at like 5am last night n woke up abt 830am. yeah pathetic 3 and a half hrs of sleep. tot of not going for 9am caz my eyes juz couldnt open. hah then i started thinking abt kim. caz she said mel's away n she wont have anyone to sit with during service or something. yupp so she's gonna sit with me. yes n for n sake i went 9am=) how nice of me right!! anyways i think i'm getting use to 9am already. haven been sleeping for sermons for the pass 3 weeks!! YAY! yupp like no matter how tired i am LIKE TODAY i'm still awake for the sermon. juz mayb a little daze.
OH YA HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
ahhh i wish insomnia will b gone. caz its there always. well only tat it got worst recently. so irritating!! yeahh n somehow i can sleep like a pig in the afternoon but when night comes insomnia comes. argh.
oh did my ss hw. resting now. ITS SO TERIBLE LAHH. i'm riting like never ending!! i still have abt 4 pages of words to b writen down. n i did like i think 6 boxes ermm 3 pages filled with words from 450pm to 645pm. WOAH LIKE ITS NEVER ENDING LAH. anyways i gave up shall continue with it another day. shall continue with my Amaths after blogging. haha i think doing Amaths will b much more fun. rather then summarizng those ss stuff.
hmm i should b staying over at kim's house later. shall call her soon or something lahh=)
YAWN. i want to swim.
OH YA HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
ahhh i wish insomnia will b gone. caz its there always. well only tat it got worst recently. so irritating!! yeahh n somehow i can sleep like a pig in the afternoon but when night comes insomnia comes. argh.
oh did my ss hw. resting now. ITS SO TERIBLE LAHH. i'm riting like never ending!! i still have abt 4 pages of words to b writen down. n i did like i think 6 boxes ermm 3 pages filled with words from 450pm to 645pm. WOAH LIKE ITS NEVER ENDING LAH. anyways i gave up shall continue with it another day. shall continue with my Amaths after blogging. haha i think doing Amaths will b much more fun. rather then summarizng those ss stuff.
hmm i should b staying over at kim's house later. shall call her soon or something lahh=)
YAWN. i want to swim.
encounter fest
encounter fest was pretty good. =)
anyways after encounter went to orchard to eat with kim. yup i didnt go with lync. mainly bcaz i'll feel awkward n kim will b feeling worst caz she's not from lync. anyways its quiet fun to b able to eat with kim. like its a long long time since we're out. O LEVEL PLEASE FINISH FASTER! anyways kim talked ALOT as usual. she told me alot of stuff tat i've missed out since tat time we went biking. hmm everytime we go out she'll imform me almost everything that has happened. yup n i'll b listening. but i also will tok lah. anyways after dinner we ate ice-cream. as usual my treat. then went to far east to fetch kenneth. OH MAN KIM'S MUM IS REALLY PRETTY! hahah i juz realise that i haven been noticing much of kim's mum. hahaha but ya she's really pretty lah.
ohh somehow today so many ppl asked my y am i so white. erm caz i haven been in the sun for a mth. n i get fair very easily.
ahh i'm super lazy to blog bye.
anyways after encounter went to orchard to eat with kim. yup i didnt go with lync. mainly bcaz i'll feel awkward n kim will b feeling worst caz she's not from lync. anyways its quiet fun to b able to eat with kim. like its a long long time since we're out. O LEVEL PLEASE FINISH FASTER! anyways kim talked ALOT as usual. she told me alot of stuff tat i've missed out since tat time we went biking. hmm everytime we go out she'll imform me almost everything that has happened. yup n i'll b listening. but i also will tok lah. anyways after dinner we ate ice-cream. as usual my treat. then went to far east to fetch kenneth. OH MAN KIM'S MUM IS REALLY PRETTY! hahah i juz realise that i haven been noticing much of kim's mum. hahaha but ya she's really pretty lah.
ohh somehow today so many ppl asked my y am i so white. erm caz i haven been in the sun for a mth. n i get fair very easily.
ahh i'm super lazy to blog bye.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
EEEK
me being vulgar eeks me. i hate it when the vulgar side of me appears. i still prefer myself to b joyful erm wateva lah yupp. vulgar sides of me needs to vanish. EWWW. tat sucks. it juz seem like a total different person like those ppl who got some kind of mental problem that keeps changing personality. HAH. eww. a different linette. YUCKYUCKYUCKYUCK. IT ENDS THERE. therefore tat post wont appear in this blog anymore.
anyways wanted to blog a few stuffs like since last week or early this week shall blog them all down.
i think it was monday. while working. there was this SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE AH MO BABY. well not really baby lahh abt 3years? anyways he came into the shop crying. i think the knock his head or something. yupp caz he was rubbing his head. his father juz ask him to stop crying nicely. anyways he's so poor thing lahh so cute but he's crying n rubbing his head away. ok so my mum appeared with a chicken toy n gave it to him. woahh like the moment he got the toy. he started playing n laughing with it. SO CUTE LAHHH. in the end mum gave him the toy caz he was super engrosss with it n forgets abt the pain.
anyways then i started to think. how great will it b if we could juz be given a toy n all our pain r gone. so easy lah. if only we could b like babies. =)
okay next. hahah this women who works somewhere in balmoral thought my brother was my boyfriend.
anyways it happened like tat.
women: (in chinese) u noe tat young girl who works here? she's ur xi fu (daughter in-law) ar?
mum stunds n thinks wats xi fu. SO FUNNY LAH! WOAH LIKE NOBODY WILL EVA EVA THINK OF THAT LAHH. MY BOTHER N I DUN MATCH AT ALL. PLZ WE'RE 7 EYARS APART TOO. TOO OLD K. N WAT MORE HE'S MY HUSBAND! HAHAHAH FUTURE HUSBAND? HAHAHAHAHA OH MAN THIS IS SOOOO OFF!
ok hahah next.
guardian wanted to hire me caz they're short handed. ermm forgot the timing only remembered the later timing i think its 1pm to 9pm or something. 1 week off 1 day. $800 per mth. HMM so its abt $3 plus per hour. i think. tats erm little i guess. acutually its ok lah. well working with dad i sure can earn more. like one dark random night. i ask dad "aye today give me extra $10 lah" dad says " take lor" hahah =) but well i think it will b a different experience from work outside n working with family. oh wells. someday i'll go out n work. i hope=)
ok next final one
its games for lync tml. i think wet games n i'm not excited abt it at all. i was even thinking of skipping lync n juz go for the encounter fest after tat. ya caz i dun want to feel dirty for encounter fest. n also i dun want to bring a big bag to church. anyway sabrina made me go for games erm ya so i'm going. i'm only exctied to see sabrina tml!! AHHH YES YES YES SHE'S COMMING BACK FINALLY.!! going church earlier so tat i can have time to tok to her b4 lync starts!
ANWYAYS ENCOUNTER FEST!!! super super cool with PRO bridges n lync! heres the details=)
anyways wanted to blog a few stuffs like since last week or early this week shall blog them all down.
i think it was monday. while working. there was this SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE AH MO BABY. well not really baby lahh abt 3years? anyways he came into the shop crying. i think the knock his head or something. yupp caz he was rubbing his head. his father juz ask him to stop crying nicely. anyways he's so poor thing lahh so cute but he's crying n rubbing his head away. ok so my mum appeared with a chicken toy n gave it to him. woahh like the moment he got the toy. he started playing n laughing with it. SO CUTE LAHHH. in the end mum gave him the toy caz he was super engrosss with it n forgets abt the pain.
anyways then i started to think. how great will it b if we could juz be given a toy n all our pain r gone. so easy lah. if only we could b like babies. =)
okay next. hahah this women who works somewhere in balmoral thought my brother was my boyfriend.
anyways it happened like tat.
women: (in chinese) u noe tat young girl who works here? she's ur xi fu (daughter in-law) ar?
mum stunds n thinks wats xi fu. SO FUNNY LAH! WOAH LIKE NOBODY WILL EVA EVA THINK OF THAT LAHH. MY BOTHER N I DUN MATCH AT ALL. PLZ WE'RE 7 EYARS APART TOO. TOO OLD K. N WAT MORE HE'S MY HUSBAND! HAHAHAH FUTURE HUSBAND? HAHAHAHAHA OH MAN THIS IS SOOOO OFF!
ok hahah next.
guardian wanted to hire me caz they're short handed. ermm forgot the timing only remembered the later timing i think its 1pm to 9pm or something. 1 week off 1 day. $800 per mth. HMM so its abt $3 plus per hour. i think. tats erm little i guess. acutually its ok lah. well working with dad i sure can earn more. like one dark random night. i ask dad "aye today give me extra $10 lah" dad says " take lor" hahah =) but well i think it will b a different experience from work outside n working with family. oh wells. someday i'll go out n work. i hope=)
ok next final one
its games for lync tml. i think wet games n i'm not excited abt it at all. i was even thinking of skipping lync n juz go for the encounter fest after tat. ya caz i dun want to feel dirty for encounter fest. n also i dun want to bring a big bag to church. anyway sabrina made me go for games erm ya so i'm going. i'm only exctied to see sabrina tml!! AHHH YES YES YES SHE'S COMMING BACK FINALLY.!! going church earlier so tat i can have time to tok to her b4 lync starts!
ANWYAYS ENCOUNTER FEST!!! super super cool with PRO bridges n lync! heres the details=)
GOOD NITE!=)
Thursday, June 15, 2006
shop the town.
WENT SHOPPING TODAY. bought super lots of stuff. spend SUPER ALOT OF MONEY. but i got all i want.=)
met sis at far east.
shop n ate lunch there.
take a bus down to heeren.
shop there.
take a bus down to cathay.
watched CARS there (THE SHOW IS SUPER NICE SUPER CUTE!).
went to pacific plaza.
shop there.
went to shaw plaza.
shop n bought dinner there.
n then home i go
bought 3 shirts! 1 jacket! 1 shoe! 1 shorts!
i'm $220 poorer.
met sis at far east.
shop n ate lunch there.
take a bus down to heeren.
shop there.
take a bus down to cathay.
watched CARS there (THE SHOW IS SUPER NICE SUPER CUTE!).
went to pacific plaza.
shop there.
went to shaw plaza.
shop n bought dinner there.
n then home i go
bought 3 shirts! 1 jacket! 1 shoe! 1 shorts!
i'm $220 poorer.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
care or to hack care
care or hack care
i live mayb 3/4 of my live hack caring stuffs. hmm mayb sometimes including ppl's feelings too. ok tats not my main point. well i think hack caring runs in the family or something. well mayb its from dad's blood. i hack cared so many stuffs that secrets tat r told to me will never b leeked out. yeah n tat brings the blurr tot of ppl in me. well i'm not really blurr k. but i think its this year or mayb mid last year. i started to care more. i dunno y but ya. but now i'm thinking again should i not care caz when i care sometimes trouble appears. n like tat sucks. n then i want to get back to my really hack caring stuffs again. mayb i will.
i had a dream of few friends changed. proud, bitchy, well rather the bad side. but ppl were soft to them. then i start to think again. y do ppl stuck up too ppl. i mean putting up fake faces n trying to b popular. to get the attention. but is life to make ppl see wats on the outside of u or wat u really feel on the inside. ppl changes. i've change too but i want it to b changed in God's ways i dun care if u like it or not but i do want to change in God's image. n i hope i change correctly.
finally i love my life. caz God's the reason of my life. n i'll say again, if God didnt enter my life, my life will b a erm f---ed up one. (cant think of any better words other then tat F word.) =p caz only i noe wat i went thru.
i live mayb 3/4 of my live hack caring stuffs. hmm mayb sometimes including ppl's feelings too. ok tats not my main point. well i think hack caring runs in the family or something. well mayb its from dad's blood. i hack cared so many stuffs that secrets tat r told to me will never b leeked out. yeah n tat brings the blurr tot of ppl in me. well i'm not really blurr k. but i think its this year or mayb mid last year. i started to care more. i dunno y but ya. but now i'm thinking again should i not care caz when i care sometimes trouble appears. n like tat sucks. n then i want to get back to my really hack caring stuffs again. mayb i will.
i had a dream of few friends changed. proud, bitchy, well rather the bad side. but ppl were soft to them. then i start to think again. y do ppl stuck up too ppl. i mean putting up fake faces n trying to b popular. to get the attention. but is life to make ppl see wats on the outside of u or wat u really feel on the inside. ppl changes. i've change too but i want it to b changed in God's ways i dun care if u like it or not but i do want to change in God's image. n i hope i change correctly.
finally i love my life. caz God's the reason of my life. n i'll say again, if God didnt enter my life, my life will b a erm f---ed up one. (cant think of any better words other then tat F word.) =p caz only i noe wat i went thru.
Monday, June 12, 2006
LONG POST AGAIN. after so long.
HAH finally! after so many mths i decided to find fatty's childhood pictures. yes lahh i lost it somewhere in my room. i think it went missing since starting of this year or something. remembered tat i put it on my self n WA LA it went missing. suspected tat my maid put it somewhere lah. caz she always ka jiao my stuffs. n i was too lazy to find too. I HATE FINDING FOR STUFFS. so u can never count on me to find my stuffs in tat messy cant b bothered to clean up room of mine n sis's. yupp so tried finding for it last night. but as usual couldnt find it. so i asked my maid to find it juz now. hah showed her how it looks like caz its scaned into my com. amazingly she foudn it. it a book. sometimes i wonder y she LOVE to stuff things inside a book. like sometimes she can juz happily stuff my nonsense into my BIBLE. ya.
well i think my maid knows my room better then me n my sis. i think she went thru almost everything in my room. hmm i dunno if she reads my letters. hahaa well theres nothing secretive in my letters lahh.=)
haha well recently God have been telling me this. "I HAVE TO SPEAK UP MORE." ok it wasnt for ppl who i talk ALOT to. but ppl who i dun want to speak up to. hmm i remembered last time in sch theres a few ppl who calls me the slient killer. caz i look super dazed in sch but sometimes i'm listening to wats happening around me. yupp n somehow i get to noe juicy stuffs. ya lah but my mouth is always kept shut. anyways so far i think the funnest thing tat happened was when xueling told me who she liked n tot i knew it already caz i always mix with them. but SOMETIMES when i'm in daze i'm really erm stonning. erm ya stone alot. not focus in class n all. yupp i noe it even teachers come telling me. oh wells. i'll try to be more focus lahh.=). especially in Emaths, SS, Geog n chinese class=)
gonna start off with my hw soon after my maid is done with the cleaning.
i'm starting to think of wearing LARGE sizes shirts again hmm like my obs shirt i think! WHEEE yup going to shop on wednesday with sis n i make sure i get at least 2 shirts. hmm wat eles? erm jacket? shoe? pants? hah n make up i wear something new on sat n sun. i'm bored of wearing the smae shirt over n over n over again.
OH HAHA i was playing with my hair yesterday. n i found out tat i look erm rather girlish with hair band HAHAHAHA. erm it was quiet nice. hah! oh ya n my ponny tail is growing! YIPPY! anyways, my fringe n dun want to grow faster. like my hair grows super fast except for the fringe. ya tat stupid hair dresser not sure from which salon. i asked her to TRIM ABIT n she cut it like super short!! n from then on my fringe started growing super slowly!. well now i'm always keeping the length n juz tinning the hair. hmm i dun really like tat guy hair dresser from rave. i think he's martin's fav hairdresser there. i prefer the lady boss n also theres one more guy but i forgot how he looks like.
aiya but tat martin's fav hairdresser isnnt too bad lah=)
oh wells. doesnt matter lahhh. anyways i'm thinking of either waxing or wet look on my hair again. mayb i should try out this week. in band, to work? mayb n consider if i should use it on sat n sun or not. HMM i stopped using them caz i last year i was always late for sch n making ur hair nice takes time k. n also jonathan yip juz have to mess up my hair. i think this year i've only wax my hair once. my birthday celebrated with xueling daphne beeting felica. yupp only tat time. hmm shall put up tat photo=)
well i think my maid knows my room better then me n my sis. i think she went thru almost everything in my room. hmm i dunno if she reads my letters. hahaa well theres nothing secretive in my letters lahh.=)
haha well recently God have been telling me this. "I HAVE TO SPEAK UP MORE." ok it wasnt for ppl who i talk ALOT to. but ppl who i dun want to speak up to. hmm i remembered last time in sch theres a few ppl who calls me the slient killer. caz i look super dazed in sch but sometimes i'm listening to wats happening around me. yupp n somehow i get to noe juicy stuffs. ya lah but my mouth is always kept shut. anyways so far i think the funnest thing tat happened was when xueling told me who she liked n tot i knew it already caz i always mix with them. but SOMETIMES when i'm in daze i'm really erm stonning. erm ya stone alot. not focus in class n all. yupp i noe it even teachers come telling me. oh wells. i'll try to be more focus lahh.=). especially in Emaths, SS, Geog n chinese class=)
gonna start off with my hw soon after my maid is done with the cleaning.
i'm starting to think of wearing LARGE sizes shirts again hmm like my obs shirt i think! WHEEE yup going to shop on wednesday with sis n i make sure i get at least 2 shirts. hmm wat eles? erm jacket? shoe? pants? hah n make up i wear something new on sat n sun. i'm bored of wearing the smae shirt over n over n over again.
OH HAHA i was playing with my hair yesterday. n i found out tat i look erm rather girlish with hair band HAHAHAHA. erm it was quiet nice. hah! oh ya n my ponny tail is growing! YIPPY! anyways, my fringe n dun want to grow faster. like my hair grows super fast except for the fringe. ya tat stupid hair dresser not sure from which salon. i asked her to TRIM ABIT n she cut it like super short!! n from then on my fringe started growing super slowly!. well now i'm always keeping the length n juz tinning the hair. hmm i dun really like tat guy hair dresser from rave. i think he's martin's fav hairdresser there. i prefer the lady boss n also theres one more guy but i forgot how he looks like.
aiya but tat martin's fav hairdresser isnnt too bad lah=)
oh wells. doesnt matter lahhh. anyways i'm thinking of either waxing or wet look on my hair again. mayb i should try out this week. in band, to work? mayb n consider if i should use it on sat n sun or not. HMM i stopped using them caz i last year i was always late for sch n making ur hair nice takes time k. n also jonathan yip juz have to mess up my hair. i think this year i've only wax my hair once. my birthday celebrated with xueling daphne beeting felica. yupp only tat time. hmm shall put up tat photo=)
its a LONG post today.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
ARISE
ahh i miss isow!!! ahhh ARISE SO ROCKED YESTERDAY!! its soo goood!! n the kids r soo cute too!! no regrets going=)
seems like i've been going to the east once a weeks.! its super super far lahh gdop at kallang then expo yesterday. woah like super far to get home lahh. but its good that i'm staying in central so everywhere's actually not very far=)
world cup's on n i feel like watching. n ya somehow stupid scv makes us sign up for the world cup chl like plz lah we already signed up for the sports one already yupp well tats the erm smart way for making more money but its so irritating lahh. anyways dad's gonna get it signed up either now or by tml=) stupid starhub so cheater!
SO. starhub's close now. n i'll make sure to remind dad to get it tml.
gonna do all my homework finish by this week n start working madness again. ahhhh now i'm starting to think again. shall i use finish my $300 then work all the way again next week. i need alot of stuff expecially clothes. ahhhh so sickening caz the shirts i like dun have the size i want its either too big or not loose loose kind. which sucks. ahhh. i likeD puremilk untill it bcaz the ah lian's clothes. sickening. oh wells.
oh ya band's starting this wed. ermm no comments abt tat.
JOSHUA BOUGHT ME LUNCH TODAY. simply caz he borrowed my ss book n took super super super super long to return. yupp he bought me wanton mee=) hah so next time lend joshua more stuff mayb he'll forget n then to forgive him he'll buy u lunch or something HAH=)
when is the time.?.
seems like i've been going to the east once a weeks.! its super super far lahh gdop at kallang then expo yesterday. woah like super far to get home lahh. but its good that i'm staying in central so everywhere's actually not very far=)
world cup's on n i feel like watching. n ya somehow stupid scv makes us sign up for the world cup chl like plz lah we already signed up for the sports one already yupp well tats the erm smart way for making more money but its so irritating lahh. anyways dad's gonna get it signed up either now or by tml=) stupid starhub so cheater!
SO. starhub's close now. n i'll make sure to remind dad to get it tml.
gonna do all my homework finish by this week n start working madness again. ahhhh now i'm starting to think again. shall i use finish my $300 then work all the way again next week. i need alot of stuff expecially clothes. ahhhh so sickening caz the shirts i like dun have the size i want its either too big or not loose loose kind. which sucks. ahhh. i likeD puremilk untill it bcaz the ah lian's clothes. sickening. oh wells.
oh ya band's starting this wed. ermm no comments abt tat.
JOSHUA BOUGHT ME LUNCH TODAY. simply caz he borrowed my ss book n took super super super super long to return. yupp he bought me wanton mee=) hah so next time lend joshua more stuff mayb he'll forget n then to forgive him he'll buy u lunch or something HAH=)
when is the time.?.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
BROTHER SHAWN
I'M IN LOVE. with my dearly brother!
HE'S SO SO SO SO FUNNY!!! working with him made me know him better in a way. haha since young i've always picture him as some super fierce erm pai kia brother. i noe he cared for me last time by asking ppl from sch to take care of me. caz this guy from sch told my seniors to take care of me n then my seniors told me yupp. but well nothing happened lahh. i dun like finding troubles. anyways yupp n i had bro as a super fierce bro since young. when i always get bullied by him n the time he slapped me during po po's funeral reason was caz i tot i kept following him every where. n i heard from him tat he fought outside n went to police station.
yupp he was my pai kia brother in my mind. like those pai kais who have back ups n stuff.
but recently i've found tat time when bro slapped me it was bcaz i wanted to climb up the window. so he couldnt stop me but to slap me. but i didnt picture tat at all.
n abt the fighting one. i noe bro issnt the kind who will find trouble untill u find it with him first. so he fought was all for self defence. yupp so he didnt have any record i think.
well so during this holiday at work. have been toking to him like HE'S SUPER SUPER FUNNY. HE TALKS ALOT OF CRAP LAHH. i juz cant stop laughing lahh he's a joker! like he does things out of my expections. n makes me laugh nuts. SUPER RANDOM. he likes to draw n write craps. yesterday he drew a cat. sleeping deadly n he said : this is me when i'm sleeping. then he drew another cat. a head with super big body. n he said: this is me when i'm angry. hahah so funny i dunno but wat he does makes me laugh. yupp n we kept drawing each other like pigs n stuff. =) so kiddish yet so fun k! hahah
well i love my bro he ROCKS! hahah
i never have a chance to tok to him like ALOT these few years. caz he used to b hidding in his room n i dun see him often. only recently he started working for dad. n this holiday i worked for dad too so he'll juz do crap stuff when he's bored. yupp n thus i got to noe he funny ways.=)
well bro will still b the pai kai fierce brother to me but he's a super nice funny only will find trouble when someone makes him angry kind of pai kai.
HE'S SO SO SO SO FUNNY!!! working with him made me know him better in a way. haha since young i've always picture him as some super fierce erm pai kia brother. i noe he cared for me last time by asking ppl from sch to take care of me. caz this guy from sch told my seniors to take care of me n then my seniors told me yupp. but well nothing happened lahh. i dun like finding troubles. anyways yupp n i had bro as a super fierce bro since young. when i always get bullied by him n the time he slapped me during po po's funeral reason was caz i tot i kept following him every where. n i heard from him tat he fought outside n went to police station.
yupp he was my pai kia brother in my mind. like those pai kais who have back ups n stuff.
but recently i've found tat time when bro slapped me it was bcaz i wanted to climb up the window. so he couldnt stop me but to slap me. but i didnt picture tat at all.
n abt the fighting one. i noe bro issnt the kind who will find trouble untill u find it with him first. so he fought was all for self defence. yupp so he didnt have any record i think.
well so during this holiday at work. have been toking to him like HE'S SUPER SUPER FUNNY. HE TALKS ALOT OF CRAP LAHH. i juz cant stop laughing lahh he's a joker! like he does things out of my expections. n makes me laugh nuts. SUPER RANDOM. he likes to draw n write craps. yesterday he drew a cat. sleeping deadly n he said : this is me when i'm sleeping. then he drew another cat. a head with super big body. n he said: this is me when i'm angry. hahah so funny i dunno but wat he does makes me laugh. yupp n we kept drawing each other like pigs n stuff. =) so kiddish yet so fun k! hahah
well i love my bro he ROCKS! hahah
i never have a chance to tok to him like ALOT these few years. caz he used to b hidding in his room n i dun see him often. only recently he started working for dad. n this holiday i worked for dad too so he'll juz do crap stuff when he's bored. yupp n thus i got to noe he funny ways.=)
well bro will still b the pai kai fierce brother to me but he's a super nice funny only will find trouble when someone makes him angry kind of pai kai.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
12hrs work
12 hrs work numb my feet. well i did have some 20 mins sleep till this person woke me up caz i was the only one outside. mum was in the kitchen.
12hrs for $60 seems kinda little. but 5hrs for $30 (my usual timing) seem ALOT. hah dad didnt want to give me extra $10 for working fulltime today. or i would have collected $100 instead of $90. (including fri's pay which i did take)
oh wells.
but it wasnt as tired as wat i tot it would b lahh. rather fun. =) n i didnt slack much k.=)
oh ya a few ppl's bday today!
CHARMAINE!!!!
ONG WEI JUN!
WEI KIAT.
happy birthday-ing!
i'm tired. shall watch tv then sleep. wake up a little earlier tml to finish up tuition hw=)
12hrs for $60 seems kinda little. but 5hrs for $30 (my usual timing) seem ALOT. hah dad didnt want to give me extra $10 for working fulltime today. or i would have collected $100 instead of $90. (including fri's pay which i did take)
oh wells.
but it wasnt as tired as wat i tot it would b lahh. rather fun. =) n i didnt slack much k.=)
oh ya a few ppl's bday today!
CHARMAINE!!!!
ONG WEI JUN!
WEI KIAT.
happy birthday-ing!
i'm tired. shall watch tv then sleep. wake up a little earlier tml to finish up tuition hw=)
Monday, June 05, 2006
GDOP 06'
GDOP o6' was GREAT. so many ppl turned up!! erm 24 000 PPL IN NATIONAL STADIUM. tats like half the stadium. national stadium as in the outdoor one! TWENTY FOUR THOUSAND PPL. HALF THE STADIUM! its super super cool. i'll regret if i didnt go lahh. i was actually thinking wether to go or not like 4 hrs b4 it started. yeah i went in the end. AWESOME!! AHH AUNTY CATHIE SANG!! I MISS ISOW!!! ahh isow would b better if its conduct in smaller groups. roar!
anyways i went thru my friendster's testimonals juz now. yes as u can see i was super bored. n then so much memories came back! more of my sec 2 memories.
things like
-me n them aka crazy group in the class.
-chasing leon all the way to the GUYS toliet n sprayed water from the hose at him ya caz he disturb me when i was eating. (haha tats super funny lahh. i still remembered tat day was the day when all the guys in my class respected my for doing tat) its sooo funny.
-me n jon's wonderful craping lessons during history.
-scolded ms chang for insulting me. caz she said i was flirting with jon. when i wasnt.
it happened like tat
me n jon talking (caz i was bored)
ms chang: LINETTE STOP FLIRTING WITH JONATHAN! blablablabla
linette: SHUT UP LAH!
(ms chang shuts up. whole class stunds.)
jon: wat kind of girl r u lah.
hahahha i was piss k. caz she insulted me. well she insults everyone lahh.
so anyway bcaz of all these i've done since sec 1 to sec 2 i'm known to b "dun eva make linette angry"
haha its so funny how i was last time. hmm rather rebelious ya? now's different k. i'm kinder now. i rarely scold ppl unless i'm really really mad.
WELL ITS WAS A WONDERFUL ENJOYABLE YEARS TOO LAHH. but if those ppl who's not from sch, they will never imgine i was this sort of person. i'm now not k. i'm nice now=)
saw a few out of the blue ppl today.
diana- PRI SCH FRIEND WHO HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY, YEAR, MTH N BORN IN THE SAME HOSPITAL WITH 2 OR 3 HRS DIFFERENCE ONLY. (during 9am after taking my holy communion)
jonathan- tim huang's brother. was kinding the lync ppl n then he taps me. as usual beinging the camera person.
yupp ohoh 9am was fully PACK today. like super super pack caz of comfirmation.=)
anyways i went thru my friendster's testimonals juz now. yes as u can see i was super bored. n then so much memories came back! more of my sec 2 memories.
things like
-me n them aka crazy group in the class.
-chasing leon all the way to the GUYS toliet n sprayed water from the hose at him ya caz he disturb me when i was eating. (haha tats super funny lahh. i still remembered tat day was the day when all the guys in my class respected my for doing tat) its sooo funny.
-me n jon's wonderful craping lessons during history.
-scolded ms chang for insulting me. caz she said i was flirting with jon. when i wasnt.
it happened like tat
me n jon talking (caz i was bored)
ms chang: LINETTE STOP FLIRTING WITH JONATHAN! blablablabla
linette: SHUT UP LAH!
(ms chang shuts up. whole class stunds.)
jon: wat kind of girl r u lah.
hahahha i was piss k. caz she insulted me. well she insults everyone lahh.
so anyway bcaz of all these i've done since sec 1 to sec 2 i'm known to b "dun eva make linette angry"
haha its so funny how i was last time. hmm rather rebelious ya? now's different k. i'm kinder now. i rarely scold ppl unless i'm really really mad.
WELL ITS WAS A WONDERFUL ENJOYABLE YEARS TOO LAHH. but if those ppl who's not from sch, they will never imgine i was this sort of person. i'm now not k. i'm nice now=)
saw a few out of the blue ppl today.
diana- PRI SCH FRIEND WHO HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY, YEAR, MTH N BORN IN THE SAME HOSPITAL WITH 2 OR 3 HRS DIFFERENCE ONLY. (during 9am after taking my holy communion)
jonathan- tim huang's brother. was kinding the lync ppl n then he taps me. as usual beinging the camera person.
yupp ohoh 9am was fully PACK today. like super super pack caz of comfirmation.=)
Saturday, June 03, 2006
by the cross. i pray.
the mission workshops was alright.
did registration.
n then went for the understanding buddhism n later the understanding islam.
well didnt really learn much from the buddhism one caz i noe most of it already n translating english to chinese makes it draggy.
the islam one was rather good. at least i learn something. n the speaker gave us more detail notes like 3 different stack of notes. yupp rather good notes.
hmm. i wanted to learn more from buddhism. but kinda disappointed. oh wells.
i didnt go of the soccer things in the end=)
oh took this beautiful pic from the santuary. yupp its the santuary's cross
did registration.
n then went for the understanding buddhism n later the understanding islam.
well didnt really learn much from the buddhism one caz i noe most of it already n translating english to chinese makes it draggy.
the islam one was rather good. at least i learn something. n the speaker gave us more detail notes like 3 different stack of notes. yupp rather good notes.
hmm. i wanted to learn more from buddhism. but kinda disappointed. oh wells.
i didnt go of the soccer things in the end=)
oh took this beautiful pic from the santuary. yupp its the santuary's cross
my photo taking skill r great!=)
-by the cross. i pray.
WHEE
ok. had tuition today. yucks.
anyways work today was kinda tiring. its friday night so yaa... was super fedd up when i want to sit down n ppl starts to come ROAR.
send godma hoem juz now. she told my bro to go by the LONG way hmm went there in 30mins n reach home in 15 mins. i love bro's driving!! he doesnt speed i saw the speed thing it only passes the 100 speed by a bit. but some how it seem fast when u'r in the car. exciting. n the way the u-turns its like WOAHHHHH SO PRO LAHHH super. like he can bang into the wall but he didnt even get close to it. n i realised he's not like dad who's too lazy to signal left or right. but bro signal even when he's change lane. which is good. mayb army train him like tat?
i'll learn driving from him next time. FOR SURE. i make sure he teaches me his pro driving.
need to b in church by 10am tml YAWN.
i dun noe if i still want to go for the soccer thing caz i need to work at night which will b tiring. n i'm sure if i go for the soccer thing i might b going for dinner. somehow i'm starting to think the soccer things is retarded. i dun play soccer but i'm cheering for those playing. no comments over that.
anyways work today was kinda tiring. its friday night so yaa... was super fedd up when i want to sit down n ppl starts to come ROAR.
send godma hoem juz now. she told my bro to go by the LONG way hmm went there in 30mins n reach home in 15 mins. i love bro's driving!! he doesnt speed i saw the speed thing it only passes the 100 speed by a bit. but some how it seem fast when u'r in the car. exciting. n the way the u-turns its like WOAHHHHH SO PRO LAHHH super. like he can bang into the wall but he didnt even get close to it. n i realised he's not like dad who's too lazy to signal left or right. but bro signal even when he's change lane. which is good. mayb army train him like tat?
i'll learn driving from him next time. FOR SURE. i make sure he teaches me his pro driving.
need to b in church by 10am tml YAWN.
i dun noe if i still want to go for the soccer thing caz i need to work at night which will b tiring. n i'm sure if i go for the soccer thing i might b going for dinner. somehow i'm starting to think the soccer things is retarded. i dun play soccer but i'm cheering for those playing. no comments over that.
Friday, June 02, 2006
attutide?
spend some time clearning up my msn contacts deleted alot of contacts i mean alot abt 10 to 20 of them.
block nose is still on.
didnt work today.
$30 gone OH WELLS doesnt matter lahh.
money's issnt major to me.
sometimes i really really cant stand dad. i mean he eats in the room n attracts tons of ants in mum's room. i really feel like scolding him but never have the chance to. yes i noe i have to obey parents but sometimes i think when one's wrong u really should do something so tat the person can wake up. afterall, i'm the only one in my family tat dares to scold dad [when he's wrong]. ya ya then i'll get the term from him of not respecting ur parents which i hate it. already trying very hard to control my words to dad. ya but wat i cant stand abt dad is that he's stubborn, think for himself, thinks highly of himself n also thinks he's perfect. but in the family he has the worst character. he always come out with his theory of how to be a better person but he NEVER apply it on himself.
sometimes i really want the past dad back the SUPER SUPER firece dad. i noe he's happier now. but everyone in the family doesnt like the way he is now. he somehow hack cares everything except things related to himself.
i mean is it so hard to keep the food out of the room so that the ants wont come. ok so its not my room but mum sleep there too, hasnt he thought abt her at all?
pushing the blame on being old or on others is not an excuse at all.
i feel like a child parenting at father. shouldnt it b the other way?
he have to change.
n i have to pray really realy hard.
i wish he sees this.
but at times he's a really really great dad too=)
block nose is still on.
didnt work today.
$30 gone OH WELLS doesnt matter lahh.
money's issnt major to me.
sometimes i really really cant stand dad. i mean he eats in the room n attracts tons of ants in mum's room. i really feel like scolding him but never have the chance to. yes i noe i have to obey parents but sometimes i think when one's wrong u really should do something so tat the person can wake up. afterall, i'm the only one in my family tat dares to scold dad [when he's wrong]. ya ya then i'll get the term from him of not respecting ur parents which i hate it. already trying very hard to control my words to dad. ya but wat i cant stand abt dad is that he's stubborn, think for himself, thinks highly of himself n also thinks he's perfect. but in the family he has the worst character. he always come out with his theory of how to be a better person but he NEVER apply it on himself.
sometimes i really want the past dad back the SUPER SUPER firece dad. i noe he's happier now. but everyone in the family doesnt like the way he is now. he somehow hack cares everything except things related to himself.
i mean is it so hard to keep the food out of the room so that the ants wont come. ok so its not my room but mum sleep there too, hasnt he thought abt her at all?
pushing the blame on being old or on others is not an excuse at all.
i feel like a child parenting at father. shouldnt it b the other way?
he have to change.
n i have to pray really realy hard.
i wish he sees this.
but at times he's a really really great dad too=)
Thursday, June 01, 2006
sick soon
i think i'm gonna get sick SOON or mayb i am already.
down with block nose n
dry throat which will soon give me sore throat
i feel the hot air in me HAH=)
*i'm hot wat*
down with block nose n
dry throat which will soon give me sore throat
i feel the hot air in me HAH=)
*i'm hot wat*
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
working nights, sleeping noons&morning, slacking midnights
HAD AN AWFUL SICK ABT 30MINS DREAM THIS AFTERNOON.
n how i noe its 30 mins?
caz i remembered waking up at 245pm too lazy to get up so decided to sleep awhile more n then the HORRID dream came. when i got out of tat dream it was 315am up so abt 30mins or less.
ok shalnt tok more abt the yucky dream at all.
$60 of two days so far. hmm will get abt $100 total up tml.=)
n then i start thinking wat am i going to do with those money well some stuffs in mind now.
CLOTHES! (need them badly) , SHOE (yes again), JACKET (for freezing 9am service) n mayb nice mayb expensive bag?
but not all these r very important lah. well i need chlothes for sure caz i'm always wearing the same stuff. yes if its not easter play shirt its the LOVE shirt. both church shirts. kinda bored with them. but i still like it k!
but well i dun think i'll want to spend my aim to b $400 SAVED money. running short of money. well heh mum said i'm doing a good job anyway. HEH rather tiring lahh. i might b the slackest worker there. but i'm trying to do my best n not let dad give me money for my slackyness.
thinking abt working in church i'm getting excited. like wat will i b doing, WHAT TIME I MUST WAKE UP. n O LEVEL MATHS like will mum allow me to bring my books to work n let me study during my free time? well O level maths ends around 16 nov i think. n i dun think i want to miss half mth of church work. money didnt come into my mind at all. afterall i'll b doing God's work yeah?
-exciting=)
its 240am now. gonna blog like after 2am from today onwards. yupp caz i end work at 11pm n b time i bathe n stuff its 1120pm n i'll b watching tv till 2 plus am. n i dun really like using the com in the afternoon. i dunno y but mayb caz i'm a night person=) n i'm wondering y issnt anyone online. issnt it holiday now?
going lunch with mum n sis tml=)
going to cut hair AGAIN. my hair is in a terrible mess. =)
n i guess i'm gonna leave the com at 3am to sleep=)
*kim took my ez-link card. i n wonder how am i gonna go out tml.
n how i noe its 30 mins?
caz i remembered waking up at 245pm too lazy to get up so decided to sleep awhile more n then the HORRID dream came. when i got out of tat dream it was 315am up so abt 30mins or less.
ok shalnt tok more abt the yucky dream at all.
$60 of two days so far. hmm will get abt $100 total up tml.=)
n then i start thinking wat am i going to do with those money well some stuffs in mind now.
CLOTHES! (need them badly) , SHOE (yes again), JACKET (for freezing 9am service) n mayb nice mayb expensive bag?
but not all these r very important lah. well i need chlothes for sure caz i'm always wearing the same stuff. yes if its not easter play shirt its the LOVE shirt. both church shirts. kinda bored with them. but i still like it k!
but well i dun think i'll want to spend my aim to b $400 SAVED money. running short of money. well heh mum said i'm doing a good job anyway. HEH rather tiring lahh. i might b the slackest worker there. but i'm trying to do my best n not let dad give me money for my slackyness.
thinking abt working in church i'm getting excited. like wat will i b doing, WHAT TIME I MUST WAKE UP. n O LEVEL MATHS like will mum allow me to bring my books to work n let me study during my free time? well O level maths ends around 16 nov i think. n i dun think i want to miss half mth of church work. money didnt come into my mind at all. afterall i'll b doing God's work yeah?
-exciting=)
its 240am now. gonna blog like after 2am from today onwards. yupp caz i end work at 11pm n b time i bathe n stuff its 1120pm n i'll b watching tv till 2 plus am. n i dun really like using the com in the afternoon. i dunno y but mayb caz i'm a night person=) n i'm wondering y issnt anyone online. issnt it holiday now?
going lunch with mum n sis tml=)
going to cut hair AGAIN. my hair is in a terrible mess. =)
n i guess i'm gonna leave the com at 3am to sleep=)
*kim took my ez-link card. i n wonder how am i gonna go out tml.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
=)
last night was kinda horrid.
didnt really dared to sleep.
was afraid that when i sleep n i wake up again, i wont b able to see things properly again.
but well it didnt happen lah
mum say if it happens again she'll bring me to a doctor
n i certainly hope it wont happen again.
PRAY FOR ME.
oh stupid howard wasted my time making me log onto friendster n wat i got? a stupid testimonial from him. if it was revelent mayb it wont b too bad
but its abt "if u want to stay beautiful send tat to 10 ppl." hmm something like tat. LIKE WHO CARES LAHH well i'm disfigured already so y bother even more. =)
waste my time loging onto friendster which lags like nuts.
bloging for me nowadays wont b too fluent n entries will b short too.
so bare with it.
didnt really dared to sleep.
was afraid that when i sleep n i wake up again, i wont b able to see things properly again.
but well it didnt happen lah
mum say if it happens again she'll bring me to a doctor
n i certainly hope it wont happen again.
PRAY FOR ME.
oh stupid howard wasted my time making me log onto friendster n wat i got? a stupid testimonial from him. if it was revelent mayb it wont b too bad
but its abt "if u want to stay beautiful send tat to 10 ppl." hmm something like tat. LIKE WHO CARES LAHH well i'm disfigured already so y bother even more. =)
waste my time loging onto friendster which lags like nuts.
bloging for me nowadays wont b too fluent n entries will b short too.
so bare with it.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
stuffs.
a couple stuff in my mind now.
-i think i'll b working in church in nov n dec. i dunno y but denise asked me if i want to work in church this june holidays. well i'm not working in church this holiday but most likely next 2 mths holiday=)
-i wanted to sacrifice goiing to hong kong with sis n let mum go instead. but i guess in the end it didnt work out. stupid shop. well int he end no one's going lah.
-my eyes r having problems. i woke up from my nap this evening. n my left eyes was totally blurred for abt 45min. i dunno wat happened. its like there's something wrong with almost every part of me. i mean physically. is some sickness coming out of my again? i dunno. i'm scared. but i will still trust in the Lord.
but even thou when things goes wrong, God never fails to give me encouragments wether its from my friends or Him=)
-i think i'll b working in church in nov n dec. i dunno y but denise asked me if i want to work in church this june holidays. well i'm not working in church this holiday but most likely next 2 mths holiday=)
-i wanted to sacrifice goiing to hong kong with sis n let mum go instead. but i guess in the end it didnt work out. stupid shop. well int he end no one's going lah.
-my eyes r having problems. i woke up from my nap this evening. n my left eyes was totally blurred for abt 45min. i dunno wat happened. its like there's something wrong with almost every part of me. i mean physically. is some sickness coming out of my again? i dunno. i'm scared. but i will still trust in the Lord.
but even thou when things goes wrong, God never fails to give me encouragments wether its from my friends or Him=)
mavelous light
i really really really really want to study.
BUT.
my family r not encouraging at all.
when i say i want to study.
they take it as i will never do it.
n when i'm resting.
they irritate me to study.
i've plan june holidays to b a working HARD , studying HARD mth. but when i tell mum n sis i'm going to study, they simply spoiled my motivation i've given myself.
how great.
like how would they even noe tat i did study when they r not home to see me studying. n by time they come home, i'll stop studying. caz i dun like to study infront of ppl. n mum said i'll b using th ecom instead of studying.
she didnt even noe i kept myself away form the com for so many days.
understanding family?
i doubt so.
but no matter wat i still love them.
ANYWAYS shall not talk abt tat.
lync today was great!
was feeling super dry tat day. spritually dry.
n guess wat.! today's topic is THAT TOPIC!
=)
i really thank God caz sometimes when i really need him he gives me an answer in an unexpected way=)
ELENA'S BIRTHDAY DINNER
was great.
started off by tricking her in church.
gave her a surprise
with a powerpoint thing, lana cake, EGGS N FLOUR.=)
went for dinner at 8pm at plaza sin's crystle jade.=)
left there abt 9 plus.
n went to cathay for ben n jerrys
YUM YUM
they was a band there
asked the incharge person to sing a birthday song to her.
haha
sat down ate icecream n meow suggested for us to go up stage.!
haha he's daring! he went to ask the guy incharge if we could.
was thinking wat to sing.
but we didnt have the chords.
N AMAZINGLY I HAD MAVELOUS LIGHT'S CHORDS, LYRICS!
haha so we did tat song.
their sound thing sucks. keep cutting off.
BUT
was a wonderful exprience=)
and God's blessings=)
SO NEXT TIME BRING LYRICS N CHORDS WHERE EVA U GO. U MIGHT NOT NOE WHEN U'LL NEED THEM=)
Praise God=)
BUT.
my family r not encouraging at all.
when i say i want to study.
they take it as i will never do it.
n when i'm resting.
they irritate me to study.
i've plan june holidays to b a working HARD , studying HARD mth. but when i tell mum n sis i'm going to study, they simply spoiled my motivation i've given myself.
how great.
like how would they even noe tat i did study when they r not home to see me studying. n by time they come home, i'll stop studying. caz i dun like to study infront of ppl. n mum said i'll b using th ecom instead of studying.
she didnt even noe i kept myself away form the com for so many days.
understanding family?
i doubt so.
but no matter wat i still love them.
ANYWAYS shall not talk abt tat.
lync today was great!
was feeling super dry tat day. spritually dry.
n guess wat.! today's topic is THAT TOPIC!
=)
i really thank God caz sometimes when i really need him he gives me an answer in an unexpected way=)
ELENA'S BIRTHDAY DINNER
was great.
started off by tricking her in church.
gave her a surprise
with a powerpoint thing, lana cake, EGGS N FLOUR.=)
went for dinner at 8pm at plaza sin's crystle jade.=)
left there abt 9 plus.
n went to cathay for ben n jerrys
YUM YUM
they was a band there
asked the incharge person to sing a birthday song to her.
haha
sat down ate icecream n meow suggested for us to go up stage.!
haha he's daring! he went to ask the guy incharge if we could.
was thinking wat to sing.
but we didnt have the chords.
N AMAZINGLY I HAD MAVELOUS LIGHT'S CHORDS, LYRICS!
haha so we did tat song.
their sound thing sucks. keep cutting off.
BUT
was a wonderful exprience=)
and God's blessings=)
SO NEXT TIME BRING LYRICS N CHORDS WHERE EVA U GO. U MIGHT NOT NOE WHEN U'LL NEED THEM=)
Praise God=)
Friday, May 26, 2006
YAWNNN
mayb i never really really didnt find out y i'm not fond of exercising. yes not untill today.
i mean who gets tired for 2 days after having a fruitful day at the gym? yeah me.
woke up with short breaths today. n somehow i knew the day wouldnt b too good.
indeed it wasnt. slept like almost everyday i went. well theres only 3 different sub classes today slept for 2. somehow i juz felt really really really really tired.
band juz have to start so late. wanted to sleep but cant. well i juz cant imgine if mhss dun close next year how will it b like for me to b in band. all the closer ppl will b gone by end of this year. i WILL miss them.
charmaine went for band for awhile. i went thru her phone n saw AH MENG!!! AHAHAHAHAH oh mannnn he's cute. hahahaa so we started talking abt the show!! hahahah thats the fun part abt band today=) oh ya slacked alot today. was talking to le yuan outside the band room after charmaine left till band ended.
le yuan's my little boy=)
i'm tired.
i mean who gets tired for 2 days after having a fruitful day at the gym? yeah me.
woke up with short breaths today. n somehow i knew the day wouldnt b too good.
indeed it wasnt. slept like almost everyday i went. well theres only 3 different sub classes today slept for 2. somehow i juz felt really really really really tired.
band juz have to start so late. wanted to sleep but cant. well i juz cant imgine if mhss dun close next year how will it b like for me to b in band. all the closer ppl will b gone by end of this year. i WILL miss them.
charmaine went for band for awhile. i went thru her phone n saw AH MENG!!! AHAHAHAHAH oh mannnn he's cute. hahahaa so we started talking abt the show!! hahahah thats the fun part abt band today=) oh ya slacked alot today. was talking to le yuan outside the band room after charmaine left till band ended.
le yuan's my little boy=)
i'm tired.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
exhaustion
taylor won! haha well i'm fine with it lahh. he's rather entertaining lahh. i think he's cute. HAHA thou his actions r SUPER retarded but tats wat makes ppl like him huh.
kat was shakey at times. but GOOD TOO=)
i like chris!! haha i think he will b the better idol. i mean the image n all. n when he sings those soft songs WOAHH HAHAHA THE HEART MEALTS.
but well i dun really fancy idol n all lahh. yupp but i knew taylor will win caz he's entertaining n i guess americians love the way he is.
anyways i'm super tired. only get to sleep pass 3am for the past few days. THREE AM ok its not tat i want to or wat but i seriously seriously cant sleep. i dunno wats wrong but i juz cant get to sleep which is super fustrating!. therefore i'm super stone in sch n grumpy too. it feels like my bossyness somehow came back. like everything tat everyone does seems to irritate me. ok lah not everyone. oh ya n being straight forward too. it seems so -the past linette-
yucks.
tired myself out even more today.
bryan n me waited for howard to end his KL trip talk. it ended abt 3pm
so from 2 to 3 i moved my muscles! haha actually was watching ben tan n bryan playing soccer in the court. n there was the HnF ppl too. playing captain's ball. kramjit was there too with mr chan. then he asked me to help out a group. so yeah i decided to do some exerise=) actually didnt do much also lahh. i think without me everything wil go on normally. HnF finished. so i joined ben tan n bryan in kicking the soccer ball. rather fun thou.
then SMART bryan have to kick to ball over to the isolated sch. so ben tan n him went to get the ball while i sat alone in the court. trying to feel the breeze too=) super peaceful too. haha n then the KL talked finished. howard, siew, haidar, nick ng came calling my name. yes they interupted my peace. so ben tan n bryan came back with the ball. and then all of us started kicking ball again, into the goal post this time. had a few tries. n as u noe, i'm a super lousy soccer player. yes one who trips over the ball while dribbling.
and so it rained. left the court wanted to go to the DnT room for air con. well also to check out if beeting was still there. but she wasnt. mrs han shooed us away. as we went to the GYM!!!!
YESSSSSSSSS GYM!!! I WORKED OUT!!! N SUPER ALOT!!! I'M SURE I'M GONNA GET ACHES TML. hmm i ran 1km HAHA n dunno do wat other stuffs lahh. haha oh i'm sure i've made my fats into muscles today. HAH.
WELL SO FINALLY AFTER THE HEAVY RAIN WE FINALLY DECIDED TO EAT. SUPPOSED TO BE OUR LUNCH BUT TURNED OUT TO BE HMM TEA? yeah so me howard n bryan went to newton to eat abt 5pm. eat n tok n eat n tok. n left the place abt 630pm. went home.
wat an exhausting day. YAWNNN.
well not sleeping yet=)
kat was shakey at times. but GOOD TOO=)
i like chris!! haha i think he will b the better idol. i mean the image n all. n when he sings those soft songs WOAHH HAHAHA THE HEART MEALTS.
but well i dun really fancy idol n all lahh. yupp but i knew taylor will win caz he's entertaining n i guess americians love the way he is.
anyways i'm super tired. only get to sleep pass 3am for the past few days. THREE AM ok its not tat i want to or wat but i seriously seriously cant sleep. i dunno wats wrong but i juz cant get to sleep which is super fustrating!. therefore i'm super stone in sch n grumpy too. it feels like my bossyness somehow came back. like everything tat everyone does seems to irritate me. ok lah not everyone. oh ya n being straight forward too. it seems so -the past linette-
yucks.
tired myself out even more today.
bryan n me waited for howard to end his KL trip talk. it ended abt 3pm
so from 2 to 3 i moved my muscles! haha actually was watching ben tan n bryan playing soccer in the court. n there was the HnF ppl too. playing captain's ball. kramjit was there too with mr chan. then he asked me to help out a group. so yeah i decided to do some exerise=) actually didnt do much also lahh. i think without me everything wil go on normally. HnF finished. so i joined ben tan n bryan in kicking the soccer ball. rather fun thou.
then SMART bryan have to kick to ball over to the isolated sch. so ben tan n him went to get the ball while i sat alone in the court. trying to feel the breeze too=) super peaceful too. haha n then the KL talked finished. howard, siew, haidar, nick ng came calling my name. yes they interupted my peace. so ben tan n bryan came back with the ball. and then all of us started kicking ball again, into the goal post this time. had a few tries. n as u noe, i'm a super lousy soccer player. yes one who trips over the ball while dribbling.
and so it rained. left the court wanted to go to the DnT room for air con. well also to check out if beeting was still there. but she wasnt. mrs han shooed us away. as we went to the GYM!!!!
YESSSSSSSSS GYM!!! I WORKED OUT!!! N SUPER ALOT!!! I'M SURE I'M GONNA GET ACHES TML. hmm i ran 1km HAHA n dunno do wat other stuffs lahh. haha oh i'm sure i've made my fats into muscles today. HAH.
WELL SO FINALLY AFTER THE HEAVY RAIN WE FINALLY DECIDED TO EAT. SUPPOSED TO BE OUR LUNCH BUT TURNED OUT TO BE HMM TEA? yeah so me howard n bryan went to newton to eat abt 5pm. eat n tok n eat n tok. n left the place abt 630pm. went home.
wat an exhausting day. YAWNNN.
well not sleeping yet=)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
a call from mrs lim
mrs lim called dad n said a number or things.
she said:
i did quiet good for class standard
-hmm ya sort of but comparing with pass results i think i deproved.
i fail my Emaths.
-hmm ya emath is suckie but i'll improve on it this june
i can do better
-yup i agree
i'm very dreamy in class
-hahah YES I AM. i juz cant stand sitting in a class listening to the teacher with the class being super super quiet.i'll only b awake if u make me do work=)
then mrs lim asked my dad
mrs lim: y linette never go sch today?
dad: caz she said sch's very boring.
ROAR i almost fainted when he told he told her tat.
well i'll b back in sch tml=)
she said:
i did quiet good for class standard
-hmm ya sort of but comparing with pass results i think i deproved.
i fail my Emaths.
-hmm ya emath is suckie but i'll improve on it this june
i can do better
-yup i agree
i'm very dreamy in class
-hahah YES I AM. i juz cant stand sitting in a class listening to the teacher with the class being super super quiet.i'll only b awake if u make me do work=)
then mrs lim asked my dad
mrs lim: y linette never go sch today?
dad: caz she said sch's very boring.
ROAR i almost fainted when he told he told her tat.
well i'll b back in sch tml=)
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
#300
post number #300!
haahah 1 year, 300 post.
not bad.=)
anyways sch today was BORING. was super tired too caz i cant sleep last night. yeah my face was like flooded with dust from my pillow i think (its clean now) which caz my face to itch like nuts. n plus the previous night the air-con was blowing right to my face. which almost made my face crack. mayb this explains y my face is so disfigured. if u did notice.
CIP today was hmm ok. practically i did nothing much. or juz say i didnt do anything lah. well some wanted to pon n dragged my alone. yeah gui kai linette needs to b a good girl n get out of that fair conduct. n plus i think it will be really really wasted if go sch today juz bcaz theres CIP after sch. like i wasted my day in class dreaming n dosing off a little. not worth it. so its like a i want to go CIP thing already. well. howard really really dragged me to pon CIP lahh. haha but in the end i think bee ting pity me for i'll b alone or something. n then jinfong somehow decided to change his mind. n i think jinfong's super good. the moment he said he'll b going the rest decided to go too. hah!
HOW GREAT. so in the end nobody pon CIP. YAY.
but still CIP is still boring. i dunno how to interact with older ppl. cant speak hokkian or wateva too.
well i tot 4B was rather slack in a way. they juz packed stuff for the folks. while we have to crack brains to think of games n others for them to spend their time. but also i think its also thoughtful for 4B to give the stuff. i mean the stuffs was quiet good lahh. =) so mayb tat evens up.
oh haha i need to lose weight. mayb i shall drag kim to jog with me during the holidays. since she wanted too tat time too. oh n i want to go swiming. can swim at her house too=) i miss my stolen bicycle.=(
oh ya changed the 2 tagboards to another new one caz both tagboard gives problems. =)
Wondrous mystery, in the pages of history,
Of a man who bled and died for me
Its more than a story, he’s the one who hung up on a tree
His crimson flow poured out for me
Gave his life to set me free
haahah 1 year, 300 post.
not bad.=)
anyways sch today was BORING. was super tired too caz i cant sleep last night. yeah my face was like flooded with dust from my pillow i think (its clean now) which caz my face to itch like nuts. n plus the previous night the air-con was blowing right to my face. which almost made my face crack. mayb this explains y my face is so disfigured. if u did notice.
CIP today was hmm ok. practically i did nothing much. or juz say i didnt do anything lah. well some wanted to pon n dragged my alone. yeah gui kai linette needs to b a good girl n get out of that fair conduct. n plus i think it will be really really wasted if go sch today juz bcaz theres CIP after sch. like i wasted my day in class dreaming n dosing off a little. not worth it. so its like a i want to go CIP thing already. well. howard really really dragged me to pon CIP lahh. haha but in the end i think bee ting pity me for i'll b alone or something. n then jinfong somehow decided to change his mind. n i think jinfong's super good. the moment he said he'll b going the rest decided to go too. hah!
HOW GREAT. so in the end nobody pon CIP. YAY.
but still CIP is still boring. i dunno how to interact with older ppl. cant speak hokkian or wateva too.
well i tot 4B was rather slack in a way. they juz packed stuff for the folks. while we have to crack brains to think of games n others for them to spend their time. but also i think its also thoughtful for 4B to give the stuff. i mean the stuffs was quiet good lahh. =) so mayb tat evens up.
oh haha i need to lose weight. mayb i shall drag kim to jog with me during the holidays. since she wanted too tat time too. oh n i want to go swiming. can swim at her house too=) i miss my stolen bicycle.=(
oh ya changed the 2 tagboards to another new one caz both tagboard gives problems. =)
Wondrous mystery, in the pages of history,
Of a man who bled and died for me
Its more than a story, he’s the one who hung up on a tree
His crimson flow poured out for me
Gave his life to set me free
Monday, May 22, 2006
thank you Lord
*there's a time for everything. our christian walk has its mountains and its low valleys. its at the valleys where we can cling on more, mounded on our faith, and know deeper what it means when God promises that He will never leave us or foraske us.*
thx denise!
ranking of results for me was -out of my expectation- its super super good never thought of tat good even once. but well i still think that my overall marks arent tat good. it would b better if i did study earlier. oh wells. yeah will study somewhere mid-end june? oh i'm sure mum will say this to me later. "dun compare urself with ur other ppl." instead of praising me or something. hmm how demoralising. oh wells. comparing myself with other ppl is a way to make me happier. but my main concern is tat i have done my best. n i'm proud for myself.
when things get so drained so lost.
i felt alone. but You've never forsaken me.
You continued to encourage me.
even when i felt the whole world was against me.
You stood there beside me.
never leaving me alone.
the darkness turned in bright shinning light.
n i'm proud to have such a wonderful God beside me.
thank you Lord.
thx denise!
ranking of results for me was -out of my expectation- its super super good never thought of tat good even once. but well i still think that my overall marks arent tat good. it would b better if i did study earlier. oh wells. yeah will study somewhere mid-end june? oh i'm sure mum will say this to me later. "dun compare urself with ur other ppl." instead of praising me or something. hmm how demoralising. oh wells. comparing myself with other ppl is a way to make me happier. but my main concern is tat i have done my best. n i'm proud for myself.
when things get so drained so lost.
i felt alone. but You've never forsaken me.
You continued to encourage me.
even when i felt the whole world was against me.
You stood there beside me.
never leaving me alone.
the darkness turned in bright shinning light.
n i'm proud to have such a wonderful God beside me.
thank you Lord.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
spritually dry
hmm feeling super dry these few days. i mean spritually dry. my mind doesnt seem connected to God. i'm tired n i dunno wat i want. but all i noe is tat i want God more then any others. but i'm struggling to get out my the world n into God world. i think tats the problem. but it tough really.. i'm still finding for the special God's touch. even fri's night thou it was super super good. i felt something missing.
i'm very tired very tired very tired!!! spritualy tired. God's teachings juz cant get into my mind. sigh. need prayers.
yes i'm giving alot of sia lan looks recently. i scolded alot of ppl recently ok mainly my family. which sucks. i'm suppose to honour my parents. i'm trying. but moody moods drives me nuts.
hmm asked kim to pray for me. she says to persevere. yeah i will.=)
anyways i think today's singapore's idol is so totally boring. nothing intresting. i mean they show too much of the lousy singers tat very few WOW singer arent shown. so kinda got bored for the lousy ones. yawn.
mum went for dinner with her ermmm younger days friends from england. ya n she forgot to bring the gift for them. she's not back yet.
gonna to change com soon. unlce went to change the older com into better new one.=)
*i wonder if u see the diff in me today. mayb u dun understand me now as much as last time. its a long time since we've talked. mayb tats the gap.*
i'm very tired very tired very tired!!! spritualy tired. God's teachings juz cant get into my mind. sigh. need prayers.
yes i'm giving alot of sia lan looks recently. i scolded alot of ppl recently ok mainly my family. which sucks. i'm suppose to honour my parents. i'm trying. but moody moods drives me nuts.
hmm asked kim to pray for me. she says to persevere. yeah i will.=)
anyways i think today's singapore's idol is so totally boring. nothing intresting. i mean they show too much of the lousy singers tat very few WOW singer arent shown. so kinda got bored for the lousy ones. yawn.
mum went for dinner with her ermmm younger days friends from england. ya n she forgot to bring the gift for them. she's not back yet.
gonna to change com soon. unlce went to change the older com into better new one.=)
*i wonder if u see the diff in me today. mayb u dun understand me now as much as last time. its a long time since we've talked. mayb tats the gap.*
Saturday, May 20, 2006
good enough for me. i think.
results out today. was pretty alright.
failed Emaths n phys.
any thing similar between these 2?
yupp
all taught by ms tay.
oh wells. mayb i should really really study them by myself.
its soooo irritating lahh how can i eva fail phys when phys was one of my best sub last year!
mayb its me or mayb its the teacher. i dunno.
yupp n phys caused me to flunk super badly in my combine science. tat sucks.
really gotta practise ALOT on Emaths. hmm ms tay's not bad in teaching in small group. yes must better then teaching by class. i mean how can the only ONE person passed physics.
oh wells.
Emaths was better than last year. i think.
combine humanites was my greatest improvement. thx to denise for teaching ss!!=)
combine band with balestier was OK. well i dun think i'm that sort of person who really really get so fussed up with the not good band. doesnt really corncern me anyways. n i dun mind going there is bcaz xueling is there. yes only bcaz of xueling. if xueling issnt in bhss. i'll really drag myself there.
bhss is tooooo erm cheena. yes like almost everyone there's talking in chinese. well the trumpet SL spoke in english. n they seem to have diffculity in speaking english. juz like me having problems speaking in chinese. HAH=) oh wells.
decided to stay there n act dao during the games. but actually i'm observing the ppl's actions n stuff. realised certain stuff. hah.
hahah i haven really spoke to ppl who uses WORS or NEH much. shall put tat into my observation when i go there next year. n i can show more 'proness' in that language to piggy jun=) haha hhmmm but those words will never b in my daily life WOR. mayb only to play it with jun BA. btw i actually hate it when ppl talks to me like tat. so i think i'll juz faint in bhss next year with the WORS, NEH, BA, NOR...... wateva lahhhhh HAH too cheena for me.
hahaha sounds fun.
anyways had my lunch n dinner at 1130PM. really really busy today.
sch ends. rest till band started. went over to bhss. rech sch at 530pm. reach home at 615-630pm. left house at 710pm for the healing service at acs barker.
HEALING SERVICE WAS AWESOME!!!! God's presence was WONDERFUL. anionting was POWER. songs were MEANINGFUL.
was dosing off like nuts at first. untill dunno wat point of time i started having the energy. n when i reached home n mum too at a later time, mum told me see saw my dosing off so she prayed n asked God to give me the strength. n wonderfully by mum's prayers i had my strength from God. n was tired no more.
oh yes i really thank God for my results. thou i really really dunno if it was good or wat but i'm glad i did my best with God's help too. well mayb phys wasnt my only best.
mum's bugging me to study during june hols. HMM. shall but mayb the last 2 weeks of hols.
failed Emaths n phys.
any thing similar between these 2?
yupp
all taught by ms tay.
oh wells. mayb i should really really study them by myself.
its soooo irritating lahh how can i eva fail phys when phys was one of my best sub last year!
mayb its me or mayb its the teacher. i dunno.
yupp n phys caused me to flunk super badly in my combine science. tat sucks.
really gotta practise ALOT on Emaths. hmm ms tay's not bad in teaching in small group. yes must better then teaching by class. i mean how can the only ONE person passed physics.
oh wells.
Emaths was better than last year. i think.
combine humanites was my greatest improvement. thx to denise for teaching ss!!=)
combine band with balestier was OK. well i dun think i'm that sort of person who really really get so fussed up with the not good band. doesnt really corncern me anyways. n i dun mind going there is bcaz xueling is there. yes only bcaz of xueling. if xueling issnt in bhss. i'll really drag myself there.
bhss is tooooo erm cheena. yes like almost everyone there's talking in chinese. well the trumpet SL spoke in english. n they seem to have diffculity in speaking english. juz like me having problems speaking in chinese. HAH=) oh wells.
decided to stay there n act dao during the games. but actually i'm observing the ppl's actions n stuff. realised certain stuff. hah.
hahah i haven really spoke to ppl who uses WORS or NEH much. shall put tat into my observation when i go there next year. n i can show more 'proness' in that language to piggy jun=) haha hhmmm but those words will never b in my daily life WOR. mayb only to play it with jun BA. btw i actually hate it when ppl talks to me like tat. so i think i'll juz faint in bhss next year with the WORS, NEH, BA, NOR...... wateva lahhhhh HAH too cheena for me.
hahaha sounds fun.
anyways had my lunch n dinner at 1130PM. really really busy today.
sch ends. rest till band started. went over to bhss. rech sch at 530pm. reach home at 615-630pm. left house at 710pm for the healing service at acs barker.
HEALING SERVICE WAS AWESOME!!!! God's presence was WONDERFUL. anionting was POWER. songs were MEANINGFUL.
was dosing off like nuts at first. untill dunno wat point of time i started having the energy. n when i reached home n mum too at a later time, mum told me see saw my dosing off so she prayed n asked God to give me the strength. n wonderfully by mum's prayers i had my strength from God. n was tired no more.
oh yes i really thank God for my results. thou i really really dunno if it was good or wat but i'm glad i did my best with God's help too. well mayb phys wasnt my only best.
mum's bugging me to study during june hols. HMM. shall but mayb the last 2 weeks of hols.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
guitar for a reason.
these few day i've been in confusion over something.
n i got a dream last night, this was a dream which was kinda similar to one i made last year, which totally made everything worst. n stuff like my com's disc thing is totally out of control after sister usage. yes n again everything got even worst. n all i can do is to throw temper. at everyone or anyone like dad or sis or mayb even friends. i juz need a breakout.
a serious quiet time today didnt really work out tat well. talking to God seems quiet. no responds from God. but then after praying n all He juz say take out ur guitar to worship.
it was 1030 then. n only 30mins till parent will b home. n tat 30 mins worshiping with guit n with the songs i have playing from the com. played with a heart to get better in guitar n also to worship with a guitar. n in this 30mins. God took my pain away.
sounds simply but yet so peaceful.
have to stop my brain from leading me away. n causing me into agony.
n then He says:
trust Me. let Me lead the way.
n i got a dream last night, this was a dream which was kinda similar to one i made last year, which totally made everything worst. n stuff like my com's disc thing is totally out of control after sister usage. yes n again everything got even worst. n all i can do is to throw temper. at everyone or anyone like dad or sis or mayb even friends. i juz need a breakout.
a serious quiet time today didnt really work out tat well. talking to God seems quiet. no responds from God. but then after praying n all He juz say take out ur guitar to worship.
it was 1030 then. n only 30mins till parent will b home. n tat 30 mins worshiping with guit n with the songs i have playing from the com. played with a heart to get better in guitar n also to worship with a guitar. n in this 30mins. God took my pain away.
sounds simply but yet so peaceful.
have to stop my brain from leading me away. n causing me into agony.
n then He says:
trust Me. let Me lead the way.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i'm super super super hungry
haha no matter how bored i am i'm still happy. i dunno but its juz the joy of God. i mean ppl growl when a show ends i laugh when my show ended. beats me man. weirdishness oh wells. hahah went out with sis today for lunch n buy some stuff. ah toking abt lunch i'm hungry haven eat dinner yet. anyways after lunch we went to buy this serial show hahah AHHHH SO NICE!! 'devil beside u" hmm i think tats the title. something like tat lahh. 20 episode n i finish 9 already. well i watched the first 2 episode on sunday, shown on tv. ahh so nice hah!.
i'm super hungry. sis didnt pick up my call neither did bb pick up their phone. i guess they r busy.
still fasting with msn=) going well.=) hah. msn issnt everything to me ya.
going to david's house tml for class video. will kill boredness in a way.=) n i'm excited to see his house! yay!
i'm super super super hungry..... FOOOOOOOOD!!!
i'm super hungry. sis didnt pick up my call neither did bb pick up their phone. i guess they r busy.
still fasting with msn=) going well.=) hah. msn issnt everything to me ya.
going to david's house tml for class video. will kill boredness in a way.=) n i'm excited to see his house! yay!
i'm super super super hungry..... FOOOOOOOOD!!!
Monday, May 15, 2006
over
pratically today didnt even seem like it was an exam day, doing chinese was like every normal chinese tests that we have every week. well chinese was HARD. ok the compre was the hard one. i didnt even really really understand the whole passage. kinda confusing. oh wells.
went to bk to eat breakfast. then went to WALK HOME. it took me 30 mins k. not really really far but quiet far. but its alright lah. didnt really seem like its the day when exam's over lah. kind of a boring day. ROAR.
sch's out for 3 days. n i'm gonna be real bored. theres nothing at home. ya but well going to david's house on wed to finish up the class video or soemthing. yeah. I WANT TO TRY PLAYING TENNIS!!!! i think its quiet cool HAH=)
i'm fasting msn!! WHEEEE=)
a way of giving thanks=) heh. get out of something i'm stuck in=)
went to bk to eat breakfast. then went to WALK HOME. it took me 30 mins k. not really really far but quiet far. but its alright lah. didnt really seem like its the day when exam's over lah. kind of a boring day. ROAR.
sch's out for 3 days. n i'm gonna be real bored. theres nothing at home. ya but well going to david's house on wed to finish up the class video or soemthing. yeah. I WANT TO TRY PLAYING TENNIS!!!! i think its quiet cool HAH=)
i'm fasting msn!! WHEEEE=)
a way of giving thanks=) heh. get out of something i'm stuck in=)
Sunday, May 14, 2006
give thanks.
mother's day lunch was perfect. hah well at least i was the one pay the money n not mum.=) went pepper steak to eat. yay mum enjoyed it=)
love you lots mummy!
thank you Daddy God for my mummy=)
chinese paper 2 tml the last n then its over. well not really over. there's still N level oh no prelims first. n well exams doesnt juz end like tat ya? there's still a way long years to go.
sch's out for tuesday wednesday n thursday!! WHEEEEEEEEE yes. i'm gonna sleeep like a pig. haven been able to sleep till the time i felt like waking up.
schedual's been really tight i mean seriously. i'm pratically occupied EVERYDAY with SOMETHING. like monday n thursday are for chinese tuition. weds n fri was for band (till exam break came) , sat n sun r for church. n tuesday was juz simply free but as soon as the class video thing came upon. oh n expecially when there was the easter play. sunday afternoons were filled. but when it over it seem ermm empty. i guess i've been in tight schedual tat i'm kinda used to it already. well yes i complain like super alot but by God's grace i pulled thru.
n i'm sure every lync-ers mayb dry mayb tired feeling so busy where theres no air to breath but surely if u seek God sincerely he will pull u thru n u'll also get more of him.
it really wasnt so easy for me to juz say aiya who cares abt them anymore. well i still do. n i was still very hurt till yesterday. but i never knew that. its juz right deep down in the heart that its stayed there in the days. n it will b like a everyday thing to u. giving excuses to everything abt it. trying to be strong without really letting go of them all. but God noes. He sees. but He's juz waiting for u to seek Him to seek for His healing.
an old song. one of my fav.
Give thanks
Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ
His Son.
And now let the weak say "I am strong."
Let the poor say "I am rich."
Because of what the Lord has done
For us
Give thanks.
love you lots mummy!
thank you Daddy God for my mummy=)
chinese paper 2 tml the last n then its over. well not really over. there's still N level oh no prelims first. n well exams doesnt juz end like tat ya? there's still a way long years to go.
sch's out for tuesday wednesday n thursday!! WHEEEEEEEEE yes. i'm gonna sleeep like a pig. haven been able to sleep till the time i felt like waking up.
schedual's been really tight i mean seriously. i'm pratically occupied EVERYDAY with SOMETHING. like monday n thursday are for chinese tuition. weds n fri was for band (till exam break came) , sat n sun r for church. n tuesday was juz simply free but as soon as the class video thing came upon. oh n expecially when there was the easter play. sunday afternoons were filled. but when it over it seem ermm empty. i guess i've been in tight schedual tat i'm kinda used to it already. well yes i complain like super alot but by God's grace i pulled thru.
n i'm sure every lync-ers mayb dry mayb tired feeling so busy where theres no air to breath but surely if u seek God sincerely he will pull u thru n u'll also get more of him.
it really wasnt so easy for me to juz say aiya who cares abt them anymore. well i still do. n i was still very hurt till yesterday. but i never knew that. its juz right deep down in the heart that its stayed there in the days. n it will b like a everyday thing to u. giving excuses to everything abt it. trying to be strong without really letting go of them all. but God noes. He sees. but He's juz waiting for u to seek Him to seek for His healing.
an old song. one of my fav.
Give thanks
Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ
His Son.
And now let the weak say "I am strong."
Let the poor say "I am rich."
Because of what the Lord has done
For us
Give thanks.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
seeking God
u'll never noe how hurt u've been untill u face God n seek him. yupp i'm healed=)
hah anyways lync was great today. something never been done b4. n i thank you Lord for daph. thanks for the passion in her heart. n thanks daph for praying for me!=) luv ya!
hah anyways lync was great today. something never been done b4. n i thank you Lord for daph. thanks for the passion in her heart. n thanks daph for praying for me!=) luv ya!
my 2nd family=) happy mummy's day!
n for my REAL mother. shall treat her lunch tml=)
Friday, May 12, 2006
percious.
my precious.
ok took this photo juz now=)
played both of them juz now well a little of cornet n alot more of guitar=)
its been long since i've touch both of them. ahhh love it=)
yupp played guit juz now. was kinda. erm alright. ya i need guit lesson with jun! well tried some new chords. die-ed. my pinky was the problem. oh wells. there will b some way lah. somehow.
anyway been wanting quiet a few stuff recently.
my own room.
my own com.
yupp i need my own room. i need erm a quiet place of my own.
juz cant stand it when the key board is full of food on it. but lucky theres a plastic over it.
or i'll start nagging again.
yes this i y i want my own room n com.
i even plan wat to do to my own room if i do have it. yet paint it n stuff. n i've even tot of mayb keeping a bucket of paint, kept in my room so tat who eva who comes my room shall tumbprint or wateva on my wall or something. hah cool huh. hmmmm...
i want to move out of this place. well i dun mind this area but rather this house. its so insecty. so freeky. well wat i like abt this house is actually wats outside of the house. simply that. n even if i get my own room in this house, i will still rather move out n keep sharing with sis. tats how much i hate this house. but bro n sis juz like it. caz its convinent from bb to home? yeah n they r well. not scared of centipedes. i am k. i freek out even it its dead.
n then i'm starting to think abt HDBs. well i dun mind staying there. but last nite something juz reminded me. the fear of roaches in jalan rajah. yes. tat thousands or roaches crawling out of the drains, into the house when mr insecticide comes spraying the whole area.
yes i'm fearing of tat. well i think places r cleaner now. but i fear roaches still. well big ones. i'm fine with babies. but it would b better if they dun appear at all.
well i shall end here n start eating my dinner=)
Thursday, May 11, 2006
=)
67 percent is fine for me.=)
at least i tried my best.
a little mistake here n there
but i shall b thankful for it=)
wheee... shall do even better next time=)
oral today was erm o...k.. i think but chinese reading sucked. my row READ SO LOUD. ppl like DAVID BEETING N MEIPING r crazyly trying to read louder then each other. n poor linette i struggling to guess wat the words r.
some pictures over the exam period.=)
juz wondering how cute the little pony tail can be.
courtesy of bryan howard jim linette. smile!
at least i tried my best.
a little mistake here n there
but i shall b thankful for it=)
wheee... shall do even better next time=)
oral today was erm o...k.. i think but chinese reading sucked. my row READ SO LOUD. ppl like DAVID BEETING N MEIPING r crazyly trying to read louder then each other. n poor linette i struggling to guess wat the words r.
some pictures over the exam period.=)
juz wondering how cute the little pony tail can be.
THATS DOGGY ON THE BED in my room.
parents room
my bed.
parent room
my study table?
studying.
closer look.
conclusion: 1 out of 7 pics, i studied on a table. so i think i prefer studying on the floors, beds then on tables n chairs. n i dun study neatly. books scatters everywhere when i study.
TO END
courtesy of bryan howard jim linette. smile!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
PRETTY GOOD
hahaha its super super weird if u suddenly see ur friend's msn nick as "happy birthday linette"
anyways Amaths paper was pretty good today. at least wat i studied properly came out. n i hope the results will b good too. finished like 30mins earlier check thru a few times. then decided to rite a letter to kim=) caz in tat 30mins i wrote her a 1 page letter.=) wrote it.. n after awhile check thru the paper again n continued with the letter again.
mrs lim poped out right infront of me. stares at wat i'm doing n SMILE!
woah my heart was bursting out blood lah. super freeky.
its exam i'm not supose to do other stuff.
but mayb she sees it as i'm journaling caz i didnt rite kim's name in it.
oh kim's having rashes for few days already. i think since last thursday or earlier. yupp pray for her k.
kim rocks n everyone who knows her knows it=)
take care girl.
anyways Amaths paper was pretty good today. at least wat i studied properly came out. n i hope the results will b good too. finished like 30mins earlier check thru a few times. then decided to rite a letter to kim=) caz in tat 30mins i wrote her a 1 page letter.=) wrote it.. n after awhile check thru the paper again n continued with the letter again.
mrs lim poped out right infront of me. stares at wat i'm doing n SMILE!
woah my heart was bursting out blood lah. super freeky.
its exam i'm not supose to do other stuff.
but mayb she sees it as i'm journaling caz i didnt rite kim's name in it.
oh kim's having rashes for few days already. i think since last thursday or earlier. yupp pray for her k.
kim rocks n everyone who knows her knows it=)
take care girl.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
EASTER PLAY PHOTOS=)
physics paper sucked crap today.
i tot physics was also one of my better subjects.
the fomulars ran away when i looked at the question.
shall'nt blame anyone.
didnt study hard enough also lah.
anywyas tats not my main point of blogging today. gonna add photos of easter play=) AHH I STILL MISS EASTER PLAY!!
Firstly thankings not in any order
but always GOD first! without Him all these wont happen=)
sound ppl
DIRECTORS!
MUSCIANS
MAKE-UP/ COSTUME 
i tot physics was also one of my better subjects.
the fomulars ran away when i looked at the question.
shall'nt blame anyone.
didnt study hard enough also lah.
anywyas tats not my main point of blogging today. gonna add photos of easter play=) AHH I STILL MISS EASTER PLAY!!
Firstly thankings not in any order
but always GOD first! without Him all these wont happen=)
sound ppl
DIRECTORS!
MUSCIANS
MAKE-UP/ COSTUME 
THE AUDIENCE
AND THE BACKSTAGE PPL.
Monday, May 08, 2006
amazingly amazed
hmm yes needs to blog.
practically having exam with God by ur side is truely WONDERFUL n AMAZING.
friday was geog. n i touch my geog stuffs on thursday, n guess wat. i found out that in i threw all my last year's notes away. which totally sucked. so msg meiping. she called me n gave me the points t study. yes tats means i have to pull out pile of my own notes from the test book which is like deadly lah.
so anyways went to filp thru this years file. n i found a cha of notes on tourism, 6 pgs, but ont abt 3 pages was relavent. ya have to make do lahh. its better than nothing anyways. n guess was it was close to 12mn n i realised i studied something wrong. which i have to sort of relearn soemthing eles. which kinda sucks lah.
so friday seriously i didnt have confindence lah. my geog knowledge was close to nothing. expect for the tourist notes i studied.
so the exam! AHH PRACTICALLY WATEVA I STUDIED FROM TAT NOTES CAME OUT. n those stuff tried studying from the textbook didnt come out. super good lahh!! ahhhh =) oh n amazingly the questions on market gardening, i somehow recalled wat i've leant last year. meaning last year's eoy exams which i studied for juz poped out of my brian during the exams.
anyways i hear like these stuff like studying last min n lack of notes n stuff from n all those stuff came out during the exam from alot of ppl. but it never did happen to me. N I NOE ITS SUPER COOL!!! AHHHHH
HOW TRUELY AMAZING.
how wonderful when God's working with u=)
emaths n physics tml. hmm jia you lah!=)
cant wait for wed to end.
thou theres still chinese paper next monday.
but tuition will settle it.=)
practically having exam with God by ur side is truely WONDERFUL n AMAZING.
friday was geog. n i touch my geog stuffs on thursday, n guess wat. i found out that in i threw all my last year's notes away. which totally sucked. so msg meiping. she called me n gave me the points t study. yes tats means i have to pull out pile of my own notes from the test book which is like deadly lah.
so anyways went to filp thru this years file. n i found a cha of notes on tourism, 6 pgs, but ont abt 3 pages was relavent. ya have to make do lahh. its better than nothing anyways. n guess was it was close to 12mn n i realised i studied something wrong. which i have to sort of relearn soemthing eles. which kinda sucks lah.
so friday seriously i didnt have confindence lah. my geog knowledge was close to nothing. expect for the tourist notes i studied.
so the exam! AHH PRACTICALLY WATEVA I STUDIED FROM TAT NOTES CAME OUT. n those stuff tried studying from the textbook didnt come out. super good lahh!! ahhhh =) oh n amazingly the questions on market gardening, i somehow recalled wat i've leant last year. meaning last year's eoy exams which i studied for juz poped out of my brian during the exams.
anyways i hear like these stuff like studying last min n lack of notes n stuff from n all those stuff came out during the exam from alot of ppl. but it never did happen to me. N I NOE ITS SUPER COOL!!! AHHHHH
HOW TRUELY AMAZING.
how wonderful when God's working with u=)
emaths n physics tml. hmm jia you lah!=)
cant wait for wed to end.
thou theres still chinese paper next monday.
but tuition will settle it.=)
Thursday, May 04, 2006
SS YAY
HAHA ITS SUPER SUPER GOOD TO HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS A TEACHER.
THUS I'M LOVING SS NOW.
ss today was perfect. thou i didnt have the time to finish 1 question n dun really noe how to do another. but overall its perfectly good=)
yes i'm happy over ss.
BUT i'll feel super super sad if i do badly for my geog for last min studies with good grades for ss. roar y must they be combined. ahh yes so i shalnt blog anymore n start studying for geog properly. tats inclueds Emaths too.
THUS I'M LOVING SS NOW.
ss today was perfect. thou i didnt have the time to finish 1 question n dun really noe how to do another. but overall its perfectly good=)
yes i'm happy over ss.
BUT i'll feel super super sad if i do badly for my geog for last min studies with good grades for ss. roar y must they be combined. ahh yes so i shalnt blog anymore n start studying for geog properly. tats inclueds Emaths too.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
my connerstone
I LOVE XIAO MEI!!!=) THANKS XIAO MEI FOR ACCOMPANING ME ON MONDAY!=)
hmm. was super super super drain from Amaths yesterday which really really affected my mood. i'm usually happy when i'm studying. but not the past few days. had super super black face this morning. hah i guess my class could see lah. is this wat its called stress? caz i've never felt like tat b4. or mayb i'm juz putting excuses to cover up? i guess it got worst.
really a break down.
i've never diao so many ppl n so many times b4!!
a seeking heart.
a lost heart.
a helpless heart.
n then You search my heart.
gave me a friend.
n enlighten me.
my heart was found again.
a hopeful heart.
a heart to rely on You
n not myself.
not to b self centered.
n blame my studies on my family, friends or even teachers.
i've learnt.
n i thank you Lord.
caz theres nothing impossible.
when u'r working.
i'm living in Him.
n He's in my heart.
forever.
love You Lord; my connerstone.
hmm. was super super super drain from Amaths yesterday which really really affected my mood. i'm usually happy when i'm studying. but not the past few days. had super super black face this morning. hah i guess my class could see lah. is this wat its called stress? caz i've never felt like tat b4. or mayb i'm juz putting excuses to cover up? i guess it got worst.
really a break down.
i've never diao so many ppl n so many times b4!!
a seeking heart.
a lost heart.
a helpless heart.
n then You search my heart.
gave me a friend.
n enlighten me.
my heart was found again.
a hopeful heart.
a heart to rely on You
n not myself.
not to b self centered.
n blame my studies on my family, friends or even teachers.
i've learnt.
n i thank you Lord.
caz theres nothing impossible.
when u'r working.
i'm living in Him.
n He's in my heart.
forever.
love You Lord; my connerstone.
Monday, May 01, 2006
=) denise rocks!
hmm da vinci semina was not bad. hah the lecturer was super super suepr super funny!! n super pro to lahh! he an ang mo who speaks like 10 different languages n chim chinese! hah wat a history professor for nus. he's hunch which reminded me of somethign really funny last friday. shall share it=)
after lunch.
bryan complains tat his back is popping out.
linette advice him to straighten his shoulders back.
amazingly bryan listen to me!!
so he have been doing tat since i've told him.
waiting at the traffic light.
he does it again.
n due to the many push ups he does for air rifle
he had some 'chest' hah!
so its seenable.
so when all of us we talking abt how he really listens to me n makes it shoulder straight.
l,h,d: balblablbla u really listen ar?
jim: (out of the blue pokes bryan's chest n say. "u got breast.")
the rest: stone for a few sec. n then bust out laughing.
SO RANDOM LAHH!!!SOOO FUNNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha ok shall continue.
had ss lessons from denise today with jonathan ng n hah ben yan.
ben yan's super super pointless. b4 u started the 'class' he said
ben yan: hah mrs lim's gonna kill us tml
i gave the erm ok look. n started thinking Y WHOULD MRS LIM KILL US OUT OF THE BLUE? LIEK ITS SO WRONG TO ASK UR TEACHER FRIEND TO TEACH SS??
ok.
anyway back to lesson. ss was pretty cool denise is good!!!=) at least i really really really learnt something which i never ever learn b4. pracitally wasnt taught of that level 5 point for the essay part b4. =) YES. i happy with ss now. but i have to revise. n certainly i must go n comfirm the chapters first.
left church abt 4 plus. saw this 2 malay guys, outsiders, smoking in at the amphitheater. LIKE PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR THE CHURCH LAH I NOE THE CHURCH'S AMPHITHEATER IS REALLY A COOL PLACE TO CHILL OUT BUT PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR WHERE U ANYHOW WALK INTO N START SMOKING IN THERE.
anyways big tim chase them away. n they gave the wateva look.
after lunch.
bryan complains tat his back is popping out.
linette advice him to straighten his shoulders back.
amazingly bryan listen to me!!
so he have been doing tat since i've told him.
waiting at the traffic light.
he does it again.
n due to the many push ups he does for air rifle
he had some 'chest' hah!
so its seenable.
so when all of us we talking abt how he really listens to me n makes it shoulder straight.
l,h,d: balblablbla u really listen ar?
jim: (out of the blue pokes bryan's chest n say. "u got breast.")
the rest: stone for a few sec. n then bust out laughing.
SO RANDOM LAHH!!!SOOO FUNNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha ok shall continue.
had ss lessons from denise today with jonathan ng n hah ben yan.
ben yan's super super pointless. b4 u started the 'class' he said
ben yan: hah mrs lim's gonna kill us tml
i gave the erm ok look. n started thinking Y WHOULD MRS LIM KILL US OUT OF THE BLUE? LIEK ITS SO WRONG TO ASK UR TEACHER FRIEND TO TEACH SS??
ok.
anyway back to lesson. ss was pretty cool denise is good!!!=) at least i really really really learnt something which i never ever learn b4. pracitally wasnt taught of that level 5 point for the essay part b4. =) YES. i happy with ss now. but i have to revise. n certainly i must go n comfirm the chapters first.
left church abt 4 plus. saw this 2 malay guys, outsiders, smoking in at the amphitheater. LIKE PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR THE CHURCH LAH I NOE THE CHURCH'S AMPHITHEATER IS REALLY A COOL PLACE TO CHILL OUT BUT PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR WHERE U ANYHOW WALK INTO N START SMOKING IN THERE.
anyways big tim chase them away. n they gave the wateva look.
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