crapping days will b gone soon=)

i'm crapping up my days.
sleeping for the first 2 lesson everyday is not a good thing to do.
but after sleep for 2 lesson i'll b fully awake for the rest of the day.


hmm i think ms tay is worried for me. heh
caz i've never slept 2 full periods in her class for 2 days in a row.
as usual she came to me n ask me if i was sick.


yeah not sick juz extremly tired.


anyways i think she told mrs poh or mayb mrs lim too
during english mrs poh talked to me.


mrs poh: aye linette i've been hearing from teachers (most likely ms tay) that u have been sleeping n class. she says that u look very pale. r u sick?
linette: no lah. not sick. caz i've been studying late at night n thus not enough sleep.
mrs poh: ohhh ic.. tell ur dad to make CHICKEN essences for u haha
linette: EWW I DUN LIKE CHICKEN ESSENCES.


yeah i dun. anyways thanks for ur concern! i'll b adjusting my time soon. yeah n abt the pale look? i'll always look pale when i'm extremly tired. but i think if i continue my days like tat i'll really get sick soon. =)


oh i also screw my ss test today. i'm not surpise if i get something like level 2 for the test. i juz dun noe wat to rite for it.


sun, heat disfigures me. yeah i'm serious. even prof doc encourages me to stay out of the sun. but hah i dun care lah. thou i noe it will b bad for my skin. oh n yeah i'm relying much more on medicine now. which kinda suck. thanks to drills.
yeah n last friday hanna said i look pale when i'm suppose to look red. seriously i was not feeling unwell at all. its juz the process for going to b disfigured. but looks to me doesnt matter my parents r the ones more concern abt my looks. i dunno why.
oh wells. as long as i'm enjoying myself i'll preservere thru any obstructions with DADDY GOD.=)


because of You, Lord. all there. my strength is from you alone. =)



All I Need Is You
by Hillsong United
album: Look To You (2005)


Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your Spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold
You hold

THE GOLD-NESS TAT AMUSED ME.

i sure do have a childish form teacher. winning issnt everything.


anyway that wont b my main point of blogging today.


ok took photos yesterday n juz now.


tried of study?
need to relax?
reliving urself from books?
heres some ways.


introducingits pepsi! its gold! its...... THE LIMITED EDITION PEPSI GOLD

if i got it right i think he is Henry Thierry (tell me if i'm wrong or right) oh yeah syed's 'manchester united' guy yeah not Arsenal.
the amount of sugar tat keeps u energised from studying.

SHALL BEGIN.

HMMMMMMH WITH GREAT SATISFACTION.

=) THANK YOU.

POOOOOFFFFFFF

ok imgine sitting in ur room, with the tv on, studying. n POOOFFFFF the whole room turned into darkness. yeah tats wat happened juz now FREEKY LAHH.


anyway i did amaths juz now. hmm i hate it when i do take super long time to do the question n i made a careless mistake somewhere. as u noe Amaths questions can b really loong n imgine if u did the question on a wrong paper, COPIED THE QUESTION WRONGLY. yeah imgine with i did copy the question correctly, get the correct answer but writes on the wrong side. woah i'll wont have intrest in Amaths already. yeah i like Amaths caz i like the feeling of doing long questions n getting them right i think tats the best part of amaths. but if u copied the question which is X-2X=7 as X-3X=7 woah u can juz die. n worst still if u did the question almost 3/4 the page u'll CRY man. my pa jiao ness kills me. have to b more careful cant lose marks over such thing.


anyways this thing came to my mind this morning. something about PAIN.
wether its an open wound, closed wound, or wateva, it takes time to heal. yeah the begining will hurt ALOT. like when u rub it, it hurts even more. anyways open wounds are normal to me its like a everyday thing, like if i dun bleed everyday it will b the best day of my life. ok I DUN CUT MYSELF. never. its wounds lah. haha yeah this thing came to my mind caz i was pealing the dead skin to n yeah it juz bleed. like wat i juz did juz now n now theres a tissue on me to stop the blood. ya so anyways bcaz of my itchy hands theres open wounds on me woah really really jia lat lah like when u touch it WOAHHHH. ok not tat bad lah. but i think its healing now. ok my medicine does work but my itchy hands cant stop scratching. yeapp n if u inspect my body u'll find alot i mean ALOT of scars. =) but the good thing is tat its hidded under the clothes=)


yeah so pain can b heal but its wether i want it to b healed totally or keep rubbing on it like me keep scratching it n it'll never heal. well mayb someday it will.=)
well i prefer being healed on the inside=)


OK AFTER SIS IS DONE BATHING I'LL GO BACK TO MY ROOM N STUDY AGAIN.


OH N THERES ORAL TML!!! AHHHH CHINESE ORAL!! PPL PRAY FOR ME K!

FAN WAR

ok stupid msn juz dun want to get me started. stupid computer.


ANYWAYS i have 12 mins till i start hidding under my books. so being able to get online or not wont b my main concern.


OH. PRELIMS TIME TABLE IS OUT. WOAH DIE LAH. HAHA during pc this person came to our class to pass something to ltk. ya so ltk not in class, whole class talks. then she finish her talk, comes back to the class n shout. "OK HERE'S UR PRELIM TIME TABLE" the whole class noise dropped by 80%


no one expected it to appear suddenly.


ok somemore funny stuff. ASSembly. jin fong n ltk was on 'FAN WAR' yeah jf wants the fan ltk pushes the fan away. ya so it carried on n on n on n on. *everyone laughs* so ltk gave up n decided to ask this sec 5 guy to MOVE the fan away, meaning pluck out the pluck n move it somewhere eles. after awhile jf moves the fan from the other place back to orginal. then ltk asks tat sec 5 guy to move the fan back. haha *everyone really laughs out LOUD* then kramjit comes to warns jf. n then it stopped. HAHA SO FUNNY LAH. then after assemble. ltk walk pass out class n said to jf. "nananee poo poo" something like tat. 4A and 4B stunds. then HAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. childish yet so entertaining. hahahah. anyways jf kept moving the fan caz ltk scolded him for moving the fan when it was nick ng. so jf not happy lor.



HAHA wat a class, wat a teacher.

=)

haven been bloging for 2 or 3 days i think. yeah somehow things around me dun get me interested. well mayb certain stuff. thing like msn, bloging, QT (ahhhh) my daily routine didnt out to b the must do thing everyday. well ok i'm back for QT. n blogging too. msn, i'm still not very interested in it. so since i'm getting bored of msn suddenly i'll quit it soon till exams ends. mayb i'll quit msn by the end of this mth. well its time to study too right? prelims r next mths, theres N level in sept n oct Os in nov. nuts right. anyways will b appear offline everyday to check email n to do my QT. =)


yeah back to other things which r 'who cares' to me. hmm geog lesson? reactions towards ching. yeah some how i juz cant b bother to reply to wat she says to b ok i mean cant b bother to stuff unrelated to geog she've said to me. like help her do stuff. haha i'll juz give her a stone face. or ingore her. who cares. nobody likes her anyway.


HMM oh ya scolded dad again today. so piss off with him like she insulted me, sis n mum. "AIYA UR ALL SO NARROW MINDED LIKE UR MOTHER LIKE TAT." please lahh if i'm narrow minded i wont b thinking stuff which doesnt click in his head at all. n he downloaded some ip program so tat it will change the com's ip. n this com's internet connection is shared with bro's one. n if u change the ip thing of this com it will comfirm crash with bro's com n theres the internet problem. even the com says theres problem with the ip. n still he blames me for being narrow minded. if i'm narrow minded i wont b thinking of ips crashing eventhough i'm not very sure if its true. anyways too piss off with him n scolded him. ermm stuff like "u think u download the ip thing n can go into ur stuffs big deal ah." yeah tat time when he download that thing he sounded like he's the smartest person on earth. but so wat it prevents me from getting in msn n disconecting the internet. YEAH SMART WAT. I'M NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR U SO DUN EVA ASK ME ANYTHING WHICH CONCERNS ABT THE COMPUTER since i'm a NARROW MINDED PERSON WHO DOESNT NOW HOW TO SOLVE PROBLEMS. n now tat bro's on holiday n the next computer person is me. let see how u'r gonna cope with the problems. n yeah only things tat bro says convinces dad. other ppl in this household r NARROW MINDED PPL. therefore we're stupid ppl. u'r the smartest. so solve the problems BY URSELF. even if i already noe how to solve it=)

ACHE LAH

MUSCLE ACHE. FROM BAND MARCHING YESTERDAY AHHHH SHOULDERS R ACHING NUTS. LEGS SEEMS LIKE ITS GONNA CRAMP ANYTIME. AHHH this happens when u dun march for a long long long time. anyways i think my body muscles are abit lag. the muscles only start to ache 24hrs later. ppl like charmaine got aches soon after marching. oh wells.

sigh.

Humble youselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so at the proper time, he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on Him because HE CARES FOR YOU. 1 Peter 5:6-7



been kinda upset lately. not abt zidane k. juz with friends mayb teachers too. lets talk abt teachers first. exams are coming really soon, teachers r nagging us to study. students gets piss off with the nags n skips school on purpose. student r tired. but teachers r juz trying to wake student up by nagging non stop. but sometimes its juz very demoralizing to hear the same stuff over the 6hrs in sch. but i wonder y haven i heard any good comments at all. mayb a little encouragement will help alot. i'm tired. i'm very very very tired. i've heard enough of lecturing already. i'm trying to work hard students r trying to work hard. even ppl like leon, who teaches have given up hope on him, is starting to study. do teachers juz see wats on the surface? i think nagging once is ok but repeating it over n over n over again will really make students piss off.


lets take Amaths lesson today. teacher said something in chinese to me. n i really really didnt catch wat he was saying to me when a person always speaks english to me n suddenly out of the blue he speaks chinese to me i wont catch it caz i expect english to b said from the person. ya n then he becomes my fault for not being able to catch it. n then he speaks some delact translation which i dunno understand at all. n then it becomes my fault again for not understanding. n he starts to lecture again on how mild our language is. n i feel bad caz bcaz of my mishearing the class gets nagged at again. n also its not as if my parents dun speak delact they know soooo many juz tat they dun want to teach us. caz they said last time goverment wants parents to speak english more to their kids so they didnt teach us. ya so its my fault for not learning.


i belive everyone is telented in someways. some mayb smarter then the rest some may b seen stupid. but even the stupid ppl has great talents in them juz tat is not wat the world wants.


ok i juz need encouragements from teachers. small ones like one word will keep me going. but i've never gotten any. no matter how hard i try. mayb tats the reason y i've been attutide-ing to the teachers lately.


ok now its abt student.


many ppl have been changing. ok i'm focusing ok the ones who decieds to turns to smoking caz they are stressed up. i'm upset to those who use to were sort of anit-somking any suddenly turns to it.


i remember last june's chalet, this guy was offered for smoking n i was pissed off caz i hate it when smokers offers non smoker. then after tat this guy who tried it said he hated the taste n said he wont try anymore. n i recorded on my phone wat he said "i (name) dun want to smoke already. i die die also dun want to touch it." tats wat i got. in still there in the phone, well in my dad's phone caz i gave my phone to him. anyways n wat is he doing now? being a regular smoker after 1 year. mayb his life have been in a real mess this year. but is smoking the only route? so sadding. n even this person who used to shake heads when hears friends going for it, is now a regular. again. is smoking the only way to solve problems to relieve from stress?


and my answer is no. n never.
caz i've found a God who lifts me up even when problem occurs=)

yeah yeah materazzi

i cant help myself but to read the articles on yahoo abt zidane.
its not tat i really go n find out stuff abt wats happening but yahoo site juz have to b my home page n everytime i get into explorer the first thing i'll see is abt zidane n couldnt help myself but to read it.


okk got some stuffs from there shall put them here.


Marco Materazzi admits he insulted Zinedine Zidane before the France captain head-butted him in the World Cup final. Materazzi denies calling him a "terrorist."


"I did insult him, it's true," Materazzi said in Tuesday's Gazzetta dello Sport. "But I categorically did not call him a terrorist. I'm not cultured and I don't even know what an Islamic terrorist is."


"I held his shirt for a few seconds only, then he turned round and spoke to me, sneering," the Italian defender said. "He looked me up and down, arrogantly and said: 'If you really want my shirt, I'll give it to you afterwards.'"


The 32-year-old Inter Milan player did not elaborate exactly on what he said to Zidane.
"It was one of those insults you're told tens of times and that always fly around the pitch," he said.


Media reports, based on interpretations by lip-readers, have suggested that Materazzi called Zidane a terrorist or insulted his mother or sister. Materazzi denies these claims, too.


"For me, the mother is sacred, you know that," Materazzi told the newspaper.


RIGHTT............ MATERAZZI........... RIIIGGHHHHTT ........... WATEVA LAH.


I GUESS THE LIP-READERS SHOULD BE FIRED.


its either materazzi lied or the lip-readers miss-SEE wat he said.


oh i read the newspaper and one part of it said tat the lip-readers called zidane's sister a prostitute. yeah anyways i think if anyone dares to insult my sis or mum in such kind of manner i'll simply skin the person alive hitting the person's chest with the head, getting billions of brain cells killed, is NOT ENOUGH.

ZIDANE'S BUTTHEADING ROAR.

let me use the term devastated.


not bcaz france lost. BCAZ ZIDANE LEFT SOCCER WITH A RED CARD. ughhh so sad lahh. my zidane. aye i was seriously sad lahh n thinking n thinking of him like badly. my mum woke me up for sch today n the first thing tat came to my mind was ZIDANE......... RED CARD...... WAY SO STUIPD. ya n i forgot tat i have to wake up for sch. so its like i'm waking up for wat??? AHH ZIDANE........................... but haha i think it was pretty cool the way he buttheaded Marco Materazzi haha too bad for him! oh wells i still love zidane k!! after all i like his head. n u the way he called the aids ppl to treat his arm, pointing at his arm, grining away hmm was tat a grin or a smile? ah juz SOO CUTE LAHH. but so poor thing too.


anyways italy played well lah. their defence was GOOD. but irritating to me caz i wanted france to win. aiya nvm lah. hahah i only care abt zidane. hahahaha i'm in love with zidane. AWWW


ZIDANE........... MY VERY FIRST FAVOURITE SOCCER PLAYER K. NOT EVEN BACKHAM GOTTA B MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER. HAHAHA I'LL CONTINUE TO SEARCH MORE N SOCCER N FIND MY 2ND FAV PLAYER. YEAH ALSO WILL GET RID OF MY SOCCER NOOBNESS.


stupid lahh i pronounced zidane as zidine. u noe y? caz i was mixed up with his name n surname u noe zineDINE ziDANE. ya i for the pass few day i've been trying to pronounce ZINEDINE. somehow sound weird when i say it. zinedine zidane zinedine zidane zinedine zidane zidane zidane zidine zidine zidine ZIDANE.

"i pay for you"

James1:12
12 Blessed is the man who preseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receice the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.


HAHA protugal lost. oh wells who cares.=) FRANCE SHALL WIN! ZIDANE!!


oh kays this morning dad as usual send me n mum to church. ya so b4 i left the house my BILL came well not tat much lah abt $30 for the mth n plus half mth which i did pay so it was $50. anyways i looking at it in the car. then dad saw me holding it so he take n see. n he was like WOAH $50 SO MUCH?? hah so i explain its 2 mths well more of 1 1/2 mths lah anyways. he kept looking at it n didnt want to move the car. n i was tempted to ask him to stop looking at my bill n drive. ya caz i dun really like it when ppl sees my bill n starts commenting on it. ya so after the see finish he put it down n said "i pay for you" WOAHHHHH AT THAT MOMENT I FELT LIKE MY DAD WAS THE GREATEST PERSON ON EARTH SOO NICE LAH ITS LIKE HIS FIRST TIME OR MAYB 2ND TIME PAY MY BILL FOR ME. SOOOO NICEE. anyways i think its bcaz he won money on soccer last night thats y he's in a good mood=)


anyways at that moment i realised something between dad n me.
dad's trying to understand me.
n i'm trying to understand dad.
but both of us never knew it.
ya caz u noe i dun really like dad but he's my father must honnor ur parents k ya so i'm trying hard to understand him. n i think dad knows i dun like him caz i'm always giving him faces.


anyways my dad rocks! hmm planing to give him a big birthday gift=) still long to go ya n it sure cost alot mayb $300 or $400? or more. n i want it to b given to dad by myself n not shared with bro or sis. =) heh other than his self centered ness DAD IS SURELY THE GREATEST DAD ON EARTH. AND SO IS MUM N BRO N SIS=) I LOVE MY FAMILY=) thanks Daddy God for my family=)


ANYWAYS i realised something abt church ppl. erm mainly ppl like DAPH ELANA JING XUAN loves to touch my head. jingxuan LOVE pinching my cheeks ok jingxuans pinches everyone's cheeks. elena n dpah loves patting my head n sometimes pinching my cheeks too. haha oh wells am i'm adorable or wat. =)


oh mum said i look super super white compared to my church friends. HAH i guess i need to stay in the sun more. STARTING PE NEXT WEEK!=) oh talking abt PE got my drifit shirt on friday rather nice BUT its england's shirt degsin. SO UNORGINAL LAH. n its super transperent too. but its nice lahh=)


ohhh hahahah MACUS IS CUTE LAH. but he's sec 2 hahahah N HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S MY AGE OR SOMETHING. ANYWAYS I THINK HE LOOKS LIKE GABRIEL N CLEMENT from sunday school camp. THE GROWN UP VERSION.



gabriel n clement.=)

zhao xia.

i juz dun feel comfortable when someone stands behind me when i'm using the com. ok anyways today's post will b short.


STUPID MSN JUST DOESNT WANT ME TO LOG IN SO IRRITATING.


ANYWAYS co singing today was HORRID i guess my cough issnt recovered yet. i keep breaking down lahh. like i'll sing sing sing n this bunch of phlegm comes blocking my air way. ya then i'll zhao xia. its NOT alright to zhao xia when a mike is right at ur mouth. anyways i put down the mike when i think i'm going to zhao xia. n i hope no one gets distracted in worship by my zhao xia voice.


ughhh sooo horrible


ohh portugal vs germany. hmmmm i dun like portugal but i also dun really want germany to win. have been thinking who to side n i think portugal derserves to win=)


PORTUGAL! U'R ON MY VOTE.

syed's speech

Ephesians 5: 15-20
15 Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise,
16 making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
17 Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.
18 Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.
19 Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord,
20 always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.




firstly i think message from principal syed was stupid. i tot he's gonna say something like dun neglect ur studies bcaz of world cup or something but he ended up saying soemthing like "we should not support the other countries ermm if singapore is in the world cup (fat hope) then go support singapore ONLY. " something fort of those stuff. and like please lahhh world cup is once in 4 years juz spending 1 mth in 4 years enjoying WORLD cup is BAD AND U SHOULDNT WATCH IT LIVE. well i think watching it live if the main point of watching world cup. MORE EXCITEMENT K. n if we only watch world cup bcaz singapore gets it we'll never be able to watch it. its like ppl plays soccer for FUN not bcaz they want to get into sg team. like i watch soccer for the skills n excitement n i dun play soccer at all. ok i played a rear few times in lync.


i'm sure he got no life. hahahah for once i agree with something mr kramjit said today. WELL I THINK AT LEAST 90% OF THE PPL IN SCH WHO HEARD SYED'S TALK TODAY THINKS HE'S BEING TOTALLY RIDICULOUS. N ALSO PLEASE GET UR SOCCER FACTS RIGHT B4 U MAKE A SPEECH INFRONT OF THE WHOLE SCH. like dunno wats he's name is from ARSENAL and not MANCHESTER UNITED. hahahah martin pointed it out. hahah stop maluing urself. ohh tat guy's name who's from 'manchester united' is Theirry Henry. hahaha he juz sort of insluted soccer.


OK FOR MORE IMFORMATION ABT SYED'S TALK GO READ WEIJUN (ONG)'S BLOG.



OH YA OKKKK I NOE ZIDANE IS RETIRING LIKE AFTER WORLD CUP. I ONLY KNEW IT WHEN MY DAD TOLD ME THIS MORNING. well actually i knew he's gonna retire soon caz he's like 30 plus plus years old. AHHHHHH BUT SOOO SAD LAHHH I FOUND MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER WHEN HE'S GONNA RETIRING IN ERMMM 3DAYS TIME AFTER WORLD CUP. AHHHHH SO SAD. I WANT TO SEE MORE OF HIS MATCHES LAHHH AHHHHHH. HMPH HMPH HMPH. looks like i have to find a new soccer favourite. BUT ZIDANE AHHHHHH NEVERMIND I'LL OPEN MY EYES BIG TO WATCH IN ON ERM MONDAY MORNING HAAHAHAH=) ZIDANE!!!!!

ZINEDINE ZIDANE

1 Peter 1:6-9
6 in this greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.
7 These have come so that your faith -of greater worth than gold, which preishes even though refined by fire- may be procen genuine and may result in praise, give glory and honor when Hesus Christ is revealed.
8 though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy,
9 for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.



HAHAH FRANCE WON WHOOO HOOO!!! yay i'm supporting france! OHMANN I THINK I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER -ZINEDINE ZIDANE- i dunno but i think i juz like him! YAY.=)

nicest photo of him i've found! ZIDANEEEEEEEEE

ohh yes i stayed up to watch soccer lucky it was only a 90 mins show or mayb 115 mins including the half time=) n i only had 1 and a half hours of sleep. yeahh i'm suppose to sleep like b4 the show starts but i couldnt sleep at all. NOT AT ALL. i'm like sweating every half and hour. stupid useless aircon. the cool air juz dun want to fill up the whole room. freeking piss off lah. n obviously my skin condition is worst now. ARGHH THIS SUCKS. stupid hot weather. argh. sucks lah.


Amaths test tml. going to study now.


tata.

FFFFFRRRAAANNNNNCCEEEEEEE

Proverbs 6:16-19
16 there are six things that the Lord hates, seven that ate an abomination to him:
17 haughty eyes, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,
18 a heart that decises wicked plans, feet that make haste to run to evil,
19 false witness who breathes out lies, and one who sows discord among brothers.



hmm somehow juz feel like putting tat verse down=) mayb i might juz put down a verse in my blog like everyday or every other day or something lahh.


HAHA i juz did something really really stupid. wanted to msg denise to ask her if u can start social studies lessons this sat n guess wat I SEND IT TO ME DAD LAH ahhhh ahhaha so stupid!! ahh anyways luckky he's my dad lahh if its someone eles i'll b super super malu!! HAHAHA phew. =) yeahhh have to start studying already lahhh ermm prelims is juz NEXT MONTH soo fast lahhh n of caz i'm still quite blurr with Emaths. yeahh i'm not sick free yet so i haven plan a day with ms tay. hmmm I WILL WORK HARD. n i hope i'll really work hard. caz i've been saying tat like since the starting of the year n till now its not done. AHHHHH this sucks. hmmm let me think of all the subjects.


Emaths and physics- will start with ms tay when i'm sick free
bio- ermm will do tys sometime
ss- DENISE teaching!
geog- ahhhhhhhh will think wat to do with it some time
Amaths- will start revising tml since there's a test on fri
english- shall start doing tys mrs poh gave.
chinese- ermm tuition will settle it=)


yupp tats all! hmm shall start forcing ppl like DAVID to come to sch n start showing my bossyness to him. yeahh i juz dun like to see things like teachers giving up hope on students so i will play a part as a classmate=) i sure do want to see 4A together next year in sec 5 again!


anyways talking abt david HE GAVE ME A HANDPHONE COVER YAY!!! NICE N UNSCRATCHED=)


ohh FRANCE VS PORTUGAL later! ahhhh GO FRANCE GO FRANCE GO FRANCE MUST WIN WORLD CUP!!! i hate portugal. shall watch it later sleep early n wake up at 3am! YAY=)


ohhh ohhhh something really really cool. u noe last time i woke up for world cup but after watching 10 mins i decided to sleep caz i tot its a waste of time caz i juz want italy to win germany tats all. WELL THEY WON GERMANY YAY!!!!!! hahah ohhohh so anyways i went back to sleep. n like while i was sleeping, at some unearthly time, i juz felt tat something kept telling me tat italy won by 2-0! something like either the tv was saying n i opened my eyes abit n saw light form the tv or i was half awake n hear, saw dad coming into the room n telling sis. yeah caz b4 i was asleep sis was watching tv. so i tot she was watching it all the way or something. n being a super light sleeper i heard the tv, open my eyes abit to see n went back to sleep or mayb seen dad telling sis.


ya so i woke up n started thinking if italy did win germany by 2-0. hmm purposely turn on the tv after bathing n check the results. but still wasnt sure if i did hear the news properly tat italy won 2-0. ya so i left my room n asked dad. n yeah he said italy won by 2-0!! WHOOHOO. yeahh so i tot yeah mayb sis was watching it n i heard it on the tv or mayb dad came in n tell sis. yeahh n so i told dad "yeahh i heard it while i was sleeping something like u came into my room n tell jie but not sure if its a dream or if its real" but he said he didnt go into my room. ok so i tot it was the tv. so after sch, at home i asked sis. "aye jie did u watch soccer last night? wat time did u sleep last night? did dad come into the room last night?" n she said she slept b4 the match ended. n she didnt watch the match at all!!


YA SO I THINK ALL THOSE PICTURES IS ALL A DREAM. LIKE HEARING THE TV SAYING ITALY WON BY 2-0, OPENING MY EYES ABIT N SAW LIGHT FROM THE TV AND ALSO SEEING DAD COMING INTO MY ROOM REPORTING TO SIS. ITS ALL A DREAM N A DREAM WITH REAL RESULTS.! IS THIS COOL OR WAT.


AM I PSYCHIC OR WAT HAHAHAHAHA!

ORAAAAALLLL

ok had tea-dinner birthday treat from jim at sake sushi. pretty alright for me=) thanks jim!


engliah oral today was ok. reading passage thing was kind weird like i think the passage dun really make sense n its quiet complicating in a way. it has super alot dialogues n most of them sound weird. ok picture was alright. but thought of more stuff to say while i was being quarantine. erm conversation question was stupid its. "do u persuade anyone?" LIKE WHAT LAH? i stone for awhile n started crapping rubbish. tats bad thou. oh then theres also another question which is wat u want to b when u grow up, do u want to b a boss or do u want to work for ppl in the future? yeahh i think those 2 r quite ok. so i got quarantine till 3pm. yeah its a bad thing when u have to b the first person to take the oral in the school. overall i'm happy with wat i said lah. n now chinese....................... soon ermm 19 july if i'm not wrong. ahhhh


ohh germany vs. italy later. hmm might watch it. ya so i'm going to sleep early today n wake up at 3am to watch n also dose of abit GO ITALY!! oh ya so stupid y must they put it at 3am. ROAR.


ohoh forgot to say. during the oral woah my thoat is like going to die anytime lahh i wanted to cough out but i noe once i cough it never ends. so i tahan till the end then after i'm done i started coughing. ya lahh i'm still sick lahh. ughh it never ends lahh. n stupid phlegm juz have to cover up my air way n is making me whizz ya asthma in another words. this sucks. guess wat i miss singing beinging sick prevents me from singing. well singing to God, myself lah. my secret voice its not for everyone to hear=) ya i think i'll only b really sick free when i can start hormonising songs again yeah now being sick i cant. i go zhao xia like really bad. can reach my high voice. roar! anyways class ppl kept saying i'm like sick everyday beeting even said she never recall of me not being sick at least one day. AYE ITS NOT SO BAD K. its only sinus not sick!.


hmm HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. THE SONGS R SOOOOOOO GOOD VAL JUZ SEND THEM TO ME JUZ NOW OHH N I NOTICE BEN POH WAS LISTENING TO IT JUZ NOW AHH TALKED TO B JUZ NOW BUT HE DIDNT REPLY I'M SURE HE IS MAPELING OR SOMETHING AHHHH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL VANESSA ANN HUDGENS!!!! the song r simply amazing lahh like "start of something new", "breaking free!!" and "we're all in this together" and theres one more song they sang it for the first auditions I LIKE TAT SONG ALSO but val dun have it hmm shall ask ben poh tml=) he seems like he have alot HAH=) hmm i laso like "Get'Cha Head In The Game" the dance i nice!!!! dancing with the bball sooo nice lahh so cool n the finale dance is SOOO GRAND. soooo nice wont mind watching it for the 3rd time!=)

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

whooo high sch musical so rocked! THE SONGS ROCKED THE SHOW. ITS SOOOOO NICE K. Vanessa Anne Hudgens voice rocks!! ITS SOOOO SWEET LAHH. AHHHHH I WANT THE SONGS!! VAL!!! FASTER COME ONLINE!!!

BRAZIL!!

UGH england lost! BRAZIL LOST!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. MY BRAZIL!!!! uggghhhh how can brazil lose lahhh. was half sleeping half wake watching BRAZIL vs france 3am show. but i think it went quite well. but at least it was quite far unlike protugal! THEY LIKE TOTALLY PLAY DIRTY LAH. tats wat i think lahh they're foreva acting injured. SO IRRITATING. oh england's best player wernt in game. well caz backham have to b injured n roooney have to get a stupid red card haha well at least he steped on the guy dick. HAHA TOO BAD.


ughh its like no point of watching soccer anymore ya soccer with out brazil SUCKS! but mayb i'll now support ermm mayb france or mayb italy. ahh dunno lah.


BRAZIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a doller of a soul saved. righhhhht..................

fire confrence was alright.


worship in the begining was somehow weird for me. ya mayb also caz i coughed n had super blocked nose for half of it. message was pretty good for me. the bad one was offertry ITS SOO BAD. like its so want us to give out money lahh. wat is offertry? to give God back a little of wat u have for the EXTENTION OF HIS KINGDOM. or mayb since this rely thing is in the national stadium we could help to contribute n help them pay a little. cant stand it when the pastor said IF U WANT TO SAVE A SOUL JUZ GIVE A DOLLER. A DOLLER FOR A SAVED SOUL. like wat the hack lahh its like saying only 3 PEOPLE will b saved if u give $3! PLEASE LAH I WANT EVERYONE TO B SAVED N EVEN IF I TAKE OUT ALL THE MONEY I HAVE I WONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SAVE EVERYONE.! i'm sure the bill gates cant affort it too. how great will it b then if money can really save a soul, but it CANT, wats the use of us when money can do the great commanment. wat crap is tat. anyways i gave $2.50. SO TWO AND A HALF SOULS WILL B SAVED. right........


cant he juz say give wateva u want to give to God. SIMPLE AS TAT. ughh.


ok anyways didnt go for the night one. so me jun n cynthia left the stadium first to raffles city. n guess wat WE MET ANDREA IN THE BUS!!! AHHHHHHH REALLY REALLY HAVEN SEEN HER FOR A SUPER LONG TIME. LIKE 2 YEARS OR SO??? SOO COOL=) andrea says i look so FUNKY now!! HAHA. ok anyways went to raffles city with jun n cyn went home. went to mos burger to eat=) n DAPH ELENA N TESSA WENT THERE TOO!! aye like we should have juz left the stadium together lahh. we talked abt soccer n all. hahah n save daph from her soccer noobness! after dinner we all went to act bookshop with jun to get arise dvd. daph bought jun a card tat has a pig on it SO SWEET RIGHT. wooh like daph is so nice to buy a small thing for jun n kim only takes money from ME. how nice of kim but aiya she'll owe me food lah.=) ok then we went robinsons to check out wallets. ok so i'm suppose to cut hair at far east n i was suppose to b a LONER n go alone n cut alone. BUT daph said she have time to spend till 9plus. so she'll tag along n tessa's tagging along too. elena said she wanted to go home at first but when i said its only abt $12 or 14 she thinks its cheep so SHE WENT TO CUT WITH ME!! YAY from a alone suddenly i have 3 more ppl coming with me! WHEEE loner no more=)


ya so i cut my hair with elena. while daph n tessa went walking around. OH WE SAW KIM!! =). ok so after cutting hair elena n i went to find daph n tessa n left far east. send tessa to the mrt. then i send daph n elena to the bus stop to gt back to stadium. n finally went home.


OHOH there was a fight in far east. ok we didnt see the fight at all but when we reached far east, ok me n daph was walking infront so we saw this dust bin toppled on the floor with a container with liquid inside. ya so i told daph WOAH a fallen dustbin can attract police. ya so then elena said it was BLOOD. EWW anyways i didnt belief her lah. untill we saw this guy, head bandaged BLOOD COVERED LIKE 1/2 OF HIS SHIRT, going down the esclator with a few aid ppl behind him. EWWW SOOOO SICK LAHHH LIKE REALLY REALLY ALOT OF BLOOD. EWW EWW EWW. i think seeing the fight can b interesting but i'll freek out for sure especially when the blood comes flowing out of his head covering half of his shirt ermm the amount of blood seen in the container. EWW SICK. grrrrr.



oh 16mins late for soccer!!! ENGLAND!!!!!

CHANGED SKIN!

YAY CHANGED SKIN.


well change quite alot from the orginal skin to mine. HMM NICE????



combination of the Cross n fourandahalf=) cross representing God n fourandhalf is obviously me=) yay i like this fourandahalf thing. i think it will b my trademark=)


oh was thinking of a new skin for like dunno how many weeks. was finding a nice skin from blogskins but cant fine one i like. anyways last tuesday i tried doing abit. ya b4 i thoat went dry. so anyways i wanted the cross up only but couldnt resize it to a perfect size. so didnt put it up. then i decided to put 4½ up since i got the size. but like few days later the picture some how shrank. so i took it off. n went back to the old branches one with some colour changes in the blog.
k so today i decided to go into blogskin. take a background n change it ok well i've change almsot everything, the only thing left from the orginal skin is the border but its resized now. yupp so i decided to put up 4½ tats all. wanted cross to b in but still cant get a perfect size. n also i dun like having to many pictures in the background 1 is enough. ok so i did my QT n after that i tot of combining both of them n WOAH LA there it is.


but somehow i'm finding it a a little odd. like something should b add or dunno lahhh oh wells. shall leave it like this till i think of greater ideas=)


oh ya i'm still sick. RUN AWAY FLU. blew my nose in sch like nuts today. finished 2 pack of tissue in 4 subjects. then sheng wei gave me his n si hao too! soo nice k. hahah n then during recess queeing up for food n nose dripping out so i shout accross the stall for si hao for tissue but he didnt have it with him ahhh. sooo stupid mucus is almost flowing out. n then DAVID comes


David: LINETTTTEEEE!! say i love u!!
lin: huh? I DUN LOVE U
david: oh fine lor then i dun give u tissue already.
lin: AHHHHH NOOOOOO
david: say i love u
lin: i love u..


HAHAHA love NOT. anyways i got the tissue n i think its from shengwei. i think they heard me shouting over to si hao for tissue so they came to my rescue. OH MEN HOW NICE PEOPLE.=)


WHEEE ok i currently not doing any hw n not studying caz i'm really really sick. no mood to do k. n i'm sleeping ALOT caz i'm on medication. yuppp



tats all folks hope u like this new skin!=)

count the 'F'

hahah my friend send me something i think its cool haha=)
try it=)



ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST


Count every " F" in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...



(SEE BELOW)












HOW MANY ? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.











highlight this part:

The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process "OF".


Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!


Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.


Three is normal, four is quite rare.





HAHA COOL RIGHT I GOT 3 means i'm normal.

not a very good day

rather a unlucky day but my mood issnt spoilt lahh.


sch was pretty alright. except for my rusty sick voice. erm its much better already phlegm has turn from green, yesterday to yellow n now its close to white.=) STREPSILS CHOUGH natural herbal cough syrup makes sore throat go go away. BUT i think the gems left the throat n went up to the nose. YA I'M HAVING FLU NOW. bad one. stupid run away nose.


ok so tats kind more then enough lah.


its 730pm dinner. linette goes to the kitchen asked maid to help me warm up ikan bilis soup with tou fu while i get my ovened chicken with rice. so tempting too bad i cant smell it. anyways the soup boil n plate oh rice with chicken is ready to b bought to the room linette tries to carry both the soup n plate happily she tot she have trained well to b able to carry stable-ly BUT on the smooth journey to the room she knocks a chair, popped out of nowhere n WA LA the 95 degees soup covered her right hand. ITS SOOOOO PAIN LAHHH stupid soup. argh STUPID CHAIR.
anyways my right hand was numbed for quite long.


ok tats not the end ok the not very good day.


happily watching tv. n BOOM the whole house blacked out. FREEKED ME OUT LAH. n 3 girls in the house sadly dunno wat to do. ok mayb i do. was finding for the circuit breaker thing ya n my maid smartly told me it was downstairs. walked 2 levels down n tat thing issnt the one i'm finding. called dad. n he says its beside the fridge. reluctantly climb 2 levels up n found it. solve the problem n there was LIGHT again.


oh i'm too sick to continue arghh AHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SICK

ughh i'm sick. down with super bad sore throat. n i sound super funny.


didnt go sch today. caz i couldnt sleep last night n plus got this sore throat. so i started thinking since i was suffering in insomnia again. i might juz go to sch n sleep my way thru n since i'm sick shalnt go to sch. i'll juz feel demoralised again caz i sleep in class again.


woke up abt 2pm. went to look for cough syrup but all finish. found a lozenges which i dun like but juz took it lah. had porridge. n dad n bro came home. asked bro for cough syrup he didnt have but he gave a 6 lozenges prescribed from a doctor. i like the lozenges from doctors=). then dad asked me to take cough drop from his car. hah i tot it was the syrup kind but its lozenges again. went to the car n went back into the house n found a gudian plastic bag with 3 different kind of lozenges bought by mum. BUT NO COUGH SYRUP. haha YA so i have 5 different kind of lozenges to choose.=)


1) MAC (bluecurrent flavour) -from bro
2) VapoDrop (mentol)- from dad
3) Dequadin (orange)- form mum. i dun like this lozenges i think its useless but bro likes it.
4) Robitussin (mentol_- from mum. i use to take it as a sweet.
5) Strepsils (blackcurrent)- from mum. i heard strepsils is lousy.


i dun like all the flavours ones.


anyways called mum to buy cough syrup for me.=)


hope the germs wont spread or i'll b sick for weeks.


-misunderstandings r cleared WHOO HOOO. talked to her juz now despite of being sick. well its worth it lah. at least i dun feel guilty anymore. =) ughh going to find tat person who made everything big. soon after i'm well n have voice to tok to him on the phone. =)


WHOO HOO=)
ar needs rest already.

SSSSSSCCCCCCHHHHHHOOOOOOOLLL

sch wasnt great as wat i think it would b. its rather boring. i dunno but i think somehow i felt a little stangeness. mayb caz i have seen them or tok to them for a mth or something. but it will get better lah. =)


Emaths sucked crap. juz when i really really want to learn it properly i juz couldnt take the boredness. ya so i slept in class again. argh this happens when i'm not with my whole class n sitted right at the back of the class having no one to tok to u. blame it tat i'm doing this Emaths with 3 guys. aaron has trumen from tat class. n bryan n siew toks to each other n starts to ignore me like like i'm not around at all. ya boredem will caz me to sleep in class. n the new chap ms tay is teaching i feel clueless. ughh i really really dun want to do badly for my Emaths. i mean maths is my fav sub n i juz dun want to get a f9 caz i'm too bored in class n tend to sleep n thus not listening to the teacher. really irritating. i think i better go find ms tay to teach me wat i've missed caz she's a much better 1 to 1 teacher. ya sitting right at the back of the class aimlessly cant get me anywhere.


ya. n not getting into the sun during the hols makes me whiter n thus making me look sick. especially when i juz wake up i like even sicker. better get more into the sun or something. but haha i cant get tan. stupid white skin juz have to run in the family. but having white skin is pretty cool too caz u cant juz act sick anytime u want n ppl will believe.=)


-ok anyways i think being the person who started everything who made the misconception bigger should apologise. ya its the taking of responsibility of wat u've done wrong. yupp. waiting for her to come online.=)


n i want Daddy God up there to give me a big smile=)

I. HATE. MILK.

oh actually i have tat stained glass masquerade song from piggy jun but haha angelfire juz have to ban her. I THINK ITS THE MP3 FORMAT JUN!!!


i think i seriously cant take milk! had pasta those milk kind i my stomach hurts till now!! ahhh oh wells.


anyways i've been wanting to do my hw. ok i did do some k. but ya i juz feel so lazy rather no mood to do hw. was suppose to do some yesterday but somehow i did physics tys which isnt really important to b passed up. ya so i wanted to do those hw today. but had dinner n stomach hurt crap after eating it so now i have to mood to do the hws now.


sch starting tml. erm i always like sch. hmm i think so. juz dun like the waking up early part. must spend wonderful time in mhss b4 it closes. n hopefully i'll start being serious with my work n STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS. n its not tat i dun want to sleep early or wat but its tat i juz cant sleep early. n toss n turn till my usual sleeping time n then i'll sleep.


ughh. stomach hurts. but its better than juz now already lah. n now is so not the time i want to tok to ppl i'm not very interested.

stained glass masquerade

when all things kept falling upon me.
when i start blaming myself of wat i've done.
when i'm being wat i hate.
when i'm being plastic.
when linette's not being linette.
when her attutide appears again.
when the lower primary n kindergarden linette starts to appear again.
when everything around her seems to defy her.
when her temper rises n starts being mean.
when even her family have to give in to her.
when she doesnt think for ppl's feelings.
when ppl around her are hurt by her.


arrogants.


and then she is finally woken up.


i dun think this is the linette i'm finding. infact i think i want to go back to the act innocent girl. who is eva happy. who doesnt care abt the number or friends she has. but cares abt the number of caring friends she has friends who always stand behind her back. yupp i want tat linette back. the hack care bad peer preasures and follow the way God pathed for her. n my motto came upon my mind. "my journey You way" its my journey in life but i want God to lead me whereva he wants me to go.


anyways i better already lahh. got my wake up call already. yesterday was bad really really bad. its these time when i've neglacted n go for wat i want only. even when i hurt ppl's feelings i'm proud of it. n somehow my wake up call yesterday reminded me of who i've hurt. the family n other ppl out there. i might have hurt so many ppl out there when i dun even realise. but the guilt heart came back. to all this ppl i apologise. i was juz trying to find a different me tat the pass me came back.


Stained Glass Masquerade
by Casting Crowns


Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small


Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong


So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them


CHORUS
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade


Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage


The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart


But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be


Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay


CHORUS


courtesy of ong weijun for the song.


this song brought me to tears. it reflected of wat i was during tat period. sometimes i juz want to cry it all out but i juz dun understand y cant my tears flow down my cheeks to the chin down to the ground. the tears juz wet my eyes n stops. sometimes crying heals. i haven been crying like tat infront of God for a real long time. n i wonder y. no matter how weak i felt how lost those tears juz cant flow when i'm in God presence.


ANYWAYS.


its really a meaningful song lahh. how many ppl out there r being plastics being like a masquerade.


anyways i've thought abt it already lah. i dun think being someone who is not happy is wat i really want lah. so ya. i'll b changing back living a joyful God's way life. yupp=)


oh and thanks alot to buddy. i tot buddy have lost touch with me n dun understand me anymore. but buddy have always been there. always there to take my problems away. thanks budd! =)

BAND.

argh this suck i think my attutide problem is coming back slowly. suck suck suck suck. anyways today's practise with bh was pretty alright. ermm the band's tunning is better. YA CAZ THEY DECIDED TO TUNE. sight reading of page 2 n 3 of river song is better but i'm still super super lost in page 3. ERM YA i didnt practise pg 2 n 3 of the song during sectionals well at least pg 1 went well I THINK. my sight reading sucks. xueling was saying tat i seem like i'm anyhow pressing the vulve BUT somehow i sounded correct. YA. erm i WAS anyhow pressing the vulves. n i also dunno y it sounded correctly. for bh band? ermm not till next year lah. oh man ya now i'll only go band caz i'll miss my dearly cornet!!


i'm so irritated so irritated so irritated. ROAR. anyways justin's solo improved as in theres more feeling to it when he played it today then on wed. ya the rest said its good but not as good as BOO WEI YI's one. ermm i dunno i forgot how weiyi played last time. i only noe its suppperrrr.


tat cynthia girl said my sound was good. hmm i guess so. WELL MR YEO TRAIN MHMB TO HAVE THIS KIND OF SOUND WAT. ya actually i never realise tat mhmb have a good sound at all. i only noe ppl always say we have a good sound. ya. WELL now i noe lah after combine prac with bhss. SERIOUSLY I MISS MHMB'S BAND SOUND. N I ALSO MISS PRACTISES WITH MR YEO. i still cant get it y do bh's conductors use drum stick to conduct instead of a baton yupp issnt baton's much much lighter also. ermm n i cant see the conductor well actually i also dun look at him lahh caz i'm trying to get my notes right. but still i think he should stand on the board thing to b erm taller. he's not short lah.


ohh ya met a few nice ppl. hmm mind me caz i have super super bad memory over names n this r the only few ppl i've talked to so far. ya i'm antisocial when i start to noe pl=)
so shall start.
janice seem nice thou i've never talk much to her she's really really tall. hmph.
ermm i dunno wats he's name plays cornet 2 river song with me. seem weird. he's always talking unknowingly.
ermm cynthia seems rather nice. i think she's the one i've talk most too. which is rather little.
justin. ermm pro trumpeter but plays super loudly. SUPER NICE TALKABLE GUY. erm but still i didnt tok to him.
ohoh n there's this girl ermm xin yi if i'm not wrong. i think she's sec4 or soemthing. anyways we were suppose to interact with each other. so it went like tat.


xin yi: HI! this is xinyi
lin: wat?
xin yi: this is xinyi
lin: WAT?
xin yi: this is xinyi
lin: WHAT??????
xin yi: THIS IS XIN YI
lin: WHAT? LEE XIN YI?????
xin yi: nononono i said THIS. IS. XIN. YI
lin: OHHHHHHHHHHHH HI XIN YI!


HAHAH ERM YA SERIOUSLY I DO HAVE LISTENING PROBLEM. I ALWAYS MIX UP WORDS WHICH IS OUT OF POINT.
oh then later on she continue.


xinyi: aye ur english very pro leh.


erm ya english pro??? NAH NOT TO TAT STANDARD. I HOPE I CAN B LAH. well i think she's super on the chinese side n i'm super on the english side. ya dun try to hear me speaking chinese when i'm not serious. which mean i'll only speak good chinese during oral or when i'm not in a hyper mood. other then tat ppl say i speak chinese like an ah moh. yeap. somehow my nerve system juz makes me confused when chiense words have to b spoken n i speak chinese weirdly. ya.


SO I SHALL ROUND THIS UP N START EATING MY DINNER. oh wait talking abt food. met xueling charmaine fadzil wani b4 band. erm suppose to meet at SEVEN AM but i woke up at 715am hahaha i think i off my alarm lah.=P anyways had milo which ruin my day. had stomach ache like after tat. super jia lat lah. n also bladder problem. i seriously think there's something wrong with me caz i'm always having weird sickness n all. n noe i start to think tat mayb last sch ppl always say i'm weak. but i always deny. NOW I'M STARTING TO SEE IT IN ME. YUCK THIS SUCKS. if bladder problem keeps going on. i'll ask mum to bring me for a check up or something. this sucks seriously going to the toliet every hour sucks.



ok ya gotta eat. a long long post again.

WHEEEE.

SO TIRED.


couldnt sleep last night caz the air con wasnt cold. yes stupid skin problem juz needs me to b cooled. *yeah tats y i'm cool* anyways couldnt sleep till i found out the problem with the air con.


woke up at 815am to get to sch n then to bhss. was late. but lucky the bus did leave yet. hahahaha wilfred ee went to get water n the bus left him there. i saw him!! so i'm like "AYE WILFRED IS STILL IN SCH." everyone juz ingored me. ya lah ingore me lah. so since they didnt care. i juz orh ok lor bye bye waves at him. HAHA so mean right but nobody listened to me. oh well poor him. anyways he met wilfred seah n ben keoh n they went to bhss together.


HAHA oh man oh man. caz u noe ben koeh is quiet good looking! n he's sec 2 but actually he's 16 years old! haha so anyways we were introducing ourself AGAIN. then when it was ben keoh turn he was like. erm i'm ben. (i think those girls infront expected it to be benjamine or something.) i'm sec 2 (the girls gave that super disappointed n shock faces caz he has the face tat he is older then them.). hahaha but he's 16 years old older then all of those girl standing infront. HAHAHA oh wells. i'm so sure they will b happy if they noe he's 16years old but in sec 2 bcaz he is a foreginer n made PR last year.


band at bh was rather ok. ppl were friendly n tat guy justin from my section toks ALOT! at least there's xueling too. but i gave my as usual sian sleepy cant b bothered face again caz i'm SUPER DIGUSTED WITH THE TUNNING OF THE BAND. argh. n charmaine they all wernt there. oh n i was sleepy too. k i'm always sleepy but i slept abt 5am yesterday again. all the air con fault! but i really really do need to sleep earlier too lah. i hope. also hope insonmia is gone not very sure if its still there.


no more sleeping in bro's room already. shall get back to my room to sleep.


anyways after band. i waited for xueling outside bhss. then we went to far east for lunch. walk n tok n tok n tok n tok from far east to taka to heeren to ceni. yupp its been really really really a long time since i've tok to her this much. for 3 hrs i guess? was rather tried too. but was great too=) hahah we saw derrick!! in slippers hahah then we started thinking of the same thing! his smelly feet during melbourne!! so funny so funny so funny. oh saw xin hui too.! (see its in orange! caz xueling like orange!!=))


ok so i have to see professor. doc. at 330pm. professor doc well i think he kinda forgot me already caz i haven been seeing him for 6 mths. yeahh n my condition have worsen. he's quiet shock in a way. yeah its suppose to b better anyways but somehow its worse. anyways he gave me n new cream like 2 times stronger then the previous one erm but to use it for 2 weeks only. (anyways i hear tat brand of the cream can thin ur skin n dunno wat lahh) but its good lah. oh then he gave me antibiotics to b take for 5 days. n theres face cream too. yah like today i got 4 different creams, 2 different kind of pills n bodysoap. yupp the stupid casher was like "woah y so heavy" well i tot it wasnt tat heavy as the way she reacted.


dad gave me $50. n some how i knew it would b more caz i noe my condition have worsen. yeap. asked dad for $100 but he juz didnt want to give me.


so the total amount was some where around
$58.90 for professor doc.
$49.90 for medicines.
total- i round it up to $110 lah.


SO EX LAH. n i only brough $50 extra so i only have $100. n i have to use my nets to pay for my medicines. dad was quite shock when i went home n told him. well i was too k. my medicines were usually $20 plus. oh wells. well at least he paid me back=)


there seems to b alot of church stuff lately. i dun even noe if this sat its cell or lesson or going somewhere. aiya so messy. oh there's the sonicfest conference today. didnt sign up thou.
kim told me FOP is in august. n like august is my prelims mth i think. oh wells. a day of prasing God is certainly alright! wheee cant wait for it=) anyways its always God's first then any other thing yup? ya but i also have to study hard lah. thinking abt it its 2 mths to prelims 3 mths to ss n chinese paper 4 mths to the rest of the paper n 5 mths to O emaths paper. ya i'll b a mugger till O emaths ends. ahhhh well i'll study hard lah=) wheeeee=) really really need to motivate myself to study. wells caz i'm the only one who can motivate myself. i'll get piss off if ppl bugs me to study.=)

bonegraphy?

bonegraphy sounds weird. its bonegraphy for the mean time=) shall think of better names while learning.


its pretty cool. caz doing all these stuff really really get me interested. yupp benn wanting to do stuffs like these since sec 2?? ermm should b. ahh so fun. n i didnt noe dad n mum actually noe how to do it. well they helped me with the basic n all. n then i click here n there n did it! yay! its pretty cool! but i think this issnt very nice. well its my FIRST TIME using tat program k!! will improve ahh so fun so fun. oh yes no to forget. mum n dad used to have a photocopy shop like they said they were like the first few to open a photocopy shop. n today mum tolda me. last time a A3 printing can cost abt $16 SIXTEEN DOLLARS!! NUTS LAH. oh well its closed down already caz there's ALOT of competition. like now i think A3 printing can cost abt 2-3 bucks the most? oh wells.


hahha i'm proud of my bonegraphy yeah proud caz at least i did it thot its not perfect yet.=) shall keep up the work

overnight at kim's place

fun filled 24 hrs


KENNETH IS SOO CUTE but sometimes he's quite irritating.


ANYWAYS went over to kim's house at 9pm ermm on sunday. yup its pass 12. bought PIZZA! watched soccer played with kenneth so cute so cute so cute! talking abt kenneth. we watched soccer the brazil vs aust one then he started disturbing us n we got distracted N THERE WAS SO GOAL!! LIKE SO SWAY LAH. then he decided to sit down. N THEN HE'S SOO SOO CUTE. like u noe sometimes they will replay the goals right. so like after quiet long like 20mins later during injury time they replay tat goal again right that goal which he pulled our eyes away from. n so he saw tat n then he said "YAY BRAZIL GOT 2 GOALS ALREADY!!" hahah so cute rigght!! ahhh i want a younger brother too!! played games like uno, blackjack, charades cant remember wat eles. soo cute k especially when he did charades SO CUTE K!


ok ermm kenneth went back to his room at 5am. n then kim n i chat till 6plus then we slept. ermm woke up at 245pm? i think. yah shermen woke us up. had macdonal breakfast. erm ya kinda early for breakfast huh. ok anwyays after eating we sat on the couch n then fell back to sleep=) woke up at 5pm. kim went to cut her hair. kenneth want to SWIM. i waited for kim. after her hair cut. i went home to get swimming costume. oversized one. its sis's one u see. ok then went back to her house to SWIM. ermm swan for 1 hr plus. play MARCO POLO, LIFE GUARD, MONKEY. YA OUR CHILDHOODS SWIMING GAMES!! kenneth knocked his head on the wall while playing marco polo. GOT ORH CHEA LAH. soo poor thing. stopped swimming close to 7 kim left the pool earlier then me. like 10 mins earlier. n i finish bathing much earlier then her. SEE HOW SLOW SHE BATHES!! ok left the house abt 8? went to far east for dinner. wanted to find my cheepo slippers but dunno where is it. (shall ask charmaine) erm HAD TURKISH ICE CREAM. haha quiet funn but the guy did most of the fooling on kenneth.=) then finally went home. ERM abt 9 plus. yupp went to bathe again caz i smell of chlorine.


OHOH KENNETH IS SOO SWEET. caz we were leaving far east crossing the bridge n theres this guy begging for money. soo kenneth stopped n then he said. i want to give him 20 cents. SOO SWEET RIGHT. ok lah thou its only 20 cents but its the thought that counts right. SOO SWEET.


SO SO TIRED. went to sleep for 1 plus hour.


going back to sleep soon=)


-sometimes i juz want my own quiet place where no one disturbs me. listen to christian music, juz stone, tok to God, reflect over my life mayb play my guitar too. i need my own room. i need to be alone. i need peace.

insomnia

insomnia's killing my nerves. it sucks lah. slept at like 5am last night n woke up abt 830am. yeah pathetic 3 and a half hrs of sleep. tot of not going for 9am caz my eyes juz couldnt open. hah then i started thinking abt kim. caz she said mel's away n she wont have anyone to sit with during service or something. yupp so she's gonna sit with me. yes n for n sake i went 9am=) how nice of me right!! anyways i think i'm getting use to 9am already. haven been sleeping for sermons for the pass 3 weeks!! YAY! yupp like no matter how tired i am LIKE TODAY i'm still awake for the sermon. juz mayb a little daze.


OH YA HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!


ahhh i wish insomnia will b gone. caz its there always. well only tat it got worst recently. so irritating!! yeahh n somehow i can sleep like a pig in the afternoon but when night comes insomnia comes. argh.


oh did my ss hw. resting now. ITS SO TERIBLE LAHH. i'm riting like never ending!! i still have abt 4 pages of words to b writen down. n i did like i think 6 boxes ermm 3 pages filled with words from 450pm to 645pm. WOAH LIKE ITS NEVER ENDING LAH. anyways i gave up shall continue with it another day. shall continue with my Amaths after blogging. haha i think doing Amaths will b much more fun. rather then summarizng those ss stuff.


hmm i should b staying over at kim's house later. shall call her soon or something lahh=)


YAWN. i want to swim.

encounter fest

encounter fest was pretty good. =)


anyways after encounter went to orchard to eat with kim. yup i didnt go with lync. mainly bcaz i'll feel awkward n kim will b feeling worst caz she's not from lync. anyways its quiet fun to b able to eat with kim. like its a long long time since we're out. O LEVEL PLEASE FINISH FASTER! anyways kim talked ALOT as usual. she told me alot of stuff tat i've missed out since tat time we went biking. hmm everytime we go out she'll imform me almost everything that has happened. yup n i'll b listening. but i also will tok lah. anyways after dinner we ate ice-cream. as usual my treat. then went to far east to fetch kenneth. OH MAN KIM'S MUM IS REALLY PRETTY! hahah i juz realise that i haven been noticing much of kim's mum. hahaha but ya she's really pretty lah.


ohh somehow today so many ppl asked my y am i so white. erm caz i haven been in the sun for a mth. n i get fair very easily.


ahh i'm super lazy to blog bye.

EEEK

me being vulgar eeks me. i hate it when the vulgar side of me appears. i still prefer myself to b joyful erm wateva lah yupp. vulgar sides of me needs to vanish. EWWW. tat sucks. it juz seem like a total different person like those ppl who got some kind of mental problem that keeps changing personality. HAH. eww. a different linette. YUCKYUCKYUCKYUCK. IT ENDS THERE. therefore tat post wont appear in this blog anymore.


anyways wanted to blog a few stuffs like since last week or early this week shall blog them all down.


i think it was monday. while working. there was this SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE AH MO BABY. well not really baby lahh abt 3years? anyways he came into the shop crying. i think the knock his head or something. yupp caz he was rubbing his head. his father juz ask him to stop crying nicely. anyways he's so poor thing lahh so cute but he's crying n rubbing his head away. ok so my mum appeared with a chicken toy n gave it to him. woahh like the moment he got the toy. he started playing n laughing with it. SO CUTE LAHHH. in the end mum gave him the toy caz he was super engrosss with it n forgets abt the pain.


anyways then i started to think. how great will it b if we could juz be given a toy n all our pain r gone. so easy lah. if only we could b like babies. =)


okay next. hahah this women who works somewhere in balmoral thought my brother was my boyfriend.


anyways it happened like tat.
women: (in chinese) u noe tat young girl who works here? she's ur xi fu (daughter in-law) ar?



mum stunds n thinks wats xi fu. SO FUNNY LAH! WOAH LIKE NOBODY WILL EVA EVA THINK OF THAT LAHH. MY BOTHER N I DUN MATCH AT ALL. PLZ WE'RE 7 EYARS APART TOO. TOO OLD K. N WAT MORE HE'S MY HUSBAND! HAHAHAH FUTURE HUSBAND? HAHAHAHAHA OH MAN THIS IS SOOOO OFF!


ok hahah next.
guardian wanted to hire me caz they're short handed. ermm forgot the timing only remembered the later timing i think its 1pm to 9pm or something. 1 week off 1 day. $800 per mth. HMM so its abt $3 plus per hour. i think. tats erm little i guess. acutually its ok lah. well working with dad i sure can earn more. like one dark random night. i ask dad "aye today give me extra $10 lah" dad says " take lor" hahah =) but well i think it will b a different experience from work outside n working with family. oh wells. someday i'll go out n work. i hope=)


ok next final one
its games for lync tml. i think wet games n i'm not excited abt it at all. i was even thinking of skipping lync n juz go for the encounter fest after tat. ya caz i dun want to feel dirty for encounter fest. n also i dun want to bring a big bag to church. anyway sabrina made me go for games erm ya so i'm going. i'm only exctied to see sabrina tml!! AHHH YES YES YES SHE'S COMMING BACK FINALLY.!! going church earlier so tat i can have time to tok to her b4 lync starts!


ANWYAYS ENCOUNTER FEST!!! super super cool with PRO bridges n lync! heres the details=)

GOOD NITE!=)

shop the town.

WENT SHOPPING TODAY. bought super lots of stuff. spend SUPER ALOT OF MONEY. but i got all i want.=)


met sis at far east.
shop n ate lunch there.
take a bus down to heeren.
shop there.
take a bus down to cathay.
watched CARS there (THE SHOW IS SUPER NICE SUPER CUTE!).
went to pacific plaza.
shop there.
went to shaw plaza.
shop n bought dinner there.
n then home i go


bought 3 shirts! 1 jacket! 1 shoe! 1 shorts!


i'm $220 poorer.

care or to hack care

care or hack care


i live mayb 3/4 of my live hack caring stuffs. hmm mayb sometimes including ppl's feelings too. ok tats not my main point. well i think hack caring runs in the family or something. well mayb its from dad's blood. i hack cared so many stuffs that secrets tat r told to me will never b leeked out. yeah n tat brings the blurr tot of ppl in me. well i'm not really blurr k. but i think its this year or mayb mid last year. i started to care more. i dunno y but ya. but now i'm thinking again should i not care caz when i care sometimes trouble appears. n like tat sucks. n then i want to get back to my really hack caring stuffs again. mayb i will.


i had a dream of few friends changed. proud, bitchy, well rather the bad side. but ppl were soft to them. then i start to think again. y do ppl stuck up too ppl. i mean putting up fake faces n trying to b popular. to get the attention. but is life to make ppl see wats on the outside of u or wat u really feel on the inside. ppl changes. i've change too but i want it to b changed in God's ways i dun care if u like it or not but i do want to change in God's image. n i hope i change correctly.


finally i love my life. caz God's the reason of my life. n i'll say again, if God didnt enter my life, my life will b a erm f---ed up one. (cant think of any better words other then tat F word.) =p caz only i noe wat i went thru.

LONG POST AGAIN. after so long.

HAH finally! after so many mths i decided to find fatty's childhood pictures. yes lahh i lost it somewhere in my room. i think it went missing since starting of this year or something. remembered tat i put it on my self n WA LA it went missing. suspected tat my maid put it somewhere lah. caz she always ka jiao my stuffs. n i was too lazy to find too. I HATE FINDING FOR STUFFS. so u can never count on me to find my stuffs in tat messy cant b bothered to clean up room of mine n sis's. yupp so tried finding for it last night. but as usual couldnt find it. so i asked my maid to find it juz now. hah showed her how it looks like caz its scaned into my com. amazingly she foudn it. it a book. sometimes i wonder y she LOVE to stuff things inside a book. like sometimes she can juz happily stuff my nonsense into my BIBLE. ya.


well i think my maid knows my room better then me n my sis. i think she went thru almost everything in my room. hmm i dunno if she reads my letters. hahaa well theres nothing secretive in my letters lahh.=)


haha well recently God have been telling me this. "I HAVE TO SPEAK UP MORE." ok it wasnt for ppl who i talk ALOT to. but ppl who i dun want to speak up to. hmm i remembered last time in sch theres a few ppl who calls me the slient killer. caz i look super dazed in sch but sometimes i'm listening to wats happening around me. yupp n somehow i get to noe juicy stuffs. ya lah but my mouth is always kept shut. anyways so far i think the funnest thing tat happened was when xueling told me who she liked n tot i knew it already caz i always mix with them. but SOMETIMES when i'm in daze i'm really erm stonning. erm ya stone alot. not focus in class n all. yupp i noe it even teachers come telling me. oh wells. i'll try to be more focus lahh.=). especially in Emaths, SS, Geog n chinese class=)


gonna start off with my hw soon after my maid is done with the cleaning.


i'm starting to think of wearing LARGE sizes shirts again hmm like my obs shirt i think! WHEEE yup going to shop on wednesday with sis n i make sure i get at least 2 shirts. hmm wat eles? erm jacket? shoe? pants? hah n make up i wear something new on sat n sun. i'm bored of wearing the smae shirt over n over n over again.


OH HAHA i was playing with my hair yesterday. n i found out tat i look erm rather girlish with hair band HAHAHAHA. erm it was quiet nice. hah! oh ya n my ponny tail is growing! YIPPY! anyways, my fringe n dun want to grow faster. like my hair grows super fast except for the fringe. ya tat stupid hair dresser not sure from which salon. i asked her to TRIM ABIT n she cut it like super short!! n from then on my fringe started growing super slowly!. well now i'm always keeping the length n juz tinning the hair. hmm i dun really like tat guy hair dresser from rave. i think he's martin's fav hairdresser there. i prefer the lady boss n also theres one more guy but i forgot how he looks like.
aiya but tat martin's fav hairdresser isnnt too bad lah=)


oh wells. doesnt matter lahhh. anyways i'm thinking of either waxing or wet look on my hair again. mayb i should try out this week. in band, to work? mayb n consider if i should use it on sat n sun or not. HMM i stopped using them caz i last year i was always late for sch n making ur hair nice takes time k. n also jonathan yip juz have to mess up my hair. i think this year i've only wax my hair once. my birthday celebrated with xueling daphne beeting felica. yupp only tat time. hmm shall put up tat photo=)

its a LONG post today.

ARISE

ahh i miss isow!!! ahhh ARISE SO ROCKED YESTERDAY!! its soo goood!! n the kids r soo cute too!! no regrets going=)


seems like i've been going to the east once a weeks.! its super super far lahh gdop at kallang then expo yesterday. woah like super far to get home lahh. but its good that i'm staying in central so everywhere's actually not very far=)


world cup's on n i feel like watching. n ya somehow stupid scv makes us sign up for the world cup chl like plz lah we already signed up for the sports one already yupp well tats the erm smart way for making more money but its so irritating lahh. anyways dad's gonna get it signed up either now or by tml=) stupid starhub so cheater!


SO. starhub's close now. n i'll make sure to remind dad to get it tml.


gonna do all my homework finish by this week n start working madness again. ahhhh now i'm starting to think again. shall i use finish my $300 then work all the way again next week. i need alot of stuff expecially clothes. ahhhh so sickening caz the shirts i like dun have the size i want its either too big or not loose loose kind. which sucks. ahhh. i likeD puremilk untill it bcaz the ah lian's clothes. sickening. oh wells.


oh ya band's starting this wed. ermm no comments abt tat.


JOSHUA BOUGHT ME LUNCH TODAY. simply caz he borrowed my ss book n took super super super super long to return. yupp he bought me wanton mee=) hah so next time lend joshua more stuff mayb he'll forget n then to forgive him he'll buy u lunch or something HAH=)


when is the time.?.

BROTHER SHAWN

I'M IN LOVE. with my dearly brother!


HE'S SO SO SO SO FUNNY!!! working with him made me know him better in a way. haha since young i've always picture him as some super fierce erm pai kia brother. i noe he cared for me last time by asking ppl from sch to take care of me. caz this guy from sch told my seniors to take care of me n then my seniors told me yupp. but well nothing happened lahh. i dun like finding troubles. anyways yupp n i had bro as a super fierce bro since young. when i always get bullied by him n the time he slapped me during po po's funeral reason was caz i tot i kept following him every where. n i heard from him tat he fought outside n went to police station.


yupp he was my pai kia brother in my mind. like those pai kais who have back ups n stuff.


but recently i've found tat time when bro slapped me it was bcaz i wanted to climb up the window. so he couldnt stop me but to slap me. but i didnt picture tat at all.
n abt the fighting one. i noe bro issnt the kind who will find trouble untill u find it with him first. so he fought was all for self defence. yupp so he didnt have any record i think.


well so during this holiday at work. have been toking to him like HE'S SUPER SUPER FUNNY. HE TALKS ALOT OF CRAP LAHH. i juz cant stop laughing lahh he's a joker! like he does things out of my expections. n makes me laugh nuts. SUPER RANDOM. he likes to draw n write craps. yesterday he drew a cat. sleeping deadly n he said : this is me when i'm sleeping. then he drew another cat. a head with super big body. n he said: this is me when i'm angry. hahah so funny i dunno but wat he does makes me laugh. yupp n we kept drawing each other like pigs n stuff. =) so kiddish yet so fun k! hahah


well i love my bro he ROCKS! hahah


i never have a chance to tok to him like ALOT these few years. caz he used to b hidding in his room n i dun see him often. only recently he started working for dad. n this holiday i worked for dad too so he'll juz do crap stuff when he's bored. yupp n thus i got to noe he funny ways.=)


well bro will still b the pai kai fierce brother to me but he's a super nice funny only will find trouble when someone makes him angry kind of pai kai.

I WANT A NEW BLOG SKIN.



SOON


.YES I'M BORED

12hrs work

12 hrs work numb my feet. well i did have some 20 mins sleep till this person woke me up caz i was the only one outside. mum was in the kitchen.
12hrs for $60 seems kinda little. but 5hrs for $30 (my usual timing) seem ALOT. hah dad didnt want to give me extra $10 for working fulltime today. or i would have collected $100 instead of $90. (including fri's pay which i did take)


oh wells.


but it wasnt as tired as wat i tot it would b lahh. rather fun. =) n i didnt slack much k.=)


oh ya a few ppl's bday today!
CHARMAINE!!!!
ONG WEI JUN!
WEI KIAT.
happy birthday-ing!


i'm tired. shall watch tv then sleep. wake up a little earlier tml to finish up tuition hw=)

GDOP 06'

GDOP o6' was GREAT. so many ppl turned up!! erm 24 000 PPL IN NATIONAL STADIUM. tats like half the stadium. national stadium as in the outdoor one! TWENTY FOUR THOUSAND PPL. HALF THE STADIUM! its super super cool. i'll regret if i didnt go lahh. i was actually thinking wether to go or not like 4 hrs b4 it started. yeah i went in the end. AWESOME!! AHH AUNTY CATHIE SANG!! I MISS ISOW!!! ahh isow would b better if its conduct in smaller groups. roar!


anyways i went thru my friendster's testimonals juz now. yes as u can see i was super bored. n then so much memories came back! more of my sec 2 memories.


things like
-me n them aka crazy group in the class.
-chasing leon all the way to the GUYS toliet n sprayed water from the hose at him ya caz he disturb me when i was eating. (haha tats super funny lahh. i still remembered tat day was the day when all the guys in my class respected my for doing tat) its sooo funny.
-me n jon's wonderful craping lessons during history.
-scolded ms chang for insulting me. caz she said i was flirting with jon. when i wasnt.
it happened like tat
me n jon talking (caz i was bored)
ms chang: LINETTE STOP FLIRTING WITH JONATHAN! blablablabla
linette: SHUT UP LAH!
(ms chang shuts up. whole class stunds.)
jon: wat kind of girl r u lah.


hahahha i was piss k. caz she insulted me. well she insults everyone lahh.
so anyway bcaz of all these i've done since sec 1 to sec 2 i'm known to b "dun eva make linette angry"


haha its so funny how i was last time. hmm rather rebelious ya? now's different k. i'm kinder now. i rarely scold ppl unless i'm really really mad.


WELL ITS WAS A WONDERFUL ENJOYABLE YEARS TOO LAHH. but if those ppl who's not from sch, they will never imgine i was this sort of person. i'm now not k. i'm nice now=)


saw a few out of the blue ppl today.
diana- PRI SCH FRIEND WHO HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY, YEAR, MTH N BORN IN THE SAME HOSPITAL WITH 2 OR 3 HRS DIFFERENCE ONLY. (during 9am after taking my holy communion)
jonathan- tim huang's brother. was kinding the lync ppl n then he taps me. as usual beinging the camera person.


yupp ohoh 9am was fully PACK today. like super super pack caz of comfirmation.=)

by the cross. i pray.

the mission workshops was alright.
did registration.
n then went for the understanding buddhism n later the understanding islam.
well didnt really learn much from the buddhism one caz i noe most of it already n translating english to chinese makes it draggy.
the islam one was rather good. at least i learn something. n the speaker gave us more detail notes like 3 different stack of notes. yupp rather good notes.


hmm. i wanted to learn more from buddhism. but kinda disappointed. oh wells.


i didnt go of the soccer things in the end=)


oh took this beautiful pic from the santuary. yupp its the santuary's cross

my photo taking skill r great!=)

-by the cross. i pray.

WHEE

ok. had tuition today. yucks.


anyways work today was kinda tiring. its friday night so yaa... was super fedd up when i want to sit down n ppl starts to come ROAR.


send godma hoem juz now. she told my bro to go by the LONG way hmm went there in 30mins n reach home in 15 mins. i love bro's driving!! he doesnt speed i saw the speed thing it only passes the 100 speed by a bit. but some how it seem fast when u'r in the car. exciting. n the way the u-turns its like WOAHHHHH SO PRO LAHHH super. like he can bang into the wall but he didnt even get close to it. n i realised he's not like dad who's too lazy to signal left or right. but bro signal even when he's change lane. which is good. mayb army train him like tat?


i'll learn driving from him next time. FOR SURE. i make sure he teaches me his pro driving.


need to b in church by 10am tml YAWN.
i dun noe if i still want to go for the soccer thing caz i need to work at night which will b tiring. n i'm sure if i go for the soccer thing i might b going for dinner. somehow i'm starting to think the soccer things is retarded. i dun play soccer but i'm cheering for those playing. no comments over that.

attutide?

spend some time clearning up my msn contacts deleted alot of contacts i mean alot abt 10 to 20 of them.


block nose is still on.
didnt work today.
$30 gone OH WELLS doesnt matter lahh.
money's issnt major to me.


sometimes i really really cant stand dad. i mean he eats in the room n attracts tons of ants in mum's room. i really feel like scolding him but never have the chance to. yes i noe i have to obey parents but sometimes i think when one's wrong u really should do something so tat the person can wake up. afterall, i'm the only one in my family tat dares to scold dad [when he's wrong]. ya ya then i'll get the term from him of not respecting ur parents which i hate it. already trying very hard to control my words to dad. ya but wat i cant stand abt dad is that he's stubborn, think for himself, thinks highly of himself n also thinks he's perfect. but in the family he has the worst character. he always come out with his theory of how to be a better person but he NEVER apply it on himself.


sometimes i really want the past dad back the SUPER SUPER firece dad. i noe he's happier now. but everyone in the family doesnt like the way he is now. he somehow hack cares everything except things related to himself.
i mean is it so hard to keep the food out of the room so that the ants wont come. ok so its not my room but mum sleep there too, hasnt he thought abt her at all?


pushing the blame on being old or on others is not an excuse at all.


i feel like a child parenting at father. shouldnt it b the other way?



he have to change.
n i have to pray really realy hard.


i wish he sees this.


but at times he's a really really great dad too=)

sick soon

i think i'm gonna get sick SOON or mayb i am already.


down with block nose n
dry throat which will soon give me sore throat


i feel the hot air in me HAH=)


*i'm hot wat*