thoughts plus pictures

Hmm shall up load some photos

but b4 that i shall blog stuffs.

hmm. i juz finish doing my chinese home yeahh the 2 test paper with out li jie wen da. =) somehow i find it kind weird caz u noe i suck totally at the close passage let me juz u an example. today for my first paper i got 2/10 n guess wat for the 2nd paper i got 8/10 yeahhh n the thing is i read like super careful for the 1st one n i got only 2 correct!! n my 2nd paper i juz slack read the passage n i got 8 correct??? i really wonder if i should read my chinese properly or juz scan thru. i think i got to start reading more chinese. n work hard for me li jie wen da/che yan.

ohh u noe during holidays we had the mock exam right n i freeking got 50/140. tats like way horible lahh!! its like a f9 lahh n i've never done so badly for chinese b4? darn chinese. oh well the paper was hard lahh like really really hard. n i really got to kick my habbit of dozing off during tests.

i shall start reading more chinese. hmmm not forgeting english. i finally decided to read finish my english book i bought a year ago. ok new aim.

i must read at least 1 english story book 1 mth. think ones i mean.

ermm read every night.

n for chinese i must read all those chinese compo n compre in my chinese assesment book.

anyways since i'm going JC i think i will got buy the electronic dictionary i guess really really do need one or i'm sure to waste time during exam.

ohhh i haven reach my motivation of going to JC yet. its still kinda ughhh JC... ok.. yeah i'll have to go there b get into uni. kinda forced type. ahhh okk slowly.. i'll somehow find tat motivation again.=)

n yeah last night dad came into my room to talk to sis. then he said he wants to open a shop for sis. asked her to take over n all. but sis wants to study first. ok then he suddenly come n ask me linette u want a shop i also open one for u lahh. n i'm like NOOOOOOO i dun want. juz dun ask me to own the shop if u want me to help out ok but i dun want to own it. so he said. aye can earn abt $10 000 a mth lehh. so i said if i get my ambition i guess i might earn more. hahaha

anyways $10000 at mth at 17 its like WOAHHHHH but super hard work u noe n its not like comfirm $10 000 a mth lahhh ayee dee wait till ur business gets really really famous then talk abt getting $10 000 a mth lahh. but still haha i wont want to take over the business. i'm not even interested in it lahh. i'm only interested in the cooking. for my family but not for customers.

lets do some caculation. $10000 a mth so one day u'll have to get abt $300 a day. ayee tats quite little haha hmm then u'll have to pay for monthly gas, water, electric, food supplys bills n worker's pay. so lets say i might cut down till min $5000. hahaha actually $5000 a mth is not bad lahh n $300 a day is really little. mum told me b4 tat we must earn at least $700 a day to cover up the extras. hahahh talk abt getting $10000 per mth. the main shop obviously earn more than $700 a day lah but if its small shops, wait till the business gets more famous lahh.

DARN sis juz got $1000 for her suppose to b yearly bonus. hmph. oh wells. i'll get continue to concentrate in my studies then after O's all go out to get some outside working experience.

OK PHOTO TIME!

kenneth drew it. hahah CUTE RIGHT!!bday present from meiping! LOVE IT MAN!!!!phantom! there's a high chance of me watching it with xueling! =) anyone for it??

adam khoo workshop! "we all have the same nuerology, its only a question of STRATEGY" under tat is a mind map of myself n under mindmap is MID-YEAR EXAM TIMETABLE!!ADAM KHOO WORKSHOP I KINDA MISS IT!

mi lu bing?

COURTESY OF TESSA

tats mi lu bing being interview on stage.

them with kenneth n huiting.

them with kylieyes. strong TALL almighty daph. n SHORT me.

easter play

oh man easter's coming! juz a year ago lync was busying rehersaling for our easter musical play n today for lync we were watching YMCA's easter musical play. oh man its good lahh the actors are like fully out to act the ah beng is like u tat tipical ah beng tat u'll see in some stupid ah beng show from mediacorp
n the dancers WOAH SUPER PRO LAHHH!!! they are like some super real dancer from professional dances i guess really really good.
yeapp all of them were super enthu n all.
at the end timothy chow with this 3 guys went up stage to have a talk.



daph: jun is gonna regret for not bring here lah.
lin: haha????? tonight dun have another one meh?
daph: no they cancel it.
lin: oh.
after awhile...
lin: aye they r mi lu bing???????
daph: YA!? tats y i said jun will regret not being here!

ya so tat 3 guys who went up stage were mi lu bing! HAHAH COOL RIGHT MI LU BING CAME TO MY CHURCH FOR TAT YMCA PLAY. n i had no idea they were milubing at first
oh n i wonder y were they invited.
anyways they came n talked abt their christian life. didnt noe they were christians at all.

heard from JL tat huiting love them n hahah she got to take photos with them. i guess its one of her biggest birthday present! =)

if i can i'll go get some taken photos of them from tessa then might upload tml.=)


but anyways compare to lync's easter play obviously they are better afterall they are much older n have really pro dancers oh the play is funny too hahaha tat stupid techno ringtone. but i think they have very few cast? ohohoh then the crew did some retarded stuff too hahahaha.

pretty good show lah. =)

MR GLOSE! MR YEO!!! MHMB!!!!

band today was the best band practise since i've entered bhss.
yes mr glose came!!! wheeee!
i got no idea y but the band acted like he was some kind of vip?
like y do u need a slient room when a conductor of the best sec sch band in sg comes?


but for mhss glose is juz another conductor or our beloved conductor, mr yeo's 'shi fu'
glose brought me to the times when we had our practices with mr yeo. i miss mr yeo lahh.
cant stand mr ling he's like a follower? saying "i've told them this before wat they juz dun listen" yeah yeah wateva lah.

then it made me think of mr yeo again of how he can stand with his rights n jag mr glose. =)
thou at times mr yeo can b some bo chap n attutide at times. but he's really a good conductor who craps with us too.

i seriously miss mhmb days.....

anyways so i didnt regret not going for sports day heats n for band. but untill glose left band was back to the same old draggy waste of time + being super tired since we played from 130 to 430 with glose. i still dun get the point y we have the end band the same time as mon n wed when we start band 2hrs earlier on fridays.


yes 5hrs of playing can really kill.
brainless timing.
n tat mr ong juz wont understand playing for 5hrs can really exhust ppl.

WONDERFUL COURSE.

adam khoo's course was wonderful.
with gary's n leroy's weird funny life experience jokes,
the inspirational talks,
n gary is wahh SOOO LAME LAHH.


WEIJUN! I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE LAMER THAN U!
jun's like the ultimate already lah n gary is like SUPER ULTIMATE LAH.
with his expression n different range of voices i tell u if u dun laugh there's surely something wrong with u.


crying was cool =)
for the first time i felt so emotional lah.
serious, everytime i feel like crying the tear will juz stay inside but never flows out?
yeah so its like if i can cry i'll juz cry n cry n cry.=)


anyways of caz i didnt learn things!
mindmaps with drawing. but i tell u i hate drawing lah the idea will b in my head but i cant draw for nuts.
then there's speed reading. tats cool man! i like the games!=)
treasuring ur love ones.
n yeah the most important i've learn COURAGE.=)


but one thing is i'm not motivated at all. i mean the things they thought was really good. but i wasnt motivated. i realised tat i dun get motivated by words i'll only get motivated when i feel like motivating myself with anything.


anyways LISTEN UP PPL!!!
I'M GOING BACK TO MY JC CHOICE AGAIN. YES TATS MEANS I'M NOT GOING POLY BUT BUT BUT I'M STILL NAILED TO MY PASSION JUZ TAT LAROY TOLD ME TAT A JC TO A UNI WILL B A BETTER CHOICE.
N YES ONCE AGAIN JC CHOICE: ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLAGE!
WHEEEEEEE
i'll get motivated for SA soon. not today lahh caz i'm tired n needs to relax.


"i'm so proud of u"

BESTFRIEND.

MY QING MEI ZU MA(s) =) ok i noe qing mei zu ma is 1 boy 1 girl right haha pretend its for both girl. ohhh n kenneth! =) he can b my qing mei zu ma only tat he's 6 years younger than me. HAH=)





by the neos: LINNY!

LAZY LAHH!

u noe how lazy i can get especially during holidays. yeah so i'm not going to upload photos yet.
i've decided to finish up ALL my homework by today. n relax with out homework worries tml=)
wheee.....

YES SOO LAZY.
i hate homework.
i want to SLACK!!
wats my holiday for man.
sheesh.


shall get my brain started.
anyways the more i do chinese the more horible it gets.
stupid chinese.

birthday waffles

i'm feeling lazy to blog.
will blog more with pictures tml!
n i promise to do my hw tml!

oh kim came my house n brought waffles as birthday waffles cake.

took pictures with her n kenneth.

by the neos: "linny!"

BIRTH DAY CUM ZOO DAY

ZOO WAS COOL
GOING WAS XUELING MADE IT FUN!
but jf n jim were so not sporting


anyways birthday midnight



at funan eating while waiting for jf n jim





AT THE ZOO!!


chio bu zoo keeper!


BEAR! looks like brotherbear right!?


CAMEL! SUPER SUPER SKINNY LAHH!!


LAMAS!!!!!!!!


xueling was dying to see it!


Orang Utans!


Zebra!


Giraffe


on the tram!


stupid jinfong!


jinfong's best friend, tats the only time jinfong decided to b awake.


told u its jinfong's best friend!


KANGAROOOO


HEY ZOOKEEPER!!


xueling being retarded. as usual.


she tries to kiss hippo.


i love the white tiger!


xueling meets TIGER!


NOOO TIGER NOOOO................. HELP!!


HERO XUELING!!!!


something retarded


but not as retarded as this.


anyways i juz realised tat we didnt go to ALOT of places in the zoo. all jim n jf's fault if jf told me he dun need to go back by 5pm anymore i would have stayed longer. =(

after 16 years

i'm 17. YES I NOE I'M OLD.

rrrghh.

thanks 5N3 for the birthday cake!!

love u guys although it was kinda malu having the ur guys to sing in an empty echo-ey canteen with quite a number of ppl walking pass.

thanks leon for coming back!

thanks xueling jim n jin fong for pei-ing me to the ZOO!!!

YES ZOO!!!

it was sooooo cool! hahaha i've enjoyed myself.

and this 17 i've changed my name to....

yes chen chen mui, linette rrghh.

year 16.

i had lunch at this high class resturant with mum n sis. we were suppose to go to goodwood park hotel but caz it was fully booked we went somewhere eles which i haven been there for like SOOO many years. great its still open. had escargot, mushroom soup, n some chicken tat was really good. the mushroom soup was really good too. escargot was normal. but oh wells the food still rocks! n i love the way the resturant is the dim lights made it so romantic although its at some ulu top level conner of far east shopping centre, there were still ppl going there. pretty cool huh. i tot it have closed down after so many years.

i'll b having another family dinner later. i love family dinners!=)


anyways here's my review on year 16.

sometimes u juz stand there n start thinking y r ppl so childish.
to me if ppl calls someone names i guess the person should have some reflection abt themself rather than ignoring it and think its full of crap.
i guess lots of ppl dun do tat lah especially ppl with pride.
well i'll do tat lah i'll b like some idiot who will go n directly ask the person why n stuff. infact i dun get named lah. oh i do only once. erm yeah that incident a year ago when my good friends broke ties with me caz i tot of a singpore singer who's ugly then they started talking out bad stuff abt me. rather childish i must say. till today still dun get the point of it.

anyways it kinda brought me out of my troubles with my class and them lah. so i guess it was good. n yeah tat time jim told me tat after tat incident i changed into a more joyful person. and with all that has happened during tat time, now i dun regret having the friendship broken.

i guess its juz how weird God works with ppl lah. making me suffer and then changing me into things better.

i guess if u juz know me u'll never think tat i was once a bossy tempermental little girl. well i guess sometimes it's still in me lah especially recently when i juz feel like throwing temper around. hahah actually there's a few reason one lah
1) i juz wanted to end "my suckie yet turned good" year 16 in tat way. throwing all the problems out on anything when i have a chance. weird yeah?
2) i'm in a different sch now which means new ppl n all. n i'm different when i'm in a new environment caz i dun really like ppl to noe who i'm actually am at the start. i prefer slow n easy.

ok so tats abt it lah i'm gonna end my year 16 like tat n throw all hurts n pain away. (ok its actually gone lah. haha=)) and juz start to b another year older! ahhhhhhh wat will year 17 like?


Dear Daddy God,
although year 16 sucked in the begining but i remembered u didnt make me loney on day 1 of year 16 u gave me the most unexpected ppl to celebrate my birthday with me xueling beeting daphne n felicia. n a day b4 u gave me sabrina n jim who bought me a snoopy bday cake. these were one of the coolest surprise.
You gave me a friend who supported me, who stood by my side quitely when i was devastated. thanks you Lord that i have pulled thru all these with ur strength. thanks you Lord for my N level results thou it wasnt wat i wanted u gave me the most unexpected score for my O level maths. thank you Lord for beinging with me when i studied, when i laugh, when i cried, when i loved. n of caz thank you for all my friends n every bit of happening wether its good or bad i thank u Lord for everything even shoelace incident! HAHAHAHA =)
may u make year 17 a great n wonderful year!=)
Amen.


i'll b spending day one of year 17 in the zoo!
WHEEEE

new strings, killer riding n results.

I LOVE TAN WEIJUN!!!
SHE BOUGHT ME NEW STRINGS N PICKS! WHEEEEE MY SHI FU!!!! hahah


today was a killer.
ok there wasnt lync service we had cycling-amazing race at east coast park. n guess wat my group was super sway lahh.
this was out route: the jetty to lagoon to somewhere round east coast resort to big splash then ALL THE WAY TO SAILING CENTRE then ALL THE WAY BACK TO B.K

we almost died man. we like traveled from one end to the other end lah. n yes we were the last group to end the race.

but aiya i love riding bikes so it was pretty fun lahh. n i've never ride tat long b4 abt 3 hrs of ridding?? imgine tat.


anyways yesterday i got back my CA results/parents meeting.
haha ms cheng complain to dad abt me sleeping in class. oh fine i noe lah i must kick my sleeping habits. anyways dad wasnt angry lahh he juz want to faster finish the parents meeting, go home n sleep. i guess this sleeping thing runs in the family huh. like father like daughter. oh wells i failed 2 subjects. doesnt matter to me anyways caz i'll never b bothered with CAs n plus its not included in mid years wat.
hahah quite bad thinking lahh but aiya i'll comfirm study hard during for exams lah.

well which mean i'm chionging all the way after my syf. ok mayb i'll give myself 1 week break. then CHIOOOOONNNGGGGGG................ wheeeee i'm kinda excited. i think studying can b pretty fun. YES i like to study n see the results, tat makes studying fun=)


but first i want band to end faster. ughh.


my butt hurts.

the greatest love of all

matthew 22:36-39
36 Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?"
37 Jesus replied: "love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind."
38 this is the first and greatest commandment.
39 and the second is like it : "love your neighbour as yourself."


there's this song tat goes like this
"a new commandment i give on to you is to love one another as i have love u"


its been some love fanatics season i guess but for me love wasnt an issue for me in fact i cant even b bothered with my human love life.
i dun really understand wat human love is.
i dun understand y human yearns so much for love.
hmmm wait mayb i do after my years of observing i think i do understand y human yearns for love.
ok thats not my point.

i was friendstering juz now then i went pass some friends who practically changed wether if its attutide wise or wateva lah. somehow it was kinda disappointing of how human changes under influence. how can human change under the spells of love, under the spell of popularity, under the spell of hurts, under the spell of lonelyness.

ok so it was 945pm , my quite time period, then i on my music n the first song was
"trust in the lord" by hillsong kids.

Trust, trust in the Lord
Lean not on your own understanding
In all, all of your ways
Acknowledge Him
He'll make your path straight

You'll be my guide for life
I'll walk by Your side
With Your hand in mine
I'll go where You lead me

My eyes can only see
The ground beneath my feet
Your dreams are greater
Your ways are higher
O Lord please show me

Bless my thoughts
My dreams my imaginations
Step by step
Your delight, Your creation


trust in the lord, lean not on ur own understand.
he see ur dreams, he noes ur dream
and all u have to do is to trust him
n he'll make ur path straight.

simple as tat.

tat song gave me teary eyes immidately.
can ur trust in God be like a child like trust.
when u start to learn how to walk all u want to go is to faster walk towards ur parents open arms. where u noe that is certainly the arms u will feel safe in the arms tat will support u, to pick u up again when u fall.
n now tats wat God is waiting for ur trust in him with arms open wide, then he will support u n always b there to guide u.


then i started reading my QT thing.
the word tat strike me was LOVE.
2 simple rules: LOVE GOD n LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR.
"1st we commit our heart to God then show your love for God by loving people, even the underserving ones."
our love for a deserving God drives us to love others in spite of their actions or attutides.
loving for God's sake even provides the grace and strength to forgive those who have heaped injustic upon us.
matt 5:44 "love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you"

bcaz of love God send his son to die for us. God's love is greater than any other love. the peace of love the joy of love all comes from God but first u have to love him to feel all these. he loves u when u rejects now he's waiting for u to put ur trust in him n LOVE HIM.
thus, this overcomes everything.

2007 lync's goal: LOVE GOD, LOVE OTHERS

warm.

those words would heal the hurt.
those words would heal that broken friendship.
those words would heal the broken heart.
those words would let me forgive her.

"sorry abt last time."

those were the words i long to hear.
those were heart warming words.

new picks please

i think i new to get new picks.
i mean not transparent picks caz wheneva i break from guitar i'll take a long time to find my pick again.

didi took my orange pick.

WHEEEEEE

yay ibenaz PF60SCE

GREATEST THANKS TO:
WEIJUN! for helping me seach for good guitar for mths!!
MUMMY! for buying me the guitar as my christmas and birthday present!=)

ibenaz PF60SCE. MY CHIO DARLING!!

the CLASSIC. the DARLING. the BAO BEI.

THE OTHER PART OF MY LIFE!=)

ibanez PF60SCE

AHHHH I BOUGHT TAT GUITAR TODAY!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE
MY DARLING!!!



ibanez PF60SCE !!!! WHEEEEE

I'LL TAKE MORE PHOTOS OF IT TML!! YAY!!!=)

YAWN

i'm tired.
physically i guess?
oh wells doesnt really matter actually.


practically i've been busy with lots of stuff. tat's y my post recently r juz short n simple. there's band. chinese tuition. band. chinese tuition. and band again. tiring lah n now they juz have to make this ERP? remedial. on tuesdays n thursdays which is my tuition days. crap lah. of all days i wont mind a bit if its either on mondays wed or fri yeah band days. =)
band sucks. the best thing abt band is the ppl are pretty nice. n today there's this rehersal concert thing lah so we manage to escape from chinese ERP. =)

but after the rehersal there's full band again. n yeah band sucked again.

oh wells. i'm going band for my bao bei cornet.
oh yeahhh i brought my bao bei home today!=)
N I WANT TO BY A NEW GUIT BY SUNDAY.
i'm juz dragging too long from christmas to now. 3 mths already lah. sheesh man cant i juz decided on a guit.


this is the one weijun juz suggest to me.

ibanez PF60SCE $360 at sweelee

may my strength be from God.