loving chinese (edited)

after tuition i went to sleep. tats abt 5 n guess wat i woke up at 920pm.
woke up caz i really needed to pee n i was thinking ahh mum will wake me up soon. then i start to wonder "ehh y am i on this (sister's) side of the bed?" then i realised its actually at night no morning. suppose to wake up at 9 n darn i missed my 9pm show. so i have to watch the 2am one which will end at 245am.
well, since i happily slept for 4hrs i guess i wont b able to sleep so early lah.


ANYWAYS i need to poo now.
then study.


edited.

while i was pooing i remembered i want to blog something.
HAH I PASS MY CHINESE TEST WITH A 50% HAHAHAHA n guess wat i didnt do 3 out of 5 compre questions lahh!! haha and there's like on,y 4 passes 1 with 65% n the rest with 50% hahah i was SUPER shock when lao shi called my name second lahh. caz with 3 compre questions not done i'm prepared to fail lah.
hahah tat gave me comfidence in chinese again
HAH=)

productive study

today was good.=)

stayed back in sch to study with ben tan n jim till 5pm today. pretty productive. =)

juz cant go home to study lahh.. once i'm home i'll feel like sleeping unless its at night, so y waste the afternoon by sleeping? now i can study both in the afternoon n at night. n of caz i'll sleep when i reach home till 9pm? then starts to study again at 1030pm=)

FUN!

btw sis and i are in cold war

she's pretty childish lahh caz u noe she has 3 pillows n like i use one of them caz its pretty flat. so yesterday she took the pillow n didnt "put it on my side" usually she'll use my fat pillow, which i dun use, when she's in the living room watching tv. yeah but it doesnt bother me lah caz i can even sleep without using pillows.=)

if i decide to b mean i can always do one thing tat will "kill" her. take doggy (snoopy) away from her. its mine anyways n she's super attach to it.
i really wonder if she's going 21 this year.

the one on the right is doggy. left is doppy. =) both mine. n i have many many more. smaller n bigger ones.

hey look at those 2 weirdly grown pimples on my neck there. it looks like i got a vampire bite or something.

back to ME=)

jeremiah 29:21
For I know well the plans I have in mind for you, says the LORD, plans for your welfare, not for woe! plans to give you a future full of hope.

okays so it got a little drama after i blogged finish. n sis became even more irritating. so irritating u noe!
well in the end i got the room to myself for tat night.
it was DAMN AWESOME LAH.


anyways after the drama series i decided to cool down before i get started with my midnight studies. decided to play my guitar. yes as i have said b4 guitar was a gift from God to help me take away my problems in His presence.

recovered in half an hours time. did some QT too.
anyways the day before my QT was on trusting in God tat everything tat is done, He has plans for it. i dunno wat His plan was for me but surely its better than being tat me who ALWAYS keeps things inside of me till i'm feeling juz too heavy.


okays SO I WANTED TO BLOG SOME STUFF YESTERDAY WITH PICTURES.
YES encounter fest!

lazy to blog so i'll juz upload the pictures=)

FACE 2 FACE vol 1! i tot both music n sermon was GREAT.

face 2 face tee shirt. really nice shirt lahh. suppose to b an ushering shirt but hah i didnt usher.=)

back of the shirt n song lyrics! LYnC and BRIDGES!!!!

OH YES MY BLOG SONG! although the loading of it can get pretty irritating but ITS REALLY REALLY NICE. n the lyrics!!

by faith i WILL hold on

GIVE ME A PERSONAL ROOM.

its SUCKS when u'r on at 90% mood to b on a midnight study for a day caz sister, who shares the same room with u aint coming home caz she have gone for a chalet which is like super rare.
SO u decide to stay in church for the MARVALOUS encounter feasr which ends at 8pm, eats dinner till 9 plus n reaches home at 1015.
AND since sis wont b home, u decided to waste ur time on the com, change ur blog song, find the lyrics, loving the song SO much.
THEN close to 12 the house door opens then ur room door opens with a irritating voice "I'M BACK!! I BROUGHT FOOD FOR U!!"
then ur midnight studying mood, with God's music being LOUD, with an EMPTY room, without ppl distracting u at MIDNIGHT, DROPS TO ZERO PERCENT.
even food cant make any happier.
then u start asking "y are u home?? i told u not to come home wat"
then she starts to say "i stay here wat y cant i b home"


n ur mood of midnight studying drops to NEGATIVE TEN PERCENT.
so u go to ur mum's room n complains to her.
looks away n cries.
n mum still happily ask u "how to spell the short form of tomorrow? is its tml?"
n u cry without her even noticing when u'r juz abt two arm length away from her, plus using ur shirt sleves to wipe ur tears off.
stays there for abt 5mins without being noticed for crying then leaves the room being disappointed.
then ur mood of studying now drops to NEGATIVE FIFTY PERCENT.


AND NOW YOU WONT BE ABLE TO HAVE FUN MIDNIGHT STUDYING CAUSE ITS 1:11AM AND SIS WILL BE BACK IN THE ROOM IN ABOUT AN HOUR TIME.



TODAY'S MOOD
not to good from being a speech day audience,
goes home to sleep wakes up at 2 happily going to church.
mood goes up when church starts,
mood gets to the max during encounter feast.
mood gets higher when u starts thinking of midnight study
then mood drops to the lowest point it can b when sis gives a "surprise" home coming.


i dun want to have results with a mindset like last time "juz pass the subjects can already" i want a to do well for exam i want to think of intresting ways to keep me motivated to study like midnite studying without sis n then sis WILL ALWAYS BREAK THEM.


CANT THEY EVER UNDERSTAND I NEED N I WANT TO STUDY?!?!?!?!?!?!

no caz parents dun mind their children not studying so siblings never noe wat its like wanting to study n do really well.

for goodness sake its my O level year.
before i give up
GIVE ME A PERSONAL ROOM!

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

before i start getting distracted by the com again, like today, i'll quit msn till exam ends. yes i want to study. yay. suddenly i think studying is fun. well actually wheneva i really start to study, it will b fun=)


ok there's this speech day thing tml. sian lah i really dun want to go as audience. but yeah i'm going. stupid sch juz love to force us to do stupid things.


anyways thinking of it i've never, never recieve any prizes, other than for macritchie, since pri sch. hahah yeah oh wells. dun really bother. as long as i win myself, i'm happy.=)


let me do some mid year targeting.
english- c5
chinese-b4 (WILL b working hard on it soon)
Amaths- B3
E.maths- A1
science- b4
humanities- c5

L1R5 22
i'll take it slowly step by step.
but i'll study hard.
yay!=)


meanwhile i'll play right now till i sleep. do all the thing i can do b4 i start to studying.


STUDYING STARTS TML. =)

RELAXED.

i always wondered y do they always have to make the bottom of cone icecreams b filled with chocolate. cant cant it b white kind of chocolate?? there was this one person who once told me tat was the best part of cone ice-cream. i think its the worst. ok juz bcaz i dun like eat chocolates. =)


i'm playing buggle call for speech day. didnt want to play at first caz i really didnt want to play n plus i didnt want to go to sch on a sat juz to play it. oh wells since xueling is playing snare drum n justin dun want to play i'll play lah. to me it seems so empty without a bugle call in a parade.


my eyes are pretty sore so i'm with specty again=)
had 2.4 run today. i almost died lahh plus i was sick. juz wanted to run n get over with it n u noe whenever i run no matter how bad i feel i wont stop caz i'll psycho myself with the "1 more round than i stop. 1 round later i'll say still got 2 more rounds aiya juz run lah" felt super dizzy after running.


well i'm alright now.=)


i'm gonna do my QT now. haven been doing for DAYS caz my brain isnt working properly couldnt get stuff into my head. n after QT i'm gonna do Amaths=)


hold me in Your arms.

DONUTS!

didnt go to sch. pretty sick n have been sleeping ALOT today.


anyways godma bought dunkin donuts for me=) but i think the one at raffles city is better even thou i'm there every week i wont b bother buying it again the quee is far tooooo long lahh.

this sliver band.

the band got a sliver. not too bad yeah?


i tot i played quite badly. n the suckest of all was having blaze in between me n gui yuan so i cant hear him for a certian part n it was a total rubbish. but it sounded ok lah. when i played i tot it sucked like shit man. but after hearing the recording sam did well it wasnt as bad as i tot.

predicted a sliver n yeah the band got it.


but well this syf to me was like "oh ok syf. go in perform play it well. end." the suckest thing was the moment i entered the hall i started sneezing. n u noe when i sneeze the mood is not really there. so oh wells.


i'm starting to get sicker. expected it already. down with a flu now. i dunno how in the world am i going to do my 2.4 run on wed. hope i can push back my sickness again. have been preventing a sore throat since friday. juz wed.... caz when i start to get sick, it takes abt 1 to 2 weeks b4 i recover.


sian.

a pure heart.

u noe the guy whom i post on 2 post away? he passed away yesterday's afternoon.
anyways after his baptisim, b4 he died,
he told his son this "after i recover, lets go church together."

oh his son used to go to cityteens if u guys remember him he's called james the boy who have a very very nice angmo-chinese mix.


anyways band's syf tml.
thou i'm not committed to the band i'll still play my very best lahh.
afterall its my last performance with my cornet.
n i've always love performing for band.
unless mhmb comes back some how, i'll b performing again.
still i'll perform with a music heart n enjoy this last performance.

not like friday the thirteen.

band uniform. sucks.

ok shalnt talk abt band.

anyways i didnt go to sch yesterday caz i was far to tired. n mum allowed caz she knew if i go to sch i'll b sleeping in class. no important lesson yesterday so yupp she allowed me to skip sch. then i juz remembered tat there's ss test yesterday. oh wells...

i was talking to my obs friend juz now. yes like after 2 years. pretty good chat. anyways i tried to find my obs group photo but cant find it mayb someday i'll find it n upload it.=) then i realised tat he used to b me "kor". thinking of it the "kor" word makes my hair stand.

anyways i had english oral. i tot it went well. the sucky thing was tat i added words into my reading passage. it was horible lahhh but after awhile i was alright already. picture n coversations was kind impromptu as in i didnt really say wat i plan to say. juz my words leads me to where i should go. pretty cool. i tot i talked too much tat the teacher cut me off when i felt like i want to talk more. =) pretty cool juz tat my reading sucked.

OK so today was even cooler. i reached home abt 7 plus bathed finish by 730 n then i heard this "BOOM BOOM BOOM" sounds tot it was the road of something it was pretty long lah so i decided to go n take a look n guess wat! I WAS FIREWORKS FROM UNIVERSITY ROAD!!! i guess this rich university road person smuggled fireworks from malaysia. hahaha i wonder wat will happen if the govt. finds out. hmmm but aiya who cares! ITS SUPER NICE!!! LIKE WOAH REALLY NICE. first time i'm seeing fireworks in this bukit timah area. stupid trees always cover the fireworks on national day n new year day.

REALLY NICE! wanted to take a photo but by the time i took my cam the fireworks ended.

i wonder wats the GREAT occasion tat will make them break singapore's rules on friday the 13th.

not like friday the thirteen.

the death bed

less than a mth ago, he heard he contracted last stage of cancer.
before he was admited to hospital he told his wife,
"dont try to convert me. i want to die as a buddist."
told his wife n children on the hospital bed,
"dun talk to me abt faith"

his cancer worsen, he rejected any prayers from anyone.
till this week he accepted a prayer from pastor john lin.
and today he is in ICU n he said,
"i want to b a christian, i want to get baptised."
n right now pastor john lin is rushing his way down to the hospital to baptise him.

tats my mum's friend's husband.


indeed God does wonders.
i dunno y he suddenly want to accept christ but surely on his deathbed God did something other gods cant do.


if God can change a hard hearted man, wat more unimginable stuff can he do?

juz 5 more days.

had nafa today. n i'm pretty happy with wat i got. 47, 18, 10.7, 42, 204yupp all A yes from the first time i'm getting all A caz usually my SnR sucks. somehow i did it today. now its my 2.4km dunno y but i'm deproving.
oh well i'll go find my perserverence again.


after nafa i went for band.
well band was pretty alright today still band with mr ong sucks but when the band becomes united n hates a conductor, it gets pretty fun.
anyways leng will b back tml so i guess everything will b better again.=)


really really tired from band lah. plus my weird sleeping/studying new arrangement, i'm over exhusted. i mean i come home close to 7pm n tries to sleep around 7 to 9pm or eles 10 to 12am n starts to do homework. then caz i've slept, i wont b able to sleep so early. so i'll sleep at 2am n also caz i got tv show at 1am. but when i sleep like last night i couldnt sleep till 3am. SO the next day, i'll sleep in class.


almost back out today. yeah felt it. after i finish my sbj n waiting for the rest, i went to squart n look at the nafa score thing. n when i stand up everything was blurr couldnt see much things n i couldnt balance myself. it was really freaky lah. caz i've never felt like tat b4? like i almost couldnt control my body, everything seems so blurr, darkening.
but its good tat it went away within few seconds.
i cant imgine fainting in the middle of a place with out support.


when i'm weary, all i need is YOUR strength.
give me Your strength Lord.

stupid band.

BAND SUCKS LAH!!


for the first time with my cornet life i'm being cut off caz 'i cant play well'.
wa lau...
i mean if i really cannot play then i dun mind not playing but I CAN PLAY only tat today something went wrong with me. arrgh.
i dun see the point of cutting down players. not for a few parts but like HALF THE SONG.
it shows the judges the band cant play so u need to take the 'useless' ppl off.
now tat i dun need to play HALF THE SONG, wats the point of going syf.
think wat go syf show face only ar.
stupid mr ong.
where's mr leng?!
i had fun in band tat last few times he was there.
n tats wat i wanted!!
FUN.


told u i want to quit already.

good friday to easter sunday =)

on the bus ride home from lunch today mum told me something.
i shall put the story in another form. but tat's wat happened.

on friday night. sis n i recieve a msg from a friend.
msg: this is plex.. will be celebrating my bithday on the april 20th friday 7pm at THE ONE.. its a ktv cum pool pub.. address NO 1 neil road opposits maxwell hawker centre.. you are invited... plz inform me if u can make it..

ok so sis went to talk to dad.
sis: daddy where is neil road??
dad: the place where u can find alot of nails lor.
-.-
sis: my friend said its a ktv cum pool pub. can swim one.


HAHAHHAHHAHA OH MANNN MY SIS IS DAMN NOOB.
i'm sure u can swim in a ktv.


ok anyways haven been blogging for a long time so today's post might be long. yes its gonna b abt good friday to easter sunday. juz wanted to blog all of them together.


this year good friday n easter really did mean something to me. it was juz jesus died on the cross n resurrected on the the 3rd day. it was how he cared for others even when he was suffering. aiya dunno how to say but yeah its was something different this year.


ok so for the first time being a christian, i decided to go to the good friday THREE HOURS service. ok lahh its not too bad. i tot it was rather good. i mean sometimes u juz really to noe the meaning of Good friday n the 7 last words. yeah. so friday was good thou it was 3 hrs with 7 short sermons, 8 hymns was sang which i've only heard of 1 or 2 of them. and man i juz love the nave its so beautiful, peaceful. n yes no butt pain. the chair was really comfortable. n thou there's air con which doesnt really work but still accpetable.=)

tat night i was chating with jim till FOUR AM. super late lah n guess wat i have sch at 8am the next day. but it was a pretty fun cool chat. =)

so woke up at 730 for sch.
had Amaths to band to worship prac to lync.
i brought me guit to sch caz there worship prac starts at 11 for tat day so there will be like hours b4 lync start. but i didnt have the time to practise lah. ANYWAYS back to point. i didnt really want to bring my guit caz its so poser lahh. but i ended up bringing caz jun ask me to bring also yeah so i brought. when i left the car i saw nick siew. walked to class together. n yeah i asked him to help me carry in. yup n he was nice enough to help me. i dun really like the getting attention thing lah.

went for 1/2 hr band which suck. i think i really need more practise. but u noe i'm not really interested to play so i cant really bother.

then worship prac. the keyboard was out of tune so the guit had to b out of tune too. plus charissa high voice. i juz died lah. i was SUPER SUPER SUPER ZHAO XIA. like ive never been so zhao xia for worship prac b4. but after eating, my voice came back. i think its the keyboard thing caz after jeanette showed her proness i was back on tune. jun guit string snapped. poor jun. new strings lahh!!!! ok so she borrowed my NEW guit. yes lucky i brought my guit. n its honour to have my guit being played for lync! whee "darling tat place is meant for u in the future" =)

n yes charissa really noe how to arrow ppl. in the midde of worship prac, she suddenly ask jun to pray for worship later. then she needs to leave for confimation so she said "linette will take over me i'll try to b back at 230pm"
i almost died lah. zhao xia plus i haven lead a worship team for a year?? yes no confidence. so it was bad real bad.

ok so finally after a mth of no lync service i shared my "daddy" testimony. a really really long one lah. i think its the longest testimony i've shared.

tats my sat. really tiring lah went home right after lync n slept for 1 hr.


EASTER SUNDAY! service was pretty full. but i woke up late sheesh man. i really want to b early for serivce n b awake too. but wells serivce was good. i kinda like the organ sound. sounds so holy?? hahaha is it an organ anyways?


Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleaning flow
Now all I know Your forgiveness and embrace

inspirational....................?

band was pretty fun.
without mr ong.

anyways
while salihin is reading this,
he's inspired to do maths.
yes salihin????

i dunno y but yeah. i dun think my blog talks much abt maths?

haha.

DAO.

my yesterday's post is gone caz of my stupid internet.
ok anyways tat means its not meant to b in my blog.
watsoever.

anyways i'm starting to b dao-er n dao-er by the days.
talks less too.
well i guess i'm like tat when i'm starting to b serious over stuff lah.

lalala i need to do hw now.

jap show, the ultimate.

decided not to go sch today n yes band too.

was half awake when justin called me wanted to pick up but i was too lazy. then janice msged. replyed tat i was sick since i was blowing my nose away from sinus. hmm but its been long since i've sinus lah at least for mths sinus wasnt as bad as the previous years. ok anyways sinus continued till late afternoon. n its not flu or mayb it is? i juz blew my nose.


OK. so i spend my afternoon watching this jap show from youtube with sis. "jing tian yi shao nian shi jie bu" ok some really old mystery show. abit freaky thou but yeah its nice as it eva was. then i decided to spend my time till 8pm with reading. yeapp i manage to read 6 chapters. plus the others chapter i've read weeks ago, i'm half way thru the book. i intend to finish it by next week n get on with godfather. =) dad n bro loved it. tried to read it a year or 2 ago but was too lazy. then after tat book mayb i'll borrow davinci from sheng wei. or shall i borrow ms cheng's chicken soup tat is being passed round the class after this curent book?

yes my english is getting sucky n reading shall b a way of me improving my language or something i'll do something with my english. A2 please.

not forgeting chinese. i flunk my recent chinese test so badly yes it was the worst chinese results i eva had. wats with 21/70 lah. suck man. n wats with 4/40 for my li jie wen da. i used to get at least a double digit for it. n now i got a stupid 4.
oh wells. work double hard for chinese!
i want to finish up the june paper, oral n listening with a B3.

my chinese is suppose to b better than english anyways.


ok enough abt studies.
yesterday i finished watching hana yori dango 2.
SWEET.
SUPER GOOD show. juz love it lahh already watch part 1 like 3, 4 times n never gets bored of it. i guess when i'm free i'll watch the part 2 again. i juz love jap shows lah. seriously its much nicer, intresting than korean shows. n usually its only abt 11 epsoides only so like i can juz finish it within a week or so.

n thanks to shirley haha u made me like jap shows. n it started with hana yori dango part 1. n now my bro n sis like jap shows bcaz of me. =)

bcaz bro likes jap shows now, there's more jap shows for me to watch.
there's 2 other jap shows in my room i've not yet watch. but i wont yes i wont spend my time on too much shows b4 i get addicted. let the holidays do it.
=)

sports?

i'm kinda tired.
well i'm not going sch tml lah so i dun want to sleep so early.
its sports day tml.
actually i see no point of them giving out prizes to the winners of race during morning assembly when they have this day called sports day.

n the sch sucks caz band ppl were imformed tat we cant participate in the race caz we have to go for band. n mr glose juz have to come on tat special day yeah so i didnt run. 3 races lehh ok mayb i wasnt on for 1 of them but still. i'll like the challange myself abit. n yes macritchie juz have to renovate during this time. so no cross country this year.


OH WELLS.


oh yes today we had to change class with 4N1 caz of ben tan who's now a bai ka. n woah i think the ppl from 4N1 might juz have really polluted black lungs lahh not by smoking but by the amount of sand n dust in the class. let me tell u how bad it was. linette decides to take the broom to sweep the floor to have a cleaner class b4 of her medical problem, yeah or eles the next day u'll see lots n lots of wounds on her.
ok thats not the point. the class was soooooooo dusty tat there is a difference in colour with the parts u've swept n have not.
tat was how dirty the class was. i wonder if they eva take the broom n sweep the floor lah. damn sick. it even made ppl like bryan n aaron to take a broom n sweep with me.


damn sick. i think there's more sweeping to do on monday.
b4 i start complaining. i better do something.
ppl please thank my medical problem, caz of it u guys get to get a better class environment.
=)
for once i think those stupid wounds on me made me want to thank it.
but it still sucks lah.

AH LIAN OR HOT TEMPERED?

haha another show again. sometimes i juz love the way beeting is. the ah lian yet not like the ah lians u see out there.
ah lian- cheena pokes with their kor jie di mei thing n many more.

somehow now when u say ah lian its more of the not so fierce ones already? the only thing they can do is to call ppl down n 'help' them n yeah they act big only? yeapp ah lian. i remember last year or the year b4, bro started telling me abt his wild life stories. pretty cool yet hatic. ok then he told me "last time ah lians damn scary one leh now ah lians are like kittens like tat" hahah yeapp n now i agree.


i respect beeting caz she'e pretty ah lian but not a kitten. no joining gangs, no kor jie di mei n dare to face any fears.
tats the kind of ah lian should b termed.

so when someone asked me if she's an ah lian i will say no caz as i said now ah lians r juz kittens. i'll say beeting as hot tempered.


anyways tats not my point lahh. ok so beeting diaoing ppl is quite normal ok lah she didnt diao ppl for quite long time already. n this incident, for the character, diao THAT person is not suprising.
ok so some gutless ass juz wont face beeting. well beeting is fierce lah. ok so she went to tell her ex n her ex ask his friend* to help her.

SO during recess friend went to find beeting nicely. begins with a soft n nice talk. n guess wat beeting juz blew n shouted at him like nuts man.
n guess wat i was doing. both of the sitting opposite me. guy one my left beeting on my right. yeap n beeting juz continued to blow.
YES POOR GUY I MUST SAY. n he's really good tat he could actually make her cool down n let her talk to him nicely after sometime.

haha i mean friend* juz wanted to now wat happened after a few kind n nice sentence, beeting raised her voice at him. poor poor poor guy. hahaha n me i juz sat there n watch show. oh n the rest of my class guys sitting on the other table turned n look the moment she raise her voice. hahah i couldnt help it but look at my class guys n started smiling-laughing.

its juz so beeting lahh. n i haven seen her like tat for a really long time. hahaha

n guess wat xueling was doing?
buying food. indeed she missed the show.


ok so conclusion the guy's pretty good tat he could actually tahan beeting's temper. n then after recess, we found out tat he's 19 years old. so dun look like 19. hahaha.


anyways THAT girl is such a loser to ask a guy to help her lah. retarded sia.
so by the end of the day beeting talked to him again. n he decided to say "ur girl stuff ur ownself settle" ok its not really the full version i think the guys said quite alot of stuff but as u noe, beeting after school, AS USUAL will b on the phone with her bf n yes when she's on the hp with her bf, words from her are shortened.


but friend* ended his involvement with a good conclusion lah "ur girl stuff ur ownself settle"
=)


PS:ok friend* somehow i juz cant get his name into my brain something long lah.

i miss mhmb

i miss mhmb.
tats our 2005 syf song.
we played tat.
Tales of the Emerald Isle
the song is rather soft.

2 years later i'm going for syf again.
but its different this time.
different type of musicians.
different band.
different school.
different love for the band.


I MISS MHMB......