Wednesday, June 29, 2005

tired.....

wat a day today i'm sort of pissed off with wat pw said yesterday let me copy n paste... she was answering those question thingy then this is her last question
26. who is ur closest friend?sheryl for now.USED to have them. but.. yeahh..seen their true colors i suppose..
then got one question is like this
12. What kind of person are you?i dunno?dumb?
i think she should add stubborn too..... and a person who doesnt belive in long friendship while 6mths is mroe than enough to judge tat person's better...
i went to tag her and this is wat i say
Lin: wat the... u mean u rather trust a 6 mths friendship than a 3 year friendship?? wat is this men...so disappointing...
lin: i feel tat i've wasted my time on this 3 years friendship...

waiting for her reply...

oh wells it didnt really matter much to me caz i'm really disappointed with her... n its like i juz hack care la...

today i'm really tired la... before recess theres maths cme physics geog n i slept for physics and geog after recess is chinese and english n i slept for chinese... i feel so pig but i'm really tired yeah couldnt keep my eyes open then after tat still got band i was afraid i cannot tahan at all la... then after band i went home ate dinner and then from 7:30pm i slept till 10:10pm... hahaha so tired....

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

3 years compared to 6 mths??

wat the... she rather trust her when she only noe her for 6 mths n i've known her for 3 years... wat is this i feel so disappointed la... such a waste of time the fun we had in tat 3 years then she trust a girl whom she knows for 6 mth more than me... arrgghh

Monday, June 27, 2005

crap.

today's so crap la firstly i cant tongue properly!!!! arrghhh i almost spend the whole sectionals tonguing triplets n i'm still lag!!! arrghhh quiet pissed off la then played the solo for a while and i really dun have enough air la arrghhh stupid asthma or mayb i was also tired of playing triplets like crazy... i can roll my tongue but i cant tongue properly arrrghhh stupid... i feel so disappointed la...=(
then i feel so cheated!!!! sound so xueling... anyway ya i was outside sch then i saw ben n michael then they said they need to cut hair so i asked them to come back after cuting hair.. then they didnt come back in the end so pissed off la... somemore michael got new song to learn n he haven even seen the score yet n he's left to wed only to learn it well... arrghhh so piss!! feel like giving him black face tml...
then i went home early for tuition ya and in a bad mood la... bro and sis ate my food b4 a touch it.. n i was hungry and bad mood n stuff ahh i dunno... ya but tats it la then after tat dad came n disturb me watching tv la i also dunno wat happen to me i juz threw temper for nothing... and the door bell rang... i was really piss tat i cant even b bothered to open the door... so my maid open it... then i knew it was the tutor already... n i juz sat at the sofa like nobody buniness... some craped up attutide i had la.... so i went for tuition being tired n sleepy... then i went to take my books and dad didnt noe how to us to tv unlill my tutor tot we got a new tv... so teach with the unwilling attutide la... then went for tuition took my own sweet time...
then the tutor asked my to take my writing book out for ting xie then when i look at the writing book i reallised tat i didnt do n hw n it was my maid's fault... i fold my hw books together and she seperates them last time she did it by rearranging my book according by length... so i end up dunno was hw i got and juz did anything i could do... then i went in back to my room feeling sort of scared caz i was afraid tat she will scold me for not doing it... but thank God she didnt hehehehe=)

so finally tuiton ended and i went to my dad's room to watch tv and cut my nails n finally i cut finish i i want to throw my nail into the toliet bowl when i saw my dad's SHIT inside HE DIDNT FLUSH!!!! digusting la.... then i went to the bad and the tv as usual spoiled... suddenly it went off arrghh quiet piss la... arrh hack la it finally on then i went back to my room at 730 leaving my parents tv on caz i was afraid when i come back the tv wont b able to on again... then i was supose to watch a show but i ended up sleeping... at 8 i change room back to my parents room and continue sleeping till 945... felt a little better after sleeping....

Sunday, June 26, 2005

blahhh

i juz want to forget abt it and leave it out of my life ...
but ppl juz keeps toking abt it caz i juz cant control myself and tok with them...
i feel so mean and i need to stop it...
and i need u ppl help...
never to mention it again...
and juz get my totally hack care attutide out again...


i actually could feel tat today's worship was super good la its really a good thing that cityteens worship is getting better... but juz as i was standing there co-singing... worship was super... i looked around i could c the passion in them and then Daddy God lead me to this girl... she wasnt at her usual self... it sort of troubled me... so i started praying and praying...then Daddy God told me to look at her and smile at her... so yup i did so and she smile back...

but i'm really gald la that cityteens worship used to but so sian n stuff but surely God answers pray... its really the attutide we have towards him... i really wanted to stand with the worshipers and sing to Him... caz i've always think tat i can interact with him more like tat... but co leading the ppl wasnt too bad after all...

oh ahaha after having dinner while i was buying things with my mum suddenly i was daph n she was like HI LINETTE super loudly la!!!! somemore in the crowd... hahaha abit the paiseh sia...

oh ya kim bought me slippers... i juz bought 1 last week.....hahas

Saturday, June 25, 2005

today is Friday...

ahh i keep thinking tat today is friday la like i told my sis tat i keep thinking tat today is friday but its sat... then 15 mins like i change the tv channel and start wondering y my friday show is not on...did the time change or something...? hahas oh wells
i wanted to rite abt the thrusday thing.. i finally went out with the obs ppl only 5 of us la out of 15 ahaha theres sheryne, salihain, yong jian, sze hui and me... but we had fun we watch inital d ahhhh the show is like super nice la i really dun mind watching it a second time... then like i bought a medium mountian dew and didnt expect it to b so big la hahaha salihain bought a large one so we two ended up going to the toliet 2 times during the movie... next time cannot but such a big drink already.... anyway after the movie sheryne gone mad over jay sze hui got mad over edison and salihain is already mad over jay before and after the movie... hahas me n yong jian juz stood calm... hahas... then after walking around we finally part........ ahhh if theres a part 2 of tat show must ask them out again to watch together and now it must b a bigger group!
after tat went to meet xueling... then actually i was thinking of xueling tell me n some other band ppl tat one day she was walking pass mr rama's home room... then he off the lights and was sitting in the class eating bread then he said hi to her and all she could c is his white teeth and the bread... hahahaha then i was like smiling away... when i came to my sense she was infront of me... dunno if she was wondering y i was grining away to myself or not.....

hahah then we went to monfort band concert... the ticket looks quiet nice... the booklet look nice... but the band's playing is super sian... didnt really enjoy la oh wells.... i saw a trombone guy who looks so like jin fong haahaha....

then when i was on the way home in the bus i felt sick then blablabla.... oh wells......

oh ya chris finally came back from canada today....wheeee....

Friday, June 24, 2005

two days

theres so much thing i have to say but i dunno how to say it.. i think i'm sort of relived mayb not mayb feeling mean like i'm wrong yet i'm also rite i'm trying to think wat Daddy God thinking of me now sad? as per normal? or a little glad i really dunno i juz cant seem to hear him theres a mixture of so many things... last nite i told him if i really did wrong plz punish me i think he did but a slight one only... its like i cant really sleep... felt like vomiting... my heart was pain... my lungs too... but ya i juz accepted it... n i noe if i'm wrong i'm already punished... but something juz striked me juz now during qt.. tat person said i have to control my straight forwardness actually i've control alot already if i haven control she will surely run away from me in sch those pass few 4 mths.. but since she's leaving i must as well tell her wats wrong with her yeah? at least she wont b pai seh to c me in sch already rite?
she said to me wat kind of christian am i? but wat even more kind of christian is she... oh wells dun bother...dun want to b in so much trouble she can ask ppl so help her i juz dun care anymore she say she will change i hope she does...i read fadzil's testi.. she calls fadzil dear wat a grose shit... no wonder he got hypmotise by her too... he's going out with her pw n ns tml at first he promised the cornets he will b free on tml to go for our outing then on wed he suddenly say he cant go bcaz of her she cant go yuck he like her or wat arh... yucks its juz so grose la cant stand it...anyways i never hated her juz did like the way she does things... i juz want to forget abt her and carry on with my walk with Daddy God... mayb when i'm in a more joyfull mood tml i wirte abt wat i did yesterday i still kind of sick now but not as bad as yesterda...dunno wats wrong with me... arhh hack....

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

band camp!

band camp ended it seem so fast but i think if its long i wouldnt b able to tahan anymore... my lips are tired i'm tired and stuff but yes of caz i enjoyed band came!
but i think this years games are r quiet sian la no water games at all so boring... oh wells i think i didnt enjoy the games la...
first day actually very sian sectionals the whole day... second day was better at least theres full band n stuff.. ohoh i like full band at night..=) hahah yesterday's night was like the best la... caz first night the guys was making alot of noise so 2nd nite it became our turn=) we made alot n alot of noise la...was toking to weijun and kim on the phone actually then kim went off. then me n weijun tok n tok till she say since i have free incoming she will call me so we put down but she didnt call me caz her mum was using the phone oh wells... then when i was on the phone.. daphane disturb me so i started sitting on her back=) she tried kicking me but her legs couldnt reach me hahahaha=) then came xueling so i let her sit on her=D hahaha i think she nearly died la... watermellon over jack fruit...hahah then the whole night xueling is like rolling from place to place after rolling for a while she will b like 'aiya i want to sleep already la dun disturb good nite!" then she goes back to her place... then after a while u c a ball rolling xueling again... ya the its goes over n over again 1 hr later she's still saying she wants to sleep and still rolling around... hahaa then when me sam n charmaine was toking to mrs poh charmaine suddenly saw a cockroach! ahh hahahah then everyone got freek out screms everywhere...then mrs poh shine the light on the cockroach ewww.... it ran away... hahas... then after the cockroach thing everyone begins to settle down trying to sleep... then xueling again starts saying i want to sleep but starts to rolling around again n finally after dunno how long she really decided to sleep... hahah...

ohh sam's phone the screen cracked... poor her... but kelvin was nice enough to lend her the phone... oh wells...
hmmm today i'm like super sleepy la only during PT i woke up after i bathe i started being sleepy again....
OH YA i didnt set alarm at all but my phone was on alarm... hahah then i was like wondering y did my phone ring when i didnt even touch the alarm.... hahaha and i juz remembered i wanted to wake up at 630am yesterday but yesterday when i set the alarm it was alrady 630am so it didnt ring... hahaha i finally found out y my phone alarm rang...but i think my alarm woke alot of ppl up la heheheheh=)

ahhh i got 3 or 4 blue back and a injurey on my knee 2 from the first day while playing fall ball one is i fell on the fall then sort of skied on my knee tat hurts lor....the other one is i fell on is i knock into sherly... wahhh the knocking into sherly is like crab la i heard totally went dizzy.... she's so erm hard..then like today when i was walking to the toliet to brush my teeth with zi xuan... then while walking up i fell then and a blue back on my toe...ouch la...


oh ya then i'm supose to meet kim today at shell or something but she's smart enough to sleep and didnt hear me calling her till i reach my house downstairs gate then she called me back.... then she blame for for not waiting for her so i blame her for not waiting for my call when she knows i'm going to call at tat time so she has nothing to say=) hehehe

oh wells...it was fun after all la... haha lazy to blog already tml going to meet obs ppl only 5 coming lor so crab.. oh well... so tired...............

Monday, June 20, 2005

happy daddy's day 1 hr 2 mins ago

wheee i juz came back not really long from daddy's day dinner whoo ate alot got blachan fish, black paper crab, prawn omlette, salad yu tiao, kang kong with cuttlefish and sweet and sour pork. yum yum altogether $118.30 hahah so ex and mee paid...=)

before tat went to mustafa to buy sleeping bag... i finally got a slping bag after so many camps...mum nag at me for wanting a slping bag at the last min...oh wells... only last min then i tot tat its not tat nice to keep sharing slping bag with other ppl its also more comfortable to have ur own la....

today i'm supose to lead cell with mathew hahah i didnt really prepare la.. but mathew did so he was like toking most of the time and i'll juz add abit here and there which is very little la hahah thank you mathew!!!!

then i played elena's guitar ahhhh so cool!! i like!! i juz want to get a new guit anytime now and juz play and start learning again!!! i miss playing guit... stupid old guit the sound is super yuckie n super out of tune and the string are needed to b changed!! so must as well get a nicer and cooler guit=) hahaaha must save up money already hehehe...

pearlyn juz now msg me when i was in church she asked me to go to sentosa on thursday which is my obs meeting day! ahh hahas so cannot go.. oh wells...

oh ya worship was super super good today its been a long long since i've felt like tat its like u juz want to worship God so much... usually its like worship is juz worship tats all now its like wheeee so nice!!!!!

tml's band camp wheeeeeeee i think this camp i'm like really bringing things that i usually dun bring to camp la i'm bringing a mug.. a snoopy mug!! ahaha then.. sleeping bag.. hmm shall i bring fork and spoon? c first... hahah yeah so rear of me bringing mug... actually i never bring mug to camp b4 even when they ask us to ahaha oh wells... yay today wani ask me wether i want to let them wear ankle/coloured sock and sports shoes hahah of caz i let la i also want to wear=)

oh ya juz now bro went into my room then he started opening up the slping bag trying to teach me how to fold properly when i actually noe how to... then this is wat happen
shawn: ur slping bag better than army one...
lin: i tot u juz now say army dun have slping bag??
shawn: tats y i say ur one better wat...
so crab la he then got somemore

lin: u in army also fold slping bag arh
shawn: something like tat la...
then he fold and fold but ended up dunno how to fold properly... hahah so he juz hacked and stuff it into the bag... then he say aiya juz anyhow but it into the bag la c so easy... haha...wat an army boy....

whee i'm going to cut my nails then wait for my hair to dry then go and sleep goodie nite!! i'll bolog again when i come back from camp wheeee......

Sunday, June 19, 2005

whee

whee today i cooked black paper beef for mee and dee. dee say i pass wheeee then he said next step is to learn how to marinate the beef wheee hahaha i like to cook but i wont want to work as a cook i want to ccook for my family good n nice food wheeeeeeeeeeeee.... hahah
ohh today when i was in the care dee saw my hair then he said he can cut like my this hair style ahahhahaha erm okays........ dun think he can cut so... last time cut my hair cut untill so square... wont let him cut my hair agian =).
ohhh i need slping bag for band camp oh wells mayb share or borrow or wateva la lalala i'm done bloging wheeeeeeeeeeeee.....................

Friday, June 17, 2005

whee new hair style!

wheeeeee i got new hair style again! my 3rd hair style this year! wheee hahah dunno y this year suddenly keep changing... hehehe so now i perfer short hair caz can keep changing hair style
WHEEEE.........

oh meeting obs ppl on thursday... but like not much responds lor their respond so slow one then now so far 5 ppl replyed 4 going wat abt the other 9 no reply yet... and most of them are form marisling so yong jian helping me to ask them wheeee...

i bought slipers today i wanted green colour but dun have crab lor i tot my feet small sure will have stock one then dun have crab....

ohhh ya i lost $10!!!! arrghhh so pissed off la stupid sam dun want to collect $10 from m c la make me lose it!!! ahhhhhhhhhh $10 lehhhh!!! better go ask mee for hair cut money and slippers money at least i'll still have $5 to spend sighh... oh wells...lost already wat can i do... no point being sad over it la... haiya...

oh wells n i still like my hair style!!! wheeeeeee......

Thursday, June 16, 2005

my dream?

hahaha i have been thinking i might ciong after my pinkey is stratight...
this is my plan...

get a new guitar... learn it like crazy... after i can handle it
start learning drums.. actually drums i think will learn anytime..
save up money buy a keyboard learn it i've already plan where to put it if i decide to learn one..
throw my super lousy keyboard away and replace it with the new one...=)
then mayb learn bass...
mayb learn saxophone or flute caz cornet play in church very weird...who knows...

actually i realise tat i want to play these instrments all along but caz of my pinkey... only durms dun need my pinky...
yeah then play for church=)

ya then got somemore
when i get married and stay with my hubby and then have children ya anyway when i have a house with my own family mayb then there will b this room which has drum set, guitar, bass all the instruments which me and my hubby plays... which it becomes like a jaming room but i dun want to call it a jamming room... it want to call it.... instruments for God room...
whee haha tat will b so cool la....=)

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Sing a new song

sing to the Lord a new song;
sing to the Lord, all the earth.
sing to the Lord, praise his name;
proclaim His salvation day after day.
Psalm96 1,2


i juz finish my quiet time then before tat i was toking to God abt singing and stuff.. caz for the band concert i'm going to create a tune but i kept realising tat i rarely can sing...the only time i can sing is when i sing to God so it kept me this worry tat should i create the tune or not... then God gave me this sentence.... sing to the Lord a new song... so i remembered tat in Psalm theres one chapter abt this so i search through Psalm n finally found it which its there... yup so i went to ask Him.. r You asking me to sing u a new song?? but yes i do sing a new song sometimes... then suddenly aunty cathie came in my mind...she said try to sing a new song to the Lord everyday... i think tats wat Daddy God wants to tell me to sing him a new song everyday as long as its from my heart its alright he dun care if its out of tune or wat he cares abt wat come out from my heart.. yay=) then i ask Him again can i do the song thing for band and he said yes i can so i ask him to guide me and all and then i felt the Holy Spirit... wheee so cool hehehehe... thank you Daddy God
ohh then another one... i read the our daily journey then its abt the end times, which is coming... then as i was riting Pslam 96 1,2 this paper fell out from the Bible its abt the full amour of God then God told me put on the full amour of God... wheeee=)

hahaha i think today's quiet time is really cool la... wheeee...=)

oh today i saw kapooni at the far east bus stop!!!!!! ohh then shuisheng ask me if she was a girl or boy then if she's crooked.. hahahah she's like super straight la... hahahahaha....

pck musical!!

wheeeee i juz came home from watching pck the musical hahaha i was lame la but i think its not bad... only ppl who knows how to enjoy lameness are able to enjoy the show hahas. n i've enjoy it =). oh a j left after the first half i think she found it stupid tats y but i still think its quiet nice i like the band playing so pro la... like only at the 2nd half i finally realise tat the band is behind a screen... can see the shadow of the conductor conducting... the band play untill so pro ahhh nice!!
ohh sam went!!wheee she sat on my right and weijun sat on my left.

then after tat dad went to fetch me he went to suntec instead of kallang hahaha he tot indoor stadium is at suntec.. hahaha he was like i'm at suntec then i said oh when u reach here then call me again but he didnt seem to get wat i mean untill he realise tat indoor stadium is at kallang n not suntec hahaha...

finally he arrived and i was hungry so we went to eat fish porridge at gaylang hahahaha i finally saw chickens.. the last time i went there to tour around after eating i didnt c any... anyway sam was good at spoting them! hahahaha she was like aye tat one then i was like huh where which one and theres like so many of then along the road n i didnt notice... u c im innocent la... hehehehe=)

ate untill like super super full la i'm bloated.... n when i was in the i had high tide!!! super high la when my dad park his car i ciong up the stairs...in to my house...take off my shoes and socks...into my room...put my bag down...ciong to the toliet...to the toliet bowl... and finally peed...wat a relive...

ahh my leg numb wanted to write abt something today but i think it will spoil my happy mood.. so i shall rite tml mayb dunno oh wells...

hahahah to wrap this up pck the musical is really nice la....=)

Monday, June 13, 2005

*cough*cough*

ahhh i got cough actually its alot of phlame la... arrgh..

ohhh i recieve kim's post card from hawaii!!!wheeeeee...

my knee hurts.... ahhh...

oh ya mee's like having swing mood la keep showing temper towards me...arrghh...

jean lee's cant go to the concert so sam's going to the PCK-the musical with me wheeeeeeeeee.......

*cough*cough*

Sunday, June 12, 2005

PCK muscial tickets!!!!

WHEEEE i got PCK the musical tickets for FREE from church!! whooo hooo. going on tuesday wheee can wait ahhh its free FREE u noe. yeahh n i think its one of the better sits=) yay! hahas so funn!! oh and i think its like the $85 kind of tickets! wheee so cool=)

hahas anyways dee and mee are sick mee has bad backache and dee thinks he got fever poor them hope they recover sooon!

crabs headache again so sian arrghh stupid headache...

ohh i juz realise tat kimo's coming back on my band camp whee must call her at night!! i got 100 mins of free outgoing call mayb can use part of it hehehe ahhhh i miss kimo... things seems to quiet without her... though something she can b super noisy but oh wells....

oh ya didnt go for the drums thingy today feeling lazy la... mayb another day la...

my bro took retarded pictures again so wateva la he...

ohh elena got a super cool guit ahhh cant wait for my finger to get straight so tat i can chiong for guit!!! ahhhh...

OH and yes agian I GOT FREE PCK-THE MUSCIAL TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeee...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

lalala

today woke up like 230=) then went to the new roti prata shop near my house..not bad la... but i've tried better ones b4..

anyway went to the neeann poly band concert wasnt tat good la...
ya then during the concert i heard xueling's phone buzzing and i could hear it she couldnt even feel its vibrating but i can hear the vibrating sound then i started wondering y can i hear this kind of super soft sound but when ppl wispers to me i will b like 'huh wat u say?!' over n over again... then God spoke to me *yay* he said caz he didnt give me ears for gossips... so whenever ppl tok to me i heardly can hear but when it other kind of stuff my ears juz becomes sharp.. cool huh.. wheee then after tat i felt guilty like God didnt want me to hear gossips but i think i gossip alot la... feel kinda bad... oh well... i'll try my best not to gossip...

anyway after concert i went to eat supper ate chicken chop, abit of chai tao gui and fried kway tiao... only the chicken shop was nice=) hehe ya then went home at 11 30 like tat i think...

tired... but dun want to sleep so full sia...

i'm going to learn drums tml!!! wheeeeeeee but i dunno wat time to meet ahhh better go and find out...
tata.

Friday, June 10, 2005

lalala

i'm think of a new template.... very plain la this template...

anyways i think i found one or mayb not need to ask for sugestions so i'll do it another day..

wheee hmm today....
super full ate some shanghai:) food yummy but very full...burp..

lalala sian byebye.=)

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

A Story

A girl there was.
In her younger days.
Live in a city of fun and suffering.
Enjoyed having fun but hated being bully.
Being bullied.
Neither her siblings help her.
But join forces with her friends.
"Such a born loser."
"Such a cry baby."
She felt helpless and hurt.
Deep down in her heart was a huge crack.
All she could do is to hid in a conner.
Who could understand how she feel...
Days passed.
Finally she could leave that city.
She stood up on her feet.
And told herself.
Not to be bullied again.
But thing went wrong.
Yes things change.
Nobody bullied her anymore.
But her attutide was wrong.
Bad temper was it.
It was so bad her best friend was scared of her.
Her temper had her few friends.
Scolding people like nobodys business.
Years passed with this temper...
Then she met this special Friend.
He could understand her.
He changed her.
Taught her many things.
There was times she did wrong things.
And felt down.
Seems like he was missing.
Seems like he was angry.
It was then she knew it was a punishment.
A time to learn...
Time passed.
She learn many things.
How to forgive was the main thing.
The amount of haterd she had.
She knew she need to let go.
And she did it.
Relieved...
Theres times she still threw temper.
But whenever she did so
She felt like crying.
This helped her to control her temper.
To have self-control...
As time passed.
This relationship with her friend grew closer.
She became strong.
What problems she had.
He helped her.
She loves him.
He will awalys be
Her Best Friend.
Her Lover.
Her Helper.
Her Encourager.
Her Daddy God....


Many people said she was foolish to believe Him.
But theres so many things she had been through that not many people experiance before.
He renewed her life...
And she live as happy as she could ever be...


The End

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

wheee

lalalala
woke up at 930am to brush my teeth n slept back till 10am for tuition super sleepy la i think my tutor can too tat she let me off early=) so after tat i went back to sleep till 330... wat a pig men..

anyways today i went big bird then as usual dee was toking crab again something like must learn how to give in then erm if u break up with ur boyfriend juz let go no need to b sad find another one..yeah something like tat i dun know y he suddenly say tat no as if i have one.. but i think it should go to sheryl hahaha but overall i dun agree with wat he says la n if i say i dun agree, more crab will b coming out of him so its better to keep quiet=)

ohh my parents tv went black out juz now like there was sound but no picture then it bcame worst no sound and picture but the tv is on... told them to change a tv and they still dun want. oh wells but nows its alright already crazy tv...

hahah my com's pentium is 3 i think its low rite hahaha nvm its a lousy old com anyway but its still working alright oh wells ohhh finally dad is going to get a printer YAY!! waited like since last year. wheeee printer whoo hooo yay cant finally print worship song and stuff already no need to trouble ppl already=) hahas

oh i think i made a quarrel between pw and ns better go and find out... byee

Monday, June 06, 2005

crabs and jelly fishes

sigh. not really sigh though today quiet crabby la. i've realise things today.

(crab1) i went sch at 9 when band starts at 130.
(crab2) i realised tat i was really stupid thing last time.
(crab3) i think i trust ppl too much tat i've lost trust in ppl sometimes.
(crab4) i feel sad when ppl goes against christianity.
(crab5) when someone comes and make trouble and things goes upside down.
(crab6) i'm having headache everyday since the day martin and jonathan hit my head with their healmets.
(crab7) tired. i feel slack.

but even when theres crabs theres jelly fishes.

(jellyfish1) i finally bought a bag.
(jellyfish2) my walk with God got closer when crab 2,3,5 happened.
(jellyfish3) i finally ate bks breakfast.
(jellyfish4) something cool happened.=)
(jellyfish5) i manage to go out with ruiting today.
(jellyfish6) theres no sale of pork on mondays.
(jellyfish7) after telling dad tat band starts at 130 he fetch me from sch and we ate the best prawn noodles. yummy...
(jellyfish8) i got to go home to sleep for another 2 hours.
(jellyfish9) i asked God for a taxi and after awhile he gave me one.
(jellyfish10) martin says he have headache everyday too wheeee =)
(jellyfish 11) jelly sounds like joy-ly=)

hahah wheee even when things goes wrong on tat day God juz gives me even more jellyfishes.=)
having tat stupid headache again crab. oh wells.
=)

Sunday, June 05, 2005

juz another day

wheeee i didnt lead for cell today!!=) i think the teacher forgot that i'm supose to lead today YAY. but really thanks to WEIJUN again... haha weijun juz totally rock la. middle of the morning 4 am she helped me on the topic wheeee wei jun rocks weijun rock! oh yaaa i'm going to learn drums next week wheeeeeeee hahaha i'm like one time want to learn one time dun want to learn but i still haven give up on continue learning my guitar soon i'll start.. ahhh weijun is so pro already la she's going to conduct the auditions for guitar weet weet!
so siao lor yesterday i tok to sam n 9 days older till 4am like tat then after the help from weijun i finally slept at 430am... late late... oh wells gotta tok on the phone with ruiting and 9 days older. tata.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

kinda cool day...i think.

today was kida cool la, when i was busy sleeping ruiting called me out. it was kinda last min la actually mum didnt want me to go out caz i've out the whole week already she wanted me to go to the shop to work at night but in the end she let me go out. hahas ruiting's interview failed caz she had many things happening this holiday. oh wells at least i got someone to go out with=) yeah she told me lots of things today hahas it was quiet cool la. hahaha i juz put the tv to mute and forgoten tat my dad's recording the show. my dad was like juz watching it without knowing its on mute he tot the volume was juz soft. oh wells anyway went out with ruiting till 7 like tat. felt really slack today kept eating n eating (but i think its normal la=)) n felt very lazy juz wanted to sit down eat and listen to stories from ruiting. i spent abt $12 bucks on food altogether today yeah i ate alot n at night i still asked my sis to bring po piah home full.... but yummy. oh i realised i'm awalys eating alot when i'm out with ruiting hahas. nvm la recover the amount of sweat i lost during the camp=) hahas.
oh when i went home after bathing i check my e-mail yay kim send me e-mail again!! wheee crap she's coming back on the 20th night and she wants me to msg her welcome back msg erm ya at night but i dunno wat time!! so when i c the moon i shall start sending her a msg?? haha hope she sees this!! hi kim! :)
oh yaaa n i remember i am suppose to go n try the new roti prata which is juz near my huz but caz i went out so i didnt go mayb some other day...
oh and i'm leading cell tml!!! ahhhhhhhhhh i haven prepare anything!! crab. i'll either prepare later or tml before church starts...

wheeee blog done!

YAY finally i'm done with my blog template thingy and all thanks to TAN WEI JUN. wei jun rocks la!

haha i've been camp for the pass 3 days and during these 3 days i recieved 2 e-mails from kimo, from Hawaii lor hehe.=) she got something for me already!!!! yay kim rocks too.

anyway camp! like first day was super boring la some stupid team building games which caused me to have blueblack on my both knee yucks. and my house is like super no bonded at first la. we had some amazing race not really not fun. and the talent night planning was super piss off with my class guys la they were like out of point and keep craping. kinda inrritated so i lost control and scolded them=P after tat they can out with some funny ideal which we also use it.

day2 rocks la. God juz made my day perfect. my house started off with the challenge rope course thingey. was group with jonathan, martin, and kwok yong as usual jonathan and martin bully me. Anyway at our 2 station it was like u have to walk accros this rope thing with the help of a ball and something, far apart, hanging down. actually i was quiet nervous la but by the moment i step on the rope God juz gave me these words. "i am like ur safty belt. if u fall, i will never let u go, never leave u alone. but continue to help u to get back where u r supose to be." ahhh i felt like soo good la so encourage la and its been a long time since i've heard from God wheeee!! thank you Lord=). and so after tat i juz walk accross was shaking abit but i made it la. ahhh its juz so cool la. wheee.
okay then next i did flying fox whooo it was like super scary when u look from on top between 4-5 stories high but it was really really funn wanted a 2nd time but cannot sigh. oh then tat stupid jonathan and martin as uaual la bully me again la. use thier helmet which is on their head to knock my helmet which is also on my head=). wahhh super pain la somemore they hit alot of time. hit untill i got headache lor use quiet piss off la so i took out my helmet and then i got caught by ms goi so have to wear it back. oh wells. then next is the wall climing and abseiling. haha was funn too i manage to climb to the top of the wall. and so crap lor. our instructor ask us to c wats on top and its only leaves.... hahas. okay then at night talent night when my group started to get bonded we did last min planning, the only group tat has no teacher or leaders to help us till the last min kind of unfair la. but hahah we got 2nd =) yup and tat actually really bond us together la. and night games was cool too haha i think we did good but its not counted for the points. sighh. oh yes n finally we get to bathe all the stinky sweat on me the whole day unable to bathe yucks men. it was worst then obs! so after they say we could bathe i choing already la was one of the first few to get bathe. oh ya toking abt bathing yucks i heard the guys toliet has no cover so they can c everything yucks men...
and finally day 3 had to clear up the place. and the toliet again... crap y am i awalys doing toliet duty in obs now in this camp. anyway ya so was washing the toliet which was liek super clean we didtn bother to put soap or anything juz spray water everywhere and wash the sink. finally done while walking down to stairs, i fell!!! caz my shoes were wet!!! ahhhh so pain lor then i kanna 2 blue black =( and my butt hurt lor. so poor thing rite. hahah theres so many things in camp tat happen but i lazy to rite already very long lor. so i shall end soon
one more i wanted a size 38 shirt but i got 34 which is like toatally cannot wear so got to change. i want my shirt!!! those ppl anyhow one. crap.
hahah juz now i made my mum angry caz i was busy with my blog then she was asking me abt camp n i sort of ingore her so i have to 'hong' her now!! byebye!