Saturday, July 29, 2006

STUDY GROUP WHOOOOO

very super tempted to take all my links away from this blog. since i'm too lazy to add any and i think ppl r taken away slow. ya caz they stop blogging. oh wells. i dunno lah.


ANYWAY! study groups was GREAT!=) well i was late 30mins late. took cab down. dara msg me to tell me where to meet. well i think i got the hint that i was late lah.=) anyways i reach there in less then 5 mins after replying her msg. ok YA ITS 10AM. n dara's teaching was perfectly GREAT. my geog knowledge was close to mayb 10% n now it had rise to 30% haha not very good but at least i learnt something! yupp learnt abt map reading n ERM plantation. yup. pretty cool. dara tested me the things i learnt b4 we ended n i remembered like 90% of wat she taught!! yay!! GEOGRAPHY IS RATHER INTERSTING!! CANT WAIT FOR NEXT GEOG LESSON WITH DARA. aye got hw one k. haha redraw the plantation mindmap dara drew for me. pretty cool n FUN. worth my 2 1/2 hrs of geography.


HAVING GREAT INTEREST WITH GEOG!


ok so we had worship meeting after tat talked abt some points to change the team n all. but didnt coment thou.=)


HMM OH WE HAD LUNCH PROVIDED. YUP FOR THE PPL WHO WENT FOR STUDY GROUP. erm had fried rice with fish! the fish is NICE but rice was ok.


erm at 2 i started studying again! HAH YES SOCIAL STUDIES WITH DENISE (teacher), tessa n amarylis.=) ERMM I WASNT REALLY CONCENTRATING LAH. caz i think after a long study time my brain's tired. anyways i did learn something lah. =)


stopped at 3pm for lync. somehow i was rather distracted after study groups. my eyes started itching badly I MEAN BADLY. i left eye contacts juz didnt give me any comfort. ya n u noe the weird thing is the whole eyes ball wasnt red untill alot later. but my eye lids, around my left eye was ultra red. my right eye hurt sooooo badly lah n i couldnt wait for lync to end. anyways i didnt play games today went for prayer instead. will talk abt that later. anyways after prayer went to sit with jun daph n elena n waited for jun's n elena's parents. then later got food. brought it up wanted to share with them but i happily dropped it on the flood UGH. anyways ate n left n went to see my optician. YAY I LOVE HER SHE'S SOOO NICE!! n phew she was there. she check my eyes. n this time the top part of my eye ball was ULTRA RED ULTRA PAIN. took the contacts off. she check my eyes a few times. n gave me another FREE lenses ya its the daily lenses kind. n it made my eyes feel so much better. well i'm on another week of specticals. might wear my other better lenses if need too. went home n aply medicine around my eyes.


anyways i think i really cant go into the sun already my face is disfigured by the sun ughh. ok mayb its a good thing that i'll b playing cornet for pop instead of marchin. BUT I SCARED I CANT PLAY MY CORENT WELL. UGHH its an important role k. wat if i zhao xia or i forget how to play or i cant pitch the note. ahhhhh horible!!!


ohoh will blog abt my prayer thing tml. =)

Thursday, July 27, 2006

ENERGISED.

YAY. its back my voice! whoo hoo yeah its really really cool. caz i suddenly got very disturb with prelims which r like next week n so on. n i think i haven been studying enough. ya so i really couldnt concentrate in my quiet time. anyways i read my qt materials n i didnt bother to re read it caz i juz dun understand there's too much things caught up in my mind. then i decided to go into worship n during worship God said to go on my knees n pray. yupp so i did it. n guess wat after pray i got up n started singing N MY VOICE IS BACK!!! YAY!!!=) n studies r lifted to Daddy God. no worries but still i have to study. thinking abt so many church ppl trying to guide me for my exams i feel realy blessed=) thanks Daddy God for church friends=)


yeah talking abt studies, i'm have geog lessons with dara on sat at 10AM!! note it! ITS 10AM!!! wooooh n after that i guess we'll b going for worship meeting then lync then mayb dinner or home. yeah its a busy saturaday n this will last till the whole N level thing end or mayb after my O level Emaths. oh man Daddy God PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH!! oh anyways chinese n ss prelim paper will b next week thursday n friday. SO FAST RIGHT n i need alot of recap for ss! i want at least a lesson with denise or her friend before ss prelims starts. hope she's free.!


hmm will msg dara later on wat to bring for sat=) n also go n ask the geog teacher wats the topics for N level. oh mannn so busy so busy. but i'm getting excited with this exams n all YAY DADDY GOD'S ANSWERING MY PRAYERS. WHEEE TATS THE SPIRIT I WANT TO ENJOY THE EXAM N STUDYING. i didnt have tat juz now. wheee yay aye praying on ur knee helps really whoo=)


its been a long time since i've felt happy. there's bad days lately. hah now howard realised how irritating follower is with that 'teaching-?' issue. caz he got it from him today. well howard u can times it by 10 or more n see how i felt when leader n follower does it together to me after all leader is the leader he does it 'stronger' hah. asses. i dun respect ppl who follows ppl's charater. n plus i hate it when guys dun admite its their mistakes n acts as if nothing happens. i think these kind of guys wont have good relationship caz they dun have caringness. NO WONDER Y FOLLOWER CANT GET A STABLE LOVE. N LEADER JUZ GOT A BREAKOFF. but ppl like ben tan have changed from a non-caring person to a super caring person thanks to pearlyn!=)


oh wells. aye see i'm talking abt this subject n i'm not sad at all. YAY. infact i'm happy. hah ohoh shalnt say abt the salted stained face thing go figure it out urself n y i always do it. n y i called it salted n dun like to get the salt off the face. ok well its off now lah =)


WHEE ANYWAYS I'M NOW IN THE MOOD OF STUDYING ALREADY YAY LOVE IT! OH YA SIS BIRTHDAY IS IN 1HR 50 MINS TIME! OH BRO BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFF OK NOT REALLY ALOT LAH. BUT GREAT STUFFS!


YAY YAY YAY STUDY STUDY ENERGISED!

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

ok shall juz put this down for blogging oh wait BRO N GIRLFRIEND IS COMING BACK FROM HK/TAIWAN SOOOON JUZ IS A FEW HOURS TIME. cant wait for the gifts heh. ohoh n there's seriously something wrong with me today. i had really bad tongue tight today n words cant come out of my brain. n also i've lost my singing voice. something is juz wrong. mayb its the salted stained face thing still overpowering my emotions. ughh. anyways sorry to those i've diao at n thanks for those who had a concern heart. oh i was thinking abt this salted stained face thing n y is it salty n y do i like to stain it on my face n wont wipe them off. will continue on this tml. now theres something i'm gonna blog got it from my qt juz now.



You'll Get Through It!

In all these things we are more than conquerors. Romans 8:37

Have you heard the story of the old farmer whose mule fell into a well?Since there was no way to get him out the farmer decided to bury him there. But the mule had a different idea. Initially when the shovels of dirt began landing on him he became hysterical. Then this thought struckhim; "Just shake it off and step on it." So he did. Hour after hour as the dirt fell on him he kept telling himself, "Just shake it off and step on it." No matter how much dirt they threw on him, he just kept shaking it off and stepping on it - until finally he stepped triumphantly out of the well.

Life will either bless you or bury you; the difference lies in having the right attitude. When they throw dirt on you, and they will, just shake it off and step on it. Use it as fertilizer and grow stronger. No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. What's important is not what others say about you - it's what you say to yourself after they get through talking! Jesus said, "Offences will come" ( Luke 17:1), so expect them. People will take from you without giving back. They'll criticise you for simply rising above your beginnings. When you decide to seize the moment and move ahead, you'll leave others behind and some of them won't be too happy about it. The only way to avoid that is to do nothing and stay where you are. And that's simply not acceptable - is it?

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

salted stained face

bastards. ur dun need to b so proud over ur 'smartness'. nick siew i'll werck ur face the 2nd time if we wernt in 5A today. n bryan stop being a follower. from tml i'll promise to treat ur the way ur treat me today. i want ur to feel how i n those other ppl who ur treat them tat way felt when u do such thing. stop being so arrogant


anyways while i was struggling to work out my Amath question juz now. ok i still cant get it. which sucks. anyways b4 i started was still quite sad. then Daddy God suddenly spoke to me and He said. "even if the world abandons you or treats u badly, I'll stil be by your side forever do worry not" n he also said "it hurts to see u crying" SO SWEET RIGHT SO TOUCHING. aye i cried lahh yup cried again for a different reason a good one=)


anyways i got a verse from yesterday's QT which i didnt put in my blog n a song today=)


"He gives strength to the weary, and to him who lacks might He increases power.Though youths grow weary and tired, and vigorous young men stumble badly, yet those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary" Isaiah 40:29-31


Keep Me Lyrics
Reuben Morgan


While I am here
I hold you in my heart
And never let go of the dreams that we have

And I’ll sing your song
While we’re apart
Cause I know someday
I’ll be there in your arms
Keep Me
Keep Me

No matter where I am
No Matter where I go
I know that I’ll never be too far
To call your name
And if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

Be with me now
While I am here
Til I see your face
On that beautiful day
Angels are near
Guiding my feet
As I walk on this road
To the place where we meet
Keep Me
Keep Me

No matter where I am
No Matter where I go
I know that I’ll never be too far
To call your name
And if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

And the seasons come and go
But you stay the same
And the promise still remains
I am yours

No matter where I am
No Matter where I go
I know that I’ll never be too far
To call your nameAnd if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

know that I’ll never be too far
To call your name
And if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

Monday, July 24, 2006

World Through Your Eyes

World Through Your Eyes
Reuben Morgan

Hear the silence shout,
highest praise
God to You alone
All creation waits
On Your every word
Where time and heaven meet

Let me see forever
With eyes You've opened
Standing in the beautiful light
Hold me near
Hold me near to You
And let me see the world through Your eyes

In this perfect hour
I am changed
I'll never be the same
Help me follow You
And keep in time with the sound
Of heaven in me

Let me see forever
With eyes You've opened
Standing in Your beautiful light
Hold me near
Hold me near to You
And let me see the world through Your eyes

Hide me in Your love again
Let me hear the songs of Your heart

Sunday, July 23, 2006

kookoo day

went home after lunch n found out i've forgotten to bring my keys! n there's no one at home. ahhh aye its my first time being lock out k. sheesh. anyways sat downstairs my house n started reading. well at least it was kinda brezzy. oh my neighbour came home n they saw me sitting there so they offered me to stay in their house till dad comes home. haha i decline it. caz i dun noe them very well n all they're juz hi bye neighbours. n yeah they r the neighbours i talk most here. imgine how boring this appartment is. anyways the father gave me a bottle of water. so nice of him!=)


ok so i got lock out for an hour. which was ok other then i found a baby spider crawling on my jeans.


i bought a new cd today n guess wat i realised my com's cd thing is spoilt. so stupid. i think i'll do the longer way. rip into bro's com then send it to my msn thru his=)


kookoo day.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

this saturaday

I THINK KEYBOARD IS REALLY REALLY COOL!!! i might juz self learn b4 band starts or something haha yeah with a piano thou i have a keyboard at home, a lousy one.
BUT GUITAR IS GONNA COME FIRST STILL=)

ok anyways
had the chicken or an egg thing today.
went for dinner.
with daph tessa elena huiting jonathan puah n MACUS
hahhaha
went far east for chicken rice.
dun ask me y i'm not bored of it.
anyways elena suggested it.
then went taka.
hahaha i'll skip THAT part =)
i bought my pens.
then sat by the stairs n chat.
deedee n jonathan lim came.
deedee's words r not convincing. dun blame me for not beliving u k.


tessa went home at 850pm
the rest left abt 9:15pm
MACUS's dad send me home.
thou i tot it was a little inconvinent.
oh wells.


hahah although macus seems older then me or mayb same age.
he's the youngest among all of us today.
sec 2.
gabriel n clement's look alike brother?? sooo cute!
hmph.
his height made me jealous!
he was reaching for the lower ceilings while going down the esclator.
tessa wanted to touch them too but macus's height got her demoralised.
haha!
oh n i started laughing n got choke when macus was so tall that his head was abt 5cm away from the lower ceiling.


sec 2 leh.
hmph.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

crapping days will b gone soon=)

i'm crapping up my days.
sleeping for the first 2 lesson everyday is not a good thing to do.
but after sleep for 2 lesson i'll b fully awake for the rest of the day.


hmm i think ms tay is worried for me. heh
caz i've never slept 2 full periods in her class for 2 days in a row.
as usual she came to me n ask me if i was sick.


yeah not sick juz extremly tired.


anyways i think she told mrs poh or mayb mrs lim too
during english mrs poh talked to me.


mrs poh: aye linette i've been hearing from teachers (most likely ms tay) that u have been sleeping n class. she says that u look very pale. r u sick?
linette: no lah. not sick. caz i've been studying late at night n thus not enough sleep.
mrs poh: ohhh ic.. tell ur dad to make CHICKEN essences for u haha
linette: EWW I DUN LIKE CHICKEN ESSENCES.


yeah i dun. anyways thanks for ur concern! i'll b adjusting my time soon. yeah n abt the pale look? i'll always look pale when i'm extremly tired. but i think if i continue my days like tat i'll really get sick soon. =)


oh i also screw my ss test today. i'm not surpise if i get something like level 2 for the test. i juz dun noe wat to rite for it.


sun, heat disfigures me. yeah i'm serious. even prof doc encourages me to stay out of the sun. but hah i dun care lah. thou i noe it will b bad for my skin. oh n yeah i'm relying much more on medicine now. which kinda suck. thanks to drills.
yeah n last friday hanna said i look pale when i'm suppose to look red. seriously i was not feeling unwell at all. its juz the process for going to b disfigured. but looks to me doesnt matter my parents r the ones more concern abt my looks. i dunno why.
oh wells. as long as i'm enjoying myself i'll preservere thru any obstructions with DADDY GOD.=)


because of You, Lord. all there. my strength is from you alone. =)



All I Need Is You
by Hillsong United
album: Look To You (2005)



Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your Spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord


You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold
You hold

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

THE GOLD-NESS TAT AMUSED ME.

i sure do have a childish form teacher. winning issnt everything.


anyway that wont b my main point of blogging today.


ok took photos yesterday n juz now.


tried of study?
need to relax?
reliving urself from books?
heres some ways.


introducingits pepsi! its gold! its...... THE LIMITED EDITION PEPSI GOLD

if i got it right i think he is Henry Thierry (tell me if i'm wrong or right) oh yeah syed's 'manchester united' guy yeah not Arsenal.
the amount of sugar tat keeps u energised from studying.

SHALL BEGIN.

HMMMMMMH WITH GREAT SATISFACTION.

=) THANK YOU.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

POOOOOFFFFFFF

ok imgine sitting in ur room, with the tv on, studying. n POOOFFFFF the whole room turned into darkness. yeah tats wat happened juz now FREEKY LAHH.


anyway i did amaths juz now. hmm i hate it when i do take super long time to do the question n i made a careless mistake somewhere. as u noe Amaths questions can b really loong n imgine if u did the question on a wrong paper, COPIED THE QUESTION WRONGLY. yeah imgine with i did copy the question correctly, get the correct answer but writes on the wrong side. woah i'll wont have intrest in Amaths already. yeah i like Amaths caz i like the feeling of doing long questions n getting them right i think tats the best part of amaths. but if u copied the question which is X-2X=7 as X-3X=7 woah u can juz die. n worst still if u did the question almost 3/4 the page u'll CRY man. my pa jiao ness kills me. have to b more careful cant lose marks over such thing.


anyways this thing came to my mind this morning. something about PAIN.
wether its an open wound, closed wound, or wateva, it takes time to heal. yeah the begining will hurt ALOT. like when u rub it, it hurts even more. anyways open wounds are normal to me its like a everyday thing, like if i dun bleed everyday it will b the best day of my life. ok I DUN CUT MYSELF. never. its wounds lah. haha yeah this thing came to my mind caz i was pealing the dead skin to n yeah it juz bleed. like wat i juz did juz now n now theres a tissue on me to stop the blood. ya so anyways bcaz of my itchy hands theres open wounds on me woah really really jia lat lah like when u touch it WOAHHHH. ok not tat bad lah. but i think its healing now. ok my medicine does work but my itchy hands cant stop scratching. yeapp n if u inspect my body u'll find alot i mean ALOT of scars. =) but the good thing is tat its hidded under the clothes=)


yeah so pain can b heal but its wether i want it to b healed totally or keep rubbing on it like me keep scratching it n it'll never heal. well mayb someday it will.=)
well i prefer being healed on the inside=)


OK AFTER SIS IS DONE BATHING I'LL GO BACK TO MY ROOM N STUDY AGAIN.


OH N THERES ORAL TML!!! AHHHH CHINESE ORAL!! PPL PRAY FOR ME K!

FAN WAR

ok stupid msn juz dun want to get me started. stupid computer.


ANYWAYS i have 12 mins till i start hidding under my books. so being able to get online or not wont b my main concern.


OH. PRELIMS TIME TABLE IS OUT. WOAH DIE LAH. HAHA during pc this person came to our class to pass something to ltk. ya so ltk not in class, whole class talks. then she finish her talk, comes back to the class n shout. "OK HERE'S UR PRELIM TIME TABLE" the whole class noise dropped by 80%


no one expected it to appear suddenly.


ok somemore funny stuff. ASSembly. jin fong n ltk was on 'FAN WAR' yeah jf wants the fan ltk pushes the fan away. ya so it carried on n on n on n on. *everyone laughs* so ltk gave up n decided to ask this sec 5 guy to MOVE the fan away, meaning pluck out the pluck n move it somewhere eles. after awhile jf moves the fan from the other place back to orginal. then ltk asks tat sec 5 guy to move the fan back. haha *everyone really laughs out LOUD* then kramjit comes to warns jf. n then it stopped. HAHA SO FUNNY LAH. then after assemble. ltk walk pass out class n said to jf. "nananee poo poo" something like tat. 4A and 4B stunds. then HAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. childish yet so entertaining. hahahah. anyways jf kept moving the fan caz ltk scolded him for moving the fan when it was nick ng. so jf not happy lor.



HAHA wat a class, wat a teacher.

Monday, July 17, 2006

=)

haven been bloging for 2 or 3 days i think. yeah somehow things around me dun get me interested. well mayb certain stuff. thing like msn, bloging, QT (ahhhh) my daily routine didnt out to b the must do thing everyday. well ok i'm back for QT. n blogging too. msn, i'm still not very interested in it. so since i'm getting bored of msn suddenly i'll quit it soon till exams ends. mayb i'll quit msn by the end of this mth. well its time to study too right? prelims r next mths, theres N level in sept n oct Os in nov. nuts right. anyways will b appear offline everyday to check email n to do my QT. =)


yeah back to other things which r 'who cares' to me. hmm geog lesson? reactions towards ching. yeah some how i juz cant b bother to reply to wat she says to b ok i mean cant b bother to stuff unrelated to geog she've said to me. like help her do stuff. haha i'll juz give her a stone face. or ingore her. who cares. nobody likes her anyway.


HMM oh ya scolded dad again today. so piss off with him like she insulted me, sis n mum. "AIYA UR ALL SO NARROW MINDED LIKE UR MOTHER LIKE TAT." please lahh if i'm narrow minded i wont b thinking stuff which doesnt click in his head at all. n he downloaded some ip program so tat it will change the com's ip. n this com's internet connection is shared with bro's one. n if u change the ip thing of this com it will comfirm crash with bro's com n theres the internet problem. even the com says theres problem with the ip. n still he blames me for being narrow minded. if i'm narrow minded i wont b thinking of ips crashing eventhough i'm not very sure if its true. anyways too piss off with him n scolded him. ermm stuff like "u think u download the ip thing n can go into ur stuffs big deal ah." yeah tat time when he download that thing he sounded like he's the smartest person on earth. but so wat it prevents me from getting in msn n disconecting the internet. YEAH SMART WAT. I'M NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR U SO DUN EVA ASK ME ANYTHING WHICH CONCERNS ABT THE COMPUTER since i'm a NARROW MINDED PERSON WHO DOESNT NOW HOW TO SOLVE PROBLEMS. n now tat bro's on holiday n the next computer person is me. let see how u'r gonna cope with the problems. n yeah only things tat bro says convinces dad. other ppl in this household r NARROW MINDED PPL. therefore we're stupid ppl. u'r the smartest. so solve the problems BY URSELF. even if i already noe how to solve it=)

Thursday, July 13, 2006

ACHE LAH

MUSCLE ACHE. FROM BAND MARCHING YESTERDAY AHHHH SHOULDERS R ACHING NUTS. LEGS SEEMS LIKE ITS GONNA CRAMP ANYTIME. AHHH this happens when u dun march for a long long long time. anyways i think my body muscles are abit lag. the muscles only start to ache 24hrs later. ppl like charmaine got aches soon after marching. oh wells.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

sigh.

Humble youselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so at the proper time, he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on Him because HE CARES FOR YOU. 1 Peter 5:6-7



been kinda upset lately. not abt zidane k. juz with friends mayb teachers too. lets talk abt teachers first. exams are coming really soon, teachers r nagging us to study. students gets piss off with the nags n skips school on purpose. student r tired. but teachers r juz trying to wake student up by nagging non stop. but sometimes its juz very demoralizing to hear the same stuff over the 6hrs in sch. but i wonder y haven i heard any good comments at all. mayb a little encouragement will help alot. i'm tired. i'm very very very tired. i've heard enough of lecturing already. i'm trying to work hard students r trying to work hard. even ppl like leon, who teaches have given up hope on him, is starting to study. do teachers juz see wats on the surface? i think nagging once is ok but repeating it over n over n over again will really make students piss off.


lets take Amaths lesson today. teacher said something in chinese to me. n i really really didnt catch wat he was saying to me when a person always speaks english to me n suddenly out of the blue he speaks chinese to me i wont catch it caz i expect english to b said from the person. ya n then he becomes my fault for not being able to catch it. n then he speaks some delact translation which i dunno understand at all. n then it becomes my fault again for not understanding. n he starts to lecture again on how mild our language is. n i feel bad caz bcaz of my mishearing the class gets nagged at again. n also its not as if my parents dun speak delact they know soooo many juz tat they dun want to teach us. caz they said last time goverment wants parents to speak english more to their kids so they didnt teach us. ya so its my fault for not learning.


i belive everyone is telented in someways. some mayb smarter then the rest some may b seen stupid. but even the stupid ppl has great talents in them juz tat is not wat the world wants.


ok i juz need encouragements from teachers. small ones like one word will keep me going. but i've never gotten any. no matter how hard i try. mayb tats the reason y i've been attutide-ing to the teachers lately.


ok now its abt student.


many ppl have been changing. ok i'm focusing ok the ones who decieds to turns to smoking caz they are stressed up. i'm upset to those who use to were sort of anit-somking any suddenly turns to it.


i remember last june's chalet, this guy was offered for smoking n i was pissed off caz i hate it when smokers offers non smoker. then after tat this guy who tried it said he hated the taste n said he wont try anymore. n i recorded on my phone wat he said "i (name) dun want to smoke already. i die die also dun want to touch it." tats wat i got. in still there in the phone, well in my dad's phone caz i gave my phone to him. anyways n wat is he doing now? being a regular smoker after 1 year. mayb his life have been in a real mess this year. but is smoking the only route? so sadding. n even this person who used to shake heads when hears friends going for it, is now a regular. again. is smoking the only way to solve problems to relieve from stress?


and my answer is no. n never.
caz i've found a God who lifts me up even when problem occurs=)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

yeah yeah materazzi

i cant help myself but to read the articles on yahoo abt zidane.
its not tat i really go n find out stuff abt wats happening but yahoo site juz have to b my home page n everytime i get into explorer the first thing i'll see is abt zidane n couldnt help myself but to read it.


okk got some stuffs from there shall put them here.


Marco Materazzi admits he insulted Zinedine Zidane before the France captain head-butted him in the World Cup final. Materazzi denies calling him a "terrorist."


"I did insult him, it's true," Materazzi said in Tuesday's Gazzetta dello Sport. "But I categorically did not call him a terrorist. I'm not cultured and I don't even know what an Islamic terrorist is."


"I held his shirt for a few seconds only, then he turned round and spoke to me, sneering," the Italian defender said. "He looked me up and down, arrogantly and said: 'If you really want my shirt, I'll give it to you afterwards.'"


The 32-year-old Inter Milan player did not elaborate exactly on what he said to Zidane.
"It was one of those insults you're told tens of times and that always fly around the pitch," he said.



Media reports, based on interpretations by lip-readers, have suggested that Materazzi called Zidane a terrorist or insulted his mother or sister. Materazzi denies these claims, too.


"For me, the mother is sacred, you know that," Materazzi told the newspaper.


RIGHTT............ MATERAZZI........... RIIIGGHHHHTT ........... WATEVA LAH.


I GUESS THE LIP-READERS SHOULD BE FIRED.


its either materazzi lied or the lip-readers miss-SEE wat he said.


oh i read the newspaper and one part of it said tat the lip-readers called zidane's sister a prostitute. yeah anyways i think if anyone dares to insult my sis or mum in such kind of manner i'll simply skin the person alive hitting the person's chest with the head, getting billions of brain cells killed, is NOT ENOUGH.

Monday, July 10, 2006

ZIDANE'S BUTTHEADING ROAR.

let me use the term devastated.


not bcaz france lost. BCAZ ZIDANE LEFT SOCCER WITH A RED CARD. ughhh so sad lahh. my zidane. aye i was seriously sad lahh n thinking n thinking of him like badly. my mum woke me up for sch today n the first thing tat came to my mind was ZIDANE......... RED CARD...... WAY SO STUIPD. ya n i forgot tat i have to wake up for sch. so its like i'm waking up for wat??? AHH ZIDANE........................... but haha i think it was pretty cool the way he buttheaded Marco Materazzi haha too bad for him! oh wells i still love zidane k!! after all i like his head. n u the way he called the aids ppl to treat his arm, pointing at his arm, grining away hmm was tat a grin or a smile? ah juz SOO CUTE LAHH. but so poor thing too.


anyways italy played well lah. their defence was GOOD. but irritating to me caz i wanted france to win. aiya nvm lah. hahah i only care abt zidane. hahahaha i'm in love with zidane. AWWW


ZIDANE........... MY VERY FIRST FAVOURITE SOCCER PLAYER K. NOT EVEN BACKHAM GOTTA B MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER. HAHAHA I'LL CONTINUE TO SEARCH MORE N SOCCER N FIND MY 2ND FAV PLAYER. YEAH ALSO WILL GET RID OF MY SOCCER NOOBNESS.


stupid lahh i pronounced zidane as zidine. u noe y? caz i was mixed up with his name n surname u noe zineDINE ziDANE. ya i for the pass few day i've been trying to pronounce ZINEDINE. somehow sound weird when i say it. zinedine zidane zinedine zidane zinedine zidane zidane zidane zidine zidine zidine ZIDANE.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

"i pay for you"

James1:12
12 Blessed is the man who preseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receice the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.


HAHA protugal lost. oh wells who cares.=) FRANCE SHALL WIN! ZIDANE!!


oh kays this morning dad as usual send me n mum to church. ya so b4 i left the house my BILL came well not tat much lah abt $30 for the mth n plus half mth which i did pay so it was $50. anyways i looking at it in the car. then dad saw me holding it so he take n see. n he was like WOAH $50 SO MUCH?? hah so i explain its 2 mths well more of 1 1/2 mths lah anyways. he kept looking at it n didnt want to move the car. n i was tempted to ask him to stop looking at my bill n drive. ya caz i dun really like it when ppl sees my bill n starts commenting on it. ya so after the see finish he put it down n said "i pay for you" WOAHHHHH AT THAT MOMENT I FELT LIKE MY DAD WAS THE GREATEST PERSON ON EARTH SOO NICE LAH ITS LIKE HIS FIRST TIME OR MAYB 2ND TIME PAY MY BILL FOR ME. SOOOO NICEE. anyways i think its bcaz he won money on soccer last night thats y he's in a good mood=)


anyways at that moment i realised something between dad n me.
dad's trying to understand me.
n i'm trying to understand dad.
but both of us never knew it.
ya caz u noe i dun really like dad but he's my father must honnor ur parents k ya so i'm trying hard to understand him. n i think dad knows i dun like him caz i'm always giving him faces.


anyways my dad rocks! hmm planing to give him a big birthday gift=) still long to go ya n it sure cost alot mayb $300 or $400? or more. n i want it to b given to dad by myself n not shared with bro or sis. =) heh other than his self centered ness DAD IS SURELY THE GREATEST DAD ON EARTH. AND SO IS MUM N BRO N SIS=) I LOVE MY FAMILY=) thanks Daddy God for my family=)


ANYWAYS i realised something abt church ppl. erm mainly ppl like DAPH ELANA JING XUAN loves to touch my head. jingxuan LOVE pinching my cheeks ok jingxuans pinches everyone's cheeks. elena n dpah loves patting my head n sometimes pinching my cheeks too. haha oh wells am i'm adorable or wat. =)


oh mum said i look super super white compared to my church friends. HAH i guess i need to stay in the sun more. STARTING PE NEXT WEEK!=) oh talking abt PE got my drifit shirt on friday rather nice BUT its england's shirt degsin. SO UNORGINAL LAH. n its super transperent too. but its nice lahh=)


ohhh hahahah MACUS IS CUTE LAH. but he's sec 2 hahahah N HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S MY AGE OR SOMETHING. ANYWAYS I THINK HE LOOKS LIKE GABRIEL N CLEMENT from sunday school camp. THE GROWN UP VERSION.



gabriel n clement.=)

Saturday, July 08, 2006

zhao xia.

i juz dun feel comfortable when someone stands behind me when i'm using the com. ok anyways today's post will b short.


STUPID MSN JUST DOESNT WANT ME TO LOG IN SO IRRITATING.


ANYWAYS co singing today was HORRID i guess my cough issnt recovered yet. i keep breaking down lahh. like i'll sing sing sing n this bunch of phlegm comes blocking my air way. ya then i'll zhao xia. its NOT alright to zhao xia when a mike is right at ur mouth. anyways i put down the mike when i think i'm going to zhao xia. n i hope no one gets distracted in worship by my zhao xia voice.


ughhh sooo horrible


ohh portugal vs germany. hmmmm i dun like portugal but i also dun really want germany to win. have been thinking who to side n i think portugal derserves to win=)


PORTUGAL! U'R ON MY VOTE.

syed's speech

Ephesians 5: 15-20
15 Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise,
16 making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
17 Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.
18 Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.
19 Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord,
20 always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.




firstly i think message from principal syed was stupid. i tot he's gonna say something like dun neglect ur studies bcaz of world cup or something but he ended up saying soemthing like "we should not support the other countries ermm if singapore is in the world cup (fat hope) then go support singapore ONLY. " something fort of those stuff. and like please lahhh world cup is once in 4 years juz spending 1 mth in 4 years enjoying WORLD cup is BAD AND U SHOULDNT WATCH IT LIVE. well i think watching it live if the main point of watching world cup. MORE EXCITEMENT K. n if we only watch world cup bcaz singapore gets it we'll never be able to watch it. its like ppl plays soccer for FUN not bcaz they want to get into sg team. like i watch soccer for the skills n excitement n i dun play soccer at all. ok i played a rear few times in lync.


i'm sure he got no life. hahahah for once i agree with something mr kramjit said today. WELL I THINK AT LEAST 90% OF THE PPL IN SCH WHO HEARD SYED'S TALK TODAY THINKS HE'S BEING TOTALLY RIDICULOUS. N ALSO PLEASE GET UR SOCCER FACTS RIGHT B4 U MAKE A SPEECH INFRONT OF THE WHOLE SCH. like dunno wats he's name is from ARSENAL and not MANCHESTER UNITED. hahahah martin pointed it out. hahah stop maluing urself. ohh tat guy's name who's from 'manchester united' is Theirry Henry. hahaha he juz sort of insluted soccer.


OK FOR MORE IMFORMATION ABT SYED'S TALK GO READ WEIJUN (ONG)'S BLOG.



OH YA OKKKK I NOE ZIDANE IS RETIRING LIKE AFTER WORLD CUP. I ONLY KNEW IT WHEN MY DAD TOLD ME THIS MORNING. well actually i knew he's gonna retire soon caz he's like 30 plus plus years old. AHHHHHH BUT SOOO SAD LAHHH I FOUND MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER WHEN HE'S GONNA RETIRING IN ERMMM 3DAYS TIME AFTER WORLD CUP. AHHHHH SO SAD. I WANT TO SEE MORE OF HIS MATCHES LAHHH AHHHHHH. HMPH HMPH HMPH. looks like i have to find a new soccer favourite. BUT ZIDANE AHHHHHH NEVERMIND I'LL OPEN MY EYES BIG TO WATCH IN ON ERM MONDAY MORNING HAAHAHAH=) ZIDANE!!!!!

Thursday, July 06, 2006

ZINEDINE ZIDANE

1 Peter 1:6-9
6 in this greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.
7 These have come so that your faith -of greater worth than gold, which preishes even though refined by fire- may be procen genuine and may result in praise, give glory and honor when Hesus Christ is revealed.
8 though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy,
9 for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.



HAHAH FRANCE WON WHOOO HOOO!!! yay i'm supporting france! OHMANN I THINK I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER -ZINEDINE ZIDANE- i dunno but i think i juz like him! YAY.=)


nicest photo of him i've found! ZIDANEEEEEEEEE

ohh yes i stayed up to watch soccer lucky it was only a 90 mins show or mayb 115 mins including the half time=) n i only had 1 and a half hours of sleep. yeahh i'm suppose to sleep like b4 the show starts but i couldnt sleep at all. NOT AT ALL. i'm like sweating every half and hour. stupid useless aircon. the cool air juz dun want to fill up the whole room. freeking piss off lah. n obviously my skin condition is worst now. ARGHH THIS SUCKS. stupid hot weather. argh. sucks lah.


Amaths test tml. going to study now.


tata.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

FFFFFRRRAAANNNNNCCEEEEEEE

Proverbs 6:16-19
16 there are six things that the Lord hates, seven that ate an abomination to him:
17 haughty eyes, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,
18 a heart that decises wicked plans, feet that make haste to run to evil,
19 false witness who breathes out lies, and one who sows discord among brothers.



hmm somehow juz feel like putting tat verse down=) mayb i might juz put down a verse in my blog like everyday or every other day or something lahh.


HAHA i juz did something really really stupid. wanted to msg denise to ask her if u can start social studies lessons this sat n guess wat I SEND IT TO ME DAD LAH ahhhh ahhaha so stupid!! ahh anyways luckky he's my dad lahh if its someone eles i'll b super super malu!! HAHAHA phew. =) yeahhh have to start studying already lahhh ermm prelims is juz NEXT MONTH soo fast lahhh n of caz i'm still quite blurr with Emaths. yeahh i'm not sick free yet so i haven plan a day with ms tay. hmmm I WILL WORK HARD. n i hope i'll really work hard. caz i've been saying tat like since the starting of the year n till now its not done. AHHHHH this sucks. hmmm let me think of all the subjects.


Emaths and physics- will start with ms tay when i'm sick free
bio- ermm will do tys sometime
ss- DENISE teaching!
geog- ahhhhhhhh will think wat to do with it some time
Amaths- will start revising tml since there's a test on fri
english- shall start doing tys mrs poh gave.
chinese- ermm tuition will settle it=)


yupp tats all! hmm shall start forcing ppl like DAVID to come to sch n start showing my bossyness to him. yeahh i juz dun like to see things like teachers giving up hope on students so i will play a part as a classmate=) i sure do want to see 4A together next year in sec 5 again!


anyways talking abt david HE GAVE ME A HANDPHONE COVER YAY!!! NICE N UNSCRATCHED=)


ohh FRANCE VS PORTUGAL later! ahhhh GO FRANCE GO FRANCE GO FRANCE MUST WIN WORLD CUP!!! i hate portugal. shall watch it later sleep early n wake up at 3am! YAY=)


ohhh ohhhh something really really cool. u noe last time i woke up for world cup but after watching 10 mins i decided to sleep caz i tot its a waste of time caz i juz want italy to win germany tats all. WELL THEY WON GERMANY YAY!!!!!! hahah ohhohh so anyways i went back to sleep. n like while i was sleeping, at some unearthly time, i juz felt tat something kept telling me tat italy won by 2-0! something like either the tv was saying n i opened my eyes abit n saw light form the tv or i was half awake n hear, saw dad coming into the room n telling sis. yeah caz b4 i was asleep sis was watching tv. so i tot she was watching it all the way or something. n being a super light sleeper i heard the tv, open my eyes abit to see n went back to sleep or mayb seen dad telling sis.


ya so i woke up n started thinking if italy did win germany by 2-0. hmm purposely turn on the tv after bathing n check the results. but still wasnt sure if i did hear the news properly tat italy won 2-0. ya so i left my room n asked dad. n yeah he said italy won by 2-0!! WHOOHOO. yeahh so i tot yeah mayb sis was watching it n i heard it on the tv or mayb dad came in n tell sis. yeahh n so i told dad "yeahh i heard it while i was sleeping something like u came into my room n tell jie but not sure if its a dream or if its real" but he said he didnt go into my room. ok so i tot it was the tv. so after sch, at home i asked sis. "aye jie did u watch soccer last night? wat time did u sleep last night? did dad come into the room last night?" n she said she slept b4 the match ended. n she didnt watch the match at all!!


YA SO I THINK ALL THOSE PICTURES IS ALL A DREAM. LIKE HEARING THE TV SAYING ITALY WON BY 2-0, OPENING MY EYES ABIT N SAW LIGHT FROM THE TV AND ALSO SEEING DAD COMING INTO MY ROOM REPORTING TO SIS. ITS ALL A DREAM N A DREAM WITH REAL RESULTS.! IS THIS COOL OR WAT.


AM I PSYCHIC OR WAT HAHAHAHAHA!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

ORAAAAALLLL

ok had tea-dinner birthday treat from jim at sake sushi. pretty alright for me=) thanks jim!


engliah oral today was ok. reading passage thing was kind weird like i think the passage dun really make sense n its quiet complicating in a way. it has super alot dialogues n most of them sound weird. ok picture was alright. but thought of more stuff to say while i was being quarantine. erm conversation question was stupid its. "do u persuade anyone?" LIKE WHAT LAH? i stone for awhile n started crapping rubbish. tats bad thou. oh then theres also another question which is wat u want to b when u grow up, do u want to b a boss or do u want to work for ppl in the future? yeahh i think those 2 r quite ok. so i got quarantine till 3pm. yeah its a bad thing when u have to b the first person to take the oral in the school. overall i'm happy with wat i said lah. n now chinese....................... soon ermm 19 july if i'm not wrong. ahhhh


ohh germany vs. italy later. hmm might watch it. ya so i'm going to sleep early today n wake up at 3am to watch n also dose of abit GO ITALY!! oh ya so stupid y must they put it at 3am. ROAR.


ohoh forgot to say. during the oral woah my thoat is like going to die anytime lahh i wanted to cough out but i noe once i cough it never ends. so i tahan till the end then after i'm done i started coughing. ya lahh i'm still sick lahh. ughh it never ends lahh. n stupid phlegm juz have to cover up my air way n is making me whizz ya asthma in another words. this sucks. guess wat i miss singing beinging sick prevents me from singing. well singing to God, myself lah. my secret voice its not for everyone to hear=) ya i think i'll only b really sick free when i can start hormonising songs again yeah now being sick i cant. i go zhao xia like really bad. can reach my high voice. roar! anyways class ppl kept saying i'm like sick everyday beeting even said she never recall of me not being sick at least one day. AYE ITS NOT SO BAD K. its only sinus not sick!.


hmm HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. THE SONGS R SOOOOOOO GOOD VAL JUZ SEND THEM TO ME JUZ NOW OHH N I NOTICE BEN POH WAS LISTENING TO IT JUZ NOW AHH TALKED TO B JUZ NOW BUT HE DIDNT REPLY I'M SURE HE IS MAPELING OR SOMETHING AHHHH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL VANESSA ANN HUDGENS!!!! the song r simply amazing lahh like "start of something new", "breaking free!!" and "we're all in this together" and theres one more song they sang it for the first auditions I LIKE TAT SONG ALSO but val dun have it hmm shall ask ben poh tml=) he seems like he have alot HAH=) hmm i laso like "Get'Cha Head In The Game" the dance i nice!!!! dancing with the bball sooo nice lahh so cool n the finale dance is SOOO GRAND. soooo nice wont mind watching it for the 3rd time!=)

Sunday, July 02, 2006

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

whooo high sch musical so rocked! THE SONGS ROCKED THE SHOW. ITS SOOOOO NICE K. Vanessa Anne Hudgens voice rocks!! ITS SOOOO SWEET LAHH. AHHHHH I WANT THE SONGS!! VAL!!! FASTER COME ONLINE!!!

BRAZIL!!

UGH england lost! BRAZIL LOST!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. MY BRAZIL!!!! uggghhhh how can brazil lose lahhh. was half sleeping half wake watching BRAZIL vs france 3am show. but i think it went quite well. but at least it was quite far unlike protugal! THEY LIKE TOTALLY PLAY DIRTY LAH. tats wat i think lahh they're foreva acting injured. SO IRRITATING. oh england's best player wernt in game. well caz backham have to b injured n roooney have to get a stupid red card haha well at least he steped on the guy dick. HAHA TOO BAD.


ughh its like no point of watching soccer anymore ya soccer with out brazil SUCKS! but mayb i'll now support ermm mayb france or mayb italy. ahh dunno lah.


BRAZIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

a doller of a soul saved. righhhhht..................

fire confrence was alright.


worship in the begining was somehow weird for me. ya mayb also caz i coughed n had super blocked nose for half of it. message was pretty good for me. the bad one was offertry ITS SOO BAD. like its so want us to give out money lahh. wat is offertry? to give God back a little of wat u have for the EXTENTION OF HIS KINGDOM. or mayb since this rely thing is in the national stadium we could help to contribute n help them pay a little. cant stand it when the pastor said IF U WANT TO SAVE A SOUL JUZ GIVE A DOLLER. A DOLLER FOR A SAVED SOUL. like wat the hack lahh its like saying only 3 PEOPLE will b saved if u give $3! PLEASE LAH I WANT EVERYONE TO B SAVED N EVEN IF I TAKE OUT ALL THE MONEY I HAVE I WONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SAVE EVERYONE.! i'm sure the bill gates cant affort it too. how great will it b then if money can really save a soul, but it CANT, wats the use of us when money can do the great commanment. wat crap is tat. anyways i gave $2.50. SO TWO AND A HALF SOULS WILL B SAVED. right........


cant he juz say give wateva u want to give to God. SIMPLE AS TAT. ughh.


ok anyways didnt go for the night one. so me jun n cynthia left the stadium first to raffles city. n guess wat WE MET ANDREA IN THE BUS!!! AHHHHHHH REALLY REALLY HAVEN SEEN HER FOR A SUPER LONG TIME. LIKE 2 YEARS OR SO??? SOO COOL=) andrea says i look so FUNKY now!! HAHA. ok anyways went to raffles city with jun n cyn went home. went to mos burger to eat=) n DAPH ELENA N TESSA WENT THERE TOO!! aye like we should have juz left the stadium together lahh. we talked abt soccer n all. hahah n save daph from her soccer noobness! after dinner we all went to act bookshop with jun to get arise dvd. daph bought jun a card tat has a pig on it SO SWEET RIGHT. wooh like daph is so nice to buy a small thing for jun n kim only takes money from ME. how nice of kim but aiya she'll owe me food lah.=) ok then we went robinsons to check out wallets. ok so i'm suppose to cut hair at far east n i was suppose to b a LONER n go alone n cut alone. BUT daph said she have time to spend till 9plus. so she'll tag along n tessa's tagging along too. elena said she wanted to go home at first but when i said its only abt $12 or 14 she thinks its cheep so SHE WENT TO CUT WITH ME!! YAY from a alone suddenly i have 3 more ppl coming with me! WHEEE loner no more=)


ya so i cut my hair with elena. while daph n tessa went walking around. OH WE SAW KIM!! =). ok so after cutting hair elena n i went to find daph n tessa n left far east. send tessa to the mrt. then i send daph n elena to the bus stop to gt back to stadium. n finally went home.


OHOH there was a fight in far east. ok we didnt see the fight at all but when we reached far east, ok me n daph was walking infront so we saw this dust bin toppled on the floor with a container with liquid inside. ya so i told daph WOAH a fallen dustbin can attract police. ya so then elena said it was BLOOD. EWW anyways i didnt belief her lah. untill we saw this guy, head bandaged BLOOD COVERED LIKE 1/2 OF HIS SHIRT, going down the esclator with a few aid ppl behind him. EWWW SOOOO SICK LAHHH LIKE REALLY REALLY ALOT OF BLOOD. EWW EWW EWW. i think seeing the fight can b interesting but i'll freek out for sure especially when the blood comes flowing out of his head covering half of his shirt ermm the amount of blood seen in the container. EWW SICK. grrrrr.



oh 16mins late for soccer!!! ENGLAND!!!!!