ndp preview

ahh i juz need to shout this few words out! "SHE'S SUCH A FAKE" ROAR!
ok i'm done.

oh wells today i went to ndp preview with sam sam! ahahha quiet nice lor i think its cooler then the other year they have ALOT of different kinds of army tanks or car hmm aiya thoses tat can drive one la.. wahh really alot n super cool la... i think sam really got a cool sitting la infront of the SAF and the police band infront of us then its like they really play la not recorded la but the speakers suck la its like slower than the orginal playing from then band.. bcaz the sound of the band have to travel through the mike and then come out from the speakers so it takes a longer time to produce sound from then speakers! =)) anyways ya the ndp is quiet nice la ruiting cheated me lor she say not nice at all she say the theme song sucks but i think its quiet nice... then she say the choir sucks last year one better but i think its alright... mayb its caz she's inside tats y she say last year's one is nicer oh wells... the only one tat she got it right is the sch bands which totally suck la like its super fake tat they are not playing... hmmm haha i still think the ndp is cooler then the other years la... ruiting n szeyu have bad taste....=)
oh ya fadzil's dad was in the police band hahah me n sam was figuring who is fadzil's dad if he is in or not... yup he's in... n ya after so long fadzil is still so dao toward me hmph. oh wells nvm dun bother already... lalalalala
ohh we're given party popers wheee i took 3! yay sam's like super slow la... the time we're suppose to pop the thing she was busying finding the poppers but the time everyone finish popping she still haven find it yet... oh wells...
lalala i feel so slack haven been doing quiet time for many days already caz lazy i think i better at least read up after bloging which will b in a sec.... tata

camptodactyly ouchh

hmm yesterday i went to nuh for my appointment with dr (dunno surname) lay lay... its abt some splinting thing la the women wanted to give me the orginal thing (which was quiet cool) to put on my finger but as my fingers are too tiney she have to make another thing which doesnt looks quiet nice... as she was measuring my pinky she pressed on my joint super hard trying to make it as straight as possible la... super pain la...i'm like ouch ouch ahh then she was like pain ar? then i say YES! so she said u have to bare with it... oh wells so i juz did...she juz really press my joint super hard la like nobody's buiness... she said i have to wear the thing for abt 6 to 8 hours daily.. wearing it now which is quiet painful... like there alot of preasure on my pinky... yesterday it was pain till both of my pinky got numb when i took out tat thing...
dr looi said if this thing works i wont need to go for sugery.. n he said if i do go for sugery my hand will b retard for few weeks... he said must be mentally prepared... oh wells.. he asked me to consider over n over again... but y would i go n c him if i have not consider properly?? ya.. got dreams to complete la...

today's jie's bdays happy bday!=) si wei suppose to come but he cant find the way so his sisters came instead.. haha=) had popia n spagitte yummy.....

band concert

whee band concert was not bad laa though we didnt really play well but we had fun! i played till my lips are really sore la... hmm soon tat sang super nice la i didnt noe he can sing so well... the dance was not bad la.. they actually made it within a week whoo hooo!!
oh ya i actually manage to hold back tears la... but it was really sad emotional but fun! we back to sch n we had a huge cake not everyone ate the cake la... most of them went home already n we couldnt stay in sch any longer so we had to go to newton food court to eat the cake...
oh man thanks for those who gave me flower i really didnt expect to get so much la.. last year i only got one n this year so many really shock thanks lots!! n i like the one which david rap the class to give me the DAISYS 10 daisys whee love it man...
n i realised tat i miss so many of my friends!!

audrey n celestine- i didnt play locomotive well n felt really down but when i came out to find friends during the interval i saw them n they gave me flowers juz n i felt that i really really miss them so much i juz n a hug and went to hug them i miss primary sch days!!

christopher- ohh man its been YEARS since i've met him hmm abt 4 to 5 years already.. he looks different cant really reconise him but he actually reconised me la...i juz feel so weird juz to see him again after soo many years.. i missed the time when he, his sis, me n the rest of the neighbours of blamoral view playing n riding bike almost everyday..

berry- haha he was stund when he suddenly saw me... i juz like shouted him name out of nowhere.. he's friends pang seh him haha.. ohh man i miss obs days too... thanks for coming!

kenneth, kim, melcher, weijun, JL- thanks for coming n for the present n flowers!! ohh for got to tell weijun HAPPY BLATED BDAY!!

3A n 3B- ohh man i love the 10 bunch of daisys its sooo pretty so nice of u guys i put it in my room caz its juz soo pretty!! so nice of u guys!!

gwen- if i'm not wrong the roses are from her i think..i juz noe u out of the blue for few day s only and she gave me a bunch of roses even when she didnt appear in the concert thanks soo much they are really lovely!

christy- didnt expect to get a daisy from her thanks lots!

hmm tats abt it la... really cool today i didnt go to sch caz i wanted to skip n plus i got doc appoinment.. the appointment was on a right time good day to give me chance to skip sch! hmm i shall rite abt cing the doc tml...

NUH sucks la

dun eva go to NUH especially ken ridge building one sux big time la the place is like all messed up even the doctor says soo! such an ass make me wait for more than a hour then after tat LONG wait i finally went into the consult room and again WAIT again! its like there are 2 doctors 2 students.. 1 of the doc is the inchange who is attending for 2 patients at one time like crap shit la... fianlly when i went into the room after a while a ang mo doc came in who is not the main doc la... i was wondering how cum dr looi is a ang mo? truely enough he's not the real doc. then after seeing the doc have to take some x-ray.. quiet fun la but made me wait for 30 mins again like shit lor when back to c the doc again waited for another 30 to 45 mins again so piss off la then i finally went in by time it was nearly 6 already by the time the doc tok finish n stuff it was already 615 imgine i went to NUH at 230pm and left at 615pm nearly 4 hours in the hospital!!! sucks men i went to the hospital when there alot n alot of ppl and left the hospital when most of the nurses go home so crap la! i was so piss off la i went there being excited and left there being piss off.. but theres a good thing la i dun need to go sch on wed caz i have appointment with dunno wat kind of doc at 900 juz nice since tuesday have band concert i've already decided not to go sch on wed but cannot skip sch juz nice of doc appointment when i can get MC whoo hoo!!! hahaha i dun think the teachers will think i any how get MC caz its from NUH wheee tats the good thing la but NUH still sucks la i hate waiting la... next time i go c dr looi again better not let me wait.... so suckie... then after then i went to have dinner from NUH to orchard so sickening la keep having red light then have to stop n stop again so irritating... really spoils my mood la... then i eat i choing like siao caz its already 7 plus n have to go back for band... so piss off la NUH spoiled my mood today!!!!

juz now as i was in the car going to NUH then i heard tat sheryl backstab pw.. actually i was happy yet piss la happy as pw came to sense piss that sheryl went to backstab my used to b sister... i dunno y but i was juz piss off tat she backstab her bestfriend la... then when i came home i read her blog she's sooo acting inncoent la cant stand her like twist n turn everything n make it tat she's innocent... stupid ppl will believe her actually...

but after tat a song made me gald again which is this song in my blog i dunno y but it juz brought up my mood la... i want to put the lyrics some where in my blog but first in this entry..



OPEN UP THE GATES
PLANET SHAKERS

WE COME INTO THIS HOLY PLACE
TO BRING A SACRIFICE OF PRAISE
BOW DOWN BEFORE YOU AND SEEK YOUR FACE

WE SING OF THE MIGHTY THINGS YOU'VE DONE CRY OUT TO YOU LET YOUR WILL BE DONE TELL ALL THE WORLD YOU'RE THE HOLY ONE

HEAR THE SHOUTS OF PRAISE
AS THEY'RE RISING UP TO YOU
COME AND FILL THIS PLACE
AS WE BRING GLORY TO YOUR NAME

Chorus
OPEN UP THE GATES
AND LET THE KING OF GLORY IN
FILL THIS HOUSE WITH PRAISES
AS WE LIFT OUR HANDS AND WORSHIP YOU
OPEN UP THE DOORS AND LET YOUR GLORY FILL THE EARTH
KING OF HEAVEN
WE DANCE BEFORE YOUR THRONE

Bridge
KING OF HEAVEN COME AND TAKE YOUR PLACE DWELL AMONG US AS WE SEEK YOUR FACE

oh man... hmm never blog yesterday caz i was too tired... like since morning my eyes was super dry which make me super irritated and tired.. ohh ya tat mrs lim is such an ass la she keep saying i kept toking during ASSembly n i didnt tok much lor i only tok to jonathan and kept smiling, acting cute to him for awhile only the rest of the time i was either sleeping or staring at the floor...mrs poh also tot i was toking but i said cannot tok wad so smile lor mayb they all misunderstood or something oh wells... i think mrs lim really have to watch her mouth la wat she speak can b really hurtfull at times la.. oh wells tat kinds spoil my morning la but hack la i was better after A maths.
then had band till 830 so tired dunno y also mr gloz came down yesterday he seems ok la... oh then he said mayb he can help the guys to transfer to either st pats or St Andrews!!! ahhh not fair la!! if i'm a guy i'll choing for st andrews! then it will b so cool both church and schh are SA whoo hoo... but too bad i'm a girl mayb choing for SAJC=) if can la...oh wells
anyways yes yesterday super tired eyes was super dry again so irritated... hahaha ohh i realised now when i wear spects with this hair style i look not bad...
with spects- smart
without spects- innocent=)
hahaha i think so la..
whoo hoo band concert!!! 3 more days nono now pass 12 so its 2 more days!!! ahhhhh soo cool!!! oh i'm preparing to skip sch on wed already since its a boring day...n i think i wont have energy to go to sch too oh wells.. parents already allow me to do so.. so i guess its alright la....

something to say

i tried to do QT juz now but i really cant concentrate i dunno y i guess Daddy God is asking me to rite this down.....
when i went to the com i saw roy's nick less than 24 hours to the destruction of the world... it strick me as tat he had said this for weeks already tat there will b destruction or somthing tml ya it may be true but shouldnt him b praying it not to come?? he said God told him so. shouldnt God's trying to warn us... asking us to pray?? he juz seems so like something will happen tml. i'm sure it will happen caz God told me so. he seems so on for it shouldnt he b worried and start praying abt it? it makes me think tat he wants to prove to everyone tat this God of his is the real one. yes i noe he is the real one but God gave us the choice to choose he dun need to give destrustion to prove tat he's the real God.. he let us choose tats wat we children of God are here to spread the Gospels to the world.. we are ones... not any destruction... yes if there is a destruction tml ppl may bevlive but God dun need to do so he wants us to come back to Him to pray to seek for forgiveness... n not wait and prove to ppl... kinda upset with roy i dunno if he had prayed or have he juz sat there waiting for it to come... and like shouldnt he b upset the he noes something may happen tml should he b worried who wants any destruction?? if i hear this kind of thing the first thing is tat i'll b sad and start praying abt it...
hope he reads this... i wanted to tok to him juz now but he's already sleeping... but now all i can do is to pray.....

bilateral camptodactyly

you c my pinky is not straight... erm both hands are the same la...
okays today i went to my doctor then on the way i went to check my pinkey actually i was kinda scared somehow caz i seem tat there wasnt any encouragement from my family n i dun want to ask the doctor by myself.. dad didnt want to tok to the doctor for me he says tat i'm old enough to do so... oh wells.. so after being clam down by a friend last night, i finally took the courage to ask the doctor by myself... quiet scarey actually but quiet fun too... hahas yup the name for tat kind of pinkey i have is called bilateral camptodactyly long long word still cant figure out how it is pronounce la... oh doc. said i have to starighten it asap or eles it will but harder to let it cure or something SO i'm going to NUH on monday to c the doc. at 2:35pm its really asap la.. hahas..
no feelings to it now mayb on sunday i'll start to freek out again dunno la... n we'll b having band pract at tat time which means i have to skip band for a while n then cancle my tuition too...seems fun..
oh ya wahhh my doctor super pro la he like so many address la let me copy out wat the paper say... and wat he wrote to the hand surgon of NUH
to: plastic/hand surgeon, NUH
Dear: doctor
please see this young lady with bilateral camptodactyly of the little fingers
there ar no other abnomalities seen
KIC surgical release/splinting
thank you
yours sincerely,
(his signature)
A/Pro Roy Chan
MBBS, FRCP(Lond), FAMS
Dip Derm(Lond), Dip Ven(Lond)
Medical Driector
Senior Consultant Dermatologist
Adjunct Assocaiate Professor
Head, Dept of STI Control

on i juz reaslied i took a extra ticket... hope yi biao goes to tat i wont have any worry selling it la... OH YA yi biao called me today abt the ticket whoo hoo hahaha i tok to berry!!! hahaha he's voice is so easy to reconise la yi biao one too hahaha ahhh i miss them cant wait to c them during concert provided yi biao comes la oh ya i also miss the whole obs COOK group ahhhhhhhhhhh i cant wait till the next meeting which is in december?? sooo long la craps...

so exhusted

yesterday i was on high but packed with so many thing like from the time i wake up till the time i sleep there was something mayb important for me to do at least most of them are important expect pei-ing ruiting out la.. like thing was juz line up all the way straight i woke up reciving ruiting's call asking me to go out so i did go out then after tat i was on duty for church by the time i eat dinner and stuff i reach home at 930pm after that i've gotta do tuition hw and IPW report i didnt finish my tuition hw n juz did the IPW report.. its suck la so many thing cramp up yesterday but it was still a good day la

report was bad neither did i noe wat i was doing i'm juz so tired n now i'm so exhusted...i'm having headache and sinus now n my nose hurts got headache caz juz now fadzil's head hit the bridge of nose which was so super it was pain till tears droped out from my eyes. but i wasnt crying... and then i lead me to a headache... i'm soooo tired i cant think my brain seems so presured i need to relax i think... i came home from band, luckily i had some free time to at least sleep... then after tuition i watch tv for an hour n went to sleep for an hour again... so tired i guess i may sleep early today... tml lessons will b really draggy soo i better have the energy.... i juz dun want to b sick again its so sickening la....

YAY today rock nono YESTERDAY ROCKS

wheeeeeeeeee i finish my ipw report ahhhh aaron sucks la he's suppose to wait for me to finish up the report then help me check the errors and print it out for me. he said he will wait caz he cant sleep but by the time i finish my tuition hw he already went offline!! ahhh he pang seh me!!! hmph. must scold him tml! and i couldnt find someone who can help me print that stupid report caz all the ppl who are online are like not from my sch and those tat are in 3A or B, their printer has broken down or other reasons la and finally i saw kelvin! wheeee hahah i noe he got a printer so i ask him wheee yay kelvin is so kind! wheeee yay he help me print=) whee.... oh ya then as i was doing tat report going to finish already my MC suddenly hang ahhhhhhhhh i didnt save!!! so no choice i have to do the ctrl+alt+delete thing ahhhh heart pain hahah i i went to complain to jin qiang.. then i went to open MC planing to do the report all over again but u noe wat the thing was retrived!! ahhhhhh my com suddenly juz rocks la.=)

oh ya today as ruiting was pang seh by peiwah and she didnt noe tat peiwah cannot go out caz she quarrel with her mum she she went orchard realising tat peiwah will not b coming so she called a few ppl and finally me.. i juz woke up tat time which is at 1230 like tat? brush my teeth dunno doing wat in the toliet and suddenly my hp rang it was her haha dunno y she called me also la i think she already think tat i wont come out caz i got church but suprispingly i can come out ahahah but have to go at 3 la but nvm.. she went to buy shoe and i went to c caps yup i want a cap, a nice one ohh i like the one jo has i think its really nice la... but if i get tat kind, which i dunno where to get from, its like a bit copy cat la so oh wells.... so i left the place at 3 20 for church...considered late oh no bad example!!! ahhh wasnt the last but considered caz val didnt noe tats she's co-singing till i call her...then when i reach there everyone was at their places already ahhhh bad example must b on time next time!!

oh hahah i got J.L to buy concert ticket for me n u noe wat he's buying 2 tickets wheeee hahah he rocks too... oh man stupid weijun i asked her soooo many times to come to the concert but she keeps delaying la.. then when today i asked kim to go then she say she think she can and she asked weijun to come along and u noe wat weijun actually said OKAY ahhhhh weijun u good la i ask u u dun want to tell me a staright answer but kim asked u one time n u juz said ok!?!?!? hmph!
hahah oh today lead but b4 tat caz i'm super nervours so to distract myself i will b like ahhhhh oh no oh no ahhh then after awhile i'll b like u want to come my band concert?? hahah i dunno wat i was doing la... i asked david, today he said he will tell me dunno when dunno if he got take my number down anot. ANYWAYS i was so nervous tat i forgot how to sing the song yes this song tat is in my blog i practise the song so many time but suddenly i dunno how it sounded like ahhhh and then charissa helped me out! she help me to recall wheee charissa rocks la her singing so super bold can!
then abt worship i think i started with the praise like quiet lost la but after we went into the worship i think i was quiet empty in the begining but after 2 songs i told God to use me wholely caz i want it to b a good worship.. sang "Through It All" and like we went into the Hallelujah part n i wanted to go into free worship after tat but i juz cant put a free worship la i dunno y so i juz though of singing Hallelujah over n over again hahah then i think its not bad la like from tat part on i was totally not myself la i feel like the Holy Spirit had taken over me la i'll never though tat i will do such think and like ask the musicians to louder or something for more atmosphere or to ask them to softer the music caz i want to tok to the ppl n stuff i never tot of doing tat b4 la its juz the Holy Spirit tat has taken over me la whee i feel so good tat i almost cried la but i cant i'm leading u c!! i juz felt so much love form God at tat time la ahhhhhhhhh so sweet la!!!!! then after tat song i shared abt wat was suppose to share then we started singing 'Still" then yup we repeat the song and then i feel like not having any music but i really dunno how to show the sign to the musicians la but after i had tat in mind kenneth stop playing WHEEEEEE hahahha its a link from God la! its his second time play kb n my second time leading worship and we both juz counted on the Holy Spirit to help us la and yes the Holy Spirit did help us WHEEE oh ya its elena's second time as lead guit too i think wheee so many second times hahah so cool. its also kinda weird la like i've never have so much focus on Gos duing worship b4 but when i tot tat i will get distracted caz i'm nervous and stuff but i actually focus more then eva wheeeeee i dunno if this worship did minster to everyone but i noe i was minstered by it! ahhhhhhh this is such a wonderful expriance for me i love it men!! ahhh I LOVE DADDY GOD!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

so rushh

juz now was at big bird then suddenly charissa called me n tell me tat alphonse cant do the ppt for tml so i have to send to jousha but i'm not at home only till 11 plus!! so after leaving bb mum suddenly said she want to go n eat food so we went all the way to holland to eat...wanted to tao paa but dad said eat there nicer so anything lor... hahah i like sort of rush la i ate super fast hope tat we can go home early... then finally we all ate finish went into the car then go home... when my dad park the car i open the door and rush up home... when i reach home it was like already 1140... then i on the com while waiting i went to my room n saw tat jousha msged me at 1130 asking me to faster sent him... ahhhh i wanted to pee urgently but no time to do so.. then i went into hotmail n stuff n finally sent the songs to him pheww wat a rush... haha then i went to comfirm with elena if she recieve the offertry song anf then rush to the toliet to pee... super high tide sia...then went to bathe and finially settle down n chat online...
oh i ate alot today...... =)

new song

yesterday i juz thought of when will i be leading worship so i went to check the roster.. and i'm leading on sunday! THIS sunday! n like i'm suppose to send the songs by wed nite and it was already wed nite! so i stop wateva chatting in msn and started choosing songs.. yup i'll b singing this song in cityteens this sunday... then i was thinking wat songs to choose caz i'm like short of quiet a number of songs and i already choose most of the worship songs already.. so anyway as i was thinking wat should i pary and stuff and i asked God to help me la and then i look through the songs and realised then most of the songs i chouse are related to a certian subject.... hearing so many things abt terrorism and ya it sort of related to my songs as like no matter wat happens Daddy God will b with us and protect us... this helped me wat to do during worship already.. yup n he also asked me to keep praying for the nation n stuff...

ya so after choosing the songs n all it was already nearly to 1am already so i slack awhile till 140 like tat and went to sleep... but amazingly today i didnt sleep in class at all... even though i came home late yesterday but manged to take a nap for 1/2 an hour la... haha i feel so weird la 1/2 an hour also want to sleep must as wells sleep through the next day but lucky i didnt la and linette this kind of person will never sleep b4 1030pm one =)

*SCREAMS* berry came online juz now but i was STUDYING=) so i didnt reply him... wahhh his band not on one!! i shall got persuade yi biao tml since its so hard to contact berry... but i think berry is going i'm not sure la... he said he will b the only one going so poor things la... but wateva berry still rocks!!! hahaha my one and only kor who is yonger than me which i am willing to accpet=) oh ya his birthday is coming hahah 2 mths time... still long actually hahaha =) but must crack head to think wat to buy for him since he bought me one for my bday..=)
i think tml b4 band starts i will msg yi biao hopefully he will reply i think they also have band on fridays la mayb its a good chance n stuff and i msg him juz now he ask if i am linette then he didnt reply me already ahhhhh such a pigg!! he better reply me tml!!!

hahah okay i shall end here byebye!!!

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today during band was ok la but till after i finish washing instrument like altogether we washed 6 cornets.. then xueling said she have to rush off so me n yi wen will valve the instrument n stuff.. but then after a short while theres junior band so i let yi wen play n i shall do the rest.. so i did but i realised tat xueling didnt even go yet. n am there doing the instrument... quiet pissed off in a way la.. kept calling her yet she didnt come n help.. n after tat still have to play with the junior... so tired already... then i ask sam something she like keep ingoring me la so fed up... so ya wasnt in a good mood already... then during fall in it was really the first time when i counted every single one who have unproper uniform.. ya but i didnt give the amount of how many to down la... wani did.. and i almost wanted to tell alvin to ask them to down 35 but nvm la 30 will do... then after tat brass have to down 20 and cornet down 10 more which is 30 altogether... n already upset plus downing.. dun think my health can take it la... then after fall in my hand was shaking... couldnt write.. then we are supose to write something but i cant so i juz take the liquid paper and draw a bone at the conner... somehow after tat it cheered me up la..

when i was intending to go home i called my sis to ask her if she need food n if she bought food for me.. she's not at home and she didnt buy me food.. n my house dun have food so i have to go out with the band ppl to eat...really tired but wat to do theres no food at home but actually the food i ate was not bad la... yup so after that go home...

erm i dunno

oh no stupid ipw photo montage is due tml..but i think we go a plan already... so its alright.. ahh ipw sucks la...hahah somehow i feel that i can sell all the tickets la... i dunno where berry!!! like caz his msn nick is in chinese so everytime i c there chinese msn nick i'll go n look but dunno y suddenly so many ppl put chinese nick!! ahhhhh and those chinese nick is alwalys not him....he got no hp i dunno how to contect him n obviously i wont want to call his house la...oh wells i'll juz wait till sunday and then if i still cant contect him i'll msg yi biao la...
oh wells...i sell all my tickets i have no matter wat...have my ways..lalalala

today mrs chang toked to me... hmm mayb i shall start studying la... but today i was really tired.. i shall work harder after band concert... i must do well or better in my end of year.... tats my aim.

ahhh

ahh i need more ppl to buy tickets caz i exchange my 3 $7 tickets with kelvin with his 3 $5 tickets then juz now audrey said tat she wants the $7 tickets so i now i have 4 extra $5 tickets and need to get 2 $7 tickets... oh wells.... hope weijun they all can go and berry need lots of tickets or something oh wells....

LaLaLa

hmm i woke up today and then went to do the concert thing actually i didnt do much i feel so bad la.. like by the time everyone settle down its time for me to go to church already... i hope i can help out in something eles...

today church was suppppperrr wahhh its like the best worship we eva have la... though theres alot of new songs but ya its still nice and today got alot n alot of ppl hahaha then during offertry jo had to keep singing the song over n over again caz there was too many ppl n it was passed super slowly... hahaha oh mureen onions tok was nice la ya church was juz great!!! and then today we left the place at 715.. super late la...

hah then after eating went to big bird then finally went home with my sis, bro and his gf. then we actually decided to take a taxi caz bus rate rise and its like taking a taxi for us la.. but no taxi but while waiting this person from a car shouted "linette" then i was like erm who's tat?? then i tot she was elena somehow so i was like "OH" then i happily wave back then i think again dun look like elena... then after happily waving and the car drove off my sis asked me "who's tat" then i was like "erm i still dunno" hahahah so everyone was like laughing caz i dunno tat person but i still "OH" and happily wave back....hahahs....=)

wheee

it juz seem so fast i've already sold 5 $5 tickets and 2 $7 tickets already... and there will b 3 more $5 tickets comfirm going to sell i think i'll sell quiet alot for the $5 tickets but for the $7 ones i really dunno... i already said if i need more tickets i'll first get from faris if not enough i get from my ex-cornet junior=) then yesterday berry told me that mayb he can get a few ppl to go wheee berry rocks la!!!
oh wells today band was fun la its like super super big la... haha then this actor chong tat or something haha i didnt noe he's really tat on la... he's so jap la hahaha so fun... cant tell must or eles concert wont b fun already=)
whee i'm going to meet audery on tuesday wheeee!!! so fun so long super long nevr meet her already!!
oh ya i'm going to cut my hair b4 concert i want my hair to b like that picture haha i think its really nice la but now i dunno y i can do my hair like tat i think my hair juz grows too fast i'm like cutting my hair every mth la... haha hmm where shall i cut next i want nice nice one!! i miss this hair style over there....

sicky day

last nite i had a bad headache. didnt really sleep well but oh wells i juz decided to go to sch caz i tot theres A maths test. but during E maths i realised tat theres no A maths test and my head was spliting already and can concerntrate on wat i'm doing... then after E maths i decided to go home after english so tat i wont really waste my time on coming to sch for 1 period only... tried to sleeping during english but my head was really spliting n finally english ended so xueling beeting calista follow me to the G.O to get the leave sch early form... then xueling's so nice to help me get signature form ms ho... ya so they called my mum n stuff and i can go home... after so long walking out of the sch with a spliting head i still decided to go buy dian xin.. hahas.. then from there i took a taxi home...
went home and mum said i look super pale.... she said i've been pale since monday...and she said mayb theres too many band practises and not enough rest tats y i'm like tat... so anyways i went to eat the dian xin and after tat took a panadol.. haha i didnt noe panadol helps la.. so i went to sleep for 5 hours=D hahah super long la n after tat i'm better already... but my throat is super dry no matter how much water i drink its still dry... oh wells...

sick AGAIN!

argh i started off my day by having my nose to bleed... and then i fell sick through out the day till now..juz a nose bleed it lead me to headache, flu, felt like vomiting and almost caught a fever and brought me to a bad mood...

hahaha happy la

26 July, tuesday
Victora Concert Hall
7pm
$5 and $7

WHEEE

hahaha today very happy hahah berry FINALLY came online after so long la hahah so i was like AHHHHH berry's online!!! whoo hooo so went to find him and ask him to come to the concert and ask his sch band to come also!! hahah bukit batok is booked by me!!!! hahahah but really hope they all will come la then after then i tok to celestine WHEE she's coming audrey and yes again MGS SEC 3 is booked by me tooo!!! ahahahahah wheee so fun... ahhaha my mood was juz brought up high right after berry came online and celestine say she can go!! wheee hahah


oh ya hahahah today i went home early=) then like i wen tto the bus stop so like i can take any bus one la so i saw a bus coming so i juz raise my hand n was super shock when i saw 38!!! like when did such bus pop out!!! so like since i already raise my hand must as well juz try my luck n take the bus and wheee its goes to my house!!!! YAY.. hahah tat bus goes to holland... hahah whee so fun i try my luck to take tat bus and i brough me home HEHEHEHE hahha okay i'll end her juz realised tat i got E maths hw ahhhh lazy to do sian la.....

worship roster

the new worship roster come out already and i'm leading 2 times!! one on 17th july and the other is on 11 sept then kim and jo is only leading 1 time in 3 mth ahhh not fair OH YA val going to lead on 18 sept!! whoo hooo!!! not bad..... ahhhh 2 times!! oh ya and out of my 5 times duty kenneth is in the same team as in for 4 times ahhh crap..

hahaha my dad change his room tv with the outside one so the tv in his room now is like super big la very weird....

arrghh i hate being sick so irritating.....

the only way...

i finally step out and tok to her n settle things with her i think its really useless to get each other pissed off everytime... its harms my health too la...ya actaullu been toking to Daddy God abt it for a few days already but ya... and feeling down for a long time already...then juz now i read he blog n i was super pissed off n tag her full of angry and then i was still super pissed off then suddenly the word settle things with her dun care anymore came into mind... ya so i took tat courage to tok to her la n yes things came out to b nice... haha feeling better already..much better...

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listening to ur problems
drags me even more down
i dunno wat to do
if only i can help u
before i tok to u
sadness already in me
yet i kept quiet
tried to help u
yet i cant help myself

i feel disappointed
can she juz listen to me?
trust me?
i got nothing to say
all i noe my heart's in pain
i want to cry out
to shout out loud
but i cant.
i dunno.
i'm tired of this.
cheer me up.