Tuesday, August 30, 2005
FINALLY going out together......
haha assembly's really weird today haha quiet freeky very sian untill closer to the ending part then it was quiet fun haha dunno la so freeky tat bee hwee cried hahaha can bully her during E maths class again=)
hmm haha i'm still pissed off with jon caz he smoke infront of me yesterday.. then yesterday i asked him online when will he stop then he purposely went offline... showed him some attutide in the morning it was for fun though but still i hate it when my friends smokes infront of me...shall show him more attutide the next few day=)
oh ya hahah went to cut hair today n thx ruiting for accompanying my again wahh u rock la everytime make u pei me hehehe RUI TING ROCKS hahaha walk round the whole far east to find a good n cheap place to cut=) then cut also not bad la hope ppl can c the diff tml! my sis said its nicer =) yay hah then the person spike too much of my hair haha not used to it la too much spike so punk but ruiting say its nice... nahhh i'll have my own style...=) haha oh yes the guy who cut my hair guessed correctly tat i'm sec3 yay!! haha ruiting said got ppl thinks she's sec 1 ahahahahahah nananee poopoo!! =) then after cut hair finish went to walk around far east... then go home...=)
tml FINALLY going out with szeyu peiwah ruiting ahhhhhhh looooooonnnngggg time never go out as a complete group already ahhhh hahaha like its sooo rear for us 4 to go out together la! oh man... hahahah happy happy hope none of us cant go suddenly!! everytime only me n ruiting go out together very sian lehhh aye tat 2 girls u heard tat anot??? go out with us more often can??!!??
hmm ms tay sucks make me now dun really like maths ahhh i miss having fun with maths last year so crappp...then tml got E maths test sian la!!must go study already.. sian...
Monday, August 29, 2005
crappppppp
must do something already i think i got a plan already... for the time being he still sucks.. untill he stops somking i'll reconsider.. oh well... he promised me to stop smoking like since last year?? haha c la i tok abt him here then he out of the blue find me online...
oh ya elisa went missing from sch haha we all tot she pon sch la but actually she got water in her lungs?? hmm ok.. then now in hospital i think tml going to visit her even though me n my friends quiet mean to her but afterall still same class mah...
think i'm going to cut hair tml again...sian la...hmm then mayb on wed continue for my search for some stuff again... sian must ask ruiting accompany me hope she can la AHH RUITING PLS B MINE ON WED?? I'LL TREAT U SOMETHING??? =)
aiya y this few mth so many ppl bday. dun like buying presents sian.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
juz love?
its juz too fast cityteens n yf is going to merge in october?? too fast i suddenly had a feeling that i'll b missing cityteens!! ahhhh.....
Friday, August 26, 2005
time flies
finally into sec sch where many things happened sec 1 i was still in a play mood la i never tot of the word studying but i manage to do quiet ok for exams... many weird stuff happened in sec 1 i think i was not matured enough to think properly la..
sec 2 was like the best year la... when i open up my eyes and starts to c thing, start to understand things to think first n of caz starting to concentrate on my studies.. well it really the best la i had really lots of fun with 2A its the best class of all la even if its much much more noisy than my class now but its really very fun...miss it... amazingly my clique played really alot slack alot but we all still manage to do well in our studies=)
sec 3 ahh first 6 mths was like crap la.. she came n so many thing went upside down... each one of my clique ppl had a guy was super left out la super sad... but in a way it helped my to excel in my stuides caz those days when they stay back i will juz go home sleep n study at night while they will b in sch playing/studying i dunno.... n then i did really well in my mid year really unexpected la... but i got a poor conduct caz of being late too many times.. i think end of year i may get poor for conduct too last like 3 or 4 times already.. sian la... well now everythings really back to normal something like last year but not really la hah dunno oh wells...
yup oh man... itme passes really fast 2 more weeks it will b sept holidays and then after tat exam's going to start soon i start studying during tat 1 week holiday already...
lala anyways i think i'm going to have sore throat.. my throat was a bit dry after sch drank some water then it got better.. but i dunno wat i was doing i went to eat durrian ice-cream juz now n now iti kinda got worste... sighh ahhhhh.........
Thursday, August 25, 2005
faith
but then You came in to my life
healed my heart and gave me love
i deny You so many times
tired to walk on my own
but i cant
sometimes i start to think
i handle my problems
but then i tried so hard
but it gets worst
i realised how much i need You
how much i seek for forgiveness
forgiving You are, u forgave me
sometimes i feel lost
i shout for You
yet u didnt reply
i cant find You
and i need You
but kept beliving You will come back soon
only when i realised my mistakes
its not You who left me
its me who have backslide
it gave me understand
to learn more from my wrongs
to be closer to You
to have more faith in You
no matter how far are you from God
weather the biggest problems has come
FAITH in God conquers them all
so stand in faith
no matter what happens
all you need is faith
and believe he will help you
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
bye chris.
tml Amaths test haha i dunno y but i'm waiting for Amaths test caz i did badly for the few test this term i think i slack too much in Amaths? cannot already la but do as good as last term or mayb better=) so far my overall test marks this term is lousy i fail ahhh cannot i want more tests =) oh wells
ahhh study.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
saw zhang fei.
then eat finish went to buy present.. went to kuniyaku?? then while waiting for ruiting to buy her stuff i was learning cantonese, testing szeyu her cantonese with the help of a learn cantonese book haha so fun=) but i've forgoten all the words already la so nvm=) lalala was so tired so went home bathe and sleep till 8.. lalal going to study maths soon sis going to teach=)
Monday, August 22, 2005
inspiration
hmm yesterda was junior band fest... the performances was not bad la but still not as good as my batch of caz wat i was the soloist=) hahaha but seriously my batch was batter la... oh wells they did well.. saxophones was super loud... not bad la... hahaha i think my junior got the most sweets, chocolates=) she got nice seniors wad...=)
was super tired caz i woke up at 830 to go to the 930 service.. i really didnt want to fall asleep during service la... then kim called me to go to sunday sch with her... in a way i wont sleep for sure already la... then had holy communion... its a long long time since i went for it la... the wine taste weird but ok la not bad=) then when i went 930 aunty joyce was like so surprise to c me actually everyone was suprise to c me caz i rearly go 930 only when theres something special on then i'll go la.. so she drag 'pull my hand' to sit with those ppl i noe.. haha actually wanted to sit with mummy but she juz drag me away from her so mummy ended sitting alone.. poor her...
oh ya if ur ask y i never go cityteens its bcaz i had the band thing so i go 930 instead...=)
after jbf was so tired but still went out to eat bk then after tat went home so tired la... then i went to sleep from 8-945pm till sis starts waking me put ask me to go out of MY room... she keep asking n asking but i didnt want to really tired then she off the air con which is like super hot till i sweat la... so pissed off.. well its her room too but i have every right to sleep in my room to right?? oh nvm... then i went to use to com for a few mins only n ended sleeping in parents room... slept untill 11pm when my parents came back home... then i dunno wat i was doing la i went to the dinning table i saw food n juz grab n eat...ate hot dog... then i was like y am i eating la? hahaha oh wells.... then after tat went to my room intending to sleep EARLY but it juz seem tat wheneva i'm tuged in in my blanket, on my side of the bed i cant seem to sleep...so it was drag till 1am like tat then i manage to sleep.. in between i was watching tv too la=)
Saturday, August 20, 2005
degsining blog?
oh ya i'm suppose to b in the combine worship team with YF on sunday. wat a late notice la i only noe late last night... then i msg kenneth to tell him i cant make it but he never reply!! make me wait so long la then when i was sleeping juz now suddenly someone who i didnt expcet to msg me msged me i tot i was kenneth but its not make my jump up from my sleep.... but nvm la was juz waiting for stupid kenneth to reply me till i cant wait anymore so i called him n he's working.. so have to call charissa n she asked me to ask jo to take over me... yay resolved!
ahhh i'm going 930 service on sunday so must wake up early ahhhh then after church going to some food fest in church for a whlie then go to sch to mayb do some uniform stuff... i guess it will b a tired day for me oh wells.....
oh ya i was thinking of degsining my own blog someday when i'm free must ask weijun to teach me i think she noes=)
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
sick??
today i woke up at 640am ahhh so early! usually my alarm starts ringing at 640 n i will wake up by 7 but caz dad's car broke down last night caz me to go sch by myself! ahhh my mum la scared i will b late i actually tell her u want to wake up at 645 then she's like CANNOT! wait u late! today i left house at 655 and reach sch at 720 i took a slow 10mins to walk to the bus stop from my house which actually only need 5 mins la... then the bus ride was only 5mins??? so caz i think i'm too early so i decided to walk super slowly from the buss stop to sch another 10 mins when it need only a 5 mins walk?? n i'm still super early!!! waste my time only... then i go sch early n this is wat i got from ms ho." good tat u'r early today can u help me carry my stuff to the classroom?" wateva la i go sch early n tat is wat i got.....=)
oh man.. must take care of myself already my lungs very tight sigh sigh... like these few morning when i wake up i need to take alots of deep breath sighh arhhhh hate this.
Monday, August 15, 2005
NUH again
i think nuh really have weird doctors names la.. like this doc is called doc looi.. then he refered me to another doctor who is called prof. pho all the weird surnames... doc looi said tat prof. pho is abit fierce... hmm.. then he asked me to prepare questions to asked him... hmm he said prof. pho is one of the top 10 doctors?? dunno wethers its among the world or in singapore.. caz i was woundering y would one of the top 10 doctors b in singapore unless he's a singaporen la which is not bad la.... hmm but it migh cost a big buck... dunno la i'll pay daddy back when i have the money next time must start caculating how much doc fees tat dee has paid.. hmm i was thinking in the car tat maayb when i work i'll give 90% of my first pay to daddy... i think it mayb recover all the doctor fees la... haha oh wells....
anyways as i was saying abt prof pho, i'm going to c him next thur... hmm hope i dun have to wait so long again.... sighhh....
oh ya dr looi also asked me which hand i want to do the operation first so i said left hand caz its seldom used... hmm... n he asked me to tape pinkeys so tat i will noe wat thing i do requires my pinkeys.... mayb i'll do tml.... i guess or when i'm free the whole day.....
Sunday, August 14, 2005
tired but intersting..=)
tml going to c doctor again hmmm hope i didnt need to wait so long again....
new song
Friday, August 12, 2005
hmm
hmm i think like last year when i was the most down point of my life like bad pass kept falling apon me... i seemed tat i've totally lost contect my Daddy God.. well it was really a hard time but sometimes He holds me on.. by like since then He kept telling me not to give up on Him... go reflect on my mistakes.. n like i also knew tat if one day i reject him i'll b the worst of the worst girl la those ah lian type... so i kept telling myself to hold on dun give up caz i dun want to b like tat... well it really brought my perserverence la... n after things are settled my walk with Daddy God became stronger n stronger...
but like b4 fop i was kinda in fear of the 7 mth thing i dunno y like last it i juz took it as nothing but this year it suddenly made me fear la.. well i dunno y but like i think too much of it tat i lost Him... till FOP after wat he have did to me i felt him like back again surrounding me where ever i go protecting me... felt so secure la like last monday i went shell with kim at him around 8 then is like dark dark one.. but like when i went home i have to walk 2 stories stairs God told me before i go up to dun think of anything juz think of Him n walk up SLOWLY... well i didnt it without fear at all usually i will juz chiong up the stairs la... hahah kinda cool=) so now every time i walk up the stairs i'll walk up SLOWLY...
=)
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
cornets 2nd bday!
wheee hahah yesterday's so fun la but i'm really lazy to blog so i'll juz cut short
- reached newton at 230 to meet the cornets.
- left the place to marina bay and wait for xueling over there. wait for quiet along time la..
- finally she came.. went to the place nearly packed with ppl
- after dunno how long fadzil fianlly came which means the picnic mat finally arrived..
- sat down.. put the food in the center... burning under the sun waiting for BOO WEI YI to arrive.
- couldnt wait anymore so we decided to eat regina's cakes which is erm chocolate...... had a small slice.
- finally BOO WEI YI arrived... with 40 nuggets.. and all the macdonal sauces..=) tats the good thing he have done for the day la...
- then watch ndp finally the fireworks came! whee 2 at a time nice!!! =)
- our picnic.
Monday, August 08, 2005
weirdos
wells today's quite alright la.. had national day celebration in sch quiet boring but the skit thing is the only fun thing of the day la... went to play base drum for the parade so tiring la... my right arm was so tired while playing... suppose to go out with ruiting n szeyu but at the last min szeyu's mum called.. and wants her to go out with her.. sighh left with me n ruiting again so sian la i juz went out with her on sat n then today i go out with her again... ruiting wanted to watch the maid perview la n i dun want to watch hahah i dun want to b freeked out la.. but even if i agrees to watch with her we still cant caz the preview is all shown after 12am... oh wells.. wanted to watch movie but the theaters seems to b pack with ppl today... oh wells....
have u seen anyone who eats sea coconut desert but only eat the sea coconut but not the ice?? yup i found one person which is lim rui ting!! oh man how can one eat desert with out eating the ice??? healthy ppl will do such thing....
it was 3 am when i was sleeping last night then came a call a no number call i tot it was my alarm but no reason should it b ringing at 3 am then i realised its my phone ringing... i miss a call once.. then after awhile it rang again i pick my hp up..."hey baby...how r u" was wat i heard n the person hung up..
hahah the voice is so jonathan la..i already knew it was him la i reconise his voice u c... u tell me which weirdo will call u at 3 am and say this kind of thing... haha then after awhile i was too lazy to pick up the phone so i asked my sis to pick up for me n tell jonathan I'M SLEEPING!
oh wells... there's too many weirdo already.. met 2 today already...
hmm kim asked me to go shell with her juz now at 830 like tat n pass her some donation thing i tot i lost it but luckily i didnt!! it worth $20 i think... wells i went to her new house to c for awhile quiet spooky but nice.. though its small but still nice la.. then after awhile went to shell buy some stuff... kim wanted to buy yougurt but i'm trying to help her by telling her its fattening but she keeps saying tat its low fat... oh wells.. but in the end she didnt buy... juz this few thing we've done and so fast 1 hour pass... juz like tat... oh wells.... haha last time in balmoral, years ago, we used to go to porcupine to buy stuff, now in bukit timah/white house, we're going to shell to buy stuff.. =)
Sunday, August 07, 2005
thanks ruiting!!
hahah oh man..... i think i suck at telling testimony in church la... i alwalys touch anything i can touch when i have a testimony like today i want playing with the mike stand i juz move it here n there everywhere i could...haha i didnt noe wat i was doing but hahaha oh wells... haha then i the teacher marianne went to tell the teachers i have a testimony so like the moment i enter the room all the teacher were like linette i heard u got a testimony better share later... hahaha ok....
today i was late for worship prac! stupid bus i was half broken down! like i was broken down till it stops in the middle of the road for awhile n starts moving again... later already stil want to break down... oh wells........
Festival Of PRAISE
i mean i wasnt really happy with the people i was siting with la i first tot tat y must i sit with the ppl whom i'm not close to like the teachers.. i was quiet sad la but after the sermon wheee while we're singing this guy infront of my i saw him taking out his spects using tissue to wipe his face i had a feeling he was crying... then after awhile he sat down theni felt sorrows, deep hurts, need a comforter need help, wanting God so much from him n then God started to ask to pray for him like HUH?? pray how to?? i've never done this b4?? i dunno.. i dun dare... oh noo... ahh..
haha these words came to my mind but like God kept telling me GO GO GO ahh i really didnt noe wad to do!! i tried to avoid it but the more i avoid the more God is telling me to do it... He kept telling me if u dun do it u'll leave this place with a empty heart... and if u dun dare go tell teacher marrianne... it drag quiet long till i ended up crying caz God keeps telling me to do it n i dun want to disappoint him... i want to do it but i dun dare... and His presence kept falling apon me...untill i started crying... abit only la... then i finally took the courage to tell teacher marianne abt it then she teach me say said ask me to wisper to the guy tat i want to pray for him.. yup so i did n then i prayed for him... oh man really cool after awhile he started crying again haha... must b touch.. then teacher marianne joined me to lay hands on him.. then i pray n prayed in tongues too... after a song ended i finsih my prayer... then i stand up sing n next song Praise God and had a wonderful feeling... wheeeeeeeee oh ya teacher marianne had a word for him too which is God is ur strength, if u have problems seek him and he will help u something like tat la.. realated to wat i felt abt him la... woahhh i think this is my best experiances la FIRST TIME leh!! whee i took to courage to do so n i didnt leave with a empty heart but a heart filled with God's presence, God's love... i think if i didnt do it i'll b filled with guilt right now.. and this have help me through my problem that i was in these 2 or 3 weeks..
then i this came to my mind tat God put me with those ppl for a purpose=)
thank you Daddy God! i love You=)
Saturday, August 06, 2005
wateva lor
after sch i told daphne tat sam said she's playing then after tat i went to find ruiting finding out tat she wants to play badminton when she promised to go out with me wateva lor pang seh me... quiet sad la then while persuading her suddenly daph called me n said tat i'm not playing anymore sam's playing... like wateva la she went to tok to indra then she dunno who choose then she got to play.. so upset la... then plus ruiting want to pang seh me.. was toking to ruiting n peiwah abt weather they want to go out anot then came xueling... so i ran to her but after awhile i couldnt hold me tear back n started crying... i suddenly felt so alone, so unwanted, so upset. daph appointed me to play when she didnt ask her to play and juz a few tok with indra she got to play? so wat la.. somemore i tell her daph ask me one when i dunno y she got to play? so pissed lor... but i think somehow when i cried daph was shocked so she went to tok to kelvin then i somehow got to play.. actually didnt have to mood to play already but kelvin juz like i dun care ur playing... k.... during tat time i was with cant remember who i think 3 or 4 4a girls then later came ruiting... ruiting tot i was crying caz she want to pang seh me.. the rest tot i was crying caz of the band thing... but its actually both...
to those who took concern thanks alot! i'm alright...
Thursday, August 04, 2005
results!!
stupid xueling cheat me!! she say today got bio test make me study but its actually next week.. hmph! hmm phy test tml.. i think i should b able to do it la
kinetic energy= 1/2XmassX (velocity*sq)
potential energy= massXgravityXheight
work done= forceXdistance
hmm i think tats all i think its correct hmm.. shell check now.
haha missed out one
power=(energy)/time
yupp tats all mayb i can pass hope so....
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
tired....disappointed...
i think the thief is from my class
- dunno when chin soon lost his phone in the dnt room
- xueling lost her hp either in the com lab or during bio lesson
- jin fong lost his ipod and hp. ky lost $80
so poor thing i guess the person is from my class who is from dnt and bio... they have a suspect already but not comfirm... if it is tat person i think tat person will really get bashed up la... dunno.. sighh i suddenly feel so disappointed with my class...
these few days i think i bcame quiet a loner in class mayb la 2 reasons
- i promise mum to study hard after band concert.
- tat stuck up person keep stucking up to my friends make me feel like not being with them.
oh wells i juz concerntrate on studying la... hahah now i'm also studying bio first time in this year i'm studying bio a day advance... but i also not sure which chapter so study so anyhow la...
so sickening i reformated my com then must redownload things again so sian... sighh stupid jinqiang send me virus....make me reformat the com... oh wells... still got lots of things to download shall do it tml... been doing the com since 6 plus so sian already need to relax...
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
com looks reformated..
i solved my stupid com problem it seem tat my com have juz reformated only tat all my stuff are in the com.. so weird n its super slow... like got alot of problem la... i think i must really save all my files b4 one day i cant on my com n everything gets lost... oh wells at least my com is now virus free! thx jinqiang for bring me the virus causing lots of problem actually but nvm....
Monday, August 01, 2005
to christopher
Dear Christopher,
here is ur reply. its a long long time since i've seen u though i think u look different from wat i've seen 4 years ago but i think u still look the same in photos. haha u noe when we met during the interval u r suppose to pass me the concert ticket money but i forgot. haha i'll take this as a long lost friend treat. thanks for coming to the concert n supporting me.=) ahh ahaha i really miss cycling days!!! oh man... i still remember a day when u was ridding ur bike n bouncing on the seat till it went out of place! hahah REMEMBER??? ahh memories... hahah hope to c u again next time!! remember me ah!! and its linette not lynette