BYE BYE

wheeeeeeeeeee i'm going chalet really really soon!! will b back on wednesday CYA!!!!=)

MY MUMMY ROCKS

ok!! i have 14 mins to blog!! wheeee... =) got show to watch at 730....=)

MY MUMMY ROCKS!!!!!!!!! hahah today after church, we went to far east to eat.. then after eating, went toliet... then when i came out n found my mummy she was like "nah ur shopping money" guess how much!! guess guess guess!! $50 wheee hahaha but i already like use 3/4 of it la... hehehehe never i'll use the rest for chalet activities tml=)

oh yes chalet!! tml!!! haha good good jon say meet at newton=) got tons of stupid question to ask him... so juz now i asked him to call me later.. then he said for wat?? then i say talk la.. hahaha caz if i say got stupid questions to ask him he will start of with the reatrdedness n stuff la... =)

WELL going to 930 today got a big improvement for me!! actually i can dun sleep thru out the whole sermon but juz felt like rest awhile... after i still remember wat was taught la....=) hehe i'll continue to improve week by week! BUT guess wat... from 27 nov 930am service is going to b 9am oh man 9am......... madness.....

ok jon called bye bye.

lala

OK PICTURES ARE UPLOADED!!!

LYnC YOUTH CAMP 2005!!
8-10 DEC!!
ST ANDREW'S VILLAGE!!!
$50!!!! (SO EX!!!)

but it inclueds camp t-shirt... but still very ex la!! ohh shermen degsin the shirt... saw it today quiet cool!


anyways i got 6 mins to blog!!! ahhhh got show to watch at 1030!! must chiong already... hmm today after church went to swensens to eat with church ppl=) shared food with kim... had chicken back rice n ice-cream... n it cost me $10.50... well ok la not so ex...

ohoh sam gave me the band pracs scedule... 2-4pm...4,8,10,17,24 nov..band camp 28-30 nov.
hmm ok la... not so bad....

OK have to go already..... its 10 30pm! blog more tml!! BYE.

pictures!

top row: me, joan
front: gerlyn, yin hui (new friend!) & shu ying (new friend!)

juz left mgs...









4 chij girls....
1 monkhillian....










front row: ex-mg girls=)
back row: vistors to mgs












gerlyn n joan: busmates from p1-p5=)













I LIKE THIS PHOTO!!!
PEIWAH, LIN & JONATHAN!!

on the way to little india i think...
or is it to kangpong gleam...











i think there should be more photos but jon haven send me yet...

NICE DAY

well started the day with the long n boring principal talk... super long la then got prize giving n dunno wat other stuff la... its juz simply BORING. n tat took abt an hour???
ANYWAYS went to class hear the teachers talk n talk n talk ... then ms ho gave me this form for leaving singapore thing... yeah.. then she was like "if ur dun return ur form ur wont get back ur report book" then my reaction was like "HUH?!?!?!?!" ya la i said it super loudly la!! i really really wanted my report book!!! then after tat ms ho was like saying.. "the girls will follow 3/2 n guys follow 3/1 for excusion!!!! OH CRAP LA NO 3B... excusion's gonna suck totally already... anyways after we're let of from class, i talk to mrs lim say ask my dad come down n sign.. then she was like nvm la juz give me the form on monday or something... YAY!! which mean i can get my report bk!! wheeeee BUT excusion's still gonna sux...no 3B??? how can!!! ahhh..... i was super sad la....
BUT then when we were lining up to get ready to leave sch suddenly they said we're following 3b n 4a!!! YAY 3b!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun bother 4a but YAY 3B!!!!! hahaha well then i said..."this excusion not gonna sux to badly anymore"=) hahah to i run to the bus... went into the bus than went right behind to ruiting they all... AND THAN crappy ang kok kee call me!!! ahhhh dun let me sit with them... than make 3a sit together n stuff SO MA FAN LA!!! anways in the end ruiting their all had to move up front which end up behind me only!! HEHEHE!! then i keep turning back to tok to them... then ang kok kee saw than she ask me to go sit behind with her!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh so crapp la... then she tok to me... i dunno wat to say.. so i totally crapped up my chinese.. and than suddenly she said she want to tell me abt a story from the chinese papers!! OH CRAP!!! english mayb not so bad chinese eww... haha than nick ng they all was like asking her to let me back to my sit... hahah so in the end i got back! wheeee..........
hahah but when we went up the bus to go to kangpong gleam sitting arrangements was all over already la.. who really cares la....
oh anyways took photo with jon n pw! NICE!! i like!!=)


overall excusion was still BORING! i wonder wat will happen to me if i was with 3/2....

after that went back to sch, ms ho ask us go to her class... GET REPORT BOOK... oh man she took a long time n finally she decided to give it out la... hmm my results... i'm fine with it... drop by a percent from mid year... lost to ruiting by a decimal percent... oh wells... oh so cool 2 position got 3 ppl=) n they are only 0.2% away from the first.. ahahaha tyco si hao... oh ahaha my Amaths is the best sub n Emaths is the worst... hmmm... dun get the point by ya...

ANYWAYS WENT BACK TO MG!! oh man!! MOST of them still remember me!!!!! and some of them change ALOT la... corine's speaks slang-ish, yu xiang super looks more matured... then some who haven change.. michelle!!! oh man still as crappy as last time la!!! oh man.. memories.... hahah i still remembered when i was in p3 to p4 corine ellen n me are like best friends la!! then but split in p4... p5 -p6 i was with audrey, celestine, n yoke leng (the group tat goes crazy around!!) oh man only get to c audrey for few seconds!!!! ahhhh she was busy with stuff so sad la!! i cant even give her her bday present la.... yes yes many memories!!! so glad to c them again!! then when me gerlyn joan n their 2 friend was abt to leave the sch we saw the whole group of michelle... melissa... ellen....... yeah tat whole lot group of them... in the bus then we went back to sch to c them again HAHA we're like almost walking out of sch la than we saw this bus n the whole lot of them are inside... then they stund for awhile.. then all of us started waving like siao la!! hahah then we went back to sch to say a proper hi to them!!
oh man... next year i'll go back again!! when the prisch is back there.... OH YES caz the sch is HALF renovated... its super off la!! some part of the sch look mordern n NICE some look super old... DUN MATCH!!! like out of the bus u c a morden building among the old building... cant they faster change it all to morden like???? so ugly la!!!

haahaha anyways left the sch abt 3?? then went to orchard... erm ceni... took neoprints... then went to taka... n then home.. hahah jon n gerlyn friend's are crappy la!! n then its like the only monkhillian n the other 3 from chij??? i noe....odd one out...WHO CARES

i'll post the photos another day!!

lalala

oh u noe this new song i have in my blog??? i think its the song tat during FOP God asked me to pray for this stranger guy infront of me??? tats y i have a super sense of this song!!! i dunno y but when i hear this song it juz touch my heart?? i tried to look thru the lyrics but nthing really strike me.... mayb i have to look thru it again.... juz love this song...

I'M GOING BACK TO MG TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SOO MUCH!!!! CANT WAIT TO C THEM!!! OH MAN!!! AHHHHHHHH MG STILL ROCKS NO MATTER WAT!!!! erm tat day someone asked me..."if u can go back to mg will u??" i really dunno.... mayb i wont??? caz monk's hill has really nice ppl too i'll really miss them if i go back to mg la but its seriously IMPOSIBLE to go back there.........
YAY MG... oh yes not skipping band only for this but more importantly i'm still kanna sick?? i wont have the stemina to play my instrument.......


sighhh tml will b the last day of caz... seeing those retainees in their sch u... saying gd bye... oh man i'll really miss them... y those that i dun mind retaining dun retain n those tat retain are those who i REALLY REALLY dun want them to retain... if i cry in sch tml i'm gonna blame all of them!!... so crap lor juz now i heard from david he said tat ms kanu said tat 9 ppl are retaining!!!??? wat is this la! from 5 to 7 to 9 get ur figures correct la!! sighhh... hate this.... but wat i really hope is tat they will start to change... learn not to play to much... its glad to hear tat jon's not going balestier caz its really horrible there but tats means i cant see him in 2007!!! ahhh seriously gonna miss him.... today i heard tat xueling's one is not comfirm?? YAY aiya monk's hill is crapped up la... cant they make their decision properly?? some crapped up shit.....

going sch tml... n its not gonna b boring!! i'll go n enjoy it to the max!

friends

today i juz feel like saying abt friends i think its bcaz of wat happened yesterday?? n then i shall start...

i'm sure like everyone talks something bad abt their friends even when its close or not well i think its all right la nobody's perfect yeah? but as their true friend u should accpet them for wat they are...

eg a girl: if she does not like wat ppl call her as n she tells it to one of her friend. wat should the friend do?

tell ppl abt it tell her friends that she dun like it. then her friend wont say it anymore. if she keeps quiet and her friends dun know tat she doesnt like it they will continue not being aware of it...

to be friends is to understand each other's needs to help each other when we need help.

ahaha anyways tats wat i only want to say la... 'us' should noe y...

anyways i went out with my sis today.. i dunno y but i juz like going out with my sister hehe went to eat at seoul garden... ate like 430pm so tat we wont need to eat another lunch or dinner=) oh my sis paid for me!! hehehe tats one of the reason y i like to go out with her hehe=)anyways after tat went to shop around...bought NEW SHIRT n JEANS... finally i decided to buy new jeans n shirt=) getting really bored of my older shirts brand.. something lose, simple n nice is juz my taste.. n wat more when sis buy's her shirt i can wear caz i like big shirts =) but well nowadays dun think i can share shirts with her already la... my jie jie is growing up!! starting to work on outward appearance... well i think she really look nicer nowadays la! =)

well me... still the same old hack care... grab any shirt i c in my wardrobe n go out=) now u noe y i always wear the same thing=) as long as i'm comfortable with wat i'm wearing i'm happy=)

dress up??? it may come one day it my not who cares......

yupp last night me n my sis was betting on if there is a seoul garden at junction 8... n of caz i win la.. plz la i got good memory over such stuff we went there to eat b4??? YAY!!!

anyways going out with pw, rt n sy tml is cancled of wat happened yesterday... i guess we'll go out after 11 nov when sy come back... then we shall start pei-ing yang our gan qing.. hehe=)

well its gald to hear tat huijuan actually went back to sch today to beg mr syed on the xueling thing... but he still say cannot... sighh...

n i heard like either 5 or 7 ppl from 3a n 3b is gonna retain?? sighhh i'll really miss most of them... my crappy partner.... jonanthan... ahhh i'll seriously miss u la....... i'll miss ur craps... sighh... will never forget u... make sure u dun forget me too ar!!! sighh...

CHALET

chalet!!! ahhhhh GIRLS better go!!! i dun want to b the only girl who stays overnight!! noooo i must as well dun stay right?!?!? its like so rare tat my parents allow me to go for chalet so relax!?! dad's actually the relax one... well mum.. hahaha i think i mange to convince her when i told her abt the june chalet tat i went that i resisted myself from drinking well i drank... not liquor but LOTS N LOTS of heaven & earth green tea!! hehehe well i guess mum is more relax now yea?



promised God tat i wont put myself in daze... without Him... so this time i have to keep my walk strong with him till i'm really matured with him... and He told me "kept urself to Me till 18" well tats mean i have to keep improving my walk with him during this time but tat doesnt mean i wont continue my walk with Him after 18 of caz i must la... juz tat i should b more mature to have him to decide for me when i'm in confusision............



hmm last night i actually couldnt sleep well but dunno somehow i mange to sleep la.. and then i woke up suddenly n those stupid results level position kept pestering me la! so irritating!! arrghh... then i think i think too much or something i had a dream..."ermm i got level position 15.. was super disappointed la... erm si hao got 1st ben poh 2nd?? ahaha ben poh is the no link one la... then bryan n siew did quiet bad also..." yeahh something like tat... hahaha 15... hmm... tats like somewhere around my last year's position??? yeahh then as i did supper well for mid year like super big jump n stuff...then u'll have more preasure on doing better right?? so this time i kept thinking abt the stupid results... arrghhh... i rather stay at the position 15 range... i'll surely b much more relax... can i get my results earlier or something??? i dun want to keep thinking anymore....really cannot think!!! must not think!! arghhh..... stupid results...... i seriously got no idea where am i n i dun want to think abt it.... i dunno if i did well for exams or not... i dunnooo..... I DUN CAREE!!! LINETTE HACK THE POSITION!!! u've already done wat u should have done.... tat should b more than enough for u!! meanwhile, everyone dun say anything abt my position or anything i dun want wild guesses i'll noe it on friday. haha n for the time being i'll juz keep myself to level position 15..... hehehehehe

forget it..

crap it.. forget it la the more i say sorry the more sick i'll get... n this shall be my finally sorry "SORRY RUITING!!"
so shit la.. i'm really sick la... stupid asthma stupid eczmema stupid things tat is happening around. of all days y must u be angry today... i say sorry untill i got more sick... forget it lor dun want to accept peiwah's n my appolgy then dont.. cant get anymore fustration.
oh yay... she's finally not angry... dun have the mood to b happy la...
heart pain... lack of air...feel like vomiting... cracked face... n who's fault? asthma's fault to straight more it will b mrs poh's fault. but i'll juz blame asthma... stupid asthma...



i'll go back band when i think i'm fully recovered.

lalala

yucks! msn is so crapped up la! everytime sign me out one.. kim sent me song half way then suddenly i kanna ahhhhh...... like i one day dun get sign off from msn will die one...stupid msn..

anyways somethings to say:

erm results.

i must keep this in mind my results.. it may not b pleasing to my mum... but i'm fine with it..i guess?? my results arent comfirm yet but wat i want to say is.. it not the matter of wat my friends thinks, not wat my parents thinks, wat class or wat level position i get... but wat matters is wateva results i get, God is please with it. caz i have done my best. n He sees it...

so ya linette!: must not think of ur position too much... pleasing God is more than enough.!

okays. ermm going sch tml... actually dun feel like going but... i want to b there for xueling... but i'm afraid tat if its not good, my health cant take it... i dunnooo i want it to b good.... but seriously, its not the matter if u right eye twitch n then its a bad luck.. my left eyes twitch juz now??? so wat now??? u'r juz scarying urself more.. but if its me i'll b scared too HEHE... aiyo i dunno laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................

next is... i think i will go band on wed... should i?? dun go sch but go band. hmmm dunno la.. c my mood first.

thursday.... ermm GO SCH!! i want to finish my DnT thingey.... n mayb after sch GO OUT AHHH okok ermmm ruiting n szeyu having job break SO HOPE the 3 of us plus peiwah can go out!! oh man.... BOOK PEIWAH!!!! cannot let nick siew steal her, or her parents! lalalala

FRIDAY!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh after a long long long wait I'M GOING BACK TO MG!! TO C THE SCH N FRIENDS!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! N THEN GO OUT WITH THEM!! WHOO HOOO CANT WAIT!!!!

oh wait mr chan said he will not b in sch either on thursday or friday??? hmmmm..... ar hack i'm juz gonna go sch on thursday n friday! oh yes thursday got pe! i hope got running!! i miss running!! n plus pe is with 3b!! WHEEEE!! n friday must go sch too caz i want to wear my sch u back to mg!! n plus i think its collect report bk day????

whheee

wahehehe today went for 930 service... oh man i think i really must sleep much much earlier la... slept like 2++ yesterday caz i was busy blogging!!! oh crap la. i dun want to sleep during service la!!! but at least this week was better than last week at least i listen to part of the sermon la... hehehe luckily i sat beside mummy... then i sleep also not so pai seh.. heheh anyways after church i pei mummy go eat... heheh went to swensens to eat.. heheh =) then behind us got this girl with her mum n her grandma... then when she came into swensens, she was like saying "mummy n ah ma ur 2 sit here together. i must sit alone opposite ur." then she walked to my table there n then my mum said "hello..... wats ur name??" n guess wat she said! "I'M NOT GOING TO TOK TO U!" hahahahah then she go back to her table n my mum there kanna shock! hahahaha so pai seh la!!



hahha anyways after lunch i went to meet kim they all... then went out to town with kim n jo... erm oh went to find present for my friend and for weijun... haha weijun's present is like long long over due la! her bday is like in june??? =) oh ya wanted to buy present for xueling also but too lazy to buy already since i'm giving her late, dun mind giving her even later la... heheh after tat kim wanted to find her hush puppies panties hahah but did find in the end la... after tat went to the food court there oh man kim is such a pig la! wat eva food she sees she wants it...n me n jo have to keep pulling her away from the food!! hahhaha had blizzard!!! oh man its super good la!!! but i prefer jo's one! hehehh the peanut butter is superrrr good!! but its really ex la but who cares hehe nice ok already!! next time i go taka must buy!!! oh ya was super super thirsty la! wanted to buy drink buy dun want to waste money so i only go to drink water when i reach home!!! so crap i have to walk home from kim's house caz i have to take 190 since it came first.... so crappp so tired, so sleepy....... n finally i reach home!!! bathe n then go to SLEEEEEP!!!!


hahah i think today kim's speaking got problem la
wisma---> wismae
watterbottle---> watermellon
deparment store---> depart-men-tal store
wat a total joke.

saturaday.

er okays. well today was fine.. lync was ok. had this game which we have to wrap an egg from anything we have... haha jonathan's bag has alooooot of 7-eleven plastic bag la.. so we used it... then we put the egg into the bag put tissue inside...tie it... then wrap with this guy's jacket...then put into another bag...n thats all....well the egg didnt break...=) hehh
had cell...hmm was ok also...HAD POTATO CHIPS!! hehehe
cell finish... then came denise asking we how's my week... NOT GOOD of caz... then she pulled me aside n i started telling her wat happened n stuff... hehehe felt better after telling her.. =)
after church i went to dad's shop. then went toliet n guess wat i saw wen hsin! so shocking to c him in balmoral! said hi n stuff... n he said he's waiting for his friend... well after toking for awhile i continued my way to the toliet... then went back to the shop... i think after 1/2 an hour i need to go toliet again hehh... then guess wat he's still there!!! hahahhaa bcaz need to go toliet.. so i went toliet first then after tat i went to tok to him again...hahhaah his friend so mean back him wait 1/2 an hour when he said he's gonna arrive in 10min half an hour ago... pooor him.
after dad close shop.. went out to eat.. ermm went to this place near gaylang..errmm opposite singapore baminton hall... anyways eat this hokian mee tat dun look like one la... its supppper black n saltish...they use alot of back sauce la!
okays anyway... went home.. n dunno y dad drive suppppper fast... usually i enjoy ppl speeding but dunno y this time i didnt enjoy it... felt uncomfortable... then while driving, dad almost knock into this car... my heart jump out la... i dun want to die so fast....i'm still enjoying life...heheh first time i felt so scared.. i mean this is not the first time tat such thing happen la.. usually it will b normal for me or somthing caz dad's driving can b scarey if u'r not use to it...



oh ya suppose to blog abt me going out with peiwah yesterday... hahhaha very crap la... its been a loooong looong loong time since i've gone out with her.. the last time we went out was in january?? yeah... to buy ruiting's bday present... anyways i realise tat when we go out together we will walk like crazy!!! last time we walk from ps to far east... wahh tat is super tiring la.. yesterday we walk from taka to tangs to far east to opposite far eat to pacific plaza to lido n to taka to paragon n finally back to taka again...
oh man suppppper tiring la like we walk from 230 to 430 non-stop. hahah ohh we went to tangs to find some cologne.. haha so we test n test those cologne tat we totally smell like a guy!!! YUCKS so we could take it... so we went to this place opposite far east.. some tourist place la.. then the 2nd level sells alot of perfume la.. so we started testing again hahah then first one we each chouse we like it.. oh man its really nice la... the both of us like.. same brand but different kind of perfume! haha i think peiwah's gonna buy it.. mayb me too! heheheh really nice la.. hahah so we sprayed on ourself... hahah finally not smelling like a guys anymore.
then peiwah wanted to do manicure.. so we walk to taka.. to szeyu's guardian's shop... which was like super ex la.. so we walk to paragon which to find another shop which was more ex! hahah so we walk back to taka... then pw wanted to buy nail polish... n juz nice we saw her sy's guardian n she recognise us! hahaha she gave pw 10% discount.. then peiwah was like i need to go home by 530pm.. tat time it was already 430pm.. so she did the express one which finally turn out to b 17.05bucks!!! hahah form 30 bucks drop to 17.05 bucks! hahah peiwah was super happy la.. n she was super proud of her pretty nails... i can say tat b4 doing manicure her nails was a total disaster!! hahahah
wheee so we ended out day juz like tat! hehehehe wheeee........

sighh

i think i have made a good decision. to give up band. i should have juz really given it up a long time ago la.. now who eva ask me to reconsider i'm not.. mayb i'll juz go back once in awhile or something... ppl like mrs poh n mr yeo.. craps band up. now band is super crapped up la... poor sam... mr yeo's foreva like tat la... he's too much of a must b good in playing that he neglacts other ppl's feeling... today i told nick siew i'm not going band anymore till i'm happy. n guess wat he said.. u finally decided to follow the 3As by poning band...
well i kinda miss band but i really dun want to go back there... it will juz totally spoil my mood... band's gonna b crapped up more n more...n really sam's really poor thing.. i bet if she start to pon band, mrs poh will start blaming me tat i have taught her bad or something. there it goes again pushing the blame on others..
today i went to sch... xueling beeting calista wasnt there... i was so totally dead in class la... really bored n also not feeling well... really feeling bad... then had dNt n the result slip came out... so we were suppose to check... i really cant affort to make myself sad anymore...i'll breakdown... but i dunno juz y i felt like checking xueling's results... it was bad really really bad... as i said i cant take anymore blows... so then...my head started spinning.. like i'm gonna faint anytime... really bad...when xueling finally came sch i got nothing to said... really nothing.. juz too said already.. all i could do is to drew a bone to cheer myself up... i didnt say anything.. but all i could do is to stay by her side??
then it was really sadding... after finding mrs han.. she asked me to go back class caz she gonna c someone... so i went... then saw 3b n they started saying like level top 3 is from 3a 5th position also... bla blabla... so i went to look at the results slip again... then suddenly mr low said the one u'r are seeing is not the overall one! which mean xueling still have hope! i was so happy la i faster msg her!! hehehhh YAY
hahaha then after recess.. she saw me then she also bcome happy happy me too! then FINALLY dolfin n woodstock ok already.. i was really shock tat woodstok will say sorry to dolfin! WHEEE so i forced the 3 of us to have a BIG hug. hehehehe... wat a weird day.....

but right now i really dunno wat i'm afraid most is how to face tat someone.. how to tell tat someone tat i have given up band... when tat someone have tried to hard to stop me from giving up band.. i really dunno...how....

went out with peiwah.. continue tml...

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accept it.
be tolerant.
dun keep urself alone.
ur time table looks intresting tml..
go sch la...
go out after sch tml.
go relax.
get back to urself.
says God.

lin says
ok. i try but u must help me also.

spiritual battle

spiritual battle
if u want to help me dun ask me anything more abt today.
i'll have deep hatered to anyone who cause me to have asthma attack.
n the battle is to remove this hatered away from me.

mrs poh. only puts the blame on ppl who she think have influance anyone... i wont get influance by ppl. i have my own brains. i noe wat is right n wat is wrong. if u say i have bad attutide in class blame it on me not anyone eles. wat ur trying to do is keep the band members name clear by saying its her fault? u ask me to get away from tat group. so right.. i must as well juz sit at a conner of the class alone. i get zhi bi zhen then u noe. even xueling's case when she didnt copy at all u choose to believe wat the teachers say. u didnt even check properly n then it turns out to be calista's fault and not xueling's already. caz u think tat its becaz xueling is being influance by calista. me also? i have brain k i noe how to aviod such stuff.. i already learn it at the age of 5 i grew up with it.. calista is juz a small pea.. plz la i've been with worst friends bfore.. bcaz i was bullied by them i've learn how to protect myself. i learn to c wats right n wrong. n plus everytime i go thru i have God telling me wat to do.. wat i should b doing. if u think theres something wrong with me go inform my parents. they will tok to me. juz get off my sight.



i've lost intrest in band long time ago but i still go band.. its bcaz someone's there to ask me not to give up band.



anyways i walked home from sch today it took my abt 1hr? yeahh God asked me to do so.. yet this long journey home, he juz juz walk beside me without a word but a song.
i walk by faith


I walk by faith
Each step by faith
To live by faith
I put my trust in You



Every step I take is a step of faith
No weapon formed against me shall prosper
Every prayer I make is a prayer of faith
If my God is for me and who can be against me

psalm 34:19-20

A righteous man may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all; he protects all his bones, not one of them will be broken.

*learn from ur mistakes
*dun regret when it happens
*dun bring urself down caz He's there to comfort u

this is wat i got when i juz did my QT some reason God juz asked me to go into heartlight.
http://www.heartlight.org/cgi-shl/todaysverse.cgi n tats what i got=)

results..

er okay i started off with my ss, geog, phy ands A maths... all those results are ok la happy with it... but so crap la till i got my Emaths paper 2 was total crap... i did super super badly.. n when linette says she do badly it really means bad! it wont be like those who gets like 60% and say its bad pass the sub i'm fine with it... but wats the crap of getting 25/80 for paper 2 and for the whole Emaths paper i got like 3something%?? this is the worst marks i eva get for an exam la..
my mood for the day was totally spoiled la...
during Emaths i was already complaining to bryan... then after maths i saw ruiting peiwah n szeyu... ran to them.. then whine n whine... then they went to find teacher for bio paper.. i had no mood to go with them i wanted to go ms ho class then i saw jonathan!! oh man i ran to him telling him my results then he gave me a hug... thx jon! felt a little better after tat hug but still not good... then i went round complaining... when i was going to walk to ms ho class peiwah they all came then they ask where i'm i going i'm suppose to go mr low class.... then they say i sad untill blurr already... well they really listen to me grumble alot la... thx u girls!! then amazingly brayn bcame nice to me today.. caz i saw sam downstairs so i call for her.. then asked brayn help me bring my bag from mr rama's class to mr low's class then he really help.. usually i think he will juz dump my bag whereeva la...
tok to sam finish then went back to class...
then i started whining again... to anyone i c.. then toked to brayn.. then he came out with those crap like "nevermind la girl's maths is usually not very good one" like being a girl is NO EXCUSE la.. anyways after tat God told me "go to the toliet n wash ur face u'll feel better" so i went to the toliet with peiwah... then after tat i stop grumbling.

anyways when home then i had alot of tots coming thru like
*i should have taken express maths i should have juz stayed in normal maths n i can do well..
God told me: "didnt u asked me if u have made the right choice during ur mid year? u asked me this 'if i really make this right choice of taking express maths help me pass all my subject' n yes u passed all"
*but y this kind of results?
and God said:"remember u didnt study a day or 2 bfore exam but u took those days to study phys n u did well in ur phys"
*but this is the first time i get soo low..
and God said:"theres always room for improvement. go sleep n u'll feel better..."

thx Daddy God...

well i think i got so worked up tat i'm having a little asthma? n if u asked y did i keep whining n didnt eva had a drop of tears... its bcaz somehow i have never cried for the results i get.. i only whine.i dunno y its been like tat since pri sch..
well i think i did so badly this maths that actually alot of ppl who never seem to bother who only crap along with with really did comfort me. thx all!! u guys noe who u are dun need me to say! big thx to u all!!=) luv u GIRLS n guys =)
oh p.s to jon: dun u dare smoke finish then come touching my head...but still really thx for u hugs! i didnt nag at u for somking today caz i noe u had a reason to do so.. dun worry so much k..=)

a day at home

juz recieved a msg from mr wong got 3rd for A maths... n i'm fine with it=)
n theres no excitment la i want to get my paper than noe my marks so early noe where fun??? oh well.. hehe

anyways stayed at home the whole day today well its not really broing la... i woke up at 340 caz my sis off the air-con then never on the fan.. n i was happily tugged in tightly in my blankie so i was super hot so i woke up.. so crap lor spoil my mood of sleeping.. so i decided to wake up earlier=) hehehe oh i ask my sis y u off the air-con? then she's like so late already so i off.. then i said theres someone sleeping here still k... then she said then on the fan la... plz lor its not even 4 n she says it's late already wat abt her waking up pass 4pm on fri n sat??

oh wells... anywayss tried to waste my time by watching some movie... suppose to watch coach catter dun think its the correct spelling but watch the little front part.. n decided to change show to sch of rock... watched it b4 but dun bother juz feel like watching something nice... then when the show almost ended my bro came into my room n asked me if i've watch coach catter... then he said the show is nice... well should have juz continued to watch the show juz now instead of giving up...

home the whole day but not bored.... lalala... collecting results tml... i'm not nervous not scared.. caz i already gave wat eva results i'll get to God...

tired..........

oh man really tired....

thurs slept at 6am next day woke up at 12pm..(not enough sleep)

friday slept at 3plus am? next day woke up 1230pm...(still not enough sleep)

sat slept at 130am next day woke up at 9am...(even more not enough sleep)

so wat has all these resulted in attending 930am service?? sleeping during sermon...

i was awake for the worship, anouncement, skit, holy communion but the moment the vicar started talking i couldnt take it anymore n started sleeping... lucky mummy was beside me... oh the guy sitting beside me was dosing off too..n 2 rows front kenneth n mathew seem tired from wat i c.. hahah hmm i was awake when the vicar said QPP consrtuction is ready.. the log team is gonna put in the sound system n stuff wheeee so cool cant wait!! MY POOL TABLE!!! tat shall b a time for me to start improving my pool.. hehe as u noe i like to hit as for fun=) which means anyhow hit.. as long as i'm enjoying with the hitting i'm fine with it.. HeH heh..

actually tml suppose to go out with peiwah ruiting n szeyu but u noe wat? szeyu n ruiting can only go out till 130 caz they have to work... its kinda pointless going out especially when its sooo early... actually i was planing since the 4 of us can FINALLY go out together this year... mayb i'll juz sarcifice my sleep n wake up super early n wait for them to finally their exams which mean i will b awake by 8 plus?? plz la linette's gonna wake up at 8plus so tat i cant go out with ur longer but it seems tat ruiting n szeyu has to leave at 130pm for work... only going out in the morning is juz too boring for me to b out... THEREFORE i shall juz stay at home like a pig n sleep thru my day...regain my lost energy..=)

oh man yesterday i juz hiting my sis shoulders n she hit my face soo piss off like almost cried but i end up laughing i dunno y... dun bother.... wat to do sister pmsing + exam stress wat eles can her cute little sister do=D or caz juz give in to her... but i think hiting my face is too far already if she's not my sis i'll juz slap her back... well but was juz beside me but i guess she didnt bother but she was the one who made me laugh.. OH WELL...dun bother

very upset last few day dunno y also something's bothering me i guess?? but i'm alright already tok to Daddy God yesterday n felt so better... well i think God's the only one i can tell my problems to caz i really dun like to make ppl b troubled over my troubles... facing God is juz the best like He really solve them for u?? yuppp....

oh ya stupid spacticals shop... take so long to get my contact lens... n my tat last stupid contact chipped off mysteriously when i wanted to wear it on thursday... i only wear it for 4days!!! waste my mum's money... n i'm wearing spects... well its alright la at least i save my time from washing the contacts n stuff... caz usually when i go home i drag to clean it... now i cant juz take my spects off throw it on the bed go to bathe come out n wear my spects again...=) tats being lazy but WHO CARES=)

oh man i'm bored theres nthing excited now n tml... oh today went to papa's shop a wait nono papa's resturant (sounds more high class but tats wat it is right??) hehe anyways earn 30 bucks today plus mum gave me 10 bucks caz i had church yesterday=) hehehe i gave her coins to take bus n she gave me 10bucks for yesterday.. YAY hehehe... yesterday mum was like "today u go church got take money from me??" then i said "nope... i used my own..." then she said " next time friday night take 10bucks from me" hehehehe well i think the only time i'll get money from mummy is when i have church HEHEHE=)

oh ya back to papa's RESTURANT, hehe i packed black sauce.. funnnn but tiring...the black sauce bottle very heavy them hand tired but its fun la.... but when i have to cover the thing its super boring......oh earn 30 bucks today from doing little cashing, serving n refilling back sauce.. hmm its more like slacking hehehe then when my bro came a faster go home caz i dun want to b trap there.. at night will b very busy one lor.... if i stay any longer i will b stuck there mayb till now??? ewwww...

oh wells juz ended my day like tat... oh xueling's chalet.. reasons for not going...

*tired...*by the time she asked my to go it was too late *i doubt parents will allow *lazy *tired... *super far away *haven buy present!! *i dun think i noe much ppl there? *n finally tired....

so tiring

church was fun today i mean inter-cell... we had something like amazing race? went to padang then to swisshotel then esplanade then the merlion then vch n finally back to adephi. we have to go to these places to do somethings n take photo. my group went back to adelphi 2nd but got 3rd position.=)

Padang: form the words LYnC
Swisshotel: take pictue with the bellboy
esplanade: pose like a ballarina
merlion: SPIT WATER OUR OF U MOUTH LIKE THE MERLION
vch: pose with a musical instruments with a conductor
adelphi: funny faces with the judges

haha superrr tiring la... kept running its more like pe for me already suupper tired.

anyways after church went to orchard with kim jo elena choy something (forgot her name), sharky n gab... went taka n had mos burger.. and then mac ice-cream then went outside taka for atmosphere?? hahah but dun seem to have any la...

so tired so decided to go home instead of working for dad=)
ahh this week no money to collect already... i think i'm gonna spend alot next week.. mayb i shall work tml?? after church... but sundays always very very busy.. which is good but i dun like.. will b very tiring one.... haha can obviously c i will never take over my dad's buniness juz leave it to my bro=)

oh ya today while i was waiting for bus at my huz there i saw howard, nick ng and nick siew
howard was far front nick ng was riding and nick siew was standing on his bike.... yup..

i'm tiredd......

hmm

ermm i realised even during this time of exam even when theres joy theres hurts, sadness, anger and mayb proudness somewhere... and its all stuffed into me without myself knowing but how i realised was when i'm watching tv n theres a sad part i start crying which is soo unusual la... well went to ask God juz now.. then he told me... n everything alright now...

hmmmm anyways i hope i can go KL this wed!! but i really need to update my passport! can passport but updated in a day???? i want to go KL i really do... n if i can i'll b able to skip sch from wed to friday...ahhh... i want to leave this island.... for awhile...=)

well changed skin! took a looong time to choose this skin... well simply n nice.

went out with ruiting szeyu n sam today my huz was raining suppppppper heavily la! soo took a cab down to orchard and orchard was suppppper dry! so crapp went to pick them up from lido then went to ceni...

watch a movie with ruiting n szeyu... sam didnt watch caz its either she cant or she dun want... anyways then movie is OK LAR... watch finish went to taka.. go see somethings=) then went to eat... oh yes waited of this tu tu keuh supper long la we stand there like more than 15mins.. the person so do suppper slow............

SHARKY'S SUPPOSE TO CO-SING TML BUT HE'S SO GOOD LA HE ASK ME TO TAKE OVER HIM SO TAT HE CAN GO OUT WITH JO N STEAL MY PRECIOUS TIME WITH KIM!
HMPH.

OVER ITS FINALLY OVER!!

YAY EXAM'S OVER FINALLY!!!! I GONNA JUZ ENJOY TODAY THOU I CANT GO OUT THE WHOLE DAY TODAY CAZ RUITING THEY ALL STILL HAVE EXAMS TILL MONDAY BUT WHO CARES I'M GONNA STAY UP LATE REALLY LATE!! N MAYB GONNA ORDER MACDONAL'S BREAKFAST!! WHEEEEEEEE CANT ENJOY WITH MY FRIENDS I'M STILL ABLE TO MAKE MYSELF ENJOY... HOW CAN I EVEN JUZ ROT WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER!! WHEEEEEEEE

THINGS I HAVE TO DO AFTER EXAM!

1. STAY UP LATE!!
2. MSN!!!! HAVEN BEEN ONLINE FOR A LONG LONG LONG TIME!
3. CHANGE BLOG SKIN!!
4. GO OUT!!!!!!
5. START PLAYING NEOPETS AGAIN!! (its all kim's fault!)
6. SLACKK
7. RECOVER FROM MY SICKNEES REALLY SOON!!
8. JUMP AROUND
9. GO WILD
10. AND OF CAZ NEVER TO NEGLECT GOD!!

oh mann lalalala so funn hahahaha more plans to come i juz have to many thing to do now!! ahhhh wheeeeee i'm going out tml hmm ruiting n szeyu finish at 9++ but well i'm meeting them at 1pm++??? y?? hahaha linette wont wake up so early for the sake of going out...unless its something special=)

anyway my gum hurts la.... u roots of my teeth is growing!! ahhhh painn... cant eat tat side already...lazy to blog already...lalalla

day 5

wat if u wake up at 740am and exams starts at 8am??
i think normal reaction is like u'll jump out of u bed and u'll start scolding urself y didnt u wake up on time its an exam day!! then u'll chiong to the toliet dress up and chiong to sch rite?

well it was a little different for me.. yes i was late i woke up at 740am jumping out of bed, being nervous..chionging to the toliet n brush my teeth.. but then i prayed and said to the Lord "please help me!" and then He said "clam down my child. dun worry. leave it all to me." oh man tats soooo sweeet la. after tat all nervousness went away.. i wasnt really rushing my time.. i think i still took me time? and i think my dad is more worried than me la... anyways i went to sch at 805am.. 5 mins late but yet i juz went to class calm sat down n start with my chinese paper... oh ya then b4 i left my house God told me something to...
"trust in the Lord Your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your strength." hmm the orginal version of the verse is actually
"Love the Lord Your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your strength." from deuteronomy 6:5

ya so i was confused if its love or trust but he gave me to word trust as to trust him in wats going to happen.. he will take control... tats he reason y i can stay clam....=)

YAY so cool like even though i was late for exam i still gain something better then being late for exam its worth it la...=) but tat doesnt mean i want to b late for exam again.. never should i again once is enough la...

well chinese paper was hmm ok la.. i dunno y but i cant b btohered to read the compre... i think i'll get wrong for a question... but overall i think its ok... hmm E maths paper 2 was kinda easy i think its easier than paper 1.. but sam thinks its harder... well ruiting said that the normal maths paper 2 is hard... seen it n i think its quiet easy=P i think its easier than my paper...

well last paper tml n its physics... gonna study soon... i find tat when i study a subject i cant stop till i finish studying it? yesterday i did physic untill i revised everything already... then i still wanted to do those worksheet which i didnt do in class but since its late already i stopped... oh well... juz one more paper... i think after phys tml i gonna scream my voice out! wheeeeeee!=)

4th day of exam

well still sick... but i'll do anything to cure my sore throat n block nose la... yesterday my sore throat got worst i actually lost my voice for the first time... then mum suggested to buy the bitter tea..as i said i'll do anything to b healthy asap... took it today but it wasnt as bitter as wat my sis n mum have said...only till the bottom of the drink... ermm too bitter tat i vomited..=) but only vomite little bit la... at least its not wasted... oh ya yesterday while brushing my teeth i vomited yuckk.... 1/3 of my dinner gone... anyway didnt bother... ohoh my phlegm is green... ewww.... haha=) too heaty i think...

well i miss my voice...my voice change so much make me feel so sad dun feel like toking ..=( but dun tok also very weird la

well exam today ermm no comments.... i dunno to say its easy or hard.. so its soso... well did my bio paper in less then 1/2 hr... like super fast la... like the whole class finish either their chem or bio paper in less an hr?? its easy la but i dunnoooo

oh mr wong is so crapp la... he send the A maths ppl msg then he like scolding us like tat...tats like for 3 msg la.. then he send another survey.. "give me 3 items u would like to get if u r top 3. i will select 1 item among the 3. if u something too ex or ridiculous then u waste the choice. hee hee" hahah he scold scold then suddenly "hee hee" ?? hahah oh wells so i reply back yummy sweets will do for me... then he crap again....

oh well...oh ys i realised tat alot of ppl are sick now... hmm peiwah.. szeyu.. audrey..ermm got somemore la forgot who... do i look sick everyday??? y when i tell ppl i'm sick they will always say u everyday also sick... ermm no llor i healthy k.....=)

i'm sick

oh man i'm sick have sore throat and block nose.. crapp
i still have 3 more days of exam and then i'm sick now? arrghh

3 possibility of y i'm sick
1) ate garlic bread yesterday
2) father was sick 2 days ago
3) yesterday i went online caz i wanted to send pictures to xueling

i got no idea which one is it..

ahhh so tired n sick cant study already.. i need to get healed asap...

exams-day 2

oh mann english paper 2 was hard but geog was easy hmmm... i think everyone who took it says its hard but well the stuff which i learn all came out well n guess wat i only memorise the key points well i think riting down the key points over n over n over again really do help i test myself like 4 or 5 times since last night the recess... haha i'm happy la... but tat doesnt mean i like geog i still dun like it.. i went to learn my geog properly for the sake of mrs ching who looked down on me... if not for tat i'll may juz flunk in geog la...

hahha anyways after sch went to sam house without asking my mum... then i decided to ask her... actually she dun allow then i keep telling her i noe how to do my geog n stuff then she finally allow.. we went to junction 8 to study at mos burger... soooo crap la i left my wallet at home but luckily nowadays i'm too lazy to put money into my wallet instead i put it in my pocket... well lucky i did it... or eles i wont have money today... i freeky la i tot i lost it or something... anyways i did A maths till 4 plus then walk around junction 8 till 530 then go home... rest awhile watch tv n start on with A maths again at 8... till 945... yupp yet some reason i dun feel tired today...

yesterday i fell asleep pass 3am... was so tired during english paper la but the paper is hard!! finished the paper juz few mins b4 the exams ended... no time to sleep... but when i finish early for geog i tired to sleep but i couldnt... tooo much entertainment in class already... n ms ho i think she's really crazy la... when she was counting the paper ppl around were counting with ms ho then she got angry and scolded vaneza instead of the rest when she did nothing... well hahaha calista scolded her then the rest join in.. hahaha =)

anyways going out to eat supper now... continue later time now* 10:29pm

i'm backk its 11:39pm now.. hmmm 1 hr 10mins to go to the place n eat... anyways...i'm ending now.=)

first day of exams

whee haha oh man i went to sch 5 mins earlier then usual=) lalala haha then when i reach sch i went to 3b then jonathan came out of class telling me he's stress and there i am jumping around the coridoor... hmm.. ok.

well english paper 1... erm its ok la.. like b4 exams i was like saying i have a strrong feeling report will come out n guess wat? it did!=) well actually i didnt read everything from the question juz read the main stuff... then till i finish writing my report then i start to read the last sentance of the question.. rite in formal or something... haha so i was confused weather to rite formal letter or juz a report.. well since i've already rite finish, dun bother changing it already.. hahah n luckily its correct...
social studies- other then i have no time, i have no comments.

geog's tml! oh man i feel like i'm studying very little for it but it is wat szeyu told me to study on.. hmm rice plantation and something industries......

erm well i think God has really helped me la... like yesterday i was so pissed off n i ask for wat i really need to cheer me up n yes he did give it to me... if he didnt i think i wont have the mood to study already la... thanks.

oh ya kim finish her exams today n i start...................... crap.

oh wore spects to sch today and guess wat la everyone say i look very toot hahaah well i dun think so la i think i look very smart?? hahah i dunnoo la... doesnt really matter la... still thinking weather i should wear spects or contects shall wear contects tml to find the diff... but i think both of them have its problems la... its still better not to b pa jiao. =)

and yes i got my class photo!! wheee jin fong. bryan. martin. david. soooooo mean la bully me again... caz i want to get my class photo from bryan so i went to him... was in the aisle on my right n left got those ppl la n they started pushing me around ahhh... anyways my class photo...

i'm pissed off la

piss soo piss la... wats wrong with me sitting with xueling beeting n calista not as if they will teach me bad or wat right... if they really do i'll b bad long ago already... n really if mrs chang thinks tat i'll not do my work n i'll get influance by them or something she's so wrong la... i still do my work for geog even when i sit with them..is she looking down on them or wat... i noe she doing tat for my own good or something but wats the point of sitting with ppl whom i dun tok much to and juz sleep thru the whole geog lesson its simply juz a waste of time.. i rather b awake toking to them n doing my work n stuff... n not as if the are bad or something which i dun think so la even IF they are i wont let myself fall so easily... or eles i'll fall 10 years ago... i dun get the point of all these la... and wats the point of me trying to ask her abt question when she replys me reluctantly... so fed up...
but after her another scolding today i'm going to chiong for geog already.. i'm gonna prove her wrong with all her stupid thinking... n i noe i'll do it...

another thing i dunno wats up with the social studies teachers la... one moment mrs lim tell 3a the format for the exam and then tell 3b another different thing n ask them not to listen to 3a. and ms nualiza tells 3b a last min format?? i'm so confused la i really dunno wat to do already what to study?? to follow wat is told to 3b or 3a?? i was quiet alright with ss yesterday but now i really dunno.. mrs lim ask us to choose one chapter either 3, 5 or 6 but nauliza tell 3b tat chap 3 is compusory n choose between 5 and 6? do u mean i have to study another chapter last min? wats wrong with those teachers la...

i dun want to drink la.......

oh man i juz drank some rabina with voka!! this is so crap la my sis cheat me she say its rabina ask me drink so i try crap lor got voka.... i dun want to drinkkk!! not till i'm 18.. well i used to drink.. like tat really low 5 or 7% alc. but i'll juz drink the whole bottle caz i didnt bother much those time.. well i juz dunno y but i juz dun want to drink anymore till 18... hmm hahaa i also want to b a good drinker aiya dunnoo... well anyway i dun get it like how many times must i reject a alcholic drink from my sis?? my father dun bother abt me drinking, my mum used to let me try... my sis wants me to try.. and my bro DUN WANT me to drink....he only allows me to drink pass 18... hahah wat a weird family parents allow but bro dun... then like everytime he will mix drink and give everyone except me.... then my sis will b like u want u want drink la... untill i get piss off then i start scolding... well till now she still will ask me to drink like juz now.... i was so piss juz now la but juz didnt want to throw temper at her...

oh wells...

oh man these few days i juz feel so dragged to study... y?? dunno la n nvm la... n i'm sleepy sam stold my sleep today.. she came my house...we're suppose to study but ended up talking... she was trying to start till jonathan started calling... he's sick...and we tok to him till finally he decided to stop toking and concentrate in studying... anyways after toking on the phone, sam took out my cornet n play.. ohh my i really miss playing it la... anyways sam took a photo of my guitar keychain with the words music is parrt of me.. well i think she took it really nice but my sis phone juz sux... it juz wont send mms... oh wells... well anyways... peiyi n audery came my huz at 4 plus too... n they all left for tuition at 5 10 like tat?? after the left i went to bed...slept till 8?? yup till now

i tried doing geog on industries but i cant find anything one it la...
oh ya i think i better buck up on my maths ermmm both maths i guess?? i think i'm begining to slack already oh well... i start working harder tml since exams starts on thursday... oh mannn i got tuition tml... this is sooooo boring....

ermm photo takingg today... its ok la... hahaha i wanted an imformal one but well didnt feel like asking mr wrong waether its formal or wat... toking abt mr wong he's reaaally nice la.... u noe last week during A maths i saw an impact sweet so i went to take it but its mint flavour la... so i told him i like the pink colour box one... then he's like ok lor i give u next week... yup so i got it today...

sometimes i begin to b worried y i'm i not worried abt exams while like everyone around me is? i dun feel supppppper prepared n stuff but instead i'm looking forward to exams.. i juz want it to come n go faster?? well and u noe wat i dun feel xin ku for not going online.. but one thing i noe is tat if i dun study i'll b suppper supper super bored. like yesterday.

thanks ruiting once again

oh mann ruiting!!! wheeee u rock la wait mayb theres a better word than rock errrr u mountian?? hahah anyways thanks ruiting!! pei me go cut hair even when its juz 3 days to exams!! sorry to drag u down but ahhh haha nvm. still THANKS ALOT LA... at least u bought 3 stuff u wanted yeah? and of caz i wont let anyone do anything for me and get nothing in return... i help ruiting to think for the compo thou its super crap but arhh hack.. then i purposely miss my 171 bus so tat i can take 700 to pei u for part of ur journey... but so sorry made u super tired... RUITING'S REALLY NICE---- if ruiting sees this she will surely b super happy hahaha=) well wat to do its juz the truth! =) i promised i'll try to pei u out even when its in an unearthly time..

well yes so i did cut hair but ahhhh the person cut untill very spike... not very but must u gel one... i'm juz really lazy to use gel already la... siann i prefer the one who cut my hair the previous time... but i forgot how he looks like... anyways this guy who cut my hair cut super fast la... 1/2 an hour only... well going back to my hair wahh i ask him cut abit spike he cut untill too spike already la... i dun want to put gel during exams la waste my time only.... but well i cut hair today caz tml got photo taking must b nice nice one... and my hair is long already... oh man tat hairdresser ahhh i say cut abit he cut untill alot.... now my hair behind so short... my fringe so short la... then moment i went home i went to take my gel n style my hair untill nice nice one... so tml no need to wake up earlier to think how to stlye it... well i'm back to using gel again siann....

i'm tired...sleepy...feel so lazy to study... but i haven start with my sciences yet... hmmm geog's this fri n i haven study finish but well other then sciences i'm alright with the rest la....but yet i juz dun feel stress at all... i guess when God's guilding u, u wont feel stress but yet ur enjoying wat u've studying yeah??

hmm wat eles?? i seem to have something to saw but i forgot... oh ya!!! today i ate macdonals breakfast for recess hahah ermmm had mac muffin yummmmmy!! hahah calista ordered during pe lesson then again in english lesson b4 the teacher came.... well i think nearly half of my class bought la... should b la....

oh yes one more i got 15/31 for my maths test so crap la i actually got 16 one then teacher mark wrong so i tell her then get 15 lor... so crapp well at least i'm honest enought to tell the teacher la if not i'll b guilty already...

so different

its juz so different to b in home the whole day since there's no more church in the afternoon...hmm i tot tat time will pass super slowly but acutally it passed super fast la... i woke up at 1245pm watch tv till 5??? then i started using the com.. was ripping rhapsody IV into my com since sam lend it to me... hmmm... ya... by the time i was done i went to watch tv for a few mins and then my macdonals delivery came=) hehhhh ate till like 730pm n started watching lion's king 2 with my sis....... hahah its not my first time watching it la i think abt my 3rd time??? yeahhh... n my sister finally noe how to appreciate cartoons yay!! hahah she have been watching disney channel with me since last night hahaha so i think finally she didnt have the thought of "disney channel is only for kids" its so not la.... hahah its my daily program k....

anyways started studying nearly to the end of the show... was finding for my maths hw... so pissed off la i couldnt find it... i remembered putting it somewhere on my table which could b found easily... i find everywhere i could but i couldnt... suppper pissed off!! then i was think "dun tell me my maid go n anyhow put my stuff again" well YES SHE DID!! it landed my in my sis accounts books!!! so pissed off la! she's like foreva taking loss paper n slip it into some other books... liek somtimes i'm using some book n i'll find stupid stuff inside...juz felt like giving her a scolding... but only if i could...

well tried to cool down n start with my hw... did some... still got one question to go...i'll do it after i blog... oh ya i'm super full la i ate 3/4 double cheese burger, 2 nauggets, 2 macwing, 1/4 apple pie, a drink and a mac flurry........... oh man so bloated la...

err yesterday n today??

...............this will be longg...............

YESTERDAY...

well since i didnt blog abt stuff yesterday i shall blog abt stuff from yesterday n today...
hmm... sch was boring i guess??? for the first time i didnt feel like slepeing during ss caz i wanted to hear mrs lim teaching abt source base the point n stuff... yeahh... hmm i guess i gain from wat she taught??? i think.....?

ohoh this is the fun part abt sch yesterday.. haha went for phyics... then mr low reviese abt temperature.. err didnt listening got la abit only...was playing with ben tan's PSP =P hahah well he gave us workshit since i blurr abt it i shall go home n study then start doing the paper... well my whole class did tat mayb not the whole class lets say everyone except.. meiping vanessa aaron si hao bla bla bla u get the point la... juz take it as the nerds nono the MORE hardworking ppl=) yupp... anyways talking abt psp if u dunno was psp its play station portable.. yupp... hmm played this game bleach i think tats the name some fighting game.. hahah i then ben tan help me choose a fighter.. then he's like since ur a girl i'll choose a girl for u.. haha okays... well played n played and i was winning till some ppl like bryan started to disturb me i dun care its all his fault! hahah erm i played untill hand tired?? errr like who plays game untill the hand will b tired well tat person shall b me=)

hmmm RECESS hahha very crapp hahaha forgot wat happend but peiwah suddenly wispered i love u to nick hahaha then me n szeyu started to act like them.. hahha i tired to say i love u to szeyu seriously but hahhahaha juz cant i juz burst out laughing lalal then peiwah joined us to demostrate hahaha.... ohoh then i did something to nick its like i went to him n say i love u... "break for awhile....." from peiwah=D hahaha wheee lalala

haha then english hahah caz we finish our work then nick started using a pen to poke the tortoise (cruelty..) which is in ms yeoh's room... haha then ms yeoh started shouting "nicholas! wat r u trying to do with the tortoise!" hahah he didnt bother n continue to play.. haha then jin fong started saying "wat r u doing u tortoise bastard" hmm ppl started laughing ms yeoh too then after tat he said again "tats a translation from chinese" so ppl laugh again hmm i didnt get it at first la... was thinking funny meh??? then i started thinking.. "chinese... ermm... wu gui wang ba dan??" hahah he's so crap la..

hahha oh end sch went to orchard library's cafe to study with sam n peiyi.... then was finding for a place but cant.. so went toliet n then went back... then we saw this group of girl sitting on the table... then after awhile i realised tat they were looking at us...didnt bother much la...then we finally found a table..sat awhile while waiting for another better table caz the table is lower than the chair like tat study will have backache lor... anways then i started looking at those girls who were looking at us.. then i looked at this girl who looks like my pri sch friend... erm ai lin?? ya.. but but the end of the day i still didnt get to comfirm it la...

anyways abt the table which is lower then the chair then like tat study will have backache right?? haha so we move to another table by the conner and sat on the floor n use the table... then after awhile audrey came...then bla bla bla then 5++ aundery n peiyi started suggesting to take neoprints?? hahhaha ermm ok lor go take hahah then we were like thinking go ceni or far east... peiyi n audrey wats ceni me n sam wants fareast... hahah then in the middle of taka we startted playing sissors paper stone hahahha so crapp la... we were like laughing like crazy!! hahha i think ppl are thinking we're crazy... well peiyi n audrey won so we went ceni... hahah took neoprints then went home... the neoprints are nice la!

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TODAY

hmm today lync's cool la... haha hmm worship... i noe my mike is suepr loud but i dunno y i cant hear myself!! no one could! even those who play instrument cant... its like sometimes u cant hear sometimes u cant hear urself... well i think its better so tat u wont have the thinking of how good u sound or wateva.. but a bad thing is tat u wont noe when to tone down or something... yeahh.. anyways worship was GREAT la... ONE WAY JESUS YOUR THE ONLY ONE THAT I COULD LIVE FOR! wheeee...... hahaha then we had games wacko! hahha hmm quiet boring but till we played another game... well lazy to say abt it.. then they started have the presentation abt the ministrys hmm there's followship, worship, intersession, outreach, cell and dunno wats the other one call but i noe its abt creativity...

oh man when charissa was talking abt the worship one she suddenly said.."later linette will share with your are first experience of leading worship with your" like WHAT??? i wasnt inform!!! tat is so scarey la.... hahaha then when she called me up oh my its super scarey la i'm super not prepared!!! i dunno wat to say... hahah erm then as usually when i went up i touch the mike stand hahah then weijun gave me the expression of NOO.... hahah so i kept my hand off hahah... then while sharing tat testimoney oh man its super super scarey laa!! i'm not prepared!!! so i'm like er... said something... then something.... think n think.... ahhh nervous!! then i almost started touching the mike stand again... then i faster mover far away from anything tats around me.. ahhhhh i was so not prepared!!!! she should at least tell me b4 hand then i wont be SUPER NERVOUS....... oh man i didnt noe wat i was talking laa!! so crappp

hmm ok... after tat we had refreshments! pizza egg sandwich.. of the as usual diluted orange juice... hmm stayed at adelphi for a little longer then left... went to buy kfc home then pass kim her bio tys... oh ya super good la.. now like those saturadays tat kim is going lync i can go n come back with her... wheeee so fun!=)

OH MAN GUESS WAT THE EXTENSION OF THE CHURCH, QPP, IS GONNA HAVE A POOL TABLE!!!! OH MAN POOL TABLE!!!!! THIS IS SOOOO AWESOME LA!! YAY POOL TABLE!! I'M COMING TO YOU SOOOOOOOOON!!! HAHAHHAHAHA SO WONDERFUL I'LL GET TO PLAY POOL FOR FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEE hahha was wondering which church has a pool table?? well ST ANDREW'S CATHEDRAL!!! WHEEE CANT WAIT FOR QPP TO BE READY!!

hahha anyways juz now when i went up the bus some malays came on too i think they are called malay punk?? dduunno laa anyways they smoke one la then stink up the whole bus.. crapp.... then somemore keep f***ing here n there somemore say untill so loud spoil my ears only... this women with a suppppppper cute baby who was close to them keep staring at them then she could take it she went to change place.... haha so relived when they left the bus they dun even noe which stop they she stop in orchard... i mean orchard la?? which teenager dunno orchard well?? well i think them.........