working nights, sleeping noons&morning, slacking midnights

HAD AN AWFUL SICK ABT 30MINS DREAM THIS AFTERNOON.


n how i noe its 30 mins?
caz i remembered waking up at 245pm too lazy to get up so decided to sleep awhile more n then the HORRID dream came. when i got out of tat dream it was 315am up so abt 30mins or less.


ok shalnt tok more abt the yucky dream at all.


$60 of two days so far. hmm will get abt $100 total up tml.=)
n then i start thinking wat am i going to do with those money well some stuffs in mind now.
CLOTHES! (need them badly) , SHOE (yes again), JACKET (for freezing 9am service) n mayb nice mayb expensive bag?


but not all these r very important lah. well i need chlothes for sure caz i'm always wearing the same stuff. yes if its not easter play shirt its the LOVE shirt. both church shirts. kinda bored with them. but i still like it k!


but well i dun think i'll want to spend my aim to b $400 SAVED money. running short of money. well heh mum said i'm doing a good job anyway. HEH rather tiring lahh. i might b the slackest worker there. but i'm trying to do my best n not let dad give me money for my slackyness.


thinking abt working in church i'm getting excited. like wat will i b doing, WHAT TIME I MUST WAKE UP. n O LEVEL MATHS like will mum allow me to bring my books to work n let me study during my free time? well O level maths ends around 16 nov i think. n i dun think i want to miss half mth of church work. money didnt come into my mind at all. afterall i'll b doing God's work yeah?
-exciting=)


its 240am now. gonna blog like after 2am from today onwards. yupp caz i end work at 11pm n b time i bathe n stuff its 1120pm n i'll b watching tv till 2 plus am. n i dun really like using the com in the afternoon. i dunno y but mayb caz i'm a night person=) n i'm wondering y issnt anyone online. issnt it holiday now?


going lunch with mum n sis tml=)
going to cut hair AGAIN. my hair is in a terrible mess. =)
n i guess i'm gonna leave the com at 3am to sleep=)


*kim took my ez-link card. i n wonder how am i gonna go out tml.

=)

last night was kinda horrid.
didnt really dared to sleep.
was afraid that when i sleep n i wake up again, i wont b able to see things properly again.


but well it didnt happen lah
mum say if it happens again she'll bring me to a doctor
n i certainly hope it wont happen again.


PRAY FOR ME.



oh stupid howard wasted my time making me log onto friendster n wat i got? a stupid testimonial from him. if it was revelent mayb it wont b too bad
but its abt "if u want to stay beautiful send tat to 10 ppl." hmm something like tat. LIKE WHO CARES LAHH well i'm disfigured already so y bother even more. =)


waste my time loging onto friendster which lags like nuts.


bloging for me nowadays wont b too fluent n entries will b short too.
so bare with it.

stuffs.

a couple stuff in my mind now.


-i think i'll b working in church in nov n dec. i dunno y but denise asked me if i want to work in church this june holidays. well i'm not working in church this holiday but most likely next 2 mths holiday=)


-i wanted to sacrifice goiing to hong kong with sis n let mum go instead. but i guess in the end it didnt work out. stupid shop. well int he end no one's going lah.


-my eyes r having problems. i woke up from my nap this evening. n my left eyes was totally blurred for abt 45min. i dunno wat happened. its like there's something wrong with almost every part of me. i mean physically. is some sickness coming out of my again? i dunno. i'm scared. but i will still trust in the Lord.


but even thou when things goes wrong, God never fails to give me encouragments wether its from my friends or Him=)

mavelous light

i really really really really want to study.
BUT.
my family r not encouraging at all.
when i say i want to study.
they take it as i will never do it.
n when i'm resting.
they irritate me to study.


i've plan june holidays to b a working HARD , studying HARD mth. but when i tell mum n sis i'm going to study, they simply spoiled my motivation i've given myself.
how great.


like how would they even noe tat i did study when they r not home to see me studying. n by time they come home, i'll stop studying. caz i dun like to study infront of ppl. n mum said i'll b using th ecom instead of studying.
she didnt even noe i kept myself away form the com for so many days.


understanding family?
i doubt so.


but no matter wat i still love them.


ANYWAYS shall not talk abt tat.


lync today was great!
was feeling super dry tat day. spritually dry.
n guess wat.! today's topic is THAT TOPIC!
=)
i really thank God caz sometimes when i really need him he gives me an answer in an unexpected way=)


ELENA'S BIRTHDAY DINNER
was great.
started off by tricking her in church.
gave her a surprise
with a powerpoint thing, lana cake, EGGS N FLOUR.=)
went for dinner at 8pm at plaza sin's crystle jade.=)
left there abt 9 plus.
n went to cathay for ben n jerrys
YUM YUM
they was a band there
asked the incharge person to sing a birthday song to her.
haha
sat down ate icecream n meow suggested for us to go up stage.!
haha he's daring! he went to ask the guy incharge if we could.
was thinking wat to sing.
but we didnt have the chords.
N AMAZINGLY I HAD MAVELOUS LIGHT'S CHORDS, LYRICS!
haha so we did tat song.
their sound thing sucks. keep cutting off.
BUT
was a wonderful exprience=)
and God's blessings=)


SO NEXT TIME BRING LYRICS N CHORDS WHERE EVA U GO. U MIGHT NOT NOE WHEN U'LL NEED THEM=)


Praise God=)

YAWNNN

mayb i never really really didnt find out y i'm not fond of exercising. yes not untill today.
i mean who gets tired for 2 days after having a fruitful day at the gym? yeah me.


woke up with short breaths today. n somehow i knew the day wouldnt b too good.
indeed it wasnt. slept like almost everyday i went. well theres only 3 different sub classes today slept for 2. somehow i juz felt really really really really tired.
band juz have to start so late. wanted to sleep but cant. well i juz cant imgine if mhss dun close next year how will it b like for me to b in band. all the closer ppl will b gone by end of this year. i WILL miss them.


charmaine went for band for awhile. i went thru her phone n saw AH MENG!!! AHAHAHAHAH oh mannnn he's cute. hahahaa so we started talking abt the show!! hahahah thats the fun part abt band today=) oh ya slacked alot today. was talking to le yuan outside the band room after charmaine left till band ended.


le yuan's my little boy=)


i'm tired.

exhaustion

taylor won! haha well i'm fine with it lahh. he's rather entertaining lahh. i think he's cute. HAHA thou his actions r SUPER retarded but tats wat makes ppl like him huh.
kat was shakey at times. but GOOD TOO=)
i like chris!! haha i think he will b the better idol. i mean the image n all. n when he sings those soft songs WOAHH HAHAHA THE HEART MEALTS.


but well i dun really fancy idol n all lahh. yupp but i knew taylor will win caz he's entertaining n i guess americians love the way he is.


anyways i'm super tired. only get to sleep pass 3am for the past few days. THREE AM ok its not tat i want to or wat but i seriously seriously cant sleep. i dunno wats wrong but i juz cant get to sleep which is super fustrating!. therefore i'm super stone in sch n grumpy too. it feels like my bossyness somehow came back. like everything tat everyone does seems to irritate me. ok lah not everyone. oh ya n being straight forward too. it seems so -the past linette-


yucks.


tired myself out even more today.
bryan n me waited for howard to end his KL trip talk. it ended abt 3pm
so from 2 to 3 i moved my muscles! haha actually was watching ben tan n bryan playing soccer in the court. n there was the HnF ppl too. playing captain's ball. kramjit was there too with mr chan. then he asked me to help out a group. so yeah i decided to do some exerise=) actually didnt do much also lahh. i think without me everything wil go on normally. HnF finished. so i joined ben tan n bryan in kicking the soccer ball. rather fun thou.
then SMART bryan have to kick to ball over to the isolated sch. so ben tan n him went to get the ball while i sat alone in the court. trying to feel the breeze too=) super peaceful too. haha n then the KL talked finished. howard, siew, haidar, nick ng came calling my name. yes they interupted my peace. so ben tan n bryan came back with the ball. and then all of us started kicking ball again, into the goal post this time. had a few tries. n as u noe, i'm a super lousy soccer player. yes one who trips over the ball while dribbling.


and so it rained. left the court wanted to go to the DnT room for air con. well also to check out if beeting was still there. but she wasnt. mrs han shooed us away. as we went to the GYM!!!!


YESSSSSSSSS GYM!!! I WORKED OUT!!! N SUPER ALOT!!! I'M SURE I'M GONNA GET ACHES TML. hmm i ran 1km HAHA n dunno do wat other stuffs lahh. haha oh i'm sure i've made my fats into muscles today. HAH.


WELL SO FINALLY AFTER THE HEAVY RAIN WE FINALLY DECIDED TO EAT. SUPPOSED TO BE OUR LUNCH BUT TURNED OUT TO BE HMM TEA? yeah so me howard n bryan went to newton to eat abt 5pm. eat n tok n eat n tok. n left the place abt 630pm. went home.



wat an exhausting day. YAWNNN.
well not sleeping yet=)

a call from mrs lim

mrs lim called dad n said a number or things.


she said:


i did quiet good for class standard
-hmm ya sort of but comparing with pass results i think i deproved.


i fail my Emaths.
-hmm ya emath is suckie but i'll improve on it this june


i can do better
-yup i agree


i'm very dreamy in class
-hahah YES I AM. i juz cant stand sitting in a class listening to the teacher with the class being super super quiet.i'll only b awake if u make me do work=)



then mrs lim asked my dad
mrs lim: y linette never go sch today?
dad: caz she said sch's very boring.


ROAR i almost fainted when he told he told her tat.


well i'll b back in sch tml=)

#300

post number #300!
haahah 1 year, 300 post.
not bad.=)


anyways sch today was BORING. was super tired too caz i cant sleep last night. yeah my face was like flooded with dust from my pillow i think (its clean now) which caz my face to itch like nuts. n plus the previous night the air-con was blowing right to my face. which almost made my face crack. mayb this explains y my face is so disfigured. if u did notice.


CIP today was hmm ok. practically i did nothing much. or juz say i didnt do anything lah. well some wanted to pon n dragged my alone. yeah gui kai linette needs to b a good girl n get out of that fair conduct. n plus i think it will be really really wasted if go sch today juz bcaz theres CIP after sch. like i wasted my day in class dreaming n dosing off a little. not worth it. so its like a i want to go CIP thing already. well. howard really really dragged me to pon CIP lahh. haha but in the end i think bee ting pity me for i'll b alone or something. n then jinfong somehow decided to change his mind. n i think jinfong's super good. the moment he said he'll b going the rest decided to go too. hah!


HOW GREAT. so in the end nobody pon CIP. YAY.
but still CIP is still boring. i dunno how to interact with older ppl. cant speak hokkian or wateva too.
well i tot 4B was rather slack in a way. they juz packed stuff for the folks. while we have to crack brains to think of games n others for them to spend their time. but also i think its also thoughtful for 4B to give the stuff. i mean the stuffs was quiet good lahh. =) so mayb tat evens up.


oh haha i need to lose weight. mayb i shall drag kim to jog with me during the holidays. since she wanted too tat time too. oh n i want to go swiming. can swim at her house too=) i miss my stolen bicycle.=(


oh ya changed the 2 tagboards to another new one caz both tagboard gives problems. =)




Wondrous mystery, in the pages of history,
Of a man who bled and died for me
Its more than a story, he’s the one who hung up on a tree
His crimson flow poured out for me
Gave his life to set me free

thank you Lord

*there's a time for everything. our christian walk has its mountains and its low valleys. its at the valleys where we can cling on more, mounded on our faith, and know deeper what it means when God promises that He will never leave us or foraske us.*


thx denise!



ranking of results for me was -out of my expectation- its super super good never thought of tat good even once. but well i still think that my overall marks arent tat good. it would b better if i did study earlier. oh wells. yeah will study somewhere mid-end june? oh i'm sure mum will say this to me later. "dun compare urself with ur other ppl." instead of praising me or something. hmm how demoralising. oh wells. comparing myself with other ppl is a way to make me happier. but my main concern is tat i have done my best. n i'm proud for myself.


when things get so drained so lost.
i felt alone. but You've never forsaken me.
You continued to encourage me.
even when i felt the whole world was against me.
You stood there beside me.
never leaving me alone.
the darkness turned in bright shinning light.
n i'm proud to have such a wonderful God beside me.


thank you Lord.

spritually dry

hmm feeling super dry these few days. i mean spritually dry. my mind doesnt seem connected to God. i'm tired n i dunno wat i want. but all i noe is tat i want God more then any others. but i'm struggling to get out my the world n into God world. i think tats the problem. but it tough really.. i'm still finding for the special God's touch. even fri's night thou it was super super good. i felt something missing.


i'm very tired very tired very tired!!! spritualy tired. God's teachings juz cant get into my mind. sigh. need prayers.


yes i'm giving alot of sia lan looks recently. i scolded alot of ppl recently ok mainly my family. which sucks. i'm suppose to honour my parents. i'm trying. but moody moods drives me nuts.


hmm asked kim to pray for me. she says to persevere. yeah i will.=)


anyways i think today's singapore's idol is so totally boring. nothing intresting. i mean they show too much of the lousy singers tat very few WOW singer arent shown. so kinda got bored for the lousy ones. yawn.


mum went for dinner with her ermmm younger days friends from england. ya n she forgot to bring the gift for them. she's not back yet.


gonna to change com soon. unlce went to change the older com into better new one.=)


*i wonder if u see the diff in me today. mayb u dun understand me now as much as last time. its a long time since we've talked. mayb tats the gap.*

good enough for me. i think.

results out today. was pretty alright.
failed Emaths n phys.
any thing similar between these 2?
yupp
all taught by ms tay.


oh wells. mayb i should really really study them by myself.
its soooo irritating lahh how can i eva fail phys when phys was one of my best sub last year!
mayb its me or mayb its the teacher. i dunno.


yupp n phys caused me to flunk super badly in my combine science. tat sucks.


really gotta practise ALOT on Emaths. hmm ms tay's not bad in teaching in small group. yes must better then teaching by class. i mean how can the only ONE person passed physics.


oh wells.


Emaths was better than last year. i think.


combine humanites was my greatest improvement. thx to denise for teaching ss!!=)



combine band with balestier was OK. well i dun think i'm that sort of person who really really get so fussed up with the not good band. doesnt really corncern me anyways. n i dun mind going there is bcaz xueling is there. yes only bcaz of xueling. if xueling issnt in bhss. i'll really drag myself there.
bhss is tooooo erm cheena. yes like almost everyone there's talking in chinese. well the trumpet SL spoke in english. n they seem to have diffculity in speaking english. juz like me having problems speaking in chinese. HAH=) oh wells.
decided to stay there n act dao during the games. but actually i'm observing the ppl's actions n stuff. realised certain stuff. hah.


hahah i haven really spoke to ppl who uses WORS or NEH much. shall put tat into my observation when i go there next year. n i can show more 'proness' in that language to piggy jun=) haha hhmmm but those words will never b in my daily life WOR. mayb only to play it with jun BA. btw i actually hate it when ppl talks to me like tat. so i think i'll juz faint in bhss next year with the WORS, NEH, BA, NOR...... wateva lahhhhh HAH too cheena for me.


hahaha sounds fun.


anyways had my lunch n dinner at 1130PM. really really busy today.
sch ends. rest till band started. went over to bhss. rech sch at 530pm. reach home at 615-630pm. left house at 710pm for the healing service at acs barker.


HEALING SERVICE WAS AWESOME!!!! God's presence was WONDERFUL. anionting was POWER. songs were MEANINGFUL.


was dosing off like nuts at first. untill dunno wat point of time i started having the energy. n when i reached home n mum too at a later time, mum told me see saw my dosing off so she prayed n asked God to give me the strength. n wonderfully by mum's prayers i had my strength from God. n was tired no more.


oh yes i really thank God for my results. thou i really really dunno if it was good or wat but i'm glad i did my best with God's help too. well mayb phys wasnt my only best.


mum's bugging me to study during june hols. HMM. shall but mayb the last 2 weeks of hols.

guitar for a reason.

these few day i've been in confusion over something.
n i got a dream last night, this was a dream which was kinda similar to one i made last year, which totally made everything worst. n stuff like my com's disc thing is totally out of control after sister usage. yes n again everything got even worst. n all i can do is to throw temper. at everyone or anyone like dad or sis or mayb even friends. i juz need a breakout.
a serious quiet time today didnt really work out tat well. talking to God seems quiet. no responds from God. but then after praying n all He juz say take out ur guitar to worship.


it was 1030 then. n only 30mins till parent will b home. n tat 30 mins worshiping with guit n with the songs i have playing from the com. played with a heart to get better in guitar n also to worship with a guitar. n in this 30mins. God took my pain away.


sounds simply but yet so peaceful.


have to stop my brain from leading me away. n causing me into agony.


n then He says:
trust Me. let Me lead the way.

i'm super super super hungry

haha no matter how bored i am i'm still happy. i dunno but its juz the joy of God. i mean ppl growl when a show ends i laugh when my show ended. beats me man. weirdishness oh wells. hahah went out with sis today for lunch n buy some stuff. ah toking abt lunch i'm hungry haven eat dinner yet. anyways after lunch we went to buy this serial show hahah AHHHH SO NICE!! 'devil beside u" hmm i think tats the title. something like tat lahh. 20 episode n i finish 9 already. well i watched the first 2 episode on sunday, shown on tv. ahh so nice hah!.


i'm super hungry. sis didnt pick up my call neither did bb pick up their phone. i guess they r busy.


still fasting with msn=) going well.=) hah. msn issnt everything to me ya.


going to david's house tml for class video. will kill boredness in a way.=) n i'm excited to see his house! yay!


i'm super super super hungry..... FOOOOOOOOD!!!

over

pratically today didnt even seem like it was an exam day, doing chinese was like every normal chinese tests that we have every week. well chinese was HARD. ok the compre was the hard one. i didnt even really really understand the whole passage. kinda confusing. oh wells.


went to bk to eat breakfast. then went to WALK HOME. it took me 30 mins k. not really really far but quiet far. but its alright lah. didnt really seem like its the day when exam's over lah. kind of a boring day. ROAR.


sch's out for 3 days. n i'm gonna be real bored. theres nothing at home. ya but well going to david's house on wed to finish up the class video or soemthing. yeah. I WANT TO TRY PLAYING TENNIS!!!! i think its quiet cool HAH=)


i'm fasting msn!! WHEEEE=)
a way of giving thanks=) heh. get out of something i'm stuck in=)

give thanks.

mother's day lunch was perfect. hah well at least i was the one pay the money n not mum.=) went pepper steak to eat. yay mum enjoyed it=)


love you lots mummy!


thank you Daddy God for my mummy=)


chinese paper 2 tml the last n then its over. well not really over. there's still N level oh no prelims first. n well exams doesnt juz end like tat ya? there's still a way long years to go.



sch's out for tuesday wednesday n thursday!! WHEEEEEEEEE yes. i'm gonna sleeep like a pig. haven been able to sleep till the time i felt like waking up.


schedual's been really tight i mean seriously. i'm pratically occupied EVERYDAY with SOMETHING. like monday n thursday are for chinese tuition. weds n fri was for band (till exam break came) , sat n sun r for church. n tuesday was juz simply free but as soon as the class video thing came upon. oh n expecially when there was the easter play. sunday afternoons were filled. but when it over it seem ermm empty. i guess i've been in tight schedual tat i'm kinda used to it already. well yes i complain like super alot but by God's grace i pulled thru.
n i'm sure every lync-ers mayb dry mayb tired feeling so busy where theres no air to breath but surely if u seek God sincerely he will pull u thru n u'll also get more of him.


it really wasnt so easy for me to juz say aiya who cares abt them anymore. well i still do. n i was still very hurt till yesterday. but i never knew that. its juz right deep down in the heart that its stayed there in the days. n it will b like a everyday thing to u. giving excuses to everything abt it. trying to be strong without really letting go of them all. but God noes. He sees. but He's juz waiting for u to seek Him to seek for His healing.



an old song. one of my fav.


Give thanks
Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ
His Son.


And now let the weak say "I am strong."
Let the poor say "I am rich."
Because of what the Lord has done
For us
Give thanks.

seeking God

u'll never noe how hurt u've been untill u face God n seek him. yupp i'm healed=)


hah anyways lync was great today. something never been done b4. n i thank you Lord for daph. thanks for the passion in her heart. n thanks daph for praying for me!=) luv ya!

my 2nd family=) happy mummy's day!

n for my REAL mother. shall treat her lunch tml=)

percious.

my precious.
ok took this photo juz now=)
played both of them juz now well a little of cornet n alot more of guitar=)
its been long since i've touch both of them. ahhh love it=)


yupp played guit juz now. was kinda. erm alright. ya i need guit lesson with jun! well tried some new chords. die-ed. my pinky was the problem. oh wells. there will b some way lah. somehow.


anyway been wanting quiet a few stuff recently.
my own room.
my own com.


yupp i need my own room. i need erm a quiet place of my own.
juz cant stand it when the key board is full of food on it. but lucky theres a plastic over it.
or i'll start nagging again.
yes this i y i want my own room n com.


i even plan wat to do to my own room if i do have it. yet paint it n stuff. n i've even tot of mayb keeping a bucket of paint, kept in my room so tat who eva who comes my room shall tumbprint or wateva on my wall or something. hah cool huh. hmmmm...


i want to move out of this place. well i dun mind this area but rather this house. its so insecty. so freeky. well wat i like abt this house is actually wats outside of the house. simply that. n even if i get my own room in this house, i will still rather move out n keep sharing with sis. tats how much i hate this house. but bro n sis juz like it. caz its convinent from bb to home? yeah n they r well. not scared of centipedes. i am k. i freek out even it its dead.


n then i'm starting to think abt HDBs. well i dun mind staying there. but last nite something juz reminded me. the fear of roaches in jalan rajah. yes. tat thousands or roaches crawling out of the drains, into the house when mr insecticide comes spraying the whole area.
yes i'm fearing of tat. well i think places r cleaner now. but i fear roaches still. well big ones. i'm fine with babies. but it would b better if they dun appear at all.


well i shall end here n start eating my dinner=)

seeking hearts

=)

67 percent is fine for me.=)


at least i tried my best.
a little mistake here n there
but i shall b thankful for it=)


wheee... shall do even better next time=)


oral today was erm o...k.. i think but chinese reading sucked. my row READ SO LOUD. ppl like DAVID BEETING N MEIPING r crazyly trying to read louder then each other. n poor linette i struggling to guess wat the words r.


some pictures over the exam period.=)


juz wondering how cute the little pony tail can be.

THATS DOGGY ON THE BED in my room.

parents room

my bed.

parent room

my study table?

studying.

closer look.

conclusion: 1 out of 7 pics, i studied on a table. so i think i prefer studying on the floors, beds then on tables n chairs. n i dun study neatly. books scatters everywhere when i study.

TO END

courtesy of bryan howard jim linette. smile!

PRETTY GOOD

hahaha its super super weird if u suddenly see ur friend's msn nick as "happy birthday linette"


anyways Amaths paper was pretty good today. at least wat i studied properly came out. n i hope the results will b good too. finished like 30mins earlier check thru a few times. then decided to rite a letter to kim=) caz in tat 30mins i wrote her a 1 page letter.=) wrote it.. n after awhile check thru the paper again n continued with the letter again.
mrs lim poped out right infront of me. stares at wat i'm doing n SMILE!
woah my heart was bursting out blood lah. super freeky.
its exam i'm not supose to do other stuff.
but mayb she sees it as i'm journaling caz i didnt rite kim's name in it.


oh kim's having rashes for few days already. i think since last thursday or earlier. yupp pray for her k.


kim rocks n everyone who knows her knows it=)
take care girl.

EASTER PLAY PHOTOS=)

physics paper sucked crap today.
i tot physics was also one of my better subjects.
the fomulars ran away when i looked at the question.
shall'nt blame anyone.
didnt study hard enough also lah.



anywyas tats not my main point of blogging today. gonna add photos of easter play=) AHH I STILL MISS EASTER PLAY!!


Firstly thankings not in any order

but always GOD first! without Him all these wont happen=)

sound pplDIRECTORS!
MUSCIANSMAKE-UP/ COSTUME

THE AUDIENCE

AND THE BACKSTAGE PPL.

BEHIND THE SENCES.

amazingly amazed

hmm yes needs to blog.


practically having exam with God by ur side is truely WONDERFUL n AMAZING.


friday was geog. n i touch my geog stuffs on thursday, n guess wat. i found out that in i threw all my last year's notes away. which totally sucked. so msg meiping. she called me n gave me the points t study. yes tats means i have to pull out pile of my own notes from the test book which is like deadly lah.
so anyways went to filp thru this years file. n i found a cha of notes on tourism, 6 pgs, but ont abt 3 pages was relavent. ya have to make do lahh. its better than nothing anyways. n guess was it was close to 12mn n i realised i studied something wrong. which i have to sort of relearn soemthing eles. which kinda sucks lah.


so friday seriously i didnt have confindence lah. my geog knowledge was close to nothing. expect for the tourist notes i studied.
so the exam! AHH PRACTICALLY WATEVA I STUDIED FROM TAT NOTES CAME OUT. n those stuff tried studying from the textbook didnt come out. super good lahh!! ahhhh =) oh n amazingly the questions on market gardening, i somehow recalled wat i've leant last year. meaning last year's eoy exams which i studied for juz poped out of my brian during the exams.


anyways i hear like these stuff like studying last min n lack of notes n stuff from n all those stuff came out during the exam from alot of ppl. but it never did happen to me. N I NOE ITS SUPER COOL!!! AHHHHH


HOW TRUELY AMAZING.
how wonderful when God's working with u=)


emaths n physics tml. hmm jia you lah!=)
cant wait for wed to end.
thou theres still chinese paper next monday.
but tuition will settle it.=)

SS YAY

HAHA ITS SUPER SUPER GOOD TO HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS A TEACHER.


THUS I'M LOVING SS NOW.


ss today was perfect. thou i didnt have the time to finish 1 question n dun really noe how to do another. but overall its perfectly good=)


yes i'm happy over ss.
BUT i'll feel super super sad if i do badly for my geog for last min studies with good grades for ss. roar y must they be combined. ahh yes so i shalnt blog anymore n start studying for geog properly. tats inclueds Emaths too.

my connerstone

I LOVE XIAO MEI!!!=) THANKS XIAO MEI FOR ACCOMPANING ME ON MONDAY!=)


hmm. was super super super drain from Amaths yesterday which really really affected my mood. i'm usually happy when i'm studying. but not the past few days. had super super black face this morning. hah i guess my class could see lah. is this wat its called stress? caz i've never felt like tat b4. or mayb i'm juz putting excuses to cover up? i guess it got worst.


really a break down.
i've never diao so many ppl n so many times b4!!


a seeking heart.
a lost heart.
a helpless heart.
n then You search my heart.
gave me a friend.
n enlighten me.
my heart was found again.
a hopeful heart.
a heart to rely on You
n not myself.
not to b self centered.
n blame my studies on my family, friends or even teachers.
i've learnt.
n i thank you Lord.
caz theres nothing impossible.
when u'r working.
i'm living in Him.
n He's in my heart.
forever.


love You Lord; my connerstone.

=) denise rocks!

hmm da vinci semina was not bad. hah the lecturer was super super suepr super funny!! n super pro to lahh! he an ang mo who speaks like 10 different languages n chim chinese! hah wat a history professor for nus. he's hunch which reminded me of somethign really funny last friday. shall share it=)


after lunch.
bryan complains tat his back is popping out.
linette advice him to straighten his shoulders back.
amazingly bryan listen to me!!
so he have been doing tat since i've told him.
waiting at the traffic light.
he does it again.
n due to the many push ups he does for air rifle
he had some 'chest' hah!
so its seenable.
so when all of us we talking abt how he really listens to me n makes it shoulder straight.


l,h,d: balblablbla u really listen ar?
jim: (out of the blue pokes bryan's chest n say. "u got breast.")
the rest: stone for a few sec. n then bust out laughing.


SO RANDOM LAHH!!!SOOO FUNNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



haha ok shall continue.
had ss lessons from denise today with jonathan ng n hah ben yan.
ben yan's super super pointless. b4 u started the 'class' he said
ben yan: hah mrs lim's gonna kill us tml
i gave the erm ok look. n started thinking Y WHOULD MRS LIM KILL US OUT OF THE BLUE? LIEK ITS SO WRONG TO ASK UR TEACHER FRIEND TO TEACH SS??
ok.

anyway back to lesson. ss was pretty cool denise is good!!!=) at least i really really really learnt something which i never ever learn b4. pracitally wasnt taught of that level 5 point for the essay part b4. =) YES. i happy with ss now. but i have to revise. n certainly i must go n comfirm the chapters first.


left church abt 4 plus. saw this 2 malay guys, outsiders, smoking in at the amphitheater. LIKE PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR THE CHURCH LAH I NOE THE CHURCH'S AMPHITHEATER IS REALLY A COOL PLACE TO CHILL OUT BUT PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR WHERE U ANYHOW WALK INTO N START SMOKING IN THERE.


anyways big tim chase them away. n they gave the wateva look.