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YAY BLOG SONG!!!!
WOAH U NOE I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE NEW ANGELFIRE ACCOUNT FOR NEARLY 1 YEAR.
AND SO AFTER TRYING FOR NEARLY A YEAR, I TRIED MY LUCK N WOAHLA I GOT SIGNED IN! WHOOOO HOOOO
OH YEAH my previous account got cancled caz i use a mp3 format song. so somehow since then wheneva i want to make new account or something i'll b signing up half way n then they'll b block me from the site caz dunno wat too much of the ip sign up for the day.


YUP N ALSO I DIDNT WANT TO TRY ANY OTHER MUSIC THING CAZ THERE'S ALWAYS ALOT OF POP UPS LIKE THAT WEB MUSIC WHICH HAVE CLOSED. I THINK. YEAH I LIKE ANGELFIRE.


AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG.
RUBEN MORGAN'S VOICE IS SOOOOOOOO GOOOOOD.
IT BRING THE ATMOSPHERE, GOD'S ATMOSPHERE!=)
WONDERFUL!

melting my fears

ok u noe abt me being really sad and all yesterday? its solved i mean its so wonderful when u seek Daddy God. n He answers' it within the next 24 hrs.


lets start off with sat's night.
i was really down cried n all. talked to God n went to do my quiet time which somehow was abt troubles n fears.

then sun's afternoon.
came back from church.
but wether i'm studying or not i still felt great preasure when mum sits in my room.
but mum only sits in for few mins n leaves my room. n the rest of the time she was doing her computer work.
well i tot at least God did something.
so she didnt enter my room till 10 or 11 plus.
n sis came home too.
their noise got my fustrated again so i stop studying n went to use the com.

ok so after i use the com, went back to my room
mum suddenly told me that she's gonna start work tml again.
not that i'm dying to see her work or anything. but i noe i'm gonna b alone.
and Daddy God has answered my prayers.

ok so abt 1am, she left my room to sleep.
n i went to do my quiet time.
and then i tried finding the scripture i read on sat's night.
but i couldnt find it. i mean it was not even close to the pages around 27 aug
i manage to find it after sometime n it was a 22 junly issue.
i didnt noe how i turn to that page but i juz did.


ok so on sat's night i didnt really read the passage properly caz i was too drained and all but i only knew it was abt fears n troubles.
so i read it again.
the passage verse comes from

John 14: 1-4
Jesus Comforts His Disciples
1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.
2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you.
3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
4You know the way to the place where I am going."


yup well the first verse already told me something.
the title is melting my fears
anyways the passage is abt this writer was on a plane which was going to take off. there was an anouncement abt the very cold temeperature , its snowing and there was high winds. yupp and there was ice covering the aircraft wings so that have to defrost it with ethylene glycol. so as she heard that anouncement, she was filled with fear, that something bad might happen. so anyways she looks out her window, she saw the ice almost instantly dissapered when they sprayed the thing. and then she will filled with peace


ok when after the she talks abt that linking to God. but this is my version which is similar to her's


-As i read this again, God's telling me that when we have problems or fears, we can send it to him and He will melt your problems almost instantly plus he will give u comfort n peace.


Matthew 28:20
20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

ARRGHHH

SO PRESSURIZING.


i hate it when ppl talks to me when i'm studying.
i hate it when there presence of ppl when i'm studying.
i lose total concentration.
i mean when i'm seriously studying for something. i hate all these.


but its very mean to 'kick' them out of my room.
or they'll get piss off with me for showing attutide.
n i dun want to treat mum that y caz she already have an injured hand.
n sis she got the right to b in the room afterall.


but i really really cannot concentrate.
i got pissed off with their presence n left the room n use the com.


CHINESE N SS IS IN 8 DAYS TIME.
n i feel like i haven studied enough.
but how to.


ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


i broke down last night after mum lef tthe room

NAVE NAVE NAVE

my church's nave. quite cool.=)
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anyways i'm sick. i think. sometimes my flu's super bad. but its ok now. oh theres no sort throat now to. hmm it might be due to lack of sleep. i dunno.


anyways alot of teachers have been telling me that i almost got fair for my coundct this year caz of mrs chiang protest me of getting a good caz i'm always sleeping in her class. aye its not my fault that she's always so irritating n stuff which doesnt give me a single interest in her geog lessons.
many 3 teachers talked to me abt that. karamjit, ms tay and lao shi. n they all stood up for me. how nice of them. anyways i was thinking y did ms tay help me? i'm forever sleeping in Emaths lessons. i dunno y but mayb she see me as a different person in physics lessons caz i'm active in physics. its the class problem lah. 3/2 is not my class u see.
anyways so nice of them.


oh i think my prelims suck. but i manage to pass all my subject, with low passing marks. which may lead to failing for best 3 subjects. oh crap.


i will study hard.

STUDY LAHH

very very disappointed with my Emath. i thought i could do much much much much better. very sad. i either copy the questions wrongly or caculate the answers wrongly. i noe i'm very very very careless but i dunno lah. i think i'll start practising maths ALOT.
i must at least do well for the O level's prelims.
thats my aim.
n also for the rest of mu subjects lah.


the rest of the subject results that i got today were good enough for me.


the Emaths marks is forcing my to start studying n not relaxing for a few days. but somehow i always dun have the mood to study when other ppl's in my room. ya mum fractured her hand n she's almost in my room every hour watching tv with me. sighs.

YAY BACK

HELLO I'M BACK! back from prelim season.


firstly: WEIJUN!!!!!! BETTER OPEN UR PRESENT.REMEMBER TO OPEN IT STOP LEAVING IT OH UR TABLE N FORGETING ABT IT. OPEN IT OPEN IT OPEN IT. STOP BEING SO LAZY. I NOE ITS A SUEPR SLACK WRAPING BUT NEVERMIND LAH AT LEAST I MAKE THE EFFORT TO WRAP IT=) SO U BETTER MAKE THE EFFORT TO OPEN IT! AND THANK KIM. KIM SAYS U HAVEN THANK HER.


prelims ends today. oh but the think abt it chinese n social studies is coming in abt 2 weeks time. ahhh sheesh.

ok let me blog abt the exams=)


monday there was english paper 1 and geog
english was OK.
geog was hard well actually if i did study the right stuff properly i guess the paper would b a little easier. i think i might fail geog.


tuesday theres english paper 2 and Emaths paper 1
english passage 2 was sort of clueless to me. didnt understand wat the passage was talking abt untill i did my summary. anyways i think my english suck big time. sometimes its good sometimes its super bad.
Emaths paper 1 was easy. ok i didnt noe how to do abt 3 or 4 questions lah so oh wells.


tuesday night was disappointing. caz i slept at 3am ok make it 4am caz i take 1 hr to sleep. i spent my time watching tv till 3am. dun understand wat i was doing on a night b4 exam. but well i did Amaths till 130am.


wednesday Emaths paper 2
phew the paper was easy. didnt really need to crack my brain hard. so sleeping at 4am was ok. but its still not good to sleep so late b4 an exam day.


thursday was Amaths paper 1
paper was ok.
OK i noe recently my Amaths have been really really bad. i think its bcaz i've lost interest in it somehow i felt very discourage over it. and didnt bother to study for my previous tests tats y i kept failing really really bad. yupp i've lost my touch in Amaths but well i manage to pick myself up lah. n really do all the Amaths papers mr wong gave us.
anyways i got back tat paper already. erm got 59/70 good enough for me lah thou i want to get 75% for both papers. i hope i do.


friday's bio and Amaths paper 2
bio was easy. well its always easy.
Amaths i think its easier then paper 1.


and finally today physics
erm paper's easier then mid year's


yupp so that the overview of my prelims.


ok wont talk abt prelims anymore.
anyways mum fractured her hand. n she's staying home for few weeks. i sent her to the hospital on thursday after an hr of extra Amaths lesson. not a very long wait so it was ok for me. went to eat at novena with her.
well i think mum's thinking is very positive like nothing can really pull her down. well the workholic mum is really forced to rest this time. having ppl like me n sis would juz scold her if she does any unnecessary stuff. but well i think we can stop her from doing everything caz i think it will demoralised her.


ok n sat's lync lesson was abt anger. some stewler and i forgot the other one.
stewler is one who keeps ur anger inside urself n not saying it.
the other one is one who is hot tempered n throws it out without thinking or listening.


well i think Daddy God have really changed me from a very hot tempered girl to a little bit of a stewler. which i very good=) thinking abt last time i think i was really mean. RIGHT?=)


ok well i'll end here blog some other day=)

LEE JOON-KI

LEE JOON KI

I THINK HE'S SOOOOO CUTE LIKE EXTREAMLY CUTE LAHH
HE'S SOME NEW KOREAN ACTOR.
found him in some korean drama show (my girl) which my bro burn for sis to watch.
heard he won rain or something.
I THINK HE'S CUTER THEN RAIN. ERM MAYB NOT REALLY.
RAIN'S HOT HE'S CUTE!=)

dun be retarded.
ugh. so grosed out.


anyways i screwd my bugle thing today. so disppointing. sighs. oh wells.
oh n i feel like i'm back to sec 1 days again where i try to isolate myself, not wanting to talking to ppl.

i guess its that insecure feeling.


sigh.

from many shores

FROM MANY SHORES
by robert solomon

From many shores You gathered,
Our father, mother all,
And gave as home this island,
So precious though so small.
they toiled and built our nation,
As Toy blessed them with grace.
O God of out salvation,
We seek Your holy face

Bless Singapore, our home, with peace,
And make us a blessing
To the nations near and far.
We worship You our King;
May everyone know who You are!

We're many tongues and colours,
Teach us to live as one.
Bless all out dreams and labours,
In all You will be done.
Help us to honour, cherish
All that is good and right.
Let all You people flourish
As we live in Your light.

We pray for all our children,
Our leaders , workers too;
That we would all be open
To trust Your word as true.
Let righteounseness and justice,
Your mercy and Your love
Be found in home and office
As we each other serve.

We know our strength is in You;
Our future's in You hand.
Our nation, Lord, come renew,
Come heal and bless out land;
Let every street and heartland
Echo the name of christ;
To everyheart and home extend
Your love, Your grace, Your light.

GUITAR! KEYBOARD! WHEEEEE

i aim to sleep at 1am every sat night. sleeping during service must not go on.


anyways jun taught me how to play keyboard yesterday SOOOO COOL oh mann how awesome tat my house has a guitar n a keyboard which r my brother's but he doesnt learn it anymore. well i've already taken them as mine =) mum says there a newer keyboard somewhere int he storeroom. hmm storeroom.. this house doesnt seem to have a 'storeroom' theres stuffs in the balcony, maids room and a small conner of the house (proberly called the storeroom).


ok anyways KEYBOARD IS SUPER COOL. like no matter wat rubbish u play it'll still come out nice.=) n of caz guitar rocks too!=)


oh anyways sang this singapore kind of song in church today. hmm 'From Many Shores' by Robert solomon. who's tat anyways? ok the songs kinda weird like sometime the tune dun match the words but rather a cool song. mayb i'll put the song up in another post later.


meanwhile its a birthday mth.
sherman's birthday juz pass not long. is it on wed or something?
kwok yong's- 8 aug
howard- 9 aug
cant remember others.


haha n of caz its shuisheng's birthday today.
he's nuts he msged me to see if i remembered his bithday. ya caz erm practially i was too lazy to send a birthday msg last night so decided to do it somewhere later in the afternoon. but he tried to remind me on my way home from church. hahah since erm 2 years ago when i tot his birthday was on the 7 instead of 6 yupp so i happily msged him on the 6 at 9pm plus thinking i'll b the earlist to send him a birthday msg yeah n foudn out tat day is his birthday. ya so since then i'll foreva remember his birthday hah. anyways will msg a proper birthday msg later=)
happy 18th.!


OHOH I SCREWED MY BUGLE CALL THING ON FRIDAY.
-play the first 4 notes nicely
-then i could reach tat super high note.
-so i ended up screaming.
-screaming LOUDLY.
-i guess everyone was shocked.
-because it was REALLY LOUD.
-played another time
-n screwed it again.
-this time i didnt scream.


ANYWAYS i dun noe y i screamed. mayb its juz my natural reaction to kill my fustration. anyways i didnt really recall how loud i scream lah caz i scream without myself knowing. yupp untill ppl started telling me it was SUPER LOUD.


i'm super malu-ed.
tried playing it juz now. could play it! YAY but it will lag abit.=P


anyways will rite down the song lyrics n then off to play my guitar=)

answered.

a sudden feel of insecure.


anyways chinese prelim's was really cool today. ok not tat its very easy or wat. its ok to me but some parts are rather hard for me. anyways was doing the close passage thing forgot wat its called in chinese. anyways i started dosing off. i mean dosing off really badly. my head seems to weigh tons of kg. really bad i can take 5 mins to read/doseoff 2 paragraphs n not understand it. super waste time. i juz wanted to stop doing everything i sleep for awhile but was afarid by time i wake up there wont b any time left. so i manage to finish my close passage didnt really bother caz i'm foreva flunking it. so i went to read my li jie che yan. and again i kept dosing off. but some how i conutined to answer the question not very certain with the answers. i finished it n then isaid to myself. "I CANT GO ON DOSING I WANT TO DO WELL IN CHINESE" yup so i decided to pray asked God to keep me awake. start doing my li jie wen da. n guess wat AFTER PRAYING MY EYES WERE SO ENERGISED. read the passage with GREAT intrest.


after i finished it i went to check thru re-read my li jie che yan n redo the questions.


finsish the paper n decided to sleep for the last 10 mins=)


an answered prayer=)

mr roach

its loong since i've blog. caz certain stuff have been happening.


i hate roaches. BIG ONES. fine with small ones but HATES BIG ones.
let me tell u my story:


SUNDAY NIGHT
mechanical girl linette chen helps mum to figure out how to on the spoilt air con. n after 15mins she managed to on the aircon somehow. anyways i think i can b a future mechanican (not sure if its right) ANYWAYS the air con was on! linette was SUPER proud of herself mum was super pround for me. n during this joyful time A FREEKING ROACH RAN OUT FROM THE AIR CON. N IT WAS LIKE ERM 30CM AWAY FROM ME. N HE GAVE A CILCK CLICK CLICK SOUND SOO FREEKY I SCREAM, JUMP OFF THE LADDER ONTO THE BED TO THE FLOOR BEHIND MUM KNOCKS MUM'S HEAD I RAN TO MY ROOM IN FEAR. never wanting to step into mum's room again. i'm trumatised. serious. everywhere i go i keep suspecting if mr roach may appear again. like will i come out from my air con. is it around my house coridoors? in my bathroom? my room? will it run out of mum's room? ahhh seriously i was over thinking. AYE I WAS SUPER FREEKED OUT LAH. yupp n since ididnt dare to step into mum's room i didnt touch the com at all.


and then yesterday's morning woke up for sch open my toliet door. n i saw a freeking oval shaped thing on the floor. took my spects n its mr roach, DEADLY OVERTURNED. FREEKED OUT woke sis up, call for mum. n started stoning on my bed in fear. i think i stone in fear for abt 5mins. which made me late for school. stupid roach. ewww. ok i'm not very freeked out anymore but i dun understand how did mr roach got into my toliet in 2hrs alive but died there. eww eww eww. i hate BIG roaches. roaches are the creature n can freek my out tat bad.


ya i guess tat the phobia of my childhood roaches experience is still in my mind. i really freek out lah. want to freek me out on long term roaches will b the only one. but i'll b damn piss off with anyone who dares scare my with it.


ok wont talk abt it anymore. anyways i wont b blogging much too. shall try to stay out from the com as long as possible. should be blogging at least once a week lah.=)


chinese prelims tml. ahhh
oh anyways i'll b choing for chinese n english from now on.
my english is getting really really bad
n my chinese is supose to b good. well last time deproving slowly.
WILL WORK HARD=)