Saturday, September 30, 2006

'Love God Love Others'

lync's first birthday was quite cool.
the testimonies were cool
marcus's one was really amazing.
but having the thing of after 2 worship songs there's 2 testimonies given is SUPER anti-climax. not that worship was bad or wat IT WAS REALLY REALLY GOOD but when u stop it after every 2 songs it'll juz breaks the wonderful atmosphere.
anyways there was lync 1 year reflection? video. HAHA JOUSHA IS SOOOOO FUNNY he n his stone face. HAH
oh the lync cake's degsin is really really nice. oh the cake was nice too n its chocolate but its very mild so its ok for me.
had some photos taken.
oh n there was food too.
pastor lian swan called us lynclets.
hahahha its lyncers btw.
yupp thats practially all about it.


not very very fun oh i was wondering y they didnt decorate the place or like paste some papers like happy birthday lync! seems like a normal service n not a party.
mayb everyone's busy with exams or something.


OHOHOH I THINK THE NEW WEBSITE IS REALLY REALLY COOL
go check it out=)
http://www.livingstreams.org.sg/lync/index.html



OH WEIJUN WAS SUPER RANDOM TODAY.
this is wat happened
we were talking.
then jun takes right hand's fingers in between her left fingers
then takes my left fingers n puts it on top of my left fingers kiap by hers
then guess wat she did!
SHE STARTS MESSING MY HAIR.
for wat reason I DUN KNOW.
HAHAH
but lucky my hair wasnt styled or anything or i'll kill her.
HAHAHA
SO RANDOM.
YES WEIJUN GUA GUA GUA U NOE GUA YA YA GUAAAAA!!!


anyways i finished my sciences WHEE
i'll have to study hard on my geog oh n maths!


TATA juz 12 more days till i'm freeeeeee=)

LALALALALALA=)

oh i have a feeling i'm getting sick. AHH
OK SOME PRAYER REQUEST:
keep me healthy- i'm having gastric nowadays n its getting worst by the days. oh n my throat feels a little sore.
pray that i wont slack n use every free time.
no insomia during exam days
n of caz DUN ABANDON DADDY GOD.
=)


exams coming this monday!! AH YES 'N' LEVEL, MONDAY.
i dun noe if i prepared or wat lah i'm not feeling nervous caz i'll get nervous untill the real day itself.


ok i juz finish my whole physics syllabus. ok mayb i have to work more on the power chapter. i gave up doing it caz i realised i've lost my interest in maths. SOO DEAD LAH i'm supose to love maths u noe. i guess its the close to a year of not doing proper maths. SIGH. I'LL GAIN BACK MY MATHS INTEREST WITHIN THE NEXT 2 DAYS.


ok i'm going to finish up my bio syllabus b4 i get to sleep.


tml
study groups GEOG GEOG GEOG!.
LYnC FIRST BIRTHDAY! WHOOHOOOO!

sunday
CHILDRENS DAY. i wanted to help out in the church's children's day party. but N level just have to be on the next day ROAR=)

linette LOVES kids!!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

reflection part 2

=) oh abt the previous post it actually not exectly finished yet n sorry that i have to end it that badly makes me seems like i'm suffering or something.
ya n i didnt have to time to continue caz was way pass my sat sleeping time.
so i anyhow ended it.
anyways heres the other part of it.


actually i dun even feel sore abt it anymore. even when i think back again it doesnt hurt me anymore. u noe after deliverence yup it just all went away. i remembered someone told me b4, wat has happened has happened even if it is the greatest sin n u'r feeling bad n all but the moment u give it to Daddy God n seek forgiveness n forget abt those who brought u into tat situation. u'r cleance. no more will u feel hurt no more will u feel guilty. because Daddy God has forgiven n forgotten abt it.


oh and u noe that 3 mths of delimma was the first time i've eva gotten stressed up and depressed. n i was on the urge to turn away from Daddy God, practially it was the hardest period in my life. yeap i felt super lost, Daddy God didnt seem to b there with me, it seems like i'm all alone n stuff. i looked happy on the surface but inside of me was rotten. but this period of time have given me perservence and a super strong faith in Daddy God. its a test from Daddy God. but after all these i sure have gain alot.=)


have u read the book of Job on how God tested his faith and took his everything away, friends, wealth, gave him sores on his body but never did He hated God. in the end God gave back to him SO much more.


the end=)

Sunday, September 24, 2006

reflection

=)


haven been bloging much. not tat i'm stressed out or wat lah. remember i dun get stress. the numbers of fingers on my right hand can b more then the amount of times i've been stressed up. hmm erm 4 and a half times... hah if u noe wat i mean.
ok other then have foul tempers when ppl disturbs me when i'm studying. i'm still a happy go lucky girl=)


anyways while i was on my way home from church today something juz strike me. it brought me back to sec 2 melbourne cum iSOW which i didnt go bcaz of melbourne.
i remembered when andrea told me to go for iSOW i rejected caz i had to go melbourne, but i was thinking of not going melbourne. but it wont b nice to not go melbourne when almost all the band members are going. and also i can go iSOW the next time or something. so i went to melbourne.

but then as i was thinking in the bus today something juz make me feel that going to melbourne was wrong the min i step into melbourne's airport. yeah i had my first eva asthma attack caz of sudden mood change. so fell sick for 3 days? n got better. but on the 2nd last day, i was happy go luckying shopping but at night my childhood experience came back caz of something and i got asthma attack again. everything was so blurr to me someone supported my back n made me sit up. (i think it was kelvin not sure) n all i could hear was voices n i only blurred visions of proberbly almost the whole band members in the room bring freeked out. oh then i remember i shouted at shuisheng to leave the room caz i was super super pissed off not only with him but the whole band. i guess i just had to throw temper at that time.
anyways xueling cried bcaz of me n i tot it was quite touching when i hear abt it.


ANYWAYS bcaz i melbourne it brought me into delimma for abt 3-4mths. its really bad. untill i had my deliverence and talked it out to the pastor. actually b4 melbourne during cityteens we had some sort small deliverence. then they said mayb some may need to go for the full deliverence thing. yupp n i was one of them. caz when that person prayed for me after sometime i started crying really really really really really bad oh n a little vomiting too. n this women came to me n said: the kind of cry from me is linked to my childhood. n at that moment i knew wat it was.


i never tot it will relapse till melbourne.


yuppp so back to the reflection.
mayb i should have gone iSOW instead of melboune. n after that iSOW, iSOW became a whole different thing. from 20 ppl they increase to abt 80 ppl. which didnt seem as annonting as wat the previous isows. plus things didnt get right the moment i stepped into melbourne.


oh wells but my isow wasnt too bad too lah at least i did learnt something=)


no matter how much i start thinking abt this it wont help.
u cant turn back time.
oh n actually melbourne wasnt enjoyable to me at all.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

chocolate-not for me.

my junior (yi wen) rocks! oh man u noe today she gave me present which is chocolate HAH YES for ppl dun dun know, linette doesnt like chocolates. but that brand of chocolate is nice lah. u noe the seacreature chocolate, seahorse, seeshell blablabla. yeap that one. there's 6 inside gave mum 2 n struggled to finish up tat 4 pieces. 4 small pieces. thats how much i dun like eating chocolates.


let me tell u my chocolate history.
abt 5 years old i ate my very very first chocolate ice-cream. n guess wat i puke it out. yup so from since then i hate chocolates. n once i eat chocolate too much i'll feel like puking.
yupp even when i ate 4 small pieces of chocolate like 1 hr ago, i'm still feeling a little pukish now.=)
but its alright sometimes chocolate can b nice so eat it with pleasure untill u cant take it anymore=)
oh ya to prevent me from puking i must drink ALOT of water.
=)


ok back to my junior giving me chocolate, hmm this is her 2nd time giving me present 1 year once? yeap n guess wat i haven give her anything at all. I FEEL SO MEAN!! better get something for my le yuan n yi wen=)


oh ya and there was pizza treat from band today. last band practise n theres too much money in the band fund so mrs poh bought pizza. 12 boxes of cannadian pizza. 3 slices each. i ate 2=)

Thursday, September 14, 2006

prejudice??

my keyboard typing skill is getting really bad.
caz i haven been using msn since july i think n i feel like a noob typer now.
ROAR.


sch haven been really interesting. but mayb i did see some changes. ppl like nick siew is now willing to help me in my maths. yup that means he's not mean now.
u noe i'm having this habbit of juz sitting at a place n noticing how ppl have changed or wats happpening. yup thats y i'm rather anti-social nowadays.
but i guess its also good to notice stuff. u noe yesterday i was late for sch. so me n few other ppl have to wait outside the gate till flag raising end. n somehow i juz look toward that opposite sch n stone at it. i cant really remember wat i was trying to do but i thought it was a rather nice feeling. hah yes then all the last comers went into the sch n i was still stoning at the sch untill the prefect called me. SO MALU!! oh wells. ohh then those sec 2 prefect who took down my name actually noes my name. ya i didnt tell them my name but somehow they know it. oh wells. anyways issnt it good to b known?


i think i got very strong 6th sense. like really good. i predicted something will soon happen n it happened now. u noe i was talking to abaiyah (howeva u spell her name) yesterday during bio. i mean sometimes u may look at a person's appearence n juz dun like tat look but actually the person is really nice n friendly. but then during today's english, we played pictionary, the topic was on adverbs. n mine was beauty is only skin deep. thinking abt it i've realised that maybe we're judge on ppl's beauty to make friends but when u get to noe them better the inside of them issnt good at all. n really some ppl who's really pretty to me but when u go in deep their heart its actually not as pretty as how they look.

oh haha i think this week is a outer vs inner appearence weeks.
last sat lync's cell group topic was on ERM AHHH CRAP I FORGOT THE TITLE but its on things that u dun like i forgot that word!! OHOH PREJUDICE yupp then i also mention abt how God looks at the heart n not at the outer appearence. caz sometimes ppl acts ways that ppl dun like but if we learn to dig deep down their hearts, many of them r really really nice ppl. yupp n we must have God-like-attutide who looks at the heart not the appearence.
n Daddy God made me realised n make me apply it into my life since my iSOW.=)


but surely i noe this person who have both outer n inner beauty which is KIMBERLY NEO SHI HUI!!! yes my childhood cum best friend. wat an honour to have her=) i'm sure those who noes her loves her!=)
all the best for u O's!=)

Monday, September 11, 2006

=)

=)


oh ya i'm on worship this coming sat AGAIN. anyways i cant stand the lync's gmail thing lah. ok lah they want u to b responsible but i dun think its that hard to at least send e-mail to the ppl in the worship team can cost alot of time. n it will also avoid fustration for the worship leader.
i mean if u want responsibilities things like must b on time, turning up for worship may b enough ppl will forget to check gmail also right.


AND YA I GOT SCOLDED BY KENNETH CAZ I DIDNT CHECK THE GMAIL FOR WHO'S ON DUTY.

ok i'm also at fault but i juz cant stand the lync's way of gmail responsiblities. anyways i wanted to go church early to study last sat. hmm i walk into the church at close to 2 n kenneth was walking a distance from me shouting at me.
kenneth: LINETTE STILL WALKING SO SLOW
lin: (turns look at him then ingores him caz he always does that)
kenneth: (walks closer to me) U'R LATE ALREADY U NOE
lin: lync starts at 3 wat
kenneth: U'RE ON WORSHIP TODAY
lin: WHAT REALLY? SORRY I DIDNT NOE.
kenneth: ITS UR RESPONSIBLITY TO CHECK THE GMAIL.
lin: sorry i was busy this week n had exams n didnt get to use the com much.


WOAH I FELT SUPER GUILTY N PISSED OFF TOO. n i also noe kenneth is super pissed off. anyways b4 worship prac started i went to talk to denise abt ss and then went to tell charissa i didnt noe i was on duty caz i had no time to check the gmail. and then she said its kenneth's responsibility to SENT THE SONGS TO ME.
so w/l should b sending the songs to the team's e-mail but i think none of the w/l does that other than charissa herself.
OK so bcaz of i'm irresponsible-ness i didnt manage to co-sing properly somehow there was something pulling me back. n i was totally not spriturally prepared too. which sucks.


but i'm also at fault lah so nvm lah.


ya so this gmail things can cause the w/l n the one who turn up last min to b sad. which i think there wont b a proper worship prepared mood.


anyways i think i'm going to break from worship till exams ends. better tell dara n charissa by tml. yup so i wont b co-singing this sat.



other then this everything's been fine n good. oh i had a super freky dream today. not my first time having it. but i think the ending of the dream was good. Daddy God was in the house=)
it happened in my old house. its some evil spirit that possesed my maid. ya n she went round wanting to kill my family. n i was SUPER scared. she was in my bro's room i was with dunno who and she was like chasing us, playing hide n seek like that. then i ran tomy mum's room. the maid come out from my room. i peek out to look. she went down the stairs to the living room, i followed. then i was hiding behind the sofa n she was at the dinner room. and then she saw me! i was super super scared she was walking towards me. and then i prayed "Daddy God take the spirit away!!" then i shouted "GO AWAY IN THE NAME OF JESUS" the spirit weaken and i said it again till it left. (yup its like the way of chasing spirits away)
then i went to the entrance of the door. my neighbour was having some party. n then i saw a few kids(spirits) n one of them wanted to go into my house. he walk up the first step n then i prayed again "Lord protect this house with the blood of Jesus" then i shouted to the boy "this is the house of God" then on the floor there was this wordings "the house of God" n the boy left.
i went back to the house penting away n thanking Daddy God.


then i woke up!=)
oh n my heart was beating fast.
didnt want to sleep more. caz its really a freeky dream. but the good thing was Daddy God help=)
i think this is my 2nd times having this kind of dream. i remember mum told me once she had it too.
i wonder y this kind of dream come......

Sunday, September 03, 2006

-studying-eating-shiting-sleeping-

oh abt the music theres something wrong with it. i'll settle it another day.


i've been eating ALOT I MEAN ALOT oh n shitting alot too. u see wat goes in must come out=) better force myself to eat more vegie before i get constipation again. but i tot mayb its bcaz of studying, my mouth get itchy n all. mayb its so called my 'breaktime' ohh i'm on cereal diets too ok not those only eat cereal for meal lah i mean for tea n supper. there conflakes, honeystars n coco crunch. its been loooooong since i've eaten those stuff n its really great. make me feel like the younger days again.=)
anwyays i was thinking since i've been eating so much cereals with milk, will it make me grow any taller? hahahaha I HOPE LAHH. =)


ohoh there's chinese N level tml n ss n chinese listening on tuesday. ahhh SS!! i still have one more chap to study its abt development of sg. chap7 denise asked me to study it. but i'm thinking if i should study those other chaps i've studied properly n b very confident in it. i dunno. well see how later. mayb i'll do the revision tml n tuesday morning. probably.


TIME'S RUNNING OUT.
oh i've juz realise that i haven been bloging properly. yup i'm juz vomiting words out. so mind me if theres something wrong with my posts


will blog properly when everything's settled down.


=)

Friday, September 01, 2006

happy teacher's day!!

happy teacher's day!


anyways sch yesterday was pretty good. except the games thing i think its a total waste of time. i dun see the point of it. or many they should have did some games for teacher's only. at least it will b more interesting.


anways concert was pretty good.
pearlyn's voice is really good! i like it=)
ms fara's voice it super good too! i still dun understand y is she only in the top 100 for sg idol she should b able to go furtherrrrrrrrr.
2/2 dance high sch musical "we're all in this together" (the actual dance)
WHOO HOO NOT BAD NICE but of caz watch it in tv is much more amazing! but they did it really well lah=) -i was high over it. love it.
martin with band- THEY MADE THE CONCERT A BLAST, A MEMORABLE ONE TOO -LOVE LOVE IT.


OK so after sch i went home to change n all n went to church to have ss lessons with denise. its good=) anyways it feels so weird going to church when almost everything's lock. n then u got to basement 2 n its super quiet n then u find a classroom on the lights n study there. then when u want to go toliet, u come out of the class room n see ppl looking at u from the other class room wondering y r u here.
but oh wells it was pretty alright lah=)


bought dinner back n watch/sleep sg idol.
HAH FINALLY JOKIM IS OUT.
=)