guitar= lonelyness

somehow juz now while doing my QT i suddenly thought of peiwah, ruiting and szeyu. haha i also dunno y. anyways then i suddenly thought of lonelyness well sure there was a change of envirnonment and all lah. so i wasnt really concentrating during my QT lah. hmm but i noe wat is it abt k. its was abt a direct connection to Daddy God without a middle person. we can talk to him whenever we need Him. SO even when we're loney Daddy God is always there to listen to us to here a talk, to build a better relationship.=)


ok then i suddenly had a urge to play my guitar. then Daddy God told me again. u remember wat I said abt guitar. "i've given you guitar, to take away your lonelyness, sadness. to bring u joy again." cool right. anyways i took out my guitar and play. for like juz 10mins then sis n mum came home n interupt me. so i stopped. if i could b alone i'll wont stop playing it.


i was telling mum last sunday. that i my room is too small and all. then she said stop being fussy, if we move u wont have ur own toliet. so i said i dun mind having shared toliets wat its jie who doesnt want shared toliets as long a u find a space in my room that i can put my guitar i dun mind sharing the same room already. then mum said its only guitar u want to play it u juz go out of ur room n bring it into ur room. then i said. its different by putting the guitar outside the room i wont b bother to play it.


then i guess she wont understand so i went back to my room.


anyways yup i think it will b better by having ur own guit in ur room right. like one day when u'r bored n u juz turn ur head there u see ur guitar, pick it up and play. so easy. not like one bored day u look around ur room n see nothing but the tv and the com.


but well haha i guess an additional reason of having my own room would b..
i need my own space.


guitar= lonelynesss

blogger

blogger is getting more n more screwed. 2 days ago i cant pubish my post. and yesterday i did something to the blog n puffff the blog was gone. and ya since i'm not going online till 10 nov i'll juz die lah caz i really need to type down stuffs when i'm real bored. and oh ya my pictures! pictures of my cute nephew n niece and all the post i've posted- gone?


hahah surely i'll miss this blog. anyways i tot of creating a new blog. but since this blog is fine already i wont change it. or i might.


anyways i studied early today so i free now till i sleep.=)


oh ya its quite weird when my long lost friend suddenly msged me today. but not exectly long lost lah i found him last year? met him during band concert last year. yup anyways its weird caz he never msges me when he comes back to sg. so him msging me tat he's back is super weird. anyways he msged me caz he pass by big bird and thought of me. oh wells.


anyways i'm still sick. n i realised that wendy n mum are also alittle sick. wendy caught flu and mum has sore throat. hmm i think its the going KL thing right.


ok i'm too lazy to blog. gd nite

LALALALA

b4 i start studying i'll blog first.


oh i think blogger is being more n more screwed by the days.


lync today- speaker r really really really cool like rev tim's wife is soooo FUNKY. she's super hyper lahh. she dun even seems her like she's in her age. by anyways the topic the talked on was on BGR but actually i expected more for them.
-wat God thinks
-wat u think
-wat the opposite thinks.

yupp well i noe that already right. quite basic for me.
well it was fun after all.
so oh wells


oh i'm gonna change my blog skin soon.
yuppp i'm gonna put that group photo thing but gonna edit it more first.
gonna download photoshop
create my own blog skin.
take away all the links
keep it simple
and nice.
=)

-all to b done after exams!!! =)


ok i'll start studying now.
i think its really behind time.
CHIOOOONNNGGGGGG AHHHHHHH.............

FLAGGGGG DAAYYYY

i'm tired. extreamly tired. but once i lie on the bed i cant sleep. wells that always happens. anyways during the KL trip i juz realised that my cousins have that problem too. insomina.
ok anyways I FINALLY BOUGHT MY MATHS BOOK!! i dun think i will do it today caz my right brain hurts so yupp my brain is practially blank. ohoh n yup i wont b going online from today till exam ends. =) n i'm still sick. phelgm is blocking my windpipe causing asthma which totally suck lah. oh wells. it happens wheneva i'm sick.



HMM okay i woke up at 7am today to reach tanjong pagar at 8. as usual i was late but doesnt matter. THERE WAS ALOT ALOT OF ACS PPL. really ALOT. like its some acs flag day instead.

anyways i voluntered to helped andrea's church for the flag day. n like there was quite a few sac ppl who moved over to that church. old faces, changed faces. hmm there were, elaine, lional, daryl and andrea of caz HAHA lional didnt remember me. well he did abit lah he found me familiar i thought he knew i cut-ed my hair and stop wearing spects.


lional: hey wats ur name?
lin: WAT U DUN REMEMBER ME!!!
lional: u look very familiar to me.
lin: i'm linette lahh
lional: (thinks awhile) OHHH U CUT UR HAIR. N NO MORE SPECTS.
lin: hahah yuppp
silience abit
lional: this is so weird.
after a few secs he went back to this stuffs.

and daryl hahah i totally cannot remember his face. well i remember him, not the face. he changed his hair to i dunnno wat kind of hair style is that lah. like some negro-ish kind of hair style. haha yes truely weird. i remembered him clearly from camp. hmm i think its the camp which was at girl guides camp. when i was in p6?? that camp when there was still ppl like grieg... deniel there. daryl that funny 8am acs drummer guy. n weijun reminded me he wore the same kind of shirt everyday. hmm i think its the acs sleeveless pe shirt. yup. oh wells.

ANYWAYS flag day was a killer. my legs almost died. soooo tiring lahh. i finish 3 out of 4 pgs of stickers which is 150 stickers. SO I'VE ASKED AT LEAST 150 PPL!!! thats ALOT U NOE. met so weird funny ppl. like this guy who donated n took a pamphlet out which says, "the gospel of Jesus Christ." hahaha practially if he did notice i'm wearing a shirt which rite youth of st andrew's cathedral. hahh n there was this women who walked to me n donated then she say u must ask ppl to donate dun b shy k. then i smiled, gave her a sticker. then she said give me another sticker then u can faster clear ur stickers. hahaha
well there were other more weird ppl asking weird questions.

oh ALOT of ppl asked for directions.
n u noe wat i tot ang mos are very generous n all but guess wat NOT EVEN ONE ANG MO DONATED. like even when u ask they wont give. mayb those angmos who donates really donates ALOT like one guy who donated $10 to jun's friend. $10 leh.
anyways those who donated were mostly chinese OH SMU STUDENTS. super generous. juz spot ones who carries a lab top, looking young ask them n the WILL donate. ok at leat 80% donated. really nice ppl.=)


HAHAHA N U'LL NEVER GUESSS WHO I SAW!!! I SAW MR KAMAL!!! HAHAHA YES OUR BIO TEACHER. i saw this guy in causal shirt n 3/4 pants then i looked at him. he looked at me. i looked at him. he looked at me. then we smiled at each other. i walked to him n he donated. hahaha we talked awhile. n he asked me.

kamal: u doing donations for who?
lin: for my friend
kamal: ohh. then where r u going after ur exam.
lin: balestier?
kamal: then
lin: for sec 5?!?!
kamal: i mean after O's
lin: if can go JC then go lor.
kamal: ohh (then he gave the happy face)
kamal: ohh how's ur results
lin: my results haven come out lahh. dec then come out.
kamal: SO LONG?
lin: cambridge wat..


cant remember wat eles we talked. but he sure do look nicer in casual clothes.
ok then i started thinking his name. and the name ang tee koon came out. u noe that teacher once taught in mhss. i dunno y he suddenly appeared in my mind. so i was wondering if its ang or kamal. came out an answer which is kamal caz ang will never remember me caz he have never taught me a proper lesson before.
*proper lesson* he taught us in sec 2. n 2A rarely had proper lessons
so its comfirmed kamal=)


ok back to flag day. cynthia was SUPER enthu she like sold all her stickers lahh. i cant b bothered to sell finish the last sheet of stickers. and her bag was SUPER HEAVY FILLED WITH MONEY. well rather COINS.
anyways we left the place abt 330pm and reached the booth at about 345pm and realised that the acs guy's bag seems so empty. even weijun who thinks her bag was very light will b considered ALOT compared to theirs. =)
the gave soya bean milk packet and pandan cake. talking abt it i better take it out of my bag.


oh JIM!! i didnt donate ur $10 i owe u. caz i prefer to return it to u rather than donate it for u. =) so i still owe u $10. MUST REMIND ME TO RETURN AR!!

death note

hah i went to watch death note with my sis today WOAH ITS NICE LAHH I LIKE! must go watch oh there's a part 2 also coming out in dec. wheeeee


oh i'm having flag day tml=)

RAYN & RAYANE

OH MAN I MISS HIM MAN LIKE REALLY REALLY MISS HIM. AHHHHHH AND SINCE I'M CLOSER TO HIM THAN HIS SISTER. OK I MISS BOTH. BUT I MISS RYAN MOREE! HE'S SO CUTE K. AHHHHHH I WANT TO PLAY WITH RYAN AND RAYANNE AGAIN AHHHH. RYAN'S ON MY MSN DP AND RYAN AND RAYANNE ARE ON MY COM'S WALLPAPER YES I ADDED THEM INTO THE GROUP PHOTO. AHHHHH WHEN WILL I SEE THEM AGAIN?
I MISS THEIR CHILD LIKENESS. EVEN THOU PLAYING WITH THEM CAN BE REALLY REALLY TIRING BUT ITS REALLY FUN. THEIR INNOCENTS AND THEIR MATURITY AT THEIR AGE. especially ryan u noe there was this ride that rayanne line up but after waiting so long the person suddenly say she's too short. and u noe wat ryan told me. he said "poor rayanne u noe she have been waiting so long to take this ride but after lining up so long she still cant take the ride" SO SWEET RIGHT. hahah then i told him to hug her n her give me the EWWW looks oh man so cute. AHHH I MISS THEM =(

KL!!!

KL was a BLAST! ok thou there was something bad that happened. well talk abt it later.

Day 1, friday


passport, immigration form, bus ticket.


matthew and counsin wendy


me and mum


that 4 hours bus ride was a killer


plam trees


and plam trees


something different,toliet break


and more palm trees..


get wat i mean.


wendell, ryan, rayanne and their new dog cliftford came to fetch us.


CUTE, HANDSOME, BO GAY- RYAN (my nephew)


PRETTY, CUTE- RAYANNE (my niece)


their house is really really big.they live in a panhouse in condo, the 1st level looks like some ordinary house, 3 bed rooms, 1 living room, 1 dinning room, 1 kitchen, and a barcony. which is the size of the master bed room on level 2! imgine how big is it. and the toliet(toliet bowl, shower room, sink..) is already like a WOW to me. and a loook deeper in. they have a jacuze!! ITS SO BIG LAHHHH


ok enough of the better english tone. shall get back to me singlish. i guess it might be the influence of ryan. he speaks super good english lahh. like perfect language. n me talking to him makes me feel like i teaching him bad things. oh n the first day he acutally said this to me "u know your english is very bad." WOAHH I NOEE LAHHH HAHAHA


ohh that night we had poh piah for dinner. I HAD 4=)
then me wendy went to play hide n seek with ryan and rayane.
after that i played Xbox with ryan, and some with matthew too.
OHH at abt 2am wendell bought us to have supper. i ordered teh ping (tea ice) WOAHH IS SOOOOO GOOOD MAN ITS THE BEST TEH PING I EVA HAD! ITS SOOOOO GOOOD. really really goood i miss it man.


DAY 2 saturaday
we waited really long for wendell and cindy to get ready. anyways we had mee sua for lunch which was quite good.
after lunch, on our way to cindy's spa. hahah thats where me n ryan become good friends. all thanks to a rubber band, yupp a simple rubber band. hah i taught him how to make a star. n yupp our friendship started.=)
mum, wendy and godma went for facial and massage.
so me wendell, cindy, matthew, ryan and rayane went shopping.
ryan bought some Xbox games.
the rest bought some movies.
and well i didnt buy anything. hah bcaz i couldnt decide on wat to buy.
oh rayane wanted to learn how to make a start too so i taught her. yup and our friendship started that way too=)


he wanted to take photo with the star he juz learnt how to make.=)


while waiting at the spa



at night for godpa's birthday dinner we have this bbq pork thing. I WAS REALLY REALLY GOOD! like superb simple cooking, really good too=)
pictures will tell u more.






cake cutting


wendell, godma, rayanne


godpa(birthday boy) and rayanne

at night me and ryan play Xbox again hahah. we played the new game he bought. this incrediables game which was really fun hahah me n ryan got hook too it=)


Day 3
WE WENT GENTING!!
i went to the theme park with ryan rayane, wendell and cindy. haha really fun really cool. temperatue was awesome too=).
ohh i wanted to buy things buy mum happily took out the money from n camara pouch didnt return me my money. well she gave me $10 yup so i only had that and i use it to buy a photo of a ride we took=)



on our way to genting


stopped for lunch


godma trying it out. that food was super good. its like bacon ba kua really good!


took some photos while waiting for the ba kua to be ready


cradle rock


entrance of genting


AT THE THEME PARK
















On our ride home, u see we were really really bored.

at nigh after reaching home me and ryan went to play Xbox hahah yes again.! told u we were hooked to the game. oh then we went to play FIREWORKS!!! AHHH ITS REALLY COOOL TOOK SOME VIDEO. REALLY COOL LAHH. I LIT ONE OF THE BIG ONES SOOO FUN!!

some different kind of fireworks



fireworks




this is the really cool one=)



that night, thats when the bad thing happened.
let me introduce u to the dogs in the house first


this is cliftford, the really cute dog. 2 mths old.
he looks like a toy right!


this is wrinkle, an old dog. i was really scared of her last time. now she's really really cute. u noe when she wants u to sayang her, she a start using her leg to touch u. soo cute right!


this is simba, 2 years old, a really really firece dog. she loves to watch lizzards SOO CUTE RIGHT!!
but as i said she's a fierce dog.
but thinking that she n her catching lizzards. i decided to sayang her a little. but i think i gave her a shock or something. and she bite my wrist. LIKE SUPER PAIN LAHH. theres one really small wound but the bite made me whole hand numb. really pain lahh i cried lahh well its actually juz tears rolling down. SUPER PAIN K.
anyways godma brought me to hospital. which i tot was kinda over reacted but nvm lahh.
the nurse gave me a jab, and cleaned the wound.


anyways JUN I DIDNT GET RABIES KIM AND I LIED TO YOU=)
GUA. =)


DAY 4
left KL at 1pm
slept like 3/4 the journey so it wasnt really bad.
=)
ohh bought alot of dunkin doughnuts its really good.
alot of food bought by my mum too.



THE JOURNEY WAS TOO SHORT AHHHH I WANT TO GO BACK TO KL!!! NOT ENOUGH FUN!! AND I SUPER MISS RYAN AND RAYANE!!!
AHHH....
ohhh i gain some weight too=) i look fatter now. ahhh crap!





for more photos u can go here
http://s65.photobucket.com/albums/h223/fourandahalf_01/KL/

chocccccoooooolaaaaateeeeee

oh i forgot to say.
today i went to taka to buy chocolate for my godma in KL.
n yes chocolate?me? sounds so wrong like y would once person who does not like chocolate buy chocolate. n i mean really good chocolate worth not more than $50.
but mayb i may b the right person. as a person who does not like chocolate, the chocolate which can tempt me to eat regardless of the consequences would b the best chocolate.
u noe wat goldiva's choclate lah SUPER EX LAH. n i tot royce is like as expensive as goldiva but its much cheeper lahh.
$12.60 per box? i bought 2 for godma n 1 for my family. n still have a remainding of 10 plus dollars.

and its SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOD LOVE IT MAN


yay i cant wait to leave singapore. =)

out of singapore

yay finally i'm getting out of singapore!! i wanted to go out of this place since last nov holidays. n yupp i'm leaving for KL tml at 1pm!! YAY! n i'll b able to see my cute little nephews yay!!
oh ya i'm also going to hong kong somewhere near christmas. well seems like i love going holiday during christmas or something. went shanghai during christmas too. it was wonderful=)
oh n plus this time going to hong kong is with friends well not really my friends rather sis's friends. but still cool.


u noe i juz change com n everything so i'm like always infront of the com since its in my room. yupp n as i was adding songs into my sis's ipod, i juz looked thru my songs. n pressed some band songs. like WOW i really really miss band lahh. i miss my cornet i miss MHMB!!!!! =(
why balestier!! suck man.


anyways i've been hearing alot of things like oh mann i'm going to fail for N n all. n like i'm getting very fustrated with those kind of thinking. i mean not that i'm very confident over passing or wateva lah. i might even fail n go ITE unexpected. as i say unexpected, n things come n go. wats the point of stressing urself over of failing or passing or being so proud over it. i mean if u have done ur best u have studied u dun need to worry. n sure i dun need to worry caz i noe i've done my best. caz its the first time i took out books n study which is like almost never. even mum n sis have praised me for the first time for studying i dun need the need of being anxious of the results caz wats done is done. i have played my part. but have u??
complaining once or twice is alright but not too often.


n anyways after Emath prelims, i will never say a paper is super easy or wateva again. every paper will b either "ok", "easy" or "hard" yupp i've learnt my lesson dun be too big headed. once exams are over its over stop bragging over how bad or how good u did. u didnt put then effort, theres nothing to b proud of.


juz stop complaing. the more u ppl complain it gets into my mind caz I DUN WANT TO THINK ABT THE RESULTS UNTILL IT APPEARS RIGHT INFRONT OF MY FACE. n i really really want to lift wateva results i get to daddy God n not b bothered abt them nor regret or blame Him if its bad.
thats all.


juz an encouragement. things cant turn back so look forward to wats coming but for me my life is pave by Daddy God so my results will b where He wants to bring me to.
i remembered i once had a moto for my life from Daddy God.
"my journey, Your way"
its my journey on earth but with Daddy God's directions. wateva road He puts me in i'll follow, juz like how i took 3 years to realised y Daddy God gave me low grades for PSLE n b in N(A). n i dun feel bitter towards Him anymore as when i got my PSLE results.
=)


ANYWAYS i've said wat i want to say. those jus came out of mind to keep me unbothered
see u on monday. =)


*ACCEPT*

=)

DAD.

exams r over but i'm still super busy like super super busy.
class video
i'm quite tired out with it. n actually i dunno wat direction am i heading towards
theres still Emaths exams to take up i'm not putting in any effort now. well rather i'm using my time for class video.
thoughts of stop doing the class video or not to.
but yeah i wont stop lah. i juz dun like the idea of doing things half way.


so ya i'm going to chiong maths already. have to start planning my time again.


anyways i've been looking back at things like relationship with my dad. as u noe, i have a super bad relationship with dad. anyways things been improving nowadays.
u noe the last time canon kuan came to lync n had a talk to us? yeah then after his talk i went for prayers and had a talk with aunty joyce. she asked me wat i want to pray for. then i said thing like i had very bad relationship with my dad. then she said why? so i listen out the reasons. very stuborn...... then she said then she said wat kind of things u want to pray for ur dad? then said i want him to change.
so she started saying. u noe linette u cannot change a person. but all u can do is to change urself. practically juz ingore him. ya so from that day i tried very hard to stop talking back n go with my rights. n guess wat things been better n better. n sometimes i'll juz try to understand him n think of him. like buying food that he likes when i pass by.

=)


ohoh i bought a camera today. YAY FINALLY. ohh i'm going KL on friday! well not really comfirm caz there are not buses.
=)


shall stop here.
oh n finally dad got me n sis a laptop. well it was from uncle's one. but still good.
see i told u dad's getting good.
=)

one super short post



EXAMS OVERRRRRRRRR
and theres alot of things that happened during this period.
n haha i promise Daddy God to share testimony in lync.=)


BYE.