raaahhhhhh

disfigured.
nahhh........


i decided to take the plaster off while bathing in the morning. n for the first time i was afraid of looking into the mirror. the wound feels big. the pain areas feels big. but when i finally look into the mirror its aint big at all. HAHA


BUT i juz realised tat my chin is super super swollen! its tat swollen till i look like i have double chin n it look uneven, unshaped one side bigger than the other? rrrahhhhh


got picture HAH

ok another retarded thing from sch.

u noe the weather is really really really cold these few days so ppl wear jacket lor. n i was late today. then we had to PICK UP LITTER around the school. i wonder wat the cleaners does. after tat we sat down at some area to read. then while we were going to 'our seats' to OM is SO RETARDED. i think he PMS everyday! this guy wore a jacket then he like said to him.

"BOY Y ARE U WEARING A JACKET U'R HAVING STOMACH ACHE NOT SICK LIKE TAT BOY OVER THERE (jin qiang). THIS IS NOT A FASION SCHOOL. THIS IS SINGAPORE NOT HONGKONG."

so boy takes off jacket.

SO RETARDED LAHH I MEAN WATS WRONG WITH WEARING A JACKET WHEN ITS REALLY COLD THESE FEW DAYS?? AND SURELY I CAN SEE THAT HE'S COLD BLOODED.

this school is getting suckier by the rules.

detention for 1.5hrs when u'r late twice

3hrs for trice.

canning for guys suspension for girl when more then 3 times.

but its only my first time being late. hah.

told u the balestier hill seconday school is super retarded.

stitch-ed out

its stitch-ed out day!
doc took out the 'thread'
n it bled!!
n he press really hard to stop the blood.
n after tat my chin was numb, pokie, PAIN.
juz like when the blood flow out tat day.
but it went off after 5mins.
=)


the wound is still covered.
till wednesday.
i'm on MC for pe AGAIN.
argghhh i so really wanted pe lah.
STUPID CLEMENT.

YELLOW YELLOW

"my FAT friend (clement) ran into me"
uncle hali: linette u got problems with fat ppl is it?

hahahahahahaha i love fat uncle hali!
haha


sabrina jun and i decides to go raffles city for lunch.
on our way down the escalator.
boy:do u want to donate some money?
(jun n i digs for wallet.)
(sabrina tries to escape from donating.)
(sabrina walks faster towards the escalator. we follow n didnt donate.)
jun: aye sabrina u noe me n lin was digging for our wallets to donate lah)
sabbie: ur were?
jun n lin: YES.
(sabrina steps on escalator first. then jun n me)
jun: aye aye lin lets donate!
(lin n jun steps out of the escalator as it were still on the flat part.)
(sabrina left ALONE to go all the way down. BY HERSELF.)
(jun n lin donates money to the boy then meets sabrina downstairs.)
=)


*see wat happens when u dun have the heart to donate money.
*u'll bcome a LONER, sabrina's yellow friend.
(one week one time)
=)

GUA?

its itchy.
feeling so...... GUA?

my 'lovely' day

we had relay for pe today n i was super happy. caz its running and i love relays. but stupid fat ass clement have to cut into my lane making me bang into him. as i fat he's a fat ass. and i was the last person so have to chiong. no time to stop so i side down the super rough parade square. i cant remember if its super pain or wat but i kept my eyes closed n started scolding clement in my mind i was more pissed off with him than scared of the pain. felt wetness on my chin. was wondering if its really blood. n yeah it is. the pain wasnt from the chin but from my hands n knees.


hahah then first thing i heard was kramjit asking me to press on my chin to stop the blood. actually i didnt want to caz i noe my hand has a wound already which mean my hands are dirty n dirty hands pressing on open wound is kinda sick. ok anyways then i heard ppl saying "go G.O and get cotton wool or something" then i felt ppl surrounding me. cotton wool finally came n someone helped me press my chin with it. others helped me clean my other wounds. some tears flowed out from my eyes. it wasnt bcaz of the pain but mayb caz of the care my friends gave me. its always like tat i wont cry caz of pain but once ppl suround me n 'takes care' of my wound, tears will juz roll down.


anyways i slowly opened my eyes as the bright light shined on me. saw ben tan stoping my blood from the chin and beeting cleaning the blood n the wounds on my hand n knees. jin qiang standing up holding the roll of cotton wools someone eles holding a bottle of cold water weijun standing later cracking jokes to make me laugh joel was somewhere around me n some others who i cant picture who caz i dun have my spects with me.

but i was really pissed off with clement lahh i wanted to like juz stand up n start scolding but there's juz too much blood flowing out of my chin. it was really sick lahh.


ben tan lift up the cotton wool to see me wound. hah then he's like "the wound is really deep dun see dun see" tat made me start thinking. shit must i go for stiches on my chin again?

then 1 or 2 teachers passed by to see wat happened asks n walks off. then another women i think she's the sch's counsellor, tats was kramjit told my mum, helped me. anyways this kapo guy not teacher i guess came n like kajiao lahh he's like go take her blouse its not nice to walk around with blood like tat on the shirt. then joel runs to class to get my blouse. kramjit drove me to tts hospital then the counsellor made me wear my shirt n blouse. anyways in the end my blouse got stained with blood too. stupid idea of making me wear my blouse. it didnt make any much difference.


went to the A&E place. waited for quite some time with the counsellor till my mum came. mum waits with me while karamjit n counsellor goes back to sch. then finally they called my name went to check for blood presure n talk to the doctor. then waits again, went to the toliet n went to see my wound. DAMN DIGUSTING. n the amount of blood on my back was like "WAHH Y SO MUCH BLOOD??" after tat i went for X-ray n tat stupid person who X-ray me kept pressing on my wound lahh cant she like see tat there's bandage there?? then finally for the stitching. i think tat was the thing tat made me kinda scared. but i remembered when i was 8 years old it wasnt very pain lah. hahah then the nurse clean my other wounds while waiting for the doctor. then nurse said the solution will make it quite pain. the solution wasnt pain at all lah BUT she pressing my wound was SUPER PAIN. then the doc finally came. jap me with anaesthetic n start disinfecting my wound then starts the 'sew' the wound. could feel the needle n thread going thru my skin but it wasnt pain. kinda sick. hahaha

finally it was all done 3 sitches. =)
pays n went to eat. was super hungry lahh.

n leaves the hospital at 2pm.


anyways i injured my right sholder too. n i've got no idea how it got injured. i mean how did i fall n injured my shoulder lahh. my my wounds are all in weird places. like my left hand the wounds are not on the palm but on the back of my hand. my left knee wound was not on the knee but on top of the knee there. n how did the blood flow to the back of my shirt n more on the left side when the wound is on the right side on my chin.


i'm sure this is the weirdest injurey i've eva had.
and i lost my spects. well not me n someone from sch. mayb nick ng caz jim said he hang it on my bag b4 passing it to him.

oh ya i think the sickest was walking around with blood on my shirt. i can like smell blood where ever i went lahh damn sick.

anyways thanks to all of u guys who helped me.
AND NO THANKS TO CLEMENT. HE DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY.
ARRGHHH.
n i had a HARD time bathing.

spects sensation.

sometimes ppl pushes the blame around.
secretly (1) says its (2) and (3) 's fault.
then
(3) says its (1) and (2)'s fault.
but one day will
(2) says its (1) and (3)'s fault?

do ppl really do push the blame around.
who's the mastermind?

ppl seems to b masquerades.
u'll never noe who's the one with the truth.

mayb all these will juz let me add on to my spects sensation again.
to think before doing things.
and to try watching ppl around me of how things are.
to b serious once again.
to b alert of my surroundings.
to build up my trust towards others.


anyways this is not the only reasons of my wearing my spects again.
there's alot i mean alot.
from retarded ones to proper ones

so if ppl ask me y i'm wearing spects.
i might juz give different answers to different ppl.
or not answer them.
HAH. =)

that new ambition?

faith and maturity but no knowledge IN CHRIST.
i'll start reading my Bible.=)


i think Daddy God is doing great stuff in my life. u noe sometimes i juz feel so down. i juz feel like i'm alone. but its not tat i'm alone or anything its juz tat i want to b alone to have some peace. anyways tats not my point lah. hah i think i've found my ambition already. yesterday was a really thinking day for me. wat direction i want to go in. i remembered when i younger i wanted to b a counsellor but some how as i think more abt it i decided to leave it out. i wanted to help ppl i wanted to do something i like. so i turned to finance. then last year i had interest in psychology but practically i noe i dun have to brains for it to get to a jc n compete with the smarties and then A levels for uni. n obviously i wont b the smart ass to get into psychology. for my L1R5 i might juz flunk 1 subject n hopes for JC is gone. so anyways i gave up my thinking of psychology. its juz like "hey i think psychology is really cool. and u get to understand a person's feeling more indept n its helping ppl too!"

yeah so y i didnt chose counseling. caz i've realised tat usually counsellors only makes a person talk things out and give advices. but how many of my friends have see counsellors but after the session ends they get back to the same old person. practially none.

i want to do something tat will really change a person and not get bad to where he/she was.

so i juz drag into finance/banking caz well its interesting lah. but then yesterday i was talking to my senior n he was said tat actually finance is a very dry subject.
and then yesterday we went to np's open house right then there was this new course "psychology and committee service" something like tat but hah the psychology word strike me! yup so i talked to my senior abt it n he says tat it sounds interesting. n plus i once wanted it but dun have the big brains to get a place in uni for it.


n juz nice they open tat course in NP starting this year and i'm interested in it.
i was talking to Daddy God abt all these stuff yesterday where is my choice.where am i to aim for. is psychology the one? did he plan it for me? i still dun have a comfirm answer over all these. i'll juz pray more abt it or mayb he's already showing me.


secret friend? is tat where it started?


n talk to someone abt it.
meanwhile i'll still study really hard to get a place for where i should b.

compete not.

"can food can bring friendship back?"
"can a broken bone bring friendship back?"


i dun want to compete already.
i'm kinda tired of being someone who tries to b better then someone eles. i dun want to compete anymore. i juz want to be the person who Daddy God wants me to b. to do things of my own interest n not forcing myself to do things. afterall i hate competitions. i hate competing with others. i hate being better than others. i hate being number one. i hate being noticed. i hate to compare myself with others. tats y my favourite number is two. n i love to lay low.


u noe there was once in my life tat i wanted to b a counsellor when i grow up.
but now i juz want to b a friend who will always b trustable and and always b there to listen to the troubled ones.
i get happy easily.
n everytime an obstical of someone is gone.
i'll b really happy.
simple as tat.


i want to b me.
i want to understand more stuff.
i want to b a hidden counsellor.
to b a secret friend.

CAR CAR CAR!!!

DAD BOUGHT A NEW CAR YAY!!!
hahaha its like so many times my family is trying to give me a surprise.
the didnt want to tell me that the bought the car.
but bro didnt noe abt the 'dun tell linette' thing so he spill it all out.
they wanted to surprise me that the car arrived today.
but dad happily put the new car keys for bro on a table juz outside my room.


hahaha oh wells! n yes finally a new car. FINALLY. i guess i'll really b super super happy if i didnt noe anything abt the car n tml morning i drag me feet to the parking lot n see this NEW BIG CAR THERE. HAHAHA wheeee who cares. i still love it=)
finally a 8 seater car. no more squeezing when we go out for family supper!


YAY CAR!!!!!!=)
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee......................

BLACK n WHITE

hahah its been loooonnnngggg since i've blog!
internet's DOWN.
n it might juz b off when it feels like it.


SO anyways sch's been pretty good lately.
going to the court to see the guys play soccer is pretty fun.
yeah juz dun get hit by the ball.=)
hahah thursday beeting xueling n me went to jinfong's house to bake orea cheesecake
hahaha its one the the funnest cake baking i've eva experience.
1) jinfong didnt have a ELECTRICAL cake mixer (he tot he could b one. we ended up using the u noe make bubble tea the grinder? yeah haha it worked!)
2) beeting was mixing the orea base with butter. n we happily eat some of it from her gloves. (tat means those who ate the cake, ate our sliva=)
3) he bought ONE pack of cheese instead of FOUR.
4) u noe those packet sugar for coffee. we gave me ONE of that to make ONE cake.
5) he happily bought an oversized tray for the cake.
6) the cheesecake was only abt 4cm tall.
7) jinfong wanted to throw EVERYTHING away. xueling and i prove tat it can still b helped.
8) we succeeded!
9) its suppose to b ruiting n bee hwee's birthday cake but we couldnt resist so me n beeting ate first. we ended up waking round the class during GEOG lesson giving/feeding the class.
10) EVERYONE LOVED IT!
=)


OK AS I HAVE SAID MY INTERNET WAS DOWN SO THIS WAS WAT I DID YESTERDAY=)

"BACK AND WHITE SERIES"

THE 'DEPRESSED' TIME.

i was wondering y i kept taking sad pictures so i decided to change to happy ones.=)
this was natural=) oh my legs was in my jacket=)yay hahahah i think this is really cute hahahhahah.tired already lah. time to be serious again.=)

Amaths fun day!

sch was pretty good today.
well best lesson was Amaths.
guai girl who sat at the 2nd row moved all the way back to the 2nd last row.
yes its tat seat tat when i entered the classroom on the first day n spots it as
'my best sitting position'


anyways i sat beside jinfong.
haha i guess tat is one of the reason y today's Amaths lesson was fun.
anyways the teacher was SUPER FAST.
u noe caz i love Amaths so i really really want to understand it n do it myself.
but the teacher happily write down the answers on the board with a super fast speed.
and she wont say things like 'can i go to the next question?'
she juz chiong all the way.
n i guess i'm the super slow one who wants to try to do it myself when others r happily copying her working.
ohh n jinfong happily asked me how to make macdonal's scramble egg. yeah so being nice i taught him=)
mayb tat took up some of my time. haha


then we had to use the big exercise book.
but i happily used the one i brought for Amaths for Emaths.
yeah so there was this guy from another class helped those who need the book to buy.
n he happily DAO me lahh.
caz i dunno his name.
so i'm like "hey person?", "hey friend?", "heeeelllloooooo????"
n i called him when i was sitting while he was around collecting money (he didnt even hear me when he was juz beside jinfong!) then i left my seat walked from the 2nd last row to the front door.
CHASING HIM CALLING HIM N WOW HE DIDNT HEAR ME!
till i like tap him and say oh i need 2 books.
n gives him money.
tat was so funny lah i think like almost the whole class heard me calling for him.
but he didnt.


hahah next funny thing was
we had to hand up work sheets so this 2 guys infront of me. yes from another class too juz wont turn their heads back n look at me.
n again.
"HELLOOOOOO??", "hey can u pass the paper in front"
YA N THEY DAO ME AGAIN.
i'm like some retarded calling ppl who cant seem to hear me!
it was so obvious till ppl around me or few rows infront kept laughing lahh.
n this kind guy from the next row decided to help me
he called their names.
well hahha a few time b4 they respond.
yeah then i got my paper passed to the front.
finally.

hahah i think bhss guys have problems hearing ppl calling for them.

then our big exercise book finally came.
n we were super behind time.
so me n jinfong decided to race on who's faster.
he's really fast lahh.
but he got suck at the last question.
hahhaha=)


yeappp so tats my Amaths fun day!=)

another 172

=)

hahah i met a new tall friend today!
172!
oh man y am i making so many tall friends lately!
hahahhaa
oh man today was super funny!
caz tall friend 172 was from yu ying sec
n tats where denise teaches!
hahah so the moment denise came she went to talk to her in the teacher tone!
SO FIRECE LAHH.
i will never imgine wat will i think if my sch teacher is super fierce in sch and one day i go to church n see her as this happy go lucky funny person.

GUA!

recovering

i'll b trying to love my black hair.=)
and i think i gotta do something with my hair. i haven been looking at my hair for quite sometime. yes all bcaz of my bo chap ness.
oh ya i wanted to say this a long long time ago.
lync ppl LOVES to mess up my hair.
but the more they mess it the nicer it gets.
HAHA.


anyways my sore throat's gone already.
flu's gone.
juz having super block nose.
and ALOT of phlegm.
which affects my breathing.
i'm like having asthma now lah.
i get breathless even when i climb up stairs.
this sucks.
i feel like running around but i cant.
oh hahahah caz u noe i'm suppose to co-sing tml so i tried singing while pooing. HAH. n guess wat. i ended up vomiting.
i wonder wat could have happen if i tried to play my cornet today.
i might juz puke badly.
but i really miss playing it.
my beloved.


and oh caz i'm sick. i'm sleeping ALOT ALOT ALOT.
oh n for the first time drosy medicine actually made my drosy.

not use to:

my hair is really really BLACK now.

shesh.

anyways i cant get use to:
not moving around the sch for lessons.
staying on the same seat for all the lessons.
not bringing my bag where ever i go.
seeing so many ppl in sch.
having new teachers.
when teacher calls "weijun". it makes my think of weijun! hahahahha
(JUN SEE I'LL B THINKING OF U EVERYDAY HAHAHA)
and some ppl who arent with us anymore.
i miss leon's crappyness.


n wats with the rule of no fanciful spects.
n getting detention if u'r late 2 times.
lucky they haven start the late coming thing yet or eles i'll b going for detention already.
yes i was late for yesterday n today.

i want my 730am sch start thing back!
i want mhss back.

i'm i complaining to much?
hahaha i'll juz try to get used to this new sch slowly.

DAY 1. suck.

shit lah. i kanna caught for my hair on the first day of sch. yeah so i kanna well u can call DENTETION. sheeshhhh my guai girl gets dentention. n then we have to sit in this room tat is kinda warm inside and juz sit there till 230pm. hah ok we only had TWENTY MINS OF RECESS. yeah crazy dp thinks that i can eat so fast. well i made it in time.
SO WE JUZ SIT N SIT N SIT N SIT N TALK N TALK N TALK N TALK TILL 230PM. oh i went to the toliet once. n the worst thing is i'm sick. n my nose kept running away. arghhh super irritating.


ok so overall first day of sch SUCK.


well i'm now dye-ing dying? hahah my hair. waiting for time to pass. ok i better blog finish b4 the labtop batt runs


wen tot watch death note 2!!! HAHAHA ITS REALLY NICE!! WHEEEE n simply unexpecting! hahha nice nice.!

then i went to tiong baru to go collect my sis n her friends medcine. so since i'm in a clinic i must as well go n see the doctor. yeahh so i did ,got medicine n all.

went to tiong baru plaza to find a place to dye my hair but its really really expensice so i decided to buy the thing to dye ur ownself.

OHHH HAHAH I WAS (ONG) WEIJUN!! he like juz snap right infront of my face lahh. n i think he can really snap caz it was SUPER LOUD HAHAHHAHAHA


ohh jinfong thinks my BROWN hair is my natural hair colour.
dad came home n like "U GOT DYE UR HAIR MEH ur sch crazy ar like tat also catch."
bro went to cook food n saw my in the living room n said "U GOT SCH STILL DYE HAIR AR?"
then i said is it dye last time now i'm dye-ing it black.
so bro said "ur hair got colour meh?"


yeah so my hair colour obvious meh???
answer is yes.
only under the bright shining sun.
=)

happy new year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

hahah anyways in church when like they say to think back abt ur year like wat happened n all yeah so like some flashback came back.

1) the split with the girls
-how Daddy God have helped me thru this time
-being able to noe n discover more abt my classmates.
-knowing really cool friends
-having friends to b there with me during tat period

2) N level results
-practically i wasnt really happy with my results but i was happy tat most of my friends around me passed. yeah really glad for them.=) its like even if i get the best results n they dun pass. i wouldnt b happy at all.
=) yeahh i was praying hard for them=).

a pretty sucky year at first yet it became really good=)
a sure memorable year.

ok i had bbq yesterday even thou i had a little sore throat. hahah it got worst after tat. took some photos.
will up load it another day.

its not good to b sick on a new year.
ohhh n my bro n dad is sick too like all of a sudden
i got sore throat.
dad got flu.
bro got flu n sore throat.

but who cares
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!