world or God

it get really irritating when u cant go to msn caz ur fasting msn and pick someone out of ur list n start blurting everything out.

temptation: clicking on the sign in button.

but i wont so i'm blogging here.

this is wat tat has happen

person always bully me.
sec 3 he made me cry caz he made me lose to my temper causing me to slap his face with a book.
sec 3 i found out he was backstabbing me.
sec 4 he was with his proud irritating self calling me stupid n putting himself high up there. wanted to slap him again but we were in a sec 5 class so i didnt want to lose it there. -cried-

but i was too softhearted to forgive n forget.

sec 5, today, i juz wanted to play with the ball n he didnt want to lend me so he started kicking n pushing me really hard. but its different this time i've grown to think.

after awhile i decided to sit down n relax.
why?
1) there were ppl from 5N2 n 1 in the class. n i dun want to get any further attention especially from ppl not from my own class.
2) he's so much stronger than me. his kick was really hard n his one push made me fall 3 steps back. so wats the point when i noe i'm weaker than him. if i carry on i'll get injured somehow. n yeah i think he bruised my leg it suddenly hurt when i touch certain parts.
3) win the world or win myself? my temper was rising so it was to control or lose it. i decided to win myself n control it.


i noe i've won for being able to surpress my temper.
but yet i felt like i shouldnt have let tat bastard off.
"WHAT KIND OF A GUY IS HE WHO HITS A GIRL"

i've always hate it when ppl tries to bully me
so ever since p2 nobody dares to bully me except NICHOLAS SIEW.
everytime i get bullied by him i'll start to think if my change was good.
from a hot tempered girl to a happy go lucky girl.
it has come to the point tat i cant throw temper anymore.
tat fierce, nobody can take advantage of me girl is gone. it feels like i cant protect myself anymore.

world or God?
i want God.

i miss temper but is cheerful really better?

light of hope

light of hope was ok but the bad thing was of all the house i visited only one didnt speak cantonese. SO YES I COULDNT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING. n tat only one was a malay couple ENGLISH yupp but we didnt stay long lahh i was to happy to finally have a house where i can understand wat they are talking abt n then we left in less than 15mins. =(

n this was the only thing i said today during visiting.
"uncle take a seat" yes to the malay uncle.
oh n all the "bye bye" to the i dun understand wat they are talking folks.


well it sort of make me feel pretty useless lahh i seriously didnt understand at all lahh ok mayb a little bit but 90% dun understand them. if they spoke chinese yes i will understand. but whenever one speaks chinese my group cantonese speaker leads them back to cantonese. n i'm with aunty joyce n that cantonese guy called henry. aj could understand here n there. n i couldnt. =(


I THINK I NEED TO PICK UP CANTONESE OR MORE DIALECTS.


hokkian, cantonese, hailanese may i learn them from dad n mum.

afew snaps

arh english paper.. hmm its ok for me lah caz i already expect it to b hard. n u noe when u expect things to b hard right, for it to b hard it gotta b even harder. hmm if u understand wat i mean.


didnt study today.juz didnt feel like it. will study tml=) PHYSICS!!! i think its my weakest sub now.

oh there's light of hope tml. going to eat my YU TIAO! and see the CUTE SENIOR CITIZENS at red hill=) OHOH n there's geog lessons from dara tml!=) see i dun sleep in geog class for nothing.=)
gotta b there at 9am. ah yawnnn......

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092836126
pictures of face2face vol 1 concert=)

courtesy of sexy dragon

Emaths. with a few ppl escaping from class to do errr maths.

Godfather.snapped for reading. told u i need to improve my english.thanks jinfong

be careful.

i think bhss ppl r pretty freaky at times?

1) there's ppl who comes to u, talks to u like they noe u very well n yes its ur FIRST time seeing them.
2) then there's ppl who sees a guy n a girl walking or sitting together for a few times/hours n starts with their "ur r stead ar?" wats with the word stead anyways.
3) juniors who DUN RESPECT THEIR SENIORS.
4) finally the worst of all backstabbers.


EXAMPLE 1 & 2.
studying with ben tan n jim on monday after sch. then ben tan's friend started playing with my elephant pencil box when i DUN EVEN NOE HER. when we were leaving ben tan friends ended with "send ur stead home hor" yes refering to me. couldnt b bother with these childish things.

EXAMPLE 3 & 4.
so a mth ago or so my true ah lian (beeting) got diao-ed by a sec 2 girl so ah lian diaos back at punny sec 2 girl. punny not happy. my ah lian also not happy. few days later my ah lian meets punny with a sec 4 girl. punny with sec4 girl finds fault with my ah lian. [ahem. said already wat TRUE ah lian. so of caz not scared lah] scolds punny n sec 4 girl back.
today sec 4 girl suddenly comes n find my ah lian n starts talking to her like she noes her well. backstabs punny saying i dun like her n blablabla [haven asked of full details yet]. my ah lian couldnt b bother but sec 4 girl continues to talk like she noe her well. they stop talking sec 4 girl continues to sit beside her, ah lian ignores her.
after sch linette goes home by the back gate n sees sec 4 girl hanging out with punny.

hmmm tat a real good example of a backstabber.=)
and a sec 2 girl who doesnt have the respect their seniors.

oh yes one more
5) ppl who wants to call ppl down (gang) over small reasons.

i think its really stupid when one calls ppl down. it shows tat they r weak, unable to settle things by themself. n wat they want is power.
ppl who joins gang= insecure ppl.
"got gang means got backup wat i kanna anything, i got my gang to 'gan' them back ar."
hate it when ppl bullies one with a "bigger group"
STRONG to them
weak to me.

its my 4th mth in this sch with so many weird ppl n i guess i'm going to discover more. n do wat i love most. analyse more human charcters. =)


OK ENGLISH EXAM TML ahh yes my english n getting suckier. n i really juz hope i can juz pass it.
n the sch doesnt want to arange table in the hall tml caz there's assmebly in the hall on mon. how lazy can the sch get lah. i'm sure they have more wokers than mhss but usually i only see the cleaners picking up empty bottles/cans or hanging around the toiliet.
so eng exam in class.
but i kinda like having exam in the hall. =)

200 pounds!!

edited.

went to watch 200 pounds beauty today. yeah i noe, exam's coming BUT THE SHOW IS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD. n i have no regrets 'wasting' some study time juz to watch tat show. seriously its REALLY GOOD MUST WATCH!!
the storyline is good n all oh n the song is really nice too. the actress is really really cute! well i think she looks abit like the shu qi and the taiwanise vivian hsu.


i dun mind watching it again=)
after exams!=)
oh n spiderman 3 too!=)



Trailer its in korean so dun bother understand it juz watch n find out wat they are talking when u WATCH IT.=) ohohh i like the song "maria"



Beautiful Girl



hmm i've realised tat i've been editing my post for the last 2 days. okays. juz wanted to add some stuff.
guess wat? u'r curently reading the 5th hundred post in the history of www.bruffbone.blogspot.com yes its been my 3rd year updating this blog constantly. n yes i've been thru SO many stuff in my life good memories to bad memories with God's love. how much i have grown from a not fluent blog n now something short n simple with picutres oh n really bad SINGLISH to better english. hmm yeah i never bother typing in good english caz i blog caz i want to say wat i'm feeling so chim words? nah. short n simple.=)

have i become mature? i think i did with so many things tat happened thru the years i have learnt alot of stuff. n now when i make decisions i really think into it before i act. but if rubbish comes out from my mouth then its a different thing lah.=)

i've found some of my trademark words too.:

"my journey YOUR way"-long time ago
the quote i'll never forget, yes my journey in earth but i want to follow God's special journey. =)

"Camptodactyly Shall Stay That Way" -2 years ago
"FourandAhalf" - last year
they are related lah. camptodactyly-halfed. is it. =)

my trademark.


with lots of love to all of u guys who've been reading my blog,
fourandahalf.

loving chinese (edited)

after tuition i went to sleep. tats abt 5 n guess wat i woke up at 920pm.
woke up caz i really needed to pee n i was thinking ahh mum will wake me up soon. then i start to wonder "ehh y am i on this (sister's) side of the bed?" then i realised its actually at night no morning. suppose to wake up at 9 n darn i missed my 9pm show. so i have to watch the 2am one which will end at 245am.
well, since i happily slept for 4hrs i guess i wont b able to sleep so early lah.


ANYWAYS i need to poo now.
then study.


edited.

while i was pooing i remembered i want to blog something.
HAH I PASS MY CHINESE TEST WITH A 50% HAHAHAHA n guess wat i didnt do 3 out of 5 compre questions lahh!! haha and there's like on,y 4 passes 1 with 65% n the rest with 50% hahah i was SUPER shock when lao shi called my name second lahh. caz with 3 compre questions not done i'm prepared to fail lah.
hahah tat gave me comfidence in chinese again
HAH=)

productive study

today was good.=)

stayed back in sch to study with ben tan n jim till 5pm today. pretty productive. =)

juz cant go home to study lahh.. once i'm home i'll feel like sleeping unless its at night, so y waste the afternoon by sleeping? now i can study both in the afternoon n at night. n of caz i'll sleep when i reach home till 9pm? then starts to study again at 1030pm=)

FUN!

btw sis and i are in cold war

she's pretty childish lahh caz u noe she has 3 pillows n like i use one of them caz its pretty flat. so yesterday she took the pillow n didnt "put it on my side" usually she'll use my fat pillow, which i dun use, when she's in the living room watching tv. yeah but it doesnt bother me lah caz i can even sleep without using pillows.=)

if i decide to b mean i can always do one thing tat will "kill" her. take doggy (snoopy) away from her. its mine anyways n she's super attach to it.
i really wonder if she's going 21 this year.

the one on the right is doggy. left is doppy. =) both mine. n i have many many more. smaller n bigger ones.

hey look at those 2 weirdly grown pimples on my neck there. it looks like i got a vampire bite or something.

back to ME=)

jeremiah 29:21
For I know well the plans I have in mind for you, says the LORD, plans for your welfare, not for woe! plans to give you a future full of hope.

okays so it got a little drama after i blogged finish. n sis became even more irritating. so irritating u noe!
well in the end i got the room to myself for tat night.
it was DAMN AWESOME LAH.


anyways after the drama series i decided to cool down before i get started with my midnight studies. decided to play my guitar. yes as i have said b4 guitar was a gift from God to help me take away my problems in His presence.

recovered in half an hours time. did some QT too.
anyways the day before my QT was on trusting in God tat everything tat is done, He has plans for it. i dunno wat His plan was for me but surely its better than being tat me who ALWAYS keeps things inside of me till i'm feeling juz too heavy.


okays SO I WANTED TO BLOG SOME STUFF YESTERDAY WITH PICTURES.
YES encounter fest!

lazy to blog so i'll juz upload the pictures=)

FACE 2 FACE vol 1! i tot both music n sermon was GREAT.

face 2 face tee shirt. really nice shirt lahh. suppose to b an ushering shirt but hah i didnt usher.=)

back of the shirt n song lyrics! LYnC and BRIDGES!!!!

OH YES MY BLOG SONG! although the loading of it can get pretty irritating but ITS REALLY REALLY NICE. n the lyrics!!

by faith i WILL hold on

GIVE ME A PERSONAL ROOM.

its SUCKS when u'r on at 90% mood to b on a midnight study for a day caz sister, who shares the same room with u aint coming home caz she have gone for a chalet which is like super rare.
SO u decide to stay in church for the MARVALOUS encounter feasr which ends at 8pm, eats dinner till 9 plus n reaches home at 1015.
AND since sis wont b home, u decided to waste ur time on the com, change ur blog song, find the lyrics, loving the song SO much.
THEN close to 12 the house door opens then ur room door opens with a irritating voice "I'M BACK!! I BROUGHT FOOD FOR U!!"
then ur midnight studying mood, with God's music being LOUD, with an EMPTY room, without ppl distracting u at MIDNIGHT, DROPS TO ZERO PERCENT.
even food cant make any happier.
then u start asking "y are u home?? i told u not to come home wat"
then she starts to say "i stay here wat y cant i b home"


n ur mood of midnight studying drops to NEGATIVE TEN PERCENT.
so u go to ur mum's room n complains to her.
looks away n cries.
n mum still happily ask u "how to spell the short form of tomorrow? is its tml?"
n u cry without her even noticing when u'r juz abt two arm length away from her, plus using ur shirt sleves to wipe ur tears off.
stays there for abt 5mins without being noticed for crying then leaves the room being disappointed.
then ur mood of studying now drops to NEGATIVE FIFTY PERCENT.


AND NOW YOU WONT BE ABLE TO HAVE FUN MIDNIGHT STUDYING CAUSE ITS 1:11AM AND SIS WILL BE BACK IN THE ROOM IN ABOUT AN HOUR TIME.



TODAY'S MOOD
not to good from being a speech day audience,
goes home to sleep wakes up at 2 happily going to church.
mood goes up when church starts,
mood gets to the max during encounter feast.
mood gets higher when u starts thinking of midnight study
then mood drops to the lowest point it can b when sis gives a "surprise" home coming.


i dun want to have results with a mindset like last time "juz pass the subjects can already" i want a to do well for exam i want to think of intresting ways to keep me motivated to study like midnite studying without sis n then sis WILL ALWAYS BREAK THEM.


CANT THEY EVER UNDERSTAND I NEED N I WANT TO STUDY?!?!?!?!?!?!

no caz parents dun mind their children not studying so siblings never noe wat its like wanting to study n do really well.

for goodness sake its my O level year.
before i give up
GIVE ME A PERSONAL ROOM!

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

before i start getting distracted by the com again, like today, i'll quit msn till exam ends. yes i want to study. yay. suddenly i think studying is fun. well actually wheneva i really start to study, it will b fun=)


ok there's this speech day thing tml. sian lah i really dun want to go as audience. but yeah i'm going. stupid sch juz love to force us to do stupid things.


anyways thinking of it i've never, never recieve any prizes, other than for macritchie, since pri sch. hahah yeah oh wells. dun really bother. as long as i win myself, i'm happy.=)


let me do some mid year targeting.
english- c5
chinese-b4 (WILL b working hard on it soon)
Amaths- B3
E.maths- A1
science- b4
humanities- c5

L1R5 22
i'll take it slowly step by step.
but i'll study hard.
yay!=)


meanwhile i'll play right now till i sleep. do all the thing i can do b4 i start to studying.


STUDYING STARTS TML. =)

RELAXED.

i always wondered y do they always have to make the bottom of cone icecreams b filled with chocolate. cant cant it b white kind of chocolate?? there was this one person who once told me tat was the best part of cone ice-cream. i think its the worst. ok juz bcaz i dun like eat chocolates. =)


i'm playing buggle call for speech day. didnt want to play at first caz i really didnt want to play n plus i didnt want to go to sch on a sat juz to play it. oh wells since xueling is playing snare drum n justin dun want to play i'll play lah. to me it seems so empty without a bugle call in a parade.


my eyes are pretty sore so i'm with specty again=)
had 2.4 run today. i almost died lahh plus i was sick. juz wanted to run n get over with it n u noe whenever i run no matter how bad i feel i wont stop caz i'll psycho myself with the "1 more round than i stop. 1 round later i'll say still got 2 more rounds aiya juz run lah" felt super dizzy after running.


well i'm alright now.=)


i'm gonna do my QT now. haven been doing for DAYS caz my brain isnt working properly couldnt get stuff into my head. n after QT i'm gonna do Amaths=)


hold me in Your arms.

DONUTS!

didnt go to sch. pretty sick n have been sleeping ALOT today.


anyways godma bought dunkin donuts for me=) but i think the one at raffles city is better even thou i'm there every week i wont b bother buying it again the quee is far tooooo long lahh.

this sliver band.

the band got a sliver. not too bad yeah?


i tot i played quite badly. n the suckest of all was having blaze in between me n gui yuan so i cant hear him for a certian part n it was a total rubbish. but it sounded ok lah. when i played i tot it sucked like shit man. but after hearing the recording sam did well it wasnt as bad as i tot.

predicted a sliver n yeah the band got it.


but well this syf to me was like "oh ok syf. go in perform play it well. end." the suckest thing was the moment i entered the hall i started sneezing. n u noe when i sneeze the mood is not really there. so oh wells.


i'm starting to get sicker. expected it already. down with a flu now. i dunno how in the world am i going to do my 2.4 run on wed. hope i can push back my sickness again. have been preventing a sore throat since friday. juz wed.... caz when i start to get sick, it takes abt 1 to 2 weeks b4 i recover.


sian.

a pure heart.

u noe the guy whom i post on 2 post away? he passed away yesterday's afternoon.
anyways after his baptisim, b4 he died,
he told his son this "after i recover, lets go church together."

oh his son used to go to cityteens if u guys remember him he's called james the boy who have a very very nice angmo-chinese mix.


anyways band's syf tml.
thou i'm not committed to the band i'll still play my very best lahh.
afterall its my last performance with my cornet.
n i've always love performing for band.
unless mhmb comes back some how, i'll b performing again.
still i'll perform with a music heart n enjoy this last performance.

not like friday the thirteen.

band uniform. sucks.

ok shalnt talk abt band.

anyways i didnt go to sch yesterday caz i was far to tired. n mum allowed caz she knew if i go to sch i'll b sleeping in class. no important lesson yesterday so yupp she allowed me to skip sch. then i juz remembered tat there's ss test yesterday. oh wells...

i was talking to my obs friend juz now. yes like after 2 years. pretty good chat. anyways i tried to find my obs group photo but cant find it mayb someday i'll find it n upload it.=) then i realised tat he used to b me "kor". thinking of it the "kor" word makes my hair stand.

anyways i had english oral. i tot it went well. the sucky thing was tat i added words into my reading passage. it was horible lahhh but after awhile i was alright already. picture n coversations was kind impromptu as in i didnt really say wat i plan to say. juz my words leads me to where i should go. pretty cool. i tot i talked too much tat the teacher cut me off when i felt like i want to talk more. =) pretty cool juz tat my reading sucked.

OK so today was even cooler. i reached home abt 7 plus bathed finish by 730 n then i heard this "BOOM BOOM BOOM" sounds tot it was the road of something it was pretty long lah so i decided to go n take a look n guess wat! I WAS FIREWORKS FROM UNIVERSITY ROAD!!! i guess this rich university road person smuggled fireworks from malaysia. hahaha i wonder wat will happen if the govt. finds out. hmmm but aiya who cares! ITS SUPER NICE!!! LIKE WOAH REALLY NICE. first time i'm seeing fireworks in this bukit timah area. stupid trees always cover the fireworks on national day n new year day.

REALLY NICE! wanted to take a photo but by the time i took my cam the fireworks ended.

i wonder wats the GREAT occasion tat will make them break singapore's rules on friday the 13th.

not like friday the thirteen.

the death bed

less than a mth ago, he heard he contracted last stage of cancer.
before he was admited to hospital he told his wife,
"dont try to convert me. i want to die as a buddist."
told his wife n children on the hospital bed,
"dun talk to me abt faith"

his cancer worsen, he rejected any prayers from anyone.
till this week he accepted a prayer from pastor john lin.
and today he is in ICU n he said,
"i want to b a christian, i want to get baptised."
n right now pastor john lin is rushing his way down to the hospital to baptise him.

tats my mum's friend's husband.


indeed God does wonders.
i dunno y he suddenly want to accept christ but surely on his deathbed God did something other gods cant do.


if God can change a hard hearted man, wat more unimginable stuff can he do?

juz 5 more days.

had nafa today. n i'm pretty happy with wat i got. 47, 18, 10.7, 42, 204yupp all A yes from the first time i'm getting all A caz usually my SnR sucks. somehow i did it today. now its my 2.4km dunno y but i'm deproving.
oh well i'll go find my perserverence again.


after nafa i went for band.
well band was pretty alright today still band with mr ong sucks but when the band becomes united n hates a conductor, it gets pretty fun.
anyways leng will b back tml so i guess everything will b better again.=)


really really tired from band lah. plus my weird sleeping/studying new arrangement, i'm over exhusted. i mean i come home close to 7pm n tries to sleep around 7 to 9pm or eles 10 to 12am n starts to do homework. then caz i've slept, i wont b able to sleep so early. so i'll sleep at 2am n also caz i got tv show at 1am. but when i sleep like last night i couldnt sleep till 3am. SO the next day, i'll sleep in class.


almost back out today. yeah felt it. after i finish my sbj n waiting for the rest, i went to squart n look at the nafa score thing. n when i stand up everything was blurr couldnt see much things n i couldnt balance myself. it was really freaky lah. caz i've never felt like tat b4? like i almost couldnt control my body, everything seems so blurr, darkening.
but its good tat it went away within few seconds.
i cant imgine fainting in the middle of a place with out support.


when i'm weary, all i need is YOUR strength.
give me Your strength Lord.

stupid band.

BAND SUCKS LAH!!


for the first time with my cornet life i'm being cut off caz 'i cant play well'.
wa lau...
i mean if i really cannot play then i dun mind not playing but I CAN PLAY only tat today something went wrong with me. arrgh.
i dun see the point of cutting down players. not for a few parts but like HALF THE SONG.
it shows the judges the band cant play so u need to take the 'useless' ppl off.
now tat i dun need to play HALF THE SONG, wats the point of going syf.
think wat go syf show face only ar.
stupid mr ong.
where's mr leng?!
i had fun in band tat last few times he was there.
n tats wat i wanted!!
FUN.


told u i want to quit already.

good friday to easter sunday =)

on the bus ride home from lunch today mum told me something.
i shall put the story in another form. but tat's wat happened.

on friday night. sis n i recieve a msg from a friend.
msg: this is plex.. will be celebrating my bithday on the april 20th friday 7pm at THE ONE.. its a ktv cum pool pub.. address NO 1 neil road opposits maxwell hawker centre.. you are invited... plz inform me if u can make it..

ok so sis went to talk to dad.
sis: daddy where is neil road??
dad: the place where u can find alot of nails lor.
-.-
sis: my friend said its a ktv cum pool pub. can swim one.


HAHAHHAHHAHA OH MANNN MY SIS IS DAMN NOOB.
i'm sure u can swim in a ktv.


ok anyways haven been blogging for a long time so today's post might be long. yes its gonna b abt good friday to easter sunday. juz wanted to blog all of them together.


this year good friday n easter really did mean something to me. it was juz jesus died on the cross n resurrected on the the 3rd day. it was how he cared for others even when he was suffering. aiya dunno how to say but yeah its was something different this year.


ok so for the first time being a christian, i decided to go to the good friday THREE HOURS service. ok lahh its not too bad. i tot it was rather good. i mean sometimes u juz really to noe the meaning of Good friday n the 7 last words. yeah. so friday was good thou it was 3 hrs with 7 short sermons, 8 hymns was sang which i've only heard of 1 or 2 of them. and man i juz love the nave its so beautiful, peaceful. n yes no butt pain. the chair was really comfortable. n thou there's air con which doesnt really work but still accpetable.=)

tat night i was chating with jim till FOUR AM. super late lah n guess wat i have sch at 8am the next day. but it was a pretty fun cool chat. =)

so woke up at 730 for sch.
had Amaths to band to worship prac to lync.
i brought me guit to sch caz there worship prac starts at 11 for tat day so there will be like hours b4 lync start. but i didnt have the time to practise lah. ANYWAYS back to point. i didnt really want to bring my guit caz its so poser lahh. but i ended up bringing caz jun ask me to bring also yeah so i brought. when i left the car i saw nick siew. walked to class together. n yeah i asked him to help me carry in. yup n he was nice enough to help me. i dun really like the getting attention thing lah.

went for 1/2 hr band which suck. i think i really need more practise. but u noe i'm not really interested to play so i cant really bother.

then worship prac. the keyboard was out of tune so the guit had to b out of tune too. plus charissa high voice. i juz died lah. i was SUPER SUPER SUPER ZHAO XIA. like ive never been so zhao xia for worship prac b4. but after eating, my voice came back. i think its the keyboard thing caz after jeanette showed her proness i was back on tune. jun guit string snapped. poor jun. new strings lahh!!!! ok so she borrowed my NEW guit. yes lucky i brought my guit. n its honour to have my guit being played for lync! whee "darling tat place is meant for u in the future" =)

n yes charissa really noe how to arrow ppl. in the midde of worship prac, she suddenly ask jun to pray for worship later. then she needs to leave for confimation so she said "linette will take over me i'll try to b back at 230pm"
i almost died lah. zhao xia plus i haven lead a worship team for a year?? yes no confidence. so it was bad real bad.

ok so finally after a mth of no lync service i shared my "daddy" testimony. a really really long one lah. i think its the longest testimony i've shared.

tats my sat. really tiring lah went home right after lync n slept for 1 hr.


EASTER SUNDAY! service was pretty full. but i woke up late sheesh man. i really want to b early for serivce n b awake too. but wells serivce was good. i kinda like the organ sound. sounds so holy?? hahaha is it an organ anyways?


Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleaning flow
Now all I know Your forgiveness and embrace

inspirational....................?

band was pretty fun.
without mr ong.

anyways
while salihin is reading this,
he's inspired to do maths.
yes salihin????

i dunno y but yeah. i dun think my blog talks much abt maths?

haha.

DAO.

my yesterday's post is gone caz of my stupid internet.
ok anyways tat means its not meant to b in my blog.
watsoever.

anyways i'm starting to b dao-er n dao-er by the days.
talks less too.
well i guess i'm like tat when i'm starting to b serious over stuff lah.

lalala i need to do hw now.