first love

the guitar tat does wonder.

u noe its so wonderful when u juz tap on ur guit when u pass it, on the way to my bed to sleep n then u juz pick it up n play. even when the room's light is not on.

love u darling.

=)

where's that first love for my Lord?

a fool FOR CHRIST =)

i realised my post r getting shorter nowadays. will post a long one next time.

anyways had sch extra lessons for the last 2 days.

having worship retreat tml.

a fool for Christ. =)

ms JAPAN

watched the last 45mins of miss universe live today.
mum ask me to guess who will win among the top 5.
my 1st choice was JAPAN.


indeed i have good judgement.
*winks*
;)


JIM'S DAD BOUGHT HIM SHAMPOOs. for his hair obviously.
now i wonder how much hair does jim have.

stupid chinese.

chinese sucks.

i dun wish to take it ever. again.

I am a Monkhillian

thanks for those who wished me for chinese!


mr wong: as long as you cant get A1, means there is something else to study still.

BACK TO STUDY!

WHERE????

i'm kind troubled.

1st

JC OR POLY?

2nd

if poly i would want to go in thru DSA band BUT i dun want to join band in poly.
3rd

parents supports me in going anywhere but dun tell me which is the better place to go.
4th

chinese Os on monday but aint tat nervous caz those 3 things are in the way.

rghh anyways i'll try to leave those aside first will wait for Daddy God to give me the ultimate answer n seek for more advices between poly or JC. =)

so FIRST i'll type some stuff with poly n JC

i wanted to go JC last time till i saw the course i want in poly. tat change me total concept of going JC. so then i wanted to go poly till i was told going JC then to uni will b better for the course i want. poly to jc also can but hard u see. but if i go into poly i'll strive hard to do my best after all its wat i want, my interest.

SO JC OR POLY
any advice?

OK i an air con fixed already its 2nd hand since i'm moving out of here by the end of the year.

the future singapore? so i was thinking if mhss was still around this paper will change to 6 schs after all mhss was using the tablet-PC system thing=) then the report also said that one of those sch canberra pri sch, has TOUCH-SCREENS WHITEBOARD. who cool is tat lah! n tat sch spent $200,000 on tablet-PC, touch screen whiteboard n broadband.

crazy but damn COOL.

searching

searching...

i think i need to do something to my "ughh who cares lah" attitude.

yes n stop being complacent.

stupid aircon

i got wake up from sleep temper.
its like when i wake up for 5 mins dun try talking to me or i'll show my temper.
attitude u call it.


anyways room air con really broke down. its been for 3 days already. ARGH. i tot sleeping in mum's room will b good till i really couldnt sleep last night. n i tot a new air con will come today but for i dunno wat reason it didnt. somemore i purposely take my time to get home, tag with jim to do his phone, getting all excited, thinking tat i can enjoy the new aircon but NOOOO its not installed.

n i need the aircon to STUDY chinese. i actually plan to do compo EVERYDAY but caz i cant do compo with the fan blowing my papers away so i haven been doing compo for 2 days.
ughh old or new air con i dun care juz get a working aircon n stop dragging.

n it seems so awkward having the door widely open, for ventilation, when i feel like playing my guit n yes QT of caz it seems likes there are eyes on u.


anyways juz hope the aircon works tml n get me chionging with CHINESE.
juz 6 more days. i dun want to retake it.

ughhh

i think my air con broke down.
ughhhh.

beyond a pick

4½ production. [beyond a pick]

hint lies within=)

only jim n weijun noes=)

define VERY

b4 i start rewinding to 2 days ago i shall blog abit on exams since i dun feel lousy anymore.

passed Amaths Emaths n chinese.

yeah i failed english

my science was the worst

i tot i would pass science lah. caz for physics , ms low kept saying i did VERY well for my section C n i tot it can pull my bio up since i fail it by 2marks.

ok

**VERY good= 15 and above out of 20 marks**

so ms chang showed the whole class marks on the screen n i saw 21.5/50 so i'm like wat the hack lah? did i do my mcq n section B THAT bad?

got back the paper turns to section C

10/20

my first thoughts

WHAT THE HACK 10/20?? VERY GOOD???

so i went to tell ms low 10/20 WHERE GOT GOOD!

then she told me tat very few ppl pass section C so passing it is already very good.

-.- its not good for me.

ok shall end all the blogging of my sucky results.

REWIND TO WEDNESDAY.

i cut hair. yes again. waited REALLY long.

did some Amaths too haha yes hardworking lah.

suck up all my jelly n pearls in my bubble tea.

flip thru a jap magazine book.

went n take the hair colour range book n stared at my hair colour to be in 6mths time for 3-5 mins.

realised tat i have my godfather in my bag took it out read abt 4 pages n finally the person came to cut my hair.

i call her the wash hair girl caz yeah she always wash my hair. well this time she cut it too n i like it.=)

then she said "wah u wait untill ur drink finish already."

good u noe that.

yesterday.

had class photo taking. =)

slept ALOT yesterday. i seems like i was on sleeping pills. really. i slept ALOT.

ok i shall end with 2 photos.

ME TESSA JANEL.

last year's christmas present LOVE IT. will b wearing it from now on if can to sch too.

mid year results,

screwed.

i think i should stop being over complacent n yearn for more.

i'm sad.

SABRINA!
i failed geog.
badly.
i'm sad.
i tot i would at least pass.
=(

YAY

i'm super proud of myself caz i manage to do a chinese paper 1 in 1hr 30mins n usually i'll spend my whole 2hrs doing paper 1. then thing is tat i actually did the compo! =) wheee. will give lao shi to mark tml!=)


for a reason.

flowers

i failed bio.
i tot i would pass.
thou its only by 2 marks,
i'm sad.
caz i've never fail my bio exam b4.
=(

i hope physics will b good.
cant bare to much hope over all my results anymore.

n something's not right with my walk with God.
something's missing
my heart feels empty

He spoke to me juz now n He said:
"live a plain life, and with me, i will bloom it"
mayb i'm yearning too much over my surrounding.
people? studies?

may i shut all doors but open one for You.

indescrible.

Indescribable, uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky
And you know them by name
You are amazing, God

All powerful, untamable
Awestruck, we fall to our knees
As we humbly proclaim:
"You are amazing, God"

Incomparable, unchangable
You know the depths of my heart
And you love me the same
You are amazing, God

fool. no more.

i'm not a fool anymore.

ANYWAYS mother's day is over.
treat mum to swensens for lunch.
n had family dinner at i dunno wat the place is called.

n i juz realised tat bro downloaded 200 pounds! =)
i think i'll b watching it now thou its 1238 but who cares.=)\

seeing doc tml. i hope everything's alright.
anyways thanks to all of ur for ur concern!
especially DENISE!=)

GUIT GUIT!

7mins to mother's day!=)
shall go to parent's room n disturb mum later.=)


anyways i touched my guitar today. yes i haven been guitaring for 3 to 4 weeks? caz i was busy with exams. yupp n i played it for 2hrs=) finger pain.
oh i tired goodbye days also since weijun[ong] said its easy. ok lahh but as u noe pinky suffers when bar-ing. WELL I WILL PRACTICE=) practicing should help=)

oh took some video of 'after lync' today. =)
may youtube it tml.


tats all folks!
shall get really to jump into parent's room!

"GOODBYE DAYS"

A DARN NICE SONG!
introduced by weijun [ong]
WEIJUN!!! OH MAN HAHAHA I THINK SHE'S REALLY CUTE NOW!! I SPEND MY NIGHT WATCHING THE "Taiyou no Uta" MOVIE PLUS DEALING WITH A LAPTOP TAT KEEP POOFFING OFF. BUT STILL DARN NICE LAHH.
I LIKE THE SONG!!!
"GOODBYE DAYS"

=)
`yui

POOF me off

i think this laptop is overworked.
mayb caz of sis who use it from 12 to 7pm
n me from 7pm till 2am plus
n if sis is still awake she will use it till she sleeps.

SO now it get overheated n POOFF the laptop blackouts.

ROAR. irritating u noe. especially when i'm in the mood of youtubing n after waiting for a super long time for the video to load POOOFFF goes the labtop.

RRAHHH.

anyways i MIGHT quee up of donuts on sunday after church.=)
oh n exam is officially over.
still there's chinese O level coming up in 16 days time. will chiong for chinese from monday.=)

trust?

SEXYDRAGON: I DID NOT STUDY FOR CME.


haha yes had my cme EXAM today. really retarded to the extend tat the teacher didnt allow us to have our bag/hp with us even when we r doing a mcq computered cme exam.
so i started saying. "i'm sure we're gonna copy for a cme exam."
n jim went "we have moral values"

after all we ARE taking a civics n MORAL education exam.

n poor weijun needs to get some marks cut off from his 71/80 for being 45mins late.

truthfully lah this sch dont trust their students at all? it seems like those singapore sch show like i not stupid where the teachers can be tat suspicious over u.

it was tat bad when we had our english paper 2 for mid years n the HOD of english, invigilatng my class, had to go the extend of making us pull out our pockets like baggers to prove tat we dun have our handphone with us.

unlike mhss where teachers n students have mutual trust. mhss, with the last year of 250 ppl n 30 plus teachers, it was like the biggest family u eva had. it seems like u seen everyone from the sch n it will b weird if u haven seen this person before.

even thou there's theft n all but it will never b worst than bhss when i can lose 5 over pen/pencils with in my 5mths of sch. in mhss u can just leave ur stationary in the teacher's homeroom n few days later its still there.
the difference is u'r leaving ur stuff in a teacher's homeroom which many classes goes there for lesson.
but when ur class has ur own classroom things gets missing.


OH WELLS. anyways tat time i did an experiment by leaving 1week old pen, which i dropped n spoil it, on my desk n TADA it went missing the next day.


anyways i shall end now.
oh n i got 68/80 for cme exam. =)



photoshopped today.

"hao gong ming"

i had the weirdest dinner at home today.
happily went to the kitchen to see wat maid has cook.
stund there for awhile n started wondering wat kind of combination is this.
1) plain porridge
2) some minced pork with something i think its black beans (always with plain porridge)
3) steam egg with minced pork. (usually with plain porridge i'll have scramble egg with some crunchy salty thing)
4) nuggets.


steam egg is still ok lah but nuggets with porridge?? wat a great combi lah.


anyways my maid is getting slackier by the days. she's foreva on the phone. well her hp. even when she cleans the bathroom she's talking thru the earpiece. i wonder if its her friends who is the rich one to call her or she's rich enough to call them. free incoming call u see. 1 have to pay.


OH WELLS. AMATHS TML!! YAY.
yay for Amaths and also caz its the last paper.
erm there's still CME on thurs n chinese listening on friday.
yes CME EXAM. WHO IN THE WORLD TAKES CME EXAM LAHH.
"how to have family bonding??"
RIGHHT.................
seriously this sch acts like a primary sch or worst, even pri sch doesnt have "HAO GONG MING" exam lah.
yeah man i'm loyal to my country n i'm sure i need to b tested.

mayb i shall go for CME EXAM then i'll go see wat stupid thing they give. anyways it will b held in the com lab.

BUTT PAIN.

something i went thru in my bag today.
found a bookmark in my bag. well its b there for a super long time already but i juz couldnt b bothered to look at it. so i pick it up again. yupp its the 9am service bookmark.

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for i am with you; i will strengthen you, i will help you, i will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

how beautiful is it when God gives u this few words of encouragement over my eyes especially when its during my exam period. yes indeed i was in a moment of fear yes i was thinking ALOT haha only jim noes how far i've thought yeah jim?. but with God's grace, i am still able to concentrate on exams n being the happy me even when i was in fear. but anyways after talking to a few ppl like mum, jim n DENISE i felt so much better. n also thanks to uncle hali's semon on sat.

my God is cool!=)
thank you DADDY GOD!


anyways my butt hurts. caz i'm sitting on the floor using the labtop. caz my table is filled with geog stuff. yes geog tml. sian.

u noe every year during mid year, i'll study geog a day b4 exam n i'll always realised tat i threw all my notes away. but somehow i'll manage to find some notes in the house n tada tat will come out for exams. yes God's grace. now i'm left with a textbook n 5 years series for tml's exam.

decided to take a break caz my eyes are tired. dunno y also. mayb its the bright light. yes i hate lamp light but my room light a pretty screwed sometimes the brighter light is on sometimes it die die also dun want to on so another dimer light will take its place. too dark, cant see ons lamp light which is too bright.
or mayb its the eye problem tats making my tired. oh wells. i'll b studying again later. taking a break.

2 more papers to go=)

oh great thanks to howard for finding this chinese song for me. LOVE IT. will put it on my blog soon when i'm free=) seriously i prefer chinese to english songs. the english songs i listen to my majority christian songs.=)
n plus when i'm bored i'll watch chinese mtv. so i get updated really fast with chinese music.
oh n cai min you's "wo ke yi" woah love it too. =)


ok tats all i'll go have some blog's update for 15mins then i'll study.=)

NAVE NAVE NAVE!

this is my 3rd time blogging. i think stupid labtop is overheated n it keep blacking out. anyways i've only blog abt 3 or 4 lines so yeah i'm cool.

lync in the nave today. hymns for worship, kneeling for intercesson (thou i didnt kneel), comfy chairs n the super cool, peaceful, holy environment. the only problem was the place was super hot even with aircon on but with super low fan. but towards the last 10 mins it finally got a little cooler.

had some 'know ur church' lesson. b4 sermon.
realised pretty ALOT of stuff.

y is the cross on the church's logo like tat.

caz saint andrew was curcified on at slianted cross.






cool huh. NEVER knew tat.


anyways after lync i went to see jinfong's boxing match. not very interested in boxing but juz to support him. well it loss. tot he could do better but still GREAT JOB JINFONG. hmm dun think he reads my blog lah.

went parklane to pool. rather watch ppl pool. i didnt want to show how lousy pool-er i am with unknown ppl around.

bought tao hui, yu tiao home from family.

too lazy to blog gd nite.

a SLOW video of the nave.=)
http://www.livingstreams.org.sg/sac/info/building/3D/vrjava01/vrstandrews.html

do i fear?

do i fear?

some verse tat i went thru many many years ago n i suddenly came into my mind.

Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

PA JIAO!

watching the chl U "ge dou chang" show. YES because cai min you is there. hahah he rocks lah. spoted him the moment he release his album n chinese mtv keep playing his song so yeah loves the way he sings n please lah he's only 19 now. how talented can ppl get these days lah. ahem. my future children =)
my dream "jamming room in my house" yes i also do want a musical boyfriend to husband.

anyways,
i shall talk abt exams first.
could no Emaths n SS. BUT NO TIME LAH!
was on my last question for maths tat cost abt 10 plus marks=( i think i'll do the last question first next time.
n 1 more question for ss

i think i wrote alot of well mayb my whole class wrote alot caz we all left abt 1 or 2 questions not done. then i see this girl beside me slacking. dunno if she dunno how to do or didnt rite as much as we did. i didnt even have a min to slack. no time to stop n think properly juz rite wateva tat comes into my brain. yeah

n the stupid thing is the sch hall with more than 250 ppl inside has 1 small clock at the front left conner hall n a little bigger size clock on the right front conner wall. u tell me how to see when u'r sitting 4th table from the back?

not time planning lah
n not as if my eyes very sharp or the clock very big lah.
plus i'm pa jiao now.

pictures will show u how pa jiao i am now.
i look like i got bashed up
nevermind. still pretty lah. =)

k as u can see i'm currently from EYE INFECTION. yes eye infection. n there's this thing in my eye lids growing for abt 3 weeks already n yes i can feel it when i touch the eyelids. anyways i'm on medication now. seeing doc in 10 days time. then he'll decide.
1) continue on medicine.
2) surgery to cut the thing off.


sounds serious huh. but b4 i saw him somehow i already expected for the worst. but still I DUN WANT TO GO SURGERY TAT FAR LAH. pray for me k.

THE BILL, EYEDROP, ANITBOTIC N ANIT-INFLAMMATORY

*brings the bill closer....

one hundred and two ONLY. thanks doc. u never fail to give me expensive service. but yeah he's a good doctor lah.

TATA FOR NOW.=)

pinky pain.

had pinky pain since 2 weeks ago.
n i finally found out y when i was studying for ss.

left pinky VS right pinky

can see the diff??

BOOO CHINESE!

i think i need to cut my hair soon.

yes again.

chinese n physics today. wah chinese sucked lahh my compo was a piece of shit but letter wasnt too bad. still my compo sucked good ideas juz cant come out of my brain.
n physics was GOOD=) remembered all the formulars=) but well its like i know how to do but i'm not confident if tats the answer. but yeah wateva its over.

TML.
Emaths p2 i hope i'll do well n do b over confident.
SS haha let me rite well. n remember stuff =)

YAY

bie lia wu yang!

i juz finish studying n its 1:12am now.
i plan to get onto the bed by 1am but failed.

anyways chinese compo n physics tml or maybe later!
i hope i'll do well for chinese compo n physics too!

will do a last reacalling of physics formulars during the break b4 phytml! =)


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chen hui

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