by faith

by faith.

i dunno but have this feeling that God's gonna do something cool in my life.

u noe when something great happens in my life i start to feel that God's doing so much stuff for me n wat have i done for Him that He have to give me so much. i dont do my QT properly, sometimes i talk to Him too much but never listens to Him or sometimes its more of wat i want from God than wat i can do for Him.
its this time where i'll feel so unworthy of his grace.


anyways LOVES THIS SONG.

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

PRELIMS

FLUNK MY PRELIMS.
everything was ok. failing was still acceptable till ENGLISH killed every hope that was in me.
for i dunno wat reason, i had the worst english results in history. if i'm not wrong i might juz be one of the bottom few for english results in the whole sch.

seriously i dunno what happened.
and bcaz of english for once i had a sleepless afternoon nap with heart beating so hard, causing diffculty in breathing.


getting all super pissed off with my english marks, i started wercking any guy who comes giving a little concern over my results. i call it not suspressing my feelings n getting all stressed up.
still i dun get the point of y ppl get so excited for failing.
or even wanting to hi five with me caz he got the same f-ed up results as me.
there's nothing to b happy abt it.

looking at the brighter side,
my chinese improved n yes my best subject now.
even when i was late for the exam.

but the rest of the subjects are juz
f-ed up.

i'll b studying hard REAL HARD.
n do something abt my english.

HAPPY ZHONG QIU JIE!!

change yourself?
cool song like the chorus part. =)

was msging mum juz now n she said a family friend of ours juz passed away.
if ur been to parkland n have seen "meat u there", yupp she's the lady boss of the shop n their family used to b dad's partner till they decided to take back the shop. i heard they closed down the shop.
my family didnt really like them anyways.
but still a life gone juz like tat. cancer.


ANYWAYS
while waiting for my hair to dry, i'll blog then sleep.

woke up like every usual sch day but juz took a longer time to bathe. yupp so by the time i was infront of the car, it was 706am already n guess wat dad forgot the bring the car keys so by the time he walks up n comes down, its already 709am. too late to b early for sch.
SO i decided to get him to have some breakfast with me. n he picked this curry rice shop from wampoah (correct spelling?) yeah n guess wat? the shop wasnt open so we walked around look from food to eat. decided to have some you tiao n butterfly got 2 each, happily took out the butterfly n guess wat dad said.
"ok now i need to buy some PORK"
in mind i'm like WHAT?
but well,
caz i was happily walking round the pork area eating my butterfly n you tiao.
the pork smell wasnt a problem.
=)

in the car,
dad was telling me that this neighbour from dunno which house moved out but she came back for i dunno wat reason. found out tat dad now parks at 'her parking lot' (caz our parking lot is blocked by the to be ready show house. so one day she came to my house n started nagging of how dad should not b parking on "her lot" n tat she owns the parking lot. n dad went on with u already move out n land is not urs anymore. and closed the door on her.
THEN she left a note on dad's car.
"dont occupy my car lot and please dun be rude."

hahahhahaha
dad,
attutide.

today chinese was funny.
bryan decided to sit beside me.
n then i said "R U SURE? DUN REGRET AR"
hahaha he wanted to run away but i put him back.
too late.
n yes he did regret after everytime he tries to run away i'll pull him back.
hahaha it was his choice.
did GONG HAN today.
so got one part of my letter, i worte abt mooncake festival.
oh today's mooncake festival!
anyways i forgot wat mooncake festival is in chinese so i asked lao shi
"LAO SHI WHAT IS MOONCAKES FESTIVAL IN CHINESE."
and guess wat!
all my class chinese retakers replied me.
"ZHONG QIU JIE"
hahahahaha
then i started thinking of the words.
before i could say anything jin qiang said
"then now u'll say u dunno how to rite"
"ERM..... how to rite qiu?"

=)

ICE STORM

i juz finished reading ice blue.

yupp 3rd book of the ice series by anne stuart.

ok although all 3 books got the same sort of story line, where girl is in the wrong place at the wrong time and meets this hot, gorgeous, seductive, supposed to b hard hearted guys who's bad really bad. ok they are redeemed for being in a committee that aims to save the world in some wateva it takes yes think far wateva it takes.

as jinfong has counted, everybook the hot guy n the innocent girl would screw abt 3 times. hahahhaha yes he is retarded enough to go back to the library check out the book again n count.

sometimes its to the extend that i would say WA LAU EH TOO MUCH LAH.

BUT STILL, the storyline is cool. likes the way it is.

the 4th book, ice storm will be out in november, n yes i'm sure this book is gonna b so much cooler than the other 3 books plus all the past main characters , bastian and chloe (black ice), peter jensen and geneniver (as cold as ice), will b back. i so do hope that taka, summer and RENO (ice blue) will b in there too.

ahhh. hahah i'm so gonna talk to jinfong abt this tml.

oh yes i didnt go sch today.

tot of slacking for the very last day before i start chionging from tml onwards.

also gave this stupid excues to myself that since dad is sick i wont bother him by asking him to wake up early n fetch me to sch.

hahah yes wateva rubbish it is.

gotta moving the svc box back to my room. oh ya bro spoil his scv book n replace the living room one with his so living room do not have a scv box anymore. oh n he juz refuse to call scv to change the box. i wanted to but too lazy. i hope i'll called them someday n hope ther'll will change this really old svc box to the lastest digital scv box AND ITS SO GONNA BE MINE. ok shared with sis.

PICTURES TIME.

u noe bcaz of moving, u'll start to find alot of retarded, cool memories. when i have time i'll get some pictures n post them.

bathing time.=)LYnC's 2nd birthday party door gift.

dara made it for me=)

XIAO GUANG!!

sabrina loves boys.

i'm too lazy to blog actually. but i got alot of stuff to blog abt before it all overdues. then i'll read my book or watch tv. =P mind me if post words n sentences are off. rephrase them urself.


family's getting prepared to move out n so the house is in the mess. but bcaz my exams are coming, i dun want to think abt packing yet. till exam ends. so there's like boxes n boxes in the living room and sis even decided to wash all the teddy bears/snoopys.

lync's birthday party yesterday was awesome.
oh jun n i wore formal. hmm sab. hah.
sabrina loves boys.
the birthday muffins were cool and the food auction thing with monopoly money was FUN. ohohoh then we had two rounds where u can earn money. so jun's group won the first it was to make a cheer out of lync. yeah n the 2nd one was to do a commercial of a given theme. my group got "ratootee moive" its ratootee so cynthia came out with that 3 blind mice story. decided to use cups over the eyes showing as we're blind but we only had 1 spare cup so we changed it to 3 one-eye mice. then there's the short story line n ends with lync production bla bla bla ends with expect the unexpected.
then the 3 one-eye mice pokes one finger thru the styrofoam. n everyone burst out laughing.
hahaha n guess who came one with the poking thing.
ME.
for coming out with such retarded idea,
somehow, i dunno y, mayb bcaz of the poking,
WE GOT FIRST. HAHAHAHA and was rewarded with 100 monopoly dollars.
i so hope they recorded all the commercials

will upload photos onces its uploaded on lync website.

OH I PLAY ONE OF THE FUNNIEST PRANK ON SABRINA YESTERDAY.
too lazy to say.

ohoh sometimes i really respect mum n dad like who ppl threaten them and they can still oh watever who cares.
like yesterday this meidacorp guy went to big bird n my mum took the order from him. after mum went to the kitchen to cook he went to complain to my aunt that mum's service is very bad. then my aunt tries to coax the him n then he claims to see mummy.
mummy cooks finish n goes out to see wat the wants.
so he started saying.
"oh ur food here is very nice but the service sucks. i'm am from mediacorp and i'm gonna say how bad ur service is on air."
THEN GUESS WAT MUM SAID.
"ok."
waits awhile and then she walks off.

HAHAH OHHHH MAN MUM ROCKS.
backbone huh.
n i guess it kinda runs in the family like how we wont get threatened by anyone.
mediacorp. big deal.

haha oh n guess wats the only ppl mum and dad are scared of?
THE PEST INSPECTOR.
=)

GREAT blogger photo uploader is not working.
will upload photos tml.
too lazy to type or talk or think.
will start mugging tml or something.
i so feel like skipping sch.

AH LIAN

edited

people dyes their hair like the moment holidays starts.

my ah lian dyes her hair/fringe after perlims end when the actual O level or holidays is still a mth away.

my ah lian. i call her monkey now.



i finally got the 3rd book of anne stuart from jinfong. gonna finish it by tml or lastest sunday. n then I'LL START MUGGING.
physics to Amaths to geog to ss to chinese to bio to Emaths
juz hope i can keep essay-ing english n chinese.
got a couple few zhou wen paper from ruiting, all monk's hill paper.
that day jinfong was suggesting that i should laminate monk's hill's foolscape as souvenir or something hahah.


talking abt laminating, i've finally gotten the class photos. pretty cool with classmates signature behind the funshot picture. SO i'm waiting for those ppl who didnt come to sch today to sign the photo then i'll go laminate it.
=)


too lazy to blog.
eyes are irritating me.


I DUNNO WAT TO WEAR FOR LYNC'S BIRTHDAY PARTY TML.
FORMAL ALL BLACK OR ALL WHITE
OR JUZ JEANS N MY USUAL WATEVER BLACK SHIRT.

dear guit, its been long.
damn i lost all my orange picks.

hard way

I'M SUPER TIRED.
caz i haven been having afternoon naps for the past few days and i have been sleeping at 2am every night.

yesterday was pretty horible. for i dunno wat reason whenever i tired to take a short sleep it turns into a nightmare. it has never been tat bad before

but things became better when i felt like i have to do soemthing and remember that i got to do the thing jp gave me so i started searching and talking to God.
everything was better after that.
but it wasnt all gone.
i think by the time those ghostly stuff went away was after 1 hr of trying to sleep, not wanting to open my eyes and counting every brathes i take. at 3am i needed to pee urgently. everything was alright by then n for i dunno wat reason i manage to get out of my bed walk to the toliet in almost darkness on the toliet light n pee. slow n easy and slept peacefully.

juz Daddy God.
mayb He wants me to do things the hard way.

it BOOs me off.

i'm never gonna watch ghostly movies again.
its juz not my thing.
and yes i hate it.
i rather watch some psychotic person tat start killing ppl in a damn grose way.
than ghost shows where the eerie music plays n BOO POPS OUT THE GHOST.
i dun like scaring myself like that.

brave ppl out there.
well i'm brave in certain ways but not for those.

ANYWAYS i passed my Amaths paper 1 by 2 marks and when i got it back, i was like DAMN IT 42/80 ONLY. yeah caz i noe i'm so gonna flunk my paper 2. so i'm like shitting my way thru being all unhappy with the results, ok not really, till the teacher said only 3 ppl passed paper 1.
yeah i happened to b one for them. but still its too low n i dun want to compete with anyone but myself. so it didnt make much of a difference juz made me feel a little better.

PRAYER POWER!

i got many thing to blog.

FIRST, i've finally watch evan almighty today!
ITS A SUPER UBER COOL SHOW.
noah's ark!
GENESIS 6:14
14 So make yourself an ark of cypress wood; make rooms in it and coat it with pitch inside and out.

but wat was really meaningful was when 'God' was talking to evan's wife n he said
"if u ask God for kindeness will He give u kindness straight away or will he give u the opportunity n lead u into siutations to b kind."

something like tat.


SECOND, i went for band investiture its like the steping down of the graduating ppl and introducing of the new committee. YUP N I GOT THE BEST PRESENT FROM THIS BALESTIER BAND.
cornet.



THIRD, THE HIGHLIGHT OF TODAY

GOD'S THE COOLEST.
i have a friend's sister who have leukemia.

so ever since 2mths ago, when this friend came crying, telling me and my friend abt her sis having leukemia, i've been praying every night for God's healing upon her sis. ok not every night but almost every night. like before i sleep i'll have a few ppl who i'll usually pray for n so she's one of them. AND GUESS WAT GOD'S SOOOO COOL THAT HE ANSWERED MY PRAYERS. ok God always answers prayers. BUT THIS IS SOOO COOL CAZ I ASKED HIM TO HEAL MY FRIEND'S SISTER. AND NOT ONLY DID HE BROUGHT THE FAMILY CLOSER. caz i'll always update myself by asking my friend n yeah i can see that even with such terminal sickness, the family is having fun in some ways.

THE BEST PART WAS, HER SISTER IS THE FIRST PERSON IN SINGAPORE TO FIND A DONOR FROM SINGAPORE. caz usually leukemia patient's doners are from other country. AND AND AND AND SHE NOT ONLY HAVE ONE DONOR, SHE HAVE TWO!!!
OH YES 2 MONTHS IS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY FAST FOR THIS CASE.
she's going for the transfusion or watever u call it, 2 weeks later.=)


OHHHHH MANNNN FAINTS........
DADDY GOD, YOUR COOL!!!!
DARN COOL!!

continues to pray.
=)

AMATHS

ITS AMATH TOMORROW N I'M EXCITED FOR IT.

today was GREAT caz i didnt feel sleepy in church today. and i think i should not day dream even if i'm not sleepy or hah yes i'll dose off.

ohoh forgot to say yesterday sermon was good. =)

NEW BLOG SONG.
heard this song in class once or twice. yes in class.
then the tv keeps playing it.
SO i decided to put it up.
actually i wanted to put another song tat was sung during lync yesterday but i cant remember was is it. and since beautiful girl was suppose to b up last week i'll juz put it for this week.

mummy's the best alarm clock.=)

2 alarm clock.
-my lousy hp alarm.
-mummy.

anyways i'm watching high school musical 2. yes again but in CHINESE.
hahaha.
sounds damn weird.
and yes i'm gonna change back to english now.

WONDERS OF HAIR

screwed physics.

went to the library to study with jin fong after breakfast at macs with asmah, meiping and joel.

he treat me teh ping for accompaning him.

TAN WEI JUN.

THIS IS FOR YOU.

SINCE U WENT TO GASTBY WEDSITE TAT TIME.

HAHA

SAY WHICH IS NICE.

NORMAL COMBED.

WAX.

WET LOOK. i like this

WET LOOK.

CANT SEE.

TIED.

WHO CARES.

AFTER BATH.

SPECTS.

A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS

i was late for sch today.
nono
I WAS LATE FOR EXAM TODAY.
CAZ I OVERSLEPT TILL 1138AM
AND EXAM STARTS AT 1145AM
AND I REACH SCHOOL AT 12PM.

anyways i remembered the last time i was late for exam was for a chinese paper.
and its today was for chinese too.
CHINESE.

christy called me from perth today.
caz xueling n i wanted to buy ms low food so we called her if she likes tu tu kueh on the way 'help' her buy something for ms low.
hahaha yupp so she called me to thank me n i pass the phone to ms low.
=)

I FELT VIBRATION OF EARTHQUAKE YESTERDAY.
PRETTY COOL BUT FREEKY ALSO.
CAZ I'VE NEVER FELT EARTHQUAKE BEFORE.
N HALF OF MY BODY JUZ KEPT 'SHIVERING'
N THE PLATES IN THE KITCHEN WERE MOVING.

my obs friend prank called me yesterday.
he called himself johnathan. n i tot it was johnthan YIP.
n i was being all rude towards tat prank call.
hahaha darn.

OHOH I'VE FOUND MY PERCIOUS SET OF ZIG MARKERS!!!!!
I'M STARTING TO LOVE THIS PACKING OF THING FOR MOVING OF HOUSE AFTER Os.
=)

SPECTACLE WHERE ARE YOU?

FOUND.
(edits in green after finding my spects.)

i'm so gonna b pissed off if i still cant find my disappeared spects in 15mins time.
waiting for maid to come back from car wash.
caz i hate finding my stuff that is not where its suppose to b.
and my maid is taking a REAL LONG time to wash the car.

while waiting for her to b back i shall blog more.

you see, exam stress gets u fustrated over small thing.
but the thing is I CANT SEE PROPERLY.
PLUS my degree has drop abt 100 ever since the eye thing.
SO I CANT SEE PROPERLY.
still can make up the words on the com thou.
but it still sucks.
i think i'll go look at more green trees.

ANYWAYS i'm happy today.
caz i manage to finish my maths paper 2 on time.
thou i'll definately lose abt 15marks.
i've realised tat i suck at angles.
like u noe those "prove tat this triangle n this triangle are similar?"
i kept cracking my brain for the name of tat triangle tat has 2 sides with the same length and 2 conners with the same degree. alt angles? similar angles? equilateral angles?
so tat right word right come out of my brain. so after exam i ask ben tan.
ISOSCELES.
but still i'm happy caz i manage to attempt all questions.
hope to do well.

DAMN my blood is boiling.
i think she's back.
i hope.

SALIHIN

OKAYS TODAY'S SEPTEMPER ELEVEN some day everyone will remember.

and of caz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALIHIN!!!!

geog n chinese was OKAY.
juz tat i was really really lazy to rite.
n i finish my chinese like 1/2 hr earlier.
i think its the wonders of electronic dictionary. kudos to xueling
or mayb i juz cant b bothered to think of good chinese vocabs?

OH WELLS.

seriously sometimes ppl thinks too much.

anyways i slept at 945pm last night.
n i tot i'll juz sleep for a short while.
like purposely sleeping without a pillow.
but i can always sleep without pillows infact i hate big puffy pillows.
dream stupid stuff like i was STUDYING n then dad bought supper so the chens ate together n i end up stealing dad's soup.
how retarded.
yes i dream of studying even when i'm sleeping.
mum says i'm studying too much.
GOOD WHAT.
YUP as i've said b4 i cant sleep before 11pm
SO when i tot i've nap for 1hr i actually slept for almost 2hrs.
woke up
idle.
drink the soup that was in my dream. not stolen this time.
tv.
QT.
tired to sleep at 2 but obviously i cant.

and then at dunno wat time i manage to sleep.

AND i'm going to sleep now.
=)

BOOOOM. not.

all of a sudden, my brain almost burst.
ya mayb its becaz i've never went thru as many books/words/tys as i have before.

SO i decided to do a last revision last night by doing bio MCQs.
so i did untill my brain almost burst.
did abt 80 MCQs at 12am

idle around n went to sleep at 145am
THEN I REALISE SOMETHING.
tml, today's bio is only on section B n C
MCQ's next tuesday or wednesday.

=)

SO my brain's tired.
and SO i wont talk much.
caz u noe once u talk u have to think of another sentence and another and another and another.
so i'll juz stare at the person or stone and keep those revision-ed stuff in my head.

my butt hurts.
caz i'm sitting on the floor while using the com.

GEOG tomorrow.
AND CHINESE.

CORBIN BLEU

i'm blogging few mins later from the previous post caz i dun like 2 post in a day.
n i'm not gonna touch the com tml? today? later?

SONG
jump the the rhythm.
by jordan pruitt
theme song in jump in.

JUMP IN IS A DAMN COOL SHOW.
makes me wanna skip too

OH N CORBIN BLEU IS HOT.
hahaha he has cool puffy hair.

disney's high school musical 2 countdown says
high school musical will start in

19hrs 19mins 00secs

happy birthday BRYAN!

FIRSTLY, before its 12am,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN TAY WEI XIANG!!!

u crapper, thanks for letting me irritate u during amaths lesson when aaron's absent. =)

i took all measures tat can get my germs over to sis.
too bad she's weak.

i used the non biodegradable plastic bags to contain my germs.
caz i noe my germs are very strong.

but sis juz too erm "better not pass me ur flu" but she traps her self in the room with me that doesnt have ventilation.

i remembered last time when she had flu, she threw the sick tissues not in the bin but around the bin. and i didnt get sick.

like how the whole family can get sick except me.

yes i have a strong immune system.
and also with strong germs.
like pesticides need to b stronger to kill the insects tat are immune to it?

haha.
too much geography.
if u didnt realise, i'm on global warming for geog now.
n also, my bio have a topic on global warming.

i had ice cream with jun today.
n SO i wonder when my cough will go.

SISTER.

i got F. by sis last night.
damn.
no one in this family actually use tat to each other.

HOW RUDE.

so conflict with sis will get worst by the days i guess.
dunno y but we can get along tat well like last time.

doesnt really bother me anyways. caz i think sometimes she talks too much. i prefer peace for studying.

SO THIS IS WAT THAT HAD HAPPENED.

woke up in the afternoon. maid clean the room. then she ask me if she can clear the newspapers tat are on the floor. so i said ok (since its on the FLOOR.)
at 12plus AM, sis asked me if i;ve seen the newspaper so i said yeah aunty ask me if she can clear so i say clear lor.
then she starts being unhappy saying.
"THATS MY EXAM QUESTION U NOE."
so i said "if its ur exam question u should b putting it at somewhere safe and n anyhow throw on the floor"

ok so she didnt get my point of "keeping important stuff somewhere proper"
she went on with me dun want to admit my mistake.
n i went on with i'm telling u to put ur stuff properly next time.
argue argue argue
n she F me off.

then juz nice dad came in.
HAH. but as u noe dad doesnt care.

then mum came in trying to b the peace makemaker juz said.
"next time dun throw ur things on the floor. put it somwhere proper."

YEAP.
then i went back to study.
YES N I FINISH MY BIO!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i think i still need more revision.

AND NOW I'LL DO GEOGRAPHY.
ugh.

had a talk with Daddy God last night
n i made a promise.
which is work in church next year while waiting for results till sch starts.
nov n dec, i'll be working somewhere eles. haven really decided but i think i noe where.

anyways i've already announce to the family tat i'm not going to work in big bird after exams i'm going outside to work caz i want to gain experience. working at big bird is not enough.
actually i didnt want to tell them only mum caz i'm afraid dad wont b happy caz i'm not helping him or something. but he agreed he said yeah go gain some experience.=)

n i dun want to earn parent money.
instead i want to earn other ppl's money n give them some.
hundred each. tats my aim.

bio.

eyes, nervous system, hormones

juz killed my brain cells.

DARN.

600th post.
too bad is my blog loads at a super slow speed.
i'm juz a dedicated blogger.

FIRSTLY, XIAO GUANG!! I'M SO DISSAPPOINTED HOW CAN U LOSE GOOGOO EYES!!!

200 over pieces of 2 ply white facial tissues.
half a row of toilet roll.
5 small blue plastic bag changed, to prevert germs from circulating.
6 cups of barley
all juz in 3 days.

and so i tot i'm better with flu already.
indeed i am.
but i dunno if i was dreaming or wat but i remembered coughing madness last night.

didnt bother if dream was reality or not,
after lunch i decided to have some fries n 5 cocktail sussage under dad's temptation.

AND GUESS WAT.
my voice changed
and i feel the sore throat coming.


DARN.


back to bio.

a reason

i can breath.
=)

i realised something.
u noe usually when ppl's sick they juz stay on bed n dun eat so much.
BUT i think i'm eating more than wat i usually eat.

TIME TO STUDY.
hope brother gets better.
love was made for a beautiful reason.
only that u haven found the reason.
=)

tan wei jun

AHHHH CHOOOOOO.


i woke up with one of the biggest laughter today.
TAN WEI JUN!!!!

mission number 1!

heaty heaty heaty
yes not that i'm sick or wat juz dry.
barley, liang teh, cold water, honey lemon, bitter drink. lozenges?
yeah wateva juz give them to me n bring me away from the dry throat.
and pray.=)

n i juz hope flu doesnt come.
caz i sense it. grrr
shall take precautions.
n USE MY HOLIDAY MEANINGFULLY.
from 5pm till 3am
well not today.
tomorrow.

ANYWAYS I SUCK AT BEATBOXING.
and mayb i shall practice.
hahahahahaha.
=)

linette aka xiao shi mission number 1 or is it the 3rd one (yeah i noe i failed xiao ma's first givcen misson. ahem.)

ok erm 1st mission:
beatboxing.
=)

SI MA GUANG

no song this week juz video.

i'm getting sick.

but i wont let it go further.

caz i gonna take care of stay healthy at least till O level ends.

ANYWAYS HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!!!!

our first si ma guang photo. =)

i juz cant stop watching this. if there's 4E5's video i'll upload it too.
5N3 forever!