hope?

Nagger: tired of nagging ..while u just dun give a ****

bcaz wat she said is true.
n i'm also as tired as she is.
mayb lesser than her as she's ur sis.
bcaz she care.
n so did i.
but u've never cared nor listen.

never.

submit.

i've decided to blog today.
actually my internet is not disconnected.
i connected it again. =)
n yes bro lied to me of not being able to use the internet in my room but only in his room.

sis decided to stay over in the new house for 2 days to study.
yupp so the room is mine for 2day!=)

u noe i've realised something that when u really submit everything to God, He will really help u?
like how i was SO SO SO adicted to the stupid tetris game n so i decided to my temptations to God n yes i haven been playing it since sat or sun. =) yeah it was tat bad tat when i start resting the tetris image appears in my brain then i'll start thinking of how to put the shapes into the right places.

HAHAHAHA. yes. stupid tetris game.


ANYWAYS dad's really good in scaring ppl.
after 5hrs 10mins of exam yesterday, i didnt get a change to sleep in the afternoon. n i was being stupid enough to sleep at 2am yesterday n plus 2 1/2 hours of paper today. my brain was close to dead. but it was juz amazing how i manage to stay awake thru out the exams no matter how tired i was. like even when i feel like sleep i juz stood awake. yeah submit.
hah ok so after i got home a 12 plus, i went to sleep at 230 intending to wake up at 430pm.

SO i went into my deep dreams n i guess it was really deep CAUSE,
while i was sleeping i sense something open my eyes n WAH MY DAD WAS STANDING A METRE AWAYS FROM ME, STARING AT ME AND MAKING NOISE WITH THE FOOD IN HIS MOUTH. THEN WHEN HE SAW MY EYES OPEN HE JUZ SAID "TONY ROMMAS" n walks out of the room. he scared me lahh.
hahahaha yeah its the first time i didnt realised someone stepping into my room during my afternoon naps n plus he was staring at me!
but well tony romma's rips are really GOOD. =)

then after eating i went back to sleep insecurely.
yes meaning that i keep waking up to check if anyone's staring at me again.
hahahahahah.

OHHHH MANNNN.
SIAO SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)

BYE READER FOR NOW.

bro left for the new house yesterday its actually a rented house juz waiting for the new one to b ready.

SO my house now is pretty empty. if u'r curious, i'm NOT living =) alone. the rest of the family will move with me after my exams its juz that bro's going to austrila for army tml for 2 weeks so my parents asked him to move over there first.

oh n i wont b blogging till exams are over. not bcaz i'm trying to get myself away from the com but caz i'm too lazy to go to bro's room n connect the internet to the com. yup i'm doing it now. it seem to weird for me to leave me blog like tat without notice. n i think the next time i'll b blogging will b when i move into the new house.

OH N I FELT SUPER BAD TODAY. like how i'm hook to playing tetris now n not studying hard enough. and i realised tat my classmate studied till 3am , 5am some woke up at 8am to study. n me? i'm busying playing tetris sleeping at 2am last night and waking up at 1130pm today. oh man n this is the first time i feel like i have no disclipine. stupid tetris.

anyways i wont b blogging abt my exams this time. not tat they r killing b or wat but juz dun feel like blogging.

you noe today after my geog paper ended, i started thinking of wat will i b like if i really ahve to move out tml. n how can i even handle my exams at this moment.

yeah i think i'll go crazy.

SO i wont blog anymore till exams end. n juz hope that i'll keep myself away from tetris.

some pictures.
=)
this is wat my house looks like before bro left.
and after bro left.
his room now.
and from another angle.

i'm in here now. 7:11pm sun have set but its not as dark as wat the picture seems lah. n caz there's nothing eles other than a chair and cardboard so there's echo here when i blast some music pretty cool k.

other than the other bedroom, there echo thru out the house actually.

OK
THATS ALL!
BYE READERS!!!!!!
SEE U IN 2 OR MORE WEEKS TIME!!=)
will put up pictures of the next two weeks after i'm back!=)

lewis court.

HAHAHAHA MY EU NEIGHBOUR TOOK THEIR "eu" DOOR GATE WITH THEM.!
and i didnt get the chance to take a photo of it!!
seriously its a cool gate with the surname on it.

yupp eu
the descendants eu yan sang.

ohoh anyways my 8181 neighbour's cars r still here juz waiting for the third car to come back.
=) that day, 8181 had a moving out party so they stick notice on the stairs.

"WELCOME TO PEE PEE'S MOVING OUT PARTY"

and now caz almost everyone have moved out, this apartment is getting really deserted. neighbours moving making the place super messy.
oh well.
3 more weeks.

oh but bro's moving out tml, first.

=)

i'm not moving anymore.
i'm too lazy to blog down the details but watever it is,

YAY!!

i'm happier but somehow not as happy as wat i should b.
mayb time will so something.
there's still a little unsettled stuff
but
OH WELLS.

i'll deal with it after exams.
=)

ps: this blog song is so heartwarming. =)

singing Your GREAT love

because i have to go into the deep end first.

u remember i said i cant sleep one night? tuesday if i'm not wrong.
many random stuff came into my mind.
so i asked God: "sometimes i really dunno if i'm talking to u or talking to myself so how can i talk to u fully."
n he said: tongues.
its been the third day where i really dun feel like talking or praying caz i really dunno wat to say.
sometimes unexpectatedly, He prepares u for ur coming battle.

today during cell dara asked a question.
if God tells u that something bad is gonna happen will u accept it?
its hard but i will.


here's a blog song that God gave me 2 days ago n it so happen tat it was sung during lync today.
=)

dara, julie, jun, sabrina and camp com,
thanks. =)

losing it.

wat i wished not to happen has happened.

we're moving out of this house by friday. n there's not other choice

i'm not upset caz we have to move.
i'm upset caz dad chose not to discuss with me wether i can foke out a day or 2 to move. but juz decided with bro. bro told me we're moving on wednesday juz 1hr ago, i went to dad's room to comfirm. left the room saying "u never even think for me." before dad decided to come to my room to discuss n finally pushing it to friday.
exams, tons of books, stuff stuff stuffs.
how.

i'm losing it.
Lord i need strength.
my spirit is weak enough.

assume the unassuming.

i found 3 small black worms (5 mm long?)1 after another last night in the toilet.
n juz, another one.
yes i have very sharp eyes

this house is sick man.
from centipede to ants to worms.

n the thing abt worms are they can get kill by the centipede's insecticide which is highly posionous so dun talk abt bygone. and so i have to take paper scoop it n throw it into the toliet bowl.

OH I HAD PRODUCTIVE STUDY IN SCH TODAY. =)
yay.
for now, studying makes me happy.

prata did work yesterday, n i it didnt taste good also.
there were train of thoughts yesterday.
and salted stains.

i like to think n talk to myself in my mind or sometimes with Daddy God
and i call it searching.
especially when my mind is actively studying/solving sum, the more i cant stop thinking.

i tried.
but it didnt work.

i tried to hate.
but i've change from wat i used to b.
bcaz Daddy God changed me n i cant hate things as easy as how i could last time.
i'll juz b dissappointed.

i think.
the heart beat speeds
n it hurts.
literally hurts.

but i can still b happy in a split moment.
i remembered the comment in my report book recently was:
"linette us cheerful and unassuming"
i guess unassuming is very true.
mayb thats the character that i've been finguring out.
and somehow i like being unassuming.
=)

caz u'll never noe who i am.
n neither will i noe.
n i'll prefer being secretive again
mayb in a different way from last time.
i've tried to open the shell
but it juz didnt work.

water is precious.

stroll

i'm going for a stroll n get some prata to take away my anger n fill myself with joy.

trying hard to hold on to that string of hope

few things to say.

1) I SCREWED MY PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!
2) bio pratical was crap. no fire, no mixing of chemicals n specimen. juz drawing and knowledge.

3) I HATE PPL WHO LIES TO ME. ESPECIALLY WHEN A PROMISE TO QUIT SMOKING OR WELL SAID THAT U'VE QUIT IT WAS GIVEN. SUCH A FOOL FOR ME TO BELIEVE. THAT LAST STRING OF TRUST DISAPPEARED.
such a fool to really trust u. such a fool to soften my heart this year when i choose not to trust ppl for the last 4 years. such a fool to have confidence in u n tells ppl u've quit but then realising u haven.

"i trust u" might not come out from me again especially to u.

BUT its my crucial period n i will not spoil my mood like that.
if u read it then good for u.
i rather u to b honest to me then me finding it out unexpectedly.
dun talk to me till u've quit it completely.

so so so betrayed.

computer is a distraction.

ok no new song for the week n i guess this song will b staying till 2nd week of november.

i need to shit. but if i shit again its will b my 3rd time shiting since 1245pm.

been studying alot i guess.
3-5pm
630-8pm
10-12/1am
thinking abt it now i dun think its alot
haha sheesh i need to study more.

u noe few days ago i started asking God to give me that urgency to study caz i noe i'm not prepared for Os at all plus i screwed my prelims big time. yes juz think of the worst. yeah so i want to study but whenever i start to slack it seems like oh ya i'm juz resting.

yeah so i asked God for that urgency to study or wateva tat can force me to put studying in the first place. n guess wat i was watching tv from 10 to 1130 last night n its SO SO wrong lahh. N HAHAHA I FINALLY FELT THAT GUILT OF NOT STUDYING. so since my show ends at 1130pm, i studied or well did Amaths till 230am?
yay!=)

n i couldnt sleep last night. lay on the bed at 330am started thinking abt stuff exam, aims, family, friends, God's plan, O level results, tml's practical u got them all. its wasnt abt exam stress or wateva but it was juz the right time to let me think of random stuff. tried to sleep but the brain juz kept thinking. well since now the whole day is all abt studying, only before that sleep time will i have the peace to really think and talk to God.

so i slept abt 5plus?

woke up at 630 caz sis irritating alarm clock rang n then i starting thinking abt stuff again like how i'll go cope the stupid alarm ring tone, voiced by me, n put it up in my blog. some day.

didnt noe wat time i fell asleep again but woke up at 1245pm.

hah my mucus juz drip off my tissue, onto my hand.

been reading the news papers these few days while waiting for my maid to clean my room SO HAVE U HEARD ABT THE A380?

DAMN COOL.

PICTURES TIME!

suite 1suite 2
http://www.a380.singaporeair.com/content/interior/index.html?videoType=suites

First class1first class 2

i'm too lazy to upload photos so here the

business class video
http://www.a380.singaporeair.com/content/interior/index.html?videoType=business

and economy class
http://www.a380.singaporeair.com/content/interior/index.html?videoType=economy

2levels, suites, more spacious, its like in a hotel, in the air.
cool one.
and its arriving at 630pm today
it will b cool if i take that one day.
=)

taken from
http://www.a380.singaporeair.com/index.html

NEIGHBOURS

my super cool i think rich neighbour upstairs juz move out today.
y cool?
caz they have like 4 or 5 cars n the care plates are all like S_ 8181 or S_1818 or __8118
u get the pattern?

i wanted to take their car plates but sis juz keeps hijacking my cam.
great, now i have no more chance.

oh wells hahah i still have my EU neighbour's door gate to take.

hah i have cool neighbours. =)
n i juz hope my family wont b the last one to move our of this apartment.

off to study!
till next time.

ants

i hate ants.
i'm killing at least 1 ant every hour

FIVE N THREE O7'

i got ALOT of photos to put up. n juz hope i dun get too lazy to resize them later.

today's graduation day n also the last day of my seconday normal lesson sch life. 5n3... ahhhh so gonna miss u guys. indeed they have made mark in my life.



from the begining for sec one day one those bunch of st michael's boys. mikey leading the class around the sch. jim n his voice. francina hah. ms au fierce yet nice. joanthan yip. peiwah n huijuan, my first two friend. nick ng laughing at me in the bus when i missed it. chaos.


sec two, when sporty guy ben tan joins us along with nick siew. getting hit by leon with something in the canteen then chases him all the way to the boy's toliet n spraying water from the water hose into the cubic where he was. guys doing 'push ups' in ms chang's class utter motive was to see wat colour monica was wearing. tsk tsk. sheng wei getting hit by a baseball bat by ben tan on the forehead. chaos


sec3 we all started to grow up split into 2 classes with 20 odd ppl each. xueling beeting calista with their breast wacking thing which still stays till today. beeting n her rebeliousness towards teachers. the guys n their soccer, wiping their damn sick sweat on the girls. sheryl. amaths lessons with mr wong, sweet. chaos.


sec4A, 4B with 23,18 ppl. the split up. open doors to my classmates, getting closer to them. peiwah bumping walking into a dustbin while looking at nick siew. gotta noe jim better. 4A always ranking last in the whole sch's of best class award, and 4B getting top 3. chaos


sec5, being reunited once again in balestier hill. salihin's drawing/tattooing. my stitches. ben tan's broken leg bringing us sentosa classroom. ms chang's screaming. beeting n howard beinging the highest number of times late in the sch. yellow pokemon n puzzle bubble on hp, jinqiang car racing game on psp. jin fong getting suspended. si hao n pin xi gaining glory for us. chaos.


THESE FIVE WONDERFUL YEARS N STILL I'LL NEVER REGRET HAVING THIS EXTRA 5TH YEAR WITH U GUYS.

PRESENTING

BLACKJACK

CLASS ROOM

HAIDAR ALI

-.-

TWIST! then zooms at linette n bryan

TAY WEI XIANG!

SI HAI, SHENG WEI

BEN POH, JOEL, ALI

BRYAN'S SHOE

=)

HAH.

U GUYS! (haidar bryan)

SALIHIN: WINSTEDT RD WAS SO MUCH BETTER (monk's hil)

THE WILL TO WIN

MONK'S HILL SEC SCH

JINGQIANG!!!!!!!

KICK UR AHEM AR

HOWARD JINQIANG

HEY BOYS!

VANEZA RUITING CHANG ME BEETING

ROUTE CLASS PHOTO 1

ROUTE TO CLASS PHOTO 2.

POSITIONING 1

POSITIONING 2

POSTIONING 3 (girls: okok we'll move)

CLASS PHOTO 1 finally

NOW WHAT? jack boon: DO THIS!

OKAY!

BABE IN BIKINI SPOTED FROM THE OUTSIDE OF 5N3.

THIS IS JUZ TO SHOW HOW GOOD MY CAM IS.

for more pictures go : http://s65.photobucket.com/albums/h223/fourandahalf_01/fiveNthree/?start=all

5N3

juz some pictures today.

a heart for monk's hill. 6 missing. salihin cleaning his teeth, 8 girls 26 boys, 4 malays, 1 chindian, 1 thai-chinese, 2 indo, 1 chinese-philippino, 25 chinese and 1 crazy teacher.
gives u 5N3

they all left a beautiful mark. nick siew being the extra.

some lame stuff the sch gave us. n i didnt understand y we got it till i went to those sentosa classes. credits to ms cheng for the cleaning the classroom for us.

after exams.

GO LINETTE!

didnt go sch today.
was playing the igoogle games juz now.
n i'm going to study in 4mins time.=)

SOCIAL STUDIES. then emaths. =)

wanted to take some FOUND pictures from packing. but sis took my cam to sch.
i'm still waiting for my kindergarden, p3, p4 class photo to be found.
wonders of moving house.

ohohoh with all the O level books everywhere, my table is SUPER SUPER SUPER messy.
juz 1 more mth.
=)

GO LINETTE!!!!

igoogle

introduced my jim,

IGOOGLE!!

its coool check it out.

http://www.google.com.sg/ig?hl=en

fallen?

i'm starting to like this acappella thing.??

anyways i was searching thru the web today finding who's this person of my new blog song is then i suddenly remember that i once went to research on evanescence then i found out some stuff abt them i went when to look up on it again.

do u noe that evanescence was under a christian rock genre??
like wwwhhhhhaaaaaaat???

Labeling controversy
Originally promoted in Christian stores, the band eventually made it clear they did not want to be considered as part of the Christian rock genre. Wind-up Records chairman Alan Meltzer issued a press release in April 2003 asking for the band's music to be removed from Christian retail outlets.
During a 2003 interview with Entertainment Weekly, Ben Moody stated, "We're actually high on the Christian charts, and I'm like, What the f--k are we even doing there?" This seemed to go against earlier sentiments by Moody that "We hope to express in our music that Christianity is not a rigid list of rules to follow..." and also "The message we as a band want to convey more than anything is simple—God is Love." This has led to criticism of the band within the Christian community, even more so given that the band themselves approved of the plan to distribute Fallen to the Christian market. Terry Hemmings, CEO of Christian music distributor Provident, expressed puzzlement at the band's about-face, saying "They clearly understood the album would be sold in these [Christian music] channels."In the wake of the controversy, "Bring Me To Life" was shed by many Christian radio stations; the song was Top 5 on Radio & Records' Christian Rock Top 30 one week, and completely gone the next. Ex-vocalist and keyboardist David Hodges eventually left the band over the controversy, with other members stating that he had been pulling them in more of a Christian direction than Lee and Moody were comfortable with.
When asked by Billboard in 2006 if Evanescence was a "Christian band," Amy Lee responded, "Can we please skip the Christian thing? I'm so over it. It's the lamest thing. I fought that from the beginning; I never wanted to be associated with it. It was a Ben thing. It's over."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evanescence

fallen?? i guess so??
n i'm still wondering.
and and i tot i once heard someone saying amy lee's a super i dunno wat kind of singer till the extend tat singapore ban her album.
n no matter how i look at evanescence, they've never give me that christian impression.

i wonder.
i wanted to try hearing out their earlier songs to see how christian their music where that they actually fit into the christian genre.

mayb next time or something.

oh n i think christian radio station is pretty cool.

extended vocals

BURPS.

juz tot abt something.
i said i stayed in sch till 4 plus on thursday right.
n sacrificed my afternoon sleep so i knew that i was going to sleep like some dead pig in sch the next day.
and yes i did.

so the first period was bio n we could do our own revision so like if we didnt understand any questions, we could ask the teacher n obviously, i slept.
during my beauty sleep mr choo walked pass me n asked me to wake up.
n i'm like ughh...needs sleep..
then pin xi beside me goes.
"aye wake up principal behind"
like OH SHIT

but nothing happened to me infact my teacher was the one being "told off" for not teaching the class something. well even if i was awake, i'll still prefer to do my own revision than having the teacher to go thru boring, already noe bio stuff. he did tat last time n ppl slowly began to sleep.

ANYWAYS i wanted to go for study groups today, but the hall changed into a book store. n i was like GRRRRRRR...... n it happen tat i was on worship today. so yeap.
i almost died singing all the SUPER high n SUPER low harmonies that dara wanted.
n derek, wooh he can reach darn high.

still, harmonaising's ?? super cool!
=)

MUMMY

HEY PEOPLE!

stayed in sch till 4 plus yesterday and today.

YUP TO STUDY.=)

well not really study its like doing Amaths paper n ask ms low for help in physics.

pretty cool caz i feel like i've really studied.

and for all the mugging i've done lately,

WITH STUFF LIKE

THISAND THIS,

I'VE GOTTEN MY FIRST A1 FOR AMATHS THIS YEAR. =D

i remembered one day when i asked mum to bring back barley for my maid caz she was having some dry throat n i also decided to ask mum to bring back for me. n she brought back ALOT of barley for us. =) n u noe me being too lazy to get a cup of barley, mum would prepare a cup of barley for me when she's back from work. =)

AND one day mum brought snacks into my room to share, i so i said "OH I LOVE JACK N JILL'S POTATO CHIPS!" n guess wat she bought it for me the next day!=)

MUMMY, wat more can i ask. =)

guys? nothing special.

i didnt even realise i was the only girl in class today till howard told me. ok although i'm not very close to the girls, it still does make a difference k. their presence makes a difference like how i will disturb them when i'm extreamly bored in class or how we can entertain each other with random talks or food oh n tamaguchi!
surely its so much better to have more girls in class this year.
only 8 thou. but it certainly brought me closer to them.
even misunderstanding with that one was gone naturally.

ok so recently the hot game in class is playing with jinqiang's car racing game on psp n the suckest thing tat can happen when u'r the only girl in class is when ur retarded form teacher calls you a flirt caz u went all the way to the back of the class n sits behind a few boys.
i was juz waiting to get tat psp into my hands k.

i remembered 3 years ago she called me a flirt for talking to jonathan yip in class n i shouted "SHUT UP LAH" at her. n jonathan was like WTF KIND OF GIRL R U? haha its funny thou. anyways after 5 years with this bunch of monkeys n with the ratio of 1girl:3guys thing, theres nothing much to flirt with these ppl even if i was a flirt.

N I'M NOT A FLIRT.
I'M NOT EVEN INTERESTED IN GUYS. ok thats for now.
neither am i interested in girls.
i'm juz a tomboy who mixes better with the guys in my class.
or caz my ah lian keeps skiping sch like nobody business
n mayb caz of some past that made me closer to them.
yeah my dedicated readers would understand wat happened last year.
u noe how resistant i was to guys last time???

SUPA glue.

i decided to slack today well juz for 1 hr lah.


to jim:
been eating lunch with bryan n howard for the past 2 days.
hah today for i dunno wat reason andrew cum shoelace guy, join us.
he took jim's place!!
oh bryan had ban mian today.
n i ate his ikan bilis?
yum yum=)
haha
after one year, chinese brought us together again.
JIM WHERE WERE YOU!!!


anyways after logging out on sunday, i decided to super glue my wallet's magnet, so i started criticising how lousy that free 'supa' eraser n guess wat that supa glue did to me. (check out the pictures)

i think i'm gonna skip sch tml so that i can make up for the time lose for the past few days.
when i tot 3 continuous maths lesson of 2hrs 15mins for wednesdays is crazy, i realised that there's 4 english lessons on thursday, 2 before recess and 2 after. BUT guess wat, i'm not going tml but thursday caz there's amaths.


i'm gonna eat now.

that lighter liquid, salt, detergent and finally NAIL POLISH REMOVER with a bit of friction between the finger n its gone within 24hrs.

friendster in chinese.?