2007

since its the last day of the year i'll blog a review on 2007.

FIRST, i really want to say tat this 5th year in secondary is not a waste of time at all. i sincerely enjoyed every moment with class even thou i have faced some struggles but still i can say its the best year of my secondary sch life. their care and concern when my chin bleed profusely, CLASS PHOTOS, birthday celebrations, giving MHSS teachers and class girls self baked cheese cakes and roses from the GUYS, studying together, playing together, PSP, handphone games, class BBQ and even watching the guys play soccer during recess at times or watching them gamble was really a joy. and really i think the best memory that BHSS could give us was to bring 2 classes together for sec5 even when all monk hill's teachers noe that bringing us together equals to trouble. but yes i love every moment of the fooling around. and its a pity that we have to end this "see u 5 times a week" journey.

and i guess this year was pretty much of CLASS.

well bhss did give some other good memories, like shoelace incident?, glose going to bhss to conduct and of caz the trumpet badge i recieved.

SECOND, i thank God for blessing me this year, even my eye thing was really THANK GOD. and also thank God for bringing me thru evey obstacles that i've faced.

THIRD, LYnC. SIMAGUANG!, lonely cell with dara, christmas play, although i noe i didnt do much but still, it was cool. =)

and really this year's a big group photo year for me. =)

and so my wishes for 2008 would be

read the Bible occationally

to stand firm in God's ways.

accepting wat God will b planning for me.

loss weight/exercise regularly.

look nice for bro's wedding. =)

5N3 to have good results.

and my motto for this year will be

"praise God for the good times, praise God for the bad times."

this is MHSS 2006 (whole school.) i'm the first one from the top.

I'M NOT PHOTOGENIC.

a few of the nicer photos of me recently.

christmas play cast dancers crew director. lync.
STAGE MANAGERS!=)
CREW!

post christmas play cum christmas dinner.after christmas midnight eucharist

agent J

i wanted to watch this music movie long time ago (well before O level prelims) but couldnt find the video and yes i finally did. its called agent J (特务J) yes hahah its a chinese one. the music movie is abt 60plus mins divided into 3 part with a main male character in each part.
overall its really good and u noe wat i actually cried THREE times when watching the first part THREE times. like usually u noe u wont cry the 2nd time when u watch a sad movie BUT I ACTUALLY DID. n not like its very very sad or wat. actually all 3 parts are sad juz tat the other 2 wasnt somehow sad enough for me to cry. and i'm kinda puzzled y did i cry everytime i rewatch it.


oh i rewatched the show caz its in chinese and like if ther person speaks in a language NOT chinese or english i'll have to read those chinese words at the bottom. but right my chinese reading isnt that bad so it was alright for me. still try watching it, its pretty good.


all 3 parts are related. if u really want to understand the show click here and watch it after u watch the show then also find the rest of the parts if u'r even more interested.

so here's the show (if u want it full screen-ed nicer double click the screen if u want to go to the website then press the full screen thing from there. hope u get wat i mean.)
PART 1



PART 2




PART 3

secret heart

finally new song.
i remembered i said my next song will b a jazz one right?
not yet not yet. still looking for something i like.

so meanwhile here's a song SECRET HEART
yupyup christmas play's couple dance song!
u noe when ever i listen to this song, the dance appears in my mind.
so sweet so lovely.

talking abt christmas play, i've realised that i haven blog abt it yet. well juz a short one. practically its really cool! although backstage freezed me nuts during the play, running around with daph for 4plus hours initially juz to get posters but ended up with LOTS of props, going to church 5 out of 6days for the play but still, i enjoyed it.
OH AND THANKS TO SHENG WEI FOR COMING!


ok presenting SECRET HEART.

w910i

thats my phone only tat mine is in bronze

y bronze?
1) caz i dun like outstanding colours
2) there wasnt red in stock anyways
3) black's nice but too normal.
4) bronze seems like a good colour.
5) brown is one of my fav colour.
6) the person said its a new colour (doubt so)
7) it really looks good.

=)

COOKING

a sudden wild thought of going to KL with godma in a few days time to learn cooking from her.
since i'll b free till 7 jan, so WHY NOT?

HMM.... in the process of thinking

hahah yes, have i not said that i think its a pity to lose all my parent's generation's cooking at my generation? SO RIGHT ONE OF MY AIM IS TO PASS DOWN THE WONDERFUL COOKING FROM MY PARENT'S GENERATION.


=)
man, my future husband will love me.

W910i

i realised that actually i dun really need a nice good looking handphone caz i'm never a person who is busy with the phone. yes i call nor msg for no reason. so wat was the point of getting a new phone?
to b happy?
to admire it?
or to show off?
n i dun quite like the fact that i cant throw my phone around anymore but have to take real good care of it.

but still i love my new phone
=)



when it happened, i came to the fact that i've not let go.
n i guess things have really change.
caz i dunno to how make things like those days once again.

MERRY [CHRIST]MAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE
=)

going to church on christmas eve was pretty cool. n i was actually PROUD of stepping into church. yay!
service was those slow kind with hymns n was rather short.

but well its cool lah. =)

actually i wanted to go for service was bcaz easter's service was really good so i decided that i should go for christmas service. but right, there's nothing much today.

shall i go for new year's eve serivce too?

BRO'S GETTING MARRIED!!!!

today's a cool day.

9am lunch.
won a wine from the lucky draw.
shopped for christmas.
mum bought me A HANDPHONE.
post christmas play cum christmas dinner at fish & co. glass house.
spending most of the dinner time writing christmas cards which i suck in.
bro's birthday cum christmas dinner at home.

then the COOLEST PART.
BRO ANNOUNCED THAT HE IS GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR!!

OHHHH MANN SERIOUSLY I CANT BELIEVE IT.
ITS LIKE MY BRO'S GETTING MARRIED!!!!!


n i realised i really need to lose some weight.
at least i gotta look good for his wedding.
i gotta start jogging again!!!

camp photos r up n i dun look good in them so i'm not uploading them.
mayb juz pictures without me. =)

HAIR

i cut my hair!
and yes u should b able to see the difference this time.

n i'm having alot of scratches on my body lately.
i think its juz the way how i show my fustration without myself knowing.

oh wells CHRISTMAS PLAY TML!
=)

oh tired.

i'm tired but my body juz doesnt feel like going to bed. it juz seems like its too early for me to sleep.


church N level ppl r smart i tell u.
with the 3 pointers, tessa n james, juz made me feel stupid
but it only lasted a min or so.
so yeah i'm not pretty affected lah.
=)

christmas play.
oh yes i'm tired with it waking up at 9am trying to reach church by 10am didnt work at all and i think i need to get the fact that MY HOUSE IS NOT VERY NEAR CHURCH ANYMORE.
so today we shop for props from 11am to 4pm yes a whole crap 5hrs from church area to chinatown to brass brasah to beach road n than back to church. i think i spend abt $30? n i'm offically left with $5 when i brought like $50 out today. well its claim-able.
it was like fun, tiring and then GET ME BACK TO CHURCH!!

i really want to invite ppl to the christmas play but i'm juz too lazy to even take out my phone and send msges.

oh n i need to cut my hair too.
please give me some time to cut tml.
and please let a familar hairdresser to b at rave.
n please cut my hair nicely.
its getting all screwed already.

yesterday mum asked "its holidays. wat for ur cut ur hair?"
its not the point of holidays but really caz its doesnt look nice. and plus i'll always have my ways to keep this too long hair in sch without tying it up where all the guys juz gets jealous over my hair length and also not getting caught by teachers.

man i miss CLASS.

crap i need to b at church at 9am tml.
so gd nite.
crap.

TOH XUELING

I'M SUPER PROUD OF TOH XUELING.

=)

guilt of love

take today as monday.

thank You for even making me guilty after 5pm.
and its because of this, i noe Your still with me.

u noe how rare or mayb the first time i've put something eles before church? like how i'll even make my way out of sch juz to get to church or something? but today's juz different i decided to go out with xueling instead of going for church's christmas play rehersal. ok its good that i'm not in some kind of major role so mayb i didnt bother much but its still odd for me to put something hmmm before God?
last night i looked out of my room's window before i slept and started thinking. have i lost touch with God? am i tired of obeying the rules? tired? n i juz needed a break from everything and make it my way.
but juz somehow i strongly felt that i HAVE to go out with xueling today. juz needed to. and told daph on sunday that i'll b in church at 5pm.

out with xueling today was abt the same as always only something different this time and its that thing tat i didnt want to reject this 'date' again.
movie, eat, catch up, buy stuff.
till it pass 5pm.

and u noe that kind of oh shit i'm late for church already BAD BAD BAD? than i started feeling guilty and all? it kinda made me realised tat God's still here for me and that going out with xueling was really a thing He wanted me to do.

so from 5 to 545pm this guilt actually stayed and 'force' me to get myself into church asap.
and it stop the moment i reach.

=)

sorry if u dun get my post caz i'm tired and its already 532am.
and its been a long time since i've post this long. well not that long lah..

OKAY ANYWAYS ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING N LEVELS RESULTS!!

THOSE WHO I'VE ASKED TO REPORT UR RESULTS TO ME UR BETTER REPORT AR!!!!

all the best!

=)

CLASS!

crap
AYE CLASS PPL CAN UR COME ONLINE WHEN I'M ONLINE?
I WANT TO INVITE UR TO MY CHURCH CHRISTMAS PLAY LAH.
i'm not acting thou juz backstagging.

and seriously,
i'm missing u guys already.

chillie

i want to eat chillie like nobody's business.

and eat chillie seeds like peanuts.

=)

deep end?

i dunno mayb i still cant accept it yet caz i still want to get more from God? and i dun think i'm ready to b that big jie jie thing? yeah it was peace to my heart but i still cant accept it. like it has never come to my mind before.
or mayb caz i had my own problems whereby i dun know if i should let go or not thats y i'm feeling that i need more of God.
but really, seeing the young ones growing really warms my heart.

i guess it will b hard?
deep end?


anyways back to yesterday,
i still dun have the courage to talk to him.
its like aiya tml lah.
and tml never comes

camp =)

camp was different this time.
its was good, loves group discussions, God's presence was so strong
but juz kinda different from me this time.

i guess wat denise said really made sense like how God wants me to start giving instead of always taking.

n i'm not use to this thing thats y camp was weird.

and i guess it reminded me how i would b like without God or well losing God.
temper n all comes back.

well,
i still had fun.
seeing all the younger kids having that child-like heart for God really touches me.

DEEP END

I'M GOING CAMP

YAY!

BE BACK ON THURDAY!

=)

PRINTING IS COOL. =)

IF SABRINA HAPPENS TO READ THIS,

BYE SABRINA!!!

camp stuff is taking away my sleep for the past 2 days.
sleep at 5++am and wake up at 12pm.

yeah so next ppl starts to ask me y am i sleeping so late n so i say.
ITS HOLIDAY!

but well,
cutting, laminating/'burning' fingers, printing, stapling, sorting out stuff, writing names, counting pages, FREE STARBUCKS.
was surely fun to a certain extend.

so i guess 6 hrs of sleep might juz b worth it.

n now i'm having a problem with sleeping early.
yes no matter how tired i am, my sugar level juz rises after 1am.
and i have no more days to pig sleep till camp is over.
=(

and i tot i could at least pig sleep b4 camp starts but marcus wants worship prac at 9am on sat.
9 AM LAH.
ok final camp meeting tml b4 camp starts.
n finally its really my part now.
ohhh crappp.


but still to say,
i dun think i'm really tat busy for camp stuff after all.
juz tat i was taking things really slowly till this week?
so in conclusion
i'm really not tat super busy.
juz wants more of that stupid pig sleep. bcaz camp is fore 4days 3nights this year? oh wells.

OH YA N BEFORE I FORGET
CHURCH'S PRINTING ROOM AT B2 IS REALLY COOL.
GO TRY PEEPING INTO IT.
its noisy thou BUT DAMN COOL!
THEY HAVE LIKE NEVER ENDING STACKS OF PAPER SHELF-ED AND MANY PRINTERS TOO.
AND THE SUPER PRO PRINTER MAN WHO HAPPILY PRINTS 100 SETS OF 11 PRINTED PAGES (double sided) EACH AND THEN COLLATES THEM IN LESS THAN 30MINS?

YES SAC'S PRINTING ROOM N PRINTING MAN ARE COOL.

cookieis r cute.

i went shopping and bought 2 shirts and a super loose jeans (bcaz tat was the smallest size and i was too lazy to find a smaller one plus the shopkeeppers only noes how to fold clothes rather than attending to the customers)


i guess i should get a belt someday?
oh n yes tats means u'll get to see me wear jeans now oh n new shirts too.


now i need a camp bag by sunday.

christmas play's cookies r cute
and the shirt are nice too so is the camp shirt.
=)

GREEN IS GOOD

yes yes i noe i haven been blogging for days.
i'm juz taking a break from blogging lah like there's stuff to blog in my head but i'm juz to lazy to blog or even check other ppl's blog.

i'm happy caz i'm really getting serious with my camp thing. thou camp will b in 1 week time.
i'm sad caz i realised my prayers to God is getting more n more insincere. n i'm like relying on tongues now.
but i'm slowly doing something abt it lah.


anyways something i've thought of.
i think most bukit pangjang ppl with have perfect eyesight BECAUSE to get out of bukit pangjang fast, u have to travel thru the PIE n BKE (expressways) route. the expressways to central is abt 15mins n the only thing u'll see in this journey r cars, roads and TREES. and TREES are GREEN in colour and looking at GREEN colour is good for your eyes.

well ppl like RUITING has perfect eyesight.

and even if it works, i dun think it will work on me caz i'll always knock off when i'm on the expressway.
=)

p.s: go check out if ur bukit panjang friends have perfect eyesight.