shine your light.

grrrrrr.

i gave mum and dad $100 each yesterday.
and i'm super proud of myself
n its not really because chinese new year is next week or wat
its a commitment made months before serve started.
the only difference is that i'm more willing to return sis's $100 instead of $70 that i owed.
yupp she gain $30.
and aiya seriously money isnt very very important to me. so it doesnt matter.
i cant even be bothered buying new year clothes. caz i dun get the point of new clothes for new year and i think i have been doing tat for the pass few years already.

anyways i even considered giving bro $100. but i dun think its a wise idea. well i'll consider tml.
(this $100 each for parents will definately continue.)

so i'm suppose to be happy.
but i'm not.
and i think its bcaz my dazing days aint over?
even when i tot it was or maybe caz everyone tot it was?
went loner arcade today. but i guess it didnt help.

feeling vulgar.
SOMEONE LET ME SHOUT/SCREAM/SCOLD YOU.
but i dun feel like raising my voice at any innocent person.
please piss me off but i doubt i'll scream.

wake up song

i'm too lazy to find a english jazz song
SO here's a chinese, jazzed up song by cao ge.
heard it over the tv one day.
yupp n its like so his style
and i love him for that.

jazz and more!
AND THE REASON Y I LOVE THIS SONG ITS BCAZ OF THE MUSIC.
trumpets!+saxaphone!+trombone!+piano!=JAZZ
YAY!

btw,
i still cant get the lyrics.

FOOD

GREAT FOOD YESTERDAY.
tapanyaki at goodwood park.
(took the courage to eat oysters and raw salmons. hates the oysters but loves the salmons. but i doubt i'll eat them again. mayb only super classic fresh salmon?)

wedding dinner with mum at raffles hotel.
mum's cousin's son's wedding.

and this is wat i call good food,
HAH.

BLOGGER'S PICTURE UPLOAD IS SCREWED.
SO ANOTHER DAY


ANYWAYS MY BRO IS OFFICIALLY GETTING MARRIED ON THE OCTOBER 18-19
18 is the tea ceremony
19 the dinner.

haha then ppl starts to ask me if i'll b wearing a dress.

n now i'm deciding if i should leave long hair again.?
suggestions?

JAE- SUBMITTED!

AHH I SUBMITTED MY POLY CHOICES ALREADY.
so here's my choices.

1) Psy. & Community Services (NP)
2) Psy. Studies (TP)
3) Interactive & Digital Media (RP)
4) Audio-Visual Tech (NP)
5) Digital Media (SP)
6) Moving Images (TP)
7) Multimedia & Infocomm Tech (NYP)
8) Multimedia & Animation (NP)
9) Business & Social Enterprise (NP)
10) Early Childhood Education (NP)
11) New Media (RP)
12) Millennia Institute (SCIENCE)


Lord, bring me to where You want me to be.
take it all.

tired

i'm tired from today.
let me daze for a few more days.

n i've realised that i'll do stupid stuff when i'm sad.

CHEN HUI LINETTE

PLEASE FORCE CHEN HUI LINETTE TO GO THROUGH THE POLY COURSES AND GET HER 12 CHOICES READY BEFORE SUNDAY, MEANING BY 26JAN SAT'S 11:59PM

AND DUN TALK TO HER ONLINE IF SHE STARTS TALKING RUBBISH TO YOU.

OH AND ALSO MAKE SURE SHE FINISHES HER POLY APPEAL WRITE OUT TOO.

and pray tat her appealing will touch the heart of the readers and allow her to take psychology.

=P =)

plans

its pretty impossible not to question God.
i really wanted to like "THANK GOD FOR THE RESULTS!!" and all but i juz never had the chance to. from PSLE to N levels to O level nothing has change. and i'll always get that okay bad but acceptable results.
so i'll question God "y cant u make a miracle for my results"
but for all i noe there r plans out there for me.
its juz asking God for fun. not any serious reaction. =)


and somehow i'm feel that God's been telling me that this O level thing is not over yet? like there something more. juz not yet.


jeremiah 29:11
the plans i have for you are plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give u hope and a future.

for everything.

even thou my results sucks, from the bottom of my heart, i thank God for every little thing.

thank God for Church people even thou they were my source of stress.

thank God for denise for spending almost an hour talking abt how God really uses ppl thru their failures in life.

thank God for sabrina!

thank God for class!

thank God for family! (even thou they dun bother abt wat i get)

thank God for samantha for her poly advice!

and now i pray

Daddy God i noe i couldnt have pulled through without You.

please lead me to where u want me to be.

and i really really love You.

Amen.

p.s: monkshillians topped bhss for both normal A and express.

monk's hill= pride

=)

=)

i thank God for kim.

post 700th

i thank God for mummy

results.

i dont fear family,

i dont fear relatives,

i dont fear future,

i dont fear classmates,

i dont fear anyone eles,

but i fear church ppl.

caz they are all so smart.

so i ask,

Dear Lord,

how am i gonna face them, if i do flunk my O's.

caz i know where i stand.

Ngee Ann!

i love God's Gang.
thou the guys are really weird,
arent we already living in an imperfect world.?
and i do enjoy this imperfection.


going NP's open house with xueling tml!
oh n i might not go lync.
i'll see how it goes according to Daddy God.
=)

BAND

i'm missing band. ok my CORNET.
the almost everyday band sectionals of st andrew's sch makes me yearn more for band. sadly baby is stuck at balestier hill. n yes i'm gonna go back this friday for baby. even when xueling complains how sucky the band is now. n i actually tot they were improving. shall see on friday!

anyways,
its NOT wise to ask daphne gan to wake u up if u dose off.

HAHAHAHA.
THANKS AR, U REALLY WOKE ME UP.


OH AND THE GOVERNMENT IS MAKING ME PAY ADULT BUS FARE ALREADY!!! HEART PAIN I TELL YOU! cant they spare us till we get our results?

SERVE 2008

i'm too lazy to blog so i let the pictures speak. a few of SERVE's happenings for the pass 6 days. credits to susanna.

split the mentos colours!
pyramid files + God's Gang!
GG crashing SAJC's library .
CLAIRE!!! astons! super cheap n good western food!
siyu, claire, noelle, daph, min hui.

they say we smile alike. well i think she's REALLY SWEET. its GG's uniform day for SERVE. pastor henry!

alvan on claire's massage chair!

claire's house!
part of GG in uniform
worship prac teamsingers.
CHERYL!!
ohhh mann JUN!! DAPH!!!!
min hui, ryl, jun GG IN BLUE. k i'm in black.

GOD'S GANG MENNNN.!

one fine day at long john's
Daph's ART.

AND SO I WAS READING TEENAGE JUZ NOW N GUESS WAT!?

CLARISSA RAE LIM. MAN. SHE WON SOME 3RD RUNNER UP GLOBAL COMPETITION HELD IN TAIWAN. N PLUS SHE'S A MONKHILLIAN, my senior! YAYNESS. N FOR WAT I REMEMBER SHE'S SURE PRETTYY N SWEET. check out here friendster she has TONS of photos. CLARISSA RAE LIM. i think she has a cool name too.

the report said she made singapore proud. I THINK SHE MADE the no long existing MONK'S HILL PROUD! =)

man i miss monk's hill.

swim

mum says swimming will caz my skin to be bad.

caz it happened before.

BUT i dun remember of that happening.

so i dun care. =)

i'm gonna swim some time next week.

=)

swim

i want to swim.
(privately)

SERVE-ing

wakes up at 8am and reaches sav by 9am,
silence lessons for 3 hrs with a half and hr break in the middle,
goes home when the sky turns dark for certain days,
sleeps at 2am,
extreamly tiring.

n i hate the fact that i still cant kick the habbit of staying wide awake for lesson. and i'm damn irritated by it. like u noe my brain is striving hard to listen n not wonder off caz once i wonder off i'll sleep.

mayb that's the reason y i get moody, jun.=)

BUT WELL, lessons are really interesting. n it stirs me up to read the Bible.=)
and i've finally accepted the fact that eating sweets is a very good waking up technic. but i'm sure i'll b fat after SERVE ends, if my sleeping habit continues.

i dun like competitions.
never did. caz,
being good= preasure.
like how maths was for me.
i enjoys the process more.

God's Gang

SERVE is pretty cool so far.
and i have a cool retarded group, flooded with sac girls too.


i'm really want to know more abt God n His word.
so Lord please prepare my heart for Your word.

before dawn arrives

no more late nights from today.
well for at least 2 mths.


i've realised that i actually dun quite like talking.
BUT when i start talking, i really TALK.
or mayb sometimes i juz too lazy to comment.
=)

argh

for some reason i'm feeling damn F-ed up.
so dun irritate me for the next few days.
or when i give u those kind of 1 word reply better stop talking to me.
i dun want to throw any temper.

although i really want to now.

snails.

escargot makes me burp.
but i still love it.

(escargot=snails)

yay

meeting xueling tml!
YAY.
hope tat she wont need to go for band tml so that we can hang out longer!
=)

CHERRIES.

a little english disfunction right now.

dad bought cherries home yesterday.

a carton of cherries.

and here's the best part.

IT COST EIGHTY DOLLARS.

juz AFEW cherries.

i slept past 7am yesterday at 6am i decided to look out of my window. seeing student/workers going to their destinations. n yes i there almost going to sleep. =)


u see ppl waiting for a car pool?


so thinking abt 1 year ago, on this day, first day of sch, i was caught for my hair colour which is the same colour as wat my hair is now, and right this colour was called NORMAL in monk's hill. yeah u can imgine how nice monk's hill was.
so 3/4 of my class was either sent for detention OR sent home if parents comes. and i chose detention. from 8am to 230pm. but well thinking abt it, it was pretty cool caz i had a LONG chat with my classmates/ex-classmates. =)


went out with a few friends after school and then met sis n her friends at night to get my hair dyed. and plus i remembered tat i was SICK but sis juz took her sweetest time. i didnt go to a solon but bought a hair dye n happily dye it JET BLACK for the longest time.


and yes beeting never bothered to dye her hair black through out the year.
tat's my ah lian. n i'm missing her already.

school rules. byebye.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.

sch's starting tml.
BUT not for me. hah.
and i'm still not done with late nights.
caz i feel like there were lots of things going on during the holidays.
but right, it seem weird not going to sch.