LOVE.

i was looking thur my neoprints in the evening and guess what? i realised i got freaking cool hair last time! that was abt 2 years ago? those days when i was super close to samantha tham. if you're reading, i'm refering to the neoprint that we screwed up caz we cant read jap and there wasnt any effects or the cool thingy on our neoprint. but somehow it's cool and my hair looked good.

hahah now i wonder if i shall start styling it or go emo. but first i'll leave it a little longer.

=)

OK anyways friday was my last day of working in church. and since yesterday i've been thinking alot abt the pass 3 mths, and really God has His plan for everything right from my O level results. and although i didnt get wat i tot i would b getting, He have already given me what i wanted all along.

as you noe i'm a super slow thinker, like i'll only go deep when something strikes me and yesterday something came into my mind regarding what louis said last wednesday. caz u noe only me and cheryl from sac serve group are posted to gan eng seng pri for befrienders and like cheryl's away for dance so i was kinda alone. and because rebecca had to go befrienders at macphason on tuesday, so i was the only server in youth hub. and then louis asked: "why you so sway one? always seperated from the rest?"

and yesterday the answer came to me and Daddy God was telling me how He have put me in theses places where i've always wanted to be in.

and it's really a place where i get my chance to speak to these people and help them, if possible.

and i really thank God for putting me in youth hub from tuesday to friday where i can make friends with the street wondering kids.

it's juz wonderful when you meet them for a day and then the next day u walk pass their school, seeing them playing catching and then the stop and shouts "HELLO!!! WHERE ARE YOU GOING??" it feels really good to be remembered.

it's the little effort you put in, that becomes something big to them.

like how jun share abt this girl who was very thankful over simple things like, celebrating her birthay with a cake.

i and guess the word that God has taught me thru this 3 mths was

LOVE.

loving others more than yourself.

where it's not abt you anymore but really about THEM.

indah and zanni

the kids

oh mannn tml's my last day for work.
and i juz hope tat i wont miss the kids too much.
party tml n i'll try my best to take some photos.
=)

youth hub, new hang out place.

for some i dunno what reason, I'm super full.
i didnt eat alot what.


anyways being at youth hub for the first 3 hrs can be super boring.
so what do i do?
sign up for audition. to even bother to go to that i dunno what website to get signed up and then starts learning how to play audition, with the help of louis.
yeah so i played with a kid in the afternoon. and yes being my first day auditioning, i'm like the lousist player ever, and boy that boy always wins me by... 2 times of my score?
well i guess i'll only be playing it in youth hub.
play with the kids or something? haha it's pretty fun, with the kids.

my new favourite kid in youth hub is offically melvin.
HE'S SUPER CUTE KAE!! SUPER CHUBBY PLUS SUPER SUPER OBEDIENT TOO. like you ask him to stop playing com or Wii caz it's times up, AND HE STOPS STRAIGHT AWAY. and like yesterday he had oreo all over his mouth for a few hours. like everything i pass him i'll tell him to clean his mouth, then when i see him again it's dirty again. OHHH MANNN I MUST GET HIS PHOTO ONE DAY.

but i still love zani and indah K!

the day.

WENT GG'S OUTING(PICNIC) IN THE MORNING TILL 2PM.
played "zhong ji mi ma" and i kenna 2 freaking times. and guess wat was the dare?
eat wasabi.
and it's not as bad as i tot it would lahh.
but for now, when i pass by a sushi shop, i becomes SUPER SENSITIVE TO THE WASABI'S SMELL.


SO THEN AFTER 2PM WENT TO MEET JINFONG.
AND MANN I NOE I REALLY MISS CLASS.
WATCHED STEP UP 2 AND 10000BC
NOT BAD LAHH.
and yup we did watch 2 movies in one day.
and lim jinfong speaks SUPER loudly.

provided by RP

这个电脑很cool！因为我可以用华文写字。=）

hah anyways you the this laptop's IE says tat its proveded by Republic Polytechnic. so i started wondering if RP can actually check out wat i do in this com. then i one day i lose this laptop will they be able to track it?? hahah (i WONT lose this laptop.) talking abt losing, do you noe that i've never lost any of my valuable stuff before. eg: wallet, handphone, ez-link card.... yuppp or even if i lose it, someone will pick up my 'lost' stuff and well fool me with it.

=)

LALALALALALA

Some say love.

it's been in my head since we went to gloria jeans this afternoon.

Some say love, It is a river

That drowns the tender ring

Some say love, It is a razor

That leads your sould to bleed

Some say love, It is a hunger

And endless aching need

I say love, It is a flower

And you its only seen

It's the heart, Afraid of breaking

That never, Learns to dance

It's the dream, Afraid of waking

That never, Takes the chance

It's the one, Who won't be taken

Who cannot seem to be, And the soul

Afraid of dying

That never, Learns to live

And the night, Has been too lonely

And the rode, Has been too long

And you feel, That road is only

For the lucky, And the strong

Just remember, In the winter

Far beneath, The bitter snow

Lies a seed, That with the suns love

In the spring, Becomes a rose

let it speak.

EIGHT

yes i know i haven been bloging for a long time pretty much cause i'm busy working, and by the time i reach home, i'll b far too lazy to blog.

SO ANYWAYS, i have super alot of things to blog. and photos along the way


1) BIRTHDAY

2) ZOO

3) STYLE
4) LAUGUAGE
5) HOUSE
6) SAXOPHONE
7) I'M SAD TODAY
8) I'M HAPPY TODAY



1) if you didnt know, my birthday was on wednesday. ok stupid xueling didnt wish me. ok fine i didnt remind her like how she reminded me her birthday. anyways i'm SUPER SUPER SUPER THANKFUL FOR ALL OF YOUR WHO CELEBRATED MY BRITHDAY WITH ME. like having 5 celebration cakes/donuts is not alot wat. and seriously like no matter how ungreatful i looked,

i'm seriously thankful.


'BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ONE' i was representing the march birthday girl who wasnt there.
BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION TWO. with GG
the pillow was my fav gift.

CELEBRATION 3. with family.

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION 4. with sac servers Oreo cheese cake in the morning. and the strip with from my jacket and shoes with new ones.



BRITHDAY CELEBRATION 5. with worship cell.


2) other than the forcing me to change my style section.
AND RIGHT even if i were to change my style one day, tat wouldnt b my style. and i already know what i'm suited for? juz tat i'm not ready. i'm really really really not ready.
and when i tot i was the only one who knows my reason for it, mummy actually knows. and i was kinda shocked plus touched cause i never expected anyone to understand me in that area.
=)


3) ZOO on thursday was cool, the kids were super cute too! but it rained. but well i guess it's better than walking in the hot sun caz the weather was really cooling. =) but the weird thing was only me and uncle hali was there to take care 19 kids.



i think the boy in orange is SUPER CUTE!
ah meng's grave.

4) i'm having very very very bad speaking deficiency. mayb it's bcaz i haven been talking much. ok not as much as how i used to talk to my classmates.

5) family's gotten the keys for the new house. AND YES I MUST STRAT DECIDING ON MY ROOM DEGISN. i want it morden. with a tea table and a guitar area.


6) 9AM SERVICE HAD A SAXOPHONIST PLAYING TODAY. OHH MANNN and juz when i was saying tat i'll miss band whenever i hear saxophone music. BEAUTIFUL. but it totally distracted me from worshiping God.




7) i'm sad today caz mummy tried preventing sis from telling me tat she saw a cockroach in the dustbin shoot. caz she always wanted me to open the shoot and throw the rubbish down. BUT THE REASON Y I'LL PREVENT MYSELF FROM OPENING THE SHOOT IS BECAUSE I NOE I MIGHT SEE A ROACH. and the more i noe there's really a roach in there the more i'll be afraid. and i'm sad caz she didnt tell me.

8) and finally TODAY, I FIX THE ROUTER with bro's help. AND I'M GETTING MY LABTOP TOMORROW!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY. SO OVERALL, I'M HAPPY.

I'M HAPPY.

=)

charissa and dara with wii at youth hub.

linette is fat. caz she's overweight.

i went to see my to-be new house just now.
ITS COOL n FUNNY the way my family reacts on wat to do with it.
=)

and i think bro misses the days where i sleep after 4am.
caz i used to eat supper with him during these late nights.
and like once awhile he'll ask me if i want food,
but i have work the next day. =(
then he'll show that sad face.
hahaha brother, brother.

well i guess tat explains y i gain so much weight during the holidays?
UGHH I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
hahah my aim is 10 kg.
yay. i hope.
i dun mind growing taller too.!
=)

.

UGH!!! I HATE IT!

F it.

before i blow, before i blow, before i blow.

dun ever, ever, EVER, FREAKING CHANGE ME.

caz only I know want I want and what I'M going through.

SO DONT EVER DECIDE FOR ME IF YOU'RE NOT ME.

AND I HAVE MY OWN REASONS FOR EVERYTHING.

BUSY

I'M BUSY LATELY SO I CANT BLOG!

WILL BLOG IN A FEW DAYS TIME.
INCLUDING BRITHDAY.
=)

i'm going to the zoo tml!
FREE.

baby.

i miss band.

and what do i do when i miss band?

listen to mhmb's last concert ever, rhapsody IV (2006)

since there's no more mhmb. =(

and finally asking me to bring back balestier's band uniform next week, is a prefect time to meet my precious baby once again.

YCR6335HS i miss you baby and i'm coming back soon!
=)

sunshine

hi camptodactyly friend!

my sunshine song.
anyways have a said this before that cao ge is somewhat my fav chinese singers.
=)

A LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW!!!
jun, daph, sabrina, cheryl, rebecca, claire, elena, si yu and joel
WISHING YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST! =)
and continue to praise God no matter what results u get ok?!
AND YOU GUYS ARE LIKE MY SUNSHINE!
song's for all of you, especially for daph.
since u were singing the orginal version yesterday.
=)

and today, i bought a tumbler from starbucks!

BOY

yay! first day of work!
i guess it was alright?
not too busy yet there's no super free time.

ANYWAYS,
today i saw this cute plum primary sch boy in lrt station, he boards the train and got himself a seat. and me, i went to the front of the train, where there's this flat platform thing where u can sit on.
THEN the train started to move and BOY rushes to the front of the train. knee's beside me and hands on the glass as the train moved, SO CUTE I TELL YOU. and he stayed at that position untill he reached his station.
and i can admit tat sitting right infront of the train through out ur journey is darn cool. it's like a roller coaster ride. juz slightly slower.


linette, be motivated.

pa-sa-ma-lam

as i've said it was one of my thinking days.



ANYWAYS my pa-sa-ma-lam is still here
and since TODAY IS OFF DAY, i decided to get some food in the afternoon.

i bought 6 of this prawn dough thing, tapiocia cake, some bun and NAIL CLIPPER. THEN to the kabas shop i was eyes since the first day i passed it. there wasnt any signs of how much it cost BUT WHO CARES RIGHT as long as i like it, just buy it. so i quee-ed, then this old woman asked me how much is it, SO BEING NICE, i helped her (and myself) ask the person. and it's $5.
then linette counts the money she has in hand.
AND THE WORST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN HAPPENED.
I HAVE ONLY $4.50
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

there goes my kabas.
if only i didnt buy tat stupid bun.

okay.
SO being unable to get my kabas, i rewarded myself with some blueberry drink and CHICKEN SEAWEED.
but chicken seaweed wasnt good at all.
and yes i miss SAS's chicken seaweed already.

but anyways i went back down at 10pm and bought 3 kabas.
=)
and i'm gonna eat one now.
=)

to be different.

i've realised tat i've not writen in my alian language for a looong time. and SO i'm gonna try to write in my singlish manner today and try my best not to perfect my sentences or correct any spelling mistakes, i'm juz gonna type.

i finaly recieced that RP letter. but yet thoughts are coming to my mind now. yes i'm happy that i MUST own a laptop for RP but yet its still the same fear tat i have in me. not that dad cant pay for it, it's juz that i hate it that i have to spend so much of my parents money, although course fee is like WAY SUBSIDISED. i still hate it when dad reacts differently over it. i juz dun want him to spend so much money on me u noe? i dunno, mayb it's caz i want to be tat good girl of the family, being different from bro n sis?

yeah now class will know y i'm so against over going to a private sch. like how much i really hate to spend parent's money when it can be aviodable.

now do i balme myself for signing up for RP?
afterall i did want a labtop, and a good one.
i'm pretty sick of sharing coms already.
and i start to think like how dad can grumble at the amount he have to pay for my labtop but happily pays for sis's freaking expensive school fees.

can you spare my a thousand five without grumbling?
afterall, my sch fees only cost $113 per term.

or am i thinking too much.

i juz dun like nagative reaction lah.

i'm sure there will be a way out.

i really dun want to burst out my feelings to dad.
not any more,
caz after my many years of my greatest struggle with dad, everything is finally in place.


and this is juz one example of the deepest thoughts.
where i really think far and dwell into wateva ppl say.

i'm not very piss off so no valguarities. =)

To Know Your Name

LOVE IT. if immee didnt limit the song it will be my blog song.


To Know Your Name
The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems,
forgiven I’m alive, restored set free.
Your majesty resides inside of me,
forever I believe. forever I believe.
arrested by your truth and righteousness
your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
convicted by your spirit, led by your word
your love will never fail
your love will never fail

‘Cause I know you gave,
the world your only son for us
to know your name,
to live within the saviours love
and he took my place,
knowing he’d be crucified
and you loved.. you loved,
a people undeserving!

tea eggs

THERE'S PA-SA-MA-LAM NEAR MY HOUSE!!!!
and i looooveeeee pa-sa-ma-lam (however u spell it) but when such thing happens, i dun want it to b there at this time!


YES I LOVVEEEE TEA EGGS AND I THINK ITS ONE OF THE BEST WAY TO COOK EGGS BUT I'M SO SURE I DONT WANT THEM FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
and yes its really fast that i'm GONNA BE EIGHTEEN SOON!!!
yay driving and tat's all i'm look forward to.

add on to xiao guang's post as wat we discussed: by the time u shout MAS SELAMAT, it might be too late SO SHOUT "J.I" =)