the little violence that speaks

sometimes it's hard to be patience.
and thus resulting in a little violence.

hmm. i wonder what would happen if i was still like the person 5 years ago.
you know it's really cool that i've learnt to be so patience that I cant blow like how i was able to last time? and yet, at times, people really gets to your nerve and it's like "dont push it!" cause i know, somewhere, deep down, in me, it's still there.
so what do I do?
I use a little violence to it.
and everything will be fine.
i guess?

east coast

twenty-four hours.

the whole 24hr from yesterday till now was AWESOME. maybe.

started with with 6pm last night where i got home to get some sleep and then leaves home at 7pm to get to RP's dance concert. and yes it was good, well just to say, there's no disappointment except that i've expected more from RP's hip hop.
concert ends at 1030pm and then heads down to east coast by a 20bucks worth of taxi fare.

reaches east coast at 11:15 odd and rode a bike with daph till changi village and this is where all the wonderful stuff happened.

11:20PM. BIBYCLE. TRACKS. TALKING. STARS. 12AM. AIRPLANES. RUNWAY. MUSIC. SINGING/HARMONISING. RUNWAY. BLACKOUT. RUNWAY. EMPTY ROADS. COURIERS. UPs. DHL. FLAGING. SCREAMING. HELP. MR NICE. STRAIGHT AHEAD. NEARING. NOT. CYCLE. BUTT PAIN. MR NICE. DIRECTION. CHANGI VILLIAGE. ELENAAAAA!!!!!!. TWELVE KILOMETRES. 1AM.

REST. 100PLUS. HELLO PANDA. BA POKS. 13 KIDS. BUTT PAIN.

1:30AM. START. BUTT PAIN. CYCLE. MEOW'S BLINKING LIGHT. MUSIC. RUN WAY. ROADS. OVERTAKING. CAM WHORING. PHOTOGRAPHIC. EMO. AWSOME. BUTT PAIN. TIRED. RUNWAY. STARS. TIRED. SOFT LEGS. BUTT PAIN. NEARING. FINALLY. PIT 65. BUTT PAIN. TIRED. SWEATY. DIRTY. TWENTY-FOUR KILOMETRES. 2:30AM.

FULFILLING.

so that's the whole 24km journey from pit 65 to changi village. and it's freaking tiring plus my butt hurts now but it was cool. so we reached the pit at 230am. and then at 4am we proceeded with MISSION BIAO. photos will talk more abt it. and i just love the kids so much. okay talking abt the kids, they are crazy i tell you! especially the guy! they actually had the energy for play soccer or like shafik who did tai-ji just after they finished their 24km+to old changi hospital ride. KIDS. SO CUTE.

MISSION BIAO.

jun sabrina daph elena cynthia meow
we had macdonal breakfast at 5am. and then i started bicycling with jun and sabina with a freaking sore butt. taught them some turns and it was good! improving lahh!
went to the jetty and photo with a lousy sunrise. and 7am uncle david fetch me to parkway parade and reached home at 8:15am.

AND THIS IS WHERE THE GREATEST HORROR HAPPENED. YOU KNOW EVERYTHING WAS SO WELL PLANNED? REACH HOME AT 815AM GET A QUICK BATH AND LEAVE THE HOUSE BEFORE 830AM CHIONGING TO SCH FOR UNDERSTAND TEST WITH A CAB AND GUESS WHAT? STUPID CABS WERE ALL BOOKED. NO FREE, NOT ON CALL CAB AT ALL. AND WAITED TILL 855AM AND DEICEDED TO GIVE UP THE THOUGHT OF GETTING TO SCHOOL ANYMORE.
afterall, they will be taking 3/4 UT test so missing one is okay. BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT! CAUSE EVERYTHING WAS IN PlACE TILL TAXIS KILLED ME. still, i bought macdonals home and went to sleep till 4pm with calls from minhui and xueling.

i haven told mum tat i've not go to school meaning i skip my test. and she have been telling me to plan my time properly and I DID BUT..
i wonder what will happen if she comes home tonight asking "how was your test today?"

KILL ME.
screw the taxis.

punchbag

yay! tommorrow!
mission BIAO!

i went to shop for my room's light with dad, bro and sis. Then went to my new home to put down the lights and on the way, check out the renovation. i've realised that my room's aint that big as i tot it is! SO, i'm gonna change my room concept again! HEH.
SO SALIHIN, IF YOU SEE THIS, TALK TO ME. I'LL TELL YOU MORE ABOUT IT. (it's just a swap between the bed and the tv.)
=)


it gets my fustrated when i catch no balls of the day's topic. plus the atmosphere of the class is freaking low.
thanks to ivan for being my punch bag just before the presentation started. i really needed to vent my fustration somewhere and he was just the most suitable one. =)

wednesday.

i cut my hair. and guess what?

as usual, i'm regreting.

please stop me from going to far east again.

i have to accept the fact that my hairdresser is not there anymore and that no one can know my style as she knew.

so my new hair dressing place will be kimage school hairdressing.

it's much much much more worth it and aint that bad.

excited for wednesday.

HIS WORD.

i'm changing my msn nick caz i think it's too long and i with a shorter one, i can put more stuff in my nick, when need to.
but it's still sort of the same thing

Faith.Knowledge.Maturity.IN CHRIST. to HIS WORD.
because i know i have faith and maturity already so i'm left with knowledge. AND knowledge and WORD is the same thing. so yeah jus the shorter version.
=)


i'm kinda lazy to blog more so
BYEBYE.

climb.

just came back from rock climbing and

I'M FREAAAKKKKING TIRED.

-the muscles are growing! =)

drifting.

As if have said before, I really cant take chocolate. Like the many times i've ate it, i'll still convience myself to eat it again because everyone loves it and i still dont favour it.
it's not about the taste, it's the after effect.
so linette stop trying chocolate.
but a pinch will do. =)

i've been drifting away in class these few day.
which is really bad.

anyways, the lump in my eye lid is going away! so much for burning my eyes with hot water every night. =)

Few things in mind now.
1) should i cut hair?
2) should i go for night cycling on wed night with navel base pri then skip school the next day.?
3) i'm gonna be jam packed in june when the next 9 youth day band practice starts.
4) am I exhuasted or the usual tired.

uncreated one

NEW BLOG SONG!
yup this song was randomly played from my playlist while I was guitaring just now. and the weird thing was i didnt noe there was such song in my blog. but whatever, It's a nice song! but i think the song takes some time to load.

Uncreated One
Holy Uncreated One
Your beauty fills the skies
But the glory of Your majesty
Is the mercy in Your eyes

Worthy Uncreated One
From heaven to earth come down
You laid aside Your royalty
To wear the sinner's crown

O Great God, be glorified
Our lives laid down
Yours magnified
O Great God, be lifted high
There is none like You

Jesus, Savior, God's own son
Risen, reigning Lord
Sustainer of the Universe
By the power of Your word

And when we see Your matchless face
In speechless awe we'll stand
And there we'll bow with grateful hearts
Unto the Great I am


=)

the heat is killing.

cheeeeena made new.

the CHENs went to new majestic hotel for a treat from my aunt. (ehh youngest aunt.) So there was 14 people in total.
yeah it was kinda cool cause it's like one of the rare few times that my chen family meaning my family, joins the rest of the CHENs for lunch or something.
so anyways the food was good. and the place is freaking cool. it's like chinese in modern days. freaking cool i tell you. and of cause I have pictures.
=)

check out the ceiling.

Osmanthus Tea wasabi prawn and goose liver (it's ok bue it tasted like fats. and i'm never gonna eat liver again)
shark fin's soupbeef
toufu. (i cant seem to turn it the to right position)
noodlesfried ice-cream durian (check out the folk and spoon)
DONE.

now, here are pictures took at sinapore flyer.








2 weeks ago at crystal jade with mum.