eighth hundred

having eight hundred posts in this blog is really ALOT.
and the soon it will get to a thousand.
kill me.
and i guess if i start to look back, i've matured alot in writing a blog entry through these erm 4 years?
maybe it can really tell how i've even matured through these years too.
well i should go through my begining post till this 800 post some day.

800. kill me.


ANYWAYS, I'M GOING BACK, WITH A FEW CLASS PPL, TO balestier hill TO MEET THE TEACHERS TOMORROW.
oh yah on the way collect my long dued testimonial.
i hate balestier hill.



pictures speaks a thousand words
and i mean it.
so dont anyhow cut ppl's photo out to do stuff or the story behind it will be gone.
or please ask first.

a home of love.

IKEA WAS COOL CAUSE THERE WAS DAPH AND WEIJUN
=)


YOUTH HUB WAS COOLER CAUSE I LOOOVEEEE THE KIDS.
"TEACHER! I WANT TO BOOK COM/Wii/XBOX!!!!!"
"TEACHER! PASSWORD!!!" (for the computers)
"TEACHER! HE'S LEAVING WITHOUT SIGNING OUT!!! then boy goes out and shout AYE YOU NEVER SIGN OUT!!!"
"TEACHER! YOU STAY HERE AND PLAY YOUR GAME, I ASK OTHER TEACHER TO TYPE THE PASSWORD!!!"
"TEACHER IS MSN-ING A NACKED MAN!! HAHAHAHAHAHA" kill me.


no matter how noisy or how the many numbers of time they were like speaker to my ears,
i still love them.
youth hub's just simply a home of love.

and how i was really touch by this very young P6 boy who used to be a very hmm paikia caz he mixed with the wrong company. and then, a councellor manage to talk him out of these stuff and SO, he's thanking her by giving her a teacher's day card.

so sweet okay and i just love such things when someone actually manage to change for the good caz of someone's words.

and that's the reason y i really want to be a social worker or a psychologist cause i've always have the passion to be someone help those who are hmm, lost or ostricised by society.
and i'm sure Daddy God has His way even thou what i'm doing in poly now, has nothing to do with what i want.
=)

weijun!

i'm suppose to sleep by 330am.
but weijun just have the perfect ability to make me sleep later.
first it was gulielmucci then it was julian's facebook birthday invitation and it almost went to *TOP SECRET*

HI JUN! =)

seems like i'll loner shop at ikea tml. =)
ok i'm going to sleep now caz i'm gonna have a lunch date with AJ.
kill me.

ANYONE FOR IKEA?!

tired.
i slept at 7am erm this morning.
=)


i'm going YOUTH HUB this wednesday. erm to meet AJ and also, I'M GOING IKEA AFTER THAT. ANYONE WANTS TO GO IKEA?!?!?!?!?!?! =)

oh anyways, last sunday, AJ msged me asking what happened to me caz she heard that i didnt go lync and also she didnt see me at 9am.
GRRR. and i went lync okay.
anyways, I THINK I KNOW WHO'S HER IMFORMER ALREADY.
=)

UH983UJED.

i'm feeling really really really tired today.

lets me blog about yesterday.
drag some time after church to catch the fireworks at 9pm.
MINHUI you know the fish and chips place at clark quay? IT'S NOT NICE LAHHHHHHH.
OK.
fireworks was cool. has pictures but just to lazy to upload them. maybe tomorrow.

went to yakun caz ben peh wasnt full and sastified with the fish and chips.
took a bus home, WHICH WAS FULLY PACKED. and i hate SUPER SLOW TRAFFIC.
and then i've made a decision.
"when i get married and have babies, I'VE NEVER EVER GONNA TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT like buses or train."
it's super super troublesome okay. the strollers are like heavy plus bulky.
a car or taxi would just sastisfy me

okay so i was darn irritated with the super crapped up traffic and stupid driver who just can drive and stop properly. so called dad, ask him to wait for me at balmoral and get a comfortable ride home.
so, dad was hungry, what's new, wanted to go fish boat but closed. SO, he suggested scissors rice.
AND DENG DENG!!!!!!!!
THAT'S TOTALLY ALONG BEN TAN'S BIRTHDAY PUB.
decided to boo or wat so ever him BUT GUESS WHAT THIS STUPID BRITHDAY BOY WAS HAPPILY BEING LATE AND HIS CELEBRATERS WENT FOR SCISSORS RICE WHILE WAITING. scissors rice, kill me.
and i love it so much caz i really really really miss CLASS. although i just saw them 2 weeks ago.
howard, jim, jin qiang, nick ng, ben poh and SEHNG WEI (the surprising friend)
MAN I LOVE THEM.
IT'S LIKE GETTING BACK HOME.
stupid ben tan and jinfong. grrrrrr.
well i still love them all.


anyways,
TODAY: went to EFC's 30th anniversary celebration at suntec and DENG DENG. gurmit singh was there to give his testimony. and yes it's a very very strong and powerful one. and do you ever know that gurmit singh CAN SING?!?!!?! like super well okay.

being lazy.

gonna change my blog song.


anyways as chalet memories slowly comes back, i think the best part for me was playing SPEED with the 3 noobs, when almost everyone went out. funny funny funny.

okay. SO i'm suppose to be at fatty's chalet but i'm too lazy to go. IT'S AT PASIR RIS OKAY. and i just came back from there yesterday.
and then there's ben tan's party tml. and i'm super reluctant to go. caz it's at a pub and i'm not in the mood to drink or even be at such atmosphere.
mayb, i'll drop by and say happy birthday or something. =)


my greatest regret today is by missing the women's 4X100m finals and falling asleeping during the 4X100m mens finals.


GRRRR. oh i saw fireworks FROM MY HOUSE TODAY. =)

chalet

WELL, i'm back from chalet.
and it wasss pretty good i guess?
maybe not the drunken ppl part and the handling of it.
i miss the times when me and daivd were the willing ppl to keep watch of those drunkens laugh over their silly doings.
troublesome but fun.
last night was troublemsome and not fun.

OH WELLS at least there was great fellowship.
=)

and still my heart isnt fully for E3G5. so i'm not really 'crying' for the spilting of us.
maybe i would if i get into a very very sucky class in 2 weeks time.

it still sucks to make new friends.
sigh. cant i stick with the old ones?




Michael Guglielmucci is such a fake.
i wonder what went through him when he was lying.
sighhh.
great song. fake testimony.
all i'll say is "blame it on the last days."
SIGHH

chalet.

i'm going off for my class E35G's chalet tml so i'll be away for two nights.
jun dont miss the late nights without me! =)

anyways, i'm really really lazy to pack. or like go for it. but thinking of since it's a class chalet and it means having some time as a class for 3 days, wether there's a 'activity' or not, i still think that it will be good to go.
not like CLASS (5n3) ever had any activity during a chalet or what.

ok so james's dad is fetching tml and for once, i feel good about stying in bukit panjang. =)
and i'll pack my stuff later tonight or something.



i like to watch olympic's athletics.
fast and exciting.
will be missing it for 2 nights.
sighhh.

girl with little pain.

i guess the craziest thing that could happen in this household is when everyone is trying to keep a secret from dad.
=)
well, almost got busted 2 times today.
my maid and bro.

OH, i'm currently taking this SUPER UBER DIGUESTING CHINESE MEDICINE, which is actually doing LOTS of help.
for this i'm sure,
chinese phycisians are probably better than western ones, in certain ways.

AND YUP, I'M MUCH MUCH BETTER ALREADY.
now's the psychological part plus more healing.
too fast huh.


ANYWAYS, i went to THE church today. urmm Covenant Evangelical Free Church and it's pretty good lah. sermon's speaker was good. and like the weirdest thing was OFFERTRY WAS DURING ANOUNCEMENTS.
like
"okay now we'll have offertry."
then he continued with a whole lot of anouncements.
anouncenments ended THEN there was the offertry prayer.

no offertry song,
no stupid offertry sermon lke some other independent churches.


but dont worry, i dont have any plans of jumping over.
=)

girl in much pain.

what could be better than falling from half a level high on two feets where one stupid feet fell into a small hole, caz the mats wernt close enough.

sway, i say.

NOW,

short distance seems like it's never ending plus my usual walking speed is actually quite fast.

so,

i think hopping is so much better.

just make sure i dont fall, again.

i like the smell of chinese ointment but not the taste of chinese medicine.

and dad still doesnt know about my leg.

HEHE.

breaking bones

i'm suppose to go climbing and break some fats down.
BUT, i broke my ankle's bone.

like when i fell there was this "CRRRRAAACKKKK" sound. kill me.
so what so i do now?
i dont want to show my mum my FREAKKINGGGG PAINFULNESS.
or she'll nag like what she did just now.
"YOU BETTER GO AND THINK ABOUT YOUR SAFTY."
"but i'm fine with it what."
"UP TO YOU THEN."

GRRRRR. kill me.
and yes i'm totally fine with a sprain ankle.

k i better hide this from dad or he'll might probably never ever let me climb again since he's already so against it erm more than mum.

and should i go church tml?
i'm on duty.
sighhhhh.


table tennis reminds me of song chuan.

the long list

and here i am bloging for the 3rd time 12 hours under my super cold aircon with a stupid internet singnal back at POOR.
i just feel like expressing some thoughts ok. or maybe cause i'm way too bored and trying to find some life in this boring holiday. and everyone not online late cause there's school or school has started. ERM except jun who's online as late as ever. or like saying that she's going to go off and sleep but 1hr later, she's still online.
SO maybe i'll stop bumming and go for climbing tml since i'm walking up later and later since holiday started. thinking about it, holidays just started yesterday, if you're taking today as thursday. HAHA.


Sleeping at 4am rocks okay and better if i'm waking up after 12 or like not putting any alarm clock cause i just want to sleep as much as i can but then for the past 2 mornings i've been waking up at 11am naturally and then forcing myself to sleep back. And then the next time that i wake up, it's already in the late 15th hour.
jumps out of bed making sure that i dun sleep too much. even if i dont have the beautiful 12hrs of sleeep. SO getting back to rock climbing, i'll wake up at 3 plus, get myself in school, abit late doesnt matter, and by 9pm or earlier. what a perfect what to stop buming and lead a healthy lifestyle. and of caz lose some stupid fats.


taking abt fats,
BRO'S WEDDING IS IN TWO FREAKING MONTHS!! damn i need to get more fats off me. and i've realised that sister is losing some massive weight. ok tat's because she's taking some sliming thing as well as eating really little. FOR ME, i dont buy such methods. I just cant take it when i'm eating too little, making my body consumption go haywire. DO YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU CUT DOWN ON CARBO TO LOSE WEIGHT, YOU'LL GET FATTER THAN BEFORE AFTER GETTING BACK TO YOUR ORGINAL DIET, THINKING THAT YOU'VE LOST SO BEAUTIFUL WEIGHT??
well i rather live a healthy lifestyle and really lose all the stupid fats to get in shape. =)


oh yah bro's wedding. tat day i was with mum where she was outside a shop checking out some growns.
then she asked me, "are you gonna wear something like these for shawn's wedding?"
so i said: "do i have a choice?"
sighhhh. i cant even be bothered checking out nice ones. and and and and SIGHHHHHHHHHH.



OKAY SO HERE'S THE LIST OF WHAT I'M GONNA DO THIS HOLIDAY:
met AJ sometime.
GO YOUTHHUB.
i'm kind of in a drama mood so WATCH SOME DRAMAS.
CLIMB.
DRIVE.
CLASS CHATLET. (19-22 aug)
BUY CLOTHES.
GET AN ORGANISER.
GUITAR.
READ THE BIBLE.


ok that's about it i think.
yes READ THE BIBIE.
i've decided to start on it yesterdaysince it's the holiday and it might probably spur me on reading the Bible (that i've been trying to do since jan, SERVE days.) and yes I LOVE THE BIBLE. IT'S SUPER INTERESTING OKAY!

started from stratch. that's Genesis.
and i think it's really really wonderful when you decide to give that time to God and let me speak to you through HIS WORD. like how i've found out some cool stuff.
you know like usually ppl will just read through the few chapters of Genesis and just how i've found out that (chapter 2:27) "GOD MADE US IN HIS IMAGE" ok not that i never heard of it before but it's just very very shallow in my thoughts. SO YEAH, WE ACTUALLY LOOK LIKE GOD! and maybe all the imperfects in the world that we are in i think we've sort of look different from God. ok He made EVERYONE different. hahah. anyways then i was thinking. you know in revelations it says that when you get into heaven, you'll be perfect and all? so i was thinking since we're made in God's image, where God is so perfect, and when we're perfect will we look like Him??

HAHAHA OK I'M DOUBTING MY FANTASY. it's just some of my wild thoughts.
see what happens when you dont go through PROPER BIBLE STUDY.
i'm sure we dont look look like God, just the features i guess like one head, two eyes, two hands, one body, two legs, two ears..........
if not, how is He gonna make everyone specially different?

okay i'm gonna get a hot bath now and do my QT and Bible reading!
Daddy God,
continue to speak to me through Your Word!




trying to get harmonies without the melody is SOOOO HARRRDDD!!!!

stupid router.

STUPID ROUTER DOESNT WORK WELL FROM THE DISTANCE AFTER MY SISTER'S ROOM.
AND SO I'M USES A POOR INTERNET SINGAL THAT CAN CAUSE ME TO BE DISCONNECTED ANY TIME.

SO WITH MUCH ANGER,
UFAQYW*^(*^(&*yhjNoJiut^&%&^%*(*)(jGYUGBOIU^$^%7675780nit^%*(U.


but weridly,
it's working at good now.
maybe bro did something after hearing my complains.
i bet it will get back to POOR soon.
JIUR#($!(#EJ(#U%($^TERE)#%$*.

berry berry is nice okay.

just remembered something

yesterday at worship cell, elisha took out this coupon saying
"ONE FREE TUB OF BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM"
then later on he asked: "is berry berry nice?"
DENG DENG!

it's my favourite B&J ice-cream but obviously no one likes it so they took it off sales AND GAVE IT AWAY FOR FREE!.

kill me.
SMG: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

where are you heading to?

was suppose to meet AJ for lunch today for some, talk. haha.
but youth hub's close for a week caz some kid contracted hfmd.


my computing faci wrote some "WHAAAAAAAAT" last words for me.
"Hi Linette,I wish you all the best in your studies. Also if possible, try to look out for your future partner that can share your joy and happiness with you."
LIKE WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!?!?!?!?!
I THINK IT'S DAMN FUNNY.


anyways, went to church for worship cell/practice today and on the way to church i saw something in the bus.

does only good works bring you to heaven?
it's a no to me.
Daddy God said to believe in Jesus, and i'll go to heaven.
but of caz when you believe in Jesus you gotta be a good christian too.
=)

so where are you heading to after you die?
i'm going to heaven and meet Daddy God.
=)

all wrong?

it's the end of the school semester and the class is changing soon.
thinking about it, i didnt put in much effort in getting close to my classmates and am i regreating?
maybe not.

there's surely many good times in E35G.
being named as "christian" wasnt as fearing as i tot it would be.
and many laughters with great people.

But still, i dont have that "I LOVE E35G!!!!!!!!!" feeling.

i guess the problem just lies with me.
i hate getting into new environments and making new friends all over again so i enter the class with a why bother getting close to someone or expressing more of me to the people. so many times, i've even disallowed people from knowing me.
Of caz there were times that i felt loney and all but it wasnt a very big problem to me. i think.
I hate leaving scenes. and i dont like putting in all my effort into something which probably will only last for a short period of time, at least the leaving thoughts wouldnt cause much effect on me.

i dont fancy wasting efforts.
thinking that giving care and concern to people who you thought they will treasure, never really worked out after seperations, well thats for me.
things come and go.
and i hate the go part.

and it's not that i dont like making new friends and all, but for me, it takes alot of time caz i prefer knowing people from the inside out and by the time i start to see the inside, it's already too late.

did i did it wrongly from the day i entered E35G?
the heart is just empty right now,
because i chose not to fill it up.

thousand words

i believe that pictures speaks a thousand words.
and there are still more but it's not in the com yet.
=)

the future sister in-law's birthday
sister, me, brother
sister's 22nd
the old room

24/1/2007
(from my current room's window.) the blue one is the church i was talking about.
table
layout.

NATIONAL DAY CUM HOWARD'S 18th
flight show

DEAREST CLASS.
this explains that i dunno half of them.


and the snap shot flyer.

AND I BAKED.

10 AUG 2008

HAPPY 18TH HOWARD!

yesterday was cool.
and i think, i should learn that i should not drink and then go home by the ulu streets by myself, wether i'm drunk or not.
hah.
thinking about it, i've never been drunk before. like no matter how much i've been trying to weigh my liquor limits, i dun seem to lose my senses or something.
mayb i'm just a good liquor holder?
hahahah


too many things to blog yet too lazy to.
will upload photos tml or something.

i baked.

mike guglielmucci

stupid imeem licenced the hillsong version. well expected.
so here's the mike guglielmucci (however you pronounce it.) solo version with a cool keyboard intro. =)

hmm is mike guglielmucci from hillsong or planet shakers?
afterall he wrote the song and the orginal says it's a planet shakers production but he sang for hillsong?
maybe hillsong invited him to sing for their album?


HMM.

ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THOSE WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS NEAR/ON NATIONAL DAY.
thats,
nick siew,
arabaiyah,
HOWARD
and the many others who's birthday is today or tml.
=)

lies

and when i finally knew those were truely lies,

i'm actually happy.

happy belated bithday my friend.

girl who WAS with much anger.

sometimes I just want to be selfish and then i'll do something for myself instead of something for others. And, i think i had enough from that qje893qjdauioq culture faciliator. Not going for the very last lesson is just perfect. At least i can dislike her from today onward and not see her again.
WELL, been waiting for this day. =)
you know people have their limit, and the limit is gone when you just cant find any reason to be nice and respectful when the person hasnt redeem herself from being all so arrogant, bias bla blabla.
But whatever fact it is, it will never happen.
and for that, i disrespect you.

okay.

yayy imeem actually allowed Healer to be heard fully.
i bet it's just too good that hillsong decided not to licence it or something.
darn good song, darn good testimony behind it
other than that, harmony is super easy to catch. =)

Healer

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

healer

WITH MUCH HAPPINESS THAT THE INTERNET IS DONE AT HOME,
i'm gonna put up a song/testimony.

would you spare 15mins for something awesome?


Healer.

FASTER LAH.

i hate blogging in school but if i dont blog, i'll be as good as missing from earth.

anyways, guitar at 1am last night be kinda productive even though i only manage to play ONE song, which i looked up for the chords in school and also will soon be my blog song. =)

talked to jun till 3 am last night and yes jun you should be glad caz i rarely talk on the phone.
=)

AND the stupidest thing tat could happen today was leaving my house, having dad to send me to school, driving into the highway and realised that i'm without a laptop.
kill me.

i hope there's internet when i get back home.

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE.

driving final theory test LATER ON.
ughhh kill me. i hate studying.

i need my social life back.
And the only reason y i'm bloging IN SCHOOL is because the stupid SCV electronic people dont work on week ends and so i'm in school to get some internet. =)
I'm pretty much dying without the internet. BUT lucky i've been going back home LATE for the past few days.

YES FOP YESTERDAY WAS AWEEEEEESOMMEEEEEE.
THE BANDS ARE GOOOOOOOOOOD
PARACHUTE'S LEAD SINGER'S VOICE IS SUPER SUPER GOOD OKAY!
and of caz i'll never forget about hillsong's RUBEN MORGN.
SERMON'S SPEAKER WAS GOOOOOOD.
if he preaches at 9am, i might probably be wide awake. hah.
charismatic.
OKAY,
ENDING WORSHIP WASSSSS LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH KILL ME.
WHEN HAVE YOU EVER SEEN 2 DRUMMERS PLAYING TOGETHER, SYNCRONIZING EVERY BEAT AND ALSO PLAYING 2 DIFFERENT KINDS OF BEAT THAT MAKES EVERYTHING EVENMORE WONDERFUL.
PARACHUTE BAND + HILLSONG
AHHH KILL ME.
i'm so gonna get prarchute band's cd tracks soon.

i think this is one of the best FOP so far.
refreshed.
=)



who's you first love?
mine's Jesus.

GG'S DAY

i'm in school now and i dislike blogging in school
this is just to say that THE HOUSE HAS NO INTERNET.
not bcaz bro is lousy or what but there's something wrong with the scv connections.

OH WELLS.

i'm freaking tired.
and i need to get hyper for tonight

IT'S GG'S DAY