RP and SLIPPERS.

WAHHH LAUUUUUUUUUUUU
JUST WHEN I'M FINALLY FREE TO GO FOR ROCK CLIMBING, STUPID RP BAN ROCK CLIMBING FOR 2 WEEKS CAZ SOME STUPID CLIMBERS WORE SLIPPERS INTO THE HALL.
ok. climbing friend just told me it's a ban for ONE MONTH not two weeks.

kill me.
but lucky i checked my mail or eles i'll be a stupid idiot going to rp tml.

doll face.

i think, sometimes, when i take photos, i look like a doll.
especially when there's bright light on me.
here's some example.

anyways, i really like the smile that i have here. =)

and i should learn how to smile like that in photos, then maybe i wont look like a doll too.

YAYY

JUST WHEN I WAS THINKING ABOUT FRIENDS LAST NIGHT, JIM MESSAGED ME TO MEET SINCE HE WAS ON THE WAY HOME, PASSING CITYHALL FROM BOOKING OUT.

i wonder how are the rest of the army boys doing.

lalalala

and i skipped climbing today.
eorfwilmdoi43r0uedok.

i hate designing and it's good that i'm going YA so that i'll never get involved with design minstry again.

oh yah i forgot to say, Christmas this year was kinda special for me. even thou it was a very busy period. And i guess it was really cool like how the sermon in minhui's church event thing and the 9am christmas service was kinda similar. but yet, what really spoke to me this year was really the "what is christmas to you?" going CCIS, seeing all the decorations at plaza sing and also the floats on orchard. but the "you" wasnt for me, but to those who does not know the true meaning of christmas.


suddenly, i miss all my friends.
wondering how are you guys doing.
still loving all of you, no matter who you are.

moving on.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

CCIS, minhui's christmas drama, wenhsin and louis baptism.

and finally everything ended and so there's not more excuse to skip climbing.
yes, start climbing from tomorrow onwards.



hmmm i just decided to take a look at my RP grades and realised that IT'S FREAKIINNGGGG BAD. i bet i'm like below average now. please chiong and do my best for the last three weeks of school. AND, no more ponning. i've used more and what i'm suppose to use already.

so much for hatting RP.
ok maybe i shall make a goal for year two, to get a GPA above 3.



OH yah thinking about it, last week was my official last week of LYnC! and i'm moving on to YA.
and why isnt there any graduation thing?

screw it.

hoping that one day, i'll make climbing my life.

it's 5:55am
and i didnt waste my time staying up till this early.
mummy was telling me today that forcing yourself to stay up late will spoil your eyes. hmm that's something new. or caz few days ago i told her, "i think there's problem with my eyes, better go for check up". So, maybe she tried to psycho me. but seems like it didnt work.

anyways, it was a pretty good reason for staying up late.
first, I design design designed till i got really sick and tired of it.
i decided to stop and find something to do.
read my email and felt freaking insulted by the designer head's sarcasm.
but ignored it.
found a video of my climbing coach in her facebook and was spurred to watch more climbing videos, to get motivated and be more devoted to climbing.
so, you tubed till i was super affected by the sarcastic comment

and you know, when linette feels insulted, she'll plan to make a miracle.
finally i'm all done, except for just 1 thing, which i'll need sylvia's help.


in between, i had macdonald's breakfast.
=)


i still dont quite like designing.


Allez linette!

not artistic.

ughh i dont want to get going with my publyncation. it's soooo irritating, and i hate thinking of new ideas or like anything that has to do with art. i'm not a creative thinker. no wonder i'm in school of IT and not some school of design. AND no wonder why i'm actually excelling in computering and maths when everyone hates it.

life sucks. haha
kick me out of design ministry after this issue.

leave in silence.

if one day i go missing and you're unable to contact me,
it means i've left singapore to chill.


i wish to leave singapore and disappear for a moment.
and i missed the chance today.

bye jim. bye ben tan.

camp just ended and the campsite made me sick.
i think i'm allergic to something in the camp.


anyways, jim and ben tan are in army now!
how cool! but i kinda regret that i didnt send them off.


i feel so bad when jim actually send a mass message:
"Good bye my brothers and sisters.. i will be in army camp in the next 1hour.. please take care of youself.. you people are being loved by jim as his unforgettable friends.. haha take care."



oh wells, see you in 3 weeks time!
hope you'll learn something from army.

knowing the limits

farewell party by ben tan and jim for ARMY!

last night was cool cause i meet up with my most awesome friends ever. I guess to a certain people, they're not 'the kind of friends you should mix with' but truely enough, they are a bunch or wonderful people where almost nothing can beat this 6 years friendships.

well, i finally manage to learn when i should stop drinking or what can prevent me from getting drunk till i dunno what's happening.
or like DRINKING CAN REALLY MAKE YOUR BRAIN THINK SLOWLY.
and i think i drank alot last night that i'm still abit hmmm blurr?
abit at least, i know that last night even though i could feel it, my mind was still 100% clear but just slow.

i guess it was a good experience lah, not saying that drinking is good but it's knowing your limits is good.
i'm sure i dont want to be dead drunk, senseless in the future cause i've never experience the signs before it.

oh yah the thing about my friends is, they'll never ever force me to drink, cause they know that having me to drink with them is the furthest unholy thing that i'll do for them.
=)

rubber band.

when i start relaying on medication,
it means that i'm almost to my limits.
but at least it's a warning that i need to cool down or something.

i need a break.
i wish i can leave singapore to keep my mind clear.
or to run away from things.

it's no good when i start responding with CHEE................. cause the 2nd words will come out anytime.

Daddy God,
let me enjoy tomorrow night but let me know my limits too.

back to school

i'm done with a tiny bit of my article. it takes me a really long time to get my thoughts into sentences and it'll usually happen when i lay on my bed getting ready to sleep. but still thanks to xiao guang for her edits.
and i think i need more photoshots for back to school cover.
better jump shots.

love the church background.

NEXT, "back to school" photos are up on facebook and the comments are killing me.
check this out,

ok i bet you cant see the circles
on the left say 39 meaning 39 mails deleted but not read.
oval circle says 2:14pm
below it says page 3


oval: 2:21AM
page one.



uh-huh.