daddy.

my dad accidently threw away my brother's hundred over dollars external hard drive plus other IT stuff, that he bought today.

and i think my brother was super sad when the dust bin was emptyed.
i'll seriously cry if i'm my brother.
somemore IT is like one of my bro's favourite.
it's like getting a new toy and throwing it before you can play with it.


i think dad's getting old.


WENT CLIMBING TODAY.
left with three digusting blister on my left hand.
But climbing was still cool lah.
blame it on not climbing for almost 2 mths.

how to

The steamboat heater for reunion dinner at my aunt’s house didn’t quite worked the way we wanted it to. So dad came out with this. “ how to starve your guest.”

Then today, after visiting, he came home and went into the kitchen to cook a can of $100 abalone, where he killed the family. And then he came out with this. “How to so torture your family.” With a $100 worth delicacy.

(jun, if you think that big bird’s chicken rice and steamboat chilie is suppper spicy, try this.)
amazingly, it was suppppperrrrr good that we finished it.

and finally......

LET ME DO A PROPER POST.


been pretty busy lately, maybe that's why i didnt bother posting anything, properly. i guess pictures really do help me in cutting down in lot of words. maybe jun can learn this from me. well, i still suck at writing, and i'll never ever be a writer.

Ok climbmax 09 just ended last sat. Did i say that it's freaking tiring?!?!?! went to school at 730am and left at 11pm. well it's not only the darn long hours. But the tiring part came in when i have to RUUUUNNNN from outdoor climbing wall, to the registration booth. Although it didnt seem very far from the wall but i think it's the psychological thing, where your surrounding is so green and empty, that it looks like the distance is doubled. so, you just cant help it, but to run.
WELL, i guess the good thing about this whole climb max was, i managed to built some closer relationship with the climbers. For example, slacking and playing scrambler with jocelyn.
And till today, we're still playing it.

and woah i tell you, climbing guys are freakkkkinnggg hot. Even the ugly ones are redeemed by their perfect body. six packs i tell you. i wish to get one, not a lump of fats but real muscles.

IEFFA was the most amazing female climber ever and yes, she did make RP proud, pity that she's year 2 OR YEAR 3 in april and wouldnt represent my batch much in her year three. I should really work hard on upgrading my standards in climbing. climb asia, yishun safra and school climbing days should be regular. Just hope that trainings in sch will be at night so that i'll be able to go down after YOUTH HUB.

YES, youth hub, gonna Give at least a mth of my holidays to God and wont bother much about the money matter, maybe i'll go out and work in march. And i hope i do. feels like working in Starbucks or some coffee brewing place, but doubt so caz i think there's a need to work for 3 months or something.

OH wells, i'll see how. maybe i'll end up continuing in Youth hub. It's not a very bad job lahh but i still have some outside job experience.


YEAR one ends and it's always very weird that only on the last week of school that the class will bond together and treasure each other. Also, at every last min of being in the same class we'll always talk about how we all meet and reacted on the first day of school. And it's a pity that andre didnt come to school today. I think he's really cute and surely he has brought ALOT AND ALOT of laughter to the class.
Talking about Andre, he just did his very weird friendly greetings to shandy on wednesday.


Shandy's birthday celebration just ended few hrs ago. and it was totally awesome. So awesome that she cried. awwwwww. So much for proper planning and ponning school on tuesday, with min hui, to prepare and bake her cake. Even thou the only disspointment i had was when my 5 helium colour ballons died after 24hrs. but the birthday designed ballon still stands tall.

happy holidays in bangkok and wish you all the best for you coming year.
REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU AND MIN HUI TOO!

SUCCEEDED.

YEAR TWO SIAAAAAAAAA

AT THIS POINT OF TIME, I'M OFFICIALLY A GRADUATE OF RP'S YEAR ONE!
YAYYYYY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE SHANDY'S BDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANDY!

W46G

driving is good today caz i finally got my malay instructor back. MUCH better than the stupid chinese guy who ALWAYS buy dinner and leave me driving alone.
Learn the back parking today!



Had lesson in a freaking cool lecture room yesterday. It like some super cool conference kind of room that like 4 rows high, many chairs like those in the photos and at every seat, you have your own MIKE, power plug, a sound cable and the cable thing to screen your laptop infront our the class.

Oh and there are like 4 cameras in the room. it's the black thing above the clock.
DARNNN COOL. makes you feel professional but insecure, caz the faci cant see everything that's on you laptop.

=)

weaken by your grace

"let the weak say i am strong"
"but may i be weak before my Lord, to live in His strength."

I guess i've really been struggling these many mths telling myself that my walk with God is there and actually it is not. Sometimes I feel that i'm just too afraid to admit that my walk with God has fallen, or when i see that people around me who seemed like they are doing well with the Lord, it cause me to feel that I am also growing with the Lord.

But did i psyco myself to say that "hey i've been good with the Lord" to the extend that when people ask me "how your walk with God" i'll say, "ok lor, not progressing not falling" and i remembered how denise once said that there's not stagnant walk with God. only ups and downs. And with out realisation, i'm actually slowly going down and that passion for God isnt there anymore, the times when God just walk with me and speak to me at any point of time doesnt seems to happen. Or times when i'm so willing to scarifice sometimes just to spend time with God. There really no such thing as being stagnant, cause the moment there's no progress with God means you're falling.

and what God really spoke to me yesterday during 9am service was as simple as just saying "Daddy God, i'm weak, and i need You" I've been wanting to be so strong that I wouldnt soften my heart to look for God. and there was a moment that i really wanted to walk down to the front and ask for prayers. but somehow i didnt do it.

I want to be a child who runs back to God when He asks.

I remembered during the early cityteens time, I would, forever, go up for minstry, cry, slain and be refreshed. But as i grew older, i started hearing things like "they always ask for ministry then it's like pointless to go up everytime...." and i guess along the years, my defination of being Holy slowly became "dont go up means i'm holy, i'm alright with God, so i dont need minstry."

But that's really not the point, being able to stand up for God, be guilty and actually say that "HEY i'm not right with You, i want to renew my love for You again" shows a heart that's wanting God more and more and more.. for there is not limit in loving God.


let me sing (from my heart) to You, and give praises to Your name.

What The LORD Has Done In Me - Darlene Zschech

adrenaline

and how awesome is it that i am still have energy. I guess, if i'm really bored and loney, i'll just fall into deeeeep sleep.

helping out for the climbing comps for the pass 2 days has been pretty awesome. although i'm not climbing in any comp, i still feel that i have a responsibilty in doing the registeration stuff before i'll even think of leaving something that i'm suppose to handle cause i want to join comp. WELL, maybe comps will be for next time.

ANYWAYS, after the comp, i finally manage to have climbs 3 wall out of 4. caz the 4th one seemed impossible. and yes, it's freakkinnggg tiring.
serve me right for not climbing for a mth.


enough of climbing, i'm going to prepare to sleep in 45mins time.

back to school

life sucks caz school starts tomorrow. or in 8hrs time.

but it's just 3 more weeks, 15more days till many months of holiday.

yay serve reunion thing tml or whatever you call it.

wah lauuuuuu

i guess the deepest regret of going for rock climbing today is that i wasnt even able to touch or climb rocks. but maybe the good thing about it is that at least i showed my face and did something, quite helpful but sucky. stupid RP just have to make us pack the goody bags, not in hundreds but thousands and thousands of green bags plus many many phamlets. the worst part is that they didnt even supply us with air con in that stuffy indoor basketball court but just 3 fans that obviously everyone wasnt able to recieve.


AND SHIT. I FORGOT TO DO MY DESIGN STUFF.
SCREW IT.
needs a tumbdrive and i dunno wheres mine. syl has one of mine, bro another i think but he's sleeping.


ARRGGHHHHHH LIFE SUCKS.

2009!

happy new year people!

spend the last mins of 2008 with kim by having ba ku teh from balestier rd to coffee from united sq's starbucks and finally to newton for chicken wings when a very small cute uncle welcomes everyone into 2009 by hitting a tin of oil with a stick.
indeed a cool way of counting down.


WELL, they say new year must have resolutions right and i'm not one who hopes or wants much but here's my list of things that i'll hope to achieve this year.

1) pass driving prac with first try
2) put my heart into rock climbing.
3) love what i'm going to do in poly year 2.
4) make more friends in poly.
5) lose more weight?
6) grow spiritually
7) go out and work.
8) leave singapore for a moment. (sister's leaving for hongkong at 6am and i'm here still trying to get out of singapore.)

hmm i think that's all. i'm a girl of little dream cause i'm willing to accept anything that come or go. i mean i belief that since i'm living for God, it's up to Him to decide what's up for me.
=)
OR maybe i've faced too many disappointments in life that i dont bother dreaming big but just trust in God.



Isaiah 55:9
"For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts"