=)

67 percent is fine for me.=)


at least i tried my best.
a little mistake here n there
but i shall b thankful for it=)


wheee... shall do even better next time=)


oral today was erm o...k.. i think but chinese reading sucked. my row READ SO LOUD. ppl like DAVID BEETING N MEIPING r crazyly trying to read louder then each other. n poor linette i struggling to guess wat the words r.


some pictures over the exam period.=)


juz wondering how cute the little pony tail can be.

THATS DOGGY ON THE BED in my room.

parents room

my bed.

parent room

my study table?

studying.

closer look.

conclusion: 1 out of 7 pics, i studied on a table. so i think i prefer studying on the floors, beds then on tables n chairs. n i dun study neatly. books scatters everywhere when i study.

TO END

courtesy of bryan howard jim linette. smile!

PRETTY GOOD

hahaha its super super weird if u suddenly see ur friend's msn nick as "happy birthday linette"


anyways Amaths paper was pretty good today. at least wat i studied properly came out. n i hope the results will b good too. finished like 30mins earlier check thru a few times. then decided to rite a letter to kim=) caz in tat 30mins i wrote her a 1 page letter.=) wrote it.. n after awhile check thru the paper again n continued with the letter again.
mrs lim poped out right infront of me. stares at wat i'm doing n SMILE!
woah my heart was bursting out blood lah. super freeky.
its exam i'm not supose to do other stuff.
but mayb she sees it as i'm journaling caz i didnt rite kim's name in it.


oh kim's having rashes for few days already. i think since last thursday or earlier. yupp pray for her k.


kim rocks n everyone who knows her knows it=)
take care girl.

EASTER PLAY PHOTOS=)

physics paper sucked crap today.
i tot physics was also one of my better subjects.
the fomulars ran away when i looked at the question.
shall'nt blame anyone.
didnt study hard enough also lah.



anywyas tats not my main point of blogging today. gonna add photos of easter play=) AHH I STILL MISS EASTER PLAY!!


Firstly thankings not in any order

but always GOD first! without Him all these wont happen=)

sound pplDIRECTORS!
MUSCIANSMAKE-UP/ COSTUME

THE AUDIENCE

AND THE BACKSTAGE PPL.

BEHIND THE SENCES.

amazingly amazed

hmm yes needs to blog.


practically having exam with God by ur side is truely WONDERFUL n AMAZING.


friday was geog. n i touch my geog stuffs on thursday, n guess wat. i found out that in i threw all my last year's notes away. which totally sucked. so msg meiping. she called me n gave me the points t study. yes tats means i have to pull out pile of my own notes from the test book which is like deadly lah.
so anyways went to filp thru this years file. n i found a cha of notes on tourism, 6 pgs, but ont abt 3 pages was relavent. ya have to make do lahh. its better than nothing anyways. n guess was it was close to 12mn n i realised i studied something wrong. which i have to sort of relearn soemthing eles. which kinda sucks lah.


so friday seriously i didnt have confindence lah. my geog knowledge was close to nothing. expect for the tourist notes i studied.
so the exam! AHH PRACTICALLY WATEVA I STUDIED FROM TAT NOTES CAME OUT. n those stuff tried studying from the textbook didnt come out. super good lahh!! ahhhh =) oh n amazingly the questions on market gardening, i somehow recalled wat i've leant last year. meaning last year's eoy exams which i studied for juz poped out of my brian during the exams.


anyways i hear like these stuff like studying last min n lack of notes n stuff from n all those stuff came out during the exam from alot of ppl. but it never did happen to me. N I NOE ITS SUPER COOL!!! AHHHHH


HOW TRUELY AMAZING.
how wonderful when God's working with u=)


emaths n physics tml. hmm jia you lah!=)
cant wait for wed to end.
thou theres still chinese paper next monday.
but tuition will settle it.=)

SS YAY

HAHA ITS SUPER SUPER GOOD TO HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS A TEACHER.


THUS I'M LOVING SS NOW.


ss today was perfect. thou i didnt have the time to finish 1 question n dun really noe how to do another. but overall its perfectly good=)


yes i'm happy over ss.
BUT i'll feel super super sad if i do badly for my geog for last min studies with good grades for ss. roar y must they be combined. ahh yes so i shalnt blog anymore n start studying for geog properly. tats inclueds Emaths too.

my connerstone

I LOVE XIAO MEI!!!=) THANKS XIAO MEI FOR ACCOMPANING ME ON MONDAY!=)


hmm. was super super super drain from Amaths yesterday which really really affected my mood. i'm usually happy when i'm studying. but not the past few days. had super super black face this morning. hah i guess my class could see lah. is this wat its called stress? caz i've never felt like tat b4. or mayb i'm juz putting excuses to cover up? i guess it got worst.


really a break down.
i've never diao so many ppl n so many times b4!!


a seeking heart.
a lost heart.
a helpless heart.
n then You search my heart.
gave me a friend.
n enlighten me.
my heart was found again.
a hopeful heart.
a heart to rely on You
n not myself.
not to b self centered.
n blame my studies on my family, friends or even teachers.
i've learnt.
n i thank you Lord.
caz theres nothing impossible.
when u'r working.
i'm living in Him.
n He's in my heart.
forever.


love You Lord; my connerstone.

=) denise rocks!

hmm da vinci semina was not bad. hah the lecturer was super super suepr super funny!! n super pro to lahh! he an ang mo who speaks like 10 different languages n chim chinese! hah wat a history professor for nus. he's hunch which reminded me of somethign really funny last friday. shall share it=)


after lunch.
bryan complains tat his back is popping out.
linette advice him to straighten his shoulders back.
amazingly bryan listen to me!!
so he have been doing tat since i've told him.
waiting at the traffic light.
he does it again.
n due to the many push ups he does for air rifle
he had some 'chest' hah!
so its seenable.
so when all of us we talking abt how he really listens to me n makes it shoulder straight.


l,h,d: balblablbla u really listen ar?
jim: (out of the blue pokes bryan's chest n say. "u got breast.")
the rest: stone for a few sec. n then bust out laughing.


SO RANDOM LAHH!!!SOOO FUNNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



haha ok shall continue.
had ss lessons from denise today with jonathan ng n hah ben yan.
ben yan's super super pointless. b4 u started the 'class' he said
ben yan: hah mrs lim's gonna kill us tml
i gave the erm ok look. n started thinking Y WHOULD MRS LIM KILL US OUT OF THE BLUE? LIEK ITS SO WRONG TO ASK UR TEACHER FRIEND TO TEACH SS??
ok.

anyway back to lesson. ss was pretty cool denise is good!!!=) at least i really really really learnt something which i never ever learn b4. pracitally wasnt taught of that level 5 point for the essay part b4. =) YES. i happy with ss now. but i have to revise. n certainly i must go n comfirm the chapters first.


left church abt 4 plus. saw this 2 malay guys, outsiders, smoking in at the amphitheater. LIKE PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR THE CHURCH LAH I NOE THE CHURCH'S AMPHITHEATER IS REALLY A COOL PLACE TO CHILL OUT BUT PLEASE HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR WHERE U ANYHOW WALK INTO N START SMOKING IN THERE.


anyways big tim chase them away. n they gave the wateva look.

650AM FOR AMATHS

ITS 650AM FOR AMATHS WITH WONG IN SCH FROM TUESDAY.


linette usually wakes up at 650am n reach sch at 730am
i thik now she's gonna wake up at 6am n leave house at 630am to bus to sch yes shalnt bother dad too much.



i think this is the biggest sleeping sacrifice i'll b doing.
need to. to do well.

sighs.

a few things up tml.


da vinci code semina.
social studies lessons with denise after the semina.
YAY gonna b quite exciting=)


will b able to see sabrina tml=) hah ahh i'm missing her. 8 weeks of not going to lync!! ahh anyways chating with her online now.=)


didnt go church today. wats rather tried. i mean wats the point if i go church n sleeps. which i dun want to do it anymore. supose to get a letter from kim. should get from her tml=) oh ya kim's in JB now if i'm not wrong with the location. having her teachers retreat.


bro juz came back from batam. went to kope some songs from bro's com n send it over to this com via msn. HAH HIS COM UBERLY ROCKS music files are send less than a min. madess lahh!!! OH I DIDNT NOE HIS COM HAVE MORE THAN WORDS LAH. so send it over too=) HEH. not hearing it yet.


tv's off. dad's recording some ghostly show that i watch b4 with 'them' in the movies. hah yes i'm scared. i'm alone in the room u see. cant really remember wats the show abt. so i shall not b too curious.=)


not really confindent with my mathS yes both maths E n A. some reason i dunno y. mayb shall seek for wong for teachings. sighs.


hmm geog? dunno yet. but may make it thru. i dunno y but i juz dun like getting notes which are super super super piled up. i mean by reading so much of them u'll start to bored urself up rite. so i prefer writing my own notes.=) afterall by riting down notes, it helps u to remember beter ya?


ok so theres
chinese- ok lah
Emath- hope so
Amaths- will seek help
social studies- ok with denise=)
geog- note it soon.
physics- waiting for my fomular thing
bio- getting well with it

so i think the only subjests which i'm realy worrying for are the maths. sighs. i tot maths should b the noes i'm more confident in.


sadly its not this year. sigh.
needs to get back to track.
i guess too many things r really out of my expectation this year huh.

FOOD

english? hah sucked. HARD. paper 1 was alright for me was considering wether i should rite abt the misunderstanding with ur friend n how it was resloved OR do u think singaporens are well mannered. hmmm tot abt it for awhile. n i dun think i will want to rank stuff up which i dun want to even have a tot abt it lah n its out of tat point. so wrote abt the singaporens one. haha start up super weirdly. it went like tat:
translated from hokian to english, my friends always say this "scold father la" bla bla bla
hah not sure if i can use the lah word. but it inverted lah.. hmm see how lah. WORTE SUPER SUPER ALOT for letter. like super super off limit. 250 words i think i worte over 300. anyways worte lesser for essay. mayb caz i se already super tired of riting letter. SO NEXT TIME I SHALL RITE ESSAY FIRST.


paper 2 sucked crap. the questions r suepr suepr not straight forward like it cant b found in the passage. shalnt talk more abt it.


having ss tuition form denise on monday=) yay!


ok some photo from the pass few day.


oh firstly it will b my dearest cornet! I MEAN HOW CAN I EVER PUT UP MY GUITAR N NOT MY DEAREST CORNET!!

dearest!!
26april06' 4:36pm- still waiting for bryan's food to come.26april06' 4:37pm- time to start eating26april06' 5:14pm- BURB!!

28April06' 1:43pm- my noodles

28April06' 1:46pm- eating food to get out of exam mood?28april06' 1:53pm- see how fast we can eat tim sum28april06' 1:55pm- tim sum finished. pic it b4 waitress take them away!

28april06 1:53pm- i was never done with the noodles.

THE WEIRDEST 4 DIFFERENT FOOD PPL WHO HAD A TREAT FROM DAVID, birthday boy on the 19april which pass few hours ago. forgot to great him so i shall now.! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAIVD!!! thanks for the wonderful treat!!!

4 ppl from different cliques.

HMM pushing my qt forward now. to 7pm so tat i dun have to stop studying n never go back to study again.


english exam tml=)


oh haha abt the thing tat sire went to ramp the ball n hit my CHEST. hah shall say lungs lah caz it affected it more. ya so the speed of air from my lungs to the surrounding is currently shorten by half. how great.


oh ya haha been going for dinner or lunch with bryan, howard n jim lately. well we ate 1 lunch 2 dinners together so far since napfa day. haha its kinda amazingly how 4 ppl completely from different cliques could go out for food together huh. n its juz so weird tat 4 of us eventually goes home together/ walk out of sch togerther but with others also lah. really really weird tat i'm the only girl there. but wat can u do when there's only 4 girls in the class yup its not really amazing to see a girl with groups of guys from 4a lah. hmm after all the close friendship of me n howard is back=) hah thanks to easter play=) n for jim its sabrina=) n bryan? his mum finally gave him freedom=) n for me? hah anything will do lahh.


anyways tats all for today!
all the best to anyone out there for ur exams=)

ahh exam.

somehow i dun feel super super super super tired for not sleeping in the afternoon. went home at 620pm?


yeah stayed back in sch wanted to had physics extra classes but only had a tiny little lesson on a topic. sat n chat with ppl for awhile. then left sch for dinner with howard, jim, bryan at newton.


anyways felt suepr super super lousy juz now. i did super super badly for the last year's Amaths paper. i mean i failed like crap lah. 40++/140? super disappointed. mayb caz i didnt revise it yet. gonna revise later n do the other paper b4 i get to bed.
haven been studying much too. very drained. ahhhh.


i need prayers.


or mayb i'm depending too much on God already.


better start studying from today. a max of 1hr on the com aday.. yeah caz i have to do my QT n plus blog. n mayb relax n chat with ppl.


-hah i must not let myself be stressed up.=)
jia you linette!

HERS

absent minded

God is so faithful. He can use the worst of circumstances to introduce us to the best relationship.


best in a relationship with Him=)
got tat in my QT (quiet time with God) today. =)
see how by doing QT helps u connect to God.
SO DO UR QT=)


hmm yes been really absent minded these few days. i mean i somehow lost my ruler, liquid paper (which was hidden by siew companied by brayn n couldnt be found) and my Amaths papers given by mr wong today. shesh. wats up with me lah. super irresponsible over my stuff suddenly.


anyways abt the Amaths papers today.
got the papers from mr wong. went to phy class. left the paper under my bag which was on the my table. went to sit at another table. bell rings lesson over. took my bag n on the way out of the room. i felt that something's missng from my hand. turn back look at the table nothing eles seen. left the class n went for cme.
came home wanted to sit down n do m Amaths n found out that the paper was missing!! AHH i tot i put it in my bag actually.
anyways msg jim. wanted to ask him to zap for me. then he told me tat howard gave it to wong. ROAR!! n he is going to scold ther person who anyhow left the papers around on thursday.! AHHH
chiong to msg wong.


then jim said again: when i went to another table, jin fong pass my paper to howard, howard to si hao then to wong. like shit lah.


plead wong to get my papers back.
says i'm more long winded then him.
aye he didnt tell me he was giving me my paper back lah.
i cared alot for my papers therfore i was long winded. HAH


(this is how lame wong can get)
lin: mr wong! i think howard gave u my amaths poaper u gave to me today! Ah sorry! i tot i kept it in my bag. but i left it in ms tay's class room! sorry sorry!
mr wong: humpty dumpty sat on the wall.. humpty dumpty had a geart fall.. blah blah black sheep any any more..
lin: ah dun dao me! hah i founf out wat happen already. i went to phy class pout my paper under my bag, on the table n went to sit at another place. then jin fong tok it, gave to howard, howard to sihao, then to u! ahh!!!
mr wong: hmm.. a great mystery solved!
lin: ya ROAR! i didnt mean it. sorry mr wong for not taking care of my paper. sorry paper for not taking care of u..
mr wong: haha go n study
lin: i'm on study break now. going to spend time with God soon after i'm done pleading u to let me have my paper. heh! please mr wong!!
mr wong: you more long winded than i am.i never say i wont return wat! hee hee.. ok dont sms anymore. say hi to God for me... night!


hmmm hi God! mr wong says hi to You=)
so crap lahh. he wasted my worry-ness like tat. ROAR. so lame so lame so lame........


yes n i learn some stuff today.
*never leave stuffs beside jinfong n leave tat area.
*theres only 11 Amaths ppl in class n its so hard to find out who's paper it was.
*mr wong like to bring me round the bush! n thus making me long winded.=)
*TAKE CARE OF MY STUFFS.


ANYWAYS LETS SEE SOME PICTURES=)

behind-tim ong( ahtima, maid), elena, jessie (san jie), jacelyn(da jie)

front- tessa (xiao mei), val(da ge)

from far: sabrina (er ge), jacelyn (da jie), me(er jie), jessie ( san jie), vanessa, tessa(xiao mei), val(da ge)

EVERYONE PLAYED A PART.

(tessa's baptism dinner)

3rd row- jonathan

2nd row- jessie(san jie), tess(xiao mei), val(da ge), denise (nanny)

front- hmm forgot his name. tim huang( DADDY), daph (MUMMY), linette (er jie), elena

God strength

hmm today someone asked.


"dun u feel sad n hurt of how she treated u tat way? i mean u've been friends like since sec1."


n my ans tat instant was: mayb i jux totally gave up already lah.


but i guess tats not exectly my answer. i mean the credits really really really goes to God's strength. i really think i will breakdown if i didnt had Him in me lah. how wonderful huh=)


n also this verse kept me in mind psalms 64 got it the day since everything started=)
oh ya i juz got another verse by filpping thru my Bible n a verse somehow caught my attention=)
psalms 28


shall not rite the verse down this time.


OH MAN HILLSONGS MUSICIANS R SERIOUSLY SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER PRO!! I'M FLOODING OVER THEIR SKILLS. AHHH SERIOUSLY LAH THEY'RE SUPER UBERLY PRO.!!


oh anyways mature day 1 sucks lah. made me so moody n stuffs hah not really moody actually lah. but tats wat it takes for me to b matured. seriously being matured is not for me. but i'll live with it for juz 4 days.
oh my nick siew n brayn made the day 'better' by hiding my liquid paper. which kinda suck lah.


OH WELLS=)
i dun think i want to study today. mayb i'll juz sleep earlier=)
shall see.

YAY=)

YAY they'er over YAY=)


heheh really thank a few ppl who were really really really encouraging me n also keeping me STRONG=)
denise says i'm a strong girl-yeah man=)


haha oh actually i'm taking a break from Amaths now. oh man i feel like i've lost my Amaths thingy! my standard is dorping now i guess? AHHHH REVISE LAH ROAR! kinda slack this year i guess? which is not good. oh ya i amazingly lost my Amaths file. shesh lahh i remember bringing it to sch this year. yes i lost it in my house last year n i found it. n somehow i lost it again!?!?! n i tot i happily brought my file to sch n left it under my table. n now its not there. or did i mistake-ly brought it home n left it somewhere in my house again. better find someday.


oh yes bought quiet a few stuffs today!
guitar bag!-$20
D-string!-$2.80
cloth- $8 i think.
HILLSONG UNITED+ PLANETSHAKERS CDS= close to $40

yes my $70 gone like tat. but it worth it lah n guess wat i haven pay my 2 mths phone bill yet! HEH. shall pay next mth lah =)


oh ya i told jun n mum something funny yesterday.
lin: u noe wat hahah lucky its the guitar's "D"string that snapped n not the "G" string that snapped or eles i will b going round complaining "MY G-STRING SNAPPED!!!"


YES SOME STUPID HORNY GUITAR STUFF LAH=)


oh yes n i thank God for denise for always being there for me! LOVE U!! i mean even when i'm alone somehow He amazingly let her appeared infront of me n wat more she took to same bus with me till far east. well its the long journey that seems so short=)
HEH


my heart is overwhelm with His love=)


its gonna b a boring matured week for me from tml to friday.
roar=(

ONE BLACK STRING

shall not let unnecessary stuff ruin the day.


anyways its 2 days since i'm wearing my spects. well not used to it. i feel hmm different. oh wells. lync was kinda cool with all the 1hr plus testimonies=)
oh yes i hate it when ppl says testimonies as testimonial. its 2 different things lah.


bought new guit string! took a super long time to fix them lah. wat to do i'm inexprience. its my first time fixing new string for classial guit. N GUESS WAT the D string snapped THE NEW D STRING SNAPPED!!! AHHHHH heart broken!!!! now my guit's super weird. theres like 3 transperent strings, 2 silver strings n ONE BLACK STRING. there goes my inperfect 10bucks.
HOW GREAT. =(


anyways its still usable lah. a noobish guitar player like me dun need wonderfull guitar to be satisfied=)


oh n since they say i'm childish er act cute? i shall try my best to be matured n err dun act cute?? next week. hmm but by me being matured i'll start scolding ppl. yes i will. well lets see lah. i wont b myself thou.
sighs.

END IT LAH

yes lah end it lah. i dun need ur. neither do ur need me.
u say i control ur last time. now ur freeeed. b a bird.



i never wanted to get involve with ur since we broke ties n if ur dun make me think abt ur jolly well stop taging my blog leave me alone.
n when i say break ties i mean not related to ur anymore. so stop making me think of ur by tagging me. i dun need such friends. get out of my life.
oh ya i didnt say sorry bcaz i want ur back as my friends. i said sorry bcaz i'm seriously seeking forgiveness. n i also didnt intend to get back to ur.
N I'M SERIOUSLY NOT CRAPPING NOR SEEKING PITYNESS.
saying sorry to sheryl was for real. if i want her back as my friend i'll b toking n toking to her and act infront of her now. but since the day i said sorry i didnt tok to her at all. r we even considered friends now? i dun think so? she's living her own life n i'm living my own.

i rather friends who really care for me then pity me.=)

ACCEPTING

oh ya. i guess many things have changed.
well if some of my class ppl really didnt liked me.
i'll say its a last year thing.
over lots of misunderstandings.


well
ppl forgives n forgets
misunderstandings are cleared
n accepting ppl for who they are.


n i guess chen peiwah will never forgive anyone who eva treat her bad or something eles.
she dont even have the guts to face 5A ppl when everything was over with her early last year.
or mayb even forgiving someone who eva had a little crush on her boyfriend untill she got together with him. it happened 2 years ago. n chen peiwah is still hating her for having a little crush on her bf 2 years ago.


forgive n forget. tats the thing.
well i've done my part.
forgiven n forgotten.
n i'm enjoying my life.


so have u?


dun make me mean.
i dun want to b mean eva again.

I'M INVISIBLE

linette chen's trying really hard not to b vulgar.


but chen peiwah a total bitch.
cant she even let go n treat me as i'm invisible?
everything didnt even start off with u. its between me n ruiting.
n stop acting as if u now wat really really happened between me n sam.
its all between then band members n her.
stop acting as if u noe who's the one in wrong when u dun.


n i already said sorry to ur last time for wateva i've eva done if i'm not aware.
so if sorry no cure applys to ur.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
GET A LIFE.
peiwah u already got nick siew?
then go care more abt him then someone who u hate.
n if u THINK i'm a loner,
LET ME BE ONE.

napfa!!

HAH napfa today!! hmm a little disappointment but overall its quiet ok lah.!


sit n reach HAH i got a C-32cm for that ! n i'm hapy with it=) caz i always suck at it.
incline- SHIT LAH I TOT TO GET A U HAVE TO DO 16 SO I STOP AT 16 N WHEN I FOUND OUT TO GET A ITS 17! SHIT. oh wells doesnt really matter lah. wat is done is done ya?
shutter run-hmm A for it.
sit ups- did 40 n stop. too lazy to do more=)
STAND BROAD JUMP!- my favourite, my best!!!! HAha first try got 180cm around there? or is it 160cm there? WAS SUPER UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED. super lah caz my aim was more then 200cm! hah well theres still the 2nd try n i pass my 200cm aim!HEH got 203cm=) HEH


well i think i'm kinda slack this napfa lah. like the motive of this napfa for me is to juz get gold. everything with A except for sit n reach. but well got B for incline but hah hack lah. oh n 2.4km haven run it yet. running next monday. n my 2.4km is do-able lah. =)


ok so after napfa! had a treat from mr wong! so bryan, jim howard n me went=) ate at a food court at thomson plaza. had chicken chop n ice kachang=) n the soup from the western place is super super yucky lah! its tastless n its super floury SUPER SICK LAH!! its the worst soup i eva eva eva drank! TOOK SOME PHOTOS WITH MY PHONE=) SHALL UPLOAD IT.


OH YES I LOVING MY CLASS MORE N MORE N MORE N MORE. THEY'RE SUPER DUPPER FUNNY LAH N WE'RE GETTING BONDED EACH DAY=)


did a little tinny mean stuff today. but ya i juz cant help it lah. sorry. but i think i'll feel more mean if i did go over. well u should understand.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GUITAR STRING SNAPPED AHHHH THE D STRING SNAPPED! I WAS JUZ IN THE MOOD TO PLAY IT LAHH N WHEN I TOOK IT OUT THE STRING A SNAPPED ALREADY!! AHHH i want to play i want to play i want to play!! gonna get new strings on sat! ahh JUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT GUITAR LESSONS I NEED NEW STRINGS TOO!! AHHH =( but ya lah its juz abt time tat i should change the strings n also the guit bag (theres a hole somewhere) ahhhhh
i'm so in the mood to play guitar now lah!! ROAR!!!


=(


anyways i'm still gonna put up pictures.





THATS IT. OH YA HAVING PROBLEM WITH MY LEFT EYES SINCE YESTERDAY. N IT HURTS I THINK SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THE BLOOD VESSELS OR SOMETHING. ITS SEEABLE. ASK ME TO SHOW U IF U WANT. OH N YES IF U WONDER Y MY EYES R SO SMALL ITS BCAZ I'M WEARING SPECTS FOR THE TIME BEING. N I CANT SEE VERY MUCH CLEARLY WITHOUT SPECTS=)
oh ya but i wore contacts today untill napfa ended.=)


currently SPECTACLE-ING

study please linette.

i hate it when i say i want to study n i'm not studying at all.


anyways xiao mei send me photos of easter play backstage! shall upload them another day. its super blurr mayb i shall edit it abit.

Bible reading starts today=)

hah its been a long time since i've taken out my Bible n read from the start! i mean i read like the first few chapters of the Bible b4 but it was super super long time ago when i was much younger around p5? n i remembered dad read it to me. how sweet huh. if only he could continue to read to me n accept God thru it. sighs oh wells back to Bible reading! HAH it was quiet fun started from the very begining n read up to chapter 8 in 30mins. i was suppose to be reading the Bible for 15mins for that wat i've plan. but its kinda interesting so i couldnt stop=)


ok if u r wondering y would i suddenly read my Bible?
caz i've realised my Bible knowledge it really bad. like i always hear this verse or story b4 but i never knew what book it came from. yup shall start colouring my Bible of all the good verses. i foresee a colourful Bible in process=) n mayb torn kiam cai Bible someday. AHH nono i must keep my Bible looking good from the cover only=) it shall still b coloured.=)


ok thats it shall read my Bible everytime i do my QT. HAH u should really go read the Bible caz its quiet interesting=)


oh anyways i'll need to cut my hair tml. its in a mess. n also i need to look good in the class video com. picture.=) hair is really in a mess. oh ya have a good idea of keeping my hair a little long yet short n can b tied up for fun. HAH. oh ya i usually cut may hair once a mth n its 1 and a half mth already. HAH shows that my hair is growing constantly since its so not nice now. yes juz say it i've been busy n really lazy to cut my hair. n since easter play is over i shall cut.=) instead of going to sch everyday n complain that i want to cut hair for WEEKS n never cutting it.=)


i think its quiet amazing that i've lost my ss worksheet n my 4A workbook. n i have to pass it up today! n ss period is the 3rd period. n how can i finish the work when its chinese the first 2 lessons. WELL amazingly i guess lao shi is juz weird today. she saw a few ppl doing it n didnt comment on it well mayb a little lah. but its so unlike of her. =) n yes quiet cool huh. i juz amazingly lost my worksheet yesterday n the workbk is lost in ltk's room. this kinda sucks yesterday but well got jim to print the worksheet for me n bought the wrong workbk at first in the morning but manage to change it lah. n ya the book cost $1 only.
bought some pens today n liquid paper which cost me like 6bucks lah ok its 2 pens n a liquid paper for 6bucks! sch's bookshop really noes how to cheat ppl's money. i mean shouldnt sch's stationary b much much much cheaper since its in the sch n not any public places lah. sch's eating up our money. serious lah 3 stationary of SIX DOLLARS is really expensive.


well i realised that i have alot of spoilt pens. i mean the ink doesnt want to come out so i buy pens again n again. well so i decided to soke my pens in hot water today. n they r all working properly now. mayb not perfectly alright but acceptable lah. i think. n i hope my money wont go to the stupid sch's bookshop so easily anymore. n i really dun feel like asking mum for extra money caz she's alerady giving me alot of money for lunch or dinner on saturadays n sundays for the past mths already. shall juz work for it.


well someone eva said to me "wats the diff when u go to ur dad's shop n work n still get his money must as well juz get stright from him rite its the same". but i totally disagree lah. i mean at least i feel tat i've work for something n got my dad's money. n earn it. n i juz dun like taking extra money from my parents when i need money. its seems so spoilt. =) afterall mayb i'm under influance from my bro n sis. they never did want extra money from parents but instead the work for them to get money. its different.


mayb times like when parents r feeling rich n happily gives us money. hah thats another thing lah. oh ya talking abt money sis juz gave my $50 last sunday! HEH. well sis is really rich now lah. n she also spent alot when she goes out with me. HEH=) i love my sis. well i love my whole family lah=)


this post is supose to b SHORT but i guess it didnt turn up tat way=P

EASTER PLAY SONGS!!!!!

musicS of the day


MARVELOUS LIGHT
& EASTER PLAY SONGS!


n i've realised how much i'm missing easter play songs!!! seriously lahh i've been singing easter play songs in sch over n over n over n over n over again! n marvelous light too! hahah i'm sure jim n howard got super super sick of me singing! HAHA oh i'm trying realy hard to memorise marvelous light's lyrics! its in my NEW WALLET! so i'll juz take it out n memorise it when i'm singing it!


i miss easter play!! AHHHH


anyways talking abt my NEW WALLET hah! its a cigerette box anyways! ok i dun smoke for nuts. i juz like the box!=) mayb shall put a little degsin on it or something=) n yes its made up of metal SO I CANT TAP MY EZ-LINK CARD WHEN ITS INSIDE! irritating!


oh yes went out of sisterhood erm aka da ge yesterday to buy baptisim presents n also for shopping=) hahah SABRINA'S SISTER LIKE ME!! HAHA amazingly i've only seen her ONCE!!
oh ya anways went went into bloodbros n saw a super super super nice bag lah!! so we tried looking for the price n i found it! $69.90 WOAH faint! we juz left the place! haha actually i think 70bucks for tat kind of bag is ok lah. but tats OVER my limit of buys anything that cost over 40bucks that day. ya so anwyays went raffles city n i saw a NICE WALLET!! really nice n guess wat the sales person said its between 70-80 DOLLARS woah crazy lahh i must as well buy the bag! $70 of a wallet i must b crazy. BUT TAT WALLET IS REALLY REALLY NICE. Y MUST IT B MADE UP OF PURE LEATHER!! ROAR!!


i'm gonna see less of my sisterhood!! STUPID NP!! hahha=)
[i'm sure sabrina's happy caz someone's gonna miss her]
u n ur stupid NP!


OH anyways shall put down my exam dates now!

28 apr (fri) - English paper 1 & 2
4 may (thurs) - Chinese paper 1 & Social Studies
5 may (fri) - Emaths paper 1 & Geography
8 may (mon) - Amaths paper 1 & biology
9 may (tues) - Emaths paper 2 & physics
10 may (wed) - Amaths paper 2
11 may (thurs) - ORAL?!?!
15 may(mon)- CHINESE PAPER 2!


YES THIS IS KIDNA RETARDED. ITS LIKE STRETCH TILL LIKE FOR 18 DAYS. n chinese paper end on a monday. ahhh number 1 y monday then i have to go back to sch once again. n chiense last! then tuition will have to stretch thru my whole exams! this is retarded. oh n oral pops out of no where!
well exams start next week! so start studying! no mugging=)


oh ya i lost my ss workbook in mrs lim room! ben tan too! roar. ok mum wants me to study. but i juz finish tuition 2 1/2 hrs ago. have essay to be re-writen.=)


n guess wat i seem to b taking everything so easy. as if exams r not near. but it is. so i shall study now


SAJC SAJC SAJC SAJC


-LEAD MY WAY LORD!-

MARVELOUS!!!

NUMBER ONE: I'M ADDICTED TO MARVELOUS LIGHT!!! AHHHHHHHHH i'm blasting it in my parents room now this is my 4th time listening to it since i used the com which is like less then 1/2 hr!!


ok yes i have SUPER SUPER ALOT OF STUFF TO BLOG


EASTER PLAY


it was SUPER!!! i mean to us back stage it didnt seem like its 1hr 10min!! NOT AT ALL!! SO MANY PPL CAME!! FULL HOUSE K!!! i guess for those who dun like the show dun understand it. ANYWAYS WEIRD AUDIENCE!! they laugh at parts which we dun think its funny! n the parts which we think r funny THEY DIDNT LAUGH!!


TIM ONG'S SINGING IS SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER GOOD AHHH ME N SABRINA COULDNT RESIST TO RECORD HIS VOICE BACKSTAGE!! WOAHH I'M SURE EVERY GIRL'S HEART MELTED LAHHH!!! if any girls heart did melt she's HEARTLESS!!!
got wonderful coments! like "ur should do it one more time!" AHHH!!


MAKEUP WAS SUPER DUPPER THICK!! i look super gothic!! n tim's uncle is a good hair stylist!!! n guai girl like me turn pai kai with juz waxed hair N NOW MEOW CALLS ME PAI KAI! see lah wat drama can do to u!


so yes mum said dance was the best part! hah oh n she said she didnt noe i could dance!!! HAHA i mean even if i'm not fond of dancing by practising for 4 mths even if u dun like it u'll like it!! =) oh but fatty said my dancing was quiet slack! HAHA!


ok so drag n tok to friends for a super long long time! n took super long to leave the place! like we juz stop every short distance! start from going out of the santuary to the front of the prayerhalls STOP going up the 1st level STOP to the 1st level beside the staris STOP (being chased by the verger) no one cared. then beside the admin room STOP. N FINALLY OUT OF CHURCH! STOP think where to go. n finally decided to take a bus to suntec. TOOK UP HALF THE BUS!!! n it seems like we booked the bus or something! HAH
YES THIS HAPPENS WHEN LYNC-ER GOES OUT!! I THINK TAT TOOK LIKE 1/2 HR?!


went carls jr to eat woah the burger is BIG SUPER k! n i ate like 3/4 of it imgine that!!
n then finally reach home at 12mn!



TODAY


went to 9am! nono today's 845am! early rite!!
went for lunch with lyncers so few of them turn up for 9am lah! only me jingxuan tim huang glenn meow josh n jon! HAH BUT WENT TO PLAY POOL AFTER LUNCH!! play a few games? hmm 4 or 5 games i think. then went to meet sabrina at bugis! haha n bugis have NOTHING LAH. so went to citylink sabrina bought a bag there. then went to raffles city to BUY GIFTS FOR THE BAPTISED PPL! haha took super long to chose lah!! was late for service too! haha sheesh oh i sat infront of a wall n like i can see something like tat!
took holy communion 2 times today!!
n finally the baptisim!! heard the water was super cold caz it was raining! poor ppl!
so jx, tessa glann gennie n jonathan's brother CONGRATS PPL!


so after that tessa's n val's parents TREAT US DINNER!! like super nice lahh!! i bet they spend alot coz theres like 10 lyncers then another table is the parents non lyncers table! HAHA SO FUNNY LAHH KEEP CRAPING LIKE MAD!!


HAHA OK THIS IS OUR FAMILY TREE


DAD (TIM HUANG)
MUM (DAPH)
DA JIE (JACELYN)
DA GE (SABRINA)
ER GE (VALRIE)
ER JIE (LINETTE)
SAN JIE (JESSIE)
XIAO MEI (TESSA)
MAID AKA ATIMAH (TIM ONG)
NANNY (DENISE)
FAMILY PET (KENNETH QUEK)


HAHAH YES MUM'S FROM A KAMPONG WHO SELLS CHICKENS!! DAD'S A PRO MOPPER! WHO ONE DAY WENT TO THE KAMPONG TO BUY FEATHERS N MET MUM I GUESS MUM'S MATHS THEORY OF HALF+HALF+HALF=ONE CAUGHT HIS ATTENTION N THEN CAME THE FAMILY!! HAHAHAH


wat a funny dinner!! 10 of us juz craping like mad! seriously mad.!.


val's parents car-ed me home!=) HEH FREE RIDE!=)


anyways i think its juz so sad that EASTER PLAY IS OVER!!! AHHHH. 4mths of every sunday practice is GONE!! its an empty sunday afternoon now! i mean those 4mths juz seems SO FUN sooo booked so busy so stressful for some n now we miss it all seriously gonna miss it!!
n i'm gonna see less of some of my sisters brothers maid n pet(which i rarely see lah)


ahhh so sad!! really gonna miss this. gonna miss the cast crew sound ppl EVERYONE!!! AHHHHH n HAHA TIM ONG'S WONDERFUL VOICE!!HAHAHAH


n i guess my promise to them of i'll promise to go out with ur after easter is over. wont come true. oh wells.=)


its now time to study HARD real hard. enough of slacking. STUDY!! STUDY!! oh i sound like a mugger! BUT LINETTE DUN MUG! HAHAHA LINETTE STUDIES!=) MUGGING SOUNDS SO STRESSFUL=) u see i dun get stress=)


SAJC SAJC SAJC GO FOR IT MAN!!!

GOOD FRIDAY

indeed a GOOD FRIDAY


hah yes as wat jessie's n sabrina's mum been observing the pass few yes that its rains/storm every good friday. n yes it did this year too =)
n yes so true caz when Jesus died there was a storm.!
i used to think that when its good friday. Jesus is not around till easter sunday when he rose from the dead! caz Jesus died so Jesus is not there till He comes alive again=)
hahha SO NOT TRUE.=) how cute of i to think of that last time


EASTER PLAY!


FUN!
hahaha while waiting for our make ups me n sabrina decided to play with the props n start taking retarded photos!
MAKE UP!
finally got pushed for my make up. sheesh. well wasnt too bad but quiet fun having ppl to make up ur face. yes i looked ghostly gothic. super white lahh which those eye liner. wooh. took a long time to take it off actually.
RUSH
super super super super rush. i think drama really test u how to work fast n EAT FAST. we have to go to raffles city n eat our lunch within 10plus mins! woahh super super rush. no time to even slack or what lah! n changing. hah it wasnt too bad for me lah. i think sabrina's have to rush alot! but its quiet fun thou
THE PLAY
its really really much much much better n we feel better too. lightings r really cool only when it shines directly into ur eyes.


ITS TML ITS TML ITS TML!!!
N I SAY THIS ONCE AGAIN!!
COME IF U WANT TO!!


ST ANDREW'S CATHEDRAL, NEW SANCTUARY (beside cityhall mrt)
TML (15APRIL06) 7PM!!


WOOO HOOO AHHHH SCREAMM!!




MARVELOUS LIGHT is sooooooo nice!!! ahhhhhh DAPH FASTER COME ONLINE I WANT THE SONG!!! AHHHHHH!!


LIFT MY HANDS N SPIN AROUND!
SEE THE LIGHT THAT I HAVE FOUND!
O THE MARVELOUS LIGHT, MARVELOUS LIGHT!

FREE-ED

HAH SHERYL REPLYED ME IN FRIENDSTER YES ITS SUPER SHOCKING FOR BOTH ME N HER TO EVEN RITE SUCH MSG. I MEAN ITS PRIDE WHICH STOPS EVERYTHING BUT WHEN GOD'S IN IT EVERY PRIDE IS GONE!


anyways juz did my quiet time. had a talk time with God. n he put me in to an imgination of wat would have if i have juz leave Him out of this n settle it myself.


n the He said. close ur eyes n imgine
this is wat i saw.


(monday's recess)
lin: (goes to their table n starts scolding n scolding)
the rest: (juz kept quiet. pretending i didnt exist.)
lin: (shuts everyone up who interferes)
but in my heart was a heart filled with hatered, revange, arrogants...
God's looking down from up there shaking His head.
devil's looking look up from down there laugh with shouts of victory.
n in this i had a empty heart without God in me.
the anger was so strong n i felt that i've never been so angry for a long time.
n it seems like i've been back to wat i used to be n girl who thinks scolding settles EVERYTHING. a girl without self control.
a lost girl.
a girl who tired so hard to climb up the ladder n juz fell all the way down like tat.
even when she did wat she tot she should b doing she didnt feel very very very good
infact she kept deciving herself that she won.
in the heart of those she have scolded were heart filled with victory
that they made her blow at last.
n this time there were no tears in her eyes bcaz they were blood shot, filled with anger.


she tot it ended n its back to God but still
God's looking down from up there shaking His head.
devil's looking look up from down there laugh with shouts of victory.


did i win this battle?
100% no.


the end.


ya but yes now i'm free i'm happy it seems like wat they said didnt affect me at all! but still if i have attutides if i really do backstab ANYONE. i've repent n CLENSED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS. n lift all my hurts pride attutides troubles to God! HE'S INCHANGE NOW.


n of caz NEVER to turn back again=)


A BROKEN HEART HEALED ONCES AGAIN

pslam 20

anuty joyce read to us this verse yesterday. i mean God really gives us wat we really need in time to come. its really hard to b standing in the middle on criticism. i mean its really so usual of me not scolding n stuff b juz staying in God's presence clam. easter play is coming. easter play is a BIG thing. n the devil wants me to breakdown n force me into temptation. but God's in me n gave me a heart of LOVE to love everyone even those who hate me. i remembered wat aunty cathie said last iSOW from God. "linette u have a warmth inside of u that have been given to u by God you have a compassionate heart" i certainly dun atone my sin. caz i left my sins to God to forgive me. n he have forgiven me n clansed me with the blood of Jesus. i will not turn back to my sin but keep walking in God's path lead my God. the path that brings love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness n self-control. theses 9 fruits of the spirits.=) n i certainly dun say say only i dun type God words out i proclaim He is God n i PRACTISE wat God have me to do.


oh n i'm super super straight=)
even if i get loney in sch i'm still loved by God. a love bigger than they whole universe. if u never felt it i feel really sorry for ur caz its WONDERFUL.
n thus from today onward SAJC IS MY GOAL! i hate it when ppl look down on me. I'M GONNA PIA FROM TODAY ONWARDS! SAJC SAJC SAJC SAJC!!!! woooooo hooo thanks from bringing out my determaination peiwah ruiting and szeyu=)
if hating a person makes u feel good carry on. but it wont affect me caz GOD TAKING OVER MY LIFT.


yeah this seems familar. i think i've sort of done some of these stuff to sheryl. but this shall b a time to seek forgiveness from her=) yeah n in God's word its said that those who u've hurt u'll get it back on u 2 times more. n i got mine already=) but this is really a break through for me. n helped me to realised wats my mistake n change it=)


-every obstacles i go thru my walk with God gets stronger n i get closer to him=)
-a heart set free. FREE once again=)


Psalm 20
For the director of music. A psalm of David.

1 May the LORD answer you when you are in distress; may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.
2 May he send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion.
3 May he remember all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings.

Selah

4 May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed.
5 We will shout for joy when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the LORD grant all your requests.
6 Now I know that the LORD saves his anointed; he answers him from his holy heaven with the saving power of his right hand.
7 Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.
8 They are brought to their knees and fall, but we rise up and stand firm.
9 O LORD, save the king! Answer us when we call!

OBSESS WITH SA

AHHHHHHHHH I LOVE SA!! SA! SA! SA!!! AHHH I HOPE I CAN GET INTO THAT SCH! AHHH I LOVE THE SCH I LOVE THE BAND I LOVE THE UNIFORM!!!!! AHHH YES UNIFORM!!! I LOOK GOOD IN SA'S UNIFORM!! AHHHH I LOVE SA!!!

daph (from AC) in half NJ half AC uniform!! N me ion NAYANG'S COUNSELLOR UNIFORM!
INPROPER NJ UNIFORM!

ME IN SA UNIFORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with jessie in nayang uniform!! I LOVE SA!! I LOVE ELENA!!!HAH 'BLOOD' SISTERS!! ME IN SA!!!! SABRINA (from nj) IN AC! SABRINA IN AC!!
ELENA IN MONK'S HILL (my uniform) with MH's tie! n crooked skirt! with background of daph in NJ UNIFROM!!

ME IN AC UNIFORM n SABRINA IN SA UNIFORM!!

hahaha I LOOK GOOD IN AC UNIFORM TOO!! AFTER ALL I USED TO DREAM OF BEING IN ACJC! HAHAH NOW'S SAJC!!! AHHH SA SA SA SA SOO OBSESS WITH SA!

not juz coincidence.

oh ya i think i'll start using my guitar note book to rite some personal stuff inside or should i show arise book? hmm...mayb. caz u noe sometimes blogging online is not to good huh.


anyways its juz so amazing how God speaks to me. yes thru my QT material. n it always happens when i want an answer so something or when i sad or wateva. well seriously not coincidence lah. but juz Him speaking to u thru anything. as if the author of the book juz rite something by luck n it spoke to me. cannot be huh.


not luck
not coincidence
but by God.

MARVELOUS LIGHT

Marvelous Light
Charlie Hall

Key: G
Comments:
Capo 4


Verse 1:
G-----------------------C
I once was fatherless, a stranger with no hope
G------------------------------C
Your kindness wakened me, wakened me from my sleep
G------------------------------C
Your love it beckons deeply, a call to come and die
G--------------------------------C
By grace now I will come and take this life, take Your life


PreChorus:
Em-------------------------D
Sin has lost it's power, death has losts its sting
Em----------------------------------C
From the grave You've risen victoriously


Chorus:
G
Into marvelous light I'm running
C--------------------------------Em
out of darkness, out of shame, by the cross
-----D---------------------C
You are the truth, You are the life, You are the way


Verse 2:
G---------------------------------C
My dead heart is now beating, my deepest stains now clean
G------------------------------- C
Your breath fills up my lungs, now I'm free, now I'm free


Tag:
G-----------------------------------C
Lift my hands and spin around, see the light that I have found
Em-------------------------D--------C
O the marvelous light, marvelous light




YES NICE SONG IT SIMPLY DEFINES WHAT A PERSON WHO WASNT A BORN CHRISTIANN BECAME ONE WOULD SAY. SO TRUE.


hmm i forgot how it sounds like already ahh but i noe the song is super nice super cool super meaningful! N THE CHORDS ARE SUPER EASY!!! HAHAHAH=) OH YES DID THE ------ THING CAZ STUPID BLOGER SEEMS TO HATE BIG SPACES. N THUS IT WILL B CRAMP UP TOGETHER. ANYWAYS I WANT THIS SONG!!! AHHH!

TESTIMONY

HEY THIS IS AN ARTICLE IVE WROTE FOR THE CELL'S EVANGELISTIC NEWSLETTER. JUST WANNA SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS TOO =)


Everyone one of us has a purpose to fulfil - the Great Commission. I knew i had to fulfil it by sharing but honestly, i have not been doing anything to fulfil it.The most i will do is to pray for people and thats it.I do not take the initiative to share or even to mention God. I knew i had to but it takes up lots of courage to just tell a non-christian "oh i want to thank God for this..." I used to think that i do not have the gift to evangelise therefore its natural forme not to excel in it. But boy am i so wrong. God taught me through many different sermons that fulfilling the Great Commission is a commandment. Its not for people who has the gift of evangelism to do all the work, but for everyone of us do it. Ok so thats step 2- learning that everyone needs to play apart cause God commands us to. So from there, sharing the gospel or living a life like Jesus's is a need-to-do-thing in my life. I know i need to share so i'll pray that God will give me opportunites and the right words to share at the right time. One day as i was doing my quiet time, I was praying and talking to God about evangelism. I keep thinking that is so hard for me to mention anything about God.That is when God gave me this scripture during my quiet time. Joshua 1:9 "Remember that I commanded you to be strong and brave. So dont be afraid. The Lordyour God will be with you everywhere you go." Man the verse struck me. from that day onwards i felt that ihave the confidence and i was not that afraid anymoreto speak up whenever i can and whenever an opportunity arises.


The next thing i want to share about is having THE PASSION for the lost ones. You can pray for the lost ones and ask God for opportunities to share, but you may not have the passion for them. At isow during the praise and worship, aunty daphne, a missionary didthis "exercise" during worship. She told us to kneel down at the cross and on the floor it has pictures ofall the missionaries and lost people.She told us, at the count of three, shout JESUS as loud as we can.After my third shout, i felt a tremendous pain in my stomach. Tears flowed continuously. My heart was crushed. And as everyone else was shouting JESUS in the room. I felt as if it was in hell. Where people was wailing for Jesus to save them. This picture was so painful. After that, aunty daphne explained to us that the feeling that we've experienced is supposed to be the feeling we're to have for the lost ones. Cry out for them cause they dont get to go to heaven.


This is the passion for the lost ones that we're supposed to have. We share about Christ because we love them and do not want them to go to hell. Since then I feel that need to share and the pain for those who do not know Christ. Whenever i pray for them, my heart cry out to God to save them. Last week i have talked about God to two of my friends. It was so wonderful having the opportunity to share a little of what God has done in my life. Therefore I have been praying that each one of you will have the passion of evangelism. Share because you care! =)


-KIM-

PROMISE

and then He said: i PROMISE to heal u of all ur sickness when the time comes.


how sweet can that be lah. yes God told me that today during 9am minstry time. woahh i almost cried lah. but mum was beside me so heh dun want to=)


OH I FOUND THE ELEPHANT WHICH KIM GAVE ME WHICH I TOT I LOST IT. HAH!


easter prac.
wednesday-6pm to 9pm?
friday- 9AM to 5PM!!
sat- EASTER PLAY!!! MUST COME N WATCH!!! 7pm! st andrews cathedral!


i've found a way to escape make up! dun b too curious when the make up ppl r putting makeup for the cast! n stay the other end of the cns from the makeup ppl. n act as if u'r busy watching the play!=) therefore i have no makeup today=)


anyways i'll b bloging lesser from now on. realised i've been bloging to much abt myself. i live a secret life. hah. not really thou. shall blog if theres something intresting. haha but i think my life is kinda intersting that i surely have something to blog everyday. oh wells.


this blog may change from now.=)

hah.

oh hi dots
i never really understnad y ppl like scaming ppl blog. i mean if u want to tag like tat put ur name lah. too embarrASS to put down ur name. well i'm sure if i want to tag someone that i'll put down my beautiful name. but i guess i'm not so wu liao to do that lah.


OH HI SAMANTHA THAM PEI WEN.


anyways let me tell say something first. this goes to sam tham
wat is it like to b in a position when u fell off with ur friends and then u suddenly gets super close to them n starts daoing me.
or let me change the view
wat would u feel when tat time u fell out with jesline n i got super close to them after u fell out with her n i start daoing u.


daoing,attutide


well i tired bluffing myself with the phrase *freedom of friends* but have that gone too far. even ppl like daphne n beeting starts asking y r u suddenly so close to them. n someone even asked me if u will backstab me. like how 'good' is ur reputation tat someone will even think that u can backstab me. well.


so attutide-ing the whole band after getting close to them means i attutide u first? ur attutide in band bcame so bad that i HAVE to attutide u n call u to ask u where r u caz u r the only one who left ur blazzer lying in the band room.
or mayb u juz want to tok, walk out of sch with ur long time no see friend or is it friends.
n i tot u should b meeting mrs poh after band? well u always do that. or mayb u juz want to skip fall in n leave band as fast as u could so that u can meet u long time no see friend/s.


hah my attutide is bad.
well wat abt urs.


well i can say ur real self only comes out in band.


oh ya one more thing i said this tat day
hanging down the phone defines speechless n trying to say that wat the other person says is full of crap when she herself doesnt want to face the fact n admite she's wrong. that my definition


oh i guess ur too pa jiao to see the words THAT MY DEFINITION. oh mayb i left out the 's' thats y u cant understand. so i have to repeat that sentance again THATS MY DEFINITION.


well i rather b sweet little chen hui linette then being nasty tham pei wen samantha.
=)


caz i wont try to make ppl dun tok to u but i guess i wont ask ppl to go n tok to u hmm shall i say i will rather pity u n make myself loney then making myself welcome to make u loney.


*i promise i speak the truth n only the truth. =) HEH.

-

tuition- hah i also died by reading a chapter in the ke ben. ya caz i kept breathing in cold air, from the air con, thus making my lungs cold. start coughing while reading. yeah so anyway the tutor let me 1/2 hr off earlier=)
tutor is nicer now. of caz much better than last time when i hated her like crazy. but i juz feel like quiting tuition. i think its kind pointless. like every tuition we're doing the same things. n i'll get really bored.
quit or dun quit i really dunno. i dun think mum allow anyways.


anywas speech day tml. band's performing. or mayb it might juz b the last band performance as mhmb.. sadly. or mayb not there might still b mhss closing ceremony. hah which then will b the really last times as mhmb. gonna miss mhmb more then mhss i guess? its like cry for the band but not for the sch. hah.


bhmb? yuck. i can believe it i'll b there probably next week. too fast. but at least xueling will be there. i juz dun feel good abt balestier hill. while xueling n jonathan said it quiet good teachers are better in a way? hmm dunno.'


i super hate to b given last min stuffs.

sick=rest

yes i finally realised y i'm sick.
caz sick = rest


i juz realised that this time i juz kept sleeping n sleeping n sleeping my sickness off. but i didnt realise that by being sick, i had so much sleep n rest time that i haven been having for a super long time. like since last december i haven slept like this? my everyday seems so short seems so pack with stuff seems so busy.


but by being sick i realised that my 2 hrs of sleep is like my usual 4hrs for sleep! the time seems to b dragging yet i'm not bored over the draggyness.


n never have i felt like leaving sch early 2 times a weeks well today's only my 3rd time leaving sch early in my entire sec sch live wat more i've leave sch early 2 times this week. ya usually no matter how sick i am i'll still hold on till sch end. but this time i juz feel so tired feel like its pointless to stay in sch.


well i guess resting is more then enough. still kinda sch though but i've really enough rest. back to sch back to study.


not back to God caz i'm all along with God=)
n HE'S WITH ME ALL ALONG.=)


THANK YOU DADDY GOD FOR LETTING ME B SICK TO GIVE ME SUCH A WONDERFUL REST TIME.

overflowing fluid nose+spinning crushed brain

overnight inflammation is over
now's overflowing fluid nose.
n spinning crushed brain.


i'm not ok. i'm sick.


overnight inflammation is currently over but still down with cough adding the above.


being sick boils my temper easily. n i'm sorry if my temper blows


but i juz hate it when ppl who keep using teacher's name to cover up for themself. n i hate it when ppl start showing attutide to me.


hanging down the phone defines speechless n trying to say that wat the other person says is full of crap when she herself doesnt want to face the fact n admite she's wrong. that my definition.


stop being a teacher's pet n start acting big caz they like u n r always on ur side.


everyone's holding their angry on her for a long time. but theres always a limit n bcaz i'm sick today my limits ends there. dun show my attutides anymore or u'll hate me.

overnight inflammation

overnight inflammation in the throat.
woahh its like super sore lah. i mean yesterday when i reach home from church there was juz slight dryness in the throat. n by the next morning i lost my voice, ok not really lost but super super super zhao xia, super pain n super dry. but still went to sch caz got test n i dun wan to miss Amaths lesson or Emaths test. but woah its really pain lah. n theres no point for me staying in sch n sleeping thru the day caz my brain is dead.


anyways decided to go n see the doctor caz last night bro gave me strapsils which is suppose to be good but it didnt work at all instead my throat got worst today. n it cant possibly b so sore so fast right n i was in the mids of getting flu too. ya so went to see the doc.


waited for like nearly an hour!!?!?! like those uncle n aunty took a super long time in the consultation room lah. sleep quiet awhile while waiting.


so finally met the doc abt 1230pm. he says that my throat is super sore lah. expecially the right side. then he asked me is it very pain or a little pain? like of caz very pain lah! n he lso can say its super sore? hah oh wells. then he check my temperature. well mild fever only. so its kinda ok lah.


have mc for 1 1/2 days not going sch tml i guess but mayb going for band. oh ya can skip test tml too heh. skipping 2 days of test=)


i'm like a dead body on the bed
ok anyways been pigging since i came home.. come home eat take medicine sleep. woke up at 430 eat abit then sleep again. woke up at 630 get out of my room so that the maid can clean, then go to parents room n sleep again. wake up at 730 eat, take medicine sleep. well this time its sleep wake up sleep wake up. 945 offically get out of the bed n start foing my QT n bloging now. then going back to sleep later again? i think so.


oh ya i think i've overdose on my cough mixture! the stupid nurse didnt give me a spoon. so i pour it into my mouthfrom the bottom. obviosuly not touching th rim. yup so i happily pour it into my mouth n realised that i took 10ml more. sheesh. n its drossy kind of medicine. so dun blame me for sleep too much. heh.


body's aching. having tuition tml night at 730pm sheesh hope i'll b better by then.


OH YA caz the doc said my throat is super sore rite so i decided to go home n take a look. hah its kinda blueblack quiet scary thou. juz went to take a look at it again n its better now but still pain!. ahh.

hah.

hah. i think mediacorp really really noe how to make money. u see campus superstar? i think they really really earn alot for this finale. i mean they r really smart lah. they keep comparing the results like who's better than who ya so those who see that their 'superstar' is not the best they will keep voting n voting n voting till their 'superstar' beats the other person n then it carries on n on n on. ya n their really smart too caz they make the show from 730pm till dunno wat time but i noe its still on now n its 1030 now.


ok so ya who cares lah.


anyways worship before easter play was GOOD LAH. saw daph n shermen crying. so God asked me to pray for them. pray pray pray. n then i stand at a position n started crying. crying for wat nothing abt myself actually. but i think i cried caz i somehow felt a pain in those who were crying. n so i started crying. woahh the presence was SUPER strong lah. usually when theres a strong presence of God i'll take super long to cry n tear flows out of my eyes super slowly lah. but today was like WOAHH. so fast! i felt like i haven been crying like tat for a long time.


ya so while crying, i looked around for awhile n then i saw tessa! n she was crying too! n somehow God told me to pray for her. PRAY FOR BUT FAMILY! but denise came to pray for me. heh ya so when the music stopped. cooled down for awhile. but God kept asking me to pray for her, her family! ya so i went up to her n pray for her. ya woahh i can really sense the holy spirit using me when i prayed for this 3 ppl lahh. the feeling is juz sooooo strong! woahh so nice!! ahhhhh. oh ya so after praying for tessa. i juz broke out into laughter! i juz feel sooo soo soo happy. its the joy of the Lord ya??


WOAHH SOOO NICE!!! I LOVE IT LAHH!! WOAHH HAVEN FELT LIKE THIS FOR A LONG TIME REALLY LONG. like its been a really long time since i've gotten the pain of other n after that the JOY of the LORD. WONDERFUL.


thank you LORD!!


oh a i'm sick. got sore throat. blahh.

Did you Ever talk to God above

lync was rather quiet cool today. but i was kinda tired.


oh ya kenneth said something today which i kinda respected him with it
he was telling us abt the songs he chouse
then he started saying
"u noe the worship team is split into 2 groups. like tim then the other group is me? so i find that the other group r more of the skilled musicians. but ppl always ask me 'y dun u show u skill in guitar during worship?" but worshiping is not abt how skilled u r but ur heart to God. n that u rely on God during worship."


yup i agree with him. worship is not abt showing off u skills but to praise God as an instrument. n i think this is the cityteens thinking. caz cityteens is juz so simple. we sing/play for God. while YF is more of the pro player. the upbeat kind of worship. well God doesnt care if u'r skilled or not he looks at ur heart? how do u worship Him.


anyways worship was good today. but my i had that stupid phlegm blocking my airway n is really hard to sing. broke down a number of time. horid.


sang this song today. a really beautiful meaningful song. oh put the chords there too=)


Did you Ever talk to God above


G Am D
Did you ever talk to God above?
G Em
Tell him that you need a friend to love?

Pray in Jesus' name
Am D G G7
Believing that God answers prayers.


Have you told him all your cares and woes?
Every tiny little fear He knows.
You can know He'll always hear
And He will answer prayer.


Am D
You can whisper in a crowd to Him.
G Em
You can cry when you're alone to Him.
Am D
You don't have to pray out loud to Him;
G G7
He knows your thoughts.

On a lofty mountain peak, He's there.
In a meadow by a stream, He's there.
Anywhere on earth you go,
He's been there from the start."