DAD.

exams r over but i'm still super busy like super super busy.
class video
i'm quite tired out with it. n actually i dunno wat direction am i heading towards
theres still Emaths exams to take up i'm not putting in any effort now. well rather i'm using my time for class video.
thoughts of stop doing the class video or not to.
but yeah i wont stop lah. i juz dun like the idea of doing things half way.


so ya i'm going to chiong maths already. have to start planning my time again.


anyways i've been looking back at things like relationship with my dad. as u noe, i have a super bad relationship with dad. anyways things been improving nowadays.
u noe the last time canon kuan came to lync n had a talk to us? yeah then after his talk i went for prayers and had a talk with aunty joyce. she asked me wat i want to pray for. then i said thing like i had very bad relationship with my dad. then she said why? so i listen out the reasons. very stuborn...... then she said then she said wat kind of things u want to pray for ur dad? then said i want him to change.
so she started saying. u noe linette u cannot change a person. but all u can do is to change urself. practically juz ingore him. ya so from that day i tried very hard to stop talking back n go with my rights. n guess wat things been better n better. n sometimes i'll juz try to understand him n think of him. like buying food that he likes when i pass by.

=)


ohoh i bought a camera today. YAY FINALLY. ohh i'm going KL on friday! well not really comfirm caz there are not buses.
=)


shall stop here.
oh n finally dad got me n sis a laptop. well it was from uncle's one. but still good.
see i told u dad's getting good.
=)

one super short post



EXAMS OVERRRRRRRRR
and theres alot of things that happened during this period.
n haha i promise Daddy God to share testimony in lync.=)


BYE.

'Love God Love Others'

lync's first birthday was quite cool.
the testimonies were cool
marcus's one was really amazing.
but having the thing of after 2 worship songs there's 2 testimonies given is SUPER anti-climax. not that worship was bad or wat IT WAS REALLY REALLY GOOD but when u stop it after every 2 songs it'll juz breaks the wonderful atmosphere.
anyways there was lync 1 year reflection? video. HAHA JOUSHA IS SOOOOO FUNNY he n his stone face. HAH
oh the lync cake's degsin is really really nice. oh the cake was nice too n its chocolate but its very mild so its ok for me.
had some photos taken.
oh n there was food too.
pastor lian swan called us lynclets.
hahahha its lyncers btw.
yupp thats practially all about it.


not very very fun oh i was wondering y they didnt decorate the place or like paste some papers like happy birthday lync! seems like a normal service n not a party.
mayb everyone's busy with exams or something.


OHOHOH I THINK THE NEW WEBSITE IS REALLY REALLY COOL
go check it out=)
http://www.livingstreams.org.sg/lync/index.html



OH WEIJUN WAS SUPER RANDOM TODAY.
this is wat happened
we were talking.
then jun takes right hand's fingers in between her left fingers
then takes my left fingers n puts it on top of my left fingers kiap by hers
then guess wat she did!
SHE STARTS MESSING MY HAIR.
for wat reason I DUN KNOW.
HAHAH
but lucky my hair wasnt styled or anything or i'll kill her.
HAHAHA
SO RANDOM.
YES WEIJUN GUA GUA GUA U NOE GUA YA YA GUAAAAA!!!


anyways i finished my sciences WHEE
i'll have to study hard on my geog oh n maths!


TATA juz 12 more days till i'm freeeeeee=)

LALALALALALA=)

oh i have a feeling i'm getting sick. AHH
OK SOME PRAYER REQUEST:
keep me healthy- i'm having gastric nowadays n its getting worst by the days. oh n my throat feels a little sore.
pray that i wont slack n use every free time.
no insomia during exam days
n of caz DUN ABANDON DADDY GOD.
=)


exams coming this monday!! AH YES 'N' LEVEL, MONDAY.
i dun noe if i prepared or wat lah i'm not feeling nervous caz i'll get nervous untill the real day itself.


ok i juz finish my whole physics syllabus. ok mayb i have to work more on the power chapter. i gave up doing it caz i realised i've lost my interest in maths. SOO DEAD LAH i'm supose to love maths u noe. i guess its the close to a year of not doing proper maths. SIGH. I'LL GAIN BACK MY MATHS INTEREST WITHIN THE NEXT 2 DAYS.


ok i'm going to finish up my bio syllabus b4 i get to sleep.


tml
study groups GEOG GEOG GEOG!.
LYnC FIRST BIRTHDAY! WHOOHOOOO!

sunday
CHILDRENS DAY. i wanted to help out in the church's children's day party. but N level just have to be on the next day ROAR=)

linette LOVES kids!!

reflection part 2

=) oh abt the previous post it actually not exectly finished yet n sorry that i have to end it that badly makes me seems like i'm suffering or something.
ya n i didnt have to time to continue caz was way pass my sat sleeping time.
so i anyhow ended it.
anyways heres the other part of it.


actually i dun even feel sore abt it anymore. even when i think back again it doesnt hurt me anymore. u noe after deliverence yup it just all went away. i remembered someone told me b4, wat has happened has happened even if it is the greatest sin n u'r feeling bad n all but the moment u give it to Daddy God n seek forgiveness n forget abt those who brought u into tat situation. u'r cleance. no more will u feel hurt no more will u feel guilty. because Daddy God has forgiven n forgotten abt it.


oh and u noe that 3 mths of delimma was the first time i've eva gotten stressed up and depressed. n i was on the urge to turn away from Daddy God, practially it was the hardest period in my life. yeap i felt super lost, Daddy God didnt seem to b there with me, it seems like i'm all alone n stuff. i looked happy on the surface but inside of me was rotten. but this period of time have given me perservence and a super strong faith in Daddy God. its a test from Daddy God. but after all these i sure have gain alot.=)


have u read the book of Job on how God tested his faith and took his everything away, friends, wealth, gave him sores on his body but never did He hated God. in the end God gave back to him SO much more.


the end=)

reflection

=)


haven been bloging much. not tat i'm stressed out or wat lah. remember i dun get stress. the numbers of fingers on my right hand can b more then the amount of times i've been stressed up. hmm erm 4 and a half times... hah if u noe wat i mean.
ok other then have foul tempers when ppl disturbs me when i'm studying. i'm still a happy go lucky girl=)


anyways while i was on my way home from church today something juz strike me. it brought me back to sec 2 melbourne cum iSOW which i didnt go bcaz of melbourne.
i remembered when andrea told me to go for iSOW i rejected caz i had to go melbourne, but i was thinking of not going melbourne. but it wont b nice to not go melbourne when almost all the band members are going. and also i can go iSOW the next time or something. so i went to melbourne.

but then as i was thinking in the bus today something juz make me feel that going to melbourne was wrong the min i step into melbourne's airport. yeah i had my first eva asthma attack caz of sudden mood change. so fell sick for 3 days? n got better. but on the 2nd last day, i was happy go luckying shopping but at night my childhood experience came back caz of something and i got asthma attack again. everything was so blurr to me someone supported my back n made me sit up. (i think it was kelvin not sure) n all i could hear was voices n i only blurred visions of proberbly almost the whole band members in the room bring freeked out. oh then i remember i shouted at shuisheng to leave the room caz i was super super pissed off not only with him but the whole band. i guess i just had to throw temper at that time.
anyways xueling cried bcaz of me n i tot it was quite touching when i hear abt it.


ANYWAYS bcaz i melbourne it brought me into delimma for abt 3-4mths. its really bad. untill i had my deliverence and talked it out to the pastor. actually b4 melbourne during cityteens we had some sort small deliverence. then they said mayb some may need to go for the full deliverence thing. yupp n i was one of them. caz when that person prayed for me after sometime i started crying really really really really really bad oh n a little vomiting too. n this women came to me n said: the kind of cry from me is linked to my childhood. n at that moment i knew wat it was.


i never tot it will relapse till melbourne.


yuppp so back to the reflection.
mayb i should have gone iSOW instead of melboune. n after that iSOW, iSOW became a whole different thing. from 20 ppl they increase to abt 80 ppl. which didnt seem as annonting as wat the previous isows. plus things didnt get right the moment i stepped into melbourne.


oh wells but my isow wasnt too bad too lah at least i did learnt something=)


no matter how much i start thinking abt this it wont help.
u cant turn back time.
oh n actually melbourne wasnt enjoyable to me at all.

chocolate-not for me.

my junior (yi wen) rocks! oh man u noe today she gave me present which is chocolate HAH YES for ppl dun dun know, linette doesnt like chocolates. but that brand of chocolate is nice lah. u noe the seacreature chocolate, seahorse, seeshell blablabla. yeap that one. there's 6 inside gave mum 2 n struggled to finish up tat 4 pieces. 4 small pieces. thats how much i dun like eating chocolates.


let me tell u my chocolate history.
abt 5 years old i ate my very very first chocolate ice-cream. n guess wat i puke it out. yup so from since then i hate chocolates. n once i eat chocolate too much i'll feel like puking.
yupp even when i ate 4 small pieces of chocolate like 1 hr ago, i'm still feeling a little pukish now.=)
but its alright sometimes chocolate can b nice so eat it with pleasure untill u cant take it anymore=)
oh ya to prevent me from puking i must drink ALOT of water.
=)


ok back to my junior giving me chocolate, hmm this is her 2nd time giving me present 1 year once? yeap n guess wat i haven give her anything at all. I FEEL SO MEAN!! better get something for my le yuan n yi wen=)


oh ya and there was pizza treat from band today. last band practise n theres too much money in the band fund so mrs poh bought pizza. 12 boxes of cannadian pizza. 3 slices each. i ate 2=)

prejudice??

my keyboard typing skill is getting really bad.
caz i haven been using msn since july i think n i feel like a noob typer now.
ROAR.


sch haven been really interesting. but mayb i did see some changes. ppl like nick siew is now willing to help me in my maths. yup that means he's not mean now.
u noe i'm having this habbit of juz sitting at a place n noticing how ppl have changed or wats happpening. yup thats y i'm rather anti-social nowadays.
but i guess its also good to notice stuff. u noe yesterday i was late for sch. so me n few other ppl have to wait outside the gate till flag raising end. n somehow i juz look toward that opposite sch n stone at it. i cant really remember wat i was trying to do but i thought it was a rather nice feeling. hah yes then all the last comers went into the sch n i was still stoning at the sch untill the prefect called me. SO MALU!! oh wells. ohh then those sec 2 prefect who took down my name actually noes my name. ya i didnt tell them my name but somehow they know it. oh wells. anyways issnt it good to b known?


i think i got very strong 6th sense. like really good. i predicted something will soon happen n it happened now. u noe i was talking to abaiyah (howeva u spell her name) yesterday during bio. i mean sometimes u may look at a person's appearence n juz dun like tat look but actually the person is really nice n friendly. but then during today's english, we played pictionary, the topic was on adverbs. n mine was beauty is only skin deep. thinking abt it i've realised that maybe we're judge on ppl's beauty to make friends but when u get to noe them better the inside of them issnt good at all. n really some ppl who's really pretty to me but when u go in deep their heart its actually not as pretty as how they look.

oh haha i think this week is a outer vs inner appearence weeks.
last sat lync's cell group topic was on ERM AHHH CRAP I FORGOT THE TITLE but its on things that u dun like i forgot that word!! OHOH PREJUDICE yupp then i also mention abt how God looks at the heart n not at the outer appearence. caz sometimes ppl acts ways that ppl dun like but if we learn to dig deep down their hearts, many of them r really really nice ppl. yupp n we must have God-like-attutide who looks at the heart not the appearence.
n Daddy God made me realised n make me apply it into my life since my iSOW.=)


but surely i noe this person who have both outer n inner beauty which is KIMBERLY NEO SHI HUI!!! yes my childhood cum best friend. wat an honour to have her=) i'm sure those who noes her loves her!=)
all the best for u O's!=)

=)

=)


oh ya i'm on worship this coming sat AGAIN. anyways i cant stand the lync's gmail thing lah. ok lah they want u to b responsible but i dun think its that hard to at least send e-mail to the ppl in the worship team can cost alot of time. n it will also avoid fustration for the worship leader.
i mean if u want responsibilities things like must b on time, turning up for worship may b enough ppl will forget to check gmail also right.


AND YA I GOT SCOLDED BY KENNETH CAZ I DIDNT CHECK THE GMAIL FOR WHO'S ON DUTY.

ok i'm also at fault but i juz cant stand the lync's way of gmail responsiblities. anyways i wanted to go church early to study last sat. hmm i walk into the church at close to 2 n kenneth was walking a distance from me shouting at me.
kenneth: LINETTE STILL WALKING SO SLOW
lin: (turns look at him then ingores him caz he always does that)
kenneth: (walks closer to me) U'R LATE ALREADY U NOE
lin: lync starts at 3 wat
kenneth: U'RE ON WORSHIP TODAY
lin: WHAT REALLY? SORRY I DIDNT NOE.
kenneth: ITS UR RESPONSIBLITY TO CHECK THE GMAIL.
lin: sorry i was busy this week n had exams n didnt get to use the com much.


WOAH I FELT SUPER GUILTY N PISSED OFF TOO. n i also noe kenneth is super pissed off. anyways b4 worship prac started i went to talk to denise abt ss and then went to tell charissa i didnt noe i was on duty caz i had no time to check the gmail. and then she said its kenneth's responsibility to SENT THE SONGS TO ME.
so w/l should b sending the songs to the team's e-mail but i think none of the w/l does that other than charissa herself.
OK so bcaz of i'm irresponsible-ness i didnt manage to co-sing properly somehow there was something pulling me back. n i was totally not spriturally prepared too. which sucks.


but i'm also at fault lah so nvm lah.


ya so this gmail things can cause the w/l n the one who turn up last min to b sad. which i think there wont b a proper worship prepared mood.


anyways i think i'm going to break from worship till exams ends. better tell dara n charissa by tml. yup so i wont b co-singing this sat.



other then this everything's been fine n good. oh i had a super freky dream today. not my first time having it. but i think the ending of the dream was good. Daddy God was in the house=)
it happened in my old house. its some evil spirit that possesed my maid. ya n she went round wanting to kill my family. n i was SUPER scared. she was in my bro's room i was with dunno who and she was like chasing us, playing hide n seek like that. then i ran tomy mum's room. the maid come out from my room. i peek out to look. she went down the stairs to the living room, i followed. then i was hiding behind the sofa n she was at the dinner room. and then she saw me! i was super super scared she was walking towards me. and then i prayed "Daddy God take the spirit away!!" then i shouted "GO AWAY IN THE NAME OF JESUS" the spirit weaken and i said it again till it left. (yup its like the way of chasing spirits away)
then i went to the entrance of the door. my neighbour was having some party. n then i saw a few kids(spirits) n one of them wanted to go into my house. he walk up the first step n then i prayed again "Lord protect this house with the blood of Jesus" then i shouted to the boy "this is the house of God" then on the floor there was this wordings "the house of God" n the boy left.
i went back to the house penting away n thanking Daddy God.


then i woke up!=)
oh n my heart was beating fast.
didnt want to sleep more. caz its really a freeky dream. but the good thing was Daddy God help=)
i think this is my 2nd times having this kind of dream. i remember mum told me once she had it too.
i wonder y this kind of dream come......

-studying-eating-shiting-sleeping-

oh abt the music theres something wrong with it. i'll settle it another day.


i've been eating ALOT I MEAN ALOT oh n shitting alot too. u see wat goes in must come out=) better force myself to eat more vegie before i get constipation again. but i tot mayb its bcaz of studying, my mouth get itchy n all. mayb its so called my 'breaktime' ohh i'm on cereal diets too ok not those only eat cereal for meal lah i mean for tea n supper. there conflakes, honeystars n coco crunch. its been loooooong since i've eaten those stuff n its really great. make me feel like the younger days again.=)
anwyays i was thinking since i've been eating so much cereals with milk, will it make me grow any taller? hahahaha I HOPE LAHH. =)


ohoh there's chinese N level tml n ss n chinese listening on tuesday. ahhh SS!! i still have one more chap to study its abt development of sg. chap7 denise asked me to study it. but i'm thinking if i should study those other chaps i've studied properly n b very confident in it. i dunno. well see how later. mayb i'll do the revision tml n tuesday morning. probably.


TIME'S RUNNING OUT.
oh i've juz realise that i haven been bloging properly. yup i'm juz vomiting words out. so mind me if theres something wrong with my posts


will blog properly when everything's settled down.


=)

happy teacher's day!!

happy teacher's day!


anyways sch yesterday was pretty good. except the games thing i think its a total waste of time. i dun see the point of it. or many they should have did some games for teacher's only. at least it will b more interesting.


anways concert was pretty good.
pearlyn's voice is really good! i like it=)
ms fara's voice it super good too! i still dun understand y is she only in the top 100 for sg idol she should b able to go furtherrrrrrrrr.
2/2 dance high sch musical "we're all in this together" (the actual dance)
WHOO HOO NOT BAD NICE but of caz watch it in tv is much more amazing! but they did it really well lah=) -i was high over it. love it.
martin with band- THEY MADE THE CONCERT A BLAST, A MEMORABLE ONE TOO -LOVE LOVE IT.


OK so after sch i went home to change n all n went to church to have ss lessons with denise. its good=) anyways it feels so weird going to church when almost everything's lock. n then u got to basement 2 n its super quiet n then u find a classroom on the lights n study there. then when u want to go toliet, u come out of the class room n see ppl looking at u from the other class room wondering y r u here.
but oh wells it was pretty alright lah=)


bought dinner back n watch/sleep sg idol.
HAH FINALLY JOKIM IS OUT.
=)

YAY MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC

YAY BLOG SONG!!!!
WOAH U NOE I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE NEW ANGELFIRE ACCOUNT FOR NEARLY 1 YEAR.
AND SO AFTER TRYING FOR NEARLY A YEAR, I TRIED MY LUCK N WOAHLA I GOT SIGNED IN! WHOOOO HOOOO
OH YEAH my previous account got cancled caz i use a mp3 format song. so somehow since then wheneva i want to make new account or something i'll b signing up half way n then they'll b block me from the site caz dunno wat too much of the ip sign up for the day.


YUP N ALSO I DIDNT WANT TO TRY ANY OTHER MUSIC THING CAZ THERE'S ALWAYS ALOT OF POP UPS LIKE THAT WEB MUSIC WHICH HAVE CLOSED. I THINK. YEAH I LIKE ANGELFIRE.


AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG.
RUBEN MORGAN'S VOICE IS SOOOOOOOO GOOOOOD.
IT BRING THE ATMOSPHERE, GOD'S ATMOSPHERE!=)
WONDERFUL!

melting my fears

ok u noe abt me being really sad and all yesterday? its solved i mean its so wonderful when u seek Daddy God. n He answers' it within the next 24 hrs.


lets start off with sat's night.
i was really down cried n all. talked to God n went to do my quiet time which somehow was abt troubles n fears.

then sun's afternoon.
came back from church.
but wether i'm studying or not i still felt great preasure when mum sits in my room.
but mum only sits in for few mins n leaves my room. n the rest of the time she was doing her computer work.
well i tot at least God did something.
so she didnt enter my room till 10 or 11 plus.
n sis came home too.
their noise got my fustrated again so i stop studying n went to use the com.

ok so after i use the com, went back to my room
mum suddenly told me that she's gonna start work tml again.
not that i'm dying to see her work or anything. but i noe i'm gonna b alone.
and Daddy God has answered my prayers.

ok so abt 1am, she left my room to sleep.
n i went to do my quiet time.
and then i tried finding the scripture i read on sat's night.
but i couldnt find it. i mean it was not even close to the pages around 27 aug
i manage to find it after sometime n it was a 22 junly issue.
i didnt noe how i turn to that page but i juz did.


ok so on sat's night i didnt really read the passage properly caz i was too drained and all but i only knew it was abt fears n troubles.
so i read it again.
the passage verse comes from

John 14: 1-4
Jesus Comforts His Disciples
1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.
2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you.
3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
4You know the way to the place where I am going."


yup well the first verse already told me something.
the title is melting my fears
anyways the passage is abt this writer was on a plane which was going to take off. there was an anouncement abt the very cold temeperature , its snowing and there was high winds. yupp and there was ice covering the aircraft wings so that have to defrost it with ethylene glycol. so as she heard that anouncement, she was filled with fear, that something bad might happen. so anyways she looks out her window, she saw the ice almost instantly dissapered when they sprayed the thing. and then she will filled with peace


ok when after the she talks abt that linking to God. but this is my version which is similar to her's


-As i read this again, God's telling me that when we have problems or fears, we can send it to him and He will melt your problems almost instantly plus he will give u comfort n peace.


Matthew 28:20
20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

ARRGHHH

SO PRESSURIZING.


i hate it when ppl talks to me when i'm studying.
i hate it when there presence of ppl when i'm studying.
i lose total concentration.
i mean when i'm seriously studying for something. i hate all these.


but its very mean to 'kick' them out of my room.
or they'll get piss off with me for showing attutide.
n i dun want to treat mum that y caz she already have an injured hand.
n sis she got the right to b in the room afterall.


but i really really cannot concentrate.
i got pissed off with their presence n left the room n use the com.


CHINESE N SS IS IN 8 DAYS TIME.
n i feel like i haven studied enough.
but how to.


ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


i broke down last night after mum lef tthe room

NAVE NAVE NAVE

my church's nave. quite cool.=)
http://www.livingstreams.org.sg/sac/info/building/3D/vrjava01/vrstandrews.html



anyways i'm sick. i think. sometimes my flu's super bad. but its ok now. oh theres no sort throat now to. hmm it might be due to lack of sleep. i dunno.


anyways alot of teachers have been telling me that i almost got fair for my coundct this year caz of mrs chiang protest me of getting a good caz i'm always sleeping in her class. aye its not my fault that she's always so irritating n stuff which doesnt give me a single interest in her geog lessons.
many 3 teachers talked to me abt that. karamjit, ms tay and lao shi. n they all stood up for me. how nice of them. anyways i was thinking y did ms tay help me? i'm forever sleeping in Emaths lessons. i dunno y but mayb she see me as a different person in physics lessons caz i'm active in physics. its the class problem lah. 3/2 is not my class u see.
anyways so nice of them.


oh i think my prelims suck. but i manage to pass all my subject, with low passing marks. which may lead to failing for best 3 subjects. oh crap.


i will study hard.

STUDY LAHH

very very disappointed with my Emath. i thought i could do much much much much better. very sad. i either copy the questions wrongly or caculate the answers wrongly. i noe i'm very very very careless but i dunno lah. i think i'll start practising maths ALOT.
i must at least do well for the O level's prelims.
thats my aim.
n also for the rest of mu subjects lah.


the rest of the subject results that i got today were good enough for me.


the Emaths marks is forcing my to start studying n not relaxing for a few days. but somehow i always dun have the mood to study when other ppl's in my room. ya mum fractured her hand n she's almost in my room every hour watching tv with me. sighs.

YAY BACK

HELLO I'M BACK! back from prelim season.


firstly: WEIJUN!!!!!! BETTER OPEN UR PRESENT.REMEMBER TO OPEN IT STOP LEAVING IT OH UR TABLE N FORGETING ABT IT. OPEN IT OPEN IT OPEN IT. STOP BEING SO LAZY. I NOE ITS A SUEPR SLACK WRAPING BUT NEVERMIND LAH AT LEAST I MAKE THE EFFORT TO WRAP IT=) SO U BETTER MAKE THE EFFORT TO OPEN IT! AND THANK KIM. KIM SAYS U HAVEN THANK HER.


prelims ends today. oh but the think abt it chinese n social studies is coming in abt 2 weeks time. ahhh sheesh.

ok let me blog abt the exams=)


monday there was english paper 1 and geog
english was OK.
geog was hard well actually if i did study the right stuff properly i guess the paper would b a little easier. i think i might fail geog.


tuesday theres english paper 2 and Emaths paper 1
english passage 2 was sort of clueless to me. didnt understand wat the passage was talking abt untill i did my summary. anyways i think my english suck big time. sometimes its good sometimes its super bad.
Emaths paper 1 was easy. ok i didnt noe how to do abt 3 or 4 questions lah so oh wells.


tuesday night was disappointing. caz i slept at 3am ok make it 4am caz i take 1 hr to sleep. i spent my time watching tv till 3am. dun understand wat i was doing on a night b4 exam. but well i did Amaths till 130am.


wednesday Emaths paper 2
phew the paper was easy. didnt really need to crack my brain hard. so sleeping at 4am was ok. but its still not good to sleep so late b4 an exam day.


thursday was Amaths paper 1
paper was ok.
OK i noe recently my Amaths have been really really bad. i think its bcaz i've lost interest in it somehow i felt very discourage over it. and didnt bother to study for my previous tests tats y i kept failing really really bad. yupp i've lost my touch in Amaths but well i manage to pick myself up lah. n really do all the Amaths papers mr wong gave us.
anyways i got back tat paper already. erm got 59/70 good enough for me lah thou i want to get 75% for both papers. i hope i do.


friday's bio and Amaths paper 2
bio was easy. well its always easy.
Amaths i think its easier then paper 1.


and finally today physics
erm paper's easier then mid year's


yupp so that the overview of my prelims.


ok wont talk abt prelims anymore.
anyways mum fractured her hand. n she's staying home for few weeks. i sent her to the hospital on thursday after an hr of extra Amaths lesson. not a very long wait so it was ok for me. went to eat at novena with her.
well i think mum's thinking is very positive like nothing can really pull her down. well the workholic mum is really forced to rest this time. having ppl like me n sis would juz scold her if she does any unnecessary stuff. but well i think we can stop her from doing everything caz i think it will demoralised her.


ok n sat's lync lesson was abt anger. some stewler and i forgot the other one.
stewler is one who keeps ur anger inside urself n not saying it.
the other one is one who is hot tempered n throws it out without thinking or listening.


well i think Daddy God have really changed me from a very hot tempered girl to a little bit of a stewler. which i very good=) thinking abt last time i think i was really mean. RIGHT?=)


ok well i'll end here blog some other day=)

LEE JOON-KI

LEE JOON KI

I THINK HE'S SOOOOO CUTE LIKE EXTREAMLY CUTE LAHH
HE'S SOME NEW KOREAN ACTOR.
found him in some korean drama show (my girl) which my bro burn for sis to watch.
heard he won rain or something.
I THINK HE'S CUTER THEN RAIN. ERM MAYB NOT REALLY.
RAIN'S HOT HE'S CUTE!=)

dun be retarded.
ugh. so grosed out.


anyways i screwd my bugle thing today. so disppointing. sighs. oh wells.
oh n i feel like i'm back to sec 1 days again where i try to isolate myself, not wanting to talking to ppl.

i guess its that insecure feeling.


sigh.

from many shores

FROM MANY SHORES
by robert solomon

From many shores You gathered,
Our father, mother all,
And gave as home this island,
So precious though so small.
they toiled and built our nation,
As Toy blessed them with grace.
O God of out salvation,
We seek Your holy face

Bless Singapore, our home, with peace,
And make us a blessing
To the nations near and far.
We worship You our King;
May everyone know who You are!

We're many tongues and colours,
Teach us to live as one.
Bless all out dreams and labours,
In all You will be done.
Help us to honour, cherish
All that is good and right.
Let all You people flourish
As we live in Your light.

We pray for all our children,
Our leaders , workers too;
That we would all be open
To trust Your word as true.
Let righteounseness and justice,
Your mercy and Your love
Be found in home and office
As we each other serve.

We know our strength is in You;
Our future's in You hand.
Our nation, Lord, come renew,
Come heal and bless out land;
Let every street and heartland
Echo the name of christ;
To everyheart and home extend
Your love, Your grace, Your light.

GUITAR! KEYBOARD! WHEEEEE

i aim to sleep at 1am every sat night. sleeping during service must not go on.


anyways jun taught me how to play keyboard yesterday SOOOO COOL oh mann how awesome tat my house has a guitar n a keyboard which r my brother's but he doesnt learn it anymore. well i've already taken them as mine =) mum says there a newer keyboard somewhere int he storeroom. hmm storeroom.. this house doesnt seem to have a 'storeroom' theres stuffs in the balcony, maids room and a small conner of the house (proberly called the storeroom).


ok anyways KEYBOARD IS SUPER COOL. like no matter wat rubbish u play it'll still come out nice.=) n of caz guitar rocks too!=)


oh anyways sang this singapore kind of song in church today. hmm 'From Many Shores' by Robert solomon. who's tat anyways? ok the songs kinda weird like sometime the tune dun match the words but rather a cool song. mayb i'll put the song up in another post later.


meanwhile its a birthday mth.
sherman's birthday juz pass not long. is it on wed or something?
kwok yong's- 8 aug
howard- 9 aug
cant remember others.


haha n of caz its shuisheng's birthday today.
he's nuts he msged me to see if i remembered his bithday. ya caz erm practially i was too lazy to send a birthday msg last night so decided to do it somewhere later in the afternoon. but he tried to remind me on my way home from church. hahah since erm 2 years ago when i tot his birthday was on the 7 instead of 6 yupp so i happily msged him on the 6 at 9pm plus thinking i'll b the earlist to send him a birthday msg yeah n foudn out tat day is his birthday. ya so since then i'll foreva remember his birthday hah. anyways will msg a proper birthday msg later=)
happy 18th.!


OHOH I SCREWED MY BUGLE CALL THING ON FRIDAY.
-play the first 4 notes nicely
-then i could reach tat super high note.
-so i ended up screaming.
-screaming LOUDLY.
-i guess everyone was shocked.
-because it was REALLY LOUD.
-played another time
-n screwed it again.
-this time i didnt scream.


ANYWAYS i dun noe y i screamed. mayb its juz my natural reaction to kill my fustration. anyways i didnt really recall how loud i scream lah caz i scream without myself knowing. yupp untill ppl started telling me it was SUPER LOUD.


i'm super malu-ed.
tried playing it juz now. could play it! YAY but it will lag abit.=P


anyways will rite down the song lyrics n then off to play my guitar=)

answered.

a sudden feel of insecure.


anyways chinese prelim's was really cool today. ok not tat its very easy or wat. its ok to me but some parts are rather hard for me. anyways was doing the close passage thing forgot wat its called in chinese. anyways i started dosing off. i mean dosing off really badly. my head seems to weigh tons of kg. really bad i can take 5 mins to read/doseoff 2 paragraphs n not understand it. super waste time. i juz wanted to stop doing everything i sleep for awhile but was afarid by time i wake up there wont b any time left. so i manage to finish my close passage didnt really bother caz i'm foreva flunking it. so i went to read my li jie che yan. and again i kept dosing off. but some how i conutined to answer the question not very certain with the answers. i finished it n then isaid to myself. "I CANT GO ON DOSING I WANT TO DO WELL IN CHINESE" yup so i decided to pray asked God to keep me awake. start doing my li jie wen da. n guess wat AFTER PRAYING MY EYES WERE SO ENERGISED. read the passage with GREAT intrest.


after i finished it i went to check thru re-read my li jie che yan n redo the questions.


finsish the paper n decided to sleep for the last 10 mins=)


an answered prayer=)

mr roach

its loong since i've blog. caz certain stuff have been happening.


i hate roaches. BIG ONES. fine with small ones but HATES BIG ones.
let me tell u my story:


SUNDAY NIGHT
mechanical girl linette chen helps mum to figure out how to on the spoilt air con. n after 15mins she managed to on the aircon somehow. anyways i think i can b a future mechanican (not sure if its right) ANYWAYS the air con was on! linette was SUPER proud of herself mum was super pround for me. n during this joyful time A FREEKING ROACH RAN OUT FROM THE AIR CON. N IT WAS LIKE ERM 30CM AWAY FROM ME. N HE GAVE A CILCK CLICK CLICK SOUND SOO FREEKY I SCREAM, JUMP OFF THE LADDER ONTO THE BED TO THE FLOOR BEHIND MUM KNOCKS MUM'S HEAD I RAN TO MY ROOM IN FEAR. never wanting to step into mum's room again. i'm trumatised. serious. everywhere i go i keep suspecting if mr roach may appear again. like will i come out from my air con. is it around my house coridoors? in my bathroom? my room? will it run out of mum's room? ahhh seriously i was over thinking. AYE I WAS SUPER FREEKED OUT LAH. yupp n since ididnt dare to step into mum's room i didnt touch the com at all.


and then yesterday's morning woke up for sch open my toliet door. n i saw a freeking oval shaped thing on the floor. took my spects n its mr roach, DEADLY OVERTURNED. FREEKED OUT woke sis up, call for mum. n started stoning on my bed in fear. i think i stone in fear for abt 5mins. which made me late for school. stupid roach. ewww. ok i'm not very freeked out anymore but i dun understand how did mr roach got into my toliet in 2hrs alive but died there. eww eww eww. i hate BIG roaches. roaches are the creature n can freek my out tat bad.


ya i guess tat the phobia of my childhood roaches experience is still in my mind. i really freek out lah. want to freek me out on long term roaches will b the only one. but i'll b damn piss off with anyone who dares scare my with it.


ok wont talk abt it anymore. anyways i wont b blogging much too. shall try to stay out from the com as long as possible. should be blogging at least once a week lah.=)


chinese prelims tml. ahhh
oh anyways i'll b choing for chinese n english from now on.
my english is getting really really bad
n my chinese is supose to b good. well last time deproving slowly.
WILL WORK HARD=)

STUDY GROUP WHOOOOO

very super tempted to take all my links away from this blog. since i'm too lazy to add any and i think ppl r taken away slow. ya caz they stop blogging. oh wells. i dunno lah.


ANYWAY! study groups was GREAT!=) well i was late 30mins late. took cab down. dara msg me to tell me where to meet. well i think i got the hint that i was late lah.=) anyways i reach there in less then 5 mins after replying her msg. ok YA ITS 10AM. n dara's teaching was perfectly GREAT. my geog knowledge was close to mayb 10% n now it had rise to 30% haha not very good but at least i learnt something! yupp learnt abt map reading n ERM plantation. yup. pretty cool. dara tested me the things i learnt b4 we ended n i remembered like 90% of wat she taught!! yay!! GEOGRAPHY IS RATHER INTERSTING!! CANT WAIT FOR NEXT GEOG LESSON WITH DARA. aye got hw one k. haha redraw the plantation mindmap dara drew for me. pretty cool n FUN. worth my 2 1/2 hrs of geography.


HAVING GREAT INTEREST WITH GEOG!


ok so we had worship meeting after tat talked abt some points to change the team n all. but didnt coment thou.=)


HMM OH WE HAD LUNCH PROVIDED. YUP FOR THE PPL WHO WENT FOR STUDY GROUP. erm had fried rice with fish! the fish is NICE but rice was ok.


erm at 2 i started studying again! HAH YES SOCIAL STUDIES WITH DENISE (teacher), tessa n amarylis.=) ERMM I WASNT REALLY CONCENTRATING LAH. caz i think after a long study time my brain's tired. anyways i did learn something lah. =)


stopped at 3pm for lync. somehow i was rather distracted after study groups. my eyes started itching badly I MEAN BADLY. i left eye contacts juz didnt give me any comfort. ya n u noe the weird thing is the whole eyes ball wasnt red untill alot later. but my eye lids, around my left eye was ultra red. my right eye hurt sooooo badly lah n i couldnt wait for lync to end. anyways i didnt play games today went for prayer instead. will talk abt that later. anyways after prayer went to sit with jun daph n elena n waited for jun's n elena's parents. then later got food. brought it up wanted to share with them but i happily dropped it on the flood UGH. anyways ate n left n went to see my optician. YAY I LOVE HER SHE'S SOOO NICE!! n phew she was there. she check my eyes. n this time the top part of my eye ball was ULTRA RED ULTRA PAIN. took the contacts off. she check my eyes a few times. n gave me another FREE lenses ya its the daily lenses kind. n it made my eyes feel so much better. well i'm on another week of specticals. might wear my other better lenses if need too. went home n aply medicine around my eyes.


anyways i think i really cant go into the sun already my face is disfigured by the sun ughh. ok mayb its a good thing that i'll b playing cornet for pop instead of marchin. BUT I SCARED I CANT PLAY MY CORENT WELL. UGHH its an important role k. wat if i zhao xia or i forget how to play or i cant pitch the note. ahhhhh horible!!!


ohoh will blog abt my prayer thing tml. =)

ENERGISED.

YAY. its back my voice! whoo hoo yeah its really really cool. caz i suddenly got very disturb with prelims which r like next week n so on. n i think i haven been studying enough. ya so i really couldnt concentrate in my quiet time. anyways i read my qt materials n i didnt bother to re read it caz i juz dun understand there's too much things caught up in my mind. then i decided to go into worship n during worship God said to go on my knees n pray. yupp so i did it. n guess wat after pray i got up n started singing N MY VOICE IS BACK!!! YAY!!!=) n studies r lifted to Daddy God. no worries but still i have to study. thinking abt so many church ppl trying to guide me for my exams i feel realy blessed=) thanks Daddy God for church friends=)


yeah talking abt studies, i'm have geog lessons with dara on sat at 10AM!! note it! ITS 10AM!!! wooooh n after that i guess we'll b going for worship meeting then lync then mayb dinner or home. yeah its a busy saturaday n this will last till the whole N level thing end or mayb after my O level Emaths. oh man Daddy God PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH!! oh anyways chinese n ss prelim paper will b next week thursday n friday. SO FAST RIGHT n i need alot of recap for ss! i want at least a lesson with denise or her friend before ss prelims starts. hope she's free.!


hmm will msg dara later on wat to bring for sat=) n also go n ask the geog teacher wats the topics for N level. oh mannn so busy so busy. but i'm getting excited with this exams n all YAY DADDY GOD'S ANSWERING MY PRAYERS. WHEEE TATS THE SPIRIT I WANT TO ENJOY THE EXAM N STUDYING. i didnt have tat juz now. wheee yay aye praying on ur knee helps really whoo=)


its been a long time since i've felt happy. there's bad days lately. hah now howard realised how irritating follower is with that 'teaching-?' issue. caz he got it from him today. well howard u can times it by 10 or more n see how i felt when leader n follower does it together to me after all leader is the leader he does it 'stronger' hah. asses. i dun respect ppl who follows ppl's charater. n plus i hate it when guys dun admite its their mistakes n acts as if nothing happens. i think these kind of guys wont have good relationship caz they dun have caringness. NO WONDER Y FOLLOWER CANT GET A STABLE LOVE. N LEADER JUZ GOT A BREAKOFF. but ppl like ben tan have changed from a non-caring person to a super caring person thanks to pearlyn!=)


oh wells. aye see i'm talking abt this subject n i'm not sad at all. YAY. infact i'm happy. hah ohoh shalnt say abt the salted stained face thing go figure it out urself n y i always do it. n y i called it salted n dun like to get the salt off the face. ok well its off now lah =)


WHEE ANYWAYS I'M NOW IN THE MOOD OF STUDYING ALREADY YAY LOVE IT! OH YA SIS BIRTHDAY IS IN 1HR 50 MINS TIME! OH BRO BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFF OK NOT REALLY ALOT LAH. BUT GREAT STUFFS!


YAY YAY YAY STUDY STUDY ENERGISED!

ok shall juz put this down for blogging oh wait BRO N GIRLFRIEND IS COMING BACK FROM HK/TAIWAN SOOOON JUZ IS A FEW HOURS TIME. cant wait for the gifts heh. ohoh n there's seriously something wrong with me today. i had really bad tongue tight today n words cant come out of my brain. n also i've lost my singing voice. something is juz wrong. mayb its the salted stained face thing still overpowering my emotions. ughh. anyways sorry to those i've diao at n thanks for those who had a concern heart. oh i was thinking abt this salted stained face thing n y is it salty n y do i like to stain it on my face n wont wipe them off. will continue on this tml. now theres something i'm gonna blog got it from my qt juz now.



You'll Get Through It!

In all these things we are more than conquerors. Romans 8:37

Have you heard the story of the old farmer whose mule fell into a well?Since there was no way to get him out the farmer decided to bury him there. But the mule had a different idea. Initially when the shovels of dirt began landing on him he became hysterical. Then this thought struckhim; "Just shake it off and step on it." So he did. Hour after hour as the dirt fell on him he kept telling himself, "Just shake it off and step on it." No matter how much dirt they threw on him, he just kept shaking it off and stepping on it - until finally he stepped triumphantly out of the well.

Life will either bless you or bury you; the difference lies in having the right attitude. When they throw dirt on you, and they will, just shake it off and step on it. Use it as fertilizer and grow stronger. No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. What's important is not what others say about you - it's what you say to yourself after they get through talking! Jesus said, "Offences will come" ( Luke 17:1), so expect them. People will take from you without giving back. They'll criticise you for simply rising above your beginnings. When you decide to seize the moment and move ahead, you'll leave others behind and some of them won't be too happy about it. The only way to avoid that is to do nothing and stay where you are. And that's simply not acceptable - is it?

salted stained face

bastards. ur dun need to b so proud over ur 'smartness'. nick siew i'll werck ur face the 2nd time if we wernt in 5A today. n bryan stop being a follower. from tml i'll promise to treat ur the way ur treat me today. i want ur to feel how i n those other ppl who ur treat them tat way felt when u do such thing. stop being so arrogant


anyways while i was struggling to work out my Amath question juz now. ok i still cant get it. which sucks. anyways b4 i started was still quite sad. then Daddy God suddenly spoke to me and He said. "even if the world abandons you or treats u badly, I'll stil be by your side forever do worry not" n he also said "it hurts to see u crying" SO SWEET RIGHT SO TOUCHING. aye i cried lahh yup cried again for a different reason a good one=)


anyways i got a verse from yesterday's QT which i didnt put in my blog n a song today=)


"He gives strength to the weary, and to him who lacks might He increases power.Though youths grow weary and tired, and vigorous young men stumble badly, yet those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary" Isaiah 40:29-31


Keep Me Lyrics
Reuben Morgan


While I am here
I hold you in my heart
And never let go of the dreams that we have

And I’ll sing your song
While we’re apart
Cause I know someday
I’ll be there in your arms
Keep Me
Keep Me

No matter where I am
No Matter where I go
I know that I’ll never be too far
To call your name
And if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

Be with me now
While I am here
Til I see your face
On that beautiful day
Angels are near
Guiding my feet
As I walk on this road
To the place where we meet
Keep Me
Keep Me

No matter where I am
No Matter where I go
I know that I’ll never be too far
To call your name
And if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

And the seasons come and go
But you stay the same
And the promise still remains
I am yours

No matter where I am
No Matter where I go
I know that I’ll never be too far
To call your nameAnd if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

know that I’ll never be too far
To call your name
And if I grow weak
Still your love never fails

World Through Your Eyes

World Through Your Eyes
Reuben Morgan

Hear the silence shout,
highest praise
God to You alone
All creation waits
On Your every word
Where time and heaven meet

Let me see forever
With eyes You've opened
Standing in the beautiful light
Hold me near
Hold me near to You
And let me see the world through Your eyes

In this perfect hour
I am changed
I'll never be the same
Help me follow You
And keep in time with the sound
Of heaven in me

Let me see forever
With eyes You've opened
Standing in Your beautiful light
Hold me near
Hold me near to You
And let me see the world through Your eyes

Hide me in Your love again
Let me hear the songs of Your heart

kookoo day

went home after lunch n found out i've forgotten to bring my keys! n there's no one at home. ahhh aye its my first time being lock out k. sheesh. anyways sat downstairs my house n started reading. well at least it was kinda brezzy. oh my neighbour came home n they saw me sitting there so they offered me to stay in their house till dad comes home. haha i decline it. caz i dun noe them very well n all they're juz hi bye neighbours. n yeah they r the neighbours i talk most here. imgine how boring this appartment is. anyways the father gave me a bottle of water. so nice of him!=)


ok so i got lock out for an hour. which was ok other then i found a baby spider crawling on my jeans.


i bought a new cd today n guess wat i realised my com's cd thing is spoilt. so stupid. i think i'll do the longer way. rip into bro's com then send it to my msn thru his=)


kookoo day.

this saturaday

I THINK KEYBOARD IS REALLY REALLY COOL!!! i might juz self learn b4 band starts or something haha yeah with a piano thou i have a keyboard at home, a lousy one.
BUT GUITAR IS GONNA COME FIRST STILL=)

ok anyways
had the chicken or an egg thing today.
went for dinner.
with daph tessa elena huiting jonathan puah n MACUS
hahhaha
went far east for chicken rice.
dun ask me y i'm not bored of it.
anyways elena suggested it.
then went taka.
hahaha i'll skip THAT part =)
i bought my pens.
then sat by the stairs n chat.
deedee n jonathan lim came.
deedee's words r not convincing. dun blame me for not beliving u k.


tessa went home at 850pm
the rest left abt 9:15pm
MACUS's dad send me home.
thou i tot it was a little inconvinent.
oh wells.


hahah although macus seems older then me or mayb same age.
he's the youngest among all of us today.
sec 2.
gabriel n clement's look alike brother?? sooo cute!
hmph.
his height made me jealous!
he was reaching for the lower ceilings while going down the esclator.
tessa wanted to touch them too but macus's height got her demoralised.
haha!
oh n i started laughing n got choke when macus was so tall that his head was abt 5cm away from the lower ceiling.


sec 2 leh.
hmph.

crapping days will b gone soon=)

i'm crapping up my days.
sleeping for the first 2 lesson everyday is not a good thing to do.
but after sleep for 2 lesson i'll b fully awake for the rest of the day.


hmm i think ms tay is worried for me. heh
caz i've never slept 2 full periods in her class for 2 days in a row.
as usual she came to me n ask me if i was sick.


yeah not sick juz extremly tired.


anyways i think she told mrs poh or mayb mrs lim too
during english mrs poh talked to me.


mrs poh: aye linette i've been hearing from teachers (most likely ms tay) that u have been sleeping n class. she says that u look very pale. r u sick?
linette: no lah. not sick. caz i've been studying late at night n thus not enough sleep.
mrs poh: ohhh ic.. tell ur dad to make CHICKEN essences for u haha
linette: EWW I DUN LIKE CHICKEN ESSENCES.


yeah i dun. anyways thanks for ur concern! i'll b adjusting my time soon. yeah n abt the pale look? i'll always look pale when i'm extremly tired. but i think if i continue my days like tat i'll really get sick soon. =)


oh i also screw my ss test today. i'm not surpise if i get something like level 2 for the test. i juz dun noe wat to rite for it.


sun, heat disfigures me. yeah i'm serious. even prof doc encourages me to stay out of the sun. but hah i dun care lah. thou i noe it will b bad for my skin. oh n yeah i'm relying much more on medicine now. which kinda suck. thanks to drills.
yeah n last friday hanna said i look pale when i'm suppose to look red. seriously i was not feeling unwell at all. its juz the process for going to b disfigured. but looks to me doesnt matter my parents r the ones more concern abt my looks. i dunno why.
oh wells. as long as i'm enjoying myself i'll preservere thru any obstructions with DADDY GOD.=)


because of You, Lord. all there. my strength is from you alone. =)



All I Need Is You
by Hillsong United
album: Look To You (2005)


Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your Spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold
You hold

THE GOLD-NESS TAT AMUSED ME.

i sure do have a childish form teacher. winning issnt everything.


anyway that wont b my main point of blogging today.


ok took photos yesterday n juz now.


tried of study?
need to relax?
reliving urself from books?
heres some ways.


introducingits pepsi! its gold! its...... THE LIMITED EDITION PEPSI GOLD

if i got it right i think he is Henry Thierry (tell me if i'm wrong or right) oh yeah syed's 'manchester united' guy yeah not Arsenal.
the amount of sugar tat keeps u energised from studying.

SHALL BEGIN.

HMMMMMMH WITH GREAT SATISFACTION.

=) THANK YOU.

POOOOOFFFFFFF

ok imgine sitting in ur room, with the tv on, studying. n POOOFFFFF the whole room turned into darkness. yeah tats wat happened juz now FREEKY LAHH.


anyway i did amaths juz now. hmm i hate it when i do take super long time to do the question n i made a careless mistake somewhere. as u noe Amaths questions can b really loong n imgine if u did the question on a wrong paper, COPIED THE QUESTION WRONGLY. yeah imgine with i did copy the question correctly, get the correct answer but writes on the wrong side. woah i'll wont have intrest in Amaths already. yeah i like Amaths caz i like the feeling of doing long questions n getting them right i think tats the best part of amaths. but if u copied the question which is X-2X=7 as X-3X=7 woah u can juz die. n worst still if u did the question almost 3/4 the page u'll CRY man. my pa jiao ness kills me. have to b more careful cant lose marks over such thing.


anyways this thing came to my mind this morning. something about PAIN.
wether its an open wound, closed wound, or wateva, it takes time to heal. yeah the begining will hurt ALOT. like when u rub it, it hurts even more. anyways open wounds are normal to me its like a everyday thing, like if i dun bleed everyday it will b the best day of my life. ok I DUN CUT MYSELF. never. its wounds lah. haha yeah this thing came to my mind caz i was pealing the dead skin to n yeah it juz bleed. like wat i juz did juz now n now theres a tissue on me to stop the blood. ya so anyways bcaz of my itchy hands theres open wounds on me woah really really jia lat lah like when u touch it WOAHHHH. ok not tat bad lah. but i think its healing now. ok my medicine does work but my itchy hands cant stop scratching. yeapp n if u inspect my body u'll find alot i mean ALOT of scars. =) but the good thing is tat its hidded under the clothes=)


yeah so pain can b heal but its wether i want it to b healed totally or keep rubbing on it like me keep scratching it n it'll never heal. well mayb someday it will.=)
well i prefer being healed on the inside=)


OK AFTER SIS IS DONE BATHING I'LL GO BACK TO MY ROOM N STUDY AGAIN.


OH N THERES ORAL TML!!! AHHHH CHINESE ORAL!! PPL PRAY FOR ME K!

FAN WAR

ok stupid msn juz dun want to get me started. stupid computer.


ANYWAYS i have 12 mins till i start hidding under my books. so being able to get online or not wont b my main concern.


OH. PRELIMS TIME TABLE IS OUT. WOAH DIE LAH. HAHA during pc this person came to our class to pass something to ltk. ya so ltk not in class, whole class talks. then she finish her talk, comes back to the class n shout. "OK HERE'S UR PRELIM TIME TABLE" the whole class noise dropped by 80%


no one expected it to appear suddenly.


ok somemore funny stuff. ASSembly. jin fong n ltk was on 'FAN WAR' yeah jf wants the fan ltk pushes the fan away. ya so it carried on n on n on n on. *everyone laughs* so ltk gave up n decided to ask this sec 5 guy to MOVE the fan away, meaning pluck out the pluck n move it somewhere eles. after awhile jf moves the fan from the other place back to orginal. then ltk asks tat sec 5 guy to move the fan back. haha *everyone really laughs out LOUD* then kramjit comes to warns jf. n then it stopped. HAHA SO FUNNY LAH. then after assemble. ltk walk pass out class n said to jf. "nananee poo poo" something like tat. 4A and 4B stunds. then HAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. childish yet so entertaining. hahahah. anyways jf kept moving the fan caz ltk scolded him for moving the fan when it was nick ng. so jf not happy lor.



HAHA wat a class, wat a teacher.

=)

haven been bloging for 2 or 3 days i think. yeah somehow things around me dun get me interested. well mayb certain stuff. thing like msn, bloging, QT (ahhhh) my daily routine didnt out to b the must do thing everyday. well ok i'm back for QT. n blogging too. msn, i'm still not very interested in it. so since i'm getting bored of msn suddenly i'll quit it soon till exams ends. mayb i'll quit msn by the end of this mth. well its time to study too right? prelims r next mths, theres N level in sept n oct Os in nov. nuts right. anyways will b appear offline everyday to check email n to do my QT. =)


yeah back to other things which r 'who cares' to me. hmm geog lesson? reactions towards ching. yeah some how i juz cant b bother to reply to wat she says to b ok i mean cant b bother to stuff unrelated to geog she've said to me. like help her do stuff. haha i'll juz give her a stone face. or ingore her. who cares. nobody likes her anyway.


HMM oh ya scolded dad again today. so piss off with him like she insulted me, sis n mum. "AIYA UR ALL SO NARROW MINDED LIKE UR MOTHER LIKE TAT." please lahh if i'm narrow minded i wont b thinking stuff which doesnt click in his head at all. n he downloaded some ip program so tat it will change the com's ip. n this com's internet connection is shared with bro's one. n if u change the ip thing of this com it will comfirm crash with bro's com n theres the internet problem. even the com says theres problem with the ip. n still he blames me for being narrow minded. if i'm narrow minded i wont b thinking of ips crashing eventhough i'm not very sure if its true. anyways too piss off with him n scolded him. ermm stuff like "u think u download the ip thing n can go into ur stuffs big deal ah." yeah tat time when he download that thing he sounded like he's the smartest person on earth. but so wat it prevents me from getting in msn n disconecting the internet. YEAH SMART WAT. I'M NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR U SO DUN EVA ASK ME ANYTHING WHICH CONCERNS ABT THE COMPUTER since i'm a NARROW MINDED PERSON WHO DOESNT NOW HOW TO SOLVE PROBLEMS. n now tat bro's on holiday n the next computer person is me. let see how u'r gonna cope with the problems. n yeah only things tat bro says convinces dad. other ppl in this household r NARROW MINDED PPL. therefore we're stupid ppl. u'r the smartest. so solve the problems BY URSELF. even if i already noe how to solve it=)

ACHE LAH

MUSCLE ACHE. FROM BAND MARCHING YESTERDAY AHHHH SHOULDERS R ACHING NUTS. LEGS SEEMS LIKE ITS GONNA CRAMP ANYTIME. AHHH this happens when u dun march for a long long long time. anyways i think my body muscles are abit lag. the muscles only start to ache 24hrs later. ppl like charmaine got aches soon after marching. oh wells.

sigh.

Humble youselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so at the proper time, he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on Him because HE CARES FOR YOU. 1 Peter 5:6-7



been kinda upset lately. not abt zidane k. juz with friends mayb teachers too. lets talk abt teachers first. exams are coming really soon, teachers r nagging us to study. students gets piss off with the nags n skips school on purpose. student r tired. but teachers r juz trying to wake student up by nagging non stop. but sometimes its juz very demoralizing to hear the same stuff over the 6hrs in sch. but i wonder y haven i heard any good comments at all. mayb a little encouragement will help alot. i'm tired. i'm very very very tired. i've heard enough of lecturing already. i'm trying to work hard students r trying to work hard. even ppl like leon, who teaches have given up hope on him, is starting to study. do teachers juz see wats on the surface? i think nagging once is ok but repeating it over n over n over again will really make students piss off.


lets take Amaths lesson today. teacher said something in chinese to me. n i really really didnt catch wat he was saying to me when a person always speaks english to me n suddenly out of the blue he speaks chinese to me i wont catch it caz i expect english to b said from the person. ya n then he becomes my fault for not being able to catch it. n then he speaks some delact translation which i dunno understand at all. n then it becomes my fault again for not understanding. n he starts to lecture again on how mild our language is. n i feel bad caz bcaz of my mishearing the class gets nagged at again. n also its not as if my parents dun speak delact they know soooo many juz tat they dun want to teach us. caz they said last time goverment wants parents to speak english more to their kids so they didnt teach us. ya so its my fault for not learning.


i belive everyone is telented in someways. some mayb smarter then the rest some may b seen stupid. but even the stupid ppl has great talents in them juz tat is not wat the world wants.


ok i juz need encouragements from teachers. small ones like one word will keep me going. but i've never gotten any. no matter how hard i try. mayb tats the reason y i've been attutide-ing to the teachers lately.


ok now its abt student.


many ppl have been changing. ok i'm focusing ok the ones who decieds to turns to smoking caz they are stressed up. i'm upset to those who use to were sort of anit-somking any suddenly turns to it.


i remember last june's chalet, this guy was offered for smoking n i was pissed off caz i hate it when smokers offers non smoker. then after tat this guy who tried it said he hated the taste n said he wont try anymore. n i recorded on my phone wat he said "i (name) dun want to smoke already. i die die also dun want to touch it." tats wat i got. in still there in the phone, well in my dad's phone caz i gave my phone to him. anyways n wat is he doing now? being a regular smoker after 1 year. mayb his life have been in a real mess this year. but is smoking the only route? so sadding. n even this person who used to shake heads when hears friends going for it, is now a regular. again. is smoking the only way to solve problems to relieve from stress?


and my answer is no. n never.
caz i've found a God who lifts me up even when problem occurs=)

yeah yeah materazzi

i cant help myself but to read the articles on yahoo abt zidane.
its not tat i really go n find out stuff abt wats happening but yahoo site juz have to b my home page n everytime i get into explorer the first thing i'll see is abt zidane n couldnt help myself but to read it.


okk got some stuffs from there shall put them here.


Marco Materazzi admits he insulted Zinedine Zidane before the France captain head-butted him in the World Cup final. Materazzi denies calling him a "terrorist."


"I did insult him, it's true," Materazzi said in Tuesday's Gazzetta dello Sport. "But I categorically did not call him a terrorist. I'm not cultured and I don't even know what an Islamic terrorist is."


"I held his shirt for a few seconds only, then he turned round and spoke to me, sneering," the Italian defender said. "He looked me up and down, arrogantly and said: 'If you really want my shirt, I'll give it to you afterwards.'"


The 32-year-old Inter Milan player did not elaborate exactly on what he said to Zidane.
"It was one of those insults you're told tens of times and that always fly around the pitch," he said.


Media reports, based on interpretations by lip-readers, have suggested that Materazzi called Zidane a terrorist or insulted his mother or sister. Materazzi denies these claims, too.


"For me, the mother is sacred, you know that," Materazzi told the newspaper.


RIGHTT............ MATERAZZI........... RIIIGGHHHHTT ........... WATEVA LAH.


I GUESS THE LIP-READERS SHOULD BE FIRED.


its either materazzi lied or the lip-readers miss-SEE wat he said.


oh i read the newspaper and one part of it said tat the lip-readers called zidane's sister a prostitute. yeah anyways i think if anyone dares to insult my sis or mum in such kind of manner i'll simply skin the person alive hitting the person's chest with the head, getting billions of brain cells killed, is NOT ENOUGH.

ZIDANE'S BUTTHEADING ROAR.

let me use the term devastated.


not bcaz france lost. BCAZ ZIDANE LEFT SOCCER WITH A RED CARD. ughhh so sad lahh. my zidane. aye i was seriously sad lahh n thinking n thinking of him like badly. my mum woke me up for sch today n the first thing tat came to my mind was ZIDANE......... RED CARD...... WAY SO STUIPD. ya n i forgot tat i have to wake up for sch. so its like i'm waking up for wat??? AHH ZIDANE........................... but haha i think it was pretty cool the way he buttheaded Marco Materazzi haha too bad for him! oh wells i still love zidane k!! after all i like his head. n u the way he called the aids ppl to treat his arm, pointing at his arm, grining away hmm was tat a grin or a smile? ah juz SOO CUTE LAHH. but so poor thing too.


anyways italy played well lah. their defence was GOOD. but irritating to me caz i wanted france to win. aiya nvm lah. hahah i only care abt zidane. hahahaha i'm in love with zidane. AWWW


ZIDANE........... MY VERY FIRST FAVOURITE SOCCER PLAYER K. NOT EVEN BACKHAM GOTTA B MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER. HAHAHA I'LL CONTINUE TO SEARCH MORE N SOCCER N FIND MY 2ND FAV PLAYER. YEAH ALSO WILL GET RID OF MY SOCCER NOOBNESS.


stupid lahh i pronounced zidane as zidine. u noe y? caz i was mixed up with his name n surname u noe zineDINE ziDANE. ya i for the pass few day i've been trying to pronounce ZINEDINE. somehow sound weird when i say it. zinedine zidane zinedine zidane zinedine zidane zidane zidane zidine zidine zidine ZIDANE.

"i pay for you"

James1:12
12 Blessed is the man who preseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receice the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.


HAHA protugal lost. oh wells who cares.=) FRANCE SHALL WIN! ZIDANE!!


oh kays this morning dad as usual send me n mum to church. ya so b4 i left the house my BILL came well not tat much lah abt $30 for the mth n plus half mth which i did pay so it was $50. anyways i looking at it in the car. then dad saw me holding it so he take n see. n he was like WOAH $50 SO MUCH?? hah so i explain its 2 mths well more of 1 1/2 mths lah anyways. he kept looking at it n didnt want to move the car. n i was tempted to ask him to stop looking at my bill n drive. ya caz i dun really like it when ppl sees my bill n starts commenting on it. ya so after the see finish he put it down n said "i pay for you" WOAHHHHH AT THAT MOMENT I FELT LIKE MY DAD WAS THE GREATEST PERSON ON EARTH SOO NICE LAH ITS LIKE HIS FIRST TIME OR MAYB 2ND TIME PAY MY BILL FOR ME. SOOOO NICEE. anyways i think its bcaz he won money on soccer last night thats y he's in a good mood=)


anyways at that moment i realised something between dad n me.
dad's trying to understand me.
n i'm trying to understand dad.
but both of us never knew it.
ya caz u noe i dun really like dad but he's my father must honnor ur parents k ya so i'm trying hard to understand him. n i think dad knows i dun like him caz i'm always giving him faces.


anyways my dad rocks! hmm planing to give him a big birthday gift=) still long to go ya n it sure cost alot mayb $300 or $400? or more. n i want it to b given to dad by myself n not shared with bro or sis. =) heh other than his self centered ness DAD IS SURELY THE GREATEST DAD ON EARTH. AND SO IS MUM N BRO N SIS=) I LOVE MY FAMILY=) thanks Daddy God for my family=)


ANYWAYS i realised something abt church ppl. erm mainly ppl like DAPH ELANA JING XUAN loves to touch my head. jingxuan LOVE pinching my cheeks ok jingxuans pinches everyone's cheeks. elena n dpah loves patting my head n sometimes pinching my cheeks too. haha oh wells am i'm adorable or wat. =)


oh mum said i look super super white compared to my church friends. HAH i guess i need to stay in the sun more. STARTING PE NEXT WEEK!=) oh talking abt PE got my drifit shirt on friday rather nice BUT its england's shirt degsin. SO UNORGINAL LAH. n its super transperent too. but its nice lahh=)


ohhh hahahah MACUS IS CUTE LAH. but he's sec 2 hahahah N HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S MY AGE OR SOMETHING. ANYWAYS I THINK HE LOOKS LIKE GABRIEL N CLEMENT from sunday school camp. THE GROWN UP VERSION.



gabriel n clement.=)

zhao xia.

i juz dun feel comfortable when someone stands behind me when i'm using the com. ok anyways today's post will b short.


STUPID MSN JUST DOESNT WANT ME TO LOG IN SO IRRITATING.


ANYWAYS co singing today was HORRID i guess my cough issnt recovered yet. i keep breaking down lahh. like i'll sing sing sing n this bunch of phlegm comes blocking my air way. ya then i'll zhao xia. its NOT alright to zhao xia when a mike is right at ur mouth. anyways i put down the mike when i think i'm going to zhao xia. n i hope no one gets distracted in worship by my zhao xia voice.


ughhh sooo horrible


ohh portugal vs germany. hmmmm i dun like portugal but i also dun really want germany to win. have been thinking who to side n i think portugal derserves to win=)


PORTUGAL! U'R ON MY VOTE.

syed's speech

Ephesians 5: 15-20
15 Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise,
16 making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
17 Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.
18 Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.
19 Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord,
20 always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.




firstly i think message from principal syed was stupid. i tot he's gonna say something like dun neglect ur studies bcaz of world cup or something but he ended up saying soemthing like "we should not support the other countries ermm if singapore is in the world cup (fat hope) then go support singapore ONLY. " something fort of those stuff. and like please lahhh world cup is once in 4 years juz spending 1 mth in 4 years enjoying WORLD cup is BAD AND U SHOULDNT WATCH IT LIVE. well i think watching it live if the main point of watching world cup. MORE EXCITEMENT K. n if we only watch world cup bcaz singapore gets it we'll never be able to watch it. its like ppl plays soccer for FUN not bcaz they want to get into sg team. like i watch soccer for the skills n excitement n i dun play soccer at all. ok i played a rear few times in lync.


i'm sure he got no life. hahahah for once i agree with something mr kramjit said today. WELL I THINK AT LEAST 90% OF THE PPL IN SCH WHO HEARD SYED'S TALK TODAY THINKS HE'S BEING TOTALLY RIDICULOUS. N ALSO PLEASE GET UR SOCCER FACTS RIGHT B4 U MAKE A SPEECH INFRONT OF THE WHOLE SCH. like dunno wats he's name is from ARSENAL and not MANCHESTER UNITED. hahahah martin pointed it out. hahah stop maluing urself. ohh tat guy's name who's from 'manchester united' is Theirry Henry. hahaha he juz sort of insluted soccer.


OK FOR MORE IMFORMATION ABT SYED'S TALK GO READ WEIJUN (ONG)'S BLOG.



OH YA OKKKK I NOE ZIDANE IS RETIRING LIKE AFTER WORLD CUP. I ONLY KNEW IT WHEN MY DAD TOLD ME THIS MORNING. well actually i knew he's gonna retire soon caz he's like 30 plus plus years old. AHHHHHH BUT SOOO SAD LAHHH I FOUND MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER WHEN HE'S GONNA RETIRING IN ERMMM 3DAYS TIME AFTER WORLD CUP. AHHHHH SO SAD. I WANT TO SEE MORE OF HIS MATCHES LAHHH AHHHHHH. HMPH HMPH HMPH. looks like i have to find a new soccer favourite. BUT ZIDANE AHHHHHH NEVERMIND I'LL OPEN MY EYES BIG TO WATCH IN ON ERM MONDAY MORNING HAAHAHAH=) ZIDANE!!!!!

ZINEDINE ZIDANE

1 Peter 1:6-9
6 in this greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.
7 These have come so that your faith -of greater worth than gold, which preishes even though refined by fire- may be procen genuine and may result in praise, give glory and honor when Hesus Christ is revealed.
8 though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy,
9 for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.



HAHAH FRANCE WON WHOOO HOOO!!! yay i'm supporting france! OHMANN I THINK I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY FAV SOCCER PLAYER -ZINEDINE ZIDANE- i dunno but i think i juz like him! YAY.=)

nicest photo of him i've found! ZIDANEEEEEEEEE

ohh yes i stayed up to watch soccer lucky it was only a 90 mins show or mayb 115 mins including the half time=) n i only had 1 and a half hours of sleep. yeahh i'm suppose to sleep like b4 the show starts but i couldnt sleep at all. NOT AT ALL. i'm like sweating every half and hour. stupid useless aircon. the cool air juz dun want to fill up the whole room. freeking piss off lah. n obviously my skin condition is worst now. ARGHH THIS SUCKS. stupid hot weather. argh. sucks lah.


Amaths test tml. going to study now.


tata.

FFFFFRRRAAANNNNNCCEEEEEEE

Proverbs 6:16-19
16 there are six things that the Lord hates, seven that ate an abomination to him:
17 haughty eyes, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,
18 a heart that decises wicked plans, feet that make haste to run to evil,
19 false witness who breathes out lies, and one who sows discord among brothers.



hmm somehow juz feel like putting tat verse down=) mayb i might juz put down a verse in my blog like everyday or every other day or something lahh.


HAHA i juz did something really really stupid. wanted to msg denise to ask her if u can start social studies lessons this sat n guess wat I SEND IT TO ME DAD LAH ahhhh ahhaha so stupid!! ahh anyways luckky he's my dad lahh if its someone eles i'll b super super malu!! HAHAHA phew. =) yeahhh have to start studying already lahhh ermm prelims is juz NEXT MONTH soo fast lahhh n of caz i'm still quite blurr with Emaths. yeahh i'm not sick free yet so i haven plan a day with ms tay. hmmm I WILL WORK HARD. n i hope i'll really work hard. caz i've been saying tat like since the starting of the year n till now its not done. AHHHHH this sucks. hmmm let me think of all the subjects.


Emaths and physics- will start with ms tay when i'm sick free
bio- ermm will do tys sometime
ss- DENISE teaching!
geog- ahhhhhhhh will think wat to do with it some time
Amaths- will start revising tml since there's a test on fri
english- shall start doing tys mrs poh gave.
chinese- ermm tuition will settle it=)


yupp tats all! hmm shall start forcing ppl like DAVID to come to sch n start showing my bossyness to him. yeahh i juz dun like to see things like teachers giving up hope on students so i will play a part as a classmate=) i sure do want to see 4A together next year in sec 5 again!


anyways talking abt david HE GAVE ME A HANDPHONE COVER YAY!!! NICE N UNSCRATCHED=)


ohh FRANCE VS PORTUGAL later! ahhhh GO FRANCE GO FRANCE GO FRANCE MUST WIN WORLD CUP!!! i hate portugal. shall watch it later sleep early n wake up at 3am! YAY=)


ohhh ohhhh something really really cool. u noe last time i woke up for world cup but after watching 10 mins i decided to sleep caz i tot its a waste of time caz i juz want italy to win germany tats all. WELL THEY WON GERMANY YAY!!!!!! hahah ohhohh so anyways i went back to sleep. n like while i was sleeping, at some unearthly time, i juz felt tat something kept telling me tat italy won by 2-0! something like either the tv was saying n i opened my eyes abit n saw light form the tv or i was half awake n hear, saw dad coming into the room n telling sis. yeah caz b4 i was asleep sis was watching tv. so i tot she was watching it all the way or something. n being a super light sleeper i heard the tv, open my eyes abit to see n went back to sleep or mayb seen dad telling sis.


ya so i woke up n started thinking if italy did win germany by 2-0. hmm purposely turn on the tv after bathing n check the results. but still wasnt sure if i did hear the news properly tat italy won 2-0. ya so i left my room n asked dad. n yeah he said italy won by 2-0!! WHOOHOO. yeahh so i tot yeah mayb sis was watching it n i heard it on the tv or mayb dad came in n tell sis. yeahh n so i told dad "yeahh i heard it while i was sleeping something like u came into my room n tell jie but not sure if its a dream or if its real" but he said he didnt go into my room. ok so i tot it was the tv. so after sch, at home i asked sis. "aye jie did u watch soccer last night? wat time did u sleep last night? did dad come into the room last night?" n she said she slept b4 the match ended. n she didnt watch the match at all!!


YA SO I THINK ALL THOSE PICTURES IS ALL A DREAM. LIKE HEARING THE TV SAYING ITALY WON BY 2-0, OPENING MY EYES ABIT N SAW LIGHT FROM THE TV AND ALSO SEEING DAD COMING INTO MY ROOM REPORTING TO SIS. ITS ALL A DREAM N A DREAM WITH REAL RESULTS.! IS THIS COOL OR WAT.


AM I PSYCHIC OR WAT HAHAHAHAHA!

ORAAAAALLLL

ok had tea-dinner birthday treat from jim at sake sushi. pretty alright for me=) thanks jim!


engliah oral today was ok. reading passage thing was kind weird like i think the passage dun really make sense n its quiet complicating in a way. it has super alot dialogues n most of them sound weird. ok picture was alright. but thought of more stuff to say while i was being quarantine. erm conversation question was stupid its. "do u persuade anyone?" LIKE WHAT LAH? i stone for awhile n started crapping rubbish. tats bad thou. oh then theres also another question which is wat u want to b when u grow up, do u want to b a boss or do u want to work for ppl in the future? yeahh i think those 2 r quite ok. so i got quarantine till 3pm. yeah its a bad thing when u have to b the first person to take the oral in the school. overall i'm happy with wat i said lah. n now chinese....................... soon ermm 19 july if i'm not wrong. ahhhh


ohh germany vs. italy later. hmm might watch it. ya so i'm going to sleep early today n wake up at 3am to watch n also dose of abit GO ITALY!! oh ya so stupid y must they put it at 3am. ROAR.


ohoh forgot to say. during the oral woah my thoat is like going to die anytime lahh i wanted to cough out but i noe once i cough it never ends. so i tahan till the end then after i'm done i started coughing. ya lahh i'm still sick lahh. ughh it never ends lahh. n stupid phlegm juz have to cover up my air way n is making me whizz ya asthma in another words. this sucks. guess wat i miss singing beinging sick prevents me from singing. well singing to God, myself lah. my secret voice its not for everyone to hear=) ya i think i'll only b really sick free when i can start hormonising songs again yeah now being sick i cant. i go zhao xia like really bad. can reach my high voice. roar! anyways class ppl kept saying i'm like sick everyday beeting even said she never recall of me not being sick at least one day. AYE ITS NOT SO BAD K. its only sinus not sick!.


hmm HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. THE SONGS R SOOOOOOO GOOD VAL JUZ SEND THEM TO ME JUZ NOW OHH N I NOTICE BEN POH WAS LISTENING TO IT JUZ NOW AHH TALKED TO B JUZ NOW BUT HE DIDNT REPLY I'M SURE HE IS MAPELING OR SOMETHING AHHHH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL VANESSA ANN HUDGENS!!!! the song r simply amazing lahh like "start of something new", "breaking free!!" and "we're all in this together" and theres one more song they sang it for the first auditions I LIKE TAT SONG ALSO but val dun have it hmm shall ask ben poh tml=) he seems like he have alot HAH=) hmm i laso like "Get'Cha Head In The Game" the dance i nice!!!! dancing with the bball sooo nice lahh so cool n the finale dance is SOOO GRAND. soooo nice wont mind watching it for the 3rd time!=)

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

whooo high sch musical so rocked! THE SONGS ROCKED THE SHOW. ITS SOOOOO NICE K. Vanessa Anne Hudgens voice rocks!! ITS SOOOO SWEET LAHH. AHHHHH I WANT THE SONGS!! VAL!!! FASTER COME ONLINE!!!

BRAZIL!!

UGH england lost! BRAZIL LOST!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. MY BRAZIL!!!! uggghhhh how can brazil lose lahhh. was half sleeping half wake watching BRAZIL vs france 3am show. but i think it went quite well. but at least it was quite far unlike protugal! THEY LIKE TOTALLY PLAY DIRTY LAH. tats wat i think lahh they're foreva acting injured. SO IRRITATING. oh england's best player wernt in game. well caz backham have to b injured n roooney have to get a stupid red card haha well at least he steped on the guy dick. HAHA TOO BAD.


ughh its like no point of watching soccer anymore ya soccer with out brazil SUCKS! but mayb i'll now support ermm mayb france or mayb italy. ahh dunno lah.


BRAZIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!