it's raining heavily now. and i wonder if there's gonna be many kids in the hub today to boost up some energy in me.
oh if you didnt know, i've finally started work.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
a little sad valentine.
i think i'm slowly putting more of climbing into my life, because i was actually upset that didnt have my climbing shoes which prevented me from joining a mini comp today.
maybe it's a good thing that made me realised i do like rock climbing.
well, maybe God has His reason for not getting me into the comp. although i really wanted to try it out and see where i stand.
lonely valentine at home.
but who cares.
just needed to settle down for one day.
maybe it's a good thing that made me realised i do like rock climbing.
well, maybe God has His reason for not getting me into the comp. although i really wanted to try it out and see where i stand.
lonely valentine at home.
but who cares.
just needed to settle down for one day.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
it could change a life.
something came into my mind at class's bbq yesterday, and it was the last thing that i'll ever want to consider of but it was in my thoughts of for at least 5 secs. plus somehow, this time, i dunno why but the pressure was really high.
you know like God has set this very very clear bourdary for me that i should never smoke, not even try a puff, cause He once told me that if i try, it'll be something that i'll never be able to get rid of.
and somehow at THAT moment, i just felt God using so much strength to pull me back to Him saying no, repeating what He has told me before, over and over. While friend/s tries to temp me.
you know at the moment, i felt like i was being hypnotized or something caz never in my life was i tempted by this and thank God for awaking me.
but still i'm super affected and shocked by that 5 secs.
its scary when i start thinking of what had happened.
you know like God has set this very very clear bourdary for me that i should never smoke, not even try a puff, cause He once told me that if i try, it'll be something that i'll never be able to get rid of.
and somehow at THAT moment, i just felt God using so much strength to pull me back to Him saying no, repeating what He has told me before, over and over. While friend/s tries to temp me.
you know at the moment, i felt like i was being hypnotized or something caz never in my life was i tempted by this and thank God for awaking me.
but still i'm super affected and shocked by that 5 secs.
its scary when i start thinking of what had happened.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Saturday, February 07, 2009
i have a brother.
I have a brother.
and i called him into my room to check out his new name card design.
so he sat on my bed and started to look through my stuff.
my tv related cables, food and air-con control.
and asked many many questions.
then he left with this sentance.
"i dont care, you better think. (of a new design for the back of the namecard)"
many hours, when i'm done with the namecard i realised stuffs.
1) he ate my snack and threw the wraper on my tv table.
2) he left his empty bottle of apple juice on my tv table.
3) he change me air-con temperature from 25 to 18 degrees and i was almost freezing.
i have a brother,
a silent killer.
and i called him into my room to check out his new name card design.
so he sat on my bed and started to look through my stuff.
my tv related cables, food and air-con control.
and asked many many questions.
then he left with this sentance.
"i dont care, you better think. (of a new design for the back of the namecard)"
many hours, when i'm done with the namecard i realised stuffs.
1) he ate my snack and threw the wraper on my tv table.
2) he left his empty bottle of apple juice on my tv table.
3) he change me air-con temperature from 25 to 18 degrees and i was almost freezing.
i have a brother,
a silent killer.
Friday, February 06, 2009
march twelve
was watching tv just now and it advertised a singapore band called "march twelve".
hahah yes my very favourite day i guess.
checked it up.
their song isnt that nice.
But since my previous blog song entry is no more here, here a new song.
the intro is kinda LOOOONNNGGGG.
and it's the only song i can find from imeem
march twelve - brainwashed -
hahah yes my very favourite day i guess.
checked it up.
their song isnt that nice.
But since my previous blog song entry is no more here, here a new song.
the intro is kinda LOOOONNNGGGG.
and it's the only song i can find from imeem
march twelve - brainwashed -
Thursday, February 05, 2009
climb and tare.
i went climbing today.
and made three more blisters.
2 on left, 1 on my right pinky.
kill me please.
it hurts much more than the previous ones, especially when it's under water.
SEE LAH THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR NOT CLIMBING AFTER A LONG TIME.
and made three more blisters.
2 on left, 1 on my right pinky.
kill me please.
it hurts much more than the previous ones, especially when it's under water.
SEE LAH THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR NOT CLIMBING AFTER A LONG TIME.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
more than just a crack.
wah lauuu life sucks mann.
just when my fingers are healing from the wounds and being almost painless, i happily did push-ups on my bed and made a crack of wound on and almost fully healed finger.
now, i cant open up my fingers again.
ajwoirjdnfiuzsgrlqndkdlask
just when my fingers are healing from the wounds and being almost painless, i happily did push-ups on my bed and made a crack of wound on and almost fully healed finger.
now, i cant open up my fingers again.
ajwoirjdnfiuzsgrlqndkdlask
Saturday, January 31, 2009
daddy.
my dad accidently threw away my brother's hundred over dollars external hard drive plus other IT stuff, that he bought today.
and i think my brother was super sad when the dust bin was emptyed.
i'll seriously cry if i'm my brother.
somemore IT is like one of my bro's favourite.
it's like getting a new toy and throwing it before you can play with it.
i think dad's getting old.
WENT CLIMBING TODAY.
left with three digusting blister on my left hand.
But climbing was still cool lah.
blame it on not climbing for almost 2 mths.
and i think my brother was super sad when the dust bin was emptyed.
i'll seriously cry if i'm my brother.
somemore IT is like one of my bro's favourite.
it's like getting a new toy and throwing it before you can play with it.
i think dad's getting old.
WENT CLIMBING TODAY.
left with three digusting blister on my left hand.
But climbing was still cool lah.
blame it on not climbing for almost 2 mths.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
how to
The steamboat heater for reunion dinner at my aunt’s house didn’t quite worked the way we wanted it to. So dad came out with this. “ how to starve your guest.”
Then today, after visiting, he came home and went into the kitchen to cook a can of $100 abalone, where he killed the family. And then he came out with this. “How to so torture your family.” With a $100 worth delicacy.
(jun, if you think that big bird’s chicken rice and steamboat chilie is suppper spicy, try this.)
amazingly, it was suppppperrrrr good that we finished it.
Then today, after visiting, he came home and went into the kitchen to cook a can of $100 abalone, where he killed the family. And then he came out with this. “How to so torture your family.” With a $100 worth delicacy.
(jun, if you think that big bird’s chicken rice and steamboat chilie is suppper spicy, try this.)
amazingly, it was suppppperrrrr good that we finished it.Saturday, January 24, 2009
and finally......
LET ME DO A PROPER POST.
been pretty busy lately, maybe that's why i didnt bother posting anything, properly. i guess pictures really do help me in cutting down in lot of words. maybe jun can learn this from me. well, i still suck at writing, and i'll never ever be a writer.
Ok climbmax 09 just ended last sat. Did i say that it's freaking tiring?!?!?! went to school at 730am and left at 11pm. well it's not only the darn long hours. But the tiring part came in when i have to RUUUUNNNN from outdoor climbing wall, to the registration booth. Although it didnt seem very far from the wall but i think it's the psychological thing, where your surrounding is so green and empty, that it looks like the distance is doubled. so, you just cant help it, but to run.
WELL, i guess the good thing about this whole climb max was, i managed to built some closer relationship with the climbers. For example, slacking and playing scrambler with jocelyn.
And till today, we're still playing it.
and woah i tell you, climbing guys are freakkkkinnggg hot. Even the ugly ones are redeemed by their perfect body. six packs i tell you. i wish to get one, not a lump of fats but real muscles.
IEFFA was the most amazing female climber ever and yes, she did make RP proud, pity that she's year 2 OR YEAR 3 in april and wouldnt represent my batch much in her year three. I should really work hard on upgrading my standards in climbing. climb asia, yishun safra and school climbing days should be regular. Just hope that trainings in sch will be at night so that i'll be able to go down after YOUTH HUB.
YES, youth hub, gonna Give at least a mth of my holidays to God and wont bother much about the money matter, maybe i'll go out and work in march. And i hope i do. feels like working in Starbucks or some coffee brewing place, but doubt so caz i think there's a need to work for 3 months or something.
OH wells, i'll see how. maybe i'll end up continuing in Youth hub. It's not a very bad job lahh but i still have some outside job experience.
YEAR one ends and it's always very weird that only on the last week of school that the class will bond together and treasure each other. Also, at every last min of being in the same class we'll always talk about how we all meet and reacted on the first day of school. And it's a pity that andre didnt come to school today. I think he's really cute and surely he has brought ALOT AND ALOT of laughter to the class.
Talking about Andre, he just did his very weird friendly greetings to shandy on wednesday.
Shandy's birthday celebration just ended few hrs ago. and it was totally awesome. So awesome that she cried. awwwwww. So much for proper planning and ponning school on tuesday, with min hui, to prepare and bake her cake. Even thou the only disspointment i had was when my 5 helium colour ballons died after 24hrs. but the birthday designed ballon still stands tall.
happy holidays in bangkok and wish you all the best for you coming year.
REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU AND MIN HUI TOO!
SUCCEEDED.
been pretty busy lately, maybe that's why i didnt bother posting anything, properly. i guess pictures really do help me in cutting down in lot of words. maybe jun can learn this from me. well, i still suck at writing, and i'll never ever be a writer.
Ok climbmax 09 just ended last sat. Did i say that it's freaking tiring?!?!?! went to school at 730am and left at 11pm. well it's not only the darn long hours. But the tiring part came in when i have to RUUUUNNNN from outdoor climbing wall, to the registration booth. Although it didnt seem very far from the wall but i think it's the psychological thing, where your surrounding is so green and empty, that it looks like the distance is doubled. so, you just cant help it, but to run.
WELL, i guess the good thing about this whole climb max was, i managed to built some closer relationship with the climbers. For example, slacking and playing scrambler with jocelyn.
And till today, we're still playing it.
and woah i tell you, climbing guys are freakkkkinnggg hot. Even the ugly ones are redeemed by their perfect body. six packs i tell you. i wish to get one, not a lump of fats but real muscles.
IEFFA was the most amazing female climber ever and yes, she did make RP proud, pity that she's year 2 OR YEAR 3 in april and wouldnt represent my batch much in her year three. I should really work hard on upgrading my standards in climbing. climb asia, yishun safra and school climbing days should be regular. Just hope that trainings in sch will be at night so that i'll be able to go down after YOUTH HUB.
YES, youth hub, gonna Give at least a mth of my holidays to God and wont bother much about the money matter, maybe i'll go out and work in march. And i hope i do. feels like working in Starbucks or some coffee brewing place, but doubt so caz i think there's a need to work for 3 months or something.
OH wells, i'll see how. maybe i'll end up continuing in Youth hub. It's not a very bad job lahh but i still have some outside job experience.
YEAR one ends and it's always very weird that only on the last week of school that the class will bond together and treasure each other. Also, at every last min of being in the same class we'll always talk about how we all meet and reacted on the first day of school. And it's a pity that andre didnt come to school today. I think he's really cute and surely he has brought ALOT AND ALOT of laughter to the class.
Talking about Andre, he just did his very weird friendly greetings to shandy on wednesday.
Shandy's birthday celebration just ended few hrs ago. and it was totally awesome. So awesome that she cried. awwwwww. So much for proper planning and ponning school on tuesday, with min hui, to prepare and bake her cake. Even thou the only disspointment i had was when my 5 helium colour ballons died after 24hrs. but the birthday designed ballon still stands tall.
happy holidays in bangkok and wish you all the best for you coming year.
REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU AND MIN HUI TOO!
SUCCEEDED.
Friday, January 23, 2009
YEAR TWO SIAAAAAAAAA
AT THIS POINT OF TIME, I'M OFFICIALLY A GRADUATE OF RP'S YEAR ONE!
YAYYYYY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE SHANDY'S BDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANDY!
YAYYYYY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE SHANDY'S BDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANDY!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
W46G
driving is good today caz i finally got my malay instructor back. MUCH better than the stupid chinese guy who ALWAYS buy dinner and leave me driving alone.
Learn the back parking today!
Had lesson in a freaking cool lecture room yesterday. It like some super cool conference kind of room that like 4 rows high, many chairs like those in the photos and at every seat, you have your own MIKE, power plug, a sound cable and the cable thing to screen your laptop infront our the class.
Oh and there are like 4 cameras in the room. it's the black thing above the clock.
DARNNN COOL. makes you feel professional but insecure, caz the faci cant see everything that's on you laptop.
Learn the back parking today!
Had lesson in a freaking cool lecture room yesterday. It like some super cool conference kind of room that like 4 rows high, many chairs like those in the photos and at every seat, you have your own MIKE, power plug, a sound cable and the cable thing to screen your laptop infront our the class.
Oh and there are like 4 cameras in the room. it's the black thing above the clock.
DARNNN COOL. makes you feel professional but insecure, caz the faci cant see everything that's on you laptop.
=)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
weaken by your grace
"let the weak say i am strong"
"but may i be weak before my Lord, to live in His strength."
I guess i've really been struggling these many mths telling myself that my walk with God is there and actually it is not. Sometimes I feel that i'm just too afraid to admit that my walk with God has fallen, or when i see that people around me who seemed like they are doing well with the Lord, it cause me to feel that I am also growing with the Lord.
But did i psyco myself to say that "hey i've been good with the Lord" to the extend that when people ask me "how your walk with God" i'll say, "ok lor, not progressing not falling" and i remembered how denise once said that there's not stagnant walk with God. only ups and downs. And with out realisation, i'm actually slowly going down and that passion for God isnt there anymore, the times when God just walk with me and speak to me at any point of time doesnt seems to happen. Or times when i'm so willing to scarifice sometimes just to spend time with God. There really no such thing as being stagnant, cause the moment there's no progress with God means you're falling.
and what God really spoke to me yesterday during 9am service was as simple as just saying "Daddy God, i'm weak, and i need You" I've been wanting to be so strong that I wouldnt soften my heart to look for God. and there was a moment that i really wanted to walk down to the front and ask for prayers. but somehow i didnt do it.
I want to be a child who runs back to God when He asks.
I remembered during the early cityteens time, I would, forever, go up for minstry, cry, slain and be refreshed. But as i grew older, i started hearing things like "they always ask for ministry then it's like pointless to go up everytime...." and i guess along the years, my defination of being Holy slowly became "dont go up means i'm holy, i'm alright with God, so i dont need minstry."
But that's really not the point, being able to stand up for God, be guilty and actually say that "HEY i'm not right with You, i want to renew my love for You again" shows a heart that's wanting God more and more and more.. for there is not limit in loving God.
let me sing (from my heart) to You, and give praises to Your name.
What The LORD Has Done In Me - Darlene Zschech
"but may i be weak before my Lord, to live in His strength."
I guess i've really been struggling these many mths telling myself that my walk with God is there and actually it is not. Sometimes I feel that i'm just too afraid to admit that my walk with God has fallen, or when i see that people around me who seemed like they are doing well with the Lord, it cause me to feel that I am also growing with the Lord.
But did i psyco myself to say that "hey i've been good with the Lord" to the extend that when people ask me "how your walk with God" i'll say, "ok lor, not progressing not falling" and i remembered how denise once said that there's not stagnant walk with God. only ups and downs. And with out realisation, i'm actually slowly going down and that passion for God isnt there anymore, the times when God just walk with me and speak to me at any point of time doesnt seems to happen. Or times when i'm so willing to scarifice sometimes just to spend time with God. There really no such thing as being stagnant, cause the moment there's no progress with God means you're falling.
and what God really spoke to me yesterday during 9am service was as simple as just saying "Daddy God, i'm weak, and i need You" I've been wanting to be so strong that I wouldnt soften my heart to look for God. and there was a moment that i really wanted to walk down to the front and ask for prayers. but somehow i didnt do it.
I want to be a child who runs back to God when He asks.
I remembered during the early cityteens time, I would, forever, go up for minstry, cry, slain and be refreshed. But as i grew older, i started hearing things like "they always ask for ministry then it's like pointless to go up everytime...." and i guess along the years, my defination of being Holy slowly became "dont go up means i'm holy, i'm alright with God, so i dont need minstry."
But that's really not the point, being able to stand up for God, be guilty and actually say that "HEY i'm not right with You, i want to renew my love for You again" shows a heart that's wanting God more and more and more.. for there is not limit in loving God.
let me sing (from my heart) to You, and give praises to Your name.
What The LORD Has Done In Me - Darlene Zschech
Friday, January 09, 2009
adrenaline
and how awesome is it that i am still have energy. I guess, if i'm really bored and loney, i'll just fall into deeeeep sleep.
helping out for the climbing comps for the pass 2 days has been pretty awesome. although i'm not climbing in any comp, i still feel that i have a responsibilty in doing the registeration stuff before i'll even think of leaving something that i'm suppose to handle cause i want to join comp. WELL, maybe comps will be for next time.
ANYWAYS, after the comp, i finally manage to have climbs 3 wall out of 4. caz the 4th one seemed impossible. and yes, it's freakkinnggg tiring.
serve me right for not climbing for a mth.
enough of climbing, i'm going to prepare to sleep in 45mins time.
helping out for the climbing comps for the pass 2 days has been pretty awesome. although i'm not climbing in any comp, i still feel that i have a responsibilty in doing the registeration stuff before i'll even think of leaving something that i'm suppose to handle cause i want to join comp. WELL, maybe comps will be for next time.
ANYWAYS, after the comp, i finally manage to have climbs 3 wall out of 4. caz the 4th one seemed impossible. and yes, it's freakkinnggg tiring.
serve me right for not climbing for a mth.
enough of climbing, i'm going to prepare to sleep in 45mins time.
Monday, January 05, 2009
back to school
life sucks caz school starts tomorrow. or in 8hrs time.
but it's just 3 more weeks, 15more days till many months of holiday.
yay serve reunion thing tml or whatever you call it.
but it's just 3 more weeks, 15more days till many months of holiday.
yay serve reunion thing tml or whatever you call it.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
wah lauuuuuu
i guess the deepest regret of going for rock climbing today is that i wasnt even able to touch or climb rocks. but maybe the good thing about it is that at least i showed my face and did something, quite helpful but sucky. stupid RP just have to make us pack the goody bags, not in hundreds but thousands and thousands of green bags plus many many phamlets. the worst part is that they didnt even supply us with air con in that stuffy indoor basketball court but just 3 fans that obviously everyone wasnt able to recieve.
AND SHIT. I FORGOT TO DO MY DESIGN STUFF.
SCREW IT.
needs a tumbdrive and i dunno wheres mine. syl has one of mine, bro another i think but he's sleeping.
ARRGGHHHHHH LIFE SUCKS.
AND SHIT. I FORGOT TO DO MY DESIGN STUFF.
SCREW IT.
needs a tumbdrive and i dunno wheres mine. syl has one of mine, bro another i think but he's sleeping.
ARRGGHHHHHH LIFE SUCKS.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2009!
happy new year people!
spend the last mins of 2008 with kim by having ba ku teh from balestier rd to coffee from united sq's starbucks and finally to newton for chicken wings when a very small cute uncle welcomes everyone into 2009 by hitting a tin of oil with a stick.
indeed a cool way of counting down.
WELL, they say new year must have resolutions right and i'm not one who hopes or wants much but here's my list of things that i'll hope to achieve this year.
1) pass driving prac with first try
2) put my heart into rock climbing.
3) love what i'm going to do in poly year 2.
4) make more friends in poly.
5) lose more weight?
6) grow spiritually
7) go out and work.
8) leave singapore for a moment. (sister's leaving for hongkong at 6am and i'm here still trying to get out of singapore.)
hmm i think that's all. i'm a girl of little dream cause i'm willing to accept anything that come or go. i mean i belief that since i'm living for God, it's up to Him to decide what's up for me.
=)
OR maybe i've faced too many disappointments in life that i dont bother dreaming big but just trust in God.
Isaiah 55:9
"For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts"
spend the last mins of 2008 with kim by having ba ku teh from balestier rd to coffee from united sq's starbucks and finally to newton for chicken wings when a very small cute uncle welcomes everyone into 2009 by hitting a tin of oil with a stick.
indeed a cool way of counting down.
WELL, they say new year must have resolutions right and i'm not one who hopes or wants much but here's my list of things that i'll hope to achieve this year.
1) pass driving prac with first try
2) put my heart into rock climbing.
3) love what i'm going to do in poly year 2.
4) make more friends in poly.
5) lose more weight?
6) grow spiritually
7) go out and work.
8) leave singapore for a moment. (sister's leaving for hongkong at 6am and i'm here still trying to get out of singapore.)
hmm i think that's all. i'm a girl of little dream cause i'm willing to accept anything that come or go. i mean i belief that since i'm living for God, it's up to Him to decide what's up for me.
=)
OR maybe i've faced too many disappointments in life that i dont bother dreaming big but just trust in God.
Isaiah 55:9
"For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts"
Monday, December 29, 2008
RP and SLIPPERS.
WAHHH LAUUUUUUUUUUUU
JUST WHEN I'M FINALLY FREE TO GO FOR ROCK CLIMBING, STUPID RP BAN ROCK CLIMBING FOR 2 WEEKS CAZ SOME STUPID CLIMBERS WORE SLIPPERS INTO THE HALL.
ok. climbing friend just told me it's a ban for ONE MONTH not two weeks.
kill me.
but lucky i checked my mail or eles i'll be a stupid idiot going to rp tml.
JUST WHEN I'M FINALLY FREE TO GO FOR ROCK CLIMBING, STUPID RP BAN ROCK CLIMBING FOR 2 WEEKS CAZ SOME STUPID CLIMBERS WORE SLIPPERS INTO THE HALL.
ok. climbing friend just told me it's a ban for ONE MONTH not two weeks.
kill me.
but lucky i checked my mail or eles i'll be a stupid idiot going to rp tml.
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